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Hey so the common headcanon is that Saeran has DID and like, that's what the creators were trying to kind of go for right? Generally alters have a different appearance from the body inside the mind. What do you think the alters look like?

Yes. You don't always connect with the physical body. You may look entirely different than you do on the inside in the inner world then you do when you're fronting. I actually have covered this in a few posts before if you've not been here before on my blog, but, I do have a Secret Ending themed Timeline where I have drawn how I see Ray and Suit Saeran as they appear within the inner world. Not only that, but I do have style posts that explain that further. As well as how much they appreciate being acknowledged as they are separately.

Self-promotion aside, it's confirmed in the game that Ray, Suit Saeran, Saeran are different folks in the same system with the post credits scene and the game lays it down pretty heavy when it comes to ensuring that you know that Ray isn't Suit Saeran and vice versa. GE Saeran is a fusion of Ray and Suit Saeran. He is his own person who contains those we experiences and memories. Unknown and SE Saeran are the same person just pre-and-post being ripped to Mint Eye and ripped away from Mint Eye.

Okay. So, let me talk about how I discerned how I see Ray and Suit Saeran. I'll start with Ray. He is someone that identifies with the bleached hair on their body and he dug the color so deep that it's forever rooted in his body. In the inner world, he has their bleached hair. He has the lithe body that is worn ragged and tired. He holds so many of their insecurities and it wears on his point of perspective on the body. No matter if he's in the inner world or fronting, he can't escape how he feels about their body.

His eyes are a mixture of mint and gold. It's like a part of him is still clinging to the memory of the time before Mint Eye. His hair is a little bit longer and I think I'll leave it up to you to discern why it may be like that. It's still straightened as if he's spent a lot of time brushing and working on his hair to make sure that he looks neat and orderly for whoever he's with.

He's more akin to the cottagecore vibes that we see on GE Saeran, but I tend to see him in bigger sweaters and clothes that hang from his thin frame since it can cover him and keep anyone from looking at him. He's insecure and it shows in the way that he holds himself and tries to avoid meeting your gaze. He's fairly light-toned cause he's always... trapped. Inside, in this darkness, in the room... so, his body sort of reflects that and how he feels.

Now, onto Suit Saeran. I heavily based my feelings on Suit Saeran on the photo that our boy Unknown uses to try and phish the player. You're certainly going to know the photo that I mean, it's the guy with dark hair and green eyes without a doubt. I feel like that was what you call a form of self protection. Nobody in their system has ever really accepted names or their body, they try to avoid being called names and leave it as default. Ray was given his name. Suit Saeran and Unknown, quite frankly don't care about names but they just accept being called the bodies name, more so the prior than the latter because Unknown will lash out if called Saeran.

It's almost a trigger to some of them. I don't see Suit and Unknown as the same person. I say that a split occurred between AS and Casual/Deep, but I am someone who connects both routes and I know that some people don't do that but I hope that helps you better understand some of my choices and opinions.

I see Suit Saeran using all blacks. He wears dark colors, he has dark hair, and the only thing about him that is starkly contrasted is his eyes that will seem to glimmer or sparkle. He's kind of like a black cat in the middle of the night that you put a light on. He's ominous and very stark when it comes to his appearance and there is no doubt in my mind when it comes to the way he looks. I say it's dark academia but like, goth. He must feels dark and it's in his perception of himself.

If we mean SE Saeran, he's just seeing himself as the body. The same could be said for GE Saeran, but it took them a while to get to that point. It's just that Ray and Suit Saeran have such pointed personalities and I see them as having a look to them. Unknown feels more like a shadow of a person if I say anything, rather than a body or anything like that. But I think that's easy to go and visualize compared to how I see it.

Lemme just add my drawing.

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