#okay good night fr now

[evermoredeluxe]

this photo is just perfection

#okay good night fr now #eras tour premiere #arshia talks

[raetreaderarts]

Drew the wife again. I like this one SO much more than the other pieces I did last night, also it’s 5 am and I really need to go to bed. Brixity romance update when /j

#brixity #brixity fan art #brixity maggie #currently my favorite blocky babe fr <3 #okay bedtime for me I’m going to bed now whether I like it or not #I swear every night I stay up another hour later this is not good for me #anyways y’all didn’t come to hear me ramble about my ruined sleep schedule #mf is just talking always huh #my art

[frankensteincest]

moments when physical contact mattered the most (1) Jesus getting nailed to the cross and (2) Frankenstein making his Creature

#log. #to me #killing a god and becoming a god with your own hands #okay good night fr now <3

[e77y]

Sometimes cooking in a 90 degree car is good for the soul (it’s not) (I’m just trying to save gas bc I wanted to sit in my car instead of the library)

#I would’ve just stayed inside #but I was scared that I lost my headphones so I had to go out to my car and check #good news: they were in my car! #bad news: got a bad grade in ERP 😔 #<- joking. I’m not in therapy 😝😜😛😋😚😎🤓 #SOON. #okay ​I’ve been saying ‘soon’ for like 4 years #but fr #I was putting off scheduling a psych appointment until after all my breast ultrasound stuff was done #and now it’s been like a month or two and I have just totally forgotten about it #until last night when my mom reminded me 😭 #I guess I should schedule an appointment tomorrow… bleh. I hate phone calls I will explode and die #but it’s worth it ig #I’m so nervous ahhh #okay SORRY FOR THE RAMBLE #it’s almost time for me to go anyway so I can turn the car on now. yay. sweet sweet AC #ellyposting

[acerathia]

i said good night and immediately had flashbacks to that one week i didnt sleep at all and still went on with my life like usual, only was i slowly going insane lmaoo

#let's hope it doesn't happen again #bc i am tired and in pain. i do not need insomnia to make it worse #and i'm serious. my classmates were asking me if im okay. bc i was so sleep deprived lmaoo #good night now. fr

[unproduciblesmackdown]

eddie bracken as orville wingait in summer stock (1950)

#don't get it wrong abigail whacking orville upside the head is during their comedy backstage 5 sec to Resolution ending rush #literal last minute conclusion crunch in unsurprising formatting lol; i chose a more peaceful gif to end on. note the prior one's [feet Up] #i hope this illustrates There Is Much Material. more clips than this & truly as good or better a role as any others to choose from here #summer stock #conveniently it's apparently wingait in the movie but via that casting news this (2023) role is wingate #tcm fancam life...we've all been there. akd talking abt meet me in st. louis like maybe i should rewatch lol. have to muddle through someho #anyways there's for sure room to like grab a little thread of plot and enhance it in this story. e.g. orville & abigail could talk Thrice #their B-plot / more idiosyncratic romance there is still >>>>>> the main JUDY & GENE one unsurprisingly even w/o a third convo lol #whoops the main guy is an asshole. judy/jane learns she loves show business so just kinda may as well be in love w/the show guy ig #like girl you don't have to be...but ofc already although her & orville's dynamic is pleasant enough she seems somewhat disinterested #while fascinatingly for our purposes though orville is framed a bit like [this NERD] he can't be too dunked on b/c [romantic B-plot] #meanwhile abigail's Undeserving Of Gene/Joe (she is but she's too good for him) qualities being just that she's been too Indulged so like #in her lack of protestant ethic farm work she's so conceited & sensitive that she wants to rest & not be yelled at??? #smash cut to for real judy/jane on Opening Night like asking tentatively like oh romantic interest you're Not gonna yell at me..?? #but she's been Hard Working so she will tolerate the physical AND emotional demands. but she's also more Talented than abigail #so joe need not be mean to her Anyways like. okay wild maybe we could rework that but congrats abigail for NOT ending up w/him fr #meanwhile orville's arc (joe has none to speak of save realizing he wants to make out w/this other woman now) is as clear as anyone's #extricate himself from otherwise only getting to be an extension of his father who is generally interfering / directing / demeaning him als #another ''well i don't know about that'' element in that when orville Does tell him to cut that out his dad actually just rolls with that #and becomes more amicable lol like well that does work out & it's unsurprisingly like cmon orv you can't LET him treat you like that... #and if you didn't? he'd just be like ''oh haha okay''...like is abigail supposed to be ''right'' abt uhh romance there but yet she's just #too sensitive to handle Tell Don't Ask / No Apologies? maybe; but they both end up getting to Not Stand For It lol. i think that that would #ofc still be fun to develop. whereas w/joe it's like uh maybe make him Not a huge asshole in the end / judy p much in love w/Showbiz.... #abigail & orville out here decidedly Not About Nonsense....but still a bit zany ig such that after the [imagine the foley] hit: it's good #like i'm sure it's ''orville's still enough of a NERD to be chill w/that'' & ''abigail's still DIFFICULT enough to put her foot down'' #['50 gender politics] we all know that couple whose flaws & idiosyncrasies allow them to Apologize & Ask & use their inside voices #and be all upset if someone's trying to demean them. unlike True Romance of the man who won't bully his wife if she earns it :') #joe could instead uhh be a harried director who's actually Wrong for being a dick to his gf (if we even include that) w/the various sources #of pressure to make a show Work but there's all this req'd spontaneity / flexibility anyways & he learns that even if he's clenching throug #it he can Not take it out on other people / Make it succeed by Making ppl do anything. & also jane reminds him of Passion for this.

[poltergeist-coffee]

it’s 2 am and all i can think about is insaneduo

#💬 one new message #i just love them so much #they mean everythign to me #you can’t see it but there are tears in my eyes #like look at them they’re so - gestures vaguely - #i’m fr always thinking about that one post which said forever and cellbit are two sides of the same coin #thinking about how despite everythign they trust each other the most out of everyine on the island #like even after everythign ghry went through in the divorce/betryal arc and now with the happy pills shit #like they both refuse to give up on each other and it makes me emotional #i’m quite insane so they way i think about them sort of is like how i think of desertduo in third life does anyone else see my vision #like “i trust you entirely i wouldn’t care if yiu killed me because it’s you and i love you” #“even if you betray me i couldn’t bring myself to hate you because i love you and i care about you and i know you inside and out” #like i have a very specific vision of them does anyone get it or am i just crazy and need to go to bed #- lays down face first on the floor - qinsaneduo is so good i hate them i hope they leave and never come back #you can tear them out of my cold dead hands i refuse to give them up #brain spinning around in circles thinking about qcellbit tearing up after pac and forever were given the antidote and just not getting a se #of rest. he only rested when he knew they were both safe. he brought oac home and then went to the ordo and stayed by forever side the enti #night. he didn’t even sleep he just watched his chest ride and fall reassuring himself that forever woudl be okay and they he was alive and #he would be back soon he just had to wait a little longer. maybe that’s when he finally cried just let himself feel and finally let it out #orrrgh #okay i’m done i m done rambling in tags i’m going to bed

[navramanan]

why did nobody tell me that you shouldnt be charging your phone 100% but stop at 70 to 80 to increase the longevity of your battery and you shouldnt wait until below 20% to connect it to a charger

#and why did i learn this today while i wanted to look up if it was okay to connect your phone to a charger when it was still at a high #percentage #anyways apparently it's ideal for a battery to be between 30 to 70% #and also figured out my new phone had a setting that stops the charging process at 85% #you learn something new everyday hope this info was beneficial to you #ok good night now fr it's 1am hellow #nesi rants

[southislandwren]

I deeply love the freshman but she just called twice to ask if could jump her car at a location 30 minute drive away, I am pajama’d and blind in bed . No I cannot dedicate over an hour of time when it’s already my bedtime because surprise, I wake up at fuckin 4:25 am 🙃

NO FUCKING WAY was I awake typing this godforsaken post and my other friend called me for 30 MINUTES!!!!! You fuckheads I work on a farm do not contact me after 7:30!!!! Arggghhhhhh okay goodnight and anyone else who calls me is NOT getting an answer I am asleep GOODNIGHT !!!!

#and last night I got like 5 hours of sleep and I didn’t take a nap today. I shouldn’t be fucking driving anyway because I’m SLEEPY sleepy #I was like give me 30-40 minutes and she was like uhhh I will call some other people… yeah do that . #like if I do go for a drive this weekend I’ll still invite her but I’m getting a little sick of her antics #diary post #ugh. anyway if you find this E I do deeply love you fr but I told you I wasn’t going to be a good friend this summer #and I didn’t mean like teehee I can only hang out on Saturdays #I meant the likelihood I text back or see you in person more than twice a month is VERY low #and yeah this is on me for picking a stupid fucking job but like. I need to be sick of farming before I head to a city for 5+ years #I am exhausted down to my core. I relapsed in my bad habit on Saturday. I am barely functioning. #I don’t think I’ve eaten anything that’s not fruit or dairy products in the past 3 days. I am desperately waiting for an incident at work. #begging to the universe to let me get kicked in the head or something so I can have a few fucking days off PLEASE #anyway goodnight. now im all wound up and I’ll get another 5 hours of sleep #also ironic the second friend who called me was gossiping abt this guy at work that should just shut up sometimes #and im sitting there on the other side of the phone YAWNING after picking up and answering I am already in bed #and my friend is still rambling on about stupid inane work bullshit that I do not care about. #okay goodnight for real. I hate everything

[astrxealis]

hi good evening i disappeared for most of the day after rambling a lot bcs i suddenly felt super lonely and tbh it isn't. fully gone and it never will be but also i'm doing better now. also hi new zero theme even if i said i would do a ffxiv or gbf theme. also i almost forgot to say hence this is added into this post but yeah i disappeared and wrote a lil for my wol for bits in msq where she is dreadfully alone and you’d think letting out my feelings would help and it kinda did but what helped most was me fixing the docs with the layout and all haha i’m kind of a workaholic methinks. also i’ll finish gbf main story soon i promise. also i’m sleeping before 1 am today as well i promise

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #also hi i will never stop rambling Hashtag I Love To Talk Even If I Feel Like No One Listens Sometimes Which Is Okay (Mostly) #and hi i made like a bunch of zero icons recently so i was like yo i want to use this so i then also made a gif (wholly made by me <3 #except for the video ofc being taken from the official cutscenes of the game ofc. i think.) yeah <3 #i really want to get more into all kinds of editing so i'll do more notion and gdocs stuff soon alongside tumblr editing sb actually being #active soon and i'll start making more gifs and all but tbh idk either bcs i might just compile them all for myself because i prefer it #that way but yeah i'd love to do stuff for friends and mutuals and literally anyone so hi that is that #okay i will stop rambling now! i finished my chem hw w/o breaking down so that's great. also i lov my mom sm mwah #also for the first time in so long she made the mango graham thing again and i am sad she didnt call for me to help bcs i miss doing that #but idm bcs it is so fun to eat also it is almost the weekend and i want to do my homework in advance but also write and game and do sm #but i will uh fr stop rambling for now. also in advance hii good night

[boar-cry]

Tomorrow......

#feel like a kid on Christmas eve fr #okay going to sleep now so i have a good nights sleep to drive 4 HOURS tomorrow. gn!

[the-kipsabian]

that is all for tonight

sorry im really just. feeling a lot and im aware like nobody really cares or probably understands but all this is just. incredibly important to me

like this is the thing that drives me and keeps me going. keeps me motivated. keeps me interested and checking back. lets me exercise my brain and what little writer muscles i have to keep on cracking this stuff and be completely unhinged about it

it just helps a lot that its in the medium (wrestling) that i love the most and done by a man (kip) who is extremely important to me and just

yeah

#it just hits me really hard okay #im gonna shut up now and get back to art my head hurts #its just fr fr been a goddamn day today like. i just wanna shake him and give him a hug words cant express enough how i feel #anyways yeah. have a good one. sorry again #night is an absolute mess on main

[noxtivagus]

can you hear me crying!!!!

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #IM SORRY I HAVE A LOT OF INTERESTS BUT FFXIV'S GRASP ON ME IS JUST...... BRO #i was thinking about hermes earlier n got emotional #now i'm thinking of drk n my heart aches! #or maybe my chest is like this bcs of my sleep but oh well #i'll go watch some cutscenes but w jpn audio so i can #FUCK #FUCKKKKK IM GAY IM GAY IM GAY OH MY GOD I AM SO GAY #ZERO'S VOICE. ZERO. ZERO???? MA'AM. OH MY GOD I AM ACTUALLY NOT OKAY SHE BARELY TALKED BUT #THAT HAT. THE HAIR. SHE'S SO GENDERRRR SHE'S SO GIRLBOSS SHE'S. HDFKLAJDFLKSD #sqex was so unfair for this ngl she's my type fr. her design is so pretty #OH MY GOD YSHTOLA I AM #the feathers in zero's hat. her hair is. n then her colors. her eyes! n her clothes the design n everything n her scythe n she's so cool >< #fuck i am getting emotional just from the quest titles. N OH NOO THE OST JUST TURNED TO NIGHT IN THE BRUME #BCS IT'S NIGHT IN-GAME NOW.. THIS IS TOO EMOTIONAL FOR ME RN #'hope upon a flower'; 'in from the cold'; 'beyond the depths of despair'; ' the color of joy'; 'a trip to the moon'; 'when all hope seems #lost'; 'a past not yet come to pass'; 'a flower upon your return'; 'caging the messenger' (hermes.. it's so good. birds n then name meaning #n then w lore in ffxiv itself tying to canon. it's so well connected); ' unto the heavens'; 'youre not alone'; 'endwalker' #just some titles at a glance. i remember the story so well.. everything. i love it so much it's honestly very overwhelming 🥹 #sharlayan.. playing w apollo. i have so much dear memories. n then the story n all the characters. #everything is just so. special to me. i remember many snippets of lines n quotes from the story #i write them down and repeat them from time to time. to remind myself. #the ost oh my god. dynamis.. each drop.. aghfkasjdflksdk

[ohlovxr]

there really is no weirder feeling than coming down from an energy drink and two coffees whilst on your period, which means your anemia’s only hitting its worst point, and eating literally three massive apples and toast and nut butter to revive yourself and get rid of the delirious lightheaded feeling you’ve got

#when i was grabbing my second apple i was swerving and literally SWEATING through my clothes #i had to put my hair up #oh here comes my dog #lmfao she came toppling down the stairs literally right this second #my cutie patootie #anyways yeah it was crazy #but i feel so much better lol #might just get another toast with nut butter on it bc uggghhhhhhhh #it’s literally so good #nut butter over peanut butter fr anyday #like i’m so full rn bc of those apples lol #like i’m not kidding they were massive and i ate a whole three without even realizing it #like i just kept going until i could think again and wasn’t going all loopy #but yeah i want another toast n nut butter 🥺 #i’ll just get one it a bit it’s okay the night’s young #It’s actually three am so idk about that lol #omg my babygirl’s here with me now #sleeping on my blanket on the couch i love her so much #i love my dogs you don’t understand #especially bella #like i love them all equally #but bella’s literally my best friend #and you’re probably gonna be like ‘oh melina that’s so sad’ #but no like you don’t understand the bond i have with this dog like i LOVE her she’s my best friend #i love her so much so so so so so much she’s my girl she’s my baby she’s my bestie #hmmm anyways feels like toast n nut butter time to me 🤔

[waloeders]

harassin him until he comes to bed. btw.

#jupiter.speaks #❤️.maul #> we will cuddle to sleep or else. i will pull this sad face 🥺 and then he will feel bad. thats how it works yah #> it just does. okay seriously eepy now it is a very late night but my friend had a good bday outing!! #> gn gang i hope ur all stayin safe <3 #> i think this pics massive on mobile fr my bad

[starwolf53]

Giggling and kicking my feet

#:3 #people on fr are paying me to draw their dragons hehe #one of the reasons i was in a Mood last night (if you were online to witness it) #was that i was getting all in my head about oughh no one other than my irl friends ever pay me to do art #is it even that good #blah blah blah #so this is really nice and very good timing #teehee :3 #im allright now btw if you witness last night #im okay #ryker rambles