#me not wanting to paint seal script & making mistakes won out

[zazrichor]

perhaps before Nie MingJue passed away, Nie HuaiSang really knew nothing. But after Nie MingJue’s death, he knew everything.

#the untamed #nie huaisang #cql fanart #mdzs fanart #chen qing ling #mo dao zu shi #zazrichart #it's nhs loving hours #*stares into distance* i think i lost myself during this #this underwent so many revisions #i made the mistake of watching fatal journey while painting him so i made him cry #the tears were golden but i thought it disrupted the whole look so i made the fan dribble?? #it was all very symbolic but i didn't like how it was taking too much focus off his face #then i started angsting about which side of his fan i wanted to show #me not wanting to paint seal script & making mistakes won out #& while painting i decided i wanted sect leader!nhs #so i had to take his wisps away :((((( #oh & i spilled a little purple my bad 💜💚 #translation by ExR scanlation #krita