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vintagedolan · 4 years

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Hi lynds I don’t know if my other ask went in or not but I just wanted to ask if you could write a blurb about the gif you reglobbed saying that, that’s grays when his kid calls him. Maybe the kid calling him and saying they can’t sleep and asking if he could sleep with them. I also wanted to ask if you have any other blurbs in the works and that I absolutely love mixtape and that you’re such an amazing writer with so much talent. I love your blog so much and it gives me so much happiness.

talkin about this beautiful gif from the lovely marika, aka @graysonsbailey go follow her if you don’t already!!

also, I don’t have any other blurbs in the works hehe the only time I really write anything that isn’t mixtape is when the inspo really hits, like now ;)

When Grayson designed his new house, he had one thing in mind - his babies. Sure, they hadn’t been born yet at the time. In fact, you weren’t even pregnant when he drew up the floor plans and walked you through them with that big Grayson smile that only came around when he was talking about something he really loved.

“And we’ll have our bathroom right here, attached to our room, and then there’s one bedroom over here, across the hall. The nursery.”

“The nursery huh?” You tried to play it off at the time, act like the idea of carrying his baby didn’t make you melt into a puddle.

“Close to us, so we can hear them when they need us. And then when they get older, we’ll move them to the other rooms, so they don’t hear us,” he teased, brushing some of your hair off your shoulder as he spoke, pointing to the little gathering of bedrooms upstairs and on the other side of the house - 6 of them, you counted.

By 2024, you’d already moved one baby through the nursery and onward into the closest bedroom - your daughter, Denver. Grayson had gotten his life long dream of a baby girl, and she’d kept him on his toes ever since her arrival almost three years ago; even more so now that Luna, his second daughter, had come into the mix only a few months prior.

Which was why he was getting ready for bed at the ripe and reasonable time of 8:30pm. You’d finally got your milk supply up to where you could pump a few extra bottles for night feeds, meaning he could take on a few of them and let you get some much deserved rest. He loved it, loved feeling needed and useful and like he was doing something that really helped you, that really mattered in those first few months where a baby needs their mom a lot more than their dad.

As he finished shaving his beard, razor hovering over his mustache, he heard a small voice from across the hall

“Daddy! Daddy c’mere! I wants to show you something!”

Denver’s bedtime was 8pm. He knew without asking that you’d run her through her bedtime routine already, from the pajamas and teeth brushing to the story and forehead kisses. It was your special time with her, a reminder that she would always be just as important as any sibling that came after her.

He should be annoyed. Should be ready to reprimand, to tell her that she should have been asleep by now, that she couldn’t keep getting out of bed and wandering downstairs. But he couldn’t bring himself to be, because that was his baby girl, and she wanted him... she needed him, and it didn’t matter what for.

So he turned and left the bathroom with a coy smile that he tried to hide as he passed you, leaned back against the headboard with Luna wrapped up in your arms, cuddled to your chest.

“You spoil her,” you said, not even having to look up from your baby’s face to know he was on his way to give your oldest whatever she wanted.

“Got to while I have the chance to,” he hummed. Would it come back to bite him in the ass when she was a moody teenager? Probably. But right now he couldn’t resist it, especially when he made it through the doorway to see his little girl with her big brown eyes and her brown curls, staring up at him in her dinosaur pj’s.

He crouched down so he was on her level before he spoke.

“What do you want to show me love?”

“It in my room,” she said, reaching out to take his hand and starting to pull him along. It would have been much more comfortable for him to just scoop her up and put her on his hip, but he let her lead him just like that, little hand wrapped around his index and middle finger as she tugged his crouched form down the hall and up the stairs to her room.

Denver’s room was one of Grayson’s favorites in the house. Cozy and warm, still kid like but with dashes of her favorite things, from the light blue of the walls to the paw patrol blanket on her bed - the blanket that he realized had been spread out on one side of the tiny twin mattress, along with four stuffed animals and Denver’s baby blanket as well, which had part of Grayson’s own nonnie stitched into it.

“I made you a bed! For sleepover!”

He could have said a million things - the bed wasn’t big enough to fit half his body comfortably, he knew she was just stalling going to sleep, he was supposed to go get Luna and put her in her crib, prep the bottles for the nighttime feed.

But there was such innocent excitement in his daughter’s eyes, and he knew that one day, she would be asking for sleepovers with her friends and not him. So he decided he was going to soak it up while he still could.

“A sleepover? With you?” He asked, letting his mouth fall open the way he knew would make her squeal.

“Yeah!”

“Let’s do it,” he smiled, dropping down to crawl into her bed. She watched him, listened to the creek of the mattress as he climbed on and settled on his back, looking up at her.

She cocked her head to the side, like her mother always did.

“What’s wrong?”

“You too big,” she frowned at the way his body hung off both the side and the end of the bed.

“C’mere, you can lay on me,” he offered, opening up his arms and trying to remember every detail of how it felt to have her climb onto him and rest her head on his chest. Her hair smelled like her green apple shampoo and he breathed it in as she relaxed against him.

“You comfy daddy,” she said through a yawn after a few minutes, and he couldn’t tell if it was a statement or a question. He didn’t care - even if he was uncomfortable, you couldn’t have paid him to move.

“You know Den, this is how you used to sleep, when you were little bitty, like Luna. You would cry and cry and cry, but when I laid you on my chest you’d stop right then and fall right to sleep. Momma always said that we shouldn’t have bought you a crib, cause you just used me instead.”

He waited for her to say something, or move. But she didn’t, and he smiled when he realized that she was fast asleep already, breathing heavy against him as her hand dropped down against his ribs.

He wasn’t sure how long he laid there, focused in on every detail he could see from the dim light in the room, illuminated by her night light. He kept talking to her, small little affirmations that he hoped were so ingrained in her mind that she would never doubt them - that she was beautiful, strong, so very special. One of his most precious gifts, one of the most important things in his entire life. His purpose.

When he looked at his watch and saw 10:30, he reluctantly sat up, held her small form to his chest the way he used to as he readjusted and placed her in her bed, cuddling her stuffed animals up to her after he covered her up to keep her company. He pressed a kiss to her forehead before he went downstairs, grabbing a bottle from the kitchen and warming it up, knowing it was only a matter of time before Luna’s cries sounded out.

Sure enough, one step into the hallway and he heard her wail begin. He tired to be quick, but you were quicker, already in the doorway rubbing the sleep from your eyes.

“I got it baby, you can sleep,” he reassured you, stepping over to pull you into a hug. You sighed against his warm form.

“Is Den okay?” You mumbled.

“Perfectly fine. Wanted to have a sleepover. Go back to bed, I’ll be in there in a minute.”

He knew you weren’t going to argue with that, and he watched with a smile as you trudged back over to your king size bed and curled back up under the still-warm covers.

It was like Luna sensed he was there, even though he knew she couldn’t see him yet. But as soon as he walked in the room her cries softened a bit, turned to whimpers. He sat the bottle down on the changing table so he could reach in with both hands to lift her out of her crib.

“Hi angel, I know, I know,” he cooed, nestling her in the crook of his arm and heading back for the bottle, smiling when she started to gulp it down immediately, only stopping to suck in breaths through her nose between swallows.

“You’re mine alright, always so hungry,” he hummed, pacing around the room in his usual route as she drank and drank, eyes getting droopier by the ounce. Eventually, she stopped sucking, little dribbles of milk falling on her tongue as the bottle sat still against her lip. Luckily, Grayson had mastered the ability to burp her without waking her up - gentle pats across her back with her over his shoulder worked like a charm, and as soon as she was done he pressed a kiss to her soft hair and laid her back down, patting her back to be sure she was settled before he headed back to the kitchen with the almost empty bottle.

By the time he made it back to his room the exhaustion was starting to settle in. Still, when you shifted a bit as he climbed in beside you, he reached out and pulled you against him in the dark, nuzzling against you to get his bearing before he searched out your lips with his own.

“Girls okay?” You asked - an instinct.

“Perfect,” he reassured you. “Thank you.”

“Hmm?” He knew what you meant, even just from the sound.

“For giving me them. For giving me a family. I can’t ever repay you for all you’ve given me.”

“If you always get up for the night feeds, I’ll give you 4 more girls,” you muttered, half delirious rambling making him chuckle against you.

“I think I’ll stick to my three perfect ones for now.”

#anon #ask #your message was so sweet i hope you love this!!!#love you!!!#g:blurb #blurb #grayson dolan blurb #idk what this ending is BUT it do be bedtime #happy 1am blurb bbys

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heavymetalandhairbows-blog · 5 years

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I haven’t really looked at many other “step-mom” blogs... but, I can only assume there are many posts out there like the one I am about to make. Believe it or not, there are women out here in the world (myself included) that are not trying to marry your ex and steal your mommy card! Amazing, I know. I approached this situation in my brain as such: “Okay, well, her mom’s going to be around so, like, get used to it.” Because I am a possessive human being, if you will. Not like psycho-crazy-my-significant-other-can’t-have-friends... but, like, if we see your ex in public just KEEP WALKING. So, this was a given. She’s her mom, she is going to be around, end of story. “So... like, you gotta be a good influence. Be someone Z can look up to in a positive light.” I try my best to be a good woman figure in her life. I let her make her own opinions of things and support her in whatever she wants to do. I praise her, I make her happy as often as I can. I taught her how to braid hair. I teach her hygiene. I do face masks and girl things... but also go play soccer in the backyard with her. “Do I, like, go to lunch with her mom? Do we get coffee? Do I set up an interrogation room so she can ask me anything she wants or needs to know about me?!” Oh, yeah. I was SO prepared for interrogation. If I ever had children and the father and I split and he got himself a new lady... I would definitely be about that interrogation life. I want to know who is around my child, intentions, set boundaries, all that jazz. (This was not the case, I was quick to find out)

So, time goes on. As I just stated, that whole talking with mom was not the case. In three years, we have said “hi.” That was only because I showed up as pickup was being done and Z called me over and introduced us (because she’s fucking adorable and it was cute how she did it). Fast forward, things are said to my fiancé. I am being referred to in derogatory ways. APPARENTLY, “trashy,” “dirty,” “a stripper...” you name it, that’s me! I suppose those things were stemmed from a facebook post I had shared. Mind you, I have a very short fuse. Smaller than a grain of rice. I was watching my fiancé go through a court battle for custody/child support nonsense... I was angry about things being said and done. I was angry that Z was being talked about like she was a pawn. So, I shared this post about women abusing the child support system. In the comments I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE MENTIONED HIS EX. (I did) AND SHE SAW IT. BECAUSE MY PETTY ASS MADE IT A PUBLIC POST SO SHE COULD SEE IT. Well, that is still being rode out to this day. The post was made, like, two years ago. She screenshotted it and took it to court. Used it against my fiancé. I deleted the post, blocked her on all social media, and quit posting things like that. Because it was a small mistake and it was dumb. I AM HUMAN. I acted out of frustration. I will admit that. Am I sorry about it? Not right now. I’ll be sorry when I am recognized as a healthy person in her daughter’s life in her eyes. Call me immature or petty, but that’s my belief. You want an apology? You can have one... when I get mine, too.

I have since then reached out to her two or three times asking if we can just talk. Not even in person. We can talk on the phone or ever through text if she wanted. But, since I am going to be a permanent thing in her daughter’s life I think it would be healthy to at least have one conversation. She ignores me every time. Is it annoying? Fuck yeah, it is. Can I do anything about it? Nah. Will I continue to provide, love, care, spoil, and nurture her daughter? Of freaking course. Because what goes on between the adults does not need to affect the child at all.

I hope more of that back story can help you understand the way I explain things, or think about things. I also hope that when I say I love Z as if she were my own child, you believe me. But, loving a child I did not give birth to does not mean I wish to take over as her whole mother. Z is very blessed to have two parents and now a bonus parent to help her grow in life and become a wonderful adult. She has so much love surrounding her. People who see the “new woman” as a threat or a burden or trashy stripper... Have you ever talked to them? If your answer is no, then maybe you should. Tension can at least be reduced a little bit. Communication is a good thing in any kind of relationship. If you have talked to them, and the outcome was shitty... well, that’s a situation I can’t even touch on. (Cuz I would just tell you to punch them in the throat). If you have, and the three of you have a solid communication--I applaud you. Thank you for giving the child(ren) a healthy environment. I envy you.

Thanks for stopping by to read my coffee fueled ramble session today, y’all. Until next time.

#stepmomlife #stepparents #bonusmom

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sansloii-a · 5 years

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coughs so am I allowed to request all of the “salty af munday meme” answers or—

oh my fucking god || @imbruedinfear

strap in y’all ‘cause someone wants to hear me complain

What does someone have to do for an instant unfollow from you?

if you post excessive ooc in quick sucession, i will unfollow you faster than the speed of light. i’ve done it in the past. i will not hesitate to do it in the future. i don’t care if it’s tagged. if i’m on and i see it, you’re gone, my friend.

What’s the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

uuuuuuuuuuhhhhh there was this one dude that legit tried to monopolize one of my old muses on another blog, got upset when i set a main ship for said muse, complained to me nonstop, was trying to use me to get back into rping with my friend group ( which he called “the popular group” for a reason I don’t understand to this day ), only wanted to ship, got pissy over a fucking pokemon au ( if you ever wanna hear about this, lemme know ), tried to insert a ship into every au we made automatically, tried to tell me how to write smut for no reason ( said he would read it and give me tips and everything ffs ), was an asshole to my sister ( who rped way back when but doesn’t anymore ), made several friends of mine uncomfortable to the point of leaving the rp scene for a bit, blamed other people for issues that he honestly had a part in causing, and a bunch of other things that i’m forgetting right now.

i figure that’s the worst because nothing has topped that. nothing. that happened years ago, though, so i’m good now. no one fucks with me like that anymore.

What was a mildly annoying thing that has happened to you rp wise?

i got about 10 asks from someone when i wanted to do other shit ( my asks that are in the double digits ) ‘cause they wanted me to send them an ask. annoyed me to hell and back and i promptly deleted those asks

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tough shit. i was not in the mood for games and i’m still not.

Has anyone ever tried to steal your blog? Your headcanons? Icons? All that jazz?

not that i know of??? i hope not ‘cause i worked real hard on all this and if you steal anything from me, i’m gonna throw a huge-ass heaping of karma your way.

How many people don’t like you?

i dunno. i’d say none but i know not everyone is going to like me so if you’re out there and you don’t like me, you’re entitled to that. don’t tell me, though, ‘cause i don’t wanna know if you don’t like me.

How many people do you not like?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i don’t really care enough to actively not like anyone. you can annoy me but unless you piss me off and continue to piss me off, you get stuck on the “do not care” list.

Have you managed to stay away from drama?

i give advice when needed on how to avoid whoever my convo partner is talking about and i avoid getting involved. unless it’s like… a close friend or involves a close friend, i refuse to get in the middle of whatever issue people have. i’m not about to have my ass dragged into problems that do not concern me.

i don’t cause drama either so that’s also how i stay away from it. 100% guaranteed to keep you out of drama.

Have you ever been in the middle of drama?

personal/friend drama? yes. rp drama? see above.

none of that was fun btw. it was a lot of me getting angry, being frustrated with certain behaviors, having to cut people out for doing shit/saying shit that they knew they shouldn’t have and refusing to recognize that they have fucked up and use that to change their behavior, etc. it’s draining and not fun and i’m pretty sure it shaved years off my life but y’know, it is what it is. the most i can do about it is look out for myself and keep out of relationships that will put me in those situations again.

Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

no because i used to be friends with people that weren’t straightforward with shit and made excuses instead of changing their behavior. i don’t wanna go into it ‘cause and i can’t remember all the details but boy, peace was hard to come by and it didn’t last long. i wasn’t going to try to bring peace if people didn’t really seem to want it and level with each other.

How long do you stay mad?

depends on what you do, tbh, but it’s a couple hours at least. a couple days at most.

What’s your rp pet peeve? ( i have a lot of these )

playing “find the links” on someone’s blog. if i can’t find your links, i’ll try “/rules”, “/r.”, “/g.” and whatever else i can think of to get your rules and a couple more things to get your muse’s about. however, i shouldn’t have to and it takes little effort to make it so that your links are easily distinguishable from the background. if i don’t find them, i don’t find them. and i don’t follow/follow back

Have you ever forgiven a partner when you shouldn’t have?

nope. not now, not ever.

Have you ever been forgiven when you knew you shouldn’t have been?

i’ve never been in a situation where i’ve had to be forgiven for stuff i’ve done so no.

What fads/trends are you so over?

the first thing i thought of was the fucking double ampersands thing that was everywhere at some point. those annoyed me so much and i’m so glad they’re gone. super small text needs to die too. i may not wear glasses but i sure as shit ain’t straining my eyes to see what you’ve written in 3px font.

honestly, a lot of the excessive aesthetic shit that sacrifices accessibility for #aesthetic

Have you ever rp’d with someone you knew for a fact was abusive but tried to give them a chance/to make up your own opinion on the roleplayer? Did they change or did you understand what people were talking about?

nope, nope. nu-uh. if i knew for a fact that this person was abusive in that moment, i wouldn’t touch them with a ten foot pole. absolutely fucking not.

Have you ever made a public call out post?

-loud snort- hell no.

What has made you completely lose your chill?

honestly? look at my worst experience and that about sums up shit that has made me lose my chill. you really gotta push my fucking buttons to make me mad ‘cause i’m usually pretty laid back.

What do you think about public call out posts?

answered here

A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting?

¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i dunno. i’ve only been in one before and that was f.ire e.mblem

A fandom that you feel is open and accepting?

imma be real honest with y’all--the only fandom i’ve been in that i will acknowledge is f.ire e.mblem and i had a pretty sweet time there. i had some ups and downs but it was an overall good experience for me. it was pretty open and inviting in my opinion but i tended to stay away from the douchebags in the fandom ‘cause i just wanted to have a good time there.

Thoughts on duplicates following you?

if i have duplicates of my oc following me, i’ll have a whole fucking cow

Do you agree with reblog karma or is it forced interaction?

i don’t think it’s forced interaction most of the time ( with sentence starters, symbol memes, memes that take literally zero fucking effort to send in ) ‘cause... everyone likes getting stuff, y’know. if you wanna reblog it from someone, just take a moment to send something in if the interaction is feasible. that’s the key thing here. if it’s feasible, then i don’t see the issue with sending something in before you reblog it from someone ( especially if you’re mutuals ). if it isn’t and you just wanna reblog it, reblog it from the source. it’s not that serious.

if someone nitpicks you for rebloging the same meme they did but you reblogged it from the source, i wouldn’t feel too bad. you know what’s best for your muses and if you don’t feel like the meme is cohesive for interactions, then that’s your prerogative and the

Has someone ever ruined an FC or character for you?

answered here

Has someone been jealous of you?

i’ve only been told that someone was jealous of me once and it was a long time ago. i have never heard that from anyone again ( not that i remember, at least )

Have you ever been jealous of anyone?

mhm! but it usually comes when i’m feeling super down about my blog and doubting my ocs ( which isn’t often ). when i do get jealous, it’s over interactions and the like and my big dumb galactic brain is like “wow, don’t you wish you had those interactions? don’t you wish you were rping with those people?” and makes me feel bad about the interactions i have, the speed at which i reply, my ocs, how many people are interesting in my ocs, etc. however, this shit doesn’t last long ‘cause i have a bunch of wonderful people that motivate me to get out of that funk and just... focus on what i have instead of what i’m seeing on my dash. i remind myself that i’m here to have fun and i shouldn’t try to match my experience to others’

How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

more formatting, smaller icons, more focus on having a fancy ass theme, more formatting, more callout posts, less communication in some regard, more reminders for communication.more psa posts, more formatting--

honestly, i’ve been on tumblr since 2012 and most of it is a blur lmao. i probably don’t remember everything ‘cause i was.... 15 when i started rping on here. i’m 22 now. i’m sure a lot has changed in seven years but i definitely haven’t seen it all.

Thoughts on the fandom you're currently rping in?

i’m currently a fandomless blog and boy, is it a lot more fun XD i have a lot more creative liberty and i can shape the world my muses live in to my liking, as opposed to following or just adding onto what the fandom universe already is. it’s a lot of work and it takes a ton of time but it’s fun and i’m enjoying every second of it!

How salty are you feeling right now?

answered here but i’ll just say it again: not salty. just tired and rambly because holy shit this took a while

#imbruedinfear #🗪 ┊ ⧼ yᴏᴜ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʀᴇ ꜱᴏᴍᴇ ᴄʜᴀᴛᴛy ᴄᴀᴛʜyꜱ! ⧽ ⇹ ( asks. )#ツ ┊ ⧼ ᴄᴀᴛᴡᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ⧽ ⇹ ( ooc. )#.i answered ALL those questions #.i hope my salt was enough for you

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joonsjeon · 6 years

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I recently hit 1K followers and wanted to take my time to thank the people that have been by my side throughout that journey! 💛 :’) I’m glad I could meet so many amazing people and make new friends. I appreciate every single one of you and I am wishing you all the best for whatever it is that you’ve got planned at the moment and also the best of luck, health and happiness for the rest of the year!! I have been on tumblr for quite a while but this is the first blog that I really put a lot of heart and effort into because with each day that passed I came to appreciate the community on here more and more... so I guess all I wanted to do is say thank you for making my time here feel so special & worthwhile and that goes for mutuals and followers alike! 💕✨🌸💞💐💫💗🌿💖✨🌺 (If there’s a 💌 next to your name it means I couldn’t help myself but write a smol letter for you under the cut)

0-9 @11mark @4yugy 💌 @2seokk a-h @actualkpopgarbage @admincl @ahgamark @bangtan-the-scene @baby-namjoon @cuddly2jae @cuddletuan @carameltuan @defsbeom 💌 @demongyeom 💌 @defsmullet @euphoriakkook @fiirtyoongi @gothyugyeom @hearteu33 @heartoftae @hoodiejaebum i-o @ibegin @ilufelix @iridescent--wings @jacksonwangblog 💌 @jaebumskitten 💌 @jajajaebum @jingyeomie 💌 @jj-nyoung @jungkookio @kaiskitten @kooksluv @kthsv @lattegyeom @loeyars @lorna-lehnsherr @m-arkyien @mahelene @markbeommie @markeu-poo @markiepoohismysunshine @marksonbiased @marshmallowmyg @mayjay-got7 @mochabam 💌 @mochimood @morkdaily @mumbleybummie @nnamgi @ohjinyoung

p-z @paradisejaebum @parkhabits @pekotuan @sapphirebluemt 💌 @skatertuan @softjnyoung @taetaetuan 💌 @theycallme-tunathot @thirstyrapmon @timetohajima @wenchgyeom @wooooooooooozi @yugifs

4yugy/ Katie My beautiful queen & loml Katie!! ✨💕 you are the sweetest, cutest most adorable package of milk I have ever seen! (yes that picture will forever be stuck in my head fdsghjkl) I don’t even have words for how much you mean to me and I could never even begin to describe how deeply I care for you 😔💞 you’re the Jin to my Jungkook and the Yugyeom to my Mark. You never fail to make me happy with your adorable snaps and your cute voice… it’s like music to my ears when you speak german!! ☺️ You always make me feel so loved and I sincerely hope that I can make you feel the same way... If there’s anything I want it is to meet you irl my cute precious peach lover, get you your favorite german food and then work on that list we started a while ago :’)) please don’t ever change, you are the most precious beautiful person I have ever met and I love you so so much 💕💐✨🌸💗 Jacksonwangblog/ Karo Have I ever seen somebody love Jackson as much as you do? No I did not. Will I ever meet someone who loves him as much as you do? That is very unlikely because that boy owns every little piece of your heart 🤧💞 even all the way back before we started talking I just admired how much you love him :’) ✨ You are such a kind and warmhearted person which not only makes it easy to talk to you but also automatically puts me in a good mood while talking to you and like… thank you so much for that? 🌸 Even though we didn’t talk for a while it made me very happy that we started again heh and obviously, the best of luck to you for those got7 tickets!! 💛

Jingyeomie/ Abby: Abby!! 💖 you are so so so sweet, nice, kind, humble and lovely 🤧 It amazes me how positive you always are and idk I just want to protect that precious heart of yours?? when we talk I can’t help myself but smile and exactly that is why you deserve all the happiness in the world :’)) also.. you are soo talented!! and I know that I have said this before but your headers are such works of art! 💞💐💫 I’m still in love with mine I probably won’t ever stop loving it fjshs and again thank you so much for making it!! Hopefully you will get to see your precious yugy & jinyoung in Paris soon and if not there then I hope you get to see them another time. I love you a lot and I’m really happy that we are still talking after such a long time... all the best for you and hoepfully you’re already feeling better 😌💗 mochbam/ Jem Jem 💛 first of all let me put out there that you are so talented!! Your gifs and edits are so so beautiful, every single one has put a smile on my face when I saw it 😌💖 All the time and effort you put into them, I just wanna thank you for loving our 7 boys the way you do!! Plus I bet BamBam is a proud boyfriend as well, not only is his girlfriend talented but also super pretty and lovely and cute I could ramble about this for days fkjsks. But seriously, the way you love him is absolutely adorable and it makes you feel so warm inside? To know that Bam got someone out there supporting and loving him the way you do?? 🤧💞 Anyway, I am thankful that we started talking because it is so easy and fun and honestly, you made my day so many times… Be strong and always be you, “Jem aka the sweetest person on the planet” - I love you!! 💘

sapphirebluemt/ Ashley My fellow mark stan Ashley!! 💗 To be completely honest, I don’t exactly remember how we started talking? But in the end that doesn’t even matter because I am just really glad /that/ we did!! And what’s even more important is that right off the bat we had such funny but also incredibly supportive conversations about... certain guys lmao and I really trust you a lot because of it! 💞💫 When we talk there’s just so much positivity? Idk I really appreciate our talks and most of all I really appreciate you because you are such an amazing, genuine and kindhearted person!! Don’t let anybody ever take that away from you and I wish you all the best for your future and that hopefully some if not all of your wishes and dreams come true 💜

Taetaetuan/ Ven My lovely Ven!! 💞 You are one of the first people I started talking to on here and that was quite a few months ago… I loved every moment of it though. Talking to you is so much fun and has definitely made me laugh more than once, whether it is BTS or GOT7 we’re screaming about it doesn’t matter. We always find something :’)) I appreciate you a lot, thank you so much for sticking around and being the lovely person that you are! 💕 And I am still and will forever be jealous of your trip to Korea djsahd, thank you for sharing that experience with me!! 💫 You deserved to go and you deserve to go again and again because you are amazing 😌 You really just deserve everything you wish for. I know life has been crazy for both of us and we don’t talk as often as we used to because of it, but I feel so much joy when we do catch up with each other or when I see your name on my dash again. Thank you for being you! 💗✨🌸 Defcult and by that I mean the most amazing people on this entire planet earth: defsbeom, demongyeom & jaebumskitten Honestly, I gotta start off by saying words could not do justice how much exactly I love you guys? :(( This chaotic trio means so so much to me that it even goes beyond what one would call love... You are like family to me, the sisters I never had but always wanted 💕 I just know that I can count on every single one of you guys and it doesn’t even matter what it is about because the amount of support that is happening within this group is absolutely out of this world 🤧💖 (and so is the teasing for that matter) Our chat is weird in the most beautiful way and I can’t even tell you how many times you guys have made my day because I did stop counting at some point, sorry. The defcult itself doesn’t even exist that long and still everything about it feels so natural and like it has always been there 💞✨💐Thank you so much for dealing with my annoying (and sometimes drunk) ass all the time djagkshf I wouldn’t know what to do without you – and I actually mean that :< My defmom, defpup & defbat I love you extremely much and it means the world to me that we have found each other… you just took my heart and made it yours 💛 (alongside Jungkook that is because he’s still the number one bunny :3 ) The crystal balls 🔮 say that we will have a brilliant future with lots of love, good fanfiction that will take our souls, weird dreams where you suddenly reject and disrespect your own father and even more love for us and our precious boys :’))

#sorry if this post ruins your notifications and also sorry that it is so LONG #but I really really appreciate all of you guys!!#I hope I didn't forget anybody :((#but I had to say a few things and had some love to spread fklds #what do I tag this as?#1k followers #something like that #follow forever

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Auden’s YouNow Vids!

Do you want to see me be a dork? Want to hear me ramble on for hours on end? Do you want to see me dance like an idiot and sing like Jacob Sartorious? Are you always preoccupied whenever I decide to stream? Do you want your mom to join the army of middle aged mothers who complain in my inbox about my topics of drug use, sex, and other inappropriate topics? (Yes I’m fucking bringing you up again Laura and Janice.) If so, then here you go! Whatever the reason might be, for entertainment or for finding good roast material, you’re in luck. These are my YouNow livestreams… I do them sometimes to talk to you guys, connect with y’all, and share my stories, jokes, and even myself more easily! *My YouNow is thepatricktreestump*

8.3.17 – 22min Treehouse: very first livestream, back to school tips, summer reading advice, talking about transitioning into high school, some of the classes I’m taking this year… 8.4.17 – 3min Bathtub: giving my bearded dragon a bath, that’s literally it 8.8.17 – 5min Aunt’s House: talking about fics I’m writing, Saudade plans, a shitton of tumblr updates and ideas, being hopeful for the upcoming school year… 8.14.17 – 19min Treehouse: how school is going, my love for hats, tmi period health talk, storytime my starbucks nightmare experience, guy talk and friend group drama, Ryden and Brallon, memes, my bearded dragon eating my homework, no regrets, geometry class stories, me giving my best regards to a chicken… 9.4.17 – 2sec Middle of the woods: Literally two seconds of me walking through a forest with my girlfriend at the time??? I don’t even know 11.14.17 – 5min Bedroom: Last stream with my long hair, talking about dysphoria, introduction of coconut water, showing off art on walls, apologizing for my hiatus… 11.19.17 – 20min Bedroom: Celebrating almost hitting 2.3k followers, new haircut, beanie vs hat, answering tumblr asks, I’m a fast ass typer, my anxiety with adding smiley faces and gifs, freaking out over requests, back at it again with dat coconut water life, being hype for MANIA, being paranoid, flashing a boob by accident, talking about meeting Anthony Amorim… 11.20.17 – 25min Bedroom: birth of the live ice cream mom joke, failing at making jokes, being hype for Christmas, procrastinating on writing Black & Red, answering tumblr asks, penguins, my little sister annoying me, having my writing read on almost every continent, being in a relationship, my social media moms, Twitter talk, being spontaneous af… 11.21.17 – 1hr20min Bedroom: Emo dabs, I listen to songs you’ve recommended me, return of the coconut water, being in love with blood, share some jams of my own, promoting After Laughter and Razia’s Shadow, rap one of my favorite songs, talk about musicals, lots of singing and dancing and reacting… 11.30.17 – 1hr Bedroom: I do my homework, freak out over my life being a mess, listen to some more music, I attempt to speak and sing Spanish, rant about the net neutrality issue, promoting AM and Cybersex, giving a government conspiracy theory, talk about dysphoria… 12.3.17 – 43min Bedroom/Bathroom: I play acoustic guitar, give my bearded dragon a bath, play some covers (WDBWOTV, 90210, House of Gold, Young Volcanoes), some original songs of mine (Sunday Morning, Insomnia, Rabbit Hole, etc.,), advice on how to ask people to use the right pronouns… 12.5.17 -53min Bedroom: Return of the coconut water, I listen and dance to BTS, I go through my art binder and sketchbook, I read and show the original “Poem For Emos” loose leaf, talk about the novels I’ve written, diss sprinkles, talk about the Dubai Anesthesia video…

12.7.17 – 50min Bedroom: Getting injured, finding acceptance through suffering, religion and explaining being an agnostic omnist, 55 questions, the optimism in pessimism, relationships, complaining about ortho, listening to Blackbear, Arctic Monkeys, and Fall Out Boy, transforming someone into a drag queen, more dancing…

12.15.17 - 40min

Bedroom: Listening to more music, talking about Brendon's 12 Days of Livestream, me being hesitant as fuck to livestream, doodling Santa Claus, wearing my S.O.'s christmas sweater, Brendon deciding to stream while I stream...

12.19.17 - 6min

In Bed: just a quick positivity post for you guys, keep doing what you're doing, you are enough...

12.23.17 - 34min

Bedroom: my 2017 in review, Aaron's transition, q&a, saudade, being interrupted by parents and relatives...

12.27.17 - 44min

Bedroom: Ukulele stream, sin blog got marked as explicit, dallon let panic!, playing a shitton of covers (Bad At Love, Creep, I'm Yours, Me and My Broken Heart, Skyscraper, Titanium, Hey There Delilah, This Is The First Day of my Life, Can't Help Falling in Love, Viva La Vida, Immortals, Valerie, Coconut Sharks in the Water, and much more), not really knowing what the fuck i'm doing...

12.28.17 - 1hr7min

Bedroom: reading my hate comments, giving unpopular opinions, roasting my followers, return of the coconut water, finding jeff, following Kaitlyn, jamming out to soul punk, talking about how I fell in love with brendon urie, what to do when home alone, being cheesy about how much I love you guys...

12.29.17 - 15min

Bedroom: messy hair, reading a call to love poem, book review on Pete Wentz's (not) autobiography Gray, I get all my shirts from Hot Topic...

12.31.17 - 56min

Bedroom: last livestream of 2017, talking about the Cabin album, performed my poetry program Because of Silence, read more suicide based poetry, return of the coconut water, improvisational ukulele music jam, I play covers (Alone Together, The Judge, New Rules, Fake Your Death, One Last Time, and more), happy new year's eve...

1.1.18 - 8min

Bedroom: Happy New Year, mall haul (Inside Scoop, Spencer's, Starbucks, Hot Topic), resolutions for the new year, healthy living...

1.4.18 - 47min

Bedroom: trigonometry homework, shitty return of the coconut water, listening to Vices & Virtues b-tracks, jamming out to other music, talking about how YouTubers grow up, the panic! song algorithm...

1.10.18 - 50min

Bedroom: storytime livestream, fuck apologies, changed the names in the story for privacy purposes, return of the coconut water, what happened this weekend, more tea is spilled, how my miserable day went, how I lost all of my friends, lots of drama, I am an honest person, talking about therapy and help, going to my school, mostly life problems...

1.12.18 - 32min

Bedroom: I hit a can for half an hour straight, learn how to play the dodie Heinz bean can song, troye sivan's new single, I throw a can in my face, not a big fan of corn, return of the superman pajamas...

1.14.18 - 7 min

Bedroom: laptop camera test, lots of purple glasses, bitching about finding quality guitar chords, Johnny Boy uke cover very messy and rough and low quality and glitch, me not being able to hit high notes lmfao, wearing my s.o.'s sweatshirt, tyler and josh phone lockscreen, thank you for support on my livestreams...

1.23.18 - 14min

Living room: super fucking sick, winning first place at a speech meet, I took my bearded dragon to the vet storytime, being connected to a pet, talking about joining the bts army...

1.28.18 - 44min

S.O's house: i'm still sick lol, mac and cheese, introducing my s.o. Gray, Q&A, talking about gender identity, unboxing, accidentally being sent surprise item, dad jokes, opening up christmas presents, also featuring Gray's dog Rico, complimenting other people, being addicted to lime hot Cheetos....

2.10.18 - 25min

Bedroom: got a new-ish haircut, crushed an interview for a theater internship, fanfiction recommendation list...

2.16.18 - 44min

Bedroom: valentine's day, wearing a binder, Can't Help Falling In Love cover, talking about how much I love you guys, re-reacting to BTS music videos, fangirling over the Black Panther album, we love and support Vince Staples in this household, Young Dumb and Broke cover, go text someone you miss and rekindle an old friendship...

3.13.18 - 7min

Bedroom: short summary of where I've been, "mental hospital" google doc, updates...

3.30.18 - 12 min

Bedroom: new wall, basically a drunk vlog, very delusional and out of sorts, k-pop ate me alive, being on spring break, talking about how I used to listen to music in middle school...

4.14.18 - 20min

Bedroom: all time low poster, talking about my date night, self-care tips and tricks talk...

4.25.18 - 12min

Treehouse: self-harm coping mechanisms, low quality stream I apologize...

4.27.18 - 20min

Bedroom: Patrick Stump's birthday, talking about the clique and the twenty one pilots comeback, dema theories...

5.3.18

Bedroom: with the bebe

6.14.18

Park: talking to you after getting off of work

6.21.18

Kitchen: sick, chicken noodle soup, talking about IDKHBTFM and fall out boy

6.22.18

Aunt’s House: my sister in the background, pray for the wicked reaction, just a lot of fun idk

6.23.18

Kitchen: teaching you how to make cilantro lime rice!

6.27.18

Kitchen: ok honestly i forget what this is sorry

7.11.18

Bedroom: twenty one pilots is back bitch

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