#kidbotnik

[alchemocha]

You must try to be brave little one. Make a wish for each sad little tear. Someone's waiting to love you.

When Ivo was much younger, still living under the orphanage’s malevolent roof, he often spent time alone. With no friends and being often forgotten about, he’d take his stuffed little cat named Java and tuck himself in the corner of his shared, dingy old room. There he would tinker with small gadgets, draw up blueprints for his dream machines, and watch movies. He found himself entranced by the stories, the ones that tugged at his aching little heart, the ones that made him feel more seen than he had in his 11 sad years of life so far.

So that’s where he stayed while other kids played. It was lonely, terribly so, but in a sense, these little films, with Java held tight, brought him comfort. In fact, those lonesome days in front of that crummy old tv were some of the better ones he’d had in that nightmare of a place.

He wondered, privately to himself, if anyone would ever love him, too. He dared to hope so.

#jimbotnik #kidbotnik #dr robotnik #ivo robotnik #sonic movie #at long last! this monster of a piece is finished #mocha draws #stobotnik #vaguely implied in the caption #it’s me you know there’s always stob #lmao #three points to anyone who knows the reference #the movies been on my mind a lot lately #I looked at so many 70s things to draw this. so many #young jimbotnik continues to make me very sad #posting at balls AM as usual

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Kidbotinik robotacising rats at the orphanage that steal him extra food like cookie

I used to have pet rats and they are the BEST. They're so smart and so loyal and so affectionate!! Honestly I love the idea of kidbotnik with loyal little rat friends!

#I wanted to draw this but I have no time ToT #reply #kidbotnik #sorry for the long wait on this ask i blame the adhd

[jitterbonesjoey]

#kidbotnik #dr eggman #ivo robotinik #sonic au #punk au #Ivo sings this fr fr #orphan punk #Youtube

[alchemocha]

I often think about the idea of jimbotnik having been a very easy crier as a child, and the reactions to that from anyone around him subsequently being the reason he tucked all his feelings away in a little box and locked it up tighter over the years.

Especially if he internalized all their commentary, about being weak or laughable, that vulnerability was loathsome

#aaaaaaugh kidbotnik feels #I think about him being a ‘cry baby’ as a kid because it would make so much sense!!! #and hurts!!! #ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #jimbotnik #kidbotnik

[alchemocha]

I need more of your Ivo Robotnik lore. Why is it he hates his first name ?

When Ivo Robotnik was a child, one of the overall favoured ways to reprimand and scold him by the adults in his life was to call or say his name disapprovingly. It was the tone. Disappointment, disgust, condescendence, shouting.

It happened often, to the point if he heard his name he would expect the worst. It was always the sign he was in trouble. And when he lived with foster families, however brief those times were, if he began hearing his name, it typically only meant one thing. He would be sent back soon.

(Have some lore!)

Now, during his much younger years, he honestly wasn’t that much a problem child, by objective standards. He was quiet, kept to himself most days, enjoyed tinkering with bits and bobs he’d collected. Ivo had always been leagues smarter than anyone else, and while he never asked for that, no one liked it either. Adults with sticks up their asses didn’t tend to take kindly to being outsmarted in few words by a child barely in double digits. He spoke plainly, simple and a bit blunt. If you’d ask anyone with a working braincell, he was just a very autistic kid who had trouble sounding… palatable to an angry allistic. Even if he made plenty of attempts at being polite. They also didn’t appreciate him taking apart and rebuilding things (they frankly didn’t need), even if he could put them back arguably even better than they started.

Ivo wanted to be good, to be praised and loved like he saw in other places. But no matter what he did, it just never happened.

No matter what he did, no one said his name with any inkling of care. Ivo was cold, tainted with disgust and disapproval, a precursor to misery. As years went by, just hearing it made his skin crawl and his chest tighten.

And when he was a scientist with 5 phd’s, the world of machines under his finger tips, it almost wasn’t an issue anymore. Dr Robotnik was his moniker and all anyone needed to know. People began assuming it was because no one was worthy of the doctor’s first name, and after a point, it was true. He was sick of the ignorance and negligence of humans, but that’s not how it started, and it’s not the whole truth.

His superiors now, commanders and the like, they do the same thing. They control him with simple utterances of his given name, have the greatest genius in the world shrinking away with a simple word.

No matter how hard he tries to bury his unpleasant past, the child who just wanted to be seen will always remain a part of him. As much as he tries to cut out every vulnerable part of himself.

If anyone dared utter it, they would sincerely regret the fury they’d illicit from the doctor.

Stone is a very, very rare exception, although even that took a while. He speaks Ivo’s name with such care and reverence, with such affection and warmth, and it aches, in a different sort of way. He’s not sure if he’ll ever stop hearing the voices from his past uttering it, but it’s a good start. Makes him hate it just a little less.

#ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #kidbotnik #jimbotnik #stobotnik #agent stone #mocha answers #mocha rambles #Good way to throw the doctor into a ptsd episode unless you’re stone #sobs #I have endless thoughts about this man

[alchemocha]

Today I bring you emotional support kidbotnik… tomorrow, who knows

#mocha draws #ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #jimbotnik #kidbotnik #artsists on tumblr #sonic movie #sonic the hedgehog

[alchemocha]

Falling asleep thinking about the idea of a very timid and young Ivo meeting a young Stone, softly introducing himself by asking if he likes robots. He’s not good at making friends or talking to anyone really, but he thought he’d try, and Stone just smiles real big and nods enthusiastically. The response is positive but it makes young Ivo flinch and hide behind Java. Shy and nervous and unsure how to proceed.

He quietly tells Stone, or, Samir is his first name, Ivo learns, that he likes to build them, and Samir lights up in excitement, telling Ivo how cool that is, and asks if he can see, if it’s okay. So Ivo introduces him to the little gadgets he’s been crafting and building, and his blueprints for bigger things. He’s shocked, pleasantly so, when Samir starts talking about the different parts, what works well together and little things that could be adjusted for best efficiency, and little Ivo is starstruck that not only is someone engaging with him, but positively, and he knows what he’s doing! He understands his ideas!

No one’s ever done any of those things before, and it gives him a lot of feelings. Has to try not to start sniffling in front of his new companion, but Samir notices anyways, gently soothes his new buddy and apologizes for anything he may have said, but it wasn’t any of that, he was just very used to being alone and not understood at all. Samir gives him a little smile, tells him that he’s often felt similar, but it’s okay now cause he’ll be his best friend!

#kidbotnik #stobotnik #ivo robotnik #jimbotnik #agent stone #stone’s name is Samir in my works as always I love it very much #childhood friends au #I’ve been thinking about the numerous possibilities SO much #I don’t think Ivo at least with the history he has in my stories #would know how to handle it #but it would be very nice even so #wails quietly #mocha rambles #mocha writes

[alchemocha]

Little peak at the piece I’m working on

Kidbotnik and his Java ♡

#jimbotnik #kidbotnik #ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #finally finished the lining tonight and I am impatient lol #WIP #mocha draws

[alchemocha]

Y’all aren’t ready for the in-depth and terribly sad childhood kidbotnik has in the stuff I’m making 😭 - yo!!!! you can never have too much sad childhood kidbotnik, i will gobble that stuff up as quickly as possible

TRUEEE I’m very excited to start sharing things with everyone as they get finished

Prepare your tissues and get ready to wanna hug that kid so bad 😭

I’ll share a teeny little tidbit though! Robotnik has a scruffy stuffed cat he’s had for as long as he can remember, and still has it to this day. It’s a dark blue (almost a dark grey), with red and purple patches on it. It’s very well loved and it’s arms and legs are floppy. His name is Java!

#ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #jimbotnik #kidbotnik #mocha answers #he keeps Java in a very secret and secure location in his lab now

[alchemocha]

Y’all aren’t ready for the in-depth and terribly sad childhood kidbotnik has in the stuff I’m making 😭

#ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #jimbotnik #kidbotnik #gee Ivo why do you get FOUR tags #anyways #I love him so much and this backstory’s really important to me but oh my fucking god this kid could use a hug and therapy #so much therapy #and he gets none of either! :) #please Stone love on your sad sad husband #mocha rambles

[alchemocha]

I hope to one day see my kidbotnik thoughts spread cause I think if I saw someone draw him and java I would cry

#mocha rambles #kidbotnik #ivo robotnik

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More child jimbotnik content I beg you

I'm open to prompts! Kidbotnik owns my whole entire heart

#reply #kidbotnik

[alchemocha]

Feel free to send me asks and prompts for kidbotnik or anything related by the way! I love him so much and have so many thoughts

#ivo robotnik #dr robotnik #kidbotnik #mocha rambles

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Day 6: Anime pokemon is an anime too so it counts

"We should travel together! I promise I won't slow you down, Ivo!"

"Well, uhh... I guess that wouldn't be the worst. I could use a lackey to carry my supplies for me, I suppose."

Bit of a prequel to my pokemon Robotnik and Stone trainer au 🌟

#stobotnik #stobotnik week #agent stone #pokemon #dr robotnik #dr eggman #stobotnikweek #theycomeback #its been too long since ive drawn kidbotnik #and shhhh yes i know this changes their ages but idc

[alchemocha]

Filled with literally so many feelings about jimbotnik I could burst from the seams

Just… thinking about him, his upbringing, the reasons he is the way he is now, what’s buried beneath the crafted image…

The loneliness he’s likely felt growing up. The depression and anxiety and self loathing I’m sure he’s had since far too young that he buries so deep if it were to escape again it would probably have 3 heads now. But you can only hold so much back before that dam bursts and it all overflows in a flood

He’s so fascinating to analyze and dissect psychologically, and to overlook his whole life. I’d really like to write some pieces touching on those things more directly, I have so many thoughts I couldn’t possibly convey properly just by babbling

Give jimbotnik the love and friendships he deserves!!!

#stobotnik #ivo robotnik #agent stone #jimbotnik #dr robotnik #not to be a jimbotnik apologist on main but I think it’s just really sad that he’s only a bad guy because he’s been so thoroughly neglected #him being an asshole is a very charming part of his character of course but being hated by everyone #and viewed as a villain #feels so excessive for a dude who’s just kind of a mentally I’ll menace #ill** #let him be the local jackass but goddamn he’s still human as much as he wants to deny it #that heart in there is more human than a lot of people and he can’t even see it #and it’s the way that Stone is the only person who’s given a shit #who’s cared for him #who’s seen HIM and his everything and thinks he’s worth it #wants to devote himself to him and show him he’s valued and appreciated #that he’s wanted somewhere by someone #I think about that one line from the rescuers a lot that I used in my kidbotnik piece #’someone’s waiting to love you’ feels so applicable to stobotnik #cries into my pillow from all these thoughts #I just want jimbotnik to be loved it pains me so deeply to see someone so deprived of every human need truly #mocha rambles #clays fic really got me in my feelings uuwuwah

[alchemocha]

Imagine if I answered asks normally Lmao

#I say this because I was gonna respond normally to some and then decided I want to respond with Art #sighs @ myself egknmjm #more kidbotnik stuff though!!!