i'm seeing bambam 2night!!! i'm soooo excited š
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Hope you're taking care of yourself well ā¤ļøāš©¹
For this request, could you do a reader x percy, nico and will (separately) where the thought the reader is dead (since there limbs are literally torn or non existent) so they (the 3) start mourning until the reader starts to slowly regenerate their limbs along with their head (if that was removed as well)
Reader Thought Dead After Losing Limb
((Thank you! I'm actually planning on taking Saturday's and Sunday's off so I can have some day's off from writing just to help make sure I don't burn out. š«”))
TW: Blood, Gore (detailed), Throwing up
Percy Jackson
-The war was finally over. He had never felt so relieved before. He looks around trying to spot you in the crowd of excited campers. āWhereā¦ Where are they?ā He asks and with just those words the mood shifts right away.
-Percy could feel his relief drop to his stomach like a rock. āWhere. Are. They.ā he demands more sternly. It was Grover who pointed to the makeshift hospital the Apollo cabin had set up. āPercy I donāt thinkā¦ā Percy didnāt even let him finish before he ran towards the hospital.
-He could hear his heart pounding in his ears as he went into the hospital, looking around at the wounded campers andā¦ Then he saw you. Laid down as if you were sleeping on the ground. Only one hand over your chest as the other was fully gone.
-Percy freezes in fear. The blood had stopped flowing from the stump leaving only a sticky puddle left, your humerus splintered but sticking out of the wound. Percy turned, getting sick into the nearest trash can.
-He gags as he gets sick once again, that image forever burned into his mind. The tears start to stream down his face as the realization finally sets in. You had gotten him the time he needed to win the war, but lost your life doing so.
-He was sick of heroes. He hated watching his friends die over and over again for him. For the greater good. He punches the wall in frustration as he sobs. How many more friends was he going to lose? He forces himself up making his way to your side to cover your body with his jacket, it was the least he could do. But thatās when he saw it, the wound glowing and starting to grow back once again.
Nico Di Angelo
-The feeling of death was thick, it was something Nico should have been used too, and yet he never could be. It was like a thick fog that rolled across the land butā¦ Thatās when he felt it. Your death. His blood runs cold at the realization.
-Before he knew it he was running, running to where the feeling was strongest. He already knew it was too late, he shouldnāt go and yet his feet didnāt get that message. He gets to the top of the hill, tripping over himself but forcing himself back up, he needed to see you. There, at the other side of the hill slumped over was your body.
-It was as if you were in a praying position back to him, so Nico goes to your side. As he got closer he could see exactly how you died. There, in your lap was your own head. That same defiant smirk he had grown to love. He couldnāt help the wail of agony at the sight. How many people that he cared about was he going to lose?
-Your blood soaked your pants in a crimson scarlet, almost as if you had already been dressed for a funeral, a skirt of your own blood. Nicoās wails echoed across the now empty battlefield as he carefully lifted your head, hugging it to his chest.
-If only he was stronger, if only he was here with you, then maybeā¦ He sobs as he shakes, clinging to you, not wanting to let you go. āIām sorryā¦ Iām so so sorry.ā he chokes out between sobs, fully breaking down.Ā
-But thatās when he notices it, the feeling of your death slowly fading. He looks down in surprise to see your head slowly fading and your neck starting to steam. Slowly but surely he watches in shock and hope as your head begins to reform.Ā
Will Solace
-He was hard at work in the makeshift hospital they had set up, everything was hectic and it felt like he was needed everywhere. It was so overwhelming and he wanted to help as many people as he could. But just like that he felt himself freeze.
-Will was good under pressure, that was something he prided himself on. But when he saw you being carried in, both legs missing, pale and unmoving he couldn't find himself to move. He forces himself to take some deep breaths to calm himself down, he quickly follows after you to try and help however he could.
-The wounds to your legs were horrible and it didnāt help that they didnāt bother to bring your severed legs with you. Your legs were still spurting blood so Will got to work. He makes a makeship lift with pillows to keep your legs elevated and to help stop the bleeding. With that done he works on tying blankets around the stumps to help keep pressure.
-Now that he got the bleeding under control as best as he could, the next thing he had to do was feel for a pulse. He could do this. He could help save you. It wasnāt an impossible taskā¦ But as he felt for a pulse he couldnāt feel anything. He tries everything in the books, adjusting his fingers, feeling in a different position, he even feels for any breathing and yetā¦Ā
-Will could feel his heart breaking as he was forced to the realization āNoā¦ Noā¦ā he chokes out a sob as he holds your hand. It was already cold as he did so. He knew people needed his help, that he was wasting valuable time but he couldnāt stop sobbing.Ā
-But when he sees steam starting to go through the blankets he tied at your stumps he can only stare in utter shock, even his sobs being stopped by his surprise. He moved quickly getting the blankets off to see what was happening, to his and everyoneās surprise the bleeding had stoppedā¦
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i screamed and cried you got exactly what i was i was thinking but also so much better in my ask about if the door wasn't shut, it's like you're inside my brain. but i have more thoughts since you said you liked them :)
also this is my second time typing this out bc my phone died when i went to send it the first time, so if you get this twice that's my badš
but you're so right, i just feel like after everything along with all it took for her to truly feel settled, she wouldn't be able to leave like that. especially not without someone else influencing her to, whether that be actively or passively. but imo, in addition to joel, a big part of why she wouldn't leave is because tommy left, and she wouldn't be able to bring herself to leave maria too
and tommy leaving is so stuck in my head because you're so right(this whole thing is just me agreeing with youš) that would be so crazy for her. because tommy was there and he knows what that was like for r and joel on both ends. so for him to leave after all that? i actually think in a way it'd be worse than when joel left. because obviously r was hurt and angry with joel, but she gets to a point where she can start to understand why he did what he did and bridge that with the fact that it was okay to feel how she did, and work on reconciling that with joel. but for tommy, that base hurt/anger mixed with grief? and on top of him leaving maria and his kid, and r's own guilt, and everything else like. it would just all be too much. because how can you move past that even when he does come back? their relationship would be forever changed more so than it obviously already is. it's devastating and tragic i'm literally foaming at the mouth i need to write essays about this
obviously she goes with jesse and saves him and everyone comes home safe and okayš„²š
no but fr i know i'm stuck on the idea of her staying behind, but it's breaking my heart so bad. bc part of her probably did feel like she should go, so she's already going to feel some type of way after she doesn't. but it would just ruin her when jesse doesn't come back. i feel like she'd be stuck for a while on how could she have let him go, and how could she have stayed behind, and how could the rest of them let this happen, when really it wasn't in any of their control. i could sob about it.
dina and her raising jj together means everything to me your mind is so powerful. i need several full length novels about it full of feelingsš
anon i cannot TELL YOU how much i love this and you. YOU MAKE MY DAY!!! i love love LOVE hearing your thoughts it feeds my own fr :ā) and omg šiāve only gotten it the once but i feel for you </3 having to type all this out a second time omg
you are so incredibly correct like i cannot even explain. please excuse me if my thoughts are incoherent i am going to do my best š«”
tlou part two spoilers under the cut
reader and tommyās relationship would NEVER be the same. honestly i donāt think there would even be a chance for forgiveness like there was with joel. especially because joel did have to go, he didnāt have to leave her, but he did have to go. whereas tommy??? no!!! he could have stayed. he could have done what his brother has been trying to do for YEARS and he could have let it go, for the sake of his wife and his child and R!!!!!!! tommy had so many things in jackson that he shouldāve stayed for, and he didnāt. and i donāt think r wouldāve been able to forgive that.
not to mention the effects on tommyās appearance after seattle! i have always always thought that he was reasonable (to himself) for being fucking furious with ellie. because he lost everything, going after abby. he lost his wife, his friends, his functionality???, and ellie seemingly didnāt lose a thing. all the while abby got away just fine! so yeah i think his reaction, considering his state of mind, was reasonable. right? no. but reasonable? yes. BUT!!! imagine the effects of losing reader too???? not to mention how much more damage this would do to his marriage as well like ???? :( maria might have been able to forgive him, one day, but seeing what he did to r, who she sees as her own child???? NO!!!!
so yeah. tommy and reader would never be the same. iām not sure r would even be able to speak to him again. honestly sheās going through it š loses joel and then tommy and possibly jesse along with him? guys. please. she doesnāt deserve this.
i jsut cant get over it :( she just wouldnāt be able to understand what would possess tommy to leave after everything heās seen her go through :( after everything heās HELPED her through :( i think she would really struggle for a long time. sheās lost the only thing she had left of the childhood she never really got, and alongside it, the parent she had always thought she would never have :(
I CAN BARELT TALK ABOUT JESSE WITHOUT AOBBING AND SCREAMING AND CRYING. god. why did they do that to him.
she DID feel like she should go š i think it wouldāve been mariaās reassurance and support that wouldāve been the only reason she didnāt go when ellie did. BJT JESSE???? he wouldāve told her to stay. and she wouldāve because she trusted him and she loved him and she KNEW he would come back. he wasnāt leaving her like everybody else because he would never. he had seen her through the good, the bad and the REALLY bad and he had never once even considered stepping out the door. heās the man. heās the myth. heās the legend. she never gets to keep good things.
and then he doesnāt come back? ellie and dina come back to jackson, dragging a half-dead tommy behind them, and they didnāt even bring back jesseās body. (in my mind anwyay. they were already injured as it was and just trying to keep tommy alive.) i donāt think she would know what to do with that. i donāt think she would know how to live with that. how do you carry on as if everything is fine when itās so clearly not? jesse was the one person she knew would always come back to her, and in her mind, because of ellie and dina, he hadnāt.
so yeah. the only good relationship she would have left following joelās death would be with maria. maria who becomes her rock. maria who leans on her and allows herself to be leaned on in return. maria who is the love of my life.
i just cant get over it. i just cant. like imagine. the devastation of jesseās death would be unmatched. it truly would. how does one person handle so much loss? and the guilt? what does she do with that?
just thinking about maria holding rās shoulder as she hands her the chalkboard and lets her write jesseās name. maria hugging r when she cries over not even know when he died. maria figuring it out from the botched recounts that ellie and dina give. maria writing it on the board and holding rās hand as she shows her.
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Are we finally getting somewhere, guys?? š¤
Episode 5 - Signs
Things are not going well for our boys š
Side note: I love Chris & Arlo š
Smack him harder Mae!!
That fucking text was from his dad?! šš I just learnt way more info than I wanted or needed!
Well said Roy! Itās really pissed me off that Ted has always been about them being a team, but has been happy for them to fully rely on Zava since they got him
Is this a continuity error?? Her hair was down at the match now itās up?? š¤ or is this not right after the match?? Weāve never seen her change her hair during the day before, have we??
Not that it matters anyway. Hannah always looks amazing, as we know! Iām glad this dress is making a comeback š„µ
Yes!! Shout at him babes!!
I love all of their reactions to it too. Tedās tiny little smile is very cute
Beardās little āI thinkā š and Hannah trying very hard not to laugh. RELEASE THE BLOOPERS YOU COWARDS!!!!
YYEEEAAAHHHH!!!
Michael Jackson! (Sorry, only people who have watched Stella will understand why I want to say that every time Patrick Baladi is on my screen š«£š¤·š»āāļøš)
This whole interaction is brilliant. Rebecca kind of stumbling over words because sheās thinking of all the signs and as sheās looking at the matchbook John just happens to walk in! And him seeming a little flustered, but happy to tell her heās moved on and happy. He absolutely doesnāt come here often hoping to run into her š³š
Hannahās face and whole reaction at āshite in nining armourā š«” ALL THE AWARDS!!
Keeley having the same photo as Ted for Rebecca is cute
Iām so proud of Keeley!! Also tits. Iām sorry š
And that shirt was a choice, Miss Jones!! š
Shandy just makes me incredibly angry. And I know thatās the point, but July god š”
These two have amazing chemistry. I am a RoyKeeley girly, but they cute!
These boys all knowing about Sheās All That makes me very happy š just when I think I canāt love them more
Again, Dani I love you š
Of course Beard danced in college. I will never be surprised about thing I learn about this man!
ROY FUCKING JOINED IN!!!
I love that they are including Trent
Protective uncle Beard š„°
Roy, baby, who hurt you š„ŗ
Is Trentās cup plastic?! How the fuck didnāt it break when he dropped it š
Aww, poor Leslie. Trying to do him job at the expense of his friend š„ŗ
Rebecca shutting it down straight away by changing the subject. Exactly, girly
The complete shift in Higginsā whole self is brilliant. And of course he believes in psychics š
THE UNIVERSE IS FULLY OF THINGS WE CANāT EXLAIN, REBECCA š
Of course he called his mum to practice that speech š
āHey, Coachā āHello, Rebeccaā š«
THEY ARE SO IN SYNC!!!!!!
Yes, thank you Barbara for basically telling Keeley she needs to fire Shandy
Iāll say it every time sheās on screen if I have to; I love Barbara šš Katy is amazing
This scene really is all over the fucking shop! š and hereās the bitchy female character that is very much real but we donāt get on the show šš¼
Fancy as fuck waiting room! And peep all the same women she saw when she left John. Well done on that one
Okay, is this hesitation because she canāt decide who sheād put? Or because she feels like she has no one?? š¤
It might just be me, but this connection she has with this doctor feels very familiar (if thatās the right word) has he been her doctor forever? My initial reaction was that he knew her dad and I donāt know where that came from š
She looks so hopeful š„¹
āUnless itās animal crossing. That shits fucking soothingā please never change, Isaac š
I feel so bad for Jamie that Zava says exactly what he says and they all go crazy for it, but not him. But he is getting a taste of his own medicine soā¦
I LOVE YOU DANI!! š I love that theyāve giving so much to Cristo this year
Ted going to water then swapping to alcohol when Jake is mentioned š„ŗ
Barbara loves violence. Why do I love this??
I love the detail of Roy telling all the guys ācut, slice, mashā their opponents, or in Colinās case ācheer until your voice bleedsā, but tells Sam to āoutclass āemā
Proud he didnāt pee on his trousers. I, too, and proud of you Ted š
āHenryās a good kid cause youāre his dadā š„¹
Jade is so unnecessarily rude
I really do love what Nick is doing with Nate this season. Itās so layered and delicious
āLove someone for who they are not what they areā š
Sweet Nate, you donāt need her
They canāt function without Zava now. Shocking
Iām sorry, but Leslieās Meemoji thing looks like my dad and thatās hilarious to me šš
Hannahās face journey in this scene breaks my heart. Nothing is said and yet every time is said at the same time š„ŗ ALL. THE. AWARDS!!!
So twice sheās tried to call Keeley and sheās not answered š¤ And sheās spent a good chunk of this episode alone š¤ metaphors me thinks š
Keeley, babes, you canāt sleep with her after realising you canāt talk about Roy
Jade & Nate is interesting, but Iām not sure Iām behind it yet
Beard, you could have won that game if you hadnāt let the boys become a team that relied on Zava! (Why does this make me angry ITS NOT REAL!!š)
A tactic his dad taught him that he passed onto his son š„¹ beautiful
Ted helping himself from a panic attack starting! Proud of you, babes!!
Gina fucking Gershon š great callback!
Iām so happy to see Ted back giving his pep talks. And the boys being so invested in that sign because theyāre so invested in Ted and his lessons.
OMG TED SWORE! š«£š
The order of these shots is interesting; Nate & Jade, Keeley & Jack, then Roy alone straight after, then Rebecca alone in the car still fixated on that FUCKING MATCHBOOK š«
Woah, what an episode! So much to unpack!! Of course I have many thoughts and feelings about most of it.
But itās Amsterdam next week, guys! I will never be ready š«”
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last song: ācry babyā by the neighbourhood
favourite colour: depends on for what lol but iād say either navy (my fav colour to paint my nails in) or any shade of pink tbh
last movie/ show: the last movie i watched was ānotting hillā (needed a comfort movie) and the last show was āfool me onceā
next on my watchlist: i still need to watch the last episode of percy jackson and the olympians but exams came in the way lol
last book: technically the last one was for uni and it was āhenry vā but i donāt wanna count that because i was forced to read it. the last book i read for fun was āonce upon a broken heartā
last game: a little to the left (the only thing that kept me sane during exam season and barƧaās shenanigans)
sweet/ savoury/ spicy: i loveeee spicy food
relationship status: finally over my ex-situationship š«”
last thing i searched online: information about politics for an article i have to write for uni
current obsession: iāve been doing a lot more pilates and running lately (and now that exams are over: sitting in the sun and drinking iced coffee but thatās not just a current obsession lol)
greatest flaw: i am awful at talking about my feelings. like genuinely awful. (also i need to respond to people quicker lol)
fic iām currently reading: i havenāt read a fan fic in ages so i genuinely can remember but chances are high it involved a footballer lmao
tagging: iāve seen so many of my mutuals already being tagged so just anyone who wants to do it š¤
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