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braxlrose · 9 months

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hii! i was wondering if u could possibly make more bill x self destruct!reader bc i kinda relate to it n it helps comfort me if not that’s totally ok dw!🫶🏼.

- 🦇 anon

bill kaulitz x self-destruct!reader • pt. one

cw: self harm, drugs, toxic relationship, cheating, drinking, angst, etc.

• bill holds you for hours whenever you have a breakdown. Even if it's just over something stupid like losing a hair tie, he'll hold you and let you cry into him until you start to feel better.

• if you're going through a depressive episode, he'll make sure to come by and see your everyday to take care of you. even if you try and push him away and tell him you don't need taking care of, he is going to sit with you and brush your hair and make sure you eat and drink something.

• one time when you went to rave, he made sure to come with you so you didn't do anything stupid and he ended up having to smack ecstasy tablets out of your hand and take you home.

• he spent the rest of the night telling you how unsafe those are. you were just sitting there, rolling your eyes at him which ended up in tons and tons of angry sex.

• buys you candies to eat/suck on instead of smoking. which you end up calling him a hypocrite because he smokes too but then he's all like "yeah, but I'm not doing 10 other different kinds of drugs." ouch.

• it's still sweet though.

• he's gotten used to you trying to sneak away and out of bed after you two have fallen asleep so he pretends to fall asleep and when he feels you getting up, he wraps his arms tightly around you and spoons you, so you can't leave.

• he once walked in on you about to burn yourself with a cigarette and he didn't leave your side for the rest of the day. and he took away your cigarettes and got you nicotine patches 😒

• bill loves taking bathes with you. you're too lazy to stand so you just sit down between his legs and he washes your hair for you and your body. plus he gets to lay around with a naked woman soo

• bill tries his best not to get angry with you when you do something that would usually get him angry because he knows you're just trying to get a rise out of him to get attention

• when you're yelling at him, he just sits there and let's you yell at him until he finally gets up and just pulls you into a hug.

• kisses and traces your tattoos when you two are relaxing together.

• on the nights where he actually falls asleep and you end up leaving he wakes up all alone. he tries calling you and texting you but there's no answer and he gets really worried.

• that is until you show up a couple days later with your hair and makeup a mess. you were obviously out partying.

• whenever you isolate yourself away from people, even your family and your closest friends. he comes to your room and tries to talk to you. if he decides it's best to let you be alone, he'll leave but still check on you every now and then.

• if he decides it's better to stay with you to make sure you're okay, he'll just lay with you. no talking, no nothing. just holding you in his arms.

• when you go gambling and then come running to him because you lost money, he gets you the money. he doesn't want anything bad to happen to you, so he makes sure he can do whatever it is for you to be okay.

• whenever bill brings up family stuff, you just shut down. you don't want to talk about it and the more bill pushes you the more your anger boils until it all spills out.

• even though you push him away, once he actually leaves for too long, he's gotten used to you calling him. he can hear your sobs through the call asking him to come back and that you're sorry for everything and you just want him back. and he always comes back.

• one night, bill saw you at a club, dancing with some other guy. intimate dancing. he started crying and just went back to his hotel room. after a little while he heard you open the door and come in. now 2 things could happen.

• either you come in sobbing about how you danced with another guy and you didn't mean it even though you loved him so much.

• or you'd just stumble in and fall asleep next to him. not even an apology in the morning.

• you would slap or hit him away when he tried to wrap your wrists after you cut yourself but he'd end up just picking you up and you'd give in.

• never letting you drive after you got drunk because he doesn't want you to get hurt, ever.

sorry this was shorter than the last one!!

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joanquill · 1 year

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"Oh god… Why are you here?"

hi sweet!! 😊 happy valentine's day! uh I hope this will not be complicate for you well, Albert, bcs I love him sm. the reader would be a distant childhood friend of Albert and they find out that he killed their parents. I think it's clear it's an angst. maybe it would fit in the 16. ooh and they would have a romantic relationship, like a special but tragic reunion I've had this plot in my head for a long time lol my english is not good and now I'm too lazy to revise my request, sorry 😭

Albert James Moriarty

A/N: Valentines who? Romance where?

Warnings/s: Death, Blood, Mentions of Abuse

Tag/s: Angst

'I need to get out of here...!' you chanted in your head as you hastily grabbed your suitcase, rushing out of the hotel.

Ever since the news of your parents dying from a heart attack reached you, you knew someone was behind it.

The only evidence you had was your memory of the terrified screams they had the night of their death. You were supposed to be out at a party but decided to go home instead.

Instead of resting on your warm bed, you stood by the front doors as you heard gunshots inside as blood tainted the windows, making your legs run away in fear.

You ran back to the party, locking yourself in one of the guest rooms and pretending to be asleep like it was just a horrible nightmare.

Even at the funeral, you could feel the pitiful looks and malicious gaze of everyone around you as you processed what was happening.

But as twisted as it is, you felt a weight get off your chest as they were lowered six feet under.

No more hiding bruises under your clothes and makeup or dreading when the sun sets as you hid in the maid's quarters. Hoping they wouldn't find you.

You were free. And you hated how pleased you felt.

"(Y/N)...?" a soft voice called out, snapping you back to reality.

"Albert..." you whispered in a shaky breath, "Sorry, I guess I'm just out of it..." you nervously laughed, making him frown.

He held his hand out to you, making you furrow your brows and carefully place your hand in his.

Albert held your hand firmly, giving it a firm squeeze.

"Don't worry, I promise no one will ever hurt you..."

And he did keep his promise.

You stayed with your grandparents in the country after the funeral and kept in touch with Albert through letters.

Through his words, you knew he genuinely cared about you. He was the only one who stayed by your side when no one did. Whenever you felt alone, he was there to keep you company.

Slowly, you fell in love with him.

You couldn't ask for more...

But there was still that gnawing feeling of your parent's death, knowing it was all staged.

You continued to dig into their deaths, wanting to know who did it.

What didn't prepare you was your search leading back to the Moriarty manor years later.

You always knew you would go back home... to him.

You planned on surprising them with a visit, maybe spending Valentine’s with him if the fates allowed. But not because of you accusing Albert of your parents' murder.

"Please... Don't let it be him..." you pleaded, but you found what you were looking for.

Undeniable proof that the Moriartys were behind your parent's murder.

You knew they were very reserved, but it never crossed your mind that it was because of unspeakable crimes.

You rushed back to the hotel you were staying in for your visit, barely lasting the day you checked in.

"Was there a problem with your room?"

"No, no... it's not the room... Thank you for your hospitality," you answered the manager as you rushed out the doors.

Before you could call a taxi, you felt your throat close as you saw Albert with his two brothers behind him.

'Oh, god...' you gulped as you kept your eyes on the three and gripped your suitcase.

Albert's face was sullen, but his brothers' expressions were resolute.

You tightened your jaw as you kept your stand.

You didn't know what emotion was bubbling inside of you. Anger? Embarrassment? Disgust? But you now know not to trust him anymore.

"...Why are you here?"

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