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the-sappho-of-lesbos · 8 months

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Got overwhelming depressed so I bought tea

#I’m just really not in a good space lately #and I’m so out of i don’t feel connected to myself #I wake up and am unsure of my age or what year it is #I go through phases of forgetting my gfs name or that I even have a gf #I’m an absolute mess right now #my mental health is in the toilet #I’m just quietly spiraling too #I’ve just shut down #I got overhwhelmed with my recovery coach today and told her #she said I didn’t even look like it #which makes me feel like I’m faking everything or it’s not even that bad #I just want to sleep and be in a coma #but I can’t sleep for 24 hours 7 days a week my body physically won’t let men #anytime awake feels like too much

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nojoom · 1 year

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im obsessed with exerting control over my life and the numbers game diabetes forces me to play isnt helping at all

#my mental health is in the toilet #sigh #actually diabetic

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harrystylescherry · 2 years

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Maggie rogers AND dermot kennedy tickets go on sale today…pray for my wallet

#my mental health is in the toilet #so obviously im going to spend too much money

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lewisdidthat · 2 years

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sorry i haven't been super active today or yesterday, going back to work has fucked me over :(

#my mental health is in the toilet #my bosses guilted me so much for taking annual leave and have now piled on so much work now i'm back #i worked 8-4 in the office and its 8.15pm now and i just finished working from home because i am so behind #they also out of the blue have started implementing all these new reporting practices and said that because i wasn't doing them before ...#that it made me look dishonest :(#like i am working the way i they trained me yet they are making me feel shit for not doing enough #i am so close to tears :(

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abbiebsart · 6 days

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Evan’s Bad No-Good Day at the Trap Factory

#evan macmillan #dbd trapper #I’m so mature guys I swear #my art #dead by daylight #dbd #dbd fanart #dead by daylight fanart #my mental health is in the toilet and this is how I cope

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moontaingoat · 9 months

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i'm 22 years old and they've made telehealth testosterone illegal for everyone in my state. i've been getting my medication this way through plume for almost 3 years and now i have to find an in person clinic? how fucking dare they. i'm devastated. there is no good reason for T to be a class 3 substance other than to make life harder for men like me. FUCK everyone who had anything to do with this legal decision, i hope they die horribly and are mourned by no one.

#i struggle with in person appointments due to mental health issues #i feel legally violated right now #being trans in alabama is all fine and good for me 90% of the time and then they go and do some bullshit like this #my mental state is in the toilet right now #trans rights #trans healthcare

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bevebevo · 5 months

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#drawing during the week before finals is probably very irresponsible of me but my mental health would be in the toilet without it so #illustration #12.23 #oc:nyx

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fox-guardian · 7 months

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vampire that can still eat and enjoy human food but it doesn't sustain them and it also gives them the shits beyond belief

#ramblings with major #cursing #bout to make this canon to the lila and redd universe #redd voice Yes Lila I'd Love To Have A Romantic Non-Blood Dinner With You (im gonna blow up my toilet later GAHD DANGIT)#also i'd like to think that jon as a full avatar is also like this lakshdajhdkldj #like he'll drink martins tea because he needs it for his mental health and then he's on the can for 2 hours. from TEA.

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icouldhyperfixatehim · 6 months

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i am so funny, i say, out loud, pressing play on a rewatch of why r u? (thailand's version)

#my mental health...she's...how you say...in the toilet #anyway i'm going to watch one of the most confusing productions ever made. again. this time knowing what i'm doing.#can't even find a viewing guide to help me out with where to splice in the saifahzon story eps so #lets play roulette babes :)#why r u?

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fawndlyvenus · 3 months

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When you wanna write but the motivation is miles away because ✨mental health✨

#venus speaks #tw personal #mental health in the toilet and flare ups galore!#Also the chronic nightmares are kicking my ass so the fun is never ending~#And I so desperately want to write and have ideas but…

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theangrypomeranian · 7 months

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me rn

#pom ponders #work woes #thinking about how my ex bestie is coming back to the store next week and i already want to cry #i know working with her is going to stress me out and it's going to affect my mood at work and at home #I'm going to have to put my guard up around people and be cold to them and i don't want to #but i can't trust anyone to not fall into her charms and i don’t have the energy to fight it #so i just have to accept that being at work is going to be hell and I'm going to be upset all the time #and i can't go anywhere else right now and i can't quir because i need the money to pay my bills and feed my cats #my mental health is gonna go down the toilet but who cares right #and I'm here screaming into the void because i can't rant to anyone else without sounding like a broken record #oh well i guess

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 1 month

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FucksSAKE we're desperate and I'm fucking sick of begging for money so does anyone want some emergency art commissions. Like. Say a fiver for a quick sketch, maybe 10 to 15 for something with flat colour?

#spent several hours this morning doing those paid online surrveys and it fried my brain so much i had to take a nap #and didnt even earn enough to actually withdraw any money from it #like... f u c k theres gotta be something i can do?? we need electricity and bills and. i mean technically we need food but #i basically havent eaten in 3 days anyway and dont feel hungry so thats honestly the lowest priority atm #its. supposed to be getting easier. why is it getting *harder*#alao please please dont take this as me sounding ungrateful to people who help. you all mean the world to me and i would give yall anything #we're just. we're both really struggling. Alfie's in constant pain bc we're out of 'painkillers' till payday next week #mental healths in the toilet lol #but hey at least in 2 days my holidays are up and i get to go back to being beaten up by a child #exhausting myself with masking and hypervigilance to the point where i cant feel as much

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semiotomatics · 8 months

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i wish i could enjoy literally anything rn

#going to a concert tomorrow that i WAS super excited for once upon a time #now im just stressed out of my gourd and honestly tempted to just. not go #which wouldn't be the first time i bailed on a concert i had tickets for bc my mental health was in the toilet #but i know ill regret not going #my agoraphobia has gotten so bad you guys #im p sure the only reason ive been able to make my drs appts is bc the clinic is literally across the street from me #but they're leaving at the end of the year so unless im Better by then im basically screwed #anyway sorry for the pity party guys its been. fuckin rough round here #god i dont want to do this anymore #this has been an original post #personal spewage

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yellobb · 4 days

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Warlock is ignoring me :((((( please come back my son 😭😭😭😭😭