#my god my acne was so bad

[hunsa-jars]

Howdy peepers, I've been feeling pretty down lately but I think I'm on the right path to snap out of it!

See yall on monday hopefully

#to be honest recent political news got me anxious and just.. disheartened #not gonna lie rather depressed #but i guess that's a normal reaction #god it's just so awful #change of subject- i might be a bit burned out too because of all the stressing i subjected myself to this month #but worries be damned my grades ain't overall half bad #THO you just can't catch a break when it comes to college it seems #like we have to sign up for our classes on this website #based on your major obviously #and some people just don't pick the right classes hhhhh #and you see the waiting list for the class you need to sign up to is full because the goofs don't know what their course code is #which is weird like 😭 maybe there's a GOOD reason why your group mates' names aren't on the class list #because you didn't pick the right one aaaaaa #get outta here fella pleaaase #also on an unrelated note: it turns out i have a mild case of rosacea #it's not that suprising skin conditions run in the family #my mom's side of family at least #like my grandpa had rosacea. my mom has it too. my sister had acne (not anymore tho). my older brother too has something going on #i just thought i got lucky and inherited my dad's skin but guess not 💀 #funniest thing is that almost everything makes rosacea act up #heat? cold? spicy food? stress? exercise? stress? alcohol? GODDAMN SUNLIGHT??? #you name it #so yeahh not pleasant #if it won't get better mom will make an appointment with a dermatologist #uhh.. i guess that's all i wanted to say #for now at least #miss you guys hope all of you have been doing well :'> #random squeak

[lovecatsys]

i wish my prents had taught me how to properly take care of my skin as a kid. or even just. To take care of my skin. I did not wash my face EVER until the past couple years when my acne got bad cuz of T puberty. And now its like. So bad and im realizing maybe the way ive been washing my face isnt actually good for my skin and is in fact making it worse. lol

#i have just been. using the shower nozzle to wash my face (with soap specific for faces with acne) #and i come out of the shower with my face feeling dry and itchy 🙃 #i just dont understand how you could just wash your face in the sink #like?? #i just dont know how to do that #and god my acne is so painful #its especially bad in the areas my glasses touch

[faggotslime]

men from my past who 'were' my friends stop re-entering my life to see if you'd still find me fuckable after being on hormones challenge

#vent #personal #its happened a couple times and the answer is no regardless #why are yall so shocked im not your uwu soft fem tboy fantasy #why are you mad i have ass hair a deeper voice and bad acne #what the fuck did you think hrt meant #leave me alone lol #'im not attracted to men' mfers shocked pikachu face when t men look like men: >:0 #bestie what the actual fuck did you expect #also thank god #i dodged several bullets #and several other people who wpulsve begged me to stay closeted 💞for them💞 #my gf gives me my shot every week and is gonna teach me to shave my face #im good ✌🏼🫶🏼

[byunbaekhyunie]

i have this ugliest zit above my lips and I’m exercising saintlike patience and restraint by not touching it or popping it but istg if it’s not gone by Monday

#getting acne around the mouth is so NASTY it’s literally the worst I wanna kms #I actually have two there’s another much smaller one and I just pray to god it’s not gonna turn into a whitehead #my skin has been doing so bad this month like if it doesn’t clear after my period I’m. im .

[artamos]

I think the mole on my face is not cancer 👍

#mine #well I've had it since at least 2016 (found old photos) I just used to have really bad acne and didn't know it was a mole #my face is so clear now (thank god) and it's kind of weird to identify moles and freckles on my face.

[vcrnons]

man. why was yuta in my dream again

#shut up j #this time he was a cool older guy whose car had broken down and he asked me if I could drive him to work #so I pulled up at his place at 8am and there are like 30 people all dressed UP in these clubbing fits #meanwhile im in my fuckin JIMJAMS AND FUZZY SLIPPERS. #and one of his friends came to my car and was like heyyyy come inside he’s just getting dressed. And I was like :| look at the state of me #hair scraped back. hormonal acne all over the joint. it was BAD but for some reason I did go inside anyway #asked this girl how on earth she looked so good at 8am and she just laughed and shook her head saying I had nothing to worry about #LIKE MAAM I WASNT WORRIED UNTIL NOW WHAT DO YOU M E A N. anyway I get inside and yuta finally comes downstairs and is in a whole suit #pressed trousers white shirt tie jacket. a whole SUIT. and he’s like ‘oh did you bring the Jack Daniels’ and I was like bitch NO GET IN THE #CAR ALR YOURE GONNA BE LATE #also WHAT fuckin jack daniels. ITS 8AM WHY DO YOU NEED WHISKEY #never did find out but 🤷🏻‍♀️ anyway #so then I drove him to work and he was being a menace the whole time. just. making fun of my driving and saying the pyjamas were cute #and then he was like ‘can u pick me up at 5 too? and bring the JD with u. thanks’ kissed my cheek and skedaddled #I don’t know what triggered this I just know im gonna tear down a house over it. I hate him😭😭😭😭 #I DONT KNOW THIS MAN WELL ENOUGH FOR HIM TO BE UP IN MY DREAMS LIKE THIS😭 #can I pls have five minutes peace. good god

[theloveinc]

I am so excited to eat thanksgiving leftovers tomorrow anyway… bakugo second puberty

#hold on let me organize my thoughts I am stuck on mashed potatoes and turkey leg and GRAVY #hongry… #anyway I can’t remember who but someone mentioned b getting adult acne and tbh I love braces and acne bakugo #I just want him to become a butter for a year when he’s 24 and be super extra sweaty and his voices gets a little deeper #butterball* #like raspy too and he tries to cough to cover it #and yes he gets a lil acne and BACNE OH MY GOD that he asks u to scratch for him #and he gets like weirdly hairy for a bit LOL before he sheds the thick stuff #and I was also gonna say… a lil extra h*rny😏 #and he’s confused about it too he’s like WHY DO I JUST WANNA F*CK ALL THE TIME #it’s okay i don’t mind seems like the opposite of a problem??????? #and I’m just kidding but his b*lls get bigger too LOL SORRY #but his muscles kinda do too like #he stops looking like a skinny boy w/ mooscles (haha throwback) #and more like it’s natural #I’m gonna go insane in my brain #I want him so bad #and a ham biscuit sandwich #I need to buy more biscuits #tomorrow is turkey and potatoes #arhgrkdhf #I was gonna say something else but i FORGOT #caitie blabs

[shodansbabygirl]

Yes skin care is mostly marketing and bullshit and lies but some of us do like to have skin that hurts less and the fact of the matter is salicylic acid, benzoyl peroxide, and washing your face usually help make your skin hurt less

#If you also use lotion and Sunscreen for the love of God wear Sunscreen skin cancer is so scary please wear Sunscreen #I have hormonal cystic acne and I will always have hormonal cystic acne But #Washing my face and using acne treatments makes it heal faster and hurt less and that really matters to me because FACE HURTY IS BAD STIM

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

rockin the alex kralie swag today

#no face cause i looked dumb and also my acne is bad <3 #thank u to the goodwill last week for having not one but TWO marble hornets fits (<< also got a rlly comfy red flannel) #(which is a thing ive been looking for FOREVER since the only red flannel i had before was. very obviously feminine cut and shaped ) #girl thats just me #<< this is my selfie tag until i can think of something better #🐟 girl thats just me 🐟 #nvm i like the fish better #god i need a haircut so bad. went 2 greatclips like 2 weeks ago and they didnt cut it short enough and now its grown out already. gross

[ikyw-t]

this is a moodboard for how my brain has been feeling the past couple weeks. yes i spent like 10 minutes organizing these pictures if that tells u anything about how im feeling

#not that anyone asked but it's bc my adderall rx changed a month ago from extended release to short release #bc the extended release was making me feel super anxious in the afternoon when it would start to wear off #which is obviously counterproductive and i am already anxiety-inclined if that's even a phrase #so ive been on the short release version of adderall for the last month and overall it was going a lot better #the anxiety in the afternoon pretty much disappeared which was nice #the past like three weeks tho ive been dealing with being unable to stop picking at my skin and cuticles too #which is something ive struggled with since middle school in various degrees and tho it was getting better in the past couple years #ive never struggled with it LESS than i have since starting adderall in like march. and my god. what a joy and relief that was #so now that it's started happening again it's honestly pretty upsetting bc it's kinda physically painful and also just rly embarrassing #like i dont even have that bad acne probably but being unable to stop picking at it makes it like ten times worse #like i haven't had acne on my back in like three years since i finished taking accutane #and in the past three weeks i have but it's rly only bc i can't stop scratching at it and so there's gonna be scarring too #it's just very embarrassing and also disappointing nd disheartening since i was finally able to NOT have to deal with this for a few months #it's appalling and upsetting to realize that this was just my life for like a decade before i got treatment for adhd #and once i did it a lot of my impulsive and unconscious skin picking pretty much disappeared. #like damn bro the amount of times my mom and everyone in my family told me how nice my skin would be if i could just leave it alone. yeah. #anyway. im gonna talk to the doctor about this next month when i get my refill obviously bc i am not having a good time #even tho this was working rly great for the first three weeks. like whyyyy can't medicine just work. whyyy #anywayyyy if u read all this no u didnt bc it's embarrassing for me lol #i just felt the need to talk about it cause it's been upsetting me today

[carcinized]

also on the topic of the prev post anyone who says "yeah no i avoid this super fucking normal and healthy food because ive noticed it makes me break out" get out 😭😭😭😭 no it fucking doesnt bro stop letting stupid fucking instagram influencers dictate your diet based off your insecurities. like even if the fucking. wrong type of oil i guess(?) thats in fucking everything ???? WAS making you break out a) how the fuck would you notice that b) why the fuck would it matter acne is sooo fucking normal stop being a part of the problem <33333

#sorry this is more of a personal pet peeve but like #why. literally why. youre making the next diet culture but just around like... not having acne. which is so dumb #all diet culture is dumb like bodies literally just Exist. let them do their job bro they are just tryna keep you alive #and no matter how that looks for you it is nonetheless like. just a body?? thats keeping you alive?? #but ohh my god istg the stupid 'this food makes me break out' is the next like 'this food makes me bloated' like. stop it. #idc & NEITHER SHOULD YOU!!!!!!!!!! #sorry i slept for 11 hours on accident but im still tired and im SOOOOOOO IRRITABLE #<33333333 no one get on my bad side today jfc #tobin talks #negative #uhh ask to tag idk this talks about diet culture i dont wanna upset anyone

[vanillabat99]

I hate trying to navigate presentation as a nonbinary person. The things I am comfortable with often conflict with what's safe, and I usually opt for what's safe :(

#for the next few weeks my stomach is never seeing the light of day because i decided to shave off my body hair and i fucking hate it #im gonna be wearing a bikini and i have longer hair these days and i just didnt wanna risk it but god i hate it so much #so now ive essentially done it for nothing since im just gonna wear a shirt overtop. and im not even gonna bother with the rest of my body. #so it would look bad now. #it doesnt help that i got sick of it partway through so it doesnt even look good anyways 😭😭😭 #i leave tomorrow so its not like its gonna magically grow back overnight :( #im upset :( #when i was out swimsuit shopping and asking my mom what she thought and stuff she said i should shave #and i believed her 😭😭😭😭 #god i wish i could undo it. i miss my tummy hair :( #honestly its probably better that i wear a shirt since id probably get more rude looks from acne than body hair :( #i know itll grow back and its fine but it was important to me i guess :( #batty blogging #text

[alittleemo]

ok ignore my terrified late night acne stress post told i will not be going on accutane bc the doctor said it wont work for me !! ill take that !!

#lee’s bullshit #i saw a new doctor today and holy shit. wow #usually i go and theyre crazy busy and see me late and only are there for like. Five minutes tops. and barely see me which is annoying. #but this woman actually liked went in depth !! and asked lots of questions about what ive been on and whats been working/not #and gave me like a thoughtful list of things to do w all the reasons !! which is super nice #and she also said the meds im on right now (that i was terrified to get off of bc theyve been regulating my brain well) are the best #for what i have and accutane would be very intensive and not really target the acne i have. so yippee !! #literally thank god <3 #my dad also was very on my side abt the accutane thing which was such a relief like i told him abt her saying it wasnt bad and he laughed #he was like shes so full of shit what. she had crazy side effects and also like couldnt go out in the sun thats not going to work for u #and i was like yes exattly . so yay :] #also jsut had a great meeting w all of my trans friends which is great + read two dungeon meshi volumes td and plan to get through another. #i do need to eat lunch tho so be back later !!

[hairydykecunt]

i’m technically abt to have 1000$ to spend for may which is cool. im so excited to get a cat and stuff for my apartment

#kitty talks #mos of it has to go to like useful things like cleaning supplies and bills but im definitely gonna try to buy at least 50$ worth of useful + #things that are for me personally. like face wash. its not Needed but it would be nice #fuck i also need to wash my sheets so bad bc my acne is out of control but urghrhrgegghgghhggh. i will but god #and i might buy hair dye again 😒 bc my colour faded really quickly #but maybe hair stuff bc my hair is sooo dry and damaged

[ozymoron]

its unreal i ever thought i was ugly like ??? what?? ugly by whos standards?? your own?? surely not. and even if an ugly exists does being ugly make you inherrently bad? that sounds like some bullshit to me. i kiss you on the forehead go live your stupid life who cares if someone thinks youre ugly cause your teeth are yellow or whatever the fuck theyre not worth your time buddy

#⚠️ #beaming this into past me's brain #personal #i used to think my face was too chubby and shit like that like too chubby?? for who??? who are we trying to please here??? #not ourself this is making us miserable #its crazy cause i never was even called ugly by others it was just all in my head id only ever gotten compliments #i guess being autistic and being bullied for it and not knowing why made me try to scramble to put the blame on something and i landed on m #appearance. #also used to hate my acne brother in christ you were 15 for god sake youre supposed to have acne #its so funny like people used to be like ''i wish i had hair like yours!'' and my inner monologue was like ''they all hate me'' #yknow that one scene with the guy from meet the robinsons #the kid who was the bad guy

[brookswackermanfeetcam]

I’m having a pretty bad day to be quite completely honest and true

#I’m breaking out so bad on my check I haven’t got acne there since I was a teenager #also I dropped my eyeshadow palette and not only did it break most of the eyeshadows I got it all over my jeans #and I have a rash on my hand please for the love of god go easy on me