#like ok this happens and this happens. what does that mean i dont know i barely get what is happening in the first place. whats the signific

[lokh]

things that may happen once The Fight is animated: 1) shuro is hated for getting in the way of yuri, 2) shuro is hated because of how he treated laios or 3) laishuro explodes in popularity??!!!

#SURELY PEOPLE THAT LIKE RIVALRIES OR ENEMIES TO LOVERS WILL COME THRU??!!!! #not that they're Really either but u know what i mean. the people who see a pair fight #and go. Hm. actually #dungeon meshi spoilers #howling. rightfully pointed out that all these things could happen at once #but as long as laishuro does explode in popularity im ok with that... #anyways i also feel like 'getting in the way' gives him too much credit #i dont think he was ever a serious contender. lmao 😭

[tategaminu]

Callum is so handsome I hope they reveal his father as the hottest man ever

#if he snatched sarai it means he was a catch like Harrow #callums dad Mullac we may see him in a flashback #if shes asian what if he was like european idk now i dont know where katolis is based of but it reminds me of europa ok #i used to think he doesnt remembers him but seeing puzzle house he does #holy shit thats so sad he had to mourn him oh my god #imagine being like 3 and losing your dad #wait that happens often in this damn series #tdp #the dragon prince #tdp callum #callum #i once read the theory of viren being his dad and i hate it thanks #doesnt make sense and callum is too good looking like no thanks

[puppyeared]

weird that the shape of love is two beating hearts glued together and not two hands holding each other

#well technically it comes from the shape of two hearts sewn together but i dont know how that translates to romance.. literally its kinda #disturbing but symbolically i guess it is kind of sweet #my friend and i were talking and she said something about someone saying a lover cant just be a friend you can kiss but i think i disagree #i kind of think the point of a lover IS a friend you can kiss because like it must get exhausting having to convince yourself you can only #feel romantic things towards your lover right? i mean i dont know if my feelings are shaped like anyone else's so maybe its more of a case #by case basis. for me id like someone whose hand i can hold and i can make pancakes for them and maybe kiss but like not strictly romantic #and not strictly platonic. and my feelings are all over the place because one day ill be really into someone i like and another day ill be #really chill about it. so its hard to say what i feel for someone if its always changing #maybe thats why i think lovers should be friends you can kiss because its coming from my way of feeling? hmmm #like i want to be able to say i love you and mean it romantically one day and then say love you in a platonic way the next day and itd be #ok?? does that make sense??? like i know its the same phrase but its like the feeling i put with it is different each time. idk #its why i find dating someone hard because its constantly going up and down and its never balanced. itd probably really confusing unless i #were to date someone whose feelings works the same way. just some food for thought i guess but then again every relationship needs work #im not sure if that fits into the category of work though.. i cant tell myself what im going to feel #it just happens and theres not much i can really do about it except tell that person what im feeling. hnnnnnhhgh #maybe its better if i just stick to watching fictional couples work it out lmao #yapping #txt

[perenlop]

i think what keeps me drawn to leon as a champion and why hes probably my favorite one is probably that when i played sword, i kinda went in purposely reading his attitude towards the player as a cry for help. like he’s trapped in the galar league and rose is keeping him there and its not like he can just throw a match or anything so he tries to make sure you get stronger and stronger until you naturally overpower him and he can finally leave and just live his own life outside of how corporate the league system is in galar. and like it doesnt hold up to the actual game at all if you think about it for more than five minutes but idk i think its a cool theoretical way to look at his character. i like to see him as someone who’s kinda been stuck in the same place he was when he was 14 and never really found himself outside of battling and keeping the league’s image and marketing up

#……. him making his own battle tower aside ok i KNOW this doesnt hold up i just like to think abt it #i dont say this to demonize him either like ooooooo hes putting a child in his stifling positin what a monster #like… ok it doesnt sound GOOD but i dont think he means any malice i think if he does think abt that its with a ton of guilt #and idk maybe if that did happen he tried to help the player from the outside #echoed voice

[widevibratobitch]

its 'i know it doesnt matter and im used to it at this point but im actually a little sad that im kinda ugly' hours

#its ok ill stop thinking about it in a moment but yeah. thats what happens when i see pictures of myself next to my friends #they're all so hot and beautiful this is like. kinda unfair ngl lol #and like. i realise they dont mean those as actually backhanded compliments. but it sure does feel that way #most of the time i do try to embrace it and ive mostly made piece with the fact that im not here to be pretty but to be weird and funny #peace ffs* #but sometimes you'd just want to see a candid photo someone took of you when you weren't looking #and not feel the need to immediately turn it into a joke because the only alternative available is to confront that the fact that you are. #indeed. Fucking Ugly lol #like idk. i genuinely dont mind that when im with my friends at home. but here all the girls at this fucking uni #are so OBSESSED with their looks #and i was kinda mean to one yesterday. still in a haha-jokey way but goddammit i hate how good it felt #cause like girl. dont think i dont know what you're doing when we're taking selfies. and its okay. #i can be The Ugly Friend That's Only There To Make You Even Prettier. i can be that. but i want you to KNOW that I KNOW. #you're not fooling me darling <3 and i honestly find it even more insulting that you'd think you could lol #babygirl ive been doing *this* my whole life. believe me i know how to stop that fucking behaviour. you're not being as subtle as you think #*spot lol #peace and love but i really would be SUCH a different person if i were pretty its not even funny. so maybe it's for the better huh

[ajdrawshq]

im glad that despite being on the backburner for . years. i can still think of my main aus like i never stopped :] kh on the brain forever

#looked thru one of my note for the pmd au and immediately got new ideas for it . i am so fucking back #made me wanna expand whats going on w Terra n Aqua since they dont have much going on besides. well. be legendaries basically #(they take the roles of rescue team Groudon n Kyogre as well as Latios n Latias in psmd. n technically also Entei for Terra in psmd) #that seems like a lot but i know what im doing i swear 👍 #maybe i should find a way to include the khdr kids since i havent gotten to that yet.. could be fun #oh ! also been working on ways to connect Terra w Ansem n Xemnas :] probably gonna be more canon-esque than most other things #but it kinda works w the rescue team part of the timeline #and i really need to figure out how exactly to work around Xehanort bc of what he can and does do both in canon and taking his role here.. #ironically these things are also backed up by pmd iq groups . now that i think abt it #i also need yo do more work on the psmd part of the timeline since its arguably the most altered part so far #since i dont really cover gates or rescue team anyway . explorers and super just connect a lil too well #i mean tbf gates and super are way too easy to also connect to each other bc like. come on. #but who would be the duo for that .. or maybe it could be earlier in the pmd timeline than it is .. hm. #that Could line up a something else i have planned actually. could be funky. theres two (2) different duos i have in mind #maybe more depending on who else i could slap in here #ok yeah. i have objectively the funniest duo to put in gates. thats happening now <3

[todayisafridaynight]

def made a post bout this before but Heaven Knows Im Not Hunting For It anyway how public. yall think sawashiro was once aoki became governor right.... like do we know what im asking rn.......

#snap chats #of course ill elaborate in the tags #god hang on. chest pain. YEAH NO I FOUND OUT THE FOOD I HAD EARLIER HAD LENTILS IN IT #AND IM SEVERELY ALLERGIC TO LENTILS SO THATS WHY IVE BEEN DYING #anyway no Elaboration Time #cause im ASSUMING the public didnt know about aokis connections to the yakuza..... #and im sure they'd recognize an Omi Alliance Pin the second they saw it..... so like... #i dont think he's REGULARLY walkin round with dude in tow..... #still laughing at sawashiro tagging along to the hospital like Bro Why Are You Here..... Who Invited You..... #jo the fuck're you doing when you aren't shoved into the closet in aoki's office like what do you DO dawg #feels like he kinda does just float in space... i mean he was there for the whole Dinner Debacle #so its not like Divorce happened and he's not rockin with arakawa anymore #i guess it's not impossible to imagine bro does work with arakawa he just. sometimes bounces over to aoki's office #yeah that makes sense Fair Nuff #'snap why are you asking this' well FOR YOUR INFORMATION ive ALWAYS wondered but also it's relevant to a comic i might make #it's nothing major if sawashiro Is a weird little secret it just means i have to mod my comic idea a bit #but honestly maybe not much.... naw i already have a vision for it OK Im Set For Later Then. Still Wanna Know Tho. #oh yeah. ive given up writing tonight LMAO #I TOLD YALL NEVER TRUST ME WHEN I SAY SOMETHING I ALMOST DONE #writing just feels so stale to me i feel like whatever im writing isnt actually interesting #oh well. still gonna push through with it im just tired rn LMAO #and since streaming's gonna start sooner i really should sleep sooner..

[safekeeperscosm]

Ya know, I’m thinking about how season 3 would happen in the amphibibabies au, specifically about how Anne would meet Mr and Mrs Boonchuy. In cannon, they reunited because Anne knew where to go, but au Anne doesn’t, so the first human she really meets on Earth would be Dr. Jan, because the logic of “go to the museum to look for old evidence” still holds up in the au.

I’m just imagining Dr. Jan hearing about this how Anne was found by the Plantars as a baby, accepting that info, then realizing an hour after they left that Anne must have come from somewhere on Earth before that. She would just immediately start looking into 13 year old missing persons cases. She finds a triple missing children’s case that fits the bill, shows a picture to Hop Pop to confirm that it’s indeed a picture of baby Anne, and now they know where to go to find them.

Or imagine if Dr. Jen called the Boonchuys first. Like “Hey, ya know that daughter of yours that went missing as a baby? I might just have some new info on that.” How does a parent even respond to that!?

In either case, that’s when the real angst begins.

YO YESS THAT'S SO SMART YOOOO

y'know I'm reminded how I'm still boggled by @/fermented-writers-block's prediction that they'd end up on Earth before we saw TC..

I might've been spoiled by this fic so my first thought would be the police station, then they'd break out cause some scary government guys (or they just do) show up fghs

they hide out at the museum which should be GREAT while on the run from the police and government, Anne gets to a hospital and that's where she and her parents reunite? oh man..

HELLO ALSO FICS THAT ARE VERY DIVERGENT/INSPIRED BY?? WHAT!!!! I need to read these ouuwhwgheuheuhehhh

Maybe it's a human thing? by DragonLovingGirl6, Sketchy_Vore

Boonchuys or Beasts? by AVerySoggyLonelyQuiche

Medicated by DragonLovingGirl6, Opin88

#FGJSG PEOPLE STILL LIKE AMPHIBIBABIES IM GONNA THROW UP FGHDHHDHJKDK IDK HOW TO FEEL ABOUT IT IT'S PARTIALLY ABANDONED CAUSE I HAVE NO #INTEREST IN CONTINUING? IDK MAN #it does make me semi happy to know it is loved if not my me. it happened in a time of my life and i honestly just care about sasha & grime #💀 that doesnt mean the other two are any less interesting actually even MORE but it hurts my primitive monkey brain to think too hard abou #t since im not very. into it atm ykno? #i dont have the brainrot so the process is bleugh #like ive said a many times before #DO WHAT TOU WANT ITS FREE DOMAIN!!! INFINITE UNIVERSES AND INFINITE BABIES!!! NOTHING IS CERTAIN AND HAVE FUN!!! #unfortunately i nolonger am #the idea is nice but i wouldn't commit to it lmao #ok i just looked at an amphibibaby tag (APPARENTLY??) and this might resurge my passion for drawing again #this was in my drafts for a while #yeah safe answers stuff #amphibibabies au

[cryptid-on-a-string]

My place in the friend group is “Just a little guy who won’t shut up about their niche hobbies/interests every second all the time”

#for example #One time a few months ago one of my friends literally had to look me in the eye and say #Ok. Nobody else here fucking knows or cares about synchronized swimming. we dont know what you are fucking talking about #and that really kinda put things into perspective for me #I’m trying my best to shut the fuck up whenever I can but no matter how hard I try I just keep bringing things up #and i know im like the only one in the room whos into those certain specific things and nobody else really understands or cares #Why can’t I shut up why can’t I shut up why can’t I shut up #I don’t mean to do it I promise it just happens I’m so sorry #fuck this kinda turned into a vent I didn’t mean to write that much #sorry :( #How the fuck does anyone even tolerate being my friend I feel so bad about all of this

[thebirdandhersong]

🌷

#mr knight told me he loved me and i am still in Shock #this is the first time i think ? or at least the time before he said he meant it platonically #(poor mr knight does put his foot in his mouth sometimes i still dont know what he meant by it) #anyhow this happened :)))) and i am still processing #ok granted it was a very quick Love You at the end of a call #but STILL this is a Moment!!!! #from mr knight who finds it hard to express things verbally this means a lot #to me at least 😭😭😭 he also told me that he missed me so much and i was like Oh?? what?????? #anyhow. calming down calming down #the planetarium chapter

[ohmeowmy]

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#god ok . vent in tags #saur basically i have been stuck at home doing nothing but studying for the past. 3 years? idk #and now i am Finally starting irl in person school again albeit. Very Late into the school year #and my parents r like. obviously she will be distracted from your studies #bitch what fucking distraction. like. studying for 14 hours a day is not normal you Know that right. right. say sike rn #ugh fucking. im so angry. i want to live and make mistakes and be stuck in uncomfortable situations and then get to laugh about it later!!! #i dont want to spend hours and hours and hours with no one except my family and the internet for company #and this is so frustrating i want to live!!!!! i want to live i want to live i want to live #i want to live but i dont want to be alive. is this anything #alive is tedious. living is free. god i want to jump into a river #ofc i Can just do what i want to do but the specter of my parents disapproval will be hanging like the sword of damocles #mental illness moment <- she has realized she has only two states of being either manic energy or dissociative blankness #ergh the last 2 months have been filled with uncomfortable realizations about myself. what do you Mean constantly wishing you were dead is #not something that happens to other people #what do you Mean. wh #is living not incredibly hard for everyone. no??? its not supposed to be???? thats. huh #anyway. god im so tired #holding on to the faintest hope that it will get better. ive made a promise to stay alive till 21 at least #lets see if it really does get better. i hope it does

[jrueships]

NO. NONONONONOOOONO NO N O ! NOOOO NONONONONOOOOoooOOOoOOooHWWYYWHHhYYYYY ( J O S H 😡😡😡. )

. Ok.

SOMEBODY COME GET ME R I G H T?!?!? HMMMMMM STEF I WONDER WHO GOLFS. AND LOVES GOLF. AND TAKES VIDEOS OF HIM GOLFING. AND JUST DID A GOLF TOURNEY VIDEO THING WITH TWO HOMOPHOBES + MAHOMES. HMMMM hMMMM o H ? is it JOS H HHHH??? oh em GEEE this is so. SURPRRIIISSSING and not at ALL your MASTERplan for S*Xi FUCKCIGN HDHAYWYTEEEEE YOYUUUUUUU

was the back shot (literal) necessary 😑.

#i Dont fucking Think It Was. #BRO HIS GOLF PANTS ARE S OFFUCKING T I Ght ISAW A PPPRINT 😭😭😭‼️‼️‼️ #i SaW a P P PRINNNNNTT 😭😭‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ IM SO FUCKIGNG MAD !!!! I DIDNTN WANT 2 SEE T HAT!! #HES SO FUCKCING INSANE HE LITERALLY K N OW. S WHAT HES D O I N G #this stupid fuckin irl p0rnb0t i HATE him i want to CRUSH him with my THUMB #'oooh 😩heehee😸 somebody🥺 haaa 😫😫 come 💦 Get Me 😳 ... riiight🥵🥵 . . ' poses sxily onscreen wearing nothing #dont play this game when your FAMILY is home 😳😳 !! #fckin forbidden website actor ass i DESSSSPIIIISE him #diggs telling his poor cam recorder friend to make sure to get the ass shots JUST ENOUGH to tease but NOT ENOUGH to show the WHOLE TRUNK #u know just to celebrate hashtag best friends dayyy <3 jus a lil SUMIN SUMIN for allen U KNOW. NORMAL PPL GIFTS #he rlly thinks hes slick. #he heard josh likes to golf and now hes acting like he 'just so happened' to 'stumble into' this 'hobby'. ok. ok stef #this is literally his plan to replace allens fellow whitemen in golf and honsstly? i can support that #doesnt mean im not gonna LAUGH at it tho bcs this is INSANE??? i still cant get over 'SOMEBODY (josh) come get me RIGHT (josh)' #JUST SAY!!!! U WANT HIM TO DCK YOU DOOOOWOENNNNN?!?!?!?!!??!?!? im SURE with your assets he wont say NO??!???? #but no. we cant be Normal here we jsut HAVE to play bttm mind games. ok. ok stef. u do that #maybe i jsut dont GET IT but the. this is so. LITTLE MAN DOES AS LITTLE MAN DO IG ?!?!?!? #the BACKWARDS hat in the sun.... hes still trying to look cool and hes GOLFING ?!??!?!? #literally ONLY doing this to get joshs attention. . . #well i HOPE it WORKED diggs. i HOPE it WORKED. #and if it didnt.... diggs knows keenum likes to golf too . . S o m e b o d y will Get him Right . . #the question mark like he isnt desperate and demanding like hes some innocent naive sexycute golfgirl in a miniskirt #KILLKILLLKILIKILIKILIKILKKIL #diggs #diggs/allen #HES INSANE (HE SAID. FOR THE 500TH TIME AND ONGOING STILL.) #somebody (josh) come (josh) get (josh) me (josh) right (josh) #'come inside me jo-

[n0ct0urn1quet]

@raiden-metal-gear-rising sorry this is a gaypos for u but it mite be more of just a rant because i am fuming (not rly i am just frustrated bc . u know why <3)

#im sur u read my previous posts abt uhhh my mom goign to visit my brother bc shes on vacation rn right . shes off til next sunday i think #but uh. yeah thats not happening bc guess what!! she cant afford it!!! because wow who wuldve thought that having to pay twice as much #money for bills + groceries would make u poorer than u already are!!!!! we are struggling!!!!!!! #and what has robynne done? nothing but PARTIALLY pay for grocieries. emphasis on *partially* #idk man its just insane. even if mom wasnt rly thinking about coming to see u we still cant bc we cannot afford it at all....... #i even said if i need to get a job i will and then added 'bceause im more willing to get one than she is' n she just looked at me #and idk man its just frustrraing . pls moeve out of ur place soon so i can leave and move in with u KAJSKLBKKLJG #i dont mean to say that to like rush u or anything u can do whatever u awant at Whatever pace u want i donot minde . it is oke #i just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! h #i have a very strong feeling im gonna be moving out before she does............................ #just saying #sorey i kno this is supposed 2 be positive bc is gaypos but . i am not in a good mood i want 2 scream and throw things i think #i just want my house back!!!! im tired!!!!!! im so fucking tired man!!!!!! i m going insane!!!!!!!! #and now i just feel horrible bc rob knows i talk shit about her in vc and i just feel like i cannot talk out loud at all rn bc what if shes #fuckin eavesdropping!!! thats another thing did she just overhear me or like completely listen in on our conversation #bc if she listened in on us then thats fucked and i hope she fucks off #but if she just overheard us then idk man guess ill just have to close my door and keep it closed all the time which is something i donot #want to do !! #i dont like having my door closewd bc 1. it gets humid and 2. kitty does not like it and also 3. i just like having it open #but i feel like i cant have it open anymore bceause what if shes listening to just everything i say now!!!!!! i feel unsafe!!!!!! #get me out of here bestie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #sory im just . H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im going insane ill rb this with happier thoughts in a second i just #oh i am so mad . so mad

[bonnie-bug]

made the mistake of watching one of those fake emergency broadcast videos on youtube (specifically one based in quebec where a good chunk of the world was rapidly covered in 14+ meters of snow in the middle of summer) and even tho it wasn’t supernatural spooky scary it hasnt left my fuckin head and now i cant stop thinking “what if something like that happens. what if there’s a demon attack. what if there’s some kind of creature in ur hallway right now. what if a fuckin scp was real and your only warning was an emergency broadcast just like that”

I dont even believe this kind of shit is real WHY is my brain so fuckin paranoid about supernatural shit. lowkey it happens every night but it’s always worse when I watch something even slightly supernatural horror adjacent. why. I only even watched the stupid video BECAUSE it wasnt a creature/scp/supernatural horror based one and I thought I’d be fine :(

#I’ve always had anxiety around alert noises tho :/ my mom was paranoid abt storms and so had a weather alert radio when I was a kid #and since she was always afraid of bad storms that made ME scared and I dreaded every time I heard that radio go off #and it’s the automatic alert sound for so many emergency broadcasts it still gives me an anxiety spike to this day #so maybe that has something to do with it. but why also spooky horror creatures. #it’s never normal shit like ‘’what if a guy broke into our house’’ or anything no it’s always a fuckin demon or something #I should be clear here and say these paranoia. things never actually tip me into an anxiety or panic attack or anything dont worry #but. it IS annoying. and I’m so tired of it. and I’ve come up with coping mechanisms but idk how to make them Stop #bc just saying ‘’bro it’s not real’’ does nothing bc i KNOW its not. but they still keep happening #would these count as some kind of intrusive thought. bc it definitely causes me distress but it’s not like. the harmful idea kind #and idk what the nuance is and what actually counts as an intrusive thought and not just Brains Thinking Shit #And Sometimes That Shit Is Distressing #idk. I’m procrastinating getting my water from the living room bc a lot of my Bad Thoughts are centered around that hallway/living room area #maybe I’ll just turn on the light or something. I dont want to make my dad get my water for me #bc ‘’I watched a slightly spooky video this afternoon and now my brain is convinced demons will kill me’’ is a hard thing to explain #I mean he’d be nice about it and get my water I’m sure but I also dont want him to worry abt me kdbdbdkd #ok. I’ll turn on lights and go. and hopefully I can actually sleep tonight kdbdbdk #I’m not sticking this in my post tag bc I dont want to find it again and trigger another paranoia night lmao

[infizero]

i may have chosen this cute pic of young basil but rest assured this kid has fucking issues

#suicide mention tw #like erm. omori spoilers in the tags if you do not wish to see them #i find the idea of someone seeing my pfp who doesnt know anything about omori and being like #aw that boy in the flower crown is so cute #like lolllll they dont know he helped stage his friend's accidental murder of his sister as a suicide . .. .. . . #and also that hes insanely mentally ill and like the most unhealthily codependent mf ive ever seen #i swear im not one of those ppl that woobify him and just make him aww anxious kid got traumatized and is sad :( #like yeah he is traumatized but STOP BELITTLING TRAUMATIZED CHARACTERS TO JUST ''ohhh theyre so sad poor thing'' SHUT UP!!!!!!!! #do not erase the unlikable/ugly parts just to make their trauma more paletable IM SICK OF IT!!!!!!!!!!!! #yes basil is absolutely deserving sympathy and it is incredibly tragic what happened to him and im not saying you cant feel sad for him #or make content of him being sad #but news flash BASIL IS SUPER FUCKED UP!!!!!!! HE DOES FUCKED UP SHIT!!!!!!!! #hes INSANELY dependent/attached to sunny like the trauma bond is unreal #he acts irrationally he acts ''creepily''/''unusually'' bcuz of his trauma #for fucks sake HE TRIED TO FORCE SUNNY INTO DOING A DOUBLE SUICIDE BASICALLY?????? AGAINST HIS WILL??????????? #PPL GLOSS OVER THAT SO MUCH IT SEEMS HE LITERALLYYYYY WAS ABOUT TO KILL HIMSELF AND SELFISHLY DECIDED HE NEEDED SUNNY TO GO DOWN WITH HIM SO #HE FUCKING ATTEMPTED TO MURDER HIM!!!!!!!!! EVEN WHEN SUNNY WAS CLEARLY NOT OK WITH IT AND FIGHTING BACK #and again IM NOT SAYING THAT THIS IS 100% HIS FAULT its obviously because of his trauma but like. thats not a full excuse #whatevers I DID NOT MEAN TO RAMBLE ON THIS MUCH........... #i just have thoughts its the same shit ppl did w ctommy - rejecting when his trauma comes out in ugly ways and glamorizing it when it was #more quiet and sad #dawg basil stabbed sunny's fucking eye out.......... yes he was in a terrible mental state BUT LIKE STILL????? #serena.txt

[forest-from-the-trees]

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#i literally just said i hate having realizations about my gender but also im gonna elaborate cause i feel like talking about it #i really do hate it though it makes shit so complicated #cause its tied so significantly to sexuality for me u know? #i dont really know how to explain it but i think i could like any gender romantically but while i liked them #my gender would be what their gender was #so like if i was with a girl im a girl #nonbinary person im nonbinary #if it could even be a man? i would be romantically attracted to them as a man or maybe transmasc #girl what does that MEAN #like my current partner is bigender and im obviously not but they are quite feminine and present in a feminine way so #im totally fine with being like aw we're both girls <3 cause like #yeah! we are! i also happen to be her boygirlfriend girlboyfriend nonbinary partner but also sometimes i am just her girlfriend #gender is so fucking fluid and for my autistic brain that is SO difficult to deal with sometimes cause there are just absolutely no rules #its mostly the men side of things thats so goddamn confusing especially mixed with the fact that ive found that im very much aro spec #its just so frustrating and i hate thinking about it #like ok men are pretty girls are pretty people are pretty what the fuck do you want from me