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noroi1000 · 2 years

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hello! Can I get a jjk match up? With boys please and romantic

My hobbies or activities are writing, drawing, gaming, watching and being a fan of medias (either songs, books, movies, anime and etc) I enjoy. Also I am crushing to fictional characters.

While my personality is I am lazy in many times (like doing chores and etc) but also responsible in responsibilities I need to do (like school assignments or activities and another important things). I am the person who can't decide anything, if person will ask me 'what do u want?' I reply 'ur decision' . I am also a person who always said that I don't love you but tell them 'hey don't do that' when they will do something dangerous and when they said 'you love me didn't you' I just reply 'it's because we have no money to get you in hospital and it's you fault if you have injury' to hide my real feeling. My another personality is I am introvert but can be extrovert in important things however I am not safe from being nervous. I am not that friendly but when I am close to someone, I can be sweet to them. I am also the person that have neutral views about things like when somebody asks me 'hey is this dress good to me' in my mind I am neutral I don't have sure answers but I let it out with 'yes'. Connecting to that previous ones, I am not the person who tell what's inside in my mind, people will kinda call me out for being neutral in all times. Contradicting to that, I am the person who is kinda childish but I can be mature in important times. I don't know too how to deal in problems and emotions in healthy way. Lastly these are the remaining personalities I didn't mention hardworking and good in cooperating in group projects despite being introvert I can talk to them.

for my likes are vegetables and fruits, sweets, fictional characters, and medias.

My Dislikes are rude people, Lady finger and Eggplant (the only vegetables I can't eat), and people who wants me to

I think your Jujutsu kaisen matchup is

Choso

Given that he has many younger siblings, he seems exhausted already. As if he didn't care anymore. Life is wearing him out.

He is very responsible, and he will take care of everything for his siblings right away. He would like the best for them. He will do what he has to do so that he does not disturb others. He wants to take care of loved ones even if his emotions do not show it.

His behavior often shows that he does not care. He is just stoic and calm. As if nothing bothered him. But this is wrong. Even though he is so cold to the people around him and wants nothing to do with them, he actually cares a lot for his loved ones. Even so much that he doesn't care about himself.

Even the saying "take care of yourself" can be said without emotion. However, his words hide a deep concern. He would never want anything to happen to anyone if he was around.

Only his relatives who experience it on their own skin know that he loves them more than life and will care for them. But he just can't talk differently. That's the tone of his voice.

The same applies to smiling less frequently. He will not often send someone a smile so joyful that it can light up an entire room. His smile is soft but happy.

He wouldn't like to hide his love for his family and partner, but sometimes he can't show it over and over again. He's just the way he is. Even when he wants to. He comes out as if he was depressed and didn't want to know people. And also as if he were saying nice words just to comfort someone and let no one think that he was sad.

That is why his relatives know that he loves them, even if he does not show it.

He is more stoic and calm in frequent situations. But he also gets irritated and furious. If he fails, he'll just get irritated and either let go or keep on trying. He will only get mad when someone makes him feel the danger of his family. Of course, he wouldn't want you to see him in a crazy state, so as not to scare you away from him. In this state, he can do absolutely anything for the safety of others, and he certainly wouldn't want someone who shouldn't run away from him to be afraid of him. If that had happened, she would have given up…

He smiles and thinks extroverted only in the presence of loved ones. Usually in public places he would be something that would not show a single emotion, thus putting pressure on the people around them and they would start to fear him. Only with everyone who is not strangers to him and likes them is he really real. He smiles, laughs and even plays.

Has opinions on advising people. And surely if someone asks him about it, it would be difficult to answer. But he's honest. In order not to offend anyone close to her, he will say it kindly. But when he does not like this person, he will be almost mean (even if this is not what he meant and whether this person will interpret it good or wrong is not his business).

I think he can be considered neutral. He's not smiling and he's not pissed off. He doesn't show a lot of emotion at once. He thinks about many things, and shows it differently, or does not do it at all. Depends on what person is next to him.

He's acting like an adult, but he's got a bit of a kid, deep down. He is the oldest of all the brothers and tries to be as responsible as possible, to be a role model for them and someone they can rely on immeasurably on. But if he could find a person to whom he can entrust his life, all his emotions and feelings, and give him his own and provide warmth and security, he will be at your mercy. He will act like a child who refuses to leave her mother's love. Because he needs someone to love and support him. That someone would help him deal with his problems without saying he couldn't do it. Because it's really not healthy. After all, someone can help do this.

He only talks to the group he wants to be in. Then he will be his real self. Nice and gentle guy. But he can also cooperate with others, but his emotions will not be so nice. It will just do what he has to do.

Surely he would like to laze in bed right after finishing everything, to rest and stop being like that. Without pretending. He would like to show her emotions whenever she wanted to. But he really wants to protect loved ones and make them think that he is their older and stronger brother who will take care of everything.

Headcanon:

• He softens the most when he hears one of the brothers call you Sister. Then he knows that just as you accept him, the rest accept you even more. And you make everyone smile more and more. Especially him.

• Especially he'll keep telling you that you don't have to worry about him, and he really is. When you don't try to help him, he feels he can do everything by himself. Protect others, protect you, and even make sure he is okay. That's when he feels strong and you trust him.

He keeps saying he's worried about you. He tells you to be careful and not to do anything dangerous. Looks after you as best he can. He knows that even when you don't show him your appreciation, he really is. Then he knows that you need him in some way. He will take care of you like nobody. From the beginning, he considered you a member of his family. And there is a rule there - „Everyone lives for everyone” And they don't turn anyone away. Everyone cares about each other, but Choso does it most of all.

• After all the chores he has with his siblings, he feels like he can lock himself in the basement or in the wardrobe to sleep and not go out… bezSo that no light reaches him and no sound. To relax after difficult times without peace for him.

• He can be found in strange places. Even in his own home, he would hide in a room or sit on the floor to hide from the world.

• He is very grateful to you if you want to spend this quieter time with him without doing anything. And that you will silence his brothers for a moment. Eso and Kechizu are loud, and it doesn't matter that Eso is younger than Choso less than the rest. They all get along so well and are energetic. He loves them with all of himself, but sometimes he wants to be alone after a day and sleep. Be cuddled to you with a smile.

• In his family you will not be sad. Most of them will make you happy and make you laugh at what's going on there. Besides, most of them can be perfect friends. No matter how long it takes or how long she will be together with Choso, they will accept you into their large family right away. And this is a nice and joyful life.

• Counseling can be difficult. And the overprotective Choso who tells Eso to dress appropriately is worse. Even though the brothers listen to him, sometimes they fail. You can then only watch what is happening.

• I never want you to fear him. His technique is related to blood. With his own blood. And he will tell you to leave as soon as possible so you don't have to watch it. He will protect you from everything, even the cost of his health or life. Same with brothers.

He never wanted you to be scared of him. His true nature, and you would not experience his wrath. That's why I don't want you to be there.

He wants to be so gentle and loved for you. Because he knows your true feelings, even if you don't want to show them.

• If you don't want to be among these crowds, just go with him and lock yourself in another room. Or go for a walk. It's peaceful there, and you can be what you want to be. Without unnecessary pretending in front of others. A smile, gentle words and kind gestures. Act together as you like. Then you can do everything together. No matter what you decide to do, it is something that will help you relax. A book, a few memes, or listening to music or a movie. Or just sleeping together as if nothing happened.

He loves lying idle holding you protectively in his arms and just feeling like you are next to him.

He likes to put his head on your stomach or knees when you are alone. He can then relax and calm down when he says something to you calmly and smiling.

Just as he loves to hug you. He will hold you close to his chest just as he likes to cuddle against your chest and feel your heartbeat. He is a banal romantic who will show his love with his actions.

"My brothers call you sister. I like that they took you in right away. If they love you as much as I do, I would be very happy. I know that you love me. You are an important person to me."

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk x you #jujutsu kaisen matchups #anime matchup #jjk headcanons #choso x you

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writebecauseyoucannotbreathe · 3 years

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Ultimate Ship Meme: Azulaang

Rate the Ship -

How long will they last? - Until I say so. I can see them being together after death as spirits.

How quickly did/will they fall in love? - Ooooh boy. Azula struggles to understand friendship. I think she'd fall in love fast and hard but take the longest to realize. Aang wouldn't let himself get attached at first because Azula is unapologetic and one of the things I like about Azulaang is how it would push Aang to deals with the nitty gritty gray, not in a The Fire Nation was right all along way but in how even Kyoshi and Roku's conflict resolution let to disagreements. I think it would take Aang longer to fall in but once they reach a semblance of common ground he'd be well aware he's falling in love and would enjoy the ride.

How was their first kiss? - Let's see my fanfics. In Blue it was awkward. In Weightless it was sweet. In Smut it was horny and hate filled. In canon I think their first kiss would be very passionate and then they snap back to reality and Aang would evade while Azula denies so they wouldn't talk about it but they'd for sure be thinking about the kiss.

Wedding:

Who proposed? - Technically Azula. As soon as Aang hears about a Fire Nation wedding, either his friends or he learns about Ozai and Ursa's wedding, his mind would be set on a wedding. He wouldn't say anything but he'd squirrel away relevant wedding information like he'd hear a song and go "I want that instrument to play at my wedding." But Azula would have her life planned out by other people and there'd be a set date where Ozai now Zuko are supposed to comb through suitor requests (it was probably Ursa's role. If she's there she'd talk to Azula directly instead of Lo and Li. I don't think Lo and Li are high enough rank to determine the suitor but I think it would be customary/expected for their input to be asked). Azula would tell Aang something along the lines of "I should be wed." and he'd agree and then Azula will spend an abnormally long time wondering if he married her because he liked her or because it's his duty until she asks him while he's discussing potential baby room colors pre wedding.

Who is the best man/men? - Sokka and Toph. Azula was going to pick Momo but he made a better flower girl. Yes she did this to annoy Zuko (and because Toph didnt want to wear the bridesmaid outfit) it's okay though Fire Lord Zuko was the guest of honor.

Who is the braid’s maid(s)? - Katara, Suki, Mai, Ty Lee. Mai pretends she hates the outfit but she's secretly pleased.

Who did the most planning? - Aang did the most thinking but Azula did the most planning.

Who stressed the most? - Externally Aang. Internally Azula.

How fancy was the ceremony? -

Back of a pickup truck | 2 | 3 | 4 | Normal Church Wedding | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Kate and William wish they were this big.

100% Azula's fault. Aang has no clue what Fire Nation weddings are supposed to be like.

Aang: Wow I can't believe all weddings in your Nation are this big.

Azula: They're not. It's because I'm Royalty and you're the Avatar.

Though I hc that Aang wants to get married in all the different Nations and Azula secretly wants to experience a small wedding so they get married 3 more times with one of them being a very small Air Nation wedding.

Who was specifically not invited to the wedding? - Hmmm I'm not sure. On one hand, Ozai redemption. On the other hand, Ozai death.

Sex:

Who is on top? - Aang. Azula thinks she wants to be on top but she'd rather be pampered and Aang is more comfortable communicating and attending to needs. Aang has no strong preference either way and they do switch but this is their usual dynamic.

Who is the one to instigate things? - Azula but she denies it.

How healthy is their sex life? -

Barely touch themselves let alone each other | 2 | 3 | 4 | Once a couple weeks, nothing overboard | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They are humping each other on the couch right now

I think it's up to the reader's preference but I can see them being very private (Azula) and naturally talented (Aang) to the point where they assume every couple has sex daily. Hc that Aang and Suki talk about sex freely (ex: When I do __ should I __ or do girls prefer ___? I can never tell with Azula. Why do guys do ___ after ____ ? I've tried asking Sokka but he doesn't give me a straight answer.) Much to the fear of Sokka and Azula.

How kinky are they? -

Straight missionary with the lights off | 2 | 3 | 4 | Might try some butt stuff and toys | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Don’t go into the sex dungeon without a horse’s head

Again up to the reader. They both like learning new things and are prodigies so I think they'd end up reading about things to try in bed (Azula) and would try things out to see what they like (Aang) until they learn what they and each other generally like/dislike.

How long do they normally last? -

Does the Avatar State remove your refractory period? >;3c

Do they make sure each person gets an equal amount of orgasms? - No. Aang likes overstimulating.

How rough are they in bed? -

Softer than a butterfly on the back of a bunny | 2 | 3 | 4 | The bed’s shaking and squeaking every time | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Their dirty talk is so vulgar it’d make Dwayne Johnson blush. Also, the wall’s so weak it could collapse the next time they do it.

Neither can dirty talk. Azula is rougher. Aang likes to take it slow. She sets the pace in the beginning but he decides when it ends.

How much cuddling/snuggling do they do? -

No touching after sex | 2 | 3 | 4 | A little spooning at night, or on the couch, but not in public | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | They snuggle and kiss more often than a teen couple on their fifth date to a pillow factory.

Azula refuses to cuddle in public but in return they cuddle all night.

Children:

How many children will they have naturally? - hc them having twin boys at first with one firebender and one airbender because poetry. But Azula really wants a girl so they have a third child she is an airbender with Aang's charm and knack for getting in trouble and Azula's ruthlessness. Amon kidnaps her and instead of easily escaping (Aang's genes) she instead viciously mocks him the way only a preteen can (Azula's genes.) It's traumatic enough for Amon even before the parents show up. Then Aang wants another one and Azula wants another firebender so they do the do and surprise triplets! (maybe it has to do with ejaculatimg in the Avatar State lol) So 6 in total and lets say its 3 boys 3 girls with 3 airbenders 3 firebenders.

How many children will they adopt? - None. Azula is wary of motherhood and I know people like to hc Aang as adopting and while I can see him acting as a father figure to several kids I think he'd greatly prefer biological kids especially airbenders. It's a flaw that was barely touched upon and def not handled well in Legend of Korra.

Who gets stuck with the most diapers? - Servants or Aang. After a kid or two Azula would be comfortable enough to change the diapers but it would still be mostly Aang.

Who is the stricter parent? - Depends on the kid. Aang is more lenient with airbenders and Azula with firebenders or girls. I can see Azula being strict with training & studies but not with sharing whereas Aang would have less rules but they'd be more heavily enforced (ex: no airgliding without supervision until you've mastered the safety course)

Who stops the kid(s) from doing dangerous stunts after school? - Azula. She's pretty lenient with the term dangerous esp. when it comes to firebending as long as basic safety measures are applied (ex: you can pracrice lightning as long as it's not pointed towards yourself aka dont be Zuzu) but Aang is of the mindset "How are you gonna learn airbending without dangerous stunts?" And after the first few incidents she started stepping in.

Who remembers to pack the lunch(es)? - Azula but Aang cooks them.

Who is the more loved parent? - Appa

Who is more likely to attend the PTA meetings? Azula. When Aang attends the teachers shower him and his kids with compliments ("You're doing so well teaching your kids the values of the Air Nomads. It must be so hard being The Last Airbender"). They do the same with Azula but unlike Aang she sees through it and manages to get an accurate assessment of how their kids are doing.

Who cried the most at graduation? - Aang was more happy than sad. Azula cried before and after.

Who is more likely to bail the child(ren) out of trouble with the law? - Aang. He is a notorious lawbreaker. Azula would bail the kids and she could do so quicker than Aang in a few cases because of her connections but she'd be mad so their kids would rather call Aang or break themselves out.

Cooking:

Who does the most cooking? - Tied. Aang at first but then Azula wants to learn and after Aang teaches her since she has less experience she finds more enjoyment in cooking.

Who is the most picky in their food choice? -

Technically Aang since he's a vegetarian. Azula hasn't tried as many foods and she's used to not making a fuss at the family dinner table to the point of which Aang notices.

Who does the grocery shopping? - Both. Aang has a better eye for vegetables/fruits and Azula is better with prices (it's not about the cost it's about the value).

How often do they bake desserts? - Aang bakes them when he can/weekly. They're fruit based so if Azula doesn't want dessert he gives it to Momo or flings it at a target.

Are they more of a meat lover or a salad eater? - Gee I wonder. Aang eats salad Azula eats meat.

Who is more likely to surprise the other(s) with an anniversary dinner? - Aang but Azula tends to figures it out. Azula is more likely to plan a dinner but she wouldn't make it a surprise.

Who is more likely to suggest going out? - Aang but Azula is a close second. It would be a tie if it wasn't for the bathhouse.

Who is more likely to burn the house down accidently while cooking? - Accidentally? Aang. On purpose? Azula.

Who cleans the room? - Servants or Aang.

Chores:

Who is really against chores? - Azula hates cleaning up but she's neater.

Who cleans up after the pets? - Aang.

Who is more likely to sweep everything under the rug? - Aang.

Who stresses the most when guests are coming over? - Azula.

Who found a dollar between the couch cushions while cleaning? - Aang.

Who takes the longer showers/baths? - Azula. In the Fire Nation Palace Aang has taken to chatting with Azula in the Royal Spa while he feeds her (and mostly himself) cherries.

Misc:

Who takes the dog Appa out for a walk? - Aang

How often do they decorate the room/house for the holidays? - Never. Once they like the room they like the room. If its an event they'll go to a different location for it or leave the Air Temple as is.

What are their goals for the relationship? -

To stay together.

Who is most likely to sleep till noon? -

Aang slept for a hundred years so I'll give it to him.

Who plays the most pranks? - Tie. They've both pulled elaborate pranks as kids.

#azulaang #atla #avatar the last airbender #aang x azula #ship meme #long

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tamiddyinyourcity · 4 years

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9:37pm.

Being a self sabotaging knick gurr really isn't helping me right now.

I'll just say that its a baaaaaad idea to read my own old posts.

I think I already knew that though. Hence, why I don't read posts from my other blog when I was 12 to 16, either. Nothing in there but traumatic memories, so no need for that.

I dunno, guess I was talking to Rowan and he mentioned reading my blog and liking it.... Geez, I haven't blushed like that in AWHILE. Good to know a dude can read posts about me not wanting to sacrifice my mental health or future for a child or talking about men with big dicks is endearing to some.

I just.... read a post about You Know Who.

Resisting writing their name, since I don't feel like taking a shot right now. It would worsen my cramps really badly.

But..... Idk. The thought of "in the 4 weeks or so of us not talking, had he met someone new?", thought came to mind.

Not gonna pretend the idea of a dude happily booting me to the curb to chase after some new girls he meets online doesnt upset me to an extent. (Hell, even I was nicer when the roles were reversed. Probably since my way of doing it was "i want this to be an ex that will not potentially see me as worth a restraining order, or will embarrass me", so writing the loving letter and hugging him was my route.... God, he should have NEVER sent me that text! Fuck, he ruined everything.)

And of course, me leaving him was due to me knowing he would keep giving me mixed signals or leading me on.

And then him leaving, was him deciding to do so immediately after giving me mixed signals and leading me on. (What a class act, he was.)

I doubt he's going to be very healthy with the next person he's with. Is it bad that the idea of that makes me comfortable, knowing he's still gonna be the same piece of shit he always was to me?

Ugh, sucks for whoever else might come next.

Luckily, blocking him everywhere was a good idea back when we first broke up. Unlike him, I was fully prepared to cut him out of my life, since he really had me fucked up with the shit he did. Even when we got back together, not unblocking him was a good idea. I didn't need him to see what I was writing, or thinking, or whatever.

I liked him, but not enough to tolerate him being like that.

Sucks things turned out this way, but whatever.....

9:48pm.

What's on my mind, for now:

Eli doesn't need my help this weekend, but still wants to pay me either way to help me out. He says he would just like some company for a walk.... that seems doable. As long as I can wear my gloves and a bandana, I'll survive..... hopefully.

I ordered a crapton of mason jars and some prepackaged fruit/applesauce/honey/peanut butter for myself. My mom also was nice and picked up a few things I forgot I asked for... I've got a nice, non-hoarder storage of food going on. Brown rice, pasta, sauce, and a little more.... Plus vegetables I got that I still really need to eat..... fuck, have been too exhausted or busy deep cleaning to remember to eat any food. I hate that vegetables spoil, AAAAAA HOW AM I GONNA EAT ALL THAT LETTUCE AND EVERYTHING BEFORE IT ALL SPOILS? Specifically when my period only lets me eat, like, sushi or burritos in the early stages? Fuckkkkkkkk me.

I gotta touch the packages to open them...... and the UPS driver touched them.... then id have to wash my hands over and over in the process of opening, to taking out the items, to unfolding the boxes.... Gosh, no wonder my skin is so dry.

I might fuck around and make an omelet, i guess.

I'm tired.

Aaaaand so far, thats it.

I kinda like having this page for my thoughts. Since hey, even those who don't know me personally may enjoy reading it and having a small peephole view into the way I see things. (Excluding that one shitty bitch who occasionally stalked this page.... her weird ass should spend more time learning how to not draw like a 12 year old on DeviantArt. Then that spat I had wouldn't have shaken her to the core. Still sorry for what I said on that tweet about minecraft bees, though, even if you were unnecessarily slutty.)

Agh.

Whatever.

Time really flies, huh? It went from November to April, just like that. Jesus christ, what happened in those few months?

December - broke up, got back together, broke up again

January - somehow ended up hanging out again

February - fucking and movie watching, then eventually parting ways

March - mainly just in bed crying a lot and almost hitting deaths door? that incident in his livingroom..... whatever. then attempting self care, moving ooooon through retail therapy, and right as im prepping to wear pretty sundresses and travel around the different cities nearby in order to find new things to enjooooy.... shelter in place had happened. It wasn't bad, though. Prison pen palled someone, my grandmother left, sexted Rowan since it was the right time and place, ended up becoming really good friends, Eli helping me financially in exchange for some disability assistance, making more cathartic content about life, aaaaaaaaaaand lots more constant changes.

And, now, itsssss....

April - I'm making a blog post worrying about how I'm gonna eat the romaine lettuce in my fridge before it gets soggy.

Sigh.

Today has gone really well.

Outside of my stupid fucking diva cup deciding to fuck up MORE THAN ONCE today, and stress in general... I'm doing damned good.

10:12pm.

Me ordering Burger King instead of Instacarting meat to cook with the vegetables tonight.... yikes. :)

I gave Rowan the link to my tumblr. Idk how he's gonna react to all of this, if he does read deep into my page, but I'm an open book anyways and would explain it. So, nothing to fear.

I just probably can't make any more horny posts on here in order to vent out my horniness? Idk? Did he see the dyson vaccuum post? Jesus.

Alright, gonna.... stare at a wall before inevitably forgetting I ordered food for myself at all tonight. Peace out yalls.

Hope everyone is having a nice night. God bless and amen.

#im hungry #his face is really nice ngl i still wanna just smush his face babyfaced men are so wholesome

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