#they mean everythign to me

[poltergeist-coffee]

it’s 2 am and all i can think about is insaneduo

#💬 one new message #i just love them so much #they mean everythign to me #you can’t see it but there are tears in my eyes #like look at them they’re so - gestures vaguely - #i’m fr always thinking about that one post which said forever and cellbit are two sides of the same coin #thinking about how despite everythign they trust each other the most out of everyine on the island #like even after everythign ghry went through in the divorce/betryal arc and now with the happy pills shit #like they both refuse to give up on each other and it makes me emotional #i’m quite insane so they way i think about them sort of is like how i think of desertduo in third life does anyone else see my vision #like “i trust you entirely i wouldn’t care if yiu killed me because it’s you and i love you” #“even if you betray me i couldn’t bring myself to hate you because i love you and i care about you and i know you inside and out” #like i have a very specific vision of them does anyone get it or am i just crazy and need to go to bed #- lays down face first on the floor - qinsaneduo is so good i hate them i hope they leave and never come back #you can tear them out of my cold dead hands i refuse to give them up #brain spinning around in circles thinking about qcellbit tearing up after pac and forever were given the antidote and just not getting a se #of rest. he only rested when he knew they were both safe. he brought oac home and then went to the ordo and stayed by forever side the enti #night. he didn’t even sleep he just watched his chest ride and fall reassuring himself that forever woudl be okay and they he was alive and #he would be back soon he just had to wait a little longer. maybe that’s when he finally cried just let himself feel and finally let it out #orrrgh #okay i’m done i m done rambling in tags i’m going to bed

[mazojo]

#WHAT DOES THIS MEAN WHAT DOES THIS MEAN HOLDUP ASDJHFGBUREAIJ WHEN HE WHEN WHEN #MITSUBA ITS BEEN LIKE 2 YEARS OH MY GOD YALL DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS DOING TO ME #I AM DEADASS SCREAMING CRYING AND THROWING UP AS I TYPE THIS I CANT BREATHE #LOOK AT THEM GOD MITSUKOU REAL MITSUKOU CANON MITSUKOU ANGST MITSUKOU FLUFF MITSUKOU EVERYTHIGN #I am gonna stare at this till February when the next issue comes out bet #mitsukou #mitsuba #kou #tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #manga

[transmasczappa]

ただいま記念 by しゅー@倉庫 (September 17, 2008)

#guilty gear #zappa guilty gear #by 💛 #💛fav #SO CUTES! #the fill bucket outline on faust is everythign to me #a simpler time. #love love love when people colour the darker bits of zappa's bodysuit as purple. its so everything #via: pixiv #👻: this means everything to me #👻fav

[basimibnishaqs]

au where tfa starts the exact same way with luke skywalker having vanished. and then it cuts to rey on jakku with luke. like luke is just there he's not missing. but she doesnt know that that’s luke skywalker- that’s just her dorky dad owen whitesun and they are each other’s whole world in that barren wasteland. cue leia sending one of her pilots there to follow a rumor about someone seeing luke- and when a droid meets luke and rey at their home and when finn recognizes Commander Luke Skywalker and Grandmaster of the Jedi in the market, rey discovers who exactly her father truly is

#obviously a lot would have to change but idk i could see Luke leaving his jedi in leia'shands in order to protect his daughter #even if it means he has to moisture farm he'd do it for her #luke skywalker #rey skywalker #Luke never wanted rey to have to deal with the same things he did but learns she hasto forge her own path #and rey having to grapple with Luke Skywalker the myth having chosen her over being a legend ought #just a little baby au right now bc I like to imagine worlds where the sequels were good and Luke was in character and rey got a family #sequelsposting #SHOUT OUT TO TUESDAY FOR OWEN WHITESUN MEANS EVERYTHIGN 2 ME

[dootznbootz]

My mom is already super cool but growing up as a child of an artist/art teacher, like, really shaped me as a person. No matter your skill level your creations matter and are so so important and I'm just so fucking proud of you. And I mean fucking ALL of you.

I'm not an artist myself (at least drawing-wise. I enjoy pottery and music and writing but not much for the "I'm holding some sort of stick (pen, paintbrush, digital stylus, etc. ) and making something with it haha)

But since my mom was an artist, and I just CONSTANTLY grew up around creators. It just, idk makes you APPRECIATE things you know? My mom was a wildlife artist (she's won a couple competitions, "State Trout Stamp" is one of them.) and I remember as a little girl seeing her make her prints and how LONG they took her. And even with her WINNING some and having great paintings, she'll still have the "Oh, I hate that one >:( " which ofc, there's an "artist's eye" but it kind of makes me laugh as literally no matter your skill level, EVERY creator has a "Ew." project.

Not great lighting sorry, but these are what she's made. (Yes, there's a thermometer on the buck. That's one that a lot of people like but she doesn't so much haha. the bottom middle is the one that won.)

And since she was a teacher by the time I came around (doing her prints on the side) I grew up wandering the high school halls as a little girl and watching and playing with her students who were artists themselves.

I remember seeing how LONG it took them. Some would get frustrated with a certain thing they were struggling with like hands or making sure their eyes were right. Breaking pencils or throwing away projects. Some would start to cry and then they became a "sibling" for a moment as "mom instincts" would take over my mom and she'd just sit with them. Sometimes if I happened to be playing around in the classroom and they were there after school ended (or for "Art Club") after getting frustrated they would come to play with me on the floor with those drawing manikins and other toys that were in the classroom. (My mom was essentially a "Ms. Frizzle" type of teacher and had LOTS of toys in her class room. From Barbies to potato heads as "they're good inspiration!". She's still like that and even kind of looks like Ms. Frizzle too!) A lot of these students were my FRIENDS (more like a bunch of older siblings), even as I got older. (some were even babysitters for me) and it's funny now if I run into them and now they have kids of their own.

I don't even know what I'm chattering about anymore haha. I just...I'm really proud of y'all. Doesn't matter where you're at in your "leveling up skills", I KNOW how hard you all work. I KNOW you've taken a lot of time to get where you are! I don't do it myself but I've SEEN your efforts! I think a lot of people will see art and just think "oh it's just copying what you see" especially for hyperrealistic paintings or even for stylized stuff. People see it as "easy" or if it's not "perfect" then it's "not worth it". not even BOTHERING to understand the circumstances and/or story of the artists. And every artist has their ups and downs! I mean like I said, my mom has won competitions and STILL has her "Ew >:( " paintings! Something I've seen a lot of folks on here do!

...I'm sleepy and don't know how to end this haha. Just know you're doing a great job. I'm so happy you've gifted us your creations. It's a privilege to get to see your growth in real time.

#meh I'm getting emotional over something so small and silly but yee bleh #Mad rambles #just heard my mom talk about it and heard so many folks on here say the same about their art and idk. maybe knowing an artist who's #won competitions even has those days will cheer you on. you know? #I mean... I mean EVERYTHIGN I say whenever I'm tagging silly things on works. like it's important to me to say SOMETHING because #I know how much this shit MEANS. It can really make or break you. And I WANT for you to “make” more! :D More JOY! #if y'all like... want better closeups of her art just ask haha. Won't give out name (as that's dumb) but yeah :D

[homolobotomized]

usonami r like. if girlfriends were boyfriends and also a secret third thing

#they r the most t4t ever literally no ones doing it like them #they mean everythign to me im sick #usonami #op #shut up homo

[cowvboyenema]

//its an honor, nay a privvy, to delete any jpg of dave in the world

#thanknyou though #means everythign to me #its just that i hate that gay ass old man

[aquariumlamp]

sorry for inactivity i have issues in my head so i cant draw as consistently (also i need to repost old art eventually)

#i feel really bad bc i drew susahao like all the time #and atm im not even having a fixation on tgaa im abck to splatoon LOL #so splatoon posts will be more likely #tho i still wanna draw susahao bc i love and miss them so so much #they mean everythign to me truly #but hopefully ill have time to draw more again!! #its mainly college lol

[return-to-pterosaur-phase]

uhghhhh idk. and then they kithed

#i knowwww it looks like slag and is rly dark but . whatever #i draw a decently large amt but i never post it bcs either #its personal or it looks Very Bad or . whatever third thing i was thinking of #anyways #pointless #roart #skystar #they #mean everythign to me

[lovesgoneinsane]

ray toro is like The rockstar . idk how to explain myself. the stance ?? the hair . beard, everything

he just is

#do you guys get where im coming from #please say you do #because he means everythign to me #ray toro #mcr #my chemical romance

[eclipticass]

forensic scientist teruko, at your service

#teedraws #tgaa oc #since i finished tgaa you know what that means #NEW TERUKOOOOOO #shes everythign to me... wa #oc #original character #tgaa!teruko

[eerie-asterisks]

i hate enstars i hate dia farming i hate mika kagehira and his out of nowhere 5* i hate everything

#im still up to date with my points schedule but GOD #i am so low on dia i literally do not have enough to get through even just tomorrow probably #which means i have to FARM #and i am running out of songs #because SOMEONE (cough cough wataru fs2) DRAINED ME OF EVERYTHIGN I HAVE #my dia never recovered #eueaueueueueugh #i can still make it i believe in myself #but its EFFORT #bleugh #sol speakz

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#i haven't stopped thinking about the possibility of me being autistic since i came to the realization that it might be a thing #like i have aggressive mixed feelings about it most of them are that i'm just stupid and faking things #i'm not happy that i read stuff now that i'm watching a tv show with an autistic character #it makes me feel like a child that's trying to ''be like their blorbo'' #but also it might be an actual thing that would explain other things #but also i have no memory of what my childhood was so i don't know if i'm just stupid now or i've been autistic all my life #(by ''stupid now'' i mean that i'm faking shit now btw NOT that autistic people are stupid) #but then it can all be adhd which is very likely or maybe is both things? #i'm confused and googling shit isn't helping and i'm sort of spiraling!!! #and it's horribly dysphoria inducing to google stuff because i have to google ''autism in women'' #because of biology. hormones and the like as well as the way i was raised... #i'm just confused and i feel guilty and i would LOVE to go to an actual professional who can tell me real information but alas i can't #so i can only google stuff. spiral into madness. and complain on tumblr dot com #i hate this 👌🏻 #i feel like when i was figuring out being trans and everythign was confusing and i felt like such a poser? #at least that one turned out to be ture #this one? not sure #god i hate my brain #angel talks #personal

[thisgodwontforgiveyou]

god its so fucked that fire emblem had literally two and a half good characters after tellius and the half was tharja

#and honestly kind of before tellius too #like severa is fucking isnane its freak shit its fucked up that that character exists at all in any media and they know it #and keep trying to like spray her with fire extinguishers and throw blankets on her the wholeg ame #before giving up and just making a fucking asbestos woman for her to have sex with in fates #but good fucking god is she not a good character #and shes like. upper 20th percentile for awakening #lucina sucks so bad it maeks me want to throw up #chrom would be like the one actually tolerable one just through sheer boringness were it not for the extreme racism of everythign about him #tiki is funny as fuck but i cant earnestly count her awakening iteration as a standalone character #to absolve them of the sins of her past #anyway the two good ones are frobin and sylvain #frobin obviously trash as a charcter who exists within the narrative honestly even moreso than mrobin because at least they made him #like insanely gay because they were all trying not to kill themselves over the enforced striaght marriage thing #BUT the thing of making the main character of your game literally just the people youre marketing it to #like not even oh you can insert yourself on this guy no just stone cold fucking mean as hell direct read of #the exact type of guy #and then having that moment of just supreme cosmic prescience that the thing that type of striaght woman actually wants #more than anything is to have sex with tharja. and so you make tharja #while still ensuring the overall message of the game is that gay people should be killed in the streets like dogs

[mymarifae]

seeing saki being drawn with a cane or a walker or a wheelchair makes me happy......... i'm glad the game discusses and embraces her illness the way it does but y'know like. *gestures* More. they could have made it more visible and harder for dumb fans to ignore. it's nice to see lots of fanart of her using mobility aids though :) my little dollop of sunshine

#? not sure what dollop of sunshine means but that's what my brain came up with so that's what saki is now i guess #gosh she's jsut everythign to me.....

[nrth-wind-a]

[skrael is so so so slowly coming back sljfk so... what if i just dropped him into the d.c u.niverse and said ‘good luck’]

#[both to him and to whoever has to deal with him] #[for some quick rundowns on his character: ancient ice mage as old as the earth itself (or at least mine is)] #[he's part of an order that prioritizes the balance of man and magic] #[he is ridiculously arrogant and extremely powerful BUT. he is also very stupid and (literally) topheavy] #[he will make ice cream 4 u if u ask nicely sldjfksl] #[his name is skrael and he was my first tumblr muse also he is this blog's namesake] #[aaaand his wiki is trash do not trust it none of it is backed up with actual fact from the show] #[oh he's from tales of arc.adia] #[if there is any interest i could make him an actual quick facts post? essentially everythign someone might need to know to crossover w him? #[please let me hurl this 5 foot ice gremlin at ur dc muses i promise it'll be fun] #[lol at the very least the humor of some guy going 'i am a GOD-- why aren't you scared? ....you do this all the time? how many gods #do you know?' is like always funny] #[skrael thinks he's hot shit but i think zatanna could give him a run for his money real quick] #[and god i mean superman could punt him all the way around the world] #[and lsjdfks skrael vs any speedster would be truly amazing bc he is an ice powered villain so that could be very interesting to see] #[ANYWAY] #[i've rambled in these tags enough lsjdk hmu if you'd like to!] #{ooc}