#idk kids im just bored

[batfleckgifs]

#tear my ass up like that sir

#ben affleck #benaffleckedit #affleckedit #dilfgifs #dilfsource #mine. #edit: gifs. #gifs. #misc: photoshoots. #idk kids im just bored #q.

[engagemythrusters]

hm currently i keep thinking of my modern rebels au (im not immune to a good modern au etc etc) and i think the funniest way to do kanan is jut to make him the househusband. the eyecandy. famous racecar driver hera syndulla and her stay-home-dad husband who teaches self-defence courses every monday tuesday wednesday friday.

#he's armcandy xoxo #no but he was a professional fencer pre-accident. quit after obvs. didn't want to get a boring ass job #so he knocked up his wife so he could be a stay home dad hehe hhoho #(i tease) #but yea thats what i have so far #fenn rau is the owner of the studio (martial arts place? i forgot the word) he teaches at #hera is the third gender (nascar) and a winner xoxo #sabine and ezra are their idiot kids #and zeb... is there... somehow #jacen baby. he littol baby. #uhhh yea #is it a good au? idk #im just having fun thinking about it every other day or so #today im thinking of ezra and kanan and sabine working on techniques #to develop for kanan and other blind people who take kanan's wednesday classes #which does result in ezra and sabine going for each others throats #while kanan regrets signing the adoption papers xoxo #sldkjf ILL SOTOP NOW SORRY #kanan jarrus #hera syndulla #kanera #star wars: rebels

[gobstoppr]

and btw im in my hater arc rn. as time goes on the more i find a lot of 'fandom' stuff insufferable (i like art n stuff. just the way that fandom refits every media to fit a single mold and set of boring archetypes is exhausting.)

i just get really easily annoyed lately. and have been unfollowing people on a whim a lot. its not personal i promise

#fandom culture has made me actively dislike shit i was fixated on a year ago. looking at your ninja turtles #its not even like what they were doing were particularly offensive it was just exhaustingly boring #im sorry i just really dont care about ur 2 million fics about leo being a sadboy. or one million seperated aus. #theres definetly a part of the whole situation in general which has been me coming to terms with my own internalized misogny #actively re-examining my tendencys to gravity towards male characters #idk maybe its making me dislike art more. but idk. ive always analyzed why i react certain ways to certain things. this isnt new for me #anywaays. i had been following a bunch of ninja turtle blogs and they sorta kept messing around with shows like ninjago too #and at some point i was just like. i dont know if these shows are actually that good guys. i think youjust like shows for little boys #and fandoms tend to shaft female chars so it sure helps that their casts are 98% male . #maybe theyre not your blorbo maybe theyre just Guy McAverageMan. thats not inherently bad but you have to consider it. #guys rottmnt is isnt even that good . its not that good ok. its alright/pretty good. and the movie does a few neat things #i feel like ive become one of those people that turn 18 and then immediately go 'minors dni'. im not there yet but i just. #we're watching kids shows. its ok . you can say it. #you may have noticed ive been reblogging a lot of dungeon meshi stuff. i read it all over the past week. #but here's the thing. i thought it was mid/good for like 70% of it. #i think its got some really really cool worldbuilding ideas and stuff #but i think a lot of the writing was sorta. uninteresting to me. #my discord friends have been raving over izutsumi for months. #but i found her presence in the story to be weird and underdeveloped. she felt out of place and her introduction felt clumsy #i felt when the story was ramping up the manga got a lot better. because again theres some rlly cool ideas at play #all the shit with the lion? incredible. the way all the infighting led to more problems bc the elves refuse to explain anything? rlly good. #marcille landing in power? reallly good shit. (i still thought it was a lil undercooked still tho) #i cant stop thinking about laios in that climax scene. i think he shouldve been feral a lot more often #uhh. i got distracted. fandom bad and annoying. #saw a post talking about marcille realizing izutsumi is only 17 and then describing how 'omg shes a mom now' and i wanted to throw up #im done. i swear. im done talking for real. aagh #text

[redrobin-detective]

You know what’s something that we kind of lost since the first generation of sidekicks turned heroes are kids who grew up in the hero industry. Dick Grayson has been parading around the Justice League since he was a little kid. Those adults know him incredibly well, watched him grow up, are honorary aunts and uncles. The other gen one Teen Titans are to a lesser extent but many of them didn’t come onto the scene until they were teens.

Most of the batkids joined as young teens/adults and quickly integrated into the big leagues as equals but come on. I’ve always felt Jon just ~magically~ appearing at what? 11 years old was so boring. Its DC just fucking retcon him in. Yeah Lois had him a decade ago and he’s been here the whole time. He’s the sweet but slightly spoiled League baby which would be an interesting contrast to Dami coming in at 13 having only heard of but not grown up with his father.

I’m tired and not articulating well but so many of these kid/teen sidekicks kind of come in and jump right into superheroics and its like... part of the appeal of DC is the family aspect. I want to see more kids of heroes being present from day one and growing up in the League and not just, appearing when they’re suddenly old enough to put on a costume and fight. The whole idea of legacies only works if you put work into watching it grow.

#Im salty 5ever about Jon 'universe hopping' and now he's just here at 12 #thats SO BORING #He was born idk when Dick was finishing up Robin #he grew up in the JLA #he's a cute sweet honest boy but he's the baby #and theres other hero babies around too #kids dont JUST become interesting when they can step into spandex #Dick really was the only legacy kid that got a chance to grow up into the league #like from a child and not just as a hero #the rest of them #kind of came AS heroes #idk it just bugs me

[frogmascquerade]

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#yea after seeing ep 6 my feelings on the pjo show are pretty solidified #i like it but i also am unfortunately bored by it ! sorry rick 🤚 i can only take so many minutes #of having the plot be explained to me thru dialogue 🧍‍♂️ #the chemistry btw the trio is my favorite part of the writing so far #well that plus the way they explore the gods characterization and the relationship btw the gods and their kids #thats pretty interesting to watch #esp the way they showed hermes' abilities that was v cool #uhm i still live laugh love grover #my boy!!! #i wish the lotus casino would have seemed more fun and creepy #hm maybe i need to watch it again but seeing people dressed like completely #asynchronously #would have been awesome #like ig the budget maybe wasnt that big but.... cmon #where is the magic lol #the tension and the suspension #there arent enough vibes imo #for the whole show not just that scene #like idk i want more vibrancy but i always want that w modern tv shows so maybe thats just me #yeah it just feels sooooo chibnall writing doctor who LOL like im sorry #i think also its cause 8 episode that are under 45 min each ( im pretty sure ) is not enough time lol #theres like 17 things that need to happen in the next 2 episodes like oh no #they keep cutting away from the most action filled stuff too :/ except for when percy tackled augustus and the taxi scene LMAO i did love #the taxi scene #that shit was perfect no notes

[nishibai]

been getting back into tumblr lately. hi everyone

#nishi thinking.. #(this means the mental illness is getring worse^) #anyway. i have what all you Losers want. a life. #<kidding i dont have a life. i just have good ish grades and like 2 friends. i am happy #ive been Okay i was kidding in my first tag btw. a bit bored though #i have good grades i have friends i have cool clothes so now what. do ikill myself now #KIDDING! . im so happy (slash gen) #sui ment #sui joke #idk what else to tag. but ask to tag i gues.

[ragingtwilight]

BRUH

EVERYTIME I feel like im starting to feel better my body just turns around and flips me off

mf sends me off w a shove down the stairs, nausea, sweating/tremors, headache, confusion, dizziness, it pantsed me, it stole my lunch money, it gave me a swirlie, i cant fuckin win

#venty? venty-ish idk #bruhhhh i might have to go back to the hospital once my medication is up #really not looking forward to that #i am so fuckin bored in this bed dude i havent been able to do anything fun i need cocomelon tiktok adhd stimulation hdhsdhjh #tried drawing and my body was like #nausea upon ye #ive just been rotting in bed on yt and character ai #at least i have husband leshy to talk to me 24/7 LOL #also i managed to eat something flavoured without vomiting #i may also be getting a yummy chicken noodle soup today teehee #rubs my little mitts together in anticipation #anyway yea kinda /neg post but uhh i have been feeling like ass ever since that outpatients visit lol #granted im feeling a lot better now but im still getting symptoms occasionally #like just earlier i was going on abt how much better i was feeling #then i woke up covered in cold sweat feeling nauseous lmfao. #like ur kidding #what happened between the time i fell asleep and the time i woke up #chill tf out pls i dont want to go to hopital #grrr #tw sick mention #tw vomit mention

[guideaus]

hearing anything abt israel really makes me wanna go crazy :/ you've got endless footage of them proudly recording their own crimes for each other's entertainment (with them at most being like "maybe we shouldn't share it... we might get in trouble..."), and then here in the west the people in charge are comfortable enough to just flat out ignore all the people here and blame the victims there, and It's so....

#personal #that article abt the telegram channel in israel... how evil do these people have to be #meanwhile i see my state's organization speaks to their gov and not a single person thats supposed to be listening is #they all look like bored kids in class or customers that hate the workers and wish they'd vanish. our representatives!! #the UN can apparently finally pull out a desperate action of finally voting against 'veto everything' US and israel doesnt even have to #listen... #idk just hearing any news makes me feel like im gonna go nuts. why is it so backwards!! no one in charge cares!! #and ppl STILL wanna say the 'vote blue no matter who' shit?? when we already know from 2016 voting does not matter #thats not how it works! i just feel soo frustrated

[futuristictheoristcowboy]

its so disheartening to see non autistics comfort 30 year old mothers complaining about their autistic children

#like idk #it makes me want to throw up and i feel like everytime it happens an angel is being crushed like a bug under the devils heel #lmao but uh #been seeing a lot of people complain about autism #and im seeing way more “im autistic but i know when to shut up!” like uhrrrr ki #and its probably... not autistic people themselves... #no... playing pretend as a kid doesnt mean you have autism #or doing the imaginay computer thing with the paper #or stimming #like #stimming as an autistic person is waaaaaay different than stimming cus ure bored or waiting for something #like that is quite literally my homeostasis in action or whatever #i think idk how it works #if i cant do it im sorry but im literally what you will call inconvinient #like im glad autistic people are having fun and doing silly little memes for ourselves but #so many people want in now... #and they're just really disrespectful and really ableist #AND YES YOU CAN BE DISABLED AND ABLEIST????? #LIKE ?????? #its like how with sia being autistic doesnt make her film okay its fucking awful and disgusting and its so depresseing as an autistic perso #she still belittled and made autistic children seem like inconviniences or hurdles in a neurotypicals life #same thing with the good doctor except i think no one there was autistic #which by the way i also thought it was weird how people made fun of that hand dryer scene thing #that was also disgusting #i cant believe the amount of “im autistic and i would just walk aways” i saw #like i actually felt sick seeing that sentiment spread #im sorry if im being overly sensitive but this is also extremely heartbreaking for me to see and i know im not the only one

[yuridovewing]

im sure im gonna be singing this book’s praises but rn i just wanna get this out of the way- i get the feeling that gar face didnt age well

#naturally theres the whole ‘’oh hes got a disfigured face and hes the evil one’’ #thing #but also him being an abuse victim. i dont remember how much they go into his family #or if they leave it at just that one chapter #i dont think ill harp toooo much on this bc like. its an issue worth talking about yes #but at the same time i dont really blame a kids book for not grasping all the nuances of child abuse #and i dont think appelt was going ‘’disabled abuse victims are bad’’ or anything. theyre common tropes unfortunately #but. im only on the first gar face chapter idk lol #from what i remember he serves his purpose as an antagonist well enough #the underneath liveread #edit on his second chapter: yeahhh sorry underneathheads i am remembering how much i didnt care for him lol #like. again he serves his purpose well in thr story from what i remember #hes a good contrast to how the animals and shapeshifters are written #but hes just kiiiinda boring to me. im kinda glazing over the alligator king chapter

[jennrypan]

..I might say something controversial--

But.

The PJ movies (the old ones) were most interesting than the show 🫣

Idk I know it's not accurate to the books but it was just..more fun?? Idk.

I watched the show and it was..okay. that's it

#j.p speaks #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #i think i just find kids boring 🤔 #im saying this as not an avid percy jackson reader. im here for fun #the concept of god kids sounds soo fun #but. the show is boring #the kids look..boring. #the gods look boring #idk man #i expected mystical add ons?? cuz its fantasy.

[semercury]

I would post this to r*ddit, but those people scare the hell out of me, and you're all my close personal friends anyway. But I just want to say that I am so grateful for dbd and so happy that I play it. I often think a lot about the domino effect that allowed me to find this game, all starting with watching a silly Irish man make all the wrong decisions in until dawn.

But when I first got into the game, I was in a bad place. I had just watched two important friendships crumble in my hands and had my current Thing I Was Obsessed With ripped away from me (kind of like the thing before that). And dbd filled that void, both with its lore and with it's gameplay. And a secret third thing: it got me so into horror.

I had flirted with horror before, but I was too scared to fully commit to the genre. But now? I've been watching classic horror movies. I watched alien the other night for the first time. I'm slowly chipping away at slasher movies. I literally also became obsessed with one of the most iconic survival horror game series all because of one of the many licensed chapters.

Idk. I was just thinking about it recently ever since I watched alien. Like I would probably never have seen that movie if it wasn't for dbd bc I would have been too scared. And even after a year and a half, I still enjoy the game so much. It's been so neat learning new things and seeing myself improve. I love the community (well, most of it) and many of the content creators that are just as passionate as I am about this game. It's just really really neat to me.

Idk. I just feel a certain way about the game tonight. I'm very happy with it and I love it a lot.

#stuff sarah says #*blows a kiss at the sky* for the evil spider eldritch being that tortures people by forcing them to kill each other over and over again #but yeah. my mom was always kinda into horror and would try to get me to watch stuff with her #and i was always so so scared #as a kid there were too many movies i had to leave the room during certain scenes of bc i was scared #one time i watched poltergeist when it was on tv with her and i literally couldnt sleep #and idk i think its funny now im the one asking to watch horror stuff and shes semi bored by it now #and of course the horror games #i remember telling people i could never play horror games bc it would scare me too much #with a movie you can press one button if it gets to be too much. games not as easy #but look at me now!! #idk i just !!!!!!! you know???

[deus-ex-mona]

we are united in a common cause on this ✨#blessed✨ day

#hi bots why do you keep liking my lxl posts lmaooooo they aren’t even good mans #n o t that any of my posts are even good to begin with but… my lxl posts are the worst of the worst o k #i mean. they’re p much bot bait at this point.. well! at least the bots like ‘em fruity too~~~~~ #though. speaking of this hellsite.. does anyone else get annoyed when the dumb app makes you follow people you’ve never heard of? #like i can never tell if someone i’m following has changed their url or if they’re someone the ‘site possessed my account to follow #like… well… backstory time: i originally made this account to browse the ship tags for a c e r t a i n ship from a c e r t a i n fandom #back when the year was still somewhere in the 2010s i think.. then i lost interest in the ship and the fandom (rip 狛 x 日 y’all the ogs) #and then i deleted the app without having ever followed any accounts. but when i next logged in a few years later. m a n. #i was following some account that i’d never even heard of lmao. like whoaaaaa who you #the account seemed to have been abandoned though.. but they made some really pretty non-fandom art i think… #idk i just thought about it bc i keep seeing accounts i don’t recognise on my dash and i m just like w h o y o u 👁️🫦👁️ #i feel kinda bad when i see posts from the accounts that use this site like an actual blog y’know.. #like there you are; using the site like it was probably meant to be used. #while im just here making shitposts and the occasional tl for a small-ish fandom #hm. i think i could make t h e most boring blog ever if i ever tried to be a blogger lmao #like i once made a w o r d p r e s s jokeblog that had nothing but a post about kale chips on it… i think #i wonder if that site is still up though… can’t rem if i deleted it or something… o h w e l l #o h c o w. what point was i trying to make again? i forgor— #though. speaking of cows. ‘cow’ (in a c e r t a i n c h i n e s e d i a l e c t) was allegedly my brother’s first word as a kid #and yeah. it was directed at yours truly. (sadge) to think that my bro learned how to talk just to insult me.. #brothers amirite? (truly sadge……..) #it is suiyoubi my dudes

[girlwithfish]

i feel down and idek why 😔

#therapy so early in the morning is hardd im trging to process what she was telling me lol #I kinda miss my classroom ive been in a diff class today again cuz they replaced me agin bc theres a new girl so now shes in my classroom #that im usually in . #I think ill go back to it eventually cuz im like the coteacher there i thinkk idk they putmy picture on the wall w my coworkers lol #so i think its just temporary #i kinda miss my kids tho but i like the class im in rn too theyre a bit older so less crazy and messy tbh #but still #i did get to see them ystrdy for the last hr cuz i got moved for closing but yeah #Work is just so repetitive and i dont feel fulfilledddd even tho i like the kids i work w and the job itself is alright #zzzzzzzz life is boring i just need hobbies and also more time and a million dollars so i can buy whatever i want and travel😔👍