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needl · 7 years

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So. I like someone.

I’ve been liking him.

Let me give you more context.

Throw it back to my first semester in college. I was 18 years old. I was unknowingly going through a limbo in my life in which I was growing to be a more defined person with individual traits. However I kind of already knew that I liked certain aesthetics, and the skater look had been relevant in my taste.Very few people in the university I attended accommodated to these visual standards.

In that school I had two crushes that I knew nothing of, except that they spent a lot of time in campus. One of them, I later found out, was named Santiago and he was a bioengeneering major. The other one continued to be a mystery but everything about him was soooo pleasantly good looking. He had the wavy hair I die for, the vintage feel glasses, the fitted clothes, the smile, the accent watch and something very peculiar was his back pack. I always liked to look at peoples backpacks, specially since mine had costed $80 bucks and promised a luxry Nixon experience for my packaging of school supplies.

aaaaanyways

I couldn’t find his name. No one else seemed to notice him. Out of all the people I had a romantic attraction to, no one ever looked at him when I pointed him out to my friends. One day, Santiago passed by right behind him, I tried to point them out to my friend, and I think she was confused but she could almost promise me his name was Carlos and he was from the same high school I went to.

This couldn’t be. Everyone in my high school was a piece of shit. but it as a hint, right? So I started asking people about “carlos from _____ high school” who dresses super nice as his major characteristic.

No one knew a thing.

So I started dating someone else, you know the drill. I lost interest since I now had a significant other. And as you know, that ended, so I decided to download tinder. Guess who I matched with. Not Carlos from not my high school.

I can nnot even beging to explain how much I like him. The way hhe dresses, the way he is commited to school, the way he laughs a lot, the way I need to stalk him to see more pictures of him because he barely uploads anything.The way he replies hours after I text because he is busy. the way he know he is passionate about his major. The way his name is not Carlos and the way he is not frmo the same high school I went to. The way his name is David (what a hot name, right?) and he is from the north.

I’m dying to tell him I like him. I’m dying to tell him I have liked him for a long time and I feel so lucky to finally have a chance to talk to him.

#personal #about my crush #uuhhhhh it's too soon to give him a tag but i'm gonna do it anyway because I know this is special #well i hope so #i hope he thinks this is special too #d not c #ok it's a work in process

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