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guildedlily6 · 4 years

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hey I have a Jj fic request: can you do one where jj has a crush on y/n and he touches her thigh to comfort her but she gets uncomfortable bc in the past rafe had done that and mistreated her. Later jj kisses her and she doesn’t kiss back bc she is scared, jj feels bad and thinks she doesn’t like her so she has to explain what rafe has done ?

I Promise (JJ Maybank x Reader)

Author’s Note: Hey I added some fluff in and I hope you enjoy! Thank you so much for requesting!

Word Count: 1,380

Warnings: MENTIONS/DESCRIBES ABUSE, heavy angst, some smut I guess.

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Sitting by the fire, beer in hand, I could not be happier. Just me and the rest of the pogues sitting outside, laughing, and exchanging ghost stories.

I’m sitting next to JJ, one of my closest friends. We were introduced to each other at the beginning of this year when I started to hang around John B’s friends. JJ’s one of those people who flirts with everyone but can’t see that the person for him is standing right in front of him. Or, in this case, sitting right next to him.

But maybe I’m not the person for JJ. Almost two years ago, I was stuck in a relationship with Rafe Cameron. Thanks to him, I was sure I would never see, nor deserve, true happiness ever again. For now, however, I won’t get into me and my abusive ex-boyfriend’s past.

“And then… She was never seen again,” John B finishes, ending his scary story. John B’s favorite thing is to tell stories that happen in forests or in nature, just to get a reaction out of all of us, who are sitting outside in nature.

“That’s the dumbest ending I’ve ever heard,” Pope says, crossing his arms. “So the girl is never seen again and the whole town is just chill with that? Or is there a sequel to your ridiculous story?”

If it weren’t for Pope’s running commentary on John B’s stories, I think I would have difficulty sleeping tonight.

“Sure there’s a sequel. We’re the cast. The Wendigo is waiting for us out there in the woods,” John B adds while pointing at the dark woods surrounding us.

I feel chills down my spine and even though I can still hear the sound of the waves, it feels like I’m a million miles away from home.

I scan the trees anxiously, as if John B’s story is real.

“Dude, chill out,” JJ says. He turns his head to look at me. “There’s no way that story is real, anyway.”

I move in closer to JJ, subconsciously seeking comfort. He gently places his hand on my thigh. Immediately, I tense up.

When I was with Rafe, he would always grab my thigh and when he would let go, there would be brises. If I told him to stop, he would only move his hand further up my leg.

I scoot back away, JJ’s hand falling away from my leg. When I glance over for a second, I can see the hurt expression on his face. I feel guilty for a second, like something’s wrong with me.

No. It’s not your fault. Besides, what Rafe did in the past is history. SHouldn’t you enjoy that JJ tried to comfort you?

No, because it’s ok to be uncomfortable with certain things. Right?

Right.

I look across the bonfire at John B, who has a questioning look on his face. My expression tells him everything he needs to know. John B was the one who gave me the strength to get out of my unhealthy relationship with Rafe, so he knows why I suddenly became uneasy. He’s the only one of the group that understands my problem with touching people.

“Alright, well I’m heading home,” Kiara announces, standing up.

“Me too,” Pope chimes in.

We all say goodnight to Kiara and Pope. John B, JJ, and I pack up and head back to John B’s shack, which we’ve all been staying at.

Once inside, John B heads directly into his room, closing the door after him. “Can I have the pull-out bed tonight?” I ask, my voice wavering because it’s the first thing I’ve said to JJ since my awkward-ness at the bonfire.

“Yeah sure,” JJ answers, but he doesn’t move. He’s looking at me, something unreadable in his eyes. For some reason, this strikes fear in me.

Images of Rafe forcing me to act like the “perfect girlfriend” in front of people while he whispered threats in my ear whenever I would flinch away from him flash through my mind. I never knew what would be next with Rafe. He was unpredictable and highly manipulative. Now, I realize that, but back then, I just thought that was how it was supposed to be.

Maybe Rafe’s past behavior is the reason why I’m wary of the way I can’t tell what JJ’s thinking right now.

Without warning, JJ closes the space between us and connects his lips to mine.

Despite his hands carefully coming up to meet my face, I feel scared.

JJ notices something wrong and pulls back quickly, hands still cupping my face.

Tears fill my eyes as I remember the way Rafe used to seize the back of my neck and force me in to kiss him, getting angry if I didn’t comply, especially if it was in front of his parents.

“Did I- Oh my god I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to- Y/N, are you okay? Did I do something? Just tell me if I did something wrong,” JJ says, concern evident in his voice.

“No… No, you…” I turn away, causing JJ’s hands to drop to his sides. I wipe tears away with the back of my hand.

“I thought… I thought maybe you felt the same for me,” he states.

“I do. I just- I don’t-” I sigh in frustration, crossing my arms across my chest and turning back to face JJ.

“Then what’s wrong?” JJ takes a step towards me, but when I take a step back he stops.

“You… You might’ve heard that Rafe and I were, uh, together two years ago,” I start.

Am I ready to open up? Will he understand?

“Well, um, Rafe would do these things to me. I guess I just… I don’t know, JJ, I’m sorry.”

“Hey, it’s okay, I understand. You can tell me, I promise,” he reassures.

“Like, uh, you know at the bonfire? He- Rafe, I mean -would… I guess grab my thigh? He wouldn’t let go sometimes. Sometimes I’d have… these bruises. For weeks. I’d get bruises in other places, too. Some would take more makeup to cover up than others.” I cover my mouth and bite down a sob as fresh tears run down my face at the memory.

JJ stays silent, his demeanor so caring that it makes me feel warmer. Safer.

“Everyone thought he was perfect. I was perfect. They were… They were wrong. Somehow, he’d use excuses about how he was too good to me and how, for the things that I did, I was lucky he didn’t react worse. I was constantly… just constantly scared.” My voice breaks on the last word and I hug myself, crying silently. Distantly, I’m wondering how this hasn’t woken John B up.

“I didn’t know any better, JJ, I really didn’t.” I take steps forward into JJ’s arms willingly. I allow myself to expose the vulnerableness I’d been keeping in for so long.

JJ runs his hand through my hair calmingly and rests his chin on top of my head. “I understand. It’s okay, you don’t have to tell me any more, I understand,” he mumbles.

“Thank you,” I say, my voice hoarse.

We softly rock back and forth, everything quiet except for the nighttime crickets and the occasional sniffle from me.

I’m finally relaxed again and my breathing is slow.

“I do really like you, JJ.” My voice is muffled by JJ’s chest.

“I really like you, too. You didn’t deserve anything that Rafe put you through, and I need you to know that,” he says.

It’s like he knew exactly what to say to me, because that’s precisely what I think I needed to hear.

I look up at JJ. He softly brushes back a strand of hair from my face.

This time, it’s me that closes the distance. I rise up on the tip of my feet to kiss JJ. He’s careful, making sure I’m okay with what’s happening. We break off after a few seconds.

“If we- If this is something between us… Like something official… Then I need you to promise me something.” I speak silently, looking into his eyes.

“Anything.”

“Promise me you’re not like...him. That you’ll be there for me, please. You’ll be patient with me and gentle. Just… Please.”

“I promise.”

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babybirdgyeom · 5 years

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got7 as college boyfriends

– just smth short and light – also quite a lot of crack hshs i’m sorry – much fun ♥

𝑀𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒯𝓊𝒶𝓃

– in your first year of college you always sat beside mark in this one class you had but you didn’t even know his name – you always thought he was cute as shit though and told your friends about him – every now and then the two of you talked but only ever about college stuff – exchanging notes and asking for pens and so on – but after the first year you realized that your current major just wasn’t for you so you changed it, never seeing mark again – until one year later your friend convinced (if not almost forced) you to get tinder – isn’t that always how it starts.... – you weren’t even interested in dating but she was like just get some dick at least – so you agreed but only to make her shut up, not thinking you’d actually use it – until this one guy swiped you right and your heart skipped a beat – so you finally found out his name was mark, how cute, it fitted – having a crisis you immediately showed him to her – “this is the cute guy i used to sit next to!” – she laughs at you because you were so overwhelmed, not knowing what to do – “you know you could just.. match him?” – so you did and not even five minutes later he send you a message – ‘omg how funny to meet you here. did you stop studying physics?” – not in a hundred years would you have thought that this was how you’d meet your boyfriend – your friend still teases you about it because you were so against using tinder – mark also teases you about it tbh – anyways he immediately asked you for your number and you started writing 24/7 – somehow you never manage to find time for each other though because damn college gets stressful around that time of the year – one time you talked to him for seven hours at night on the phone – also he always calls you late at night when you have to walk home alone just to be sure – but after you completely failed your one class and wrote him about how frustrated you were he was like – “ok you know what fuck this presentation i have to prepare i’m coming over and will distract you a bit” – when he wrote that you weren’t aware that distracting you a bit meant heavily making out after not even twenty minutes into this random ass movie you watched on netflix – since that day you and mark were a couple and what a happy one you were – shyly admits that he immediately deleted tinder after getting your number – what! a! softie! – all of his got7 friends constantly tease him about being in a relationship – but secretly are so happy for the two of you – jackson acting over the top whenever you two just look at each other is a thing – “so cute i’m dying”, jackson at some point – mark knows he should force you to study but... – always makes you chill with him instead and feels bad about it hshsh – “i don’t want you to fail your classes but.. we should get mcdonalds right now you know” – knows your schedule better than you do – constantly rants to you about how stupid his profs are – sometimes doesn’t take you serious when you’re stressed or mad – but loves you so much actually

𝐼𝓂 𝒥𝒶𝑒𝒷𝓊𝓂

– you were more than shocked to see jaebum in college again suddenly – the two of you went to the same middle school – you never really were close but damn – that boy still looked fine and now he was an adult – and you both were single now – so when you two saw each other you immediately were like – maybe we should grab a coffee to catch up sometime? – and you did... even at the same evening – jaebum was so handsome you wanted to die – plus y’all were getting along so good that you didn’t even want to go home – but you did because you just met this guy – as you said goodbye he was a nervous wreck – because he definitely did enjoy this evening and would like to see you again – so the next morning he came over with breakfast – in sweatpants and a big hoodie, hair all over the place – suddenly you understood what this uwu term meant – this breakfast date was the softest, y’all watched spongebob and discussed old tv shows – after he left because he had to go to class you genuinely felt butterflies in your stomach and you hated yourself for how cliche that was – immediately wrote you after his class – “wyd tonight?” – so that’s the story of the first time you stayed over at jaebum’s – a few kisses were shared but nothing more – but a week later you were already calling each other boyfriend and girlfriend – amazing sex especially after college partys – he’s so in love with you it confuses him – will wait for you in the coffee shop next to your classroom every time – sometimes he’s a pain in the ass though – is ready to fight you whenever he gets jealous – but always apologizes later – you two have very different majors and always tell each other about the amazing things you learned while the other one has seriously no idea what’s going on – but it didn’t matter, you still enjoyed seeing him being so passionate about what he was doing – “you know (y/n) i’m really happy we met again” – everyone on campus knows the two of you belong together – lots of girls lowkey want jb bc look at him but you luckily didn’t have to worry about that – literally doesn’t give a fuck about any other girls – whenever you’re at parties he’s the biggest flirt – will make out with you in the bathroom as if y’all haven’t been dating for an eternity – tbh it’ll never get boring with jaebum

𝒫𝒶𝓇𝓀 𝒥𝒾𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔

– basically he’s your dormmate which is good and great – y’all get along just fine – no fights or drama – he even helps you with your essays every now and then – regular netflix nights are a must – makes sure you eat, even cooks for you when you come home late for work – your friends are pretty sure y’all are dating – but jinyoung and you just roll your eyes at that – even his friends, mostly mark and jackson won’t stop teasing him – you guess that’s what you get for moving in with a guy – but you literally never were flirting which each other or anything – the two of you just seemed to become very close friends – so long story short living with jinyoung was nice – except for this one thing that bugs you so goddamn much – the girls he brings home every weekend – not only are most of them dumb as fuck – and you don’t say this to be mean, it was true – even jinyoung said so – but also they were sooo damn loud – like jinyoung must know what he’s doing according to their screams – ugh you hated it so much – you constantly fight jinyoung about it but he just laughs it off – “(y/n), you have to get laid” – “thanks jinyoung, i’m aware of that” – one time when you were discussing his loudness he massaged your shoulders and told you that you need to relax more and the moment his hands touched you it sent shivers down your spine – but suddenly you noticed that jinyoung stopped bringing girls home – and you were like ??? what’s going on – so on this one saturday night you were sitting on the couch with him, binge watching house of cards – as you finally confronted him about it – “you know i just want smth more serious but idk how to get that” – “have you tried asking a girl on a date?” – “i thought i’m on a date right now”, he said as if it was nothing – so basically that is how y’all started to go out every now and then – netflix dates soon became bigger and more romantic – cinema, then restaurant, one time you went to an amusement park – no one ever asked the other one officially out – but one time jinyoung introduced you as his girlfriend and everyone around you including you went ??? – he constantly forces you to study – will pick you up from your 9 pm classes just to be there in case – he’s aware of how douchey guys were but not with his girlfriend – teases you all the time but you got used to it and played along – the two of you always laugh so much but mostly about each other – it was nice that you could just make fun about the other one without someone being offended – thousand of inside jokes only you two understand – secretly the biggest softie though – tells you how much he loves you during sex – also tells you how goddamn beautiful you look under him – one time you wanted to get a tutor but jinyoung found out he was male and he didn’t like that at all – “but (y/n) that’s how all the love stories in the movies start i can’t let that happen” – besides his lil jealous side the best bf you could ask for – hypes you up no matter what even if he knows you have no idea what’s going on – tbh everyone on campus knows and likes him – has had some girls before you and he always gets embarrassed when someone talks about them in front of you – doesn’t want you to be reminded of his fuckboy past – it’s strange for him to be vocal about you and him – not bc he doesn’t love you just bc he never was in a serious relationship – will literally do everything for you tho tbh – he’s like – “yeah i wanna become more mature for her” and all that shit – he hates himself for how cringe it sounds but he just wants you to feel appreciated and safe around him

𝒥𝒶𝒸𝓀𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝒲𝒶𝓃𝑔

– jackson lived in the dorm next to yours – your girl dorm and his boy dorm became good friends over time – your best friend even started dating yugyeom, his roommate – you saw him almost every day and he was always so polite and nice – sometimes y’all were just drinking in one of the dorms and having fun – one time he brought you tea when he heard that you’re sick – basically jackson was the sweetest guy around and everyone knew – but you soon found out he was maybe a bit too nice – everyone knew about his kinda manipulating gf – and everyone also was very relieved when he finally broke up with her – she always created drama at your partys – and always accused him of shit he didn’t do – but still he was the kindest soul – so when you found him one day outside the dorm, a bottle of wine in his hand you asked him what’s wrong – long story short his ex gf was crying and drunk in his room – and he allowed her to stay but he would sleep somewhere else – so his plans right now were to sleep outside of the dorm.. – you told him he was too nice but your heart was bleeding – there was not a way you could let this poor guy sleep outside just because his ex girlfriend decided to be dramatic one more time – “so uhm-- do you maybe- just if you want of course- sleep in my dorm?” – suddenly he looked up at you and you realized – you might like him that much bc you are actually attracted to him – finding out about your crush in the worst moment since now you were sharing a bed with jackson wang and a still full wine bottle – the two of you were talking until three in the morning – until something else happened and suddenly jackson was on top of you, making you feel more amazing than anyone else ever did – it was a bit awkward the next morning when he stepped out of your dorm and met his ex gf outside but looking back at it now it didn’t matter – everyone found out within the next 24 hours somehow so there was no way back – but you didn’t care, you wanted this – sweetest boyfriend tbh – loves you to death and supports you a lot – will get annoyed though when you don’t have time for him a lot – he understands that you have this one project going on but he just wants attention and kisses – always tells you to teach him everything you have to learn so you will remember better in exams – picks you up from class as often as possible – so much pda like every guy needs to see you’re off the market – will hold hands with you in lectures – just literally the best thing that could have happened to you

𝒞𝒽𝑜𝒾 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓃𝑔𝒿𝒶𝑒

– when you looked for a tutor you would have never thought that he would become your boyfriend – like you genuinely just didn’t want to fail the class – and youngjae was the biggest help, explaining everything to you over and over again – until one day you found yourself writing him about other things than this literature class – and he asked you if you’d just come over and maybe watch a movie with him after your tutoring session – so slowly you realized that tutoring became an excuse for both of you to spend time with each other – until the exam you were studying for with him was done and you got 96% on it – and you and youngjae found yourself still looking for excuses to hang out – one day y’all just stopped and started to see each other just bc you wanted to – he always invited you over, ordering food for the two of you – you tested out every single delivery service around the campus and made a list with ratings – it kind of became your thing and that’s how you found yourself on his couch at least twice a week – and as time went by your relationship developed into something more serious – you met his friends and also introduced him to your friends – whenever one of his friends celebrated their birthday or something similiar he took you with him – and you both were very well aware which direction this was going – so one night you found yourself in the bathroom of jackson’s dorm, his mouth exploring your neck downwards as you were leaning against the wall – you swear you could hear him mumble a small ‘finally’ under his breath as you two were getting it on – anyways that was not the last time you and youngjae were making out obviously – the next day he officially asked you to be his girlfriend – by now that felt like a lifetime ago – you loved when the tutor in him came out again whenever you had exams coming up – it made you smile so much reminding you off the beginning – you basically live at his place by now – you’re always together – knows exactky where to find you on the campus – he legit plans to marry you as soon as you graduate like he’s deffo in it for the long run

𝐵𝒶𝓂𝒷𝒶𝓂

– your friend and her boyfriend yugyeom told you they found the perfect guy for you – and you agreed to meeting him bc u know they wouldn’t leave you alone – so as you arrive at their dorm this one day you were more than shocked – and so was bambam – “(y/n)????” – so ofc yugyeom and your friend were curious about where you two know each other from – “do you remember that one guy i slept with on the first week of college?” – so a year later you met this one guy again – and you had to admit that your friends weren’t exaggerating – he rlly seemed to be quite perfect for you – so after that you met again, all four of you going to the cinema – and one time you went clubbing with a bigger group – and then a few days later when you visited your friend he was there too – but he never actually asked you to meet up which frustrated you – so one time you asked your friend for his number and just wrote him like – hey bamban will you ever ask me out – not rlly expecting an answer but you at least wanted to try before giving up – and to your surprise he stood in front of your door four hours later – popcorn, nachos and gummies in his hand – “i didn’t know what you prefer” – so finally you and him were alone again and everything was going fine – and.... ofc the one night stand from last year was now not a one night stand anymore – and the two night stand soon became a serious relationship – bambam will always just make fun of you – “what do you mean you don’t understand this class? that’s easy” – you seriously want to kill him sometimes but he doesn’t care – he’ll just give you a fat smooch and says sorry and hope everythings fine then again – you two never are bored together – if you have class together it’ll literally be hilarious – you’ll do anything except for listening to the prof – if you don’t have class together you’re constantly writing – sending each other stupid memes and joke about people from campus – shameless tbh – never says it but he’s so goddamn happy to have you – loves the sex so much but loves you even more – one time he told yugyeom that he can see a future with you and then he cringed at himself but it was the truth hshs

𝒦𝒾𝓂 𝒴𝓊𝑔𝓎𝑒𝑜𝓂

– you met him at Mark’s house party and the way he danced was no joke – attracted to him since day one tbh – the two of you sat on a sofa in a corner the whole evening – while everyone around you was dancing and making out – you talked and shared stories – wondering how you never met him before bc apparently – you both share a lot of the same friends – “What do you mean you know Bambam????” – “This guy from my class, his name is Jackson---” – “JACKSON WANG?” – it clicked immediately – and you wanted to die whenever you looked at him for a bit too long – like he was crazy attractive – many cups of alcohol later you were making out in a bathroom oops – the softest make out ever tho tbh like – he’s all over your neck and sensual and just ugh – making you feel really really good – even after that make out session you spend the rest of the evening together – mark and jinyoung saw you two coming out of the bathroom – the shock on their faces was no joke – “we didn’t even know you two know each other” – anyways after this night you didn’t hear from yugyeom for three days – and you felt so damn stupid for thinking there could’ve been more – until!!! – you suddenly got a text message from him – ‘uhmm hi here’s yugyeom, idk if you gave me your wrong number on purpose but i had to blackmail jaebum to give me your number for three days so if you didn’t want me to contact you just forget i even wrote you in the first place’ – you... gave him your wrong number – immediately texted him back that this was an accident – and from then on yugyeom and you texted all day – ‘you know i really enjoyed the evening with you so if you would like to how about you accompany me tonight to jinyoung’s party?’ – ‘i mean haha only if like’ – ‘no pressure haha’ – the most nervous guy but of course you went to the party with him – surprise - another one of those little bathroom session happened the same night – except for tonight he actually slept in your bed instead of his own – the next day the two of you were just chilling in your bed all day – talking about everything – somehow he takes college very serious which surprised you – so passionate about his major it’s the cutest – it took you and yugyeom some time to finally become a couple – he literally never understands a single thing you explain to him about your major but it’s cute how he tries – same goes for you though, you couldn’t even explain to your mum what exactly his major is about – will proudly take you with him to any party he’s invited to and show you off – the two of you sometimes walk around the campus at night and hold hands and it sounds lame but it’s literally your favorite thing to do – always fantasizing about the future – DAMN to think you almost didn’t go to that party where you met him would have been tragic – bc now you have someone by your side when college gets hard at least and you love him more than anything

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zepdeans · 5 years

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there’s not a lot I can say about s3 that hasn’t already been said (and articulated 200x better) but! here are some of my (albeit dumb) thoughts :~)

ep1 -isak leaning against the bathroom wall gets me EVERY time its such a powerful scene esp introducing you to s3 and tarjei..... spare some talent for the rest of us please -LiTeN gUtTeN fRa StRaNgEr tHiNgS -isak rly ties his pants w a shoelace...... -isak noticing even for the first time bc of his laugh.. whew.... also. i love this intro SOOO much bc its so non-monumental? theres no dramatic music or whatever but its not subtle.... like you know right away o shit love interest!! hello sir!! bc isak’s expression watching him :’) i could go on -isak is a bad liar HOWEVER this only applies to stupid nontrivial things e.g. the black sweatshirt. but when you look at him lying about like, his sexuality, he hides that shit well -”c00l” isak. i hate u so much -honestly all u have to do is look at even for .2 seconds and u can tell this boy has had a crush for a solid month bc he just looks awestruck (HOWEVER henrik’s acting is *chef’s kiss* bc its subtle enough to go undetected b4 you actually know eVEN SAW HIM ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL) -even isak and emma all sitting on the bench together is funny enough on its on but then a song called threeway comes on and like. julie sdshjsfdjfkjskd ep2 -there’s something so endearing about even’s handwriting idek what -i LOVE even’s video w mikael it reveals so much about him to us- how weird (ok we saw how weird he was w the paper towel thing but) and dorky he is? and his love of film! his view on love stories and how he sees the world :( but it also shows a lot abt isak because he saw even making stupid jokes about vladimir putin and was like yeah we about to fall in LOVE love -isak not using headphones to watch even’s video or r+j?? bde or general incompetence what’s the verdict guys -the isak watching r+j scene hits so hard like yall ever think about isak lying in bed at 3am staring at the ceiling probably thinking about how he’s never gonna get a beautiful world-shattering romance like that like ..... also him changing positions skam get out of my life go away ur too realistic -not to make this even more self-projection-y but isak simultaneously being the least emotionally vulnerable person ever but crying during r+j > -i made a post abt this already but even’s INTENSE staring vs isak’s “i have never looked anyone in the eye in my life” gets me it says so much about their characters -even said i see your bde move (asking me to buy you beer) and i raise u with my own (inviting you to my house after faking not having my id) -”if you listen to music” even is such a dick fsdjhsdff -when the message comes on...... i rlly do owe julie my life huh -”have you heard about my rapping?” “I have actually” have we talked about this enough????? 1. isak finally feels comfortable enough w even to flirt and his first move is to RAP for him jesus christ. keep in mind this is the same man who pulled that smooth af ibuprofen line w emma like...... 2. even has heard about isak’s rapping. either this means im-not-on-social-media even went out of his way to go thru homeboy’s instagram OR isak’s rapping is actually talked about. i- -the group chat messages. cant believe i forgot about the 2016 clown epidemic

ep3 -mahdi is a good friend and i love him. thank u -even wearing isak’s cap until he chucks it at him sjksfjsdjsd -how much yall wanna bet isak’s been listening to illmatic on repeat since last friday thinking abt even (even tho meeting sonja shattered his heart a lil) [also kinda an aside but i think a lot about how isak n even bonded over rap and how some homophobic lyrics in 90s etc rap might have impacted them? or how that little detail ties into julie’s story? e.g. halftime by nas, which is on illmatic] -whats worse. even staring into isaks soul wearing a size xs see-through white t shirt or isak staring at even for five (5) seconds before chugging his beer and immediately making out w emma. OR even crashing that party before it can start “i think you guys are bonding too much” cheesy ass shjhfsdhskdf -yall act like evak didnt invent hands. did even shaking isak’s shoulder telling him his apartment is nice mean nothing to u -im convinced robyn wrote call your girlfriend for this scene specifically bc how could anything fit so perfectly by coincidence -is anything better than egging isak on- even bech naesheim (2016) -idk if yall have read the scripts but i love the sock thing so much bc its soo true to how isak thinks and it makes everything so much more interesting and !!!

ep4 -i will never get over even sending isak bad seinfeld memes -even smacking open isak’s locker. first of all whew second of all u think as soon as he got into the stairwell he lowkey cried bc ow -parallel of isak saying “it’s 2016, why are you religious?” to sana vs. emma’s “it’s 2016, get out of the closet” to isak anyone :( -”takk sanasol!!!!” thank u isak for my life -I wanted to be with you aloneeeee -even’s face when he sees the pool like we get it youre a director -how many times do i need to say even is such a dick sjkfsd “does it look like i care about my hair?” “usually but not right now” like this would only work on isak i love soulmates!! -even just.. fully choking isak out ssdhgfd got em -when the first notes of im kissing you start ooh boy -even going in for the kill kiss and isak going from huh to oooo shit and pushing his lips out at the last minute. phenomenal

ep5 -ngl as soon as im not in love comes on my heart goes uwu bc like!!!! that song the meaNING.... them......... i jus love this scene sm like theyre in their own little bubble and they both feel so comfortable and at peace :(( -even leaving isak comics about an inside joke of theirs like yall mind if i scream -isak feeling left out from the conversation and his friends whew i felt that... and having them talk about how gross it is to makeout with a girl w facial hair?? blease :( -taking stock of isak’s nicknames: issy k, isabell, izzy, baby jesus, -im not even gonna bother trying to articulate thoughts on Pause bc it’s a literal masterpiece. thank u tarjei henrik and julie for inventing television with this one -MAGNUS SDFKJSDFJKDSHK "oooh my name is Jonas and I love idealism and reading klassekampen and I don’t like plastic and I skate on a skateboard made of sustainable wood and wear old clothes because new clothes are bad for the environment and I only drink recycled water” screAMMM -what i said abt pause also applies to pride ugh its such a powerful scene and!! the beginning of kicks to isaks stomach. honestly what i fucking love about this episode is how it goes from hell yea best day w even ever to crying in the street within one week (s3 had the best balance of angst and payoff thanks) -even’s Soft Party Flannel... forever tainted by this scene rip -not knowing why even kissed sonja keeps me up at night -speaking of. how used and stupid isak must’ve felt when he saw even completely unbothered, hooking up w his ex at this party?? whew :( -bros is one of my all time favourite clips solely bc of the music?? lift me up gives me chills and when hold my liquor starts i LOSE it -ep5 and 6 remind me of that quote “to see what your characters are really made of you have to break them” because julie rlly goes all in and god it hurts so good

ep6 -never have i ever seen insomnia portrayed as accurately as tarjei did here and i remember when i first watched the cantina scene i was like. winded bc its SO true to sleep deprivation whew -i really like that isak wasnt together with even when he reached out for help and came out to jonas. bc it was him, on his own, being strong enough to talk to his friends and then eventually he was confident and secure enough in himself to be in a good place when even started reaching back out!! -i have no idea what its like to come out to someone, to be afraid of your friends rejecting you, everything isak went through. but tarjei’s acting of when, like, you have something you KNOW you have to tell someone, and youve put yourself in the position where youre going to have to tell them, but youre terrified and eventually just force yourself SAY the words?? -and isak’s smile when he realizes jonas is gonna be his bro no matter what :’)))

ep7 -weirdly one of my favourite isak looks (black t-shirt grey snapback c-c-c-combo) -”what’s your name again?” have i mentioned i love sana and isak bc i love sana and isak -jonas truly is the best friend oh man. perceptive, thoughtful, loving, laidback, a friggen BRO. tbh i was wary of him in s1 and thought he didn’t treat eva well (tho I recognized he loved her a lot, he was just bad at being a boyfriend) but jonas in s3?? just goes to show how powerful your perspective of someone can change viewing them in a different role!! because while jonas was a crappy bf, he literally is SUCH an incredible friend and his actions and words and just! him! in s3 completely redeemed any illwill I had towards him :’) -maybe im a little gay (up there with other s3 comedy classics such as “thats a boys name”) -mahdi season WHEN ugh a legend -’when someone asks isak if hes going to a family party’ literally what other reason for living do i have if not to read the boy squad text convos -isaks locker finally opening and his smile at evens drawing whewwwwwww!! also even rlly is that guy who wont text you back but will leave hand written love letters in ur locker -also. another stellar look from valtersen -slutt a meld meg is a whole masterpiece like what other piece of media has the RANGE -eskild: play hard to get. jonas: no smiley!!! isak: nah fam im good B)

ep8 -this episode is BEAUTIFUL bc you feel practically euphoric?? like hell yeah theyre finally together!! isak is out and accepted and even is done with sonja! but theres also this unsettling undercurrent of worry bc you know deep down something isnt right? why is sonja calling isak? why is even acting kinda strange? whats going on? yknow?? -literally never going to get over 5 fine frokner :~) even is such a goddamn nerd and he’s the man of isak’s dreams can u believe!! -sana’s little speech is SO important in so many ways ooo i love her so much -also have we discussed eskild making evak do a photoshoot for him. highkey those are my favourite pictures of ALL time u can tell even was like hm strange but im down while isak was more omg guys stop🙄 omg haha eskild i cant believe youre making me cuddle with even for a photo🙄 i cant believe ur making me snuggle this dude for a pic!!!! definitely would not have done this otherwise!!! -magnus only realizing it’s THAT even after seeing how isak looks at him. whew -isak is so brave i rlly love that kid! his text to his mamma <3 -no r*make will EVER nail text conversations like mari/julie did w evak’s this week thanks for coming to my ted talk. i'd quote the best ones but it would literally double the length of this post (ok ill cave. “hahaha shut up❤️” GETS me) -you dont know whats in store but you know what youre here for. hallo -isak running around oslo with even’s clothes looking for him :( his heart is so big he cares about even so so much -when Part II (on the run) comes on in the credits its like a kick in the teeth honestly

ep9 -ive already screamed enough about cherry wine but god it fucks me up -cannot put into words how much I love eskild and how good of a person he is, he just has so much love in his heart -”wait they have waffles here? see ya” -this convo is why i love skam so much!!!! magnus giving insight and good thoughtful advice to isak was such a brilliant move by julie (also truLy heartwarming) bc like. magnus is a flawed layered character! he’s dumb and ignorant and not very careful with his words BUT hes also such a sweet guy. i genuinely dont think he would hurt a fly and him talking about vilde (in ep10) is ;-; bc he really likes her and respects her and wants to be a gentleman! hes so loving and just. yeah. also i wonder if isak and magnus (and vilde) ever talked about having mentally ill parents and lent on each other for support bc like....<3 [sidenote- this is why i HATE b***** like they absolutely massacred magnus’s character and magnus did not deserve that!] -det er bare slutt........ very cool of tarjei to invent acting here. also the character development makes me WEEP like at first isak lied and told his pappa it was over bc its easier to brush stuff off and say you were joking than be vulnerable especially about 1. having a boyfriend and 2. saying youve already broken up?? but then isak was like hey im done with lying about who i am bc i want my life to be REAL and he told his dad the truth even if it was hard and even if he was trying rlly hard not to cry -isak reaching out to even<3 standing up for even<3 -o helga natt. another scene i genuinely cannot comment on bc u cant really put into any written language how magical and breathtaking and heartbreaking and powerful and brilliant this scene is. so. -jk. obvs i cant say anything intelligent enough to give this scene justice but probably the most stunning piece of television i have ever had the privilege of watching. even’s text breaks my heart every gd time (esp since we never really see this side of him before finding out he’s bipolar? his guilt, insecurity, feeling like a burden, being scared of losing everyone in his life because he thinks he’ll hurt them). the music is SO beautiful i cry real tears as soon as the strings start. also the brilliance of JUST o helga natt playing and no dialogue except for isaks one line? isak’s realization when he sees the cross. him RUNNING across oslo to go to even. the FLASHBACKS all going backwards in chronological order until them smoking on the bench. isak looking at the bench and not seeing even and u can feel his heart breaking and urs breaks too! but then he remembers the bathroom and he turns and theres even and whewwww. du er ikke alene<3

ep10 -minutt for minutt is THE most healing clip im telling u. and like.. seeing even depressed really is hard and as someone who was very very depressed for 4-ish yrs of their life it rlly hits me? like when youre in an especially bad funk and you cant get out of bed and youre just numb and exhausted and feel so shitty and u want to be alone but you really dont???? could go on but literally i owe henrik holm my life for his portrayal of even -not to be a soft bitch on main but when isak tucks the blanket over even and it keeps getting pulled off his back so isak just. covers that spot with himself? -i do love that call between sonja and isak bc once again! a flawed (realistic) human being -and isak thinking its his fault even is depressed? it means a lot that sonja told him its no ones fault, even is just bipolar. and i wonder if isak felt that way about his mamma as well, guilty for her being ill, and if what sonja said made him feel better about that situation too :( -lowkey random but when isak is rambling really fast and he goes “maybe we’ll get bombed tomorrow and talking about all this is a waste of time” it continually punches me in the throat bc that is /exactly/ how i ramble and think like tarjei........ pls -like eskild said. there really is so much love in isak’s little grumpy teenage body<3 -isak no longer just passively accepting life as its given to him, now he fights for him and even!!!!! -isak is such a forgiving person and seeing him able to just accept things and move on? incredible -i remember when i first watched ep1 i was like oooo even and isak are gonna be kosegruppa partners and thats when theyll first get together, cooking food or smth!! but lmfao after episode 3? kosegruppa whomst???? also hilarious vilde thought isak of all people would willingly sign up for kosegruppa just to go to revue parties -even and linn friendship!!!! -cannot articulate how mf heartwarming it is to see even smiling and being more himself after being depressed (also thank u julie for having ups and downs coming out of his depression- its so true to life having one day when youre feeling awesome and then the next you feel awful again for no reason and its SO frustrating) -I had to stop watching passe pa meg cause it made me toooooo crazy! it would just be like: “I like seeing you laugh” and I was like: *SCREAMS* -im the fucking master of lying 😤 -literally don’t know why isak and even ragging on kosegruppa is so funny but “did you think I joined to have fun” gets me every time -I SAW YOU THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL -also even literally radiating love @ isak watching get snarky w vilde on the phone bc it reminded him of the first time he saw him! even rly is that boyfriend who thinks isak being pissy is the Best Thing he has Ever seen -halla boiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiz -literally the glo up of isak telling his friends the order in which he’d bang them -No filter! wow I love symbolism -so nice to see the girls together for a lil bit :) -the boys hyping up mags while also telling him to be respectful awwwwww -take desperate to a whole new level- Confucius -who’s going to show isak how to properly hold a beer can -literally evak banter gets me thru the day. thank u tarjei and henrik for having phenomenal chemistry + improvisation skills + making isak and even the dumbest nerdiest boys i have ever seen -biology partner. and friend. ;-; -even literally is the biggest stoner blease -isak’s talk with eva is just sooooo<3 and not to be emo on main but every single word of the last few sentences he says hit me so gd hard because i feel the exact same way in my BONES -livet er nå 💛

final thoughts :( <3 -this season is so special. it feels like one really long oscar-worthy movie or smth?? i cant even exblain, its just magical. ALSO very dear to my heart. -julie really said you guys have seen isak sad and alone and repressed for the past two seasons so heres him falling in love with the best person in the world and coming to terms with who he is and being brave and opening up and finally being happy and living a real life -this season definitely feels different from s1/2/4 to me editing or production or music smth wise? as in, its got a lot fewer aesthetic shots and the cinematography seems a bit different if that makes any sense???? I also think this is the season most focused just on the main (i.e. not many- if any? sideplots going on) -literally will never get over the thought, love, and detail put into this season. when i say there is literally nothing i would change about it, i mean it and coming from my nitpicky ass??? means a lot lmfao. the acting, directing, music choices, symbolism...... sublime -s3′s cold rainy autumn aesthetic makes me ACHE for fall and also nostalgic for a highschool experience I never had lmao?? also. all the nighttime clips >>> -don’t know what else to say except thank u skam for my life

#take a shot every time i say whew #fully put more effort and time into this than most of my uni projects xx #its super rambly but thats bc its mostly just my direct stream of thought #also super long! and probably still missing things i wanted to say #AND like 3 weeks late fshfjjkdjkfsd #skam #clownfest 2019 #blabbey

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andrvgreens · 5 years

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— introducing … andré green !!! ;; muffled music playing from the room next door. slow drives late at night. moonlight. book pages being turned in a hushed library. frank ocean. beach waves softly lapping into each other.

ok hello yes it is i, g, again. ( i play indira and arturo ). i have been wanting to bring andre into watershed for SO LONG but he didn’t have any gif hunts until now and OH BOY I’M EXCITED!!!! atm he only has full gifs and not icon gifs, so they are what ill be using, i hope that doesnt ruin the aesthetic or wtvr for anybody kjgdnnljdnldfbln. also yes.. his name is andré bc … andré holland is THAT bitch and i love him. this is FOR YOU MR HOLLAND!!!!

abt andré

the softest kindest most gentle boy. falls in love 209230277 times a day. believes in true love. is incredibly soft, romantic, and would absolutely make the best most supportive boyfriend

majoring in philosophy, if he could he’d major in LOVE

believes the best in people, sees the best, needs the best

is impossible to hate i promise

was one of those popular but actually NICE guys in high school who everybody actually liked and he was like, school captain and all that shit bc he’s just A NICE GUY

lives paycheck-to-paycheck, isn’t very rich at all but he doesn’t really care about money

just wants !!! to fall !!! in LOVE!!!!

listens to frank ocean all the time

is everyone’s big brother probably

carries a journal with him so he can write down sappy shit, or just his thoughts

stays in his own lane and never really has any idea what the drama is, but hey if u need to talk or vent!!! andre’s ur boy!!

part of his secret is that he has a job / app as The Boyfriend Experiment djkndgjndjn, so basically u can hire him for a night, or a few nights to just.. be ur boyfriend! literally. it’s based off that shit-ass noah centineo movie, but honestly yeah andre would make a great fake boyfriend and it PAYS DA BILLS! but obvs not many ppl know about it, and he has a strong client confidentiality!!!

idk just plot with us pls we deserve it

plots n stuff i’d like for him:

people who use his boyfriend experiment app. pls. even if u just want company, or practice on a date .. andre is ur guy!!! he’ll take care of you!

best friends! childhood friends!!! soft boy/ nb friends! brother-sister type of duo! BROMANCE!

someone who knows his BIG secret and helps him keep it and maintain it (will be posted soon)

somebody he always rescues. maybe your char is always in the wrong place at the wrong time.. who they gonna call?? not ghostbusters, baybeee!!! andre green!!!!

somebody who’s the complete opposite to andre, bc those friendships are always fun!

somebody to be the rosa diaz to her terry jeffords JKGNDNJKDGKJ

an ex- something, ex girlfriend, ex first love.. SOMETHING SOFT!

a current love, current crush bc he has crushes all the damn time mainly on soft kind ppl though, or ppl he really clicks with (he’s pretty open with his sexuality and has never defined it- i’d say he’s pansexual, but bc i dont feel comfy with m x m, he’ll mainly be for nb and f folks im sorry!)

i have a plots page up but it sucks!!! im working on it!!! forgive me!!!

#water:intro #IM SO EXCITE D IM SO SO EXCITED I M SO EXCITE-

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justkpopjokes · 7 years

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#AU 1 with 정Hannie please? ♥️

Ft. Jeonghan

AU: Arranged Marriage (From this list)

A/N: This is different than my other arranged marriage AUs, because the “arranged marriage” part is…different…I hope you still like it! Also SORRY FOR DELAY WITH ALL THESE SCENARIOS BUT I FINALLY GOT HOME FROM MY TRIP AND MY PC MAKES EDITING EASIER THANK GOD

WARNING: DEPRESSION AND ATTEMPTED-SUICIDE

You and Jeonghan

Friends in middle school

You weren’t necessarily best friends at the time, but this incident brought you guys closer

First of all Jeonghan wants to be your close friend

He thinks you’re nice, but it’s kind of awkward for you to be together all the time

One day you were having a small chat during passing period

People in the hallway were teasing Jeonghan for liking you

He’s tired as usual he just wants to take a nap tho he just ignores them

Classic sleepy Hannie

Except you see it as an opportunity

So a lot of these people like you and have obvious (annoying) crushes on you

So you just say

“Yeah he’s nice to me, we’re getting married at 22 if we don’t get married to anyone else. He wouldn’t want to be on my bad side”

Yeah just nonchalantly bring up marriage

People are stunned

But you just drag a smirking Jeonghan to class

“So you’re my future spouse now?”

“I mean sure, lol it was a joke but why not?”

Chillest way to announce a marriage ;)

Now obviously since you guys are in middle school, most people don’t take it seriously but got what you meant, so the guys who liked you stopped being so nagging

Except your friend who was ready to get you both on a date but that’s not important

No but you guys promised she would help during the future ceremony so she is on this relationship too

But Jeonghan is kind of in the middle of his feelings

He’s happy he gets to spend time with you without being judged, but does he actually have a crush on you or does he just want to stay friends?

Like he wants to be friend zoned so he can find a better guy for you and like make you look good for only the best suitors

He's low-key that old stereotype of the gay friend

At some point people thought he actually was gay bc he was close with this other guy but he looks like he likes you

But anyways you guys keep this promise until senior year of highschool when you gained a boyfriend

No, it wasn’t Jeonghan, but Jeonghan’s friend who he introduced bc he thinks you go well together

Everyone is fine I am NOT FINE but the people from your middle school were asking “I thought you were set with Jeonghan?”

So after high school into college

Jeonghan is in a different college than you but you guys are still best friends, so you visit each other and 2 other friends+your boyfriend (one is that girl that ships you lol)

Now important detail your boyfriend is also in the same college as Jeonghan

Now one day, he has a late class/test and Jeonghan is sent to give you food and just tell you that he’s busy

But as you talk with Jeonghan, he keeps looking to your face and how pretty you look

Brushes it off for the most part

Fails miserably really

Except he feels an emptiness in his heart

It sounds cheesy but he feels like he missed a chance to be with you

But he wants you as his friend bc that’s what he likes about you

You’re caring towards your friends, and though you can Burn the Haters™ you always care for your 4 closest friends

That’s what he loves about you

Wait what did he say love or…

nEVeRmiNd

But at one point in your college life, rumors spread Jeonghan had a girlfriend out of college and was visiting her after school

Jeonghan definitely wasn’t with you, so maybe he finally found someone

Now you feel that same kind of empty

You love your boyfriend, but Jeonghan always had your heart, y'know?

You were going to approach him about it on the last day of that year of college, to see if the rumors were true

But on the last day…

Your boyfriend came to your dorm to tell you something urgent had happened

Now you were scared something had happened to Jeonghan bc he and Jeonghan were close

Wait a minute why do you care about Jeonghan more than your boyfriend…anYWAY

But nope™

Your boyfriend was asking to breakup

HONESTLY WTF MAN WHY NOW YOU PABO I’M SCREAMING AT MY OWN STORY RN

He still wanted to be friends but he was moving, and didn’t know how he could handle a long distance relationship

You wanted to try and handle the relationship, but this guy couldn’t take it

He was heartbroken himself tbh

You’re a depressed mess and ask him to leave

Only person who is available to comfort you right now?

Jeonghan.

This boi is ready to fight his friend, but you assure him through tears that it wasn’t really his fault (it is tho man you could’ve tried)

Jeonghan at this point

So close that he doesn’t care you look horrible and can’t do things

So for the rest of the year you just crash at his place

He’s trying hard to take care of the person that he got engaged to in his teens

Even after you come in good terms with you ex-boyfriend, Jeonghan still has to visit you to check up on you

One day he comes home and panics bc you’re coughing hysterically and turns out you had an overdose on pills for suicide

He had to call your friend who ships you to help get you to the hospital immediately

When your friend is outside discussing your condition and working out getting your family out to see you, Jeonghan sits silently next to you, holding your hand, asking why

“There’s no point in living anyway…I’m too depressed to care for myself, I don’t want to be a burden to you”

If you weren’t in a hospital bed he would be squeezing you to death

“Why this?! Why would you do this?!? What would I do without—What would our friend feel if she never got to go to the wedding of her best friends because her friend died?”

That’s what really hits you.

This guy agreed to marry you but you almost left him—no, you are slowly leaving him bc these pills are still in your system and your organs are slowly failing

When your parents visit later in the week, you’re still in bad condition

But one night, when everyone’s asleep including you, Jeonghan plants a warm kiss on your forehead and prays you get better

Miraculously, you start to pull through from your weak condition and your body starts up normally again!

IT’S THE ANGEL KISS MAN

You’re still stuck in the hospital but your family has to leave to go back home

They trust Jeonghan with your life (and kinda pressure him to make sure you’ll be taken care of)

Cue your parents just “JEONGHAN, MY FUTURE SON-IN-LAW, YOU BETTER TAKE CARE OF OUR BABY OK”

“BUT I HAVEN’T EVEN ASKED—”

“YOON JEONGHAN.”

Damn he loves you

And he finally tells you this

“Oh I know”

“What.”

“Kind of obvious. Also kisses”

“YoU wERe awAkE”

When you’re finally cleared from the hospital, Jeonghan makes you stay home and get lots of rest

Yea no he just sleeps so much but keeps you stuck in his arms you can’t escape bed

“Jeonghan. We’re going to miss lunch.”

He gets up lets you go bc you need to eat

What could go wrong when you’re with him?

Jeonghan makes sure you don’t feel uncomfortable or start crying again; he hates to see you cry

I mean on your 22nd birthday you break down in tears again

When Jeonghan gets on one knee and proposes to you

HECK YEAH MARRY YOUR FRIEND HE LOVES YOU GO MARRY THE ANGEL

Let me just say that your shipper friend is like the reason behind this relationship

And he proposed to you when you were all together

So when he’s putting the ring on your finger

You’re crying with your hand over your mouth in shock

The people at wherever place you are at (bc this guy is definitely making this public) are crying bc it’s so cute and sweet

Your friend is at the side crying bc her friends are *cough* finally getting married

And since it was a promise by 3 middle school kiddos

“Arranged”

You gotta love this guy who loves you lots

*me nervous if this will do good* I had to rewrite this twice and now I’m finally happy with how it turned out!!

#seventeen imagines #seventeen scenarios #jeonghan #yoon jeonghan #jeonghan imagines #jeonghan scenarios #arranged marriage au #seventeen au #seventeen fluff #kpop fluff #jeonghannie #jkj fics #.txt

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