#percpalace

[percpalace]

mmmm

#xanax bars #percpalace #xanax pills #benzo baby

[xantaty]

Doing drugs bc showing up to his house isn’t okay anymore..

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[percpalace]

need more blow but im soo broke <\3

#mine #girls who do lines #drugblr #coca?ne #cocaína #dopesick #percpalace

[percpalace]

#mine #percpalace

[xantaty]

I’m off this weekend. My family is throwing some stupid Easter thing so I have to go, only for a few hours. I wanna spend this whole weekend high ash doing lines till I pass out

I hate how fat I am

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[xantaty]

Haven’t eaten anything today, it’s only 4:30, I have to go to work hopefully I won’t eat there either. My dumbass though working in fast food would help me not eat I so stupid. Anyway hopefully my shift goes good

I need to go get money from my card to get cid and coke 😭😭😭

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[percpalace]

laptop pics til i die

#percpalace #mine

[percpalace]

love my gabbies

#percpalace #gabapentin #drugblr

[percpalace]

can these drugs kick in already damn

#percpalace #drugblr #oxy pills

[xantaty]

My current fave inspo background

—Not my pics—

Block don’t report

One day…

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[xantaty]

I was able to cut my shifts so I’m off tn my Molly and coke are supposed to get here tomorrow I’m hoping they do. I wanna go on a 4 day bender see how long I can handle not sleeping. Longest I’ve gone is 36 hours. I wanna see if I can go 2 days

#tw selfhate #drugblr #cocain #coke lines #benzo baby #percpalace #tw self destructive behavior #tw sh implied #tw self destruction #tw weed

[xantaty]

I got coke yesterday, idk if it’s the fact I haven’t used it in almost a month or what but I took a fat ass line before work. I threw up almost immediately. I haven’t been sleeping well the last few days. I feel like I’m genuinely going insane.. should I take a brake? I wanted this tbh but I’m getting worried. I’m getting close to the edge. My mind feels like a jigsaw puzzle and non of the pieces are fitting together. I had a dream last night. Abt killing someone. It wasn’t anyone I know irl but it felt real. Me dismembering a body… I don’t think it’s normal to have suicidal or homicidal thoughts, is it? I don’t think I’ll act on them… at least not killing somebody other than myself. My mind has been running in loops. How? How am I gonna end things. Time is running out. Perhaps I am losing my mind. I have no one to talk to abt this stuff it seems like everyone in my family is doing good. I wish I would have died a long time ago. It’s gonna hurt so many ppl once they know I’m gone… I just wanna do it in the least painful way possible. I

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[xantaty]

Finally home. Ugh fuck I work Thursday now. My manager is sick and needs a cover and since I was originally supposed to work I have to go in. 😭 it fine its whatever at least I have tn to get fucked up. A line of Molly and some fat joints. I’m still waiting for my coke hopefully it’s here tmr I don’t think imma sleep tn I’ll probably just clean or Smth I have nth to do.

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[xantaty]

Bed rotting. Wanting to get rid of these memories man. I’ve been riding out this coke binge for a week and it’s finally come to its end… god I’ve been dreading this come down. I should have know though idk why I care this body means nothing to me

My head is so foggy idk what to think rn im just aching

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[xantaty]

I have therapy in an hour I think I’m going to talk abt my sui- idl thoughts yk? I just can’t deal lately. I feel so suffocated. Idk if it’s the drug use or the lack of sleep but I can’t remember Tuesday… I don’t remember being at work I just.. I keep thinking and it comes up blank. Fuck my head hurts… I need coke- and a new blade. Ugh I love the fact the Molly fucks with appetite so I haven’t eaten much the last few days I’m really hoping to not eat this whole weeks. I just wanna see the numbers go down.. just please.

I can last on c4 and Molly for at least another day right?

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[xantaty]

I fucking love Molly, it’s literally the only drug get hypes me up for sh. I literally have no appetite and I’ve been smoking sativa all night. Lowkey waiting for my coke…

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