#im freaking out so much lmao

[skitskatdacat63]

This is my personal crossover event of the century

#one of my favorite actors and one of my favorite drivers interacting??? what??? #alright whos gonna be the brave soldier and write the matt damon × mark webber rpf fic- #(i read a fic w james bond/seb so imo it really wouldnt be too far off to write Linus Caldwell/Mark LMAO) #ive known abt this event practically since i got into f1 but i feel like my thoughts abt it keep developing every time i look at them again #first time: huh okay wow brad pitt & matt damon taking w mark thats really wild. f1 drivers really do be meeting w high level celebs #after i watched fight club: wow wow!! i cant believe theres pics of brad pitt with mark thats crazy! #after i watched oceans 11: omg wait oh yeah! when mark was in jaguar he was sponsored by oceans 12!!! thats sick!!! #and then recently w my increasing love for Matt Damon: WAIT OH MY GOD MARK HAS INTERACTED WITH MATT!!!! (two worlds colliding feel ig) #but i was watching some interview w matt where they referenced this happening so its relevant in my brain again so i had to post abt it #but of course in the vid the specific pic on screen was him and mark interacting and i died. like seriously i can never escape f1 and mark #mostly im freaking out bcs its truly the crossover event of all time concerning my interests specifically #but the lore behind this is genuinely really really interesting #the fact that theyre promoting a heist movie specifically and then they put a $300k diamond in the nose of the Jaguar #and then the Jaguar crashed during the race and the diamond disappeared?????? cmon literally itself could be the plot to an Oceans movie #RBR/teams sponsored by RB were so much fun back in the day!! #they had several back to back movie promotions which all were pretty fun! just a shame neither team was good back then #it was Oceans 12->SW:ROTS->Superman right? i can't remember if there was another #such a shame that neither mark nor seb were in RBR in 2005 when RBR was promoting ROTS #i think i actually wouldve exploded if there were pics of them w hayden or ewan(my prev fandom haha) #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #mark webber #matt damon

[romanceddawn]

the beginning of this part where seto's all business-y and has cool security around him makes you think hes so mature but then he throws a literal tantrum and it reminds you "oh right this is a teenage boy who just came out of a coma. huh."

#ishizu my poor queen who is too used to dealing with teenagers #just not even acknowledging him freaking out lmao #the 'thats yugi! he goes to my school!' was so funny to me for some reason #he gets confronted by his past reincarnation and just stomps his feet about it #seto kaiba #ishizu ishtar #screen caps #devo speaks #i got time in to read a chapter so thats what im doing #sorry i liveblog so much lmao its fun to me

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

🌴 the perfect girl! 🍌

#my art lol #vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #kagamine len #len vocaloid #miku vocaloid #hatsune miku #banana miku #yellow #lenku #i guess???? that was the joke shkjghsk. cmon. banana miku and mr. resident banana lover. has anyone done this yet #the draft for this was technically sitting in my files since january; it was colored and lined and everything i was just too lazy #to finish properly shading & rendering it. im still not sure if i like how it came out but eh it is what it is #made it slightly less yellow by suggestion of my brother but only slightly. b/c part of the point of this was i wanted to draw smthn yellow #my laptop started lagging w/ the main drawing lmao 😭 and apparently firealpaca freaked out for no good reason doing the shitpost doodle #SO??? IS SOMETHING CURSED HERE? IDK MAN. ominous signs maybe given we ended last year w/ len and we're starting this year w/. len. again. #cant believe this is the first proper drawing of 2024 lmao... as much as i love drawing emo shit drawing smthn silly for a change is fun lo #idk what proper posting times are thats not real this is tumblr.

[tradingjackbs]

Attempted to do a photoshoot for the one and only cosplay I'll probably ever do and. These are the only pictures I got that matter

#there were a lot of blurrier ones that were completely incomprehensible lmao #i did also get some decent serious ones but. idk if i'll post them/might save them for halloween or something. we'll see #i dont like taking pics of myself and i dont like sharing my face on the internet. it just so happens this particular character has bangs #and also sunglasses so it works out #nicholas d wolfwood #cosplay #trigun #rosie posting #cats of tumblr #i love my girl so so much. but lord she love gettin all in my business when im tryna do shit ykwim #taking pictures or drawing or whatever tf. it dont matter. she must be in the way <3 #i went to put my clothes away and like. sure it's a relatively cheap suit but it still cost a good amount #and this goddamn cat is swiping and pouncing on my clothes as im tryna put em away like 😭😭😭😭 GIRL #anyway pretend ww has uhh curly hair. and literally no jawline. and also a normal/fat waist. and a thick ass neck jesus lordt #that's what my ww looks like <3 sowwy that's just how im built lmao #oh and the wrong nose. i have the wrong nose for every anime character 😔 #bitch ass half white half pinoy got me out here lookin like a gotdamned Freak lol <3 #the absurd amount of cookies in the past week probs hasnt been helping #i live alone and shit's hard yo 😭😭 #this also means i took all my goddamn photos myself and thus. the excessive cat bombing <3

[tamagotchikgs]

holy shit i slept all the way from 4pm to 4am

#n im still sleepy #but i had some wild dreams #the main of whihc was just me locked in a garbage can out in the snow because i was joining a motorcycle/snowmobile club and it was trainin #for if/when you get stuck in a pile of snow #and so i had to stay there for 3 days in the pitch darkness and this tiny little space #and the cold #for some reason in my dream it was like a family rite of passage #them & my mom said my brother didnt make it he freaked out way too much n was like. forever changed LMAO

[mishapen-dear]

baddddddd. he's giving pomme first pick of their dungeon loot rn. he's so NICE. not just to the eggs but in general (i am always thinking of those elegant letters). but the eggs are the only ones who he will quickly and easily show vulnerability to. with everyone else it's like there's a layer there, a wall of silliness he keeps up on purpose, but it just. isn't there with the eggs.

there's something about the way that he cares that I can't put into words. like he cares so much. so fucking intensely. look at dapper. look how kitted out that egg is. look at how much time bbh has spent with the eggs, and look at how much time and effort he puts into figuring out how to keep them safe. he goes HAM when it comes to caring for the eggs, but it comes so naturally to him. it feels like caring for people with his whole entire soul is his default, but he doesn't want it to be. or, maybe want play a part in it- maybe it's too dangerous to care so much so quickly. maybe that puts other people he loves at risk. maybe it scares people. but that wall between him and other people is one that he built, and it's bbh, so he built it strong, so even when he's surrounded by people who have proven over and over that they care for him (that they care for the eggs, that they will not hurt them), he can't fully believe it.

im just. bad knows foolish so well. he knows that man wouldnt on purpose kill any eggs. but pomme killed foolish and bbh, dying of laughter, having the time of his life, told her to "put your armour on. just in case."

#i am putting him under a microscope and studying him carefully #i didn't used to be a big bbh watcher but now im obsessed with that little freak #qsmp #something about his relationship with foolish feels like a twisting of that care too tbh #like he would Not be fucking around with foolish so much if they didn't get along so well #but it has the same intensity #its like instead of a wall between him and foosh there's a cellophane tarp covered in silly colours that keeps getting twisted and rung out #and they use it like a string for those can phones #like with players that wall or layer can be warped into something extra silly but it's just Not There in the same way with the eggs #even with richas who torments him especially like foolish does #idk im also thinking about earlier today when bad was like 'yeah you can shoot me :D' to pomme #and the way his qsmp fighting style is eating totem after totem after totem to essentially sacrifice his own well-being for the people f #he loves #idk if im even making sense anymore and the pomme thing happened a while ago now lmao #but he's absolutely fascinating as a character #i need to figure out a fun fic concept to stick him to i need to put him in situations

[todayisafridaynight]

What do you think Mine’s reaction to Masato / Aoki be like?

tbh they'd probably be. amicable. at the very least.

#snap chats #like they have similar values its just that mine's more openly depressed about his belief system and doesn't take pride in it like aoki #i talked about this before omg thats so funny... but yeah no aoki's more proud of 'how the world is'. prob cause he's 'on top' of it #mine begrudges the fact he needs material goods to be useful to people #meanwhile aoki's happy to exploit others if it means he advances. for the most part anyway #he only really starts to show some regret when confronted by ichi. and get the shit kicked out of him for twenty minutes #wait i was rewatching the cutscene and started to throw up cause i got reminded of me in high school again aoki you're 42 stop this #Back On Track Though. mine and aoki had similar pursuits: attain power to be loved thats the core of it in simple terms #they went about it differently ofc: for mine money was power and for aoki popularity was power. Both Very True TBH but anyway #mine realized that even with money his person wasnt valued #and aoki realized that even with recognition people didn't value his character. sins the arakawas. fcukin dummy #i mean aokis a jackass so no wonder but thats not the point of this. fuckfest of tags #they wouldnt be friends. aoki's incapable of friendship and mine would probably quickly recognize aoki as being power hungry #i think mine's been in enough business meetings And Knows Enough About Politics to recognize Professional Fakerism when he sees it #actually do you think mine'd be swindled by any 'kindness' aoki expressed like when kanda left him and he thought he just went to get help. #that shit was wack LMAO BUT REGARDLESS idk i have to go to class soon so im not gonna spend too much time thinking of this #if they needed to they'd just use each other for whatever purpose they needed the other for. idk why mine would need aoki tho #TLDR mine probably wouldnt think too differently of aoki compared to any other power-hungry freak #we can revisit this topic when. im not learning about JP history vjERJALKJ

[s0fter-sin]

so lately i’ve been obsessed with a 141 dancer au

gaz runs classes, has a youtube channel and quickly becomes one of the most sought after choreographers in the music video scene. soap is his dance partner for his classes, he helps run them and does demonstrations with him

ghost is also a choreographer and he’s gaz’s Arch Nemesis

he's famous for never performing his routines, never doing public appearances without his skull mask and being highly exclusive with who he allows to perform his choreo which earns him his name (since he’s a ghost creator). gaz however is a social media darling, his classes and videos regularly doing huge numbers

they both popped up around the same time and are neck and neck in terms of popularity and skill and they immediately rub each other the wrong way

gaz accuses ghost of not actually choreographing his routines himself bc no one has ever seen him dance and ghost thinks gaz is a clout chaser who's just in it for the fame instead of passion

he became a dancer as a way to channel his rage after years of being an underground fighter, the discipline and physicality helping him more than fights ever did. he hates the thought of someone just using it just to get famous when it literally saved his life

deep down they know their accusations are wrong and they have a grudging appreciation for the other's talent but they'd both rather die than admit it

price is a famous dancer turned director they both work with frequently and they always fight over him; trying to get their routines picked for his music videos. he's also the only one in the industry who's ever seen the ghost perform (before he got famous and before the Incident™)

he finally gets fed up with them constantly being at each other's throats and hires them both to work together and choreograph a joint routine. they're both famous in their own right but this video is for a huge artist so neither of them can refuse no matter how much they hate the other

gaz has a gymnastics background but also a ballet background which lends him to a more fluid style whereas ghost’s style is stronger, more masculine with sharper movements so they naturally end up butting heads

then there's soap who has a completely different style altogether, focusing on a more modern, breakdancer style which makes him see everything completely differently

but it also adds to his self-doubt bc he didn't have a formal dance education, he built his entire repertoire by himself. people see him as inferior to gaz who has that very formal, highly disciplined style. his insecurities about only ever being seen as gaz's demonstration partner and that he can only do gaz’s routines so all his skill is just an extension of him instead of being seen as a dancer in his own right forces him to adopt a rigid - destructive - perfectionism in himself and his body

soap meets ghost before the first rehearsal. he gets to the studio early to practice when sees this beautiful man dancing

he has no idea who he is but he moves so seamlessly, almost better than gaz, and he immediately falls a little in love. the man catches him watching in the mirror and he flusters, getting worse as the man just smirks at him and flawlessly completes the routine

soap tries to save face and asks him to teach him the routine he's doing

the man agrees, introducing himself as simon. the style of the routine is familiar to soap but he can't focus on it when simon's hands are on his waist, guiding him through the steps; his chest pressed up against his back. they work together beautifully, picking up each other's body language and dancing together easier and better than they've ever danced with anyone

then gaz arrives and the vibe in the studio immediately changes

simon's easy confidence becomes hostility, pulling up the skull gaiter he'd let hang around his neck as he practically pushes soap behind him to square up to gaz

soap’s shocked when gaz hits back with the same energy until he realises it's the same way he acts whenever he talks about ghost and his stomach drops

he steps out from behind ghost to side with gaz and the betrayal in simon's eyes hurts more than anything he's ever felt

from there it's romeo and juliet; camp gaz versus camp ghost as they fight over every step of the choreo and soap is the poor bastard stuck in the middle

soap tries to channel that “you’re my best friend’s rival, i have to hate you,” mindset but he can’t forget the way it felt to dance with simon

and how much he wants to do it again

#my friend mimi introduced me to gymnast gaz which made me think he grew up in competitive gymnastics and left it to be a dancer #whether his family was disappointed in that decision i havent figured out yet #the Incident™️ was roba getting simon directly from the underground and manipulating him into working at his strip club where price finds h #and pulls him out when roba tries to force him into sex work too #soap earned his name for being such a clean dancer and never making mistakes during performances #which just make his insecurities worse bc now he has to live up to his new reputation as well as fight of the gazs partner image hes gotten #farah and alex are definitely team gaz and i think nikolai would be his manager #then im thinking alejandro and rudy are team ghost with laswell as his manager #then bc soap is the odd man out hes used as tie breaks when they get into arguments about what move should go next in the routine #the pressure of picking correctly and the routine being essentially on his shoulders freaking him out just as much as having to choose #between his best friend who expects him to always side with him and ghost who always has good ideas #this isnt a negative haz au btw i think it would be a good way to explore his arrogance and stubborness #hes decided ghost is his enemy and nothing can pull him away from that #(except for what eventually does but im not sure what that is yet lmao) #i want soap at some point to completely overwork himself and his bad knee swells and gets irritated and finally gives out #and its ghost who forces him to take a break and convinces him that working his body to death wont help him be a better dancer #cue tender wound care and ghost backstory as he reassures soap that he is an amazing dancer #he offers soap a no stress space at his studio if he ever wants it & gaz overhears and thinks soap is betraying him and leaving so cue angs #we’re a team. ghost team #coming out of my cage and i’ve been doing just fine.txt #soapghost #ghostsoap #ghoap #john soap mactavish #kyle gaz garrick #simon ghost riley #save post #john price #cod 141 #soapghost au

[littencloud9]

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#uhhh ummm haha uh #saw someone say s.ouheki is boring because of how clever rhey both are #so there wont be any angst involved cause theyll just get together #i mean u dont gotta like s.ouheki but. WHAT #the fact that theyre masterminds means they see through each other #and they are both characters with a HEAVY facade #someone being able to break them down to their core would freak both of them out #besides wdym no angst. theyre both the world’s most roundabout characters ever no way theyll get together in five seconds #sigh this is why we are in rarepair hell. fandom has no general understanding of the characters #and as such cannot see potential of two characters #it has to be explicitly laid out for them. and even then ! theyll still mischaracterise #sorry for being petty i hope they dont see this 😋 but im shooting them with lasers #(also why does a ship need to be tragic or toxic to be considered good lmao..) #and idc if they dont like the ship BUT DONT TAG IT???? #they tagged all the fandom tags and individual chara tags AND THE SHIP TAG #this isnt twitter theres nowhere to earn clout 💀 #i dont wanna search a ship tag i like and seeing someone say how much it sucks bruh

[faunandfloraas]

Being an introvert that everyone thinks is an extrovert is sure... something

#its tiring is what it is #at some point people seemed to take it as 'quiet person who is socially awkward' but i can be very friendly bubbly etc etc #so theyre like oh youre so extroverted!! like no. i really need to go be by myself now or im gonna freak out lmao #i always feel like no one has a clear image of me tho bc people have always thought i was super confident #bc idk ? im loud sometimes more in the past than now and idk i crack jokes ?? but like no i have horrendous body issues and bad self esteem #literally since i can remember. genuinely going back to when i was like 5 so again its just very ?? whenever people say shit to me about me #like my cousins bestie who i have known since i was like 6 said i was such a joyous happy person #and truly it made me so confused bc i am truly not but idk guess to her i am so 🤷‍♀️ #this is why i spend so much time alone now #its not totally an act sometimes i am that happy and fun but it is sometimes a mask that i have just been doing for 20 yrs so im good at it

[demadogs]

devastatingly disappointed that the entire young royals tag is filled with comparisons to rwrb and heartstopper as if i dont love young royals entirely because its executed so much better than either of those

#plz i cannot be the only one who thinks this #young royals is just way more mature and serious and i MUCH prefer queer dramas over romcoms #heartstopper was made for a very young demographic i just cant get with something catered to kids #(just realized the irony of me saying that while having a coraline icon lmao BUT THATS DIFFERENT) #but i do get that its so important for young queer kids to have a show like that so i have no beef with it #rwrb on the other hand……. oh my god #that book…. was so good. and then they tainted it so bad #they heartstopperified it but the BOOK WASNT MADE FOR KIDS LIKE HEARTSTOPPER WAS #like this is a serious real hevy situation??? the prince and the first son?? no way you just slapped your mans ass in front of the presiden #thats why i love young royals they take the situation so much more literally like he WOULD be having panic attacks he WOULD be freaking out #and again i like drama shows especially when it comes to queer love #the only queer romcom ive ever loved is but im a cheerleader every other one ive seen is so cringey that i stop watching #young royals #plz dont ‘let people enjoy things’ me like whatever you want but im allowed to bitch and moan this is my house

[blatherkatt]

#calmvsstormart #tentative announcement: lets not all freak out too much at once. #but. #[[glances at multiple word docs ive been working on]] #[[glances at large menagerie of sketches]] #theres a nonzero chance. #that after a prolonged absence. #i just might be back on my bullshit. #im not saying SOON soon but i mean im WORKING on stuff #so #anyway heres ya boi lmao

[rares-posts]

HOLY FUCKING SHIT THEY LOOK SO GOOD

#i try not to freak out a lot over them here because its sooo much to type #but BUT #Jeongin DESTROYING A MUSEUM?? saying he's i.n in that voice of his?? #changbin with A BASEBALL BAT K*LL ME NOW #han han han han han han han #with EYEBROW PIERCING AND THAT SHIRT AND HIS VOICE SCREECHING #hyunjin and felix's face i DIED. #hyunjin's love for painting being included in the teaser has me softttt #chan CHAN CHAN CHANNNN he's actually illegal in that mask #literally looks like a sexy game character im DED #minho's im cute agenda strong as always and he IS but its funny that he does it when he looks extremely sexy LMFAO #seungmin bathing in popcorn is so random and he has such an old school bad boy hair in that shot?? what's he upto what's my lil guy doin?? #felix popping in at the start ahh he's a cat fr lmao but also his pretty face popping up is what reminded me OH 5STAR AS IN 5STAR MICHELIN #N THEN I STARTED SCREECHING #yes self referencing kings we stan so hard #stray kids #skz thoughts #five-star

[pulchrasilva]

Sigh I need to rant about certain people and how there is a background noise of discomfort with every interaction after particular incidents that made me go "bitch you live like this???" but all my typical vent spaces are ones where they might see it and the only ones that they wouldn't see it in are like discord channels that are not for this topic of vent or friends who would be uncomfortable with the topic etc like,,, what do I even do? Stew in it?

#catch me very carefully not saying any details about them or the incidents because i dont want them to knowww #i suddenly understand so much better why my dad stays friends with people who are racist/islamophobic to his face #like yeah theyre fun to talk to and they enjoy the same silly shows as me #qnd when were not talking about The Things its easy to forget about The Incidents #but every conversation feels like im hiding part of myself. it feels like if i stop hiding I'll be crucified #theyre fucking scary bro wtf. i didnt know people like that were real that was always abstract fandom drama stuff #and its not THAT scary but also im terrified after only brief glimpses it could be so much worse but if we dont talk about it I'll never #need to know #im like. king of letting go of the incident anf never talking about it but endlessly rotating it and stewing in it and holding a grudge #ummm. ya. fun times 👍 #shout out to my brother for letting me talk about it though they're cool as fuck for that #i need more non-white friends who arent online #or at least arent online in the same circles as these people #tbf i need more non-white friends full stop 😭 #i need more friends who are freaks also #if i dont go 'theres something wrong with you' at least once a week then theres something wrong #wait that sounds funny lmao #but yeah i need people who are weird and gross and disturbing. not people who are normal with rancid vibes #uhh whatever. I'll get over it <- lying #vent post #if you're wondering if this post is about you it's probably not. probably #sobbing i hate vagueposting it's so mean but what else do i do here #gotta start making people fill out a questionnaire before i allow them so deep into my life istg

[opens-up-4-nobody]

My part for the @kakairu-discord-server 95min exchange. Location is mountains. Items were walking stick, big dorky sun hat, and dad-fit. And I went with fluff and co-parenting tropes

#im srry if u hate it @ my person. if i had more time i would have done all of team 7 #i forgot how awful i do under time pressure. i had to pause so much bc my heart was racing lmao #and i feel like i slightly cheeted bc i paused to collect my colors bc i have a list of like 200 pens and im dyslexic so its hard to find #them to then color #oh god. i should have done something simpler and made it look nice. im sorry 😭 #but i did my best. they are hiking out to a nice place to star gaze #and naru is getting cranky #KKIR Server Bday 95 Min Exchange #or i should have kept it black and white. oh god the colors are diving me crazy. they're so baaaadddd 🥺 #and it looks like im gonna be 1st done bc im a freak ugh

[todayisafridaynight]

sorry i still think that Phone Sex But Not But There's A Phone And Mine's Being Unhinged minedai fic's cinema. in text form.

#snap chats #when i say i havent updated the fic rec list in a year i meant it and its cause all the gold i love's on there #i cant explain to you why i love that phone fic so much its just art to my eyeballs #i live for mine being a freak while daigo's just being A Guy #LIKE TRULY NOOOO CAUSE DAIGO JUST CASUALLY TALKING ABOUT HIS DAY WAS SO CUTE TO ME #and then mine's being a fucking. WEIRDO on the other end just encapsulates their vibe #dude talkin bout his dork ass dream an shit. love you king no wonder champ's havin a wank atm ☠️☠️☠️ #the FINEST flavor ever is Innocent Phrases That Arent Innocent Due To Context daigo just tryna be silly but then he give mine a heart attac #ITS CINEMA #Most Relative Bland Man You've Ever Met Can't Escape Freaks More At 12 #i love calling daigo a bland man because as Head Honcho yakuza boss he shouldnt be a Bland Man #but he's just so CONSIDERABLY normal. like he's an Actual yakuza taking a gun out and shooting everyone and then he goes home #i love him.. #ok i have to go be ill for the two other non-freaks that live in my brain then im sleeping bye #gonna reread that fic after i sketch this comic. who am i kidding after i FINISH this comic ffs #I DONT WANT IT TO BE LONG I DONT HTINK IT WILL BE BUT I KNOW MYSELF LMAO ok bye