#life threatening illness

[fallinginreversefanblog]

This is so moving 🥹 Like almost the same happened a few weeks ago. You're so right, the joy of the moment goes to the victim, and the memory stays with the family. The best gift, the only value you can give to someone dying 💔

#ronnie radke #falling in reverse #good deeds #life threatening illness

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hm. im not very big on new years resolutions, they're too much pressure. but... perhaps i can handle new years Desires

this year i want to complete a lil comic, fan-based or otherwise. i'd like to also complete some sort of storyboard/animatic thing. i want to develop a coloring style that i can be proud of. i want to get to a point with my dragons where they can have a coherent story & world to live in. i want to think of so many fun, trivial facts about my characters. i want to post more about them. i want to write and post an original thing, be it 1k words or 10k. i want to finish the rough draft of a book i outlined. i want to be kinder to myself. i want to create more gift art for others. i want to put more effort & care & love into my art. i want to force myself into the world and figure out how to live. i want to make an irl friend. try a new craft - scrapbooking, maybe, or making an enamel pin. i want to finish that last commission and make a new sheet for more. i want to be freer with myself. i want to finish at least three fics. i want to go whale watching again. i want to improve my art, especially in the matter of drawing people. i want to bake something tasty and share it with the neighbors. i want to be content with existing. i want to have more good things in life to list on bad days. i want to build a birdhouse.

#i also... want to buy sort & jar more clay sprinkles #and unpack everything in my room #last place i lived in for three years had boxes from that move that i never opened #not this time... this time Everything will find a place... #maybe ill try poetry! maybe ill volunteer on a tallship again! #maybe ill change my hair! spice up my style! leash train my cat! #i want to improve my writing as well #and read more books! even if im just rereading! #No! i want to read priory of the orange tree! #absolutely unprompted #the last few years ive just... had very little hopes or desires #it was just one month after the next with the knowledge that id do nothing the next year too #not this year please. not this year.... #i want to Try. i want to live. please? please #the beginning of this year is gonna be tough and my life's stability is being threatened #but! i will hold on hope with bloody teeth. im gonna make it this time. i want to change for the better #and i will. thats my only resolution. the others are maybes and what ifs #but i Am going to change. i want to be in the world and so i shall be. i want to be a person and so i will make it happen #clinging to that this year. im worth it! this time i really am worth it.

[lelyssaa]

lil dr. house doodle with bonus cat ears :33 as my contribution to the fandom

bonus bonus:

come up with a caption for them

#oh to be a girl with an unknown life-threatening illness in new jersey #house md #house md fanart #gregory house #greg house #dr house #house md ducklings #house md art #lelyssaa art

[suncaptor]

nothing will make you sympathise with conspiracy theorist ideology more than having a seemingly rare reaction to a vaccine lmao.

#reading articles that try to falsify genuine incorrect information about the covid vaccines from 2021 is making me feel insane #'there's no way the covid vaccine can trigger an autoimmune disorder' uhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #factually extremely wrong! #they're soooo condescening too like why on EARTH do you think people who are genuinely sick or scared would believe you. #they'll be like there's no scientific evidence that anyone can be harmed by the covid vaccine <3 blatantly untrue. #I know that part of this is retrospect like obviously since more studies have come out and all #but it's infurirating bc they're from the time *I* was having those symptoms *and* telling doctors about it *and* being told the connection #to my other severe symptoms from the covid vaccine were Utterly Impossible (since proven false) and that if the symptoms WERE related #it meant i had a life threatening illness at worst and had a high chance of losing my vision at best #likeeeeeeeee #doctors still DO NOT know what the fuck they're doing do NOT trust anyone who gives ANY 100% answers #i don't know why i'm doing this i just said to stop obsessing but i'm just reading pages and articles on countering misinformation to make #sure i don't -- i want to know the conspiracy theories to recognise them immediately right #and then people are just saying bullshit to defend themselves #i mean most of the anti covid vacc people were also far right so i don't have too much sympathy for their vaccine ideology #but like. fucking hell what a way to push people into conspiracies. #you CAN'T counter misinformation by SPREADING MORE MISINFORMATION #just because it SOUNDS BETTER and MORE REASSURING to say there's not chance of harm doesn't mean you should #there's A LOW chance of harm THAT IS MUCH MUCH less high than the impacts of covid #god I'm pissed off. 2021 i was so fucking terrified of spreading this shit just by talking about my lived experiences. #to say i was not taking the pandemic seriously OR anti vax is so blatantly ridiculous considering who I am as a person but that doesn't mea #that the covid vaccine specifically didn't make me ill :////// #delete

[slutdge]

I know I make a lot of jokey posts about what experiencing a psychotic episode is like for me but I also want yall to know thats a coping skill. Psychotic episodes are terrifying and take a large toll on my health. I make jokes to cope but there is not a single thing enjoyable or "quirky" or humorous about experiencing them. I have psychotic episodes because of very painful things that happened to me as a child, please don't ignore that detail if you're an apsychotic laughing along with my jokes about it. All of the humor about my illness is rooted in the unbearable pain I have to deal with every day.

#i hope this made sense im sleep deprived and still not feeling well #anyways today during a psychotic episode i convinced myself that i needed to kill myself because theres #another life that im meant to be in and when i die ill get to it #and i came very close so. no. psychosis isnt quirky. its life threatening especially when you have no supports #when you have nothing

[squeakadeeks]

Knight Aether ✨complete✨

GODDAMN it took a hell of a hustle (and several very nasty burns) but older/Knighted Aether is finally ready for his reveal 💃 🪩  I think this is one of the most complex armors i've made to date. Everything was crazy involved from having to dye fabric, wefting+adding lights to the wig, patterning the armor, wrapping the armor, planning/rigging the lights and then just getting the dang thing on. I am completely and utterly exhausted from working on this beast but HE'S HERE

 Foam on this project sponsored by cos com cosplay supplies!

#my cosplay #genshin impact #genshin impact cosplay #genshin impact traveler #genshin impact aether #cosplay armor #MY BONES HURT #FOR REAL #1000% over-did it on this project and not in a cute way #BUT ITS DONE #i Litcherally have no idea how I managed to make this while recovering from a life-threatening illness- #starting work at a new lab and teaching like gangbusters #i need to lay down for 10000 years

[almoonds]

#feeling yumary deprived #can kkg skip to the part when yumary #yumary for life #yumary #kakegurui #mary saotome #yumeko jabami #sitting one each other's laps is THEIR thing #mary does it so she can threaten yumeko #yumeko does it to tease mary #pls do not repost #or ill WHOOP ur ass #and delete this

[spartalabouche]

im not saying that pharmacists and doctors shouldnt be allowed to have breaks or should be overworked or anything but i think its a little cruel that pharmacies and doctors offices can close for a holiday or for a little bit of snow at the drop of a hat when like. home depot employees or something are forced to work in a snowstorm on christmas eve. like i just think medical attention and medication is more important but thats just me. hire more doctors and pharmacists for the love of god

#txt #gekkering #and i donf want these people being put in danger or anything wrt to the snow thing but like we got not even an inch of snow and both pharmac #ies i go to have been closed all weekend as far as i can tell #and my medication is not life threatening if i dont get it but if itwas ???? and the rest ofthe store IS STILL OPEN. #i dont know man. it drives me crazy. #the doctor one especially because the nurses work around the clock ill get a message from a nurse over theweekend being like sowwy she will #approve your refill soon!!!! but they cant approve it for her and she wont check any emails or anything until she absolutely has to #you cant approve a fucking prescription on mlk day? its one button. #just drives me batshit. i wish there was some better method for this shit

[probablyhuntersmom]

Extraordinary luck :O

#my Flapjack plush will get to visit 6 countries this year #my Hunter with his cute lil' apron would've visited 4 by end of the year (counting the local sightseeing here where we live) #we're visiting Vietnam after Christmas since my brother's decided he's never moving back here #after the heap of traumatic stuff from this year? extraordinary luck #the only good thing about contracting a life-threatening physical illness (C word) is ironically it's opened more doors in this way #as long as that fucker doesn't metastasize in my body again lol #and the dual citizenship hiccup means I gotta pass through Thailand to get to my aunt's for Halloween. can't fly directly #which means! more fun sightseeing with my plushies #(I am definitely n-o-t a person who can just hop on a plane regularly so..) #loz says stuff

[lobotomyladylives]

people often assume when we all go out together that I'm my half brothers mom (I'm 20 years older than him) & that his parents are his grandparents & it's so funny bc I know it bothers them. old ass idiots

#my dad was 49 & his wife was 45 when they had him #the story behind his birth is actually extremely fucked up like everything else about their relationship #so my dad left her like a million times to try to go back to my mom (who kept telling him no unless he sorted out his issues) then he #would always run right back to her & she always took him back. anyways i guess he said smth along the lines of #''my wife (he was still married to my mom) will always be the love of my life bc shes the mother of my kids'' #and...she went off bc & on fertility treatments without telling him. then shes pregnant & he is still saying he wants to come back to us #so she said he will never see their kid & her son from a previous marraige THREATENED MY DAD AT GUNPOINT #and said if you ever leave my mom again ill fucking kill yoi #so then the divorce was finalized & they got married & my half brother was born. rest is history #for the record i dont feel sorry for my dad at all it was his fault too. the fucking hypocrite was having sex before marriage #and he knew she was nuts & far too attached to her #what a fucking idiot. all he had to do was get on meds & in therapy & admit he was wrong & he could have stayed with us #but he needed constant validation & to be in charge of everything & thats what his new wife gives him. she converted to his cult & now they #raise my brother in it. and she just does whatever my dad wants & lets him treat her like shit. i would actually feel sorry for her if sh #if she werent such a fucking awful person. and she tries to be all nicey nice w/us despite being a literal homewrecker. #and doing things like telling my dad he cant spend more than 50 dollars per year on each of us #while having him buy her a third car & a 1500 dollar fur coat. lol #theyre so much better off financially than us that its unreal. my mom doesnt get a penny despite how much we are struggling #but if i want a relationship with my half brother i just have to pretend none of this is weird or wrong. #anyways i just hope he never finds out the circumstances of his birth bc god can you fucking imagine

[calamitys-child]

FUCK. I hate having to make adult financial decisions.

#the problem is. TECHNICALLY I've been saving to move out #but until my monthly pay is 1. stable and 2. a lil better that is simply not a sustainable achievable goal #and now . i have enough money to actually afford lasik. #which i want very badly bc i hate wearing glasses cause it inhibits me doing activities i love and enjoy #but equally i fucking HATE spending money like i cant comprehend things being more than like. £100 #and this would be a 4 figure sum of money #thats. too many figures. and i feel like i shouldnt ever use it for something that isnt life threatening #but also it Would enable me to like... go to gigs. perform. work out. manage my migraines. #i just cant bring myself to spend money on a large scale. i remember not too long ago when i had less than £60 to my name in the world #having the ability to spend money on something just For Me thats more substantial than. say. a £30 gig ticket #is absolutely foreign to me #and it makes me sick with fear that if i ever spend it ill be two months from risking homelessness again even though #logically i know im in a stable home right now #anyway!!! poverty is traumatic as fuck and if jobs paid a real living wage for a weeks work maybe i would be able to be normal about this!!!

[lestatslestits]

@whumpuary Prompt 1 — Secret Revealed

Fandom: Broadchurch

Warnings: Medical procedures (discussed), life-threatening illness (discussed)

Word Count: 982

Loosely inspired by this photo:

“I thought we were going to lose your dad that year,” Ellie says, and Daisy’s breath catches in her throat.

“Sorry, what?”

It’s just after midnight, the earliest hours of the new year, and Daisy Hardy and Ellie Miller are huddled in the semi-darkness of the living room poring over photo albums from years past. It’s her first winter holiday home from university, and she’s feeling oddly nostalgic for a time she thought she would never miss. She’s fairly sure Ellie’s never seen most of these photos, school pictures and holidays captured in snapshots and carefully pasted into albums by the inexpert hands of Alec Hardy. Most of them are from before Daisy came to Broadchurch, documentation of a time Alec himself was scarcely present for.

2014 is particularly sparse: her relationship with her dad had been strained at best during that period. She had loved him and hated him, pushed him away and missed him so tangibly that it made her chest ache. They’ve only got one photo together from that year, a painfully self-conscious one taken by a disinterested employee at a pub in Sandbrook during one of his rare visits. It’s a family portrait of a family that no longer exists. In it, she and her mum are a cheerful group of two, while her father stands at a distance, posture tense. “You might try smiling,” her mum had sniped in that tone she kept carefully light.

It hadn’t been a great year.

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#whumpuary2024 #whumpuaryno1 #secret revealed #broadchurch #alec hardy #broadchurch fanfiction #cw: medical procedures (mentioned) #cw: life threatening illness (mentioned)

[wizardnuke]

i don't have a belly button. have i explained that to yall. i have a little skin graft there. several of my organs did not want to be along for the ride

#i was an ssri baby #i dodged a lot of other comorbid health defects but NOT the digestion issues one which is now kicking my ass 20 years down the line #ig ill take tummyaches over the stat of 20% have life threatening heart defects

[olde-scratch]

love how fanon kuniharu went from well-meaning, but kinda pathetic dad to emotionally abusive, self-centered sperm donor who's only there because kurumi loves him

#saiki k #the disasterous life of saiki k #saiki no psi nan #saiki kuniharu #the fandom really turned on him QUICK when they started projecting lmao #but remember no ones allowed to speak ill of kuniharu other than kusuo otherwise hell threaten you with a life or death scenario #dw the turnaround was fun to witness #(and participate in cough cough) #really got some good info out of it in terms of how we can project onto saiki in our next fics and fanart and daydreams #so whos next when we're done demolishing kuniharu

[abba-enthusiast]

I don’t have covid anymore god bless <3

#like. all in all. it wasn’t that bad. first time in months i allowed myself to relax and i read 500 pages #which isn’t technically a good thing - i Should be worried about the fact that it took a potentially life threatening illness for me to Not #think about uni all the time. like girl take a fucking break there’s more to life 😭 #anyway i barely had any symptoms so i‘m really grateful #linda loquitur

[trinitycove]

Appreciation post for my bf. But first I must give context involving my shitty, financially abusive, violent, drug-dealing, coke-addicted ex.

It has been a few years since I last had to go to hospital for it. And the last time I was here for DKA I was with a then-boyfriend now ex. He was mad at me about something so at first he refused to drive me to the hospital. Then when we finally did go the car broke down and we had to call an ambulance and of course he made that out to be my fault.

He didn't stay with me while I was in emerge, triage, or the short-term stay room let alone when I was admitted to a room upstairs. I was so sad and alone and my only company was this sweet elderly woman in the bed next to me who would check on me periodically. The nurses were kind as usual.

My friends told me to leave him, but I didn't listen because I foolishly believed things could get better, I could fix him, he would come around eventually. It wasn't until I started making friendships with women outside of his circle that I saw what I really deserved and how I wasn't getting anything I wanted.

As for my boyfriend today, this was his first time experiencing my DKA with me. As soon as I let him know I threw up, he came straight home from helping his dad out with something. He stayed by my side and monitored my vomiting. Once I couldn't keep water down (third puke) he said "babe, we're going to the hospital."

It felt so nice for someone else to take control while I felt so miserable and sick. To be able to let go. I'm often the one in charge, keeping track of what's been done and what needs to be done, and taking care of others.

He even made sure there was a bucket to bring with us in the car (I was dry heaving at this point) and he helped me pack a bag because I started doing it before he noticed. He didn't know DKA usually means an overnight stay or longer.

While I was in triage and then put into a temporary room he held onto my overnight bag and purse and asked around to find me. He then showed up and out of concern let me know I was very pale and shaking. I kind of snapped (high sugars make emotional regulation very difficult and often cause irritability) and told him to stop pointing things out it was making it worse. Because I have anxiety and PTSD the more I hear about my symptoms the worse they get, psychosomatic kind of thing. He did not get upset, he just took note and stopped making comments, moving on to another topic to try and distract me. I could barely talk, but it was nice to have the company and hear him talking.

What I found really helpful was when he came back after he had to leave for visiting hours just to bring me a warm blanket. The IV is usually cold and the basement of this hospital has a lot of AC. He then stayed up late on a work night just to make sure I was feeling better even a little bit. Which I was.

Today he came by unexpectedly and brought me a bottle of water and my toothbrush/toothpaste since we had forgotten to pack those items. He forgot my Tim's tea, but it was actually okay because when my meal came there was a tea with it.

I feel so cared and loved for. I am so happy I don't have to beg for him to care for me while I'm sick. I take care of him when he is sick and now that I know he does the same, it makes me really happy.

#i don't get sick sick often #usually just a high sugar here or there #this is the first time i've been really sick with this bf #like he's made me soup when i had a cold and done whatever i needed #but this is so different #because of how life threatening the illness is #my beautiful handsome man #me #t1d #actually diabetic #t1 diabetes #dka #hospital #tw vomit #tw puke #tw throw up mention #tw coke mention #tw cocaine #my jakey