#one a lot of peopme see

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Being a 9-1-1 fox fan and a teacher is so interesting and fun bc we took our preschoolers to the local fire station today and one of my only thoughts was about the 118 going offline for a bit just to give local schools and daycares tours. Special interest brain rot.

#we're a small town and only have the one fire station and there are clearly vast differences between the TV station in LA versus here #but that just made me want a midwest 9-1-1 spinoff more than ever #picture me this: 9-1-1 heartland or some bullshit. opening scene is the playboy young captain on his first day #we get to see him and his crew start their shift they arent in a big city like LA but they're in the twin cities or madison or cedar rapids #and we gwt to see them have a normal day. they go to a few calls. they have a class come in. they go to more calls. but its boring #boom. disaster. five-alarm fire #center of town. our crew is the first on scene but uh oh! flashback. hot playboy captain is a kid now. we see a similar five alarm fire. #the captain in charge? same last name as our current hotshot captain. its his mother. we see her lead her team. a few people from when #she was around are still there #helping out the kid. we go back to the flashback. she's leading the charge. she isnt captain but shes in the running #and shes trying to prove herself. she pushes herself too hard. she ends up injured. paralyzed from the waist down. #flash back to current day. our new captain who has been cocky all day backs down and keeps a level head. but as soon as hes in his office #he bursts into tears. his mother killed herself two weeks before his promotion to captain. no one knows yet #idk some more drama #but like imagine #i also like the idea of a smaller town station where everyone is volunteer firefighters bc there's not enough reason to keep a group #full time while there arent emergencies every day. but i did think that might get boring and hard to write for. but like what a real story #one a lot of peopme see #anyway

[be-good-to-bugs]

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#the bin #people will be like 'i wanna make communication clearer so i use tone indicators' and the REFUSE to write out the full words #ibe looked up the meaning of /hj so many times. im never gonna remember it. just write out the full words whatever they may be #i keep seeing new ones too. i shouldnt have to google a chart every time when you could just write out the full words #like. if you care so much out things being understandable and clear then why are you putting a new barrier between things #you say you want things to be clear but cant be bothered to just type out full words. i would love it if fully typed out tone indicator #were common place. a lot of autistic people especially struggle with telling tone and were excited about tone indicators. myself included #but they have turned out to not actually be very useful since you have to google things constantly. theres such a simple solution but #people just refuse for some reason even though so many peopme have expressed how they are barely useful to most people #why are you insisting i learn a whole new set of abbreviations just so i can understand you clearer. you could just write out the fullwords #if you care so much about clean communication then be willing to change and type a bit more #its not that same as lol or lmao. because those arent ment for clean communication they are simply for speed #if you are prioritizing speed over something being actually usef8when thats the entire point of it then why are you even bothering at all

[discountskeppy]

HMMM radical centrist and or horseshoe Centrist maybe (sorry I like seeing peopme talk abot my faves i)

dont apologize i love these guys im cray over them

[radcen]

Sexuality Headcanon: bisexual :smirk cat: no reason he just has. vibes.

Gender Headcanon: a guy for sure. could be trans, cis, whichever. perhaps a touch of nonbianryism for him as well... theres probably a centrism joke i could make here but i wont

A ship I have with said character: i think radcen and modlee is cute, and yknow it has potential to be very anguishing which i always appreciate in a ship. however i think any of the centrists put together could be cute. like i once saw radcen and horseshoe centrist. thats kinda cute

A BROTP I have with said character: all the centrists are real good friends i think! and i think with like, the climate of the series, how theyre in a whole war and stuff, it has a lot of like potential for fanstuff that i wish more ppl went into

A NOTP I have with said character: idk if id really have one? like the only characters ive ever seen him shipped with are the other centrists so. idk theres nothing i really dissagree with there

A random headcanon: his soul is extremely Tourtured and hes a broken man

General Opinion over said character: i REALLY like him. i wish the fandom did more with him cuz like with what the show gives us theres so much POTENTIAL like. this dudes brother is being possessed by fucking ayn rand dude

[horseshoe]

Sexuality Headcanon: well the way he sees it, theres no difference between someone being a man and someone being a woman! which is to say, bisexual. or pansexual? omni? all these terms augh.

Gender Headcanon: again, the way he sees it etc etc bigender.

A ship I have with said character: tbh... horseshoe and antirad LOL its very niche like i dont think ive seen anyone else ship this but. theyre dear to me ok. i like it mainly cuz the pirate and cowboy aesthetics but. theres some other made up bullshit in my head that makes me ship it. and again i think pretty much any centrist pair could be cute (maybe.... centrist polycule... no no the world isnt ready for such a thing...)

A BROTP I have with said character: again all the centrists r best friends ^_^

A NOTP I have with said character: n/a. i dont think ive seen any non centrist horseshoe ship. ive hardly even seen any horseshoe ships at all the world of centrist shipping is a barren wasteland

A random headcanon: uh. yeeeeeeeehawwww. i dont have any LOL srry... ill become crazy over him again and think of some dw

General Opinion over said character: luv him.... i love allthe centrists just so dearly ugh

#discounts spiel #this might just make me crazy abt the centrists again actually #answering this made me wanna rewatch the series ty anon

[imiadove2023]

Beavis and Butthead Green Bay Go Nachos Go shirt

I think our hearts went out to the Queen that day,seeing her sitting on her own. I know it happened to a lot of people as we did what Boris told us,while he was having a party with his chums. SHAME on you all. Boris,you need to resign and so does all those that were at the party. Serves every one right. Even from the beginning it's been about controlling our life and freedom. Surely you peopme aren't stupid enough to believe them and the rich and famous were ever going be effected. Should seem amount of private jets going I and out of lockdown when strictest measures where in place. I think that officials at Buckingham Palace should be examining who was at the parties and if any of them have been previously honoured with a BEM, MBE, etc that these awards should be withdrawn. 

Buy it here: Beavis and Butthead Green Bay Go Nachos Go shirt

[profanetools]

b/k 2 3 4 7 8 9 :) <3

I'm going to assume you mean bthem/kasmei since i asked for that! (sorry if you meant kagrenac unfortunately bthemetz has more than one love interest whose name begins with 'k')

3. How’s their team work? Do they share well?

They work fantastically well as an adventuring team and have a very natural chemistry and a good sense of humour while on the job. Literally dream team tank + damage dealer combination (no healer we suffer like immortals). They're both flexible, logical thinkers who think well on their feet but Kasmei is grounded and down-to-earth in a way Bthemetz finds very refreshing after spending an eternity trapped as an experiment in a wizard's pet pocket dimension (& Bthemetz surprises Kasmei just by how worldly she is - Bthemetz, after all, spent a lot of time travelling and doing field work, and before being trapped in the void, grew up poor and got ahead by stealing and lying largely). Both are high-energy people, both hate being stuck in one place and are restless travellers together. Depsite their outward differences - with Bthemetz being extraverted and very academic, and Kasmei being introverted and decidedly *not* academic - they are very much kindred spirits.

4. Are they open about their relationship? How do they feel about public displays of affection?

2nd era: no, not really. Neither off them expect it to last that long.

4th era: They're both intensely private peopme but yes, occasionally, theuve stopped giving any fucks

8. What do the like best about their partner?

Oh I love this question :)

Bthemetz thinks Kasmei is awfully clever without letting that become her whole identity and is grounded and connected to the world in a way that just makes that even better. She's quick, perceptive, often witty, sees things that others fail to recognise, and just has a perspective on things that is fresh and sparkling and interesting and always invaluable, and new, without being an academic or a scholar or bogged down with all of that (which Bthemetz, though she's not realising it, is slowly becoming disillusioned with). She's full of hidden depths - you would not think Kasmei could be so impulsive and such good fun, but also Kasmei is a stickler for certain rules at the same time, and like, Bthemetz finds all those complexities and quriks endearing and interesting.

As for Kas, Bthemetz doesn't belittle her or think that she's her lesser, not in the slightest, and Bthemetz *sees* what Kasmei considers her "weirdness" and just shows her that it's not a flaw to be hidden but instead a diamond. Bthemetz massively values Kasmei intellectually as both an adventurer partner but also sees the work and the craftsmanship in her tinkering (Kas thinks Bthem would judge her but Bthem is like, hello you did all this alone with zero help? How is this not remarkable? Are you kidding??). Additionally, I think Kasmei thinks Bthemetz is actually genuinely kind when she's not being such a fucking dwemer about things, and will actually care about people and has a lot of time for her sense of compassion and justice that shines through - because Kasmei consciously switched that off when she became a soldier and takes a cynical approach but being around Bthemetz has made her reconsider that whole mindset (though Kasmei was already questioning it). I think Bthemetz inspires her, makes her want to be better, as a person? Not that Kas is worse (Bthemetz has done her own wrongdoings for sure) but rather being around Bthemetz makes Kasmei want to be the best version of herself.

9. Do they discuss big issues? Religion? Marriage? Children? Death?

2nd era: pretty much a no, except for religion. At this point they both believe it's a quick fling that will end when they part ways (it doesnt quite -they spend much longer together and get way more involved). I think they avoid these topics - but religion is the one they end up broaching because Kasmei has almost lost her faith in the tribunal & the daedra & ancestor worship and is feeling pretty lost about it all. She expects zero understanding or support but Bthemetz is like, easily the best of the dwemer to talk to during a religious crisis, because Bthemetz has her own very unique take on it as a former priest who never saw her tonal architecture as contradicting her faith, and isn't dismissive but also really helps her gain the coursge to consider going her own way.

4th era: all the time. They've been to hell and back and are ready to open up. They might not get another chance and lay it all on the table. Bthemetz tells Kasmei the whole story with Numidium & Kagrenac. Kasmei tells Bthemetz about the war with akavir and technically dying and losing her soul. It's all out there.

#long post #kasmei #bthemetz

[ben-the-hyena]

Spinel from steven universe

Why I like them

Oof not only I haven't watched the movie nor the show but what I think about the show ever since season 5 characters included is a huge unpopular opinion I had talked about already lol. But ok. Not only do I love her song, her super smooth 1920's style of animation, her 2 color palettes and designs really reminiscent of old cartoons and her 2 changes of heart and her BADASS weapon and attacks, we do sympathize with how loneliness and betrayal turnt her lonely and crazy and how understand how seeing she never mattered to Pink Diamond who changed friends like nothing happened had her snap. Again, good tragedy...

Why I don’t

...that is solved way too quickly in "I forgive every Hitler because he said he's sorry and we are too lazy to make one arc ending differently from another, remember kids to go hug your abusive family and bullies because deep down nobody is evil : the show". She almost destroyed a whole world dammit ! I am all for reforming villains but DAMMIT DO IT BETTER THAN "SOWWY :(" "WE SOWWY YOU" "8D" MAKE IT SLOW, STEP BY STEP AND CONFRONTING VICTIMS TO HER ! Plus she did all of that to peopme she didn't know and didn't know her because they all knew one person in common who was the one who hurt her. GEE WHAT A SHITTY LOGIC, CRAZY BITCH

Favorite episode (scene if movie)

The only full scene I watched of her was her Other Friends song. Damn do we feel her bitterness and anger behind every word and motion, how determined to make herself known at last and take her revenge she is, how awesome her animation is, how fucking powerful she is and how catchy as fuvk the song is !

Favorite season/movie

Since I watched none because I stopped loving the franchise...

Favorite line

Again I only watched her song fully and mostly know about her thanks to posts but "What did she say about me ? What did she say ? What did you do without me ? What did you do ? Did you play games without me ? What did you play ?" really strucks me because you can JUST hear her passive aggressive bitterness behind every word as she ironically sarcastically asks those while physically tormenting these other friends. How she hated that they all laughed, played together and did things together while she was alone for millenia just because Pink Diamon was a bitch and never told about her and probably just forgot her like a fucking sock

Favorite outfit

I actually hesitate because both designs are cute and very fitting her current mood. Her original design was adorable with its colors, hearts and big pupils, all Fleischer-like, round and innocent, and her new one is badass, with "tears" lines, and upsided heart because she was "heart twisted" and mote pointy angles because she toughened herself up and her pupils shrinkee to show her anger and insanity. Both are super cool designs for an alien species shapeshifting depending of their mood and experiences

OTP

I actually like her with Volleyball ! Both were friends/servants of Pink who suffered either physically or emotionally because of her, went through a lot of trauma and had not interactes with anyone for millenia (Spinel being alone in a garden and Volleybal being lobotomized her body being used by White Diamond like a puppet). They would have a lot in common to bond with, trying to comfort each other, talk about what Pink did to them and exchange experience, learning from each other as therapy until it could grow into something more. Plus they would fit together, both loving to laugh and have fun since they were both made for a person who loved to laugh and have fun, and balance each other, Spinel bringing the fun part Volleyball had hidden with trauma and Volleyball calming her down in her too big excitement. For those who would tell me "hey isn't Volleyball with Pearl ?" I will answee I headcanon all Gems as pan and polyamorous because they are aliens with other codes/pheromones as ours so they work differently in this field, in fact I would ship Spinel with other people too if I had ideas

Brotp

Well apparently she does become friends with the Diamonds and with Steven because the Diamonds are like "ok we miss our shit daughter and you belonged to her so you are better than nothing heehee look how you're amusing" and Steven is "of course I forgive you for having almost destroyed my world and killed us everyone for your issues for one person who is not even in this world anymore, because you cried and sang while saying sorry and that's what I always do teehee !" I guess ? I mean I don't really LIKE that but it's canon so...

Head Canon

She is the only one of her kind, she was solely made to amuse Pink Diamond and no other Diamond or Gem needed this kind of gift. So they used an ore they never used before and never will again, spinel

Unpopular opinion

NO she is not a pedophile because she kisses Steven on the mouth with heart eyes. It was a throwback at old cartoons in which the looney excited character kissing grouchier people was the funniest shit 1930's people had ever seen. Have you guys never watched Tex Avery or Looney Tunes !?

A wish

People to FOR ONCE not forgiving her or any other villain so easily because they just said sorry despite allthe shit they did and things they destroyed. God do I hate how easy that show's way to solve murderous maniacs' arc is. I need people to confront her that unwinding not on Pink Diamon but innocent people who had no idea who she was and didn't even approve her fate when they finally heard about her is not okay and they are allowed to hate her, not trust her or take time before doing at last

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen

Her to come back because it would all the characters would come back into a new season which I don't want, because I freaking loathe the route the franchise took after season 4 and Rebecca Sugar doesn't seem to want to fix it. That would just be pissing on an early dead franchise that used to be awesome

5 words to best describe them

Crazy, playful, lonely, betrayed, revengeful

My nickname for them

Fleischer toon, hidden Cuphead boss, crazy jester

#steven universe #spinel #gif #moi #anon #ask #yes I'm salty as fuck #fans don't look

[daddyssluttyprincesa]

Acceptance

There are many things in life we do not and cannot control, however there are also many things we can. Attitude and acceptance are monumental ones that are based from the haven of our own being. We can be hollow or we can be filled. We can fear or live, hate or love, try or quit. There is so much within our control. We hold the power and yet we also give it away. Some of us never learn to stand up for ourselves or fight for what we want. Some do after being trauamatized. And some peopme are just born to do it.

I want to live. But what is living? I want my life to have meaning and purpose but I know I will be forgotten no matter what i do. And sometimes isolation has saved my kife, to be perfectly honest. But it also has wrecked havoc in my mind and the relationships that are not toxic.

My boyfriend had a lengthy discussion with me today and it was after a previous realization that I am not enough for myself. And i am upset that I am so sensitive that it literally pains his heart because on many occasions now I have taken offense or prevented him from sharing something with me because of negative feelings. It isnt fair to him, nor do I want to live that way. I dont want to analyze happiness and experience and joy and love, I just want to have it. I dont want to have to make a concious decision at every moment if i am in a safe zone with anyone incl my own feelibgs, or if i need to build walls or change sonething. or rest.

I worry that even with a psycg degree he cannot fully understand the trauama ive been thru or what its like to operate on full throtle and survival mode all of the time. I have been away from my ex for 9 months and yet i havent stopped fearing the world. I fewl i have an even bigger right to fear because now im depending on other people, daycare workers to the boss at work and so forth.

But its not easy. I feel inadequete especially if someone makes the inference that i am a burden or taking up too much time, or just plan disses me. I am slowly learning how to approach other human beings... but all it does it highten my scences even more. there is so much to work on at one time. I am changing my priorities however i still get intimidated by the load. or at least sad. Am i sad that my life turned out this way or what am i sad about? ive been sad for so long that i just dont know anymore.

But my boyfriend is sad. And so i cant be. or shouldnt be. But sometimes when im asked not to be sad or anxious, i get really confused because unless someone walks with me and holds my hand, thats not something very confusing to me because my brain is very active.

All of this is why it is difficult to give my boyfriend the play that he craves. Are there baby steps to lead up to it or have we already been doing those and its time to move forward? He doesnt want to push too hard but i so worry if i cant fi d a way to relax that it will be a deal breaker. And then that stresses me out too. But to be fair, our carefree and fun sides are not really something we have shared or had time to share with each other. And im undecided if its possible or if itd truly send my brain on overload. But i also feel that in order for play to feel geniuine, we need to have more playful nonsexual aspects in our relationship. But then i feel thats too much to ask because hes basically already giving me the world.

The more we talk and i hear him say whore and words like that, the more i can associate the pride in his voice for me with them. I need that. And sometimes the overemphasis on guidance r personal life and then tryi g to switch to sexiness or sexual play is just not possible for me and makes me not relaxed enough to proceed, let alone proceed with enthusiasm. Its not always a matter of trust, but processing speed and not exactly overload but something in the relam of it.

I am a slut. tho not proudly bc i struggle with sexuality being okay but i am much more comfortable with it than be4. and admit it, I am a slut. i am neutral to the concept by now. But i am proudly his slut and whore. I lovee meeti g his sexual needs. It excites me far after he has left including using those mental images to masterbate to myself. In order for words to be okay, everytime he says something i need him to say his. I am his whore. I am his equal. I am his submissive. and so on. Then it is fine, but the minute its left out of something like fuck hole or sex toy, the mental co sequence is great. I struggle to not feel like those are things that are used, get ur needs met, and its done. I only want long term positive sustaining words of value and pride associated with me bc my self esteem is very very low. But its growing. I am growing.

Each time i find something i can do for him he asks so.ethi g harder and the time span to complete it usually feels shorter. But, this is very important to him and we have discussed it off and on for the last month and he said he would accept that i wasnt okay with it. I could do it. First written than verbally, and only inclusive with the word my or his. Todays conversation showed me that as well as a lot of thibgs lately. I take baby steps and yet i still feel like im runnibg ad its both sad and frustrating. sometimes i am running tho. I am more co fident at a full run and panic more at baby steps to be honest. So what can i do differently? I know I can give him this. I know I am give him almost everything he wants, or most of it. And I want this. I want to be his. I want him to own me and be proud that im his. it isnt about me feeling ok with myself but that we are both proud that i am his and i willingly give him me. And its also a beautiful form of play when the intent is not seen to tear a person down. although there r siutations where that is part of the intention or at least sexual pleasure of it. i have spent decades bei g humiliated and so for me i cant sexually do it, but i can be owned and that wasnt easy but i did it.

Today when he told me i was his equal, was huge. he said he wouldnt add it until im ready. Ive had a lot of thought and it all makes sense. and i am so happy and proud. And i dont see him as less or inadequet3 or anything and therefore need not see myself that way. Because he isnt bigger, hes just my dom. He isnt really more important, just more experienced. but still so much i could think about. but i am way past time as it is. But, i love it when he claims me. and being his equal was a huge deal to me. And i want to show him im proud to be his. He already usnt a secret anymore. And i need to keep persuing ways to show him im his. maybe he in part too has fears bc he tells me i hold the power. one of those thibgs i can choose to leave at any point. Sometimes he clings more than others and other times he keeps pointing at my wings and my feet. He needs me to choose and want him. and to not just see him as my boyfriend but to willingly give all of me to him bc he loves all of me so why should i give him any less?