#lover.anon

[inkykeiji]

hi baby !!! lover here omfg i've been GONE for months life has been so hectic but i just wanted to drop by and say a lil hi and give u a lil kiss on the cheek. i hope you're doing well. how are ur tamagochi? are u drinking enough water? what have i missed baby tell me everything

-lover

hi sweetpea, it’s lovely to hear from you again <3 i’m sorry life has been hectic for you, i sincerely hope you are doing wonderful irregardless <33 hehe i appreciate u dropping by and sending ur love!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) aaaaah uhhh i am not doing well unfortunately ._. my father’s health is rapidly declining all of a sudden, he’s fallen three times in the past two days, he was taken to the hospital where they ran a bunch of tests and scans and are pretty sure he has fluid build up deep in the cavities of his brain but we are waiting for more information from a specialist. it’s all very stressful and very scary and my whole family is extremely worried. i’ve barely been eating and i haven’t been sleeping well and i’ve been on the verge of tears all day every day and it’s all just Not Good

#just an overall not good situation #we don’t know what’s happening but things are getting worse so quickly and it’s really concerning and scary #😣😣😣 #i’m fearing for the worst but i really hope that isn’t the case #my dad is really scared as well #according to my mom he’s been crying a lot #it’s not looking well #but anyway sweet lover thank you for stopping by <3 #i hope you’re doing lovely bb <333 even if life has been hectic!!! #i am sending you all the love and health in the whole world <3 #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[stargazer-balladeer]

Tik tok lover!

Albedo and a artsy date.

Venti and cottagecore

Diluc on a spa date.

Idk what I'm doing.

Oof-

Their all adorable- AKSBS— 💗💗💞

#tik tok lover.anon #anon.imagines #simping for albedo #simping for venti #simping for diluc

[inkykeiji]

have fun at the expo my lovely love!! miss you loads. many kisses and warm hugs

- lover

thank you lover bb!!!! (´∀｀)♡ day one was already so fun and i’ve already spent waaaay too much money hehehe but i’m super super excited!!!!!

#not much dabi stuff so far but i’ve only been through half of artist alley and none of the vendors so #there is still hope!!!! #TONS of genshin stuff tho omfg #literally spending my life savings on tartaglia merch fr #but no you know what #i love supporting local fan artists and indie artists #it’s an incredible feeling and i’m so happy to be able to buy from them and rep their stuff #and their pieces are gorgeous so i really don’t mind at all #but yes thank you!!!!! #i can’t wait to see everyone’s cosplays today 🥺🥺🥺🥺 #i hope ur having an awesome friday!!!! #stay safe and stay hydrated!!! #i love u lots!!! #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

oh clari. i'm kissing you !!! thank u so much for ur love n kind words >< i'm almost done, i just have one more japanese exam in three days and yesss the stress of having to actually do it on the date and time is the worst. but i'll be okay i think i made cheat sheets >< but thank you honey, you're so sweet!!!

and ahh. it's also fathers' day where i am and it's been a little bit rough having to celebrate it when you have a complicated and frankly shitty relationship. the only man i saw as a father figure (my granddad) passed away two years ago almost to the date so i spent the day honouring him too !!

i just took a lil stroll through the blog !! it looks so wonderful n cute. i hope you come back to it soon. seeing your thoughts is so wonderful, i hope to live in your brain. other than finals, i'm doing okay!! working through my own writer's block bc i haven't written in about a month and it's seriooously kicking my ass but i'm also trying to learn that i am a person worthy of living even when i'm not productive ><

n the darth vader build a bear is ADORABLE i hope u get him!! i'm proud of you for writing. sending u all of my love and kisses and i hope you see some pretty flowers or listen to a good song. kisses. see you later, clari <3

-lover

hehehe aww you're very welcome!!! <33

oh good!! you’re so close!! i am cheering you on!!! <333 right it’s so anxiety inducing!!! but i know you’ll be okay!! <33

isn’t it :/ i usually try to stay off all social media on fathers day because just seeing people post about their dads makes me really ????? like what? healthy father relationships exist??? sounds like a total myth to me. oh lover i’m so sorry for your loss. it was wonderful of you to spend the day honouring him <3

ooooh gosh ahaha i mean there’s really not much on it yet!!! the goal was to use it as a little online journal to document the ‘tiny but good’ things that happen in my life. i kind of get torn between just wanting to post those things here, on this blog, or wanting to keep them separate and have a space for them. i dunno! maybe i’ll try posting there tonight, or give it a try for a week and see how i feel afterwards??? no idea, it isn’t a huge deal either way hehe <3

wow what a compliment!!! thank you so much for saying that <33 and i’m glad to hear that!! oh lover, that is an issue/thought i struggle with majorly as well. my boyfriend and i have this conversation every once in a while, because we feel that university really instilled that mindset in us (if you’re not doing something deemed ‘productive’ then you’re useless and wasting time) and it’s such a hard thing to break out of, even after you’ve graduated. so please know that you aren’t alone!!! i am trying to learn that, too <3

isn’t he like i need him it is a need ughhhhhhh he’s so precious :((( thank you! i am, too! hopefully i can share this piece with everyone very soon!! aw hehe you are the absolute sweetest, thank you so much <33 i love u lots and lots!!!!

#ur so wonderful!!!! #i hope you have a good day even if you're studying <3 #treat yourself to something yummy or a break with one of your favourite things #you deserve it!! <3 #sending you tons of love and health <3 #lover.anon #clari gets mail #letters to clari

[inkykeiji]

hi clari lover here again !! kiss i hope you’ve been well. sorry ive been mia for a while, college sucked the life out of me. lover cut their birthday cake alone last night n everything feels so lonely n empty. but how have u been? tell ne everything baby baby

- lover

hi lover!!! i’m so sorry to hear that you’re feeling that way, sweetpea :( i am always sending much love & positivity your way, and i sincerely hope things begin to look up for you soon!! <333

i’m alright. everything in my life is still a roller coaster but it’s not all bad, and i’m trying my very hardest to make the best out of it and appreciate the beautiful moments c:

#yesterday my boyfriend and i went to the zoo and that was a lot of fun #it’s nice that the weather is becoming warmer and there’s more sunshine now which is always beautiful!!! #i am very very tired today tho hahaha #i truly am so sorry to hear you’re having a rough time :( #please try to enjoy your day today lover <3 i hope you have a marvellous week!! #take good care of yourself my friend; you deserve it <3 #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

thinkin of you today. how are you pretty girl?

- lover

hehehe hello lover <3 well, yesterday i wrote just over 3000 words of tag you’re it part two, which has me crazy excited to finish it hehe c: today i am going on a day trip to a small town with my boyfriend!! i woke up with some sort of bug bite on my lil knuckle tho :c i am allergic to mosquito bites and it looks suspiciously like one, or two, right on top of one another ._.

i hope you’re doing fantastic, sweetpea <3

#yeah my knuckles all swollen n in pain 😣😣😣 ick #but!!!!! other than that i’m okay i think!! c: #please have a fabulous wednesday bb <3 i love u lots!! #don’t forget to drink water & eat well & stay safe <3 #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

lover here.... i miss u..... i kiss u.... i hope u have a good day

i miss u + kiss u too!!!!!! thank u lover bb i hope everything is going well on your end <333 always sending you tons of love n hugs n kissies ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

#today i am reaaaaaally sleepy #it’s so rainy out and that is Not Helping hahaha #it just makes me more sleepy 😴😴😴 #have a fabulous day sweetpea <3 #stay safe and drink water okay!!!! #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

hey clari !!! missed you. hope you're well !!!! lover's been a lil mia for finals but come come !! tell me about your day. what are your plans? ><

-lover

hi lover!! lovely to hear from you again (ha ha)!! <3 i missed you too!!

ick, finals >.< when i was in uni, final exams gave me such bad anxiety because of the time limit. i actually really enjoyed taking exams (i’m a freak, i know, but i loved what i studied) but hard and firm time limits really freak me out. luckily, most of my finals were final papers instead of exams, but like at least with a final paper you can hand it in late and still pass. you can’t hand in an exam late; you absolutely have to take it on the day it’s scheduled or you fail the whole thing.

i wish you good luck on everything sweetpea, please remember that grades do not define your intelligence or worth, and that your health is so much more important, so make sure you’re getting enough sleep, water, and food!!! i’ll keep you in my thoughts <3

aaaah well!! today is father’s day in canada, which is a very difficult day for me (as i’m sure anyone with a complex relationship with their father can understand). i already got the whole ordeal out of the way this morning so that’s good, but it’s still a rough day in general ._. so i’m just trying to take it easy and do self-care stuff, like marathoning my favourite star wars films while doing blog stuff hehe <33

other than that, today i’m just tryna figure out what to do with my ‘personal’ blog (inkyfae)! i really want to use it for something but i’m like,,, torn on what i want to use it for or how i want to use it haha <3 part of me wants to use it as a lil diary blog, part of me wants to use it as a spam blog, part of me wants to just use it as a catch-all, i dunno!!! but i’ll figure it out c:

i hope you’re doing well precious lover <3 never forget that i am rooting for you!!! <333

#tw fathers day #JUST IN CASE LMFAO #spending the day with my TRUE daddy darth vader <3333333333 #oh my gosh actually i just found out yesterday that build-a-bear released a new 25th celebration vader bear and i NEED HIM #IT IS A NEED #so anyway #that's what's going on in my life #plus therapy + writing of course #i wrote nearly 2000 words of a lil piece last night which was awesome!!!!! #i am sending you so much luck and love bb!!! <333 #stay safe and stay hydrated!! #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

i’m in love with you i’m in love with you i’m in love with you every time i read your writing my mind goes blank and i enter a haze and i just. i wish i could immortalise the feelings you evoke within me and read them to you. i wish i could tell u every day how much your words mean to me. shaking crying throwing up

- lover (sorry i’ve been mia. it’s been a tempestuous couple of weeks. missed you.)

LOVER PLEASE UR GONNA MAKE ME CRYYYY!! oh my gosh literally thank you SO much for these messages they made me giggle and tear up and aaaaaaaah <33333 i appreciate your feedback more than i can express, thank you <3

ps. don’t apologize!!! it’s 100% fine <3 please take good care of yourself, you deserve it <33 i missed u too!!! tons!!

#i sent these messages to my boyfriend because i was just like !!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAH #BURSTING AT THE SEAMS WITH LOVE FOR U HAHAHAHAHA #these are both so sweet and i’m so incredibly happy that you enjoyed tomura’s newest birthday piece <33333 #i’m sorry the past few weeks have been rough for you :( #please never forget that i am always always always sending you bunches and bunches of love and health and happiness <3 #be kind to yourself sweetpea <3 i love you lots!!! have a good day today okay??? for me??? 🥺 #hehe <3 and drink your water!!!!!! i’ll go drink some right now too!!! #lover.anon #i was literally JUST thinking about you like two days ago #i swear to god me & my anons must have some sort of telepathic link #like i’ll think about one of u and then a few days later you pop by my inbox and i’m like !!!!!!!!! omg welcome back!!! #hahaha <33 #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

lover got dumped actually ….. not doing too hot HAHAH but it’s ok!!! i typically get over things like this after 2 days but still hurt :3 how are YOU N YOUR UGLY TAMAGOTCHI. the AGAIN!!!!! sent me giggling. i love you so much kisses

- luvr

nooooo babie i’m so sorry :( oh gosh i am sending you all of the love n hugs in the whole world :( of course it still hurt!!! you’re only human, lover bb, it’s okay and normal to be upset over something like that!! <3 uGH LIKE HE IS SO UGLY AND SCARY I’M SO UPSET okay so basically what happened was,,,, obv when it arrived i turned it on immediately and got an egg and all that, and i was playing with it but i turned the sound off so i accidentally neglected him and then he grew up to be so UGLY so i reset him with the promise to take better care of him (because the tama it evolves into is directly correlated to how well you take care of it) and goD DAMN IT it happened again!!!!!!! ugH he’s only a teenager rn so i’m hoping if i take super good care of him maybe he’ll become a cute adult but like ://///// i’ve kinda lost hope for him :c hopefully the second gen is cuter </3

i’m glad it made u giggle tho hehehe <333 i love u lots n lots n lots!!!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ )

#my bff’s tama is gonna marry him so like whatever #but still :(((((((( #anyway in more important news i am so sorry sweet bb :( #i hope you feel better soon!!! <33333 #you are amazing and incredible and wonderful and you deserve all of the love and happiness in the world #i love u sm pls try and have a good day <333 #and take care of yourself!!!! drink water and eat well!!! <33 #lover.anon #clari gets mail #there’s also something going on with my chest like idk but my ribs feel like they’re caving in lol ._. #it’s kinda scary tbh

[inkykeiji]

heyyyy sweetheart!!! i’m happy to see you back on my dash <3 i hope everything’s okay, giving u loads of kisses

- lover <3

hi lover bb!!!!! and i’m happy to see you back in my inbox ehehe (´∀｀)♡ i’m trying my best given the current circumstances!! i’m trying to think of one Tiny Good Thing that happened each day and appreciate it <3 today my tiny good thing was that i got to play in the snow!!

#trying to be more appreciative; live in the moment and just slow down a little #living life day to day and trying not to worry about the future for the time being #and just appreciating the time i have with those close to me!! making the most out of it all n all that <3 #i hope you’re doing well lover bb!!!! <33333 #i’m glad to see you again!!! #much love and health your way sweetpea <33 #enjoy your day and stay safe pls!!!! and drink ur water too!!! hehe #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

hey lovely baby !!!! kisses you for i'm sorry i've been so mia i just finally finished settling into my new apartment n i thought i'd come say hewwo to my fave girl ever :3 how are you !!! how are the tamagotchi!!! tell me everything

- lover

hi lover!!!!

don’t worry about it, i dropped off the face of the internet for a few days recently as well!! that’s so exciting though!!!! moving can be super exhausting so i’m glad to hear you’re finally settled hehe <33 SHHHHHH stop i’m 🥺🥺🥺🥺 hahaha ur so cute!!!

tbh i’ve been reading a LOT lately (tommyland + the dirt, and i finished both combined in 6 days!! granted they aren’t exactly difficult material but still!!); i finished half of the heroin diaries last night!! i read some this morning but it was beginning to make me feel really weird so i had to put it down for a moment. super interesting, though!! i was originally reading it as research for poison!keigo & his addiction, but i ended up finding so much more in that book. i’m really glad i picked it up!! in that same vein (lmao) i’m going to try reading naked lunch next.

HE’S OKAY UGH HE GREW UP UGLY AGAIN but it’s whatever,, hopefully his kid will be cuter :( i did buy him a throne tho which is pretty neat hehehe <3 i’ve also been playing a lot of the sims lately!!!! and that has also been so much fun ahahaha <33

#kissies!!!!!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) #i hope you’re doing awesome bb <3333 i love u lots!!!! #i have to go make food now hahaha #i spent a bit of time finishing up the answers to some asks and queued them n now i need food hahaha #but yeah that’s really all that’s going on over here lately #i’m craving sushi like crazy too LMAO #oH and motley announced a new date for my city!!!! my mom wants to get me tickets for my birthday LMAO #but i’ve already seen them live & idk if i wanna go again #i mean they’re so much fun on stage but yk covid n all that :/ #anyway please enjoy your new space and have a fantastic week!!!!!!!!! #stay safe n hydrated please!! <3333 #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

thinking of u always <: !!!!!!! i hope ur okay. giving u all my kisses <3

- lover

i love u so much!!!!!!!! hehe i’m trying my best <3 please eat something yummy today and be kind to yourself lover bb <333

#UR SOOOO CUTE WAAAAAAH #oh my gosh i hope you're doing well!!! #thank u for the kissies hehe <3 #right now i am quite tired hahaha #also my tamagotchi evolved and he's UGLY #AGAIN!!!!! #it's my fault i didn't take better care of him :( but still :(( #anyway now i'm just rambling hahaha #have the bestest day please <3333 #keep safe n hydrated and healthy!!! #ily!!! #lover.anon #clari gets mail

[inkykeiji]

hi lover clari baby! sorry for being a lil mia but i'm here to say i love u !!! i hope you've been well n i read ur memory post n i was like HEY i just went through the same thing. that feeling of like oh. that happened. now this makes sense is so. surreal??? n also i wanted to say totoro dabi brought me to my knees please give him kisses for me

love you! i hope u are so well i'm kissing ur forehead n patting your hair. muah

- lover

hi lover!!! ♡(˃͈ દ ˂͈ ༶ ) it’s okay bb u don’t have to apologize at all!! i’m doing okay, thank you!! <3 i hope you’ve been okay as well <33

YEAH haha i basically had this fragment of a memory for so many years of my life, it had always stuck with me, never left my mind, popped into my head at the most random times, and i was always like ????? huh, odd, kinda weird, doesn’t make much sense at all and yet i’m positive it happened. and then finally, finally early last year a BIG missing piece clicked into place and i went ‘oh.’ and it produces very contradictory feelings because it's nice to have another piece of the puzzle but at the same time it like,,,,, aaaaaaah god this really did happen to me. and in a way i always knew, so its nice to have that confirmation, but it's still..... it's still like, fuck, this sucks. does that make any sense at all lmao????? i'm having difficulty explaining myself :(

hehehe i will give him all the kisses for u!!! <333 i love u so much!! eee thank you for the kissies n pats hehe ^.^

#tw trauma #just in case #you're so precious lover bb <333 #always glad to hear from u <33 #sorry this is kinda long but thank you for listening <3 #i feel very #alone #with all of this #because my best friend and my boyfriend are absolutely wonderful fantastic beautiful people that i am beyond lucky to have in my life #and they listen of course and they're attentive and compassionate #but they both come from such well off families #such well put together families that they can't even imagine;;;; they just can't relate #so #yeah haha #i'm very lucky to have you here as well <3 all of you everyone who hangs out with me on my blog #waaah i'm getting emotional AHAHA #i love u please have a wonderful weekend bb and stay SAFE <333 #drink ur water too!!!! #lover.anon #clari gets mail