#it might throw some people off

[suiana]

soup pls give me rizz advice for my crush who left me on read </3 dies

go to their house and watch them slsep

#suiana's sinners #JK HAHAHA #perhaps try not to appear too clingy #it might throw some people off #maybe call them petnames #be confident

[tariah23]

I’m not rooting for Candace Owens just because she spoke out about israel and Zionists, man.

#fuck that bitch #spent over a decade dancing like a monkey for white people but now she’s trying to low key rebrand because she can’t make money off of #brain dead white people anymore #the funny thing is wp don’t stand on shit like #I wouldn’t be surprised if I saw liberals trying to stand by her side and accept her now #nvm i actually did see some 🤪 #like just as long as she says things that they personally believe in then they’re fine despite the antiblackness and other shenanigans lol #it’s crazy #rambling #she’s trying to pull a Stacey dash from what it seems #twitter liberals are lifting her up just because she said that she refuses to spread islamphobic rhetoric but… um #what about all of the shit shes been saying about black people for years 🧍🏾‍♀️? #wp and nb liberals are so unserious bro #she was an obvious grifter #grifters don’t believe every little thing they say. they just have to say it though #and make it sound as convincing as possible so that gullible people will continue to throw their money at them #just as long as the grifters are reaffirming these stupid people beliefs the money will continue to roll in regardless of how insane they #might sound #as for that nigga Alex jones… yeahhhh. He 100% believes all of that shit 😭

[macadam]

Gonna put myself out here for a hot minute to remind everyone that the runner of a poll or little event on tumblr is not responsible for the replies/posts of everyone else in the fandom, nor do they have the power to stop people from reacting in any which way in the notes of their post without turning off reblogs and shutting down the entire thing full stop. I think we can all agree on that? They are not a discord mod, or the fandom's babysitter. Tumblr is the Wild West and by god none of us are the sheriff.

That's all ok keep on keeping everyone

#I think everyone can understand the wariness that comes with suddenly holding a giant megaphone? #and also the inbox is not your political confessional. for like.. the last time #if you have a point to make reblog or make your own post #Mac mumbles #this is getting sidetracked but #some of this stuff really does just look like ask bait. stop it #don't throw it onto someone else to suddenly have to reply or take the heat for. go off anon at least #you may not be intentionally mean about it but it's not nice. if you have a stupid point to make use your own blog to make it don't leech #off someone else's blog and watch them navigate the replies of an opinion You Made #if you're not sure how to figure out what sets a trap for a Tumblr user: stating an argumentative opinion or ranting about others behaviour #usually causes shit for the one answering the ask #because now their hands are tied and no matter how they respond they are probably gonna get shit #obviously this is less of a personal rant because as we have established today: I am the swing a bat at the hornets nest mutual #but yeah. be nice. don't send political discourse on anon into peoples inboxes if they haven't already brought up the topic. #its kinda a dick move. why not make your own post? oh its because you want Their Platform to boost your opinion? get out #if you wanted to have a conversation about it then dm them or send it off anon so they can reply properly #**privately #if you're worried you might get heat for it then ding ding! that is also a dick move! you know its a heated topic #and yet you hath brought it forth onto another blog so that They may be the one to carry the conversation #ugh sorry for the long rant this is just Such a pet peeve of mine #again I don't care much as a receiver but watching others get stuck in it is like... mrs anon sir. that was not nice #bad fandom etiquette etc etc #this goes double if its a generally positive or neutral blog. be annoyed on your own time

[deadlittledogs]

Did you find a gf?

Totally nonnie…. she just goes to another school, I swear….. (；ω；)… she’s totally real and smells like marshmallows I’m not lying you guys……

#trust me if that ever happened I probably wouldn’t shut up about it lol #it’d be like…. IDEK…….. winning dah lottery lol. #if I ever get a partner expect piggies to fly. locust to swarm. you might even hear seven trumpets of some kind… #it’d be like final destination where it throws off fate and a bunch of people start getting squished and exploded lolololol

[arcadequeerz]

I just do not give a single shit about lg-bt-q disc-ourse anymore.

#Cade.Txts #sorry i jsut do not care. #i dont give a fuck about what flag someone does or doesn't use #i dont care about what people call themselves. stop trying to decide shit for othrr people #shut up and fuck off n leave people alone. u dont havr to 'understand' to be respectful #Idc if people use the blue 'gay' flag who cares. use whatever flag u want. #shut the fuck up about mspec gay people we're doing nothing wrong n if i have someone try n start #some shit w me about how i personally identify i will maul them through the god damn internet. shut up. #eat shit. i dont owe a explanation to u about why i'm abro ply gay n if u demand me to explain #im going to tell you to fuck off. #who the fuck cares what people call themselves. u might not like being called queer or whatever n thats cool #but some people do and thats nit a fucking slight aganst u. #and i say 'you' as just in general i guess. this isn't pointed at a specific person. #i dread pride month every year because people r going to throw some shitfit about something snd i jsut #i dont care. can we care about shit that fucking matters instead. #if u legimately call urself a exclusionist in 2023 your a shitstain and do nothing for the community. #grow the fuck up or get the fuck off the internet. #sorry i saw shit n i got mad lol. i'm so tired of peoples bullshit. worry about shit tht matters n not #how someone else identifies or what someone calls themselves- or what flag someone uses. #i'm just going to be unabashedly full of rage now. #i'm queer n trans n im pissed the end.

[acourtofquestions]

Did Rowan & Celaena/Aelin/Elentiya just have a mind to mind conversation like it’s no big deal??? HOW DID CELAENA NOT FIND THIS ODD??? I thought Daemati were ACOTAR… SOMETHING IS UP HERE!

#Rowan Whitethorn #Celaena Sardothien #Aelin Ashryver Galathynius #Elentiya #Maasverse #Heir of Fire #Throne of Glass #TOG #Throne of Glass series #Throne of Glass universe #this isn’t even the first time Celaena has done this she’s always guessing at peoples thoughts #but the majority of that was during the silent assassins in tab which made sense she literally HAD to fill in blanks #this was totally different because Rowan she thought as if Rowan said then thought a reply and THEN Rowan ACTUALLY DID REPLY to her thought #and neither of them acted like this was a big deal and I know Celaena is off her game and Rowan might just be a casual mind reader STILL #if he was a mind reader that would explain some of his cruelty perhaps he’s picking pointed statements on purpose for some greater reason #it would also make him kinder with intention when he said get up because he picked words that were foundational in comfort to her #maybe all mates can read minds but still that would mean it unusual to Rowan and though he’s a pretty I have no emotions brooding character #as of right now I would still expect that to throw him off at least a little #maybe there’s some crossover between ACOTAR daemati either way I do love a good mind reading force timing ship I’m just super confused #and curious cause that cannot be an accident #first read #reading reactions #current thoughts while reading #ships that read minds together stay together #reading & theorizing #foreshadowing #let’s fandom about it #crossover #daemati? #fae

[cxpperhead]

Due to his serpent physiology, Copperhead has an exceptionally keen sense of smell. He's able to detect even subtle changes in the air using his tongue, making it a tough endeavour to get the drop on him. This can be as much of a boon as it is a hindrance however - Gotham doesn't have the most pleasant smells, especially the sewers and having such a powerful sense of taste can be awkward depending on how good his relationship with certain people are.

#🐍 || musings #🐍 || headcanons #I'm sorry to throw this out onto the dashboard asdfgghjkl #Trying to wake up a little before I need to to go to bed but this day off was so nice #Got some stuff done and a little writing too which is nice #This headcanon though hear me out #Copperhead can detect a LOT #People getting closer and even their current state like whether or not they're healthy or sick #Might not be as good as Croc's but it's up there #Would save this for sinday but if you're ovulating he can smell that too 💀 #Sensitive to hormonal cues #OKAY gonna throw myself into the bin for that tag comment #I'm just feeling so good lately but so little time to actually write :')

[pumpking64]

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#Jesus fucking Christ #why do some people just. not see the mess they’re making and acknowledge that it’s their responsibility to clean up after themselves?? #like. you throw your shoes in the entrance exactly where people walk. you let shared loafers stand outside for several hours #you cook the most simple dinner that one time you cook (mind you the other people have equal shares of making food) #and yet you don’t even manage to clean up after neither the cooking NOR taking the food off the table into the fridge so it doesn’t turn bad #you keep on taking the most easy solution that fits you the best without thinking about others. in a space where we all are exhausted #and I’m so done with it for now tbh. how lazy to not care about the bare necessities for others. how rude to admit to it #AND on top of this. you’ll tell stuff about your country that’s *objectively horrifying* and then add on to that that you love your country #it’s just. so many things. are so so so much of what I’d avoid in a person. a few things is fine. no one’s perfect. but damn there’s a limit #SORRY to anyone who’s read this far but I just. had to get it out #this guy is the one I’m working the closest with these two and a half weeks. hes still a kid kind of. I’m not gonna be mean to him #but damn. my patience. is being tested #AHHH I might delete this tbh. I don’t like showing this side of myself. I don’t want to spread this kind of negativity #I’m just so very frustrated. how a human person can come to this place and be here for SO LONG already #and still not have learnt the basics of living and working together #own post #oh. and all the triggering of intrusive thoughts is not helping your case buddy #(which you can’t really know about so it’s kinda fair but also it’s for bad hygiene stuff mostly and that’s. I mean…..)

[raksh-writes]

Somehow, after months of not moving a muscle, I managed to get off my ass and do some light stretching + a whole damn abs routine too, that I still have no idea how I got through it, I remember it being hard on Normal day, and now my whole body is feeling this little workout and I'm like?? WHo are you?

Now to keep it going, tho...

#personal #Raksh posts #the anxiety and stress started creeping in #tho I have A FULL WEEK OFF with no classes nothing #so I was like - I might as well Try to get rid of that nibbling stress #and like damn this feels nice #also made me realize how out of shape I am :''') not that it's a surprise but still #gonna try and keep it up with at least like One thing a day #a couple of stretches or an exercise here and there so it's not just a one time thing (I Am prone to doing that) #tomorrow I have some logistics to maneuver around since Im going to the theater with a couple friends in the evening #and we're meeting earlier in the day for some drinks too bcs my last train is not late enough to go After the spectacle #but anyway I guess I'll try to do some stretches before noon and then figure out food before I go to the train station #damn maybe I can start getting myself back together #like I even started rereading my Voiles stuff - esp the BatB AU #and if I go back to writing it? goodness help me #I Know there are still people reading the ship but oh my god really?? #anyway I had to throw this out of myself I guess xD #Im still debating on making some pizza dough today and maybe making one to eat later hmmm #it's like - me making homemade pizza seems to always be a sign of getting out from some kind of slump/depressive episode #because I never have the energy or motivation when it's Bad but I Love pizza and actually enjoy making it so #yeah we'll see I guess #still half a day ahead hah

[elegyofthemoon]

While reading the relic story for Fleet of the Ageless, I ran into some mention of the "Three Sufferings":

Yet, just like the shifting of the sun and moon, what once prospered was fated to decline and what once brought elation must eventually induce agony. It was not until the arrival of the Three Sufferings, when people were tormented to near extinction, that the Xianzhou people finally came to understand the true nature of this so-called miracle, which was nothing but harrowing calamity. (The Xianzhou Luofu's Celestial Ark)

And I'm not really sure if they mention it elsewhere on the Luofu (I'm very slowly going through everything. Except I keep getting sucked into reading Belobog stuff >_>), but what it did make me think about however is that in Buddhism, there is something called the "three marks of existence", which refers to the three sources of suffering in the world. So I wanted to mostly write this up as a comparison between what's going on in the Luofu vs. Buddhist belief! (And a very big warning: I might be skimming over important details about the religion. I was born into a culture that is very heavily influenced by Buddhism and have grown up with some understanding of it while having to study it on my own, so I'm sure I'll get a lot of details wrong. So if I get anything wrong, you're always welcome to chime in!)

At least in my memory, I remembered that there was a suffering because of attachment to objects, to self, and to others -- all with the concept that all things do not last, so I had to search up these names properly.

anicca (impermanence): This is the core concept in which nothing lasts in this world. The inability to recognize the impermanence of life will then lead to grief -- suffering -- that humans face, as a result. You can actually see this with the Sanctus Medicus's desire for eternal life with Dan Shu who grieved the loss of her friend Yufei via the diaries that you could pick up

It's this idea of attachment to something bound to end some way or another that will inevitably lead to suffering/pain when that loss comes.

dukkha (suffering): The idea behind this mark is that the truth is that life cannot be satisfied. If there isn't suffering, there are moments of joy, but as all things in life, even the joy is brief.

I wouldn't exactly be able to pinpoint how this gets carried out on the Luofu. I would have said something about how the Luofu had once sought out eternal life which then led to the implanting of the Ambrosial Arbor by Yaoshi, but now are unsatisfied by their gift of eternal life to them. I could also say that at least with the longer lives that the Xianzhou natives have, they eventually lose interest in life itself because they've had the chance to sought out anything they could with their many years, which is better described in Yukong's third character story:

and for the final mark of existence: anatta (not self): If suffering comes from attachment, then an attachment to an image of one's self too can lead to a source of suffering. With time, everyone is bound to change and grow, so any attempts in trying to hold onto one specific image could lead to a source of pain.

I think the best way to display this concept is actually through Yaoshi's acts and why the Alliance condemns them and their "abominations" (themselves included :'D). To rid of the suffering that comes with death, Yaoshi hopes to grant the gift of eternal life, but it seems that coming back from the dead doesn't mean returning to one's old self, which I feel can be seen at least with Blade's case with his revival and no longer being Yingxing. These undead are what the Alliance hopes to get rid of. I think it can also be seen through Bailu's story quest with the girl who slowly becomes marastruck who panics the moment the armor and her skin becomes melded into each other, no longer able to retain her former image before meeting and reuniting with her lover, in which case the idea of "self" is an attachment to a physical form rather than something more abstract instead, and that leading to her own suffering in the end.

I'm sure that a lot of Hoyo's writing with weaving in Buddhism with the Luofu lore isn't coincidental (looks at Dan Heng) , and I'm sure that there's bound to be better show of each of these principles, but I think this is what Hoyo might be referring to when they write about the "Three Sufferings" in the relic. Maybe I'll come back to this post later if I find better evidence BUT I thought worth noting at least for now :) ty for reading if you made it this far

#hsr notes #< you can block this tag cuz i tend to use this as when its my rambles #BUT i also use it for others >_> #i feel like i shouldve just kept the rambling blog but meh it's fine idc (yes i do LOL) #xianzhou luofu #i'm not tagging any characters i'm just kinda gonna let this one just float off to god knows where #if people see it they see it alskjdflahk #honkai star rail #hsr #also nobody asked for this. #and this was DEFINITELY NOT ON MY LIST OF THINGS TO WRITE #except one of the things i feel inadequate to discuss #and was also very overwhelmed by the idea of doing so #the other thing i might actually but this post was definitely spur of the moment that i decided to keep chugging on #so yes. its not edited. i'm literally just stream of conscious throwing up words #(with some added photos and reference) #(also i'm noticing. I seem to keep writing posts like this when I'm really down in a ditch LOL) #(that's what happened w the sampo and stellaron hunter/masked fool post and i kinda >_>) #maybe ill come back later to pretty this up. for now you get 11 pm garble from yours truly lol #also the way this post made me open and close star rail JUST to get evidence #my laptop im certain probably hates my guts for doing that to it sorry dear lol #....wait i might do the phantylia post in a sec. i want to. check something. #snow plays hsr

[cainware]

I feel like Jason becomes very protective over his siblings, like even Dick, post-reconcile with the family. Like this man is the Only Fucker that's allowed to fuck with them and make their lives difficult. He actively seeks out anyone that might mess with his family and makes their lives a living hell, and though he does do some shady shit sometimes, he'll always be cursed to care about the batfamily.

#listen idk about yall but jason being the protective second older brother fuels me #especially with the fact that like no matter what universe you look at he always carries fondness for them still even if he hates it #like even if we go by arkham knight game jason in the tapes hes still not ruthless with barbara and asks her how alfred is #and theres reluctance to do these things even though hes angry and hurt because even there his only qualms were with bruce #and he still couldnt kill him #jason throwing hands for his little siblings #jason launching a man for calling dick the ethnic-group g slur and dick having to pull him off the guy to keep him from killing him #jason biting back with words whenever some little prick is giving damian a hard time for being arabic!!! #jason has absolutely no patience for people that fuck with his family #oh my god jason asking one of the girls if they want to handle catcallers or if theyll let him do it #steph has to say no because she knows jason might accidentally kill them even if he holds back #duke doesnt need the protection but the fact that jason stands up for him even still means a lot to him #i need to shut up im talking too much #jaybirdwhistles #jason todd

[lucyvaleheart]

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#heyyyyyyy it's ya girl lucy back again with another vent poooooost #filling out some tags here so it shows up as a see more button #one more ought to do it. gonna be kinda heavy this time don't keep reading if you ain't got the spoons #anyway. man. I'm an emotional wreck #like. fuck. I keep crying so much if anyone is even a little nice to me #hundred reasons why it might be the case #frankly though? I don't.... Care #I just know I hurt. #....i... I just know no matter how often people tell me they care it doesn't stick #I know I feel like a faker #I know I feel like I've tricked everyone into liking me #I know I can feel some of them regretting it #a growing part of me wants to throw myself off a cliff #the rest of me knows I'm.ttoo chicken to ever self harm or attempt to end things #so I'm just stuck here #wanting it all to stop #unable to make it do so #and I hope I'll feel better having said something even to nobody #who knows maybe I will #I dunno. #..........i just...... #....... I just feel like a liar #and that shakes me to my core #cuz I don't lie. I can't. I won't. And yet..... #........anyway I'm cutting it here cuz I'm so tired #if you managed to read this far. Um. I love you. #.....i don't blame anyone who ignored it either

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

why is it so much worse knowing how many people out there want me (& everyone in this body) dead cause we don't feel empathy than knowing about the ones who want the same cause we're trans

#i mean i guess it's cause we live in a bubble where most people we know are trans #n the whole 'empathy makes us human' thing is a rly popular opinion in the more progressive circles #i guess it's. just another item in the long list of traits that might make us subhuman to others #we don't even have it as bad as people w/ like aspd n stuff. it's a lot easier to hide for us #usually will come off as social awkwardness instead #but every time there's a video going around the mainstream sm where someone w/ low/no empathy talks about how their mind works #the majority of the comments are just so. dehumanizing. like we're some rabid animals that need to be put down for public safety #n i guess causw it's so inherently linked to whatever it is about our wiring that makes us so. different from almost everyone else. #why we can't seem to connect w/ people n why we feel so fucking isolated all the time #like we just came out wrong n there's no fixing it #& the way we've lately come to understand more how much dmg our mother prevented w/ her parenting #but also how much of it that stuck coulda been prevented if she'd had the tools & safe environment #i don't even mean like. the trauma shit. but the things that needed to be noticed n steered into a different direction when we were small #instead of us wreaking havoc up to our late teens when we finally connected some dots that most people have connected from birth #though i think most of the usual ways of correcting it are more or less abusive. there's ones that aren't but idk how accessible that info #woulda been 20+ years ago #anyway it just really sucks how our fb feed tries to give us some light informative vids on people w/ similar experiences in some areas #n the comments are 80% ppl throwing around diagnoses they don't understand #n holding us responsible for everything their shitty abusive ex/parent/boss did #n literally sayin shit like 'people like this are better off dead' #not very good for my mental health #even though i don't give much more value to those people than they put on ones like me #spdrvent

[nagitoedit]

digital ghost boston manor is soo The Character. like as in . it is so eerily fitting that its bizarre. it perfectly matches with story line + has major Key Words .

bored of waiting for the world to end... steal my face and throw away my name... (rips my hair out)

#something i realized abt character playlists is that id get so upset abt the same unfitting songs being in every playlist but its bc #to me a majority of the song has to be fitting. but people are probably throwing in songs where like one line fits really well #like for me a song has to be probably like . at least half fitting. but even then i still might scrap it. so maybe more like 70% fitting #even then sometimes if its 70% fitting but the other 30% is very off ill even consider not keeping that one #but when i realized some people probably put in songs that only have like 1 fitting line into these playlists it like. calmed me down a bit #i guess lawl. like i mean at least thats a reason. stupid reason but whatever

[starblaster]

i’m thinking of designing printable cards or slips that people can hand to their doctor(s) so that fellow psychiatric survivors and others with medically-associated trauma can advocate for themselves in clinical settings. would anyone be interested in these if i made them?

#like they'd contain information you might not be comfortable saying out loud #and would take the pressure off of people to have to write everything up themselves before going to an appointment #i used things like this before i had access to medical advocates (who are primarily sa/dv advocates but they're broadly trauma specialized) #they might not be much to look at and it might take me some time to make them but they'd be either half-page sized or 1/4 page sized #probably with a version with blanks if the one with all-text is too specific or not specific enough for someone #idk. throwing out ideas. #i was unable to find any particularly good ones when i needed them which is why i started writing my own

[fingertipsmp3]

Does anyone else just like… not give a fuck if they’re chopping vegetables evenly

#not gonna lie this onion was a bad one. my eyes were hurting so bad i actually felt lightheaded; and that was BEHIND my sunglasses #i could barely see. i was just putting the knife down like ‘is this right?’ #i couldn’t remember if the recipe called for a diced or sliced onion so i was sort of doing both and it was an actual shitshow #settled on dicing then realised the recipe called for a ‘thinly sliced’ onion. pain #y’know what. fuck it. i’m cooking for myself; not gordon ramsay #but seriously i have knife skills so bad they can’t even be comprehended by the common man #i hear so many people say ‘oh i’m a bad cook’ but have you ever had someone watch you cook; say ‘no no no’ and physically take a knife #out of your hand? while you were chopping CARROTS no less #i do have the bluntest knife in christendom so that can’t possibly help #i’ve also just discovered that i was supposed to sprinkle paprika over my potato wedges AND i’m supposed to grate some cheese #but the wedges are already in the oven and grating cheese sounds exhausting to me #i’ve got a cheese grater with two different surfaces but one of them is so thin you can’t get cheese through it #and the other is so thick that it lets giant crumbs of cheese fall through #so i might just fully eat a block of cheese later this evening. i can have it on oat cakes and pretend it’s healthy. it’s fine #the thing about it all is. i have class in an hour and a half and this recipe is honestly way too intensive for me to handle in my current #state of mind; but if i don’t cook the pork today it is GOING to go off and then i’ll just be annoyed #so i have to eat this. i fucking hope it’s good #the other loaded wedges recipe i tried was honestly not all that. but i realised i made the sauce wrong so that was probably why #this one doesn’t really have an intensive process… i just kind of throw everything in the pan and then toss in garlic and wet components #and when i eat the leftovers tomorrow i can obviously add mayo or sour cream or sriracha or whatever seems to be the vibe #it’s FINE. i’ll be fine. just wish i’d made this yesterday so i could have the leftovers today lol #but if it had reheated badly i’d be sooo annoyed. so there is that #personal