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Imagine Saeran growing his hair out to the point where he can put it in a small ponytail

I saw your vision.

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Puppy and kitty cuties

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<title> Genesis

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707 <3

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hi! id love a romantic matchup!!^_^

starting with personality, id say im probably an ambivert. it really depends on who im with though! i like my alone time a lot, but at the same time i love to hang out and do fun stuff with my friends!! my parents have told me that i can be witty a lot of the time, and i do agree that i like to tease people from time to time. my friends always describe me as nice and righteous?? i guess?? they always call me smart, too, which makes sense since im in a couple ap and honors classes.. i love learning when i have a good teacher lolol ! id like to say im organized and all that stuff, but im the biggest procrastinator lol . i try to get stuff donr as soon as i can but like,, i dont want to :P my personality type is infp !

onto hobbies and interests, i love to draw, mostly sketch, both digitally and traditionally. i like to write as well, with books and essays and poetry ^_^ i loove poetry, and id say that ties with philosophy and (idk the right word) but like. just overall deep talks(i love those, especially late at night). i like to read, and im so curious about space and the universe, ive been meaning to research it! i like both cats and dogs.. honestly i dont know who i would pick if i had to choose. more fandoms wise... i like a lot of things! obviously what im most interested in rn is mm, but undertale and ohshc will always hold special places in my heart! I ALMOST FORGOT, but i love to make stuff!! charms and cards and anything i can make at home, i love to see peoples reactions when they get them:)

id say my love language is physical touch from both sides, i love to be next to the people i love, even if its just simple touches. i also love quality time, and thinking that my partner will love me no matter what

physical appearance, i just have brown hair and blue eyes, pretty typical lol ! i love to create patterns on my nails myself, and i do put on makeup very often, just simple eyeliner and slight eyeshadow, nothing major. i always get compliments on how pretty my hair is, its just long and straight and i try to brush it the best i can before it gets tangled lol . people also tell me i have a nice nose, so!

(i feel like ive written too much lolol) i dont know exactly what i want to do with the rest of my life yet, i know im knterested in the study of the human mind, so ive been considering psychology the most. still not sure though!

thank you!!! >_<

I match you with...

Jumin!

Spending quality time and sharing intimate words with another person is your love language. You're looking for somebody who understands you for you. Somebody who knows what it feels like to want to be seen, and who better to be your partner than Jumin Han? He has spent his entire life looking for somebody who wants to spend time with him just because they think he's an interesting person to be around, not because they want to be around him for his money.

You're looking for a connection with another person who makes you feel comfortable and passionate at the same time. The best thing you can do with him is work on your art while you share time together in the living quarters. Imagine that, you’ve strewn your legs across his lap and you’re drawing Elizabeth, chuckling at the remark he made about the novel he’s reading. What more could you want? 

He's the kind of partner you want if you value communication more than anything. He gets it, and you don't have to worry about anything getting lost in the middle. 

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<title> Temperance

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<title> Secondhand Heart

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hi! can i ask for a romantic matchup please?

personality — i’m definitely an ambivert but introvert leaning. i value my alone time a lot but also when i want to hang out, im suppperrrr clingy!!!! my love language is probably quality time (and my love language that i react best to is gift giving - not necessarily in a vain way but i guess it can be seen as that; i just feel very touched when people are willing to spend money or time on me to buy or make me something). i’ve been described as bubbly but i personally don’t think i am, although i can see it? it’s more of a persona i put on for other people and while i like it, only my closest closest friends see me at my “normal” state where im actually kinda monotone LOL i kinda look like 😐 but that’s how i know im comfortable enough with someone to put my persona to rest lolll. ive also been described as “big brained” and “someone who does too much” in terms of schedule and being busy so take that as u will LOL (for context i’m a college student)

hobbies — my biggest hobbies… crocheting, playing on my switch (persona 5!!), ans reading trashy fantasy ya novels 🫶🏼 love love love my girl hobbies !!!!! i also love watching anime and reading manga but not to the point of weebery lolll and i like kpop a lot!! i learn a lot of kpop dances. also i guess dyeing my hair is lowkey a hobby… i have purple toned black hair rn (my natural color is black) but in recent years ive also had light pink, split pink and green, split pink and blue, plum, teal tips, and caramel hair lol.

physical appearance — speaking of physical attributes … again, colored hair. i have a few cartilage piercings. im asian ? i’m pretty petite (feels corny to say 😭), im about 5’0 and random fun fact is that i have tiny fingers, like literal child sized nail bed

etc. — i’m an infj with OCD ?? and i love cats and dogs and i want a pet snakeeeee!!! also im a comp sci double major. ive never been in a romantic relationship although i have come close maybe a few times. lastly i loveeee nicknames and pet names!!

thank you! idk if this is too much info lol but ty anyway 🫶🏼

I match you with...

Jumin!

It might sound odd, but hear me out! You said yourself that you're the kind of person who values quality time, and quality time means that you get to be yourself with somebody who understands who you are at your core. You don't have to pretend to be somebody you're not, and you don't have to wear a mask when you're with them. You don't have to overcompensate! The right person would be somebody you could enjoy doing anything with, even sitting in silence. 

Jumin values that, too. People misunderstand his love language and assume that it's only gift-giving sometimes. Sure, that's a fact of his personality, but that's not the entirety of his being. He wants to be with somebody who understands him and someone he understands in return. You never have to be afraid when you're with him. You can talk about every passion and hobby you have, and isn't that the most fun you can have with another person?

He can talk about as much magic as he wants and you can talk about as much Persona and other video games that you want. There's something very intimate and sweet about a love that is built on the foundation of being able to be who you are without shame. 

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#OMG

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I'd grab him from his stupid chain and give him a dumb kiss

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hes going to die in two seconds because he didnt have a humidifier

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Repost of an oldie: but here’s jumin being a cat daddy 🐈

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Juju <3

playing v route again with his calling card is nuts, this mf answers like 99.99999% of the time while u rizz up his best friend lol

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What type of driver do you think saeyoung is? Like a patient one, the one who gets easily annoyed or the one who never stop advise the others when he's not driving? Wanna hear your opinion!

Saeyoung loves to drive his cars. It helps him think and clear his head whenever he's stressed out. That brings him peace. I sincerely don't think he's somebody who would hate having passengers in his car.

I think, at his core, we have to sit back and remember that he's been alone for so long he also yearns for a sense of community whenever he can find it. It's why the messenger feels like home to him, why he treats the RFA like a family. He wants to belong somewhere and have people to turn to, even if he does have to take care of himself with no help but the occasional throw from Vanderwood when he's too busy to feed himself properly.

So, he doesn't mind spending time with other people that way. He's absolutely the kind of person who thrives during a road trip, and it's not about the destination to him, it's about the journey. I feel like he enjoys sharing his space with others like this! But, he's someone who likes to be in control of his vehicle, and while he isn't against having somebody else drive one of his cars, I do think if you give him the choice, he would not want to be a passenger princess.

The answer as to why that is isn't because he's afraid of something bad happening, it's just because he genuinely enjoys the process of driving and would rather do it than not. 

I'm not sure how much of a backseat driver he is, although I do think it would take a lot of work for him to not tell somebody what to do when he's not in control. He's just the kind of person who needs to be in control of most situations because of his paranoia, but it's something he's working on as he removes himself from environments that made him paranoid to begin with, so it's not going to be much of a problem in the future. 

Honestly, it would be fun to go on a road trip with him just because he doesn't care about getting to a destination, he just wants to enjoy the moment with his loved ones. 

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"You're doing it again, aren't you?"

"...Huh?"

"My love, you're doing it again," Saeran stressed the words one by one. He pressed a warm blanket around your shoulders, likely fresh from the dryer after given that he had been doing laundry for whilst you took care of other matters. "You're pushing yourself too hard to take care of this. I know you feel obligated to do everything but you can't keep this up forever... I don't want you to burn yourself out. It's not healthy."

You pulled the blanket tighter around your shoulders and turned away from your laptop screen. No matter how much you wanted to look at it and get your work done, you couldn't. You couldn't take it anymore. It hurt every time you tried to rationalize what you had to do and how you had to do it.

It was way. too. much.

How could you ever get all this work done in time before it was due? There was so much riding on you, so much riding on how good you could present your plan, and so much riding on how you could craft every little detail down to the atom.

Everyone was counting on you, trusting their fate in your hand to do the right thing without a second thought, and that felt like a blessing and a curse.

It felt good to know people trusted you, and how far they were willing to go to place their confidence in you.

"Do you think I don't know that?" You retorted, then winced, upon hearing how the words sounded. It wasn't like you were angry with him. It wasn't his fault. He didn't deserve to be barked at because everything felt like it was on fire. He only wanted to remind you it wasn't okay to do this to yourself.

Not when you had been fighting your instincts for years to stop doing this to yourself whenever you felt backed in a corner with no way out of it.

You swiftly recanted those very angry words as you regretted them the second they left your lips. "Sorry, Saeran. I shouldn't take this out on you. I know you're right! I know—this isn't the way I should handle everything! I just... I don't know how else to do this! Everyone needs me to put on a strong face and do what's best for the job. I'm glad I have the respect of my coworkers, and that they believe in me to do what's best! But, I'm—"

It also hurt to know that their faith in you was what led you to take on as much as you could to make things right.

"...I'm tired."

Quietly, he wrapped his arms around your shoulders. He couldn't see it, but he could hear the sob in the back of your throat as you felt the shame and exhaustion catch up with you. You couldn't bare to look at his face, and he knew that, which is why he made sure you felt those loving, tender arms there to bring you peace.

"You can always tell them you need help, my love," he whispered, the words warm and gentle. "You don't have to do everything all alone all the time."

You knew he was right.

But, it was hard for you to confess you needed help. It was hard to say you were in too deep and over your head, and GOD. God, you sounded like Jihyun Kim when he hit rock bottom. You didn't want that. You didn't want to do what he did, nor did you want to repeat those painful shadows you tried to talk him out of before he gave up on himself.

You knew better, and yet, it was the crux of your fatal flaws, always there when you let yourself get too worked up, and you knew that falling back on old habits would only burn you.

So, why couldn't you do better? Why wasn't the road to learning how to do better for yourself a flat one, not filled with bumps and hills and mud and more obstacles? It wasn't fair, but you knew you couldn't do this to yourself anymore.

The words were tiny and faded as you croaked: "...I just want to cry first."

"I've got you, my love, cry as long as you want to," his words lulled you to let go of the stress, melting into his embrace.

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