#kina rants

[iminaworldofpureimagination]

I have zero nostalgia love for hp only one i rem enjoying was 1/3 .. and zero support for JKR im a bit shookth she went off the deep end.

I have not watched this video .. but i can say this.. this person is right why is hp getting a la series it makes no sense. Animation is better. Animation is Life.

#plus im not big on child acting #i think it should kina be illegal outside of voice acting but thats a different rant #harry potter #i heard stranger thigns is going to be animatd nad yeah that makes sense #heck i think the walking dead GAMES should be a animated tv series that be fun

[skydoesthings]

I’m so done I’m going to eep

#Gn guys #sky rants #THIS IS WHAT YOU HAVE DONE KINA

[hematomes]

Hey! I'm the anon who talked about how the whole Traveller getting mad at Fontaine twins scenario got spread like wildfire on social media. Just call me Kina for now.

There's something I wanted to add but didn't because my rant was long:

While the twins (and Freminet) aren't bad people (as far as we know), I do find it hilarious that everyone is salty over Aether/Lumine getting angry when anybody, no matter how understanding, will feel very frustrated, conflicted and confused about learning that someone who's been so sincere towards you turns out to be apart of a dangerous group that's responsible for something going wrong in your journey.

Also, Diluc's allowed to hate the Fatui (for very good reason) but the Traveller? No, no, no. Their the protagonist, their supposed to be understanding and everyone's buddy. What a fucking bs reason to justify demonizing Traveller.

i got some insight from the other side and they gave some understandable argument, although it still didn't really make sense to me

from what i understood, the "problem" (for a small minority of people who whine about it, imo. the one side i could picture actually) lies in the inconsistency, specifically when you put the fontaine situation side by side with the one back in inazuma

i could see how it's mildly frustrating to have a main character that is inconsistent on a logical level: being harsh when faced with a lie vs forgiving a character that embodies fanservice (ei) in the blink of an eye despite the fact that she subjected her people to countless horrors and civil wars

to this i say, not unkindly: suck it up. the inazuma archon quest was a shit show, we are finally back on something that MAKES sense and to me personally, that's what matters. id rather keep with an unforgiving traveler that has seen too much now to be too kind (let's however not forget that they offered to be the attorney for the very same people that lied to them lol) and not on their guard. it's what i would call character development - just like how they're more wary when it comes to the archons, thanks to input they got from dainsleif (among other things, like the abyss twin's input for example)

maybe im optimistic in the sense that i have decided to ignore the mishaps and focus on what i enjoy, which is messy yet coherent travels and decisions. let the traveler change, make mistakes, whether that's intentional or due to past poor writing management. maybe im also sentimental, but i like seeing humanity in the character, pouring from the writers' very own: errors, mistakes, whatever

it doesn't make sense? does it absolutely has to? does it really not make sense? i disagree. i like where it's going, and you, like some of us, are providing solid reasons as to why it just works, despite how frustrating it may be to see the main character being insufferable to you. let's use that as a reminder that aether and lumine aren't actual self-inserts

#— answered #— kina

[cacklefrendly]

Hi this th same anon who ask for gin and vodka hc and thank you for answer first and you say you have more hc about the two not as a duo so spill the hc i will enjoy hearing you rant about them ofc if you want and about the compliment you're welcome

anon i would've answered more quickly but the weather has been Too Cold to do anything but hibernate. i refuse to let that stop me.

here have a song that's in my Vesper Cocktail playlist — "Slaughterhouse Floor" by Skippocalyptic:

Be thou flesh of my flesh, and I’ll be the house that you haunt Lay down your neck for my blade, and I’ll be what you want And I can’t seem to imagine, perfect love But I have to imagine That it’s blood, blood, blood

ok more headcanons YIPPEE—

GIN:

He's always just a bit sleep-deprived and just a bit under-weight. It’s perfectly understandable given his job but the 'tism isn't helping him any.

Gin is trans, and transitioned after he got his first codename (Kina Lillet, as previously mentioned). Turns out that the Black Organization already has paperwork ready for name changes!! Black Org. says Trans Wrongs. He doesn't see his old codename as a deadname, but he's so comfortable with 'Gin' that he considers that to be his real name. The only reason he doesn't talk about the old codename is that he and Vermouth had a couple one-night stands while he was Kina but she doesn't know that was HIM and he would like to KEEP IT THAT WAY—

For dysphoria-related reasons he used to keep his hair short religiously. When he got De-Titted he started letting it go a bit longer between cuts. Then the T started really kicking in as he was climbing the B.Org’s ranks and he decided “gender norms are simply another law to be broken over my knee” and from then on only ever trims the ends. As he should.

Gin does Not play video games. He’s never even played Portal. It’s one of his more glaring flaws as a person.

Silver is his natural hair color! He used to dye it darker, but he stopped when it was getting too long to be worth maintaining. He’ll go through the hassle if he REEEEEEALLY NEEDS TO for undercover shit but he only uses temporary dyes. And tries not to leave the house until it’s gone.

Speaking of his hair, again, 90% of the people who end up fighting Gin hand-to-hand go for his hair. Which is a trap! He’s specifically trained himself to break out of hair grabs — or use them to his advantage, which is way more fun for him.

He's actually pretty calm and laid-back when he's not on-the-job. In the same sense that lions and wolves are kinda lazy when they're not hunting. Predators need to conserve their energy! Of course the SECOND he has an assignment he is 100% in Murder Mode.

VODKA:

First and most importantly: Vodka wears Doc Martens. Because he deserves it. He mostly wears work-appropriate ones — Oxford-style, black stitching, little-to-no heel. Actually just. THESE ONES — but he owns a selection with high-heels and/or platforms. (the first time he struts walks out in THESE Gin’s like “firstly you’re taller than me and that’s unacceptable. i trusted you. but secondly God-Damn,”)

As I’ve said (and drawn) before, Vodka can sing. Because I deserve it. He likes to change the lyrics to make songs gay. Also because I deserve it.

Before Vodka was codenamed, while he was working for one of the Black Org's front businesses, while he still wasn't privy to any super illegal information (rather, wasn't SUPPOSED to be, but he’s not stupid and could tell that numbers weren’t adding up the way they were supposed to), he was kidnapped along with three coworkers. The kidnappers were part of a decent-sized rival group looking to get some dirt to force the Black Org. out of their territory (not knowing exactly what they were getting into) by interrogating its employees. One by one, all of his coworkers cracked and admitted that they didn’t know anything. So they were killed. Vodka didn't tell his captors a damn thing, so they concluded that he must have access to important information. They kept him alive and quickly moved from interrogation to torture — but Vodka lasted long enough for the Black Org. to track the threat down and kill them. His secret? the only thing he let himself think about was a song, one he'd kept hearing when he hung around his superiors' offices: Seven Children. By the time he should've cracked, the only thing he had the presence of mind left to do was sing. The incident got him codenamed, and he’s proud of himself for it, but in particularly high-stress situations you might hear him singing under his breath — "Cute, cute," The mother crow sings. "Cute, cute."

Yknow how in like every movie with the Black Org. the team has some Super Expensive New Toy (spy plane, submarine, ect.) that is absolutely going to be Blown The Fuck Up by the end? While the movies technically don’t exist, i 1000% believe that Vodka is extremely good at convincing The Boss and the people in charge of weapons distribution that Gin’s team should totally get a shiny new toy to play with, thank you. He presents the keys to the newest Vehicle For Manslaughter and watches Chianti and Gin vibrate with excitement like two grayhounds you just asked "wanna go for a walk?"

#gin detective conan #vodka detective conan #detective conan #cackle rants #my sister sent me that song and i was just like. hey. HEY. this is some Good Shit right here #i'd go so far to say that it's a fine addition to my collection #in my head the 'she' in the song is Vodka so the singer's POV is Gin

[yanderegoddess]

Yandere Simulator Blog

I actually hadn’t intended to be writing this at fucking 10:52 pm but here I am because insomnia is a pain in my ass. And what’s a better way to waste my time then write this out and write some Xreader stuff while im at it. Anyway enough of the side rant off to the real point.

Prompt list!

This is an Xreader Blog I do

X F!Reader

X GN!Reader

X M!Reader

Stuff I write about :

Matchups

Oneshots

Headcannons

Imagines

Songfics

Fanfics

Types of content I write :

Comfort

Angst

Yandere

Others

smut || the characters will be aged up if smut is requested ||

Characters I write for 202X :

Ayano Aishi

Osana Najimi

Amai Odayaka

Kizana Sunobu

Oka Ruto

Asu Rito

Muja Kina (( Teacher reader ONLY.

Osoro Shidesu

Hanako Yamada

Megami Saikou

Kokona Haruka

Kuroko Kamenaga

Akane Toriyasu

Aoi Ryugoku

Shiromi Torayoshi

Mutsumi Rokuda / Musume Ronshaku

Kashiko Murasaki

Hana Daidaiyama

Kokoro Momoiro

Hoshiko Mizudori

Info-Chan

Uekiya Engeika

Genka Kunahito (( Teacher reader ONLY.

Raibaru Fumetsu

Supana Churu

Kokuma Jutsu

Mina Rai

Shima Shiya

Miyuji Shan

Gita Yamahato

Beshi Takamine

Dora Tamamoto

Kiba Kawaito

Meka Nikaru

Homu Kurusu

Inkyu Basu

Sakyu Basu

Sakura Hagiwara

Sumire Suzuki

Horuda Puresu

Nemesis

Male :

Umeji Kizuguchi

Hokuto Furukizu

Gaku Hikitsuri

Dairoku Surikizu

Hayanari Tsumeato

Yandere Kun / Ayato Aishi

Budo Masuta

Taro Yamada / Senpai

Male! Info-Kun

Shin Higaku

Chojo Tekina

Daku Atsu

Geiju Tsuka

Sho Kunin

Juku Ren

Kaga Kusha

Horo Guramu

Yaku Zaishi

Iruka Dorufino

Kencho Saikou

Hazu Kashibuchi

Male rivals :

Osano Nanjimi

Amao Odayaka

Kizano Sunobu

Oko Ruto

Aso Rito

Mujo Kina (( teacher reader ONLY.

Osoro Shidesu

Hanakō Yamada

Megamo Saikou

Characters I write for 1980’s :

Female :

Ryoba Aishi

Kaguya Wakaizumi

Moeko Rakuyona

Honami Hodoshima

Sumiko Tachibana

Ritsuko Chikanari

Ai Doruyashi

Teiko Nabatasai

Komako Funakoshi

Chigusa Busujima

Sonoko Sakanoue

Turi Sutoriku

Doremi Shinmahara

Murasaki Nobumoto

Akari Komiyaku

Raimu Ichijo

Sumire Saitozaki

Male :

Jokichi Yudasei

The Journalist

Saburo Meshino

Togo Atasuma Shichiro Kurosapu

Taichi Hiranaka

Seishiro Sadanaga

Reiichi Tanaami

Joze Shiuba

Ken Kyonashima

Daisaku Aragaki

Saisho Saikou

#writers on tumblr #yandere simulator #reader insert #writer things #blog intro

[twsted-idiot]

Hii!! Im 6teen so nasties fuck off.

Basic dni lol. Proshippers, Transphobes, homophobes, racists, etc dni :3 im literally pan and trans so. Lmao. Uhh otherwise I jus kina block whoever I feel I need to. I kinda vent/rant a lot so if u don’t wanna see it block the tag (Vie rants) I have a bunch of undiagnosed shit probably :3 I can be dry or come off as mean but it’s not my intention I’m just bad at talking to people sometimes

errmm 1029382993 different interests (Namely bsd, cod, aod, Twst, vnc, Creepypasta/horror, but a bunch of other things as well)

Cody/Vie/Vani

He/they/it (transmasc :3)

Shamelessly plugging all my oc blogs!! @home-of-sexual-mages @insane--idiots @texas-chainsawed @g0th-nightguard

I'm a self shipper, I have a LOT of f/o's (romantic, platonic, and familial). I'm okay with sharing most though!! I'm also into a lot of sources. However I do not support some creators. You can like something without supporting the creator. userboxes under cut :3

F/o list

Oc list

#Pinned post #Intro post #Read before interacting #Read before requesting

[istgpleaseshutup]

Why did you say that? // Five x gn!Reader

“Ok so I wouldn’t usually do this but if you want to request something that is the umbrella academy related I will do it, but I would rather be doing Robert Sheehan requests but I like this request to much not to do it, so enjoy!

Request: okay so like reader is kina in love with five and trying to just tell him but he is like I'm sorry but me and you will never happend ( stefan vibe ) and after some days reader just got closer with vicktor and even have a little dance with him in luther wedding and five begin so jealous and sad? just sad and jealous five... and happy ending if you want. thanks 3/>

Why did you say that? // Five x gn!Reader

It was 2 days after I confessed my love. It was the day that Luther and Sloane gets married. A day of love, but not for me. I am of course beyond happy for Luther, but I can’t enjoy this without being next to Five. He always made everything more fun, I mean, kind of. But according to him, the feeling isn’t mutual.

(2 days before)

“Five, I’m in love with you.” I told him looking him straight in the eye. He broke eye contact, looking at the ground. He shook his head and scoffed. Ouch. “You just make me so happy and you make every experience so much more fun and-” He looked back up and me with a straight face. “What?” My heart started to sink.

“We can’t be together. We wont ever happen.” My throat was burning a bit, indicating I was on the verge of tears.

“But why not? I mean- I know the end of the world is in a few days but-”

“No Y/n. You don’t get it. I don’t want you to be my S/O (Significant other). The feeling isn’t mutual.” My eyes start slowly filling with tears, but none of them leaving my eyes. He looks at me, with a cold look, and gets up and leaves. My tears start to stream down my face while I stared at the seat where Five once was. Victor comes in the room, running over to you to comfort you.

“Y/n? What happened?” He asks with a pity look on his face. I explain what happened, telling him how much I really did love him and how much of an idiot for thinking he loved, or even liked me back.

“It’s just, when Five came back he seemed so happy to see me but over these past 4 days he has just been so distant and I just am so embarrassed for saying anything.” I rant.

“Y/n, I’m so sorry. He has been acting really different around you. He doesn’t deserve someone like you. You pour your heart out to him and he has the guts to say that to you?” Victor shakes his head laughing under his breath. “I just can’t believe he would do that. I am always here if you ever want to talk”

(Back to the present)

I keep replaying Fives words in my head. No Y/n. You don’t get it. I don’t want you to be my S/O. The feeling isn’t mutual. Why? What was so wrong with me that he can’t love me. I get up from one of the chairs in the lobby o the hotel. I have to get ready for Luther’s wedding. Maybe his wedding will take my mind off of Five. I walk into the elevator and press a random floor. I wait a bit for the elevator to stop, when It does it opens Five is standing there.

He could have just, I don’t know, teleported to a different floor. I think to myself and he steps next to me. I feel his eyes on me and I try my best not to look at him back. “You can stop looking at me now.” I said sternly. I look over at him a little annoyed. He holds eye contact for 2 seconds and I look away hearing the elevator ding. I step out of the elevator and walk into random hotel rooms. I am looking for a dress for the wedding in random peoples luggage.

I spot a perfect outfit to wear to in some drawers. I try it on and it fit just right, surprisingly. I looked amazing in it, it fit my body type so well, and the color brought out my eyes.

(Wedding time)

I watch happily as Klaus pronounces Luther and Sloane a married couple. I watch as Luther looks at Sloane like he was deeply in love with her. It hurt a little seeing that look, but I quickly mentally slap myself for making this moment about myself. Luther hasn’t been with anyone and it makes me so happy to see him deeply in love.

The after party was really fun. I tried not to look at Five, but I couldn’t help it sometimes. He would stare at me sadly, with a mix of.. love? I wasn’t really sure, but it hurt seeing him like this. He would drown himself in the nearest whine or alcohol he could get. I really couldn’t stand to see him like that anymore, but I also know he doesn’t care about me the same.

I am guessing Victor saw me staring at Five because he came over to me and put his hand out in front of me. “Care to dance m’dam / m’sir / m’person.” He said in a joking way to cheer me up.

“Of course m’sir.” I joked back in an English accent. We go to the dance floor and start dancing together as everyone else was except for Five and Allison.

Five Pov

Seeing Y/n having a good time makes me more upset then anything. I know everything I said wasn’t okay but I didn’t mean it at all. I love them so much and it hurt me deeply to see how hurt they were. Seeing them with Victor makes me upset. I wish it was me who were in his spot. Y/n seemed so happy, and I hated it wasn’t me who was making them happy.

They would look over at me sometimes, pity in their eyes. I guess I looked like a mess. I watch as Victor and Y/n danced for a little while. I couldn’t get over how amazing Y/n looked. Maybe they are better off with him. Thoughts started pouring into my brain. Victor would make Y/n happier. He wouldn’t break their heart like that. He wouldn’t ever hurt them. I hated that that was the truth. 

The apocalypses is tomorrow, and I need to clear everything up with Y/n before we are all gone. I would hate myself so much if they didn’t know the truth. But I have no clue how I would tell them the truth. I get up, setting a bottle of champagne down on the table and walk over to Y/n and Victor.

“I can take it from here.” I look at Victor and he nods. I take Y/n’s hand and they pull it away.

“What are you doing?” They ask me.

“Let me explain.” Y/n stood there for a second, it looked like they were fighting with them self. I hold out my hand, asking for theirs again. They stare at it, then finally give in. They give me their hand and I place their hand on my shoulder and they put their other hand on my other shoulder. I put my hands on their waist and we start slow dancing.

“Why did you say that?” They asked.

“Because I was scared. The only other thing I have ever been with was a doll and- I just feel like this is it. This is the last real apocalypses and we wont ever be together. But I don’t want to end it on a bad note. I love you Y/n. More than anything. You are the most important part of my life and you are the reason I searching for ways to get back to the family. I always dreamed about this moment. How we would be slow dancing and be happy together. I am so sorry I said that stuff. The feeling is mutual.” He looked genuine.

THE END

I am so sorry this took forever to post I had a huge writers block but I am happy with how it turned out! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REQUEST!

REQUESTS ARE OPEN FOR: Robin Arellano and Miguel Cazarez Mora stories / imgainges

#five hargreaves x reader #five #five hargreeves #the umbrella academy

[memory-mortis]

I told you my dnd now tell me yours

yay :D!!!

so his name is adrien kina! he's a traveler that comes from a dead, fallen kingdom. he grew up as an orphan in the slums and it was a surprise he made it to adulthood considering his very gentle nature that made it very difficult to survive as a poor, homeless kid. luckily for him he hit a growth spurt when he was 15 that made him stand out and one day when the knights of the city were passing by, the captain noticed him and decided he would make a good soldier.

that said, he was a bit of an outcast even among the other trainees and later on the knights because 1. he grew up poor, 2. he's poc, 3. he's fucking huge. he's 6'10''. a combination of all of these caused some nasty rumors to be spread around and everyone avoided him cause they thought he was a monster. (he's not. he's very kind. animals love him)

anyway he made it to the royal guard, until one day the kingdom was attacked and the capital fell. the king ordered him to forget the citizens and just protect him, but adrien felt that it was a lost cause so he instead went out to help people, specifically that one baker girl that was always oh so kind to him. it was too late. dying in the rubble that remained of her house she asked him to bring her necklace to her parents' grave that was all the way across the continent.

and that's how he got to travel :3 fuck, sorry for the long rant. i get really excited when i get to talk about my characters lol

#also the girl's ghost is attached to the necklace #she literally haunts him #they can communicate as long as he has it on lol #but the fact that she's dead remains so #sucks to be him #thanks for the ask! #oc

[pansamantalamo]

| 120422 . SUNDAY . 9:23AM

last Monday Nov.28,2022 kina choy muna ako umuwe dahil wala sya kasama sa apartment. Ayun after work byahe na at diretso sa BGC. Bago umuwe kain kame sa foodcourt ng Market Market. Nakakatuwa kase dati rati nung nag aaral pa sya tapos ako palang yung may work dito kame kumakaen sa Baliwag, sa may alimall cubao pa nga yun. Hehehe! Tamang date pa kame noon sa foodcourt. Pero ngayon tamang dinner nalang. Sa paglipas ng panahon di namin namamalayan na kahit papaano pala umuusad din kame. Kase dati sa ganito lang kame nag dadate e. Ngayon kaya na namin sa mga medyo pricey na restaurant. Kaya yung nag try ulit kame sa ganito nag flash back lahat. Ang sarap balikan. Tska kahit san naman kumaen basta kasama sya lahat memorable. Lahat masaya. Yung tamang kaen at kwentuhan about sa ngyare samin whole day. Tamang rants sa mga epal sa buhay namin hahaha!

Excited akong dumating yung araw na araw araw na kaming sabay mag didinner. Sabay kaming uuwe sa work dahil iisa nalang yung bahay na uuwian namin.

[inthe-afterglows]

this ask has been a long long time due cause your fics have been my major source of comfort ever since i found them so this is gonna be a super long rant and im not even sorry cause your fics deserve all the appreciation and im so glad they exist. alsoo, hiiiii can i please have an eternity to scream about how every one of them is this overall total brilliance and love-packed masterpiece!????? your writing is incredible, like on every mortal and supernatural plane that exists.

"tis the damn season"??? I SPENT AN HOUR TEXTING MY BEST FRIEND AFTER I READ IT ABOUT HOW I WANT MY OWN PERSONAL LILY EVANS OR JAMES POTTER THE WAY YOU WRITE THEM (to quote red white and royal blue, "bisexuality is truly a rich and complex tapestry") but seriously, your lily and james are so in love and its so fucing lovely and giddy and just present in every word, reading them feels like listening to a song taylor wrote about joe, or one they wrote together, like "yes i want that kind of love" which brings me to the next thing i need to scream about, THE TAYLOR SWIFT REFERENCES, just when i thought your stories couldn't get more perfect, we get the bumping in hometown and lily wearing a CARDIGAN to meet james from her parents house and even the other james and betty and augustine and william bowery's refrence too and the references in the proposal????? fucking golden.

alsooo i dont even know what to say about the orchestred coincidences universe series except for AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. unorchestrated surprises is top of my list of reads for a rainy day, it felt like being drowned in fluff and cuteness and i loved every fucking moment of it. james's parents and jily's friends and how you even made the dreaded petunia and vernon dinner so funn. and the whole plot and cuteness of orchestred coincidences was amazing, literally everything- how they met and then following each all over Europe and he played "love story" for lily (!!!!!!!!!) and their rambling voicemails, such great material for sirius's best man speech istg. also i absolutely loved lily standing up against petunia's bullshit in both of themm.

andd "illicit affairs" was an emotional rollercoaster that I'd take happily any dayy, the way you wrote all those little elements of the song into the fic, the dont call me kid, dont call me baby and you know damn well i would ruin myself and parking lots and like the subtler more emotional ones, "You taught me a secret language I can't speak with anyone else" and "You showed me colors You know I can't see with anyone else" were just so perfectly potrayed in the lily's feelings that it honestly made me cry.

im convinced that everything you write is literary genius at this point. the oneshots only prove that more cause honestlyy "say you wont let go" (once again kudos on your music taste and the fic? so adorable i could cry) and "between the aisles" (that made my dayy and i literally danced when saw the notific in my inbox) and "the girl in the ivy house" !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i realise that im literally word vomitting right now but i cant go without screaming about "at the beginning" because holy fuckkk, its like all the most interesting troupes everrrr in one!??? like anastasia au + outlander au + childhood bestfriends + a war period era fic + royalty and memory loss? just WOWWW. i literally love it so so much i can not tell you enough, Thursdays are marked on my calendar and i love the updates and the cliffhangers are torture but i love them too. james' and lily's dynamic in your writing never fails to take my breath away and with atb that was all the more true. also, when lily played "dream a little, dream of me" i loveed it so much, i just pictured her singing it like the kina grannis version and definitely went awww on how james humed it later when they danced!! the mystery is so good and the plot with lilliana evander and the order and time travelling is everything. cant wait for the next one and im honestly ready to jump into the fic and punch voldy moldy and his death eater cronies if they hurt james and rem.

i haven't read "amateurs at war" yet but safe to say that im gonna ramble in your asks when i do. and ahh speaking of which, im sorry for rambling on for so fucking long, i just really hope you know that you're a truly brilliant writer and paint magic with your words and your fics are appreciated so much

i don't even know where to start because this is making me cry (in the best way) and will forever be crying at "your writing is incredible, like on every mortal and supernatural plane that exists" :') :') This whole ask is so touching I'm just :') and please, come ramble in my asks anytime because I will totally ramble right back at you so strap in for a long response!!!

It makes me so happy that you like my James and Lily enough to text your BFF for an HOUR about it!! Like AGAJHDJASDLKJ and thank you for your appreciation of the Taylor Swift references!!! They were some of my favs to work in :):) Also tho, if Lily isn't wearing a cardigan at some point is it even a taylor swift au???? because like 'standing in your cardigan, kissing in my car again'

Sirius' best man speech would've been equal parts epic and embarrassing for them both ahahahhaha Fluff and cuteness was basically my whole vibe when writing these fics!! I'm so glad you liked James' parents because that bit was one of my absolute favourite pieces to write and yes the dinner with Petunia and Vernon as well ;) And I'm so happy you mentioned the rambling voicemails!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was just trying to give illicit affairs it's due respect because it's one of my favs and hearing you talk about how you think I portrayed all the emotions in the song so well has me so soft right now!!

"im convinced that everything you write is literary genius at this point" actually deceased after reading this!! THANK YOU SO MUCH!! <3 <3 And so so excited that you've even read my older fics!! The Girl In The Ivy House and Say You Won't Let Go will always hold such a soft spot in my soul for me so beyond happy that you liked them!!! And you danced when Between the Aisles came out?????? Again SO SOFT RN!!!

ATB does have a lot of troupes I just hope I'm pulling them off!! Thursdays are marked on your calendar??? *insert heart eyes x100000* AHHHH so so happy you liked the Dream A Little Dream Of Me part!!! It was one of my favs to write!! I know I'm the writer but can I also jump in with you to punch out Voldy and his cronies? Pls & thx. Don't wanna say too much because spoilers but I hope you enjoy the rest as much as you've enjoyed the start!!!!

Please don't be sorry for rambling in my asks!! This literally made my entire day/week/month/year/decade/century!! <3 <3 <3

#natanswers

[hannahwantstohide]

Dumarating na naman tayo sa panahon

I don't know if it's the hormones because I'm currently on my period. But maybe it's also a sign of burnout, stress, exhaustion and everything else.

I am now at the point where I do not like to work..anymore. I'm really so tired recently. My brain is chasing me. My mind is so upset that I'm not doing my best. But I am still doing my best, but my best is not good enough for now. I am not performing the usual thing lately. I do not have the fire.

My subconscious is telling me that I'm not at my best. I may be doing a lot but not enough. I don't understand I've been working smart, or so I think but maybe these kids are smarter than I am. They know how to turn things around in their favor. Any way, I keep comparing myself. Honestly, if the business could just pay like it does pay me at my current job, I'd quit and just find somewhere else that won't be as stressful as what this job has been doing to me mentally, physically and emotionally.

Idagdag mo pa yung current stress ko with the in-laws about the house they're going to build. Naiimagine ko palang ako na yung napapagod at nafoforesee na namin na kami na naman ang pagbabalingan ng mga stress ni mil sa mga expenses.

Sobrang na-offend ako sa term na naghihirap na kayo. Sabi ni hubby, joke lang yon pero hello kayo tong ang tagal naming inintindi tapos may ganung banat. Ewan ko ba. I wish my mommy's alive para may pagsumbungan din ako. Lalo na kapag pagod na ako sa trabaho ko tapos may ganito pang dagdag ang sarap mag-rant sa nanay mo. Tapos tatawanan ka lang, or sasabihin na ganyan lang talaga sa gobyerno.

Maybe I also have to understand na hindi na ako yung "best" na nasa isip ko. Things may be a little different now since may mga bago, mas bata, mas excited, mas gigil sa trabaho than I am. I also have to empower my staff and the rest of the LGU employees para gumaling sila at mas lalo silang maging magaling sa mga trabaho nila.

I hope that this is just a season sa buhay, na lilipas din ito, at na mayroon pa ring dadaan na mas magandang pagkakataon. To fix things, to resolve past mistakes, and become a better person din. I've been becoming a mean person recently and sometimes I really forget that I'm a Christian who has to focus in Christ. Of his plans for me. Siguro isa din na kina-iistressan ko na heto kami wala pa ring baby. Maybe it's time to go back to the doctor and get check-ups, work up and help for our baby.

Napaka hassle naman kasing pumunta sa doctor. Bukod sa napakahaba ng pila, ang gastos din. Di rin naman namin mapigilang hindi gumastos kasi ang mahal na din lahat ng bilihin. Ang daming ganap.

Lord, help. Alam mong sa'yo lang ako lalapit kapag ganitong ang bigat na. Salamat sa kalakasan. Continue to sustain me oh Lord.

Salamat din sa Tumblr. Everything gets lighter after you put your thoughts in. At least I get to release it somewhere.

[tfyouthinkiam505]

kina a lame ass rant//

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sometimes i feel like im too protective of my best friend lmao

i always be askin him how hes feeling n if he wants a hug

n ill randomly hug him n try to comfort him if i think he looks even the slightest bit sad

ill go in his room while hes sleepin n run my fingers through his hair a lil bit or rub his back

n ill fill his water bottle n set it on his nightstand for him in case he wakes up n is thirsty

n if its chilly, ill throw a blanket over him so he doesnt get cold

im always reminding him to take his meds or to shower

n i compliment him alot so he doesnt try n feel self conscious

i tend to kina baby the people im super close to n care a shit ton about

n its also kina a comfort thing for me cause deep down i really enjoy feeling close to people n bein comfortable with them

i mean i only started doin that recently for him even tho we been friends for like 3-4 years

cause im always scared to show that part of me cause i dont wanna weird my friends out or make them think i have feelings for them

when in reality, im just a very caring n touchy person

i crave being close to people

but i have to force myself to like push down that part of me

cause im scared of being t h a t close to people

yknow?

cause they always leave

n then i feel stupid and embarrassed for showing such a vulnerable side of myself

n every time that happens, the longer i have to know someone before i can allow myself to open up like that

which can also make dating hard

idk

[reine-cerissse]

Dearest someone,

Gusto ko lang iburst out tong nararamdaman ko. Sobrang bigat na po kasi. I dont know what to do. Di ko na kayang magpretend na Im always okay. Ang hirap hirap. Alam nyo po kung bat di ako nag oopen sa mga kaibigan ko? Kasi alam kong may problema dn sila. Isa pa, mula nung my misunderstanding ako sa isa sa bff ko naging matumal na ang pakikikamustahan ko pati sa mga iba pa naming mga kaibigan. Yung iba naman, talagang wala nang kamustahan, nahihiya rin naman akong bigla biglang magchachat sa knila para lang magsabi. Sa parents ko naman, inaamin ko napakaselfish ko sa part na nasasaktan ko yung sarili ko. Sorry mama, sorry papa. I didn't mean to hurt you. Alam ko namang mali yon. Hindi ko lang alam paano ko sasabihin na bukod pa sa inaalala ko kung paano ang buhay ko ngayon, si marvin naospital at hirap makahinga, natural lang masasaktan ako kasi sya nasanay nako na sya nagchi-cheer up saakin palagi. Pag nalungkot ako ng sobra sa kalagayan ni marvin hndi pwede kasi malulungkot din si mama. Kaya I always pretend. And then, yun pang problema namin ni marvin sa iba hndi pa nasesettle kasi na ospital rin yung pagkukunan sana. Iniisip ko rin yun. Isang taon at higit na namin inaantay ni marvin na dumating saamin yun pero hanggang ngayon andami paring pagsubok. Kung diko magawan yun ng paraan, mapagsasabihan nanaman ako ni papa na kesyo 'bat kasi di inuuna' 'bat dpa tapusin'. Dagdag mo na rin yung salitang matatanggap mo sa pakikipag usap dun sa mga taong kelangan kong harapin parin at sabihing nagkasakit si marvin.😭 Oo alam ko, may ibang tao pa na mas grabe ang mga dinanas nila sa buhay kumpara saakin. Pero hnd tayo parepareho ng pagtanggap sa bawat problema natin sa buhay. Ang maliit na bagay para sa iyo ay maaaring malaking bagay para saakin. Ang sakit sakit at ang hirap magpigil ng problema. Hnd ko kayang sabihin kina mama kasi mag aalala yun. Syempre nakakaguilty naman. Sobrang walang wala lang talaga akong masabihan kaya pasensya kana. Pasensya na kung andami ko pang sinasabi. Pero kasi, sa totoong mundo ng realidad saka lang naman magiging valuable yung salitang "saakin pwede kang magkwento" kung talagang huli na ang lahat. Kasi hangga't anjan ka at lumalaban, kahit gaano pa karami ang rants o problema mo sa buhay, papakinggan ka lang, minsan meron pangang magsasabi sayo patalikod ng 'buti nga sayo'. Hayyyssss😭 payakap po.

[moonwonuu]

Loooooeeee paki panindigan po yung kilig ko.

🥹👉🏻👈🏻 I mean- umagang umaga eto bubungad sakin omg. Now I know how you feel pag bumubungad submissions ko sayo sa umaga 😭😭

Wait sigaw lang ako ng mga payb seconds AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA okay na po. I’m just- hahahahhahahah tatawa ako dun sa lakas ng loob magbake ng cake ni marie tas di siya marunong no? Ano yun, nakagawa nga talaga siya or bumili na lang siya sa kanto? Kaso kasi wala namang ganyang ka-gandang cake na nabibili sa kanto (sorry na manong earl. At least masarap pandesal niyo. ✌🏻) tsaka supervised ba siya nina nonie? Naiimagine ko tuloy yung pure panic sa choi household nun.

At nagdrama talaga si hannie HAHAHHAHAHAHAH ilang gc ang pinagrant-an niya buong araw? At ilang beses din siya nagrant kina cheol sa span ng 20 hours? HAHHAHAHAHHAHA kaya nauumay sa kanya ang combo meal buti di siya nabigwasan ni isla 😂

Aaaaaaaaa happy birthday talaga sa bias wrecker natin: hannie ko baby ko!

- 🌸

AHAHAHAHA HELLO BEH 🫶🏼 good morning naman sakin, and hello sayo 🥹 siya gumawa nung cake kaya hanggang 11pm nag i-icing pa siya AHAHAH. o diba cinareer talaga niya yung pagiging bakerist niya 😂 ang nag supervise si isla, cheol at nonie tapos na amaze sila kasi marunong pala talaga si marie kahit first time niya ✊🏼 sumbong kita kay mang earl AHAHAH CHZ.

AHAHAHHAHA MGA 20 HOURS DIN SIYA NAG RANT KAYA TALAGANG NA BIGWASAN SIYA NI SHUA 😭 tapos muntikan lang naman si cheol and isla 😂😂

#cel.replies 💌 #🌸 anon

[abcdfghie]

"Kelan mo narealize lahat yan? I mean kelan? Pano? Bakit?"

Sa totoo beb. Nung una talaga kala ko suplada ka. Na di ka namamansin. Or trabaho, bahay lang ang buhay mo araw araw. Tas lagi kita nakikita mag isa. Wala ka makaramay o kwentuhan minsan bukod kina mj

Tas ayan natutuwa ako pag every Thurs nabibigyan kita ng upuan. Sa totoo lang ikaw gusto ko lagi bigyan kasi ikaw yung binibigyan ko na nag papasalamat. Then out of nowhere na feel ko comfortable ka kausap, kasi pag nakikita kita every Thurs or pag nakakatabi kita sa meeting na realize ko na "ay okay ka kausap, magaan parang no judge kung mag kwento" kasi ako kaya ko I distinguish sa isang tao kung pede ko siya kwentuhan, kung magiging comfortable ako sa kanya. then dun nag start ang chika. Nag simula sa chika gawa ni aira hahaha. Tas yun natutuwa ako kasi nag kekwento ka nadin, marunong ka din pala.mag sabi sa iba ng kwento mo. Then nung sumunod nagulat na ako na sakin ay nakakapag open ka na. Yung rants mo, yung inis mo na kekwento mo na sakin. Tas umiyak ka pa nga diba? After non sabi ko sa isip ko na parang wala kang ibang malapitan, so eto ako I start asking you everyday kung okay ka. I want to check you everyday kung kaya pa. Kasi alam ko na yung hirap mo.

Then nung naging busy ka din sa T0A. Yung time na umaga lang kita makikita akoy di ko mainintindihan at ikot pwet ko lagi kakahanap sayo. Nag start na namimiss na kita. Hinahanap hanap na kita. Kaya pag nakikita ko mga spe o associate mo na nasa taas, talagang lalapitan ko sila o sasabihan na "pasabi kay mam Gie miss ko na siya. Taas naman siya at pakita sakin" unti unti kong na realize na namimiss na kita, na gusto ko lagi ikaw makatabi, makakwentuhan at makausap. One time nga nagulat ako kasi andon ka pala sa taas nadinig mo na hinahanap kita kasi sabi mo sakin "hinahanap mo nanaman ako at namimiss mo" hahaha alam mo nahiya ako non kasi baka iba isipin mo hahaha. Tas yun nung pag tagal gusto ko ng attention mo beb. I start caring for you.

Tas eto pumasok si milktea nung binilhan kita ng napkin. That day eh super saya ko kasi sumama ka sakin sa labas. For me quality time siya. Then that night nung kakain, akoy masaya din kasi sa unahan ka naupo, tas may pic ka pa sa cp ko pero sa totoo lang nalungkot ako nung bigla ka din umuwi non kasi nga may nagagalit na nasa isip ko "nu ga yon ngayon ko lang makaka sama pag labas uuwi pa agad" kaya kung mapapansin mo non text ako ng text at tawag ng tawag ako non sayo. Kasi namiss kita bigla tas makikita kitang mag isang uuwi non. Nag aalala ako non kaya natawag ako.

Tapos yan na dumating si 3 days. Alam mo bang kilig na kilig ako at nireplyan mo ko? Tas hihikain ako sa kilig nung sabi mong missyoutoo? Hahahaha 😍😍 tas yun na kwentuhan tayo maghapon mag damag. Ang saya sobra. Tapos sinabi mo sakin na parang naging bf mo ko sa loob ng 3 days nako ang puso ko di ko mainintindihan sa saya 💓 then na eexcite na ako lagi pumasok non. Lagi na may nag aantay sakin sa upuan ko. May tumatabi sakin just to have chika with me and to be with me. Tas alam mo yun na kahit ang banas banas akoy ayos lang basta mahanginan ka lang. Tapos eto pumasok si ronnel. Nung bumisita tayo sa burol feeling ko sweet nating dalawa. HAHA ewan ko ba kung nag assume ako pero sweet natin kasi may pahawak sa kamay habang nababa ng sasakyan tas may patabi pa sakin ang aking beb. You know naman kung bakit talaga ako batangas dumaan non kasi gusto nga kita ihatid

Tapos eto na nung nag break kayo. That whole week sobra kang stress non. Bumabagsa katawan mo kasi di ka nakain, tas lagi kamg malungkot. So ang ginagaw ako binibilhan kita ng food, pinapatawa kita para makaimot ka. Tapos ayan, nalampasan mo yung takot mo at yung stress mo.

Ako naman naging stress at malungkot gawa ng subaru. Tas you made me realize na andiyan ka din for me na di mo ko iniiwan. Parang kahit wala ako ka value value eh andiyan ka you value me. Kaya wag mo ko iiwasan ha kasi super nakakalungkot beb. Sobraaaaaaa Then eto na i realize na nag evolve na feelings ko sayo. Kasi ayaw kita mapahamak, ayaw ko ba ng akoy nag seselos. Ayokong nag aalaka kung asan ka ba nag iinom, bakjt ganon oras mo gusto umuwi. Kasi gusto kita beb. Ewan ko kung gusto mo din ako pero yes, gusto kita beb. Ayaw kita mawala. Siguro nung una indenial ako pero now I'm certain na gusto kita, super halaga mo sakin. I treasure and love you. Kahit ano yang past mo tanggap kita kahit ano pa yan.

-April 15,2022

#love #G

[rae-gar-targaryen]

Hello! How have you been?! It’s microbiology anon! 🥰 How is Cheddar doing?! Is he doing well?! This heat is trying to unalive me I stg. 😭 Oh, are you feeling better? ✨ - microbiology anon 🧪🔬

ps. How do you get over that feeling when a story you write doesn’t do well right away? I’ve been writing for years on here but I still get into those moods where it’s frustrating when you write something that doesn’t take off right away. It especially sucks when you’ve been working on it for a long time. 🫠. have there ever been any stories that you’ve experienced this with? 🫠

Hi my lovely microbiology anon! I'm always thinking of you, I swear, and then you pop up and I'm like ~the universe, she knows~

I'm SO sorry about the heat -- I hope it passes soon. I'm kina praying for rain myself but it doesn't rain much here 😭😭

YES, let's talk about fic reception, my love! Thank you for asking because ho boy, do I have some EXPERIENCE with exactly what you're talking about! First of all, I'm sorry that you're experiencing this feeling. I go through it CONSTANTLY -- and it's so frustrating!

When I posted my Andrew!Peter tattoo AU, "hang the stars upon tonight," I unfortunately chose a very quiet weekend when the dash was dead. And the AG fandom, I feel like, is slowing down a bit in terms of engagement these days anyway? It's not anything anyone's doing wrong, but I think people are interested in new and different things all the time! In any case, I worked on it for MONTHS and then it just... Didn't take off how I was hoping? Man, I was DEVASTATED!

Truly, I'm so grateful for anyone at ALL who reads my writing and enjoys it, and I know it shouldn't be about the notes. But we kinda can't help but feel disappointed when that happens, right? Especially when folks ask for a tag. And the algorithm is finicky on top of it...

And after I posted it I got a few rude anons (that I elected not to answer) basically mocking me for not getting as many notes on it.

It was just a LOT.

I'm sorry to rant -- it doesn't answer your question!

I guess I "get over it" by going back and rereading the kind notes and rbs and tags I DID receive, and re-reading a part I wrote that I was really proud of. And then I start thinking about the next one... And hope it hits better??

Again, the algorithm is so finicky, and if you're writing in either a fandom that's quiet, or one that's super busy where it's easy to get drowned out, it can be frustrating when you don't get the reception you're hoping for.

I truly try to engage with every fic I read or am tagged in, whether it's a comment or a RB, because I know how hard writers work on things and they deserve to feel appreciated! You deserve to feel appreciated! I'm sure your fic is BEAUTIFUL!

Do you mind me asking who you're posting for currently? (If not, that's okay!) 💜🌻🌿☀️😘

P.S. I'm doing better, and Cheddar is doing GREAT! We've been enjoying our walks alot lately and he's so good on the leash! I'm so proud of him. 🥺🌸

#microbio babes #🧪🔬anon #on writing #sorry for venting ahhh #but also thanks for asking this??? #im glad it doesn't happen to JUST me