#look at me actually continuing a series

[becca-e-barnes]

Sub Bucky and a breeding kink 💀 dead unlived it's one of my favourite things 😌

This is pretty high up there on my list of dream fantasies 🥵 these are two of my biggest weaknesses, don't even look at me rn

One of life's greatest joys is cuddling with the other person's head resting on your chest so you can play with their hair and rub their shoulders. I love that shit, having someone else's body weight on you is so comforting.

I imagine that's something Bucky would really enjoy too. It's so soft and sweet and tender and getting to feel cared for would really appeal to him.

But that's up until his hands work their way under your top, up over your bare skin so he's able to cup your breasts and bury his face between them while he's getting his hair played with. Life's pleasures don't get much simpler than that.

After a few moments he shifts slightly, tugging the neckline of your shirt out of the way to give himself space to kiss and nip your skin. All of a sudden he's desperate and it's beautiful to watch.

"Please." He whispers between frantic kisses, flicking his tongue over the stiff peak of your nipple before engulfing it with his warm, eager mouth.

"Please, what?" You tease, tugging on his hair just a little for emphasis.

He groans, frustrated by his own lack of coherence, pulling his mouth from your nipple. "Please let me put a baby in you."

That's not what you were expecting but fuck, he makes it sound pretty appealing.

"Bucky-" You begin but he cuts you off, giving your other nipple the same attention as he gave the first. God, that's distracting.

"You'd make. Such. A pretty. Mommy." He whispers, kissing his way down your body until he reaches the bottom seam of your top. From there, he pulls it off, letting it fall to the floor before removing the rest of your clothes.

"You'd look so pretty with a little baby bump." His huge hand rests on your bare tummy, imaging how your body would change.

"I want it, Buck." You mean it too. It doesn't sound like such a bad idea when he's taking his clothes off.

"I know you want it." He groans, rubbing the tip of his dick against your soaked core. "Y-you're so wet."

He presses his hips forward, sliding inside you and you can't explain it but you swear it feels different this time.

"Don't even think about pulling out." You cup his face in your hands, keeping his eyes on you and you almost worry he's going to fuck himself senseless into you. "I want you to make me a mommy. You're going to give me every single drop of cum and when it starts to drip out of me, you're going to fuck it back in."

His head falls onto your shoulder, sobbing a pathetic moan against your already hot skin. The pace of his thrusts matches his need, his hips slamming into yours and when he finally gives in, he cums inside you with your legs clamped around his waist, making sure he couldn't pull out even if he wanted to.

#asks answered <3 #becca writes spice #anon #sub!bucky #subby bucky #this is one of those fantasies that's nice in my head #I think I'd like to be at that point in my life but it's absolutely not where I'm at rn #maybe some day tho #I started writing a new series yesterday #making a lil moodboard #excited to post the concept #can't decide if I want each chapter to feel like a continuation of the one before #or if I want the chapters to be more detached from each other with time passing in between #might actually space it out over a weekend? #I took my lil granny out for lunch today and she's just the cutest #she usually comes up to ours for Sunday lunch but my parents were out this weekend #so I made her dinner last night and took it down to her and I asked if she wanted to go out for Sunday lunch for a change #she made me book the table right there in front of her so she'd be able to look forward to it 🥺 #I sat with her for over an hour yesterday evening and she smiled nearly the whole time #she's too cute I swear

[emblazons]

"Straight, straight (...) it just doesn't make any sense."

Byler In Law Jonathan Byers & Mike Wheeler in Papa

#byler in-law #jonathan byers #mike wheeler #byler #LMAO that quote / joke gets me every time #also they had a LOT of shared looks in this episode #which...now that I know its an actual duffer cue makes me laugh #but I love them SO MUCH #jonathan byers mike wheelie hive lets go #LMAO #stranger things #the me tag #my gifs #mike wheeler x monochrome #the series continues!

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #ive decided captions are for squares and ill just keep the tag rambles LOL #anyway. the tags are just for bitching dont look. i hate being at my moms this sucks its so cold and i always feel powerless here #yk how i said i wanted to work on comm stuff yesterday yeah I Couldnt. not as much as i wanted to anyway #it was too cold to focus and im always apprehensive here god i forgot how much i hate this place #wanted to TRY and force something today so i could pick up from yesterday but even just doing this felt draining #i actually wanted to do a cute arasawa comic but. i repeat moving sucks LOL #anyway. complaining aside let me explain the bling #cause i wear this watch and this bracelet. all the time LOL #unfortunately the watch is from my mom but the bracelet's from my dad. of course #unfortunately i do love watches so ill cope #this is also to continue my Arakawa Should Be Da|go's Fourth Dad propaganda. cross accessories :) #anyways speak of the devil (my mother) my brother just came in to deliver a message from The Devil and put me in a worse mood #everything sucks i cant wait fr tomorrow so i can leave LOL #i was only gone for a month and everything got worse while i was gone because my mom sucks ANYWAY. #sorry i had to use this cute pic of arakawa to vent but god. god i hate it here im miserable LOL #anyway since i cant draw that comic anytime soon i might just try to squeeze a fic out of it #ill have to steal from that alcohol comic i did but it's fine. ok bye. might go get soju later. and chicken... #genuinely the only good place around here since they closed my fave hibachi place #'snap i thought you were trying to stop drinking' so did i then i came back here ☠️☠️not even a restaurant it a gas/liquor station #my dad gave me grocery money i think im allowed a lil treat... ok im goin fr now LMAO BYE

[drinzen]

Listening to Archive 81 for the fourth time and just realised that Dan ACTUALLY regains his human appearance at the end of s3? But he says "in this bubble you won't see me as a cyborg" does that imply his actual true appearance is the cyborg body but he's just masking it up now? Because he managed to modify the "________" to get his body back in a way. Also if his true appearance is the cyborg body, then he must have the same abilities still, so I feel like s3 ended with "yay Daniel escaped" but I feel Dan will inherently be tied to the weirdness from The City due to everything that's happened and his curiosity.

#archive 81 #a81 spoilers #archive 81 spoilers #Sorry for rant #Idk i just really dislike the idea that he might be “normal” now #Because it's just highly unlikely to me #At least my personal headcanon is that he has an illusion of a human appearance but his true appearance is the cyborg one #I bet in the city he doesn't look human either way #Would've been so cool if in s4 that he shows up in the city and somehow meets Chris and she'll see how he actually looks #Just speculation really #I really want the series to continue istg

[butterflydm]

attempting to adjust min’s plotline to remove character arc contradictions

spoilers through Knife of Dreams

This is basically just me poking at one of the things in the second half of the series that bugs me and trying to figure out how to improve it.

Before I head into the Sanderson books, I was thinking again how utterly bizarre Rand and Min’s relationship is in context of all of the storylines that Jordan set up for Rand, because she manages to undermine so many of them:

Somehow, despite Rand firmly believing that being connected to him is a danger to everyone else that he cares about, it’s okay for everyone in Cairhien to know that Min is in his bed and we never really see him worry about things like her being called ~Lady Ta’veren~ by the Cairhienin nobles. Instead, there’s more focus on Min as a desirable object of lust and jealousy rather than any kind of implied danger she might be in from her position as his known lover.

Rand is supposed to be in a downward spiral about isolating himself away from his loved ones... except, of course, that Min is there 24/7 at this point and they are constantly having sex. I mean, I kinda agree that having Min there is basically like not having anyone there at all because of how she enables his paranoia, but the book series tries to balance the tightrope of Min clearly being useless at giving Rand emotional support but also telling us that, actually, she’s super-supportive and Best Girl (TM).

Rand struggles with the Seanchan and is out fighting against them, while Min withholds vital information about their forces (the sul’dam secret, which she learned in Falme along with Egwene, Nynaeve, and Elayne).

Rand struggles with the fear of Aes Sedai trying to control him, while Min hands his secrets over to one of the most controlling/bullying Aes Sedai that we’ve ever met (Cadsuane).

Just... this relationship makes NO narrative sense as written. And Rand’s story would have so much more punch in the later books if Min wasn’t there. Like, even if the main change were that he’d reconnected with Min in LoC and then freaked out about the Asha’man attack in TPoD and left her in Caemlyn along with Elayne and Aviendha after the bonding, his storyline would make so much more sense.

It is BIZARRE that his reactions with Min are somehow the exact opposite to his reactions when literally anyone else he cares about is in danger. And I’m not even talking about his other love interests alone here -- he also avoids spending time with the Two Rivers people who came along with Perrin in LoC for this reason.

And it is WILD how many times Min is directly in danger due to being around Rand and yet he DOESN’T send her away like we know he’s done in order to protect everyone else that he cares about - there’s the kidnapping in LoC; the Asha’man attack in TPoD; he directly brings her into incredibly dangerous situations TWICE in WH (traitor hunt & cleansing); he brings her into another dangerous situation in KoD -- was he TRYING to get her killed, lol? (this is another place where Min ends up feeling like a ‘desirable object’ rather than a character)

Just... Rand’s story with Min really makes zero sense in context with all of the rest of his storyline. What a weird, weird choice all this was on Jordan’s part.

And that’s not even getting into how lopsided the whole ‘fated three beautiful women romance’ thing ends up being, because I do think that’s more about how Jordan straight-up lost control of his narrative after TFoH and things just started sprawling wildly. If his pace had kept up, then it would have been a lot less uneven.

So, to expand on this idea to see how it would work, storywise:

“Like, even if the main change were that he’d reconnected with Min in LoC and then freaked out about the Asha’man attack in TPoD and left her in Caemlyn along with Elayne and Aviendha after the bonding“

This would have:

evened out the treatment of Rand’s relationships

meant that he actually WAS isolated during his self-isolation arc

given Min a chance to bond with co-girlfriends Elayne and (especially) Aviendha

meant that Min didn’t tell him about the Seanchan sul’dam secret because she literally never got the chance/had time after the Seanchan showed up again, instead of not telling him Because No One Tells Rand Anything

meant that instead of Min eagerly being Rand’s mood ring for Cadsuane and betraying his secrets to her, it could be non-lover Alanna instead who was sucking up to Cadsuane 24/7, which would make a lot more sense, because they’re both Aes Sedai and the power structure of the White Tower means that Alanna is supposed to submit to the much more powerful Cadsuane

So, how would that work, only changing that one main element.

LoC: Min arrives. Elayne & Aviendha go to Ebou Dar with Mat.

ACoS: Min and Rand sleep together for the first time, and then he basically runs away to conquer Illian (have him do this instead of moping in his quarters).

TPoD: Rand self-isolates during the assault against the Seanchan, fails against them. Returns to seek out Min for comfort and then, boom, there’s the Asha’man attack. This attack makes Rand react the usual way he reacts when people he cares about are in danger because they’re too close to him, and he wants Min to go somewhere safe, instead of the out-of-character “let’s keep throwing my girlfriend into danger because I’m “too weak” to protect her by sending her away” reaction he actually has in the books only with Min and with no one else that he cares about. (and I mean, I don’t even like Rand’s self-isolation protocol; I feel like it’s very unhealthy, but I would like the narrative to be consistent here in order for me to actually take Rand’s downward spiral seriously)

WH: Triple-bonding, but Rand leaves Min behind in Caemlyn. This means that Rand actually has a valid reason not to know that Elayne is pregnant (among other things), because Min stayed back in Caemlyn.

CoT/KoD: for the love of all that is holy, make this a single book. Anyway, Min-Elayne-Aviendha bond (emotionally) while Rand ACTUALLY self-isolates and gets hurt because of his self-isolation during the “Tuon” meeting (instead of getting hurt because of Min using sex to manipulate him into taking her to the meeting)

Much more balanced and it makes more narrative sense with Rand’s storyline. Min would get page-time with Rand much more equal with the other two women this way -- instead of playacting as Rand’s jealous wife, she would be spending time with Elayne & Aviendha for most of WH/CoT/KoD.

(side note: I was skimming through my reread for other reasons and found pretty much the exact moment when I stopped liking Min in my reread - chapter one of The Fires of Heaven is when she begins to be insufferable for me to read about, it looks like, when she’s whining about her fate even as she wants to race forward to complete it, which was also one of the things that annoys me about Mat in the Mat-Tuon relationship. If your fate makes you so miserable at least TRY to fight it. Don’t whine about its inevitability even while you are working your hardest to force it to happen; that just makes you annoying. I’m guessing this is bullshit “yes heterosexual marriage makes everyone miserable and constantly complain about their spouses But You Must Do It Anyway To Exist In Society” unhealthy marriage culture - being miserable is NOT a requirement in marriage and if your relationship makes you miserable that’s probably a sign it’s not a good relationship! But, yeah, it looks like my relationship with Min is all downhill from that point in the story)

#rand and min (not a ship tag) #jordan critical #wot #wheel of time #wot book spoilers #wot spoilers #knife of dreams #wot reread #looking foward to prime hopefully making me like her character and her relationship with Rand! #fingers crossed! #i already feel like they've improved her #so hopefully that will continue #this relationship is just one of the elements of the books that makes less sense the more i think about it #Min does one (1) useful thing in the entire book series: free Siuan & Leane from the White Tower #her viewings end up being either entirely useless or actually harmful (in terms of making Rand more paranoid) #(which I would be fine with if the narrative seemed to REALIZE this?) #(but instead she is uncritically praised even while doing nothing useful)

[13eyond13]

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#so far in my sporadic picking away at various manga series i feel i have the weirdest reader relationships with JJBA and Attack on Titan #when reading JJBA i am not really that invested in the characters or even whats happening to them and yet i still never decide to dnf it #and i dont even know what it is that keeps me reading except that its just very unique i suppose? #such an odd combo of different things that somehow manages to eventually have its own sorta cohesive logic and charm #also the art is just fun. its ornate and goofy and macho and flamboyant and gross #but as soon as i put it down i stop thinking about it too #and dont feel like picking it up again for at least several more days #with attack on titan i found the art style mostly really bad at first ngl #it reminded me of awkward drawings a high schooler would make like the inconsistentness #of like there are good action poses here but the people also look weird ugly bland and stiff and the backgrounds are often so empty #idk i was feeling pretty blah about it but something about how starkly straight-forward the story is was interesting to me #where its literally exactly what you heard its just #theres a bunch of humanoid giants attacking our city #and we have to stop them. that's it #and also the awkwardness of the art style i find works extremely well when it comes to the titans #like they are genuinely creepy to me. and they do actually feel massive the way theyre drawn. and the mystery around them interests me too #anyways im like 60% through part 1 of jojo(also read most of part 4 a few years ago) and only on vol 3 of AoT #but yeah those are the 2 series i have the most mixed feelings about so far #wouldnt say i love or hate either of them but still also continue to want to find out more #13readsmanga #p

[nagihonos]

finally got around to watching dragon ball super hero and

#okay db haters look away 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️ #this movie was SO good like it was corny as hell but idgaf i had a fun time!!!!! #gohan using special beam cannon as the final move maybe made me cry a little whos to say? #i like pans little character arc also as an avid pan supporter this movie made me so happy #the only downside was no marron or bulla honestly #everyone was here and had a fun little role. goku and vegeta (love them #only show up for like 5 minutes total and have a post credits scene where vegeta wins in a fight against him #this movie was just fun dragon ball stuff and i hope they continue this tone for the series #i think ill read the trunks goten mini arc now omg #also loooove that krillin is like 'hey remember when u got really big at the world martial arts tournament' and piccolo went 'oh yeah 👍' #*gets really big* #also idk if im just out of the db loop but love the new gohan entomologist lore! #also any krillin/18 content is a win for me! #actually the real downside was the continued propaganda of blue haired trunks. you will never get me to like it <3 #also i didnt think id like dr hedo and the gammas but i did! they were fun!! ofc gamma 2 died tho. black racism 🫤 (i watched the dub) #sorry i just needed to get my thoughts on this movie out #anyway this movie just proved that gohan needs to be the main character :) #i just cant get over him ending cell max with fucking SPECIAL BEAM CANNON im crying and screaming not the kamehameha or masenko like!!!!!! #like i know piccolo taught him masenko but theres just something abt sbc okay👍 #im so normal im so sane

[emblazons]

STRANGER THINGS x PRISONERS (2013)

“It was taking that idea of a missing child and combining it with the more childlike sensibilities that we have. You know, can we put a monster in there that eats people? Because we are nerds and children-at-heart, we thought it was the best thing ever." - The Duffer Brothers, on how Denis Villeneuve’s Prisoners inspired Stranger Things (x)

stranger things inspirations series: 1 / ?

#stranger things #byler #stranger things inspos #starting a new tag for a new series! #this gifset is especially dedicated to magentamee #and its actually the first part of a prisoners analysis of themes--but the visuals were too clearly inspired to pass up lol #there are SO EFFING MANY #its clear this was the film that inspired the pitch of the show FOR SURE. #like...it was so similar some of these aren't even color corrected lmao #thematically. visually. aesthetically…even CHARACTER NAMES bro #anyway. look forward to that analysis #and more of these when I have the time and energy! #i love movies and i obviously love ST #so this series was a no-brainer for continuing my interests lol #anyway #st parallels #movies #the me tag #my gifs

[dribs-and-drabbles]

Vice Versa ep 1

This won't be short, so settle down and make yourself cosy...

Sooooo...the colours in Vice Versa.... Obviously it's early days - too early to see if there will be a pattern to how the series uses colours -> is it just a cool design element or are the use of colours intentional? Do they have meanings associated to them or will any patterns be purely coincidental? Who knows… BUT here are my observations in case anyone is interested in following/noticing their useage as the series progresses…

It's so very interesting that the series starts with a explanation about the job of a colourist and with interpretations of some colours - more on that in a moment - but right from the get go (even from the trailer) it seems that this series is leaning heavily on the red/pink and blue theme. Is it from the red/blue oni? Or just a stylistic choice?

Regardless, throughout ep 1, blue is especially used (it's the episode's theme - ocean blue) but it's definitely paired with pink/red in several scenes: Talay's friends are all in blue with one friend in a blue and red striped top at dinner; Talay in pale blue with a pale pink bag at the airport (which actually look more or less colourful depending on the shot - thus proving what Talay was saying at the beginning); so much red and blue at the airport with the uniforms, the security guard, the boy and his mother, and the guy they thought was Puen; the red blood and blue clothes when Tess is being beaten up; the pale pink hospital gown, the blue nurses uniforms, and blue phone and pulse sensor in the hospital; the pink walls and blue clothes in the association; the blue and red of the nightclub; and Tess in blue with his brother Thanin in red at home. I mean, they're practically smooshing it in our faces.

Two other colours also stand out for me - yellow and green. The green gets introduced first with little splashes on the film set, and then is paired with yellow on the beach with the surf boards. Later, Tess' mother has a green shirt in the hospital, and Phuwadol's id strap is also green - at this point I wonder if green might represent assistance and help for our main characters. This was the moment I really sat up and took notice...because the yellow tape looked to be too deliberate to be coincidental at this point...

Right after the scene with Phuwadol speaking to Talay in the wheelchair we see the shot of the skyline and the light on the building changes from green to blue. And then we're into this fantastic shot:

I think it's interesting how Talay has a darker background in his archway, and that Phuwadol has the yellow lights above her head - similar to the dinner at the beginning with the yellow lights above Talay's head:

There's more green and yellow in Tess' apartment, with the cushions and grass outside, and then his clothes in the wardrobe are basically just red, blue, dark green, and yellow. More pops of yellow are used in the association and in the nightclub…and I'm curious as to why the last letter of the association sign is in green…and whether it has any meaning...

Quite a few scenes have all four of these colours together…for example here:

and here:

And including this iconic moment when Tess/Talay and Tun look at each other through the bar - with the blue, red, green, and yellow bottles.

Two other colours seem to have importance this ep and they were both mentioned at the beginning when Talay interpreted the three interviewers. Talay connects orange to the man who "seems lively but who has something on his mind". Then we see Talay in an orange car with a lively Gyo asking about Puen but Talay has the interview on his mind. In the very next scene, Puen walks in and the two assistants have orange socks. There are other pops of orange on the film set amongst a swathe of blue. Right after this scene, the shot cuts to a blue and orange boat on the water. I haven't been able to interpret how Fuse's orange t-shirt fits in with all of this though…but it's interesting how the show has threaded this colour through some scenes.

Talay also connects brown (or horse shit brown to be precise!) to the guy who seems "serious". The first time we see brown is on the film set - a place of work which necessitates being serious and not messing around. Then it's on the hip flask that Fuse offers Tess/Talay in hospital but Talay doesn't take it (unlike the party boy Tess who probably would), he stays serious and tries to understand more about the world he's found himself in. Talay wears brown trousers/pants when he finally goes home from the hospital, needing to be serious around his parents; he's sat on a brown wooden area when Phuwadol and Joobjang are telling him about the portkey and dying in the different universes - all serious stuff; and the friend's coffee cup is brown when Talay asks him about death - the rest have been blue. Lastly, his brother is wearing a brown stripy sweater when Talay goes into work - another place to be serious.

The other colour Talay connects with one of the interviewers is "pickled cucumber green" with the guy who is "calm and passive". Right now, I don't really see the connection with this and the other instances of green in the ep…but maybe it's there and will become clearer later. Although, it seems next week's ep will be green centric, so perhaps that will shed some light on this one...

This has gotten SO LONG, so well done if you've made it this far, but I just want to highlight a few more things before I finish. First, I'm curious about the alpaca/llama on the hat - I wonder if it will be a recurring thing or just a one off? I also thought there's something interesting about the the fact that the first time Talay and Puen see each other is through the mirror, like they're not seeing their true selves or something…(also note the soft yellow and green in the background...or is it beige and yellowy-green?...):

And then I also wonder if the film scene is perhaps foreshadowing a future scene where Puen will be leaning over an unconscious Talay in real life...

Anyway, I'm suitably hooked and fascinated and I wish I had the time to properly analyse it like I did with Bad Buddy…but we'll see how it goes. I hope you'll join me on the ride if I do!

[Ep 1] [Ep 2] [Ep 3] [Ep 4] [Ep 5] [Ep 6] [Ep 7] [Ep 8] [Ep 9] [Ep 10] [Ep 11] [Ep 12]

#vice versa #vice versa the series #vice versa ep 1 #vice versa colour theories #I was excited to see this series anyway #but then I read people talking about colours #and my ears pricked up #added to that the absolutely wonderful #miscellar #said some wonderful things about me analysing the colours of bad buddy #that I had to re-watch the ep and make some notes #and hoo boy were there a lot of notes #now lets see who is actually interested in this #honestly - if this series continues in this way #I think it will be incredible #it looks to be very well crafted and designed and I am ALL IN #ohmnanon supremacy #ohm pawat #nanon korapat #JIMMY! #puentalay #talaypuen #jimmysea #ohmnanon #jeab #jeab's single dimple #I want to do a pat napat and press my thumb into jeab's single dimple

[petrichorium]

Reboots/adaptations that just unapologetically do their own thing instead of being bogged down by imitating what came before will always be better than the alternative imo

#pattering on the roof #not necessarily better than the original mind u #but they run a better chance of it #idk I have no skin in the game with the trigun thing I didn’t even. know abt the old anime before everyone went ham with this new one #but I continually see people bitching about the new designs/animation when like…… #the old one still exists #u can still go watch it if u hate eboy blonde guy and cg animation #but don’t pretend it inherently looks worse bc the animation is actually very pretty #and again a reboot wanting to be its own thing isn’t bad???? #maybe it’s bc I talked abt this with mint but it made me think about shadow and bone #which is an adaptation of the Grisha trilogy and six of crows #but by nature of meshing those two series together doesn’t hold itself to massive standards wrt adapting them perfectly #and as a result comes out wayyyy better than most ya book adaptations lmfaoooo #idk! let things be their own thing! don’t sit there frowning when a reboot wants to be the cool Gen x little sibling to the original #I much prefer that to a hollow imitation

[just-a-simple-dyke]

I truly had a blast with that finale like was it good........but it sure was entertaining!!

#im actually so mad but im dealing with it so well😊😊 #listen. listen to me. what this show couldve been if it wasnt a bl #and with that i dont mean it shouldnt be gay but i do mean it shouldnt follow the bl conventions #and with that i mean the romantic relationships getting all the focus and then neglecting all other relationships plus any plot #but if i speak. well #let me talk with the writers me and the moots we can make smth of this im sure #like when this show is good its GOOD #and then it goes right back into soap opera why god😭😭😭 #gnashing my teeth cracking my knuckles i KNOW their team can do so much better let me see it. i can make a slideshow #of the good scenes in kp and the vibe they should continue with and then also everything that didnt work #how do you have that hidden messages as a teaser and then NOT go with that vibe for the greater part of the series #how do you look at that teaser and say what if we threw some slapstick soap opera in there istgdsgsfsf #someday ill compile the best scenes in one neat little document and ill think about what could have been #let me stop before i get too upset #kinnporsche

[planet4546b]

i wouldnt necessarily recommend them because thyere 8 hours in total but noah caldwell gervais’ videos on the fromsoft games are a REALLY interesting discussion of difficultly in games and how certain in game systems are and have always been adaptable difficulty modifiers and it rocks

#pers #i mean i dont recommend them. but i do. you should watch them. noah caldwell gervais continues to be a fave game essayist #really interesting that for a game series that really prides itself on being Soooooo Difficult and whose fans are horrid abt that #when you Actually look at the game its like.actually allowing extreme amounts of customizability allows players #to compensate for their difficulties stat wise and how thats (sort of) a mechanic that makes the games managable #idk its very interesting. his argument almost convinced me i could get through a soulsborne game (almost)

[themyscirah]

I know I JUST changed my theme yesterday but this one is even better so like. Bleez hours ig 😈

#I LOVE HER- #anyways this comic actually does her GOOD (for like 1 issue) and so im just !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #blah #im literally consumed with feels for/abt her today omg #literally plotted out a 6 issue mini for her during econ today (featuring simon and guy ofc) #where she defeats (not kills!!! i have a creative solution!) Atrocitus and kills basically all the remaining RLs (not dexstarr though) #and kind of goes solo with it as a different kind of RL #which could ofc expand into a 12 issus limited series bc i leave the strand of some missing red rings going (that she has to track down) #and honestly id have ideas for some issues from an ongoing too (most crossovers) #like for example bc my redesign of her kind of has hawkgirl vibes she should get to team up w kendra (in a 2parter w p1 called two birds...? #and p2 as one stone!) and then OFC some supergirl stuff bc of them being friends during the red daughter arc AND smth with yrra as well #bc that was literally the only good bleez moment before the writer change in nu52 rls #and also they would have SO much to talk abt re: anger and loss of autonomy #and then ofc mandatory crossover with my green lantern book #: )))))))))))))) feeling happy thinking abt the comics i would write if dc hired me #im sooooooooo tenpted to try and draw covers for this now #it would have to be for the later issues though bc the issue 1 cover would be kind of boring tbh #bc shes still in her old suit for continuitys sake and the plot would make it look similar to some shitty rl covers honestly #BUT THATS HOW I WOULD GET THEM. i trick the dudebros so they think its only hot alien lady stuff but then they look inside and bam! #increased agency for female characters!!!!! and redesigns!!!!! and friendship!!!! but also ANGER!!!!!!! and JUSTICE!!! #i just 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 #thinking abt comics is sooooooooo fun mwah i love it

[oceantornadoo]

your weighted blanket (simon riley x f!reader)

could be part of this two lieutenants series but it’s standalone

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“you know what i want?”

“wha’?”

“a weighted blanket.”

simon turned away from his bedroom desk to stare at you, his dark eyes squinting incredulously.

“what?! i think it’d help me sleep.”

“wha’ the fuck is a weighted blanket.”

you huffed a sigh. “it’s literally a weighted blanket simon. having weight pressing down on you helps you sleep, it’s scientifically proven.” you rolled your eyes, crossing your arms as you laid back on his bed.

turning off his desk lamp, he made his way to his bed. he joined you on top of the covers, giving you plenty of space. keeping it platonic. not that he wanted to, but that was another thing.

“can’t jus’ have some sop lay on you?” the words hurt coming out, but it was the only thing he could say. desperately looking for a sign that you were talking to someone as you were so tightlipped about your escapades until after they ended.

“i’m on a man break. they all suck.” no one measured up to the unending care simon gave you, even if he was just a friend. just a friend who lets you come into his room every night, talking yourself to sleep. just a friend who never forgets your favorite body wash or candle scent on supply runs.

“they don’t know how to treat a woman like you.” his words echoed in the dark, ideas of what they meant bouncing around in your brain. “a woman like me?” silence. “don’t be mean, si.”

fuck he was so stupid. needed to watch his tone better, like gaz was always telling him. “dove, jus’ meant a smart independent woman like yourself. yer lookin’ for a partner and they’re look for a mother or a fuck. or both.” your jaw dropped. “oh. thanks.” his words thickened the air. no one had ever talked about you like that, like you were something to be treasured, not kept. like he respected you.

“if you really need a weighted blanket i-“ “yeah?” you sounded too eager, but you didn’t care. you turned towards him, catching his eye in the gleam of the base lights outside his window. “could be yers. if you want. strictly platonic.” he scratched his head, looking away. embarrassed. “yeah, platonic. course, yeah. that’s fine. good, i mean.” you needed to get your act together and stop sounding like a teenager, but he just offered to be your blanket. surely that was more than platonic.

“now?”

“sure.”

you sat on his bed like a dead fish, arms at your sides. you were not about to initiate what surely would be the most awkward non-cuddle session in your life. simon pressed one large paw into the mattress, hauling his huge body up on one arm. he moved down farther on the bed, his head parallel to your ribs. then, with the uttermost care, he shifted on top of you, hovering. waiting. “you can lay on me si, it’s okay.” he released his hands slowly, the full force of his body laying on you. 250+ pounds of pure machine, a body honed from years in the military. a soldier, a sniper, a lieutenant, now at your mercy, body covering yours completely.

“not too weighted for you?” you giggled. an actual giggle from his fellow lieutenant. “no, si. not too weighted.” your hand instinctively went to his hair before you could stop yourself. “is this comfortable? you’re on my ribs.” he grunted. it actually hurt like a bitch, your bone pressing into him through layers of fat, but he was laying on you and therefore could not complain. “you can move up, i won’t mind.” well, if you were letting him. he wanted to make the most of this blanket situation, this type of intimacy so foreign to him.

simon scooted up your body and laid his head on your tits. built-in pillows, one might call them. you hand went to his hair again, slowly scratching his scalp. “this ok?” you never touched like this, had never touched him like something precious. he grunted, a yes in “ghost” as you liked to call it. you continued running your hand through his hair, surprised at the softness of his locks. his face was against your breast, and usually you’d be embarrassed, but lines had been crossed and all bets were off. his body was heavy, sure, but the weight of it was comforting. all you could think of was him, not the annoying recruit from this morning, not the bad dinner you had at the mess hall. only the smell of the base shampoo and his natural musk, something uniquely him but not gross.

all simon could hear was your heartbeat. it had quickened when he first laid down, but now it was slowing to a comforting beat. you were here, you were breathing. the gunfire and the smell of bombs in his head meant nothing as long as he had you like this, in his arms where no one could hurt you. he could feel your body relaxing, muscles losing the day’s tension and giving themselves over to sleep. as your breathing slowed and you moved to a lower, more comfortable position on his pillow, he knew time could stop and all that would matter was you, right here, with him.

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part one part two part three part four

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