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#id be. ig i could probably set something lowkey up?
rgbfall · 1 year
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Realised why I think Alan Becker's AvM stands out from other similar (i.e. any stickman plus game animation). I mean. Outside of the amazing animation and storytelling of Alan Becker, there was something else that stood out to me as different from them and I've finally figured it out.
In a lot of animations, things happen to the characters, while in AvM the characters are the ones doing something.
Let me explain that:
In other animations, the stick figures are put in a situation. They don't discover whatever game, they just get tossed into it and have to figure out the mechanics by trial and error. Like. I'm currently thinking of a terraria series, the episodes are more along the lines of "they're chilling and then something attacks them"
Now compare this to AvM. Sure things are happening to them, but that's because the characters are actively seeking them out. Like in ep6, Command Blocks, bad things happen, but it's because Yellow was curious about what else minecraft had to offer rather than things just started happening. Then, for the season 1 "finale" (aka the episodes with a connecting story), they could have very easily had none of that happen! When Blue and Green found that portal it would not have been hard to just destroy it and carry on! But they were curious, and this led them to discovering the Nether, meeting Purple, and going to the End. And this is the same with season 3! The whole thing started because Blue wanted more Nether warts, and so went and did something!
I could probably give some more examples of people want, but I feel like this is long enough already lmao. Also idk if any of this makes sense words are hard lmao
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dykeinthedark · 9 days
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venting in tags about gender n shit (long as hell) (u can comment and talk 2 me as always :3)
#okay so i got a really masc haircut about a month ago and i know it's just a haircut but holy shit has it changed EVERYTHING for me#like.... i've always leaned masc except 1) before i came out 2) when i was actively in love with someone who i knew liked femmes#and they always described me as a fem. because that's what i showed her. because i wanted to be with her.#but lowkey whenever i'm in a not-impressing-anyone raw-dogging-life-no-crush era i always resort to a very masc style#like masc being my default and i'd only lean fem to impress people whether it's for love or peer pressure in a specific setting#like ''dressing up'' has always been a form of drag to me. like something i HAD to do to fit in or impress my parents (scott favor core)#but ever since this haircut i've realized... i could just BE masc innately like i really don't have to be womanly if i don't want to#which i usually don't. again i have only ever dressed fem for other people. but it's not even being masc that attracts me on its own#it's like. being masc in a distinctly lesbian way. as in whenever i look in the mirror i don't wanna be like a Guy i wanna be a dyke.#like lesbian as a gender identity too sort of thing honestly. okay i've been waffling but basically i sort of want to call myself butch#but i don't know if i like... can?? if i'm allowed to???#everyone always says it's MORE than just wearing boy clothes and not wearing makeup and having short hair (which i already do all those)#i mean i've always id'd as genderqueer because it literally just means gender weird and i experience gender in a queer way#what's probably the most telling is that my friends (all queer) CALL me a butch lesbian#like every time they do i feel really internally validated. it's not just my clothes but my personality too ig is what people tell me#i have a higher pitched voice relatively speaking but apparently the way i talk is quote ''very clockably into women''#which?? gender euphoria asf. my best friend specifically he (gay trans guy) always uses butch to describe me very intuitively#people have also noticed that i ''transitioned'' in all aspects except hormonally. like ppl have commented and noticed my masculinzation#but at the same time i always feel rly haunted by my ex relationships because one wanted me to be more masc#(she's the one who came out as straight and would treat me like a man) which i didn't like and i didn't like playing up being fem either#bc now it feels like she (butch) won't believe me if i called myself butch too bc she remembers me being femme#idk i feel like there's her voice in my head all the time that sees everything i do through her eyes (i'm lowkey still in love)#i feel like even though this comes so naturally to me i must be putting on a performance#even though i've actually read stone butch blues and done research into the history and i truly love and id with the culture like i rly do#that im still just a sad imitation of a butch lesbian and can never really be a part of it because i used to enjoy dressing up sometimes#like it's so stupid but can i still be butch if i wore a dress to prom and i think i looked good in it??#even though i was envious of my friends who wore suits?? that i used to try goth makeup?? that i liked long dresses??#that i enjoyed stacked necklaces and rings on every finger???#and tbh ALL OF THAT CAME FROM A CONCIOUS EFFORT TO FEMINIZE MYSELF IN JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL WHEN I WAS 16#because omfg it was 2 months before junior prom and i was worried that i was too masc and wanted to get comfortable with being fem
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benhaardy · 5 years
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Hi! Can I please get a ship for both BoRhap/ Queen? I am a girl with long chestnut hair and brown almond-shaped eyes. I have a curvy and thic figure, but I am 5’7 tall. I am an absolute bookworm, I love reading books and writing stories (smart is the new sexy) Although I am shy at first, I have built a great confidence in myself and it helped me to easily talk to everyone. I love adventures, travelling, partying and listening to great music! Let’s add that I’m a reckless one too. Thank you ☺️
I ship you with BEN and ROGER!
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yall met in a dog-friendly cafe. you noticed two things. 1. frankie’s cute af 2. this handsome ass man in a beanie ummm lemme get some of that???? you go up to him and you’re first like “hey can i pet ur dog!!!!!” but he knows… he knows he’s cute, but yes you petted frankie and yall just hit it off.
first of all, he’d looooooveee reading your work and would often beg to read them before they were done. he’s fascinated the way you use words (just words!!! what!!!!) to create a whole world and scenario on paper. he’s often looking over your shoulder when you’re in the kitchen working at the table and watching you type. you feel his breath as he silently mouths the words to what you have written.
ben’s usually right next to you on the bed when you’re reading, just fiddling w something or on his phone. or both. he’ll ask you what’s happening in the book and you’ll explain but he still won’t know what’s going on and who’s who after, no matter how well you explain (#readingprobs). it’s still cute to see his confused self nodding and his brow slightly furrowed, trying to piece stuff together.
he watched how hard you work and worked towards building your confidence in yourself and couldn’t be more proud of his girl. he can’t help but beam when he sees you just be free and open around everyone.
“ben? what’s this?” you said as you picked up the two boarding passes on the kitchen counter. ben came up behind you and put his hands around your waist. “we’re going to france tomorrow and italy in two weeks! surprise!” he kissed your cheek and walked away.
^ that’s pretty normal with him tbh
he helped build your flight and road trip playlist too :ppp hes got a great music taste btw
loves taking you on set and everything and seeing you starstruck by everyone you meet tbh.
he isn’t too big on the party scene but anything to get you to move yo body on him :PPPPPPPP . seeing you in all these countries and new places he’s taking you having the time of your life is worth everything to him. you get a litttttllllleeee on the wild side when you’re in the groove (and in general) but he doesn’t mind and is rather amused and definitely in love
ben loves your body!!!!! he loves your hair and your eyes and everything about you absolutely everything!!! ahhhhhhh!!!!
kinda doesnt understand how he got some1 as great as you but he will 100% TAKE IT!
also you two slytherins unite yeet !! ravenclaw over here :D
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(irl and movie roger can be imagined w this)
writing!!! you guys love it!!!! though you weren’t much on songwriting per se and he wasn’t on normal writing entirely but i love the scene of yall two sitting in bed somewhere in europe or around the world really, with notepads, you trying your hand at songwriting and him at conventional writing. lets just say… it did not turn out too well. BUT! you still help each other out with what yall do (you help him in general and he helps you with the more metaphoric/figurative/emotion writing ig?) and are both often writing writing writing with each other. you’ve written many about rog and he’s written much about you too.
thats a long headcanon so heres another bulletpoint. smart is the new sexy ;)))) and he loves your intellect wow he could listen to you talk for hours he could read what youve written for forever. like. rog loves it.
he lovesssss your outgoing personality/personality in general lol. the way both of you are mix very well and going with the headcanon above, you guys work great together and though you two wild ones would seem to butt heads it really doesn’t happen a lot. the guys fell absolutely in love with you and you have a thing in common w all of them: books, writing, quiet w bri and deac/k/y (:P), and your adventurous side w both freddie and rog. rog also gets along quite well with the people around you and you guys are just the super chill but really loud and outgoing couple lmaoo!!
travelling, partying, adventures: rog’s favourite mix. you’ve probably partied in every country in europe and are working on more!
“pack your bags, gwen!” rog yelled as he came through the front door. you were in the kitchen taking care of some bills so you called back casually, “for what, rog?” he was in front of you now, standing in the threshold of the kitchen, an unusually mischievous look on his face. “we’re going on tour for a year!” “i-i have work and the pets and everything and i-i thought id be staying her-” “don’t worry, love.” he came a step closer to you and closed his arms around you tightly. “did you really think i’d leave you here all alone? i called work and promised them some autographs and free tickets for this and the next tour — you’re fine and you’ll still have it when we get back. now let’s go upstairs and get packing.”
you had your own things to do but rog always, always made sure you wanted to go if he had a surprise for you.”are you sure?” is always his first question before you guys leave for the airport on another flight to the new place of the week. i mean 100% of times you wanted to go but then again you guys travelled probably like every weekend sooooo. you understand.
loves looking over his drums and seeing you, striking, a stand out in the crowd looking back at him. he winks and blows a kiss at you (to which he gets a little teasing but nothing he can’t handle) and you blow one back, your smile hugeeeeee. the music surrounds you and every once in a while roger catches a glimpse of you with your eyes closed, just drinking in everything and every sound
he loves your body. legiterally. like he loves it a shit ton dude. like ok it’s roger taylor ofc but it’s like roger taylor x maybe a thousand. he really likes your eyes lol its probably his favourite just like the shape and colour and their expressiveness—this boy is whipped for you.
heyyyy thanks for requesting a ship! hope you like it!! lowkey went overboard but i love going overboard on ships y’all absolutely deserve it!! had a lovely time writing this and you sound like a wonderful person. peace!
SHIP REQUESTS ARE OPEN!
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Episode 8 Confessionals
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This is long overdue but I've been busy because my brother got married woooo! Okay so FINALLY WE MERGED! Jordan and I survived the hell tribe and we made it here. We had to lose Jay which absolutely sucks, I feel terrible for voting him out but I did what I think was the right thing. The biggest piece of news is that I was literally on the merge tribe for like 10 minutes and ended up FINDING THE IMMUNITY IDOL!! I WAS SO SHOCKED I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT!! I haven't told anybody about it but I might....MIGHT....tell Jordan about it to show that I do trust him after wavering so much on my decision about potentially voting him out. We have an auction coming up, I hope I get something really cool from it! Bryce told me that he was the one that gave me the idol but Zach told me that he was the one that pushed for him to give it to me so I'm thankful to the both of them for that. I think I could get good with Carson, Zach, Bryce and Charlotte. Katie and I have bonded over our love of true crime, she's super nice and her connection to Jordan Pines is incredibly strong so we can do this. I believe that Copa isn't dead just yet. 
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finally got into an alliance with charlotte and chris
i bid well at the auction and got a nifty apple that lets me sit out for a round #blessed
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Finding out someone I want to work with is an Amy Schumer fan.... maybe shouldn't work with them :/. Jk!! But am I even DKSFJSD
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zack just sent me this message "and im in kuang si (it’s a main season, if you know what those are) asdjfk" I dont know how to respond to that
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Merge sweet merge! Okay so I'm officiallly in an alliance with Katie and Charlotte. We're the Senior Citizens. Katie is playing up to Jordan that she doesn't have any allies in hopes of him telling her any potential people from Ulta who might flip. Meanwhile I have to PUBLICLY pick 3 people to go to the wishing well with me. Obviously taking the Senior Citizens, but I then decided on Bryce because he was the only person not mention by Jordan as someone he thinks he's working with. Immunity just happened and as of right now I feel content with my score but some people are insane and will destroy me. I really hope I win because I feel like I'll get cut as soon as the opportunity arises.
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me two days ago: I should probably try to be less hostile towards JP. me today: DISADVANTAGE GOES TO JP. i'd say i'm sorry but that would be a lie.
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am i up to date on confessionals 
hope i dont go home probably should have used my advantage 
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We merged!!! and im stressed as hell. i have NO idea what im doing. chris won this wishing well thing in the auction and took katie, charlotte, and bryce. so it set off alarms to me and zach so we're working on the me/willow/zach thing we were planning on before, we just have mroe of a reason now. the plan is: vote jordan pines this first round (even though hes trying to talk strategy with me and if eel bad bc i told charlotte to use the disadvantage on him) recruit luke and katie and vote chris out at final 8 and thats our plan so far bc... its hard to plan things in survivor! yeah i have no idea i hate the merge especialyl when i know where NO ONE sits
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Whose got two thumbs and flopped at immunity? THIS GUY. But it's all good. We have two clear outsiders in the form of luke and Jordan. I feel bad because I genuinely like luke. I'm hoping we can get rid of Jordan and then I can swoop up precious baby luke to use him to get some of the ulta's I'm not close with out. For now, me, Katie, Carson, and charlotte are going for Jordan unless something drastic happens. 
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I'm tired and I've been essentially goating myself this game yikes 
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So at this point, it's the morning of the first merge tribal. Exciting? Yes! Nerve-wracking? Yes! Willow won immunity. I lowkey was going to force a tie because I know any intellectual could get 5 at most (Willow's smart, so I just expected it) then her comp adv. of -2 would ensure her a win since 3 is theoretically impossible. SHE GOT TWO! Good on her though! I overall chose not to snatch her score because I felt really bad, and it was with someone whom I potentially was going to work it or would work with. Speaking of, Willow, Carson and I formed a trio alliance. We both comprehend that the two Copa need to go soon. I think it'll be Jordan Pines this vote. However, a) I don't want Luke to go JUST yet, as we can utilize him, and b) the votes might flip and ADIOS me! I also have worrying speculation of an alliance including the newbies. This is purely because of whom Chris decided to take on his little... trip to the wishing well. It's just a little suspicious, considering Carson admitted to me he talks to Chris relatively every other day, so it was shocking. Nonetheless, it's a game decision, doesn't matter much.. My game plan from this point forward is to just try to be fairly more social. I've been talking to Chris and Katie a lil more. I'm on relatively good terms with Luke. Carson and I are best buddies. Willow is a LEGEND! - then we have Bryce, a king who I don't talk to much but is iconic. Charlotte, a literal icon. Jordan Pines! (that name along speaks for itself). It's going, I guess. We'll see ^-^
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So I finally found the wishing well thing and I completed my task yay!! I can now see who votes who for one tribal but idk when im gonna use it tbh. I think I'll tell carson about it b/c hes my number 1. But for this vote i'm hoping itll be easy and be one of jordan/luke just gotta talk to the other ulta people.
Okay so I think its just gonna be the easy vote of Jordan? Hope its not too easy and im not too complacent
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Here's the thing. Anyone who has ever played with me before, or knows me, knows that I pretty much play the same game. I stick with my alliance and only turn on them when I need to ... I'm not one for cannibalizing the alliance too early. But ... I'm bored. Everyone's quiet, no one's exciting me, and I really just want to watch the world burn. Do I like Jordan? Eh. Will he make the season more exciting? Absolutely. If I can convince Katie and Carson, or maybe Zach, to vote for Jordan ... the game will flip upside down.  I'm here for a little Chaos. 
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is Jordan gonna die tonight? the answer probs wont surprise you as YES. AHHHHH. IM GOING HOME FUCK FUCK FUCK ME, FUCK YOU RYAN TEDDY PALMER. I am trying to save myself but i may be all out of lives.
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I'm watching Shookstralian Survivor and writing a confessional, I hear this episode is iconic so I'm preparing! Michelle is winning btw! Okay so back to Cordillera Blanca...I didn't win immunity...Jordan didn't win immunity which means that both of us are vulnerable at tribal and one of us could potentially be going home tonight which is worst case scenario. As of now I think the votes are going to Jordan and I would be open to playing my idol on him but I would need to be 100% certain that I'm not getting votes because I DO NOT want to idol myself out. If I lose Jordan this round I do still have my Golden Monkey Idol to fall back on at the next tribal council so hopefully that work out in my favour. Right now Jordan and I are trying to pull in Charlotte, Katie and Zach to make a majority of 5 so that we can take over this tribe. Stay tuned...;) 
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Did Jordan just save himself? MAYBE?????? If all goes according to plan,  me zach luke, charlotte and carson will vote for chris and blindside him 5-4. So #letsnotkilljordanpines
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Omg so I have a randomized vote this round which really sucks but I sent in a fake vote so if people ask I can hopefully trick them also I'm shook I won immunity with4 guesses
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So... charlotte wants to flip and zach does too which.. i gues?? djksd we with jordan andl uke.. a VERY tight duo pretty much, and its gonna be hard to break that, so we cant let them get far. but getting chris out right now?? idk if its right. im still a bit bitter over him not taking me to the wishing well [3:59:22 PM] Jordan Pines: same here <3 [4:00:34 PM] carson: (y) if i hear anything i tell u but just know I'm down with u lukle charlotte and zach [4:00:46 PM] Jordan Pines: same here <3 also jordan sent the same message to me twice which.. kinda shady but like i hope its not anything bad?? if he rats us out i dont think im the biggest target but like.. ya never know in this game. also idk if my social game is good bad or whatever, buti m hoping its good and it can propel me to a victory?? zach keeps saying hes my lapdog andj ust.. uh i dont want that i want to be equal allies. whatevs?? idk. also willow's vote is apparently randomized from what zach said and charrlote found where the iodl was hidden but it waas found so someone else has it... so idk. IDK i feel like flipping on the entire tribe and doing 5-4 the first vote is soooo risky. im thinking that me/zach can tell willow we're voting chris even though her vote is randomzied so she cant rlly do anything?? she doesnt talk  a lot of strategy because she takes awhile to respond but she's cool and id definitely say i trust her more than most people here. like bryce, i cant read him or chris. katie's cool but i feel like shes a bit fake to me like saying how much she trusts me when we dont talk that much?? and charlotte/jordan/luke just give weird vibes idk. only person i trust 100% is zach ig uess because we talk 24/7 and hes cool. hope this vote can go as planned, and im still kinda having cold feet, but like... i dont wanna lose jury votes so i either commit or go home.
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hi can i have an episode title i came up with someone very clever here it goes: Why are all my tribe mates children like hey whats up welcome to lord of the fucking flies.
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So this vote for the longest time was going to be Jordan. I was going to stick with it, but knowing me, I don't like boring games and it'd be predictable to do that. Charlotte came to me about voting out Chris. Not that directly, I guess, but mentioned flipping. I was down for it, but I wanted to talk to Carson. LUCKILY, she wanted to include Carson to, so we made an alliance ^-^ I believe right now the vote is sailing for Chris. I feel bad but it's the game, and you gotta do what you gotta do. No hard feelings. The game is tough. WHY DO I PUT MYSELF THROUGH THIS ALL THE TIME ARGHGH
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