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[pavement-kisses]

Lobotomy

Girl just wanna get a lobotomy

Maybe I will think less

Maybe I won’t think at all

Baby girls are crucified for their oddity

She’s a commodity pay to see her naughty

Girl don’t think at all

Sitting on my fathers lap in church like

God is just the worst

Cause he told me sell me teeth

To be skinny

I don’t want to die a virgin

Or harassed by my pastor

Cause I swear I’m pretty underneath all this personality

Girl just wanna get a lobotomy

Maybe I will think less

Maybe I won’t think at all

Baby girls are crucified for their oddity

She’s a commodity pay to see her naughty

Girl don’t think at all

Eye gouging holes into the wall

Look right past the camera lens

To you nothing exists

I could be that girl

My body yours to use

To rot and keep in purple hues

I fit that bloody shoe

Oh yeah boy I fit that bloody shoe

Girl just wanna get a lobotomy

Maybe I will think less

Maybe I won’t think at all

Baby girls are crucified for their oddity

She’s a commodity pay to see her naughty

Girl don’t think at all

Guess what I got old

Age is but a recall

Time to get a newer younger prettier model

Model sounds awesome

I could be her coffin

Mould my lifeless corpse

Into a cart for girlfriend shopping

Girl just wanna get a lobotomy

Maybe I will think less

Maybe I won’t think at all

Baby girls are crucified for their oddity

She’s a commodity pay to see her naughty

Girl don’t think at all

Girl just wanna get a lobotomy

Maybe I will think less

Maybe I won’t think at all

Baby girls are crucified for their oddity

She’s a commodity pay to see her naughty

Girl don’t think at all

~ pavement kisses

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[pavement-kisses]

Original Sinners (a work in progress)

And my love for you is rotting

Like the peach flesh at my feet

It colours your cheeks rosy

To know that he chose me

You crafted my teeth of porcelain

And made man think between their knees

By your design we fail

And the cost is everything

~ pavement kisses

#my poem #pavementkisses #my lyrics #aesthetic #angelcore #coquette #poetry #dark academia #light academia #adam and eve #inspired by them at least

[pavement-kisses]

Aphrodite in a body bag

Face against porcelain pressed cool on her cheek

Heated at the poison he spat in her drink

And she’s franticly crawling tearing her skin off just to breathe

Let her breathe

Let her breathe

Take a step back love the commodity is talking

And she’s pretty I’ll give her that

She’s Aphrodite baby in a body bag

In a body bag

And she’s silly fingers caught in her hair

She’s Aphrodite baby dead in the gutter

Cigarette ash still on her lashes

Teeth scattered little pearls in the trash

She’s Aphrodite in a body bag

And now I hear

Girls chew on bunny feet for luck

Draw their silhouettes

On the concrete with chalk

Watch news reports like mama

That’s the dead girl what a star

I wanna be her when I grow up

And she’s pretty I’ll give her that

She’s Aphrodite baby in a body bag

In a body bag

And she’s silly fingers caught in her hair

She’s Aphrodite baby dead in the gutter

Cigarette ash still on her lashes

Teeth scattered little pearls in the trash

She’s Aphrodite in a body bag

She’s Aphrodite

Pretty still pretty dead

But pretty

She’s Aphrodite

And the media is cruel

Wait til the Interview

With her corpse like

Ok I know you’re dead but

Did you let him talk

You know, like did you walk the walk

Did they fuck

Did they fuck

Oh they definitely fucked yeah

If if if baby write her a list

Next time you should be less generous with your kiss

And I think she dies again every night

On the sidewalk showing off her pretty pinks lungs and guts and spine

And the rest of the time

She’s eating dirt at her 9 to 5

Oh what a dive

And she’s pretty I’ll give her that

She’s Aphrodite baby in a body bag

And she’s pretty I’ll give her that

She’s Aphrodite baby in a body bag

In a body bag

In in in a body bag

Yeah she’s silly fingers caught in her hair

She’s Aphrodite baby dead in the gutter

Dead dead dead dead

Cigarette ash still on her lashes

Teeth scattered little pearls in the trash

In the trash in the trash

She’s Aphrodite

She’s Aphrodite

She’s Aphrodite in a body bag

~ pavement kisses

#my poem #pavementkisses #dark academia #my lyrics #aesthetic #angelcore #the way girls are treated in true crime #poetry

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Dancing with devil feet

Where do the saints go

When their halo’s just too heavy

And the night got a little too crazy

Picking fights for rooftop pennies

Where do the martyrs go

When there’s no one left in the wreckage

Sipping heat like a fevers damage

And faking aches to hold some leverage

So gods busy dancing with devil feet

And we crawl from bars to hotels suites

Hanging off her shoulder singing dirty things

I love

I love the way you bend for me

Why do the saints go

Hitting hundreds on the road to heaven

Even a promise couldn’t stop the best of us from giving in

It’s like we forget to burst into flames when we sin

So gods busy dancing with devil feet

And we crawl from bars to hotels suites

Hanging off his shoulder singing dirty things

I love

I love the way you bend for me

And it’s lovely how your eyes fall

Heavy as cement

Caught up in the high of stooping low

Only to confess

Will you forgive me

Like forgiving is easy

I’ve payed the preying fee

Will you forgive me

So gods busy dancing with devil feet

And we crawl from bars to hotels suites

Hanging off their shoulder singing dirty things

I love

I love the way you bend for me

And gods busy dancing with devil feet

So we crawl from bars to hotels suites

Hanging off her shoulder singing dirty things

I love

I love the way you bend for me

~ pavement kisses

#my poem #pavementkisses #dark academia #my lyrics #aesthetic #angelcore #religious imagery #nightlife

[pavement-kisses]

Feel like nothing

And I’ve seen her out late

On the corner of nowhere important to name

Watched her do an outtake

To a film on the cutting room floor

And hearts reap what they know

So she’s got nothing nothing nothing

And she says baby play something slow

So when she walks away

She won’t feel like nothing

There’s been an outbreak

Of talent in room 305

She keeps that alive

And even in silence

Her eyes capture the frame

And baby she’s never been better

Than her father said she would

And a strangers bed is 5 stars compared to the gutters fee

You love the moment she’s hurting

Not the girl behind the curtain

Cause you love a tragedy

As long as it’s wrapped up in pretty

And I’ve seen her out late

Makeup a mess and dressed to impress

I’ve seen her turn away from boys

Just to be dragged under their hell

And she had a fantasy

That one day

All that hurt would be worth the break

Her dad would be watching her on tv

Look my little girls eating up CD’d

But baby she’s never been better

Than her father said she would

And a strangers bed is 5 stars compared to the gutters fee

You love the moment she’s hurting

Not the girl behind the curtain

Cause you love a tragedy

As long as it’s wrapped up in pretty

Wrapped up in pretty

And she says baby play something slow

So when she walks away

She won’t feel like nothing at all

~ pavement kisses

#pavementkisses #my lyrics #my poem #dark academia #coquette #balletcore #I love writing lyrics but I can’t sing nor can I play an instrument so Oof #poetry

[pavement-kisses]

Our nights gone touching hell

Like it’s under heavens watch

And it wants

And it wants

And it wants

But not every prey is sacred

Not every angel keeps quiet

Passing along second hand kisses

Like whispers in a church

And why pay for companies ache

When misery puts out for free

So next time the night

Turns to the day think of only me

Next time you kneel to pray

I know you’ll think of me

~ pavement kisses

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[pavement-kisses]

Misery

Kicking curbs

And heaving on the cement

He said don’t go out tonight

But I did cause I can

Now he’s laughing or he would if I called

But I’m proud so I’ll make my own way home

Gut like a fever

Or a handful of stones

And I’m keeping count of all

The corners you own

Ask my conscience for a lighter to spare

Cause the bridges can burn

But I’m craving a god dam cigarette

Misery he’s like misery

Keep her company when I’m gone

Nobody loves like misery

Does just apathetically holding on

When he’s gone

Biting palms to

Leave you sweating suspense

I adore you that’s why I take the offence

And I’m a coward in the gutter

Reaping your touches like someone you love and can’t seem to let go

Baby can’t seem to let go

Misery he’s like misery

Keep her company when I’m gone

Nobody loves like misery

Does just apathetically holding on

When he’s gone

Tonight we’ll take our chances

Dancing on alley way glass

Perverse our body with pollution

And bend until we break in half

I barely even noticed

When it was over officially

We went in and out of focus

Letting the low moments drag at our feet

And when he’s gone

At least I’ve got

Company in misery

My old friend misery

Oh Misery he’s like misery

Keep her company when I’m gone

Nobody loves like misery

Does just apathetically holding on

When he’s gone

~ pavement kisses

#my poem #pavementkisses #dark academia #my lyrics #aesthetic

[pavement-kisses]

Cigarettes

This city’s just insidious

It’s never given us anything

But in this light

It kinda looks beautiful

And pollution sneaks

Through your teeth

Eyes closed

Head is on your knees

And a rosy glow adores your cheeks

Oh I can’t look away

I might miss something

But cigarettes don’t last forever

And the night is kinda getting cold

I’ll stay for as long as I am wanted

But hearts don’t want what they already hold

This city’s slow and mumbling

But it’s talk enough for the space between

My head falls back

And I imagine stars in the place of concrete

And we kiss but only

Second hand

Your warmth

Seeping into my skin

But it doesn’t stop the metal

Railing pressed against my back

From freezing

And I think it’d be so dam sweet

If we could stay exactly as we are

But cigarettes don’t last forever

And my fingers are starting to turn numb

I’ll stay for as long as I am needed

Cause I crave to be needed by someone

The Friday before I tried to quit

You said it was the last time last time

But here we both are again

Sinking into the night

Cigarette in our hands

But cigarettes don’t last forever

And our nights no longer quite as young

I’ll stay for as long as you’ll have me

But my homes no longer in your arms

So cigarettes don’t last forever

And the night is kinda getting cold

I’ll stay for as long as I am wanted

But this heart is begging to let go

~ pavement kisses

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Baby teeth

Baby she’s gum fresh

Lips plump and rosy red

With chunks of tongue and cheek

Hanging from them

I’d love you

But I can’t

I’d love you

But I won’t

So this calls for a toast

Honey your doing the most

And she’ll be purple hues

From her throat to her thighs

But she’ll be up by dawn

Trying to paint away her night

I’d love you

But I won’t

I’d love you

But I can’t

So you’re not impressed

Well your never impressed

God get a life

Their ears pressed against the wall

Making pretty people dance

Said pretty people entertain us

Get undressed

Make a mess of your bed said

Pretty people entertain us again

Pretty people entertain us again

She got an ache in her head

Baby her jaws so tense

And I’d love to see her loose her baby teeth yeah

But she’s glued to the chair

Eyes glossy like porcelain stares

I guess at least tonight she’s keeping her baby teeth yeah

I’d love you

But I can’t

I’d love you

But I won’t

So she better take her coat

Baby tomorrow will be cold

God get a life

Their ears pressed against the wall

Making pretty people dance

Said pretty people entertain us

Get undressed

Make a mess of your bed said

Pretty people entertain us again

Pretty people entertain us again

Baby she’s gum fresh

And they’re not entertained

What’s a virgin to the masses

So you must be a mean vain

Girl do you feel sated

Your status outdated

These baby teeth making it hard to chew

So spread like a whore or sing like a prude

God get a life

Their ears pressed against the wall

Making pretty people dance

Said pretty people entertain us

Get undressed

Make a mess of your bed said

Pretty people entertain us again

Pretty people entertain us again

~ pavement kisses

#pavementkisses #my poem #my lyrics #dark academia #coquette #angelcore #poetry