#personal gunk

[gunkbaby]

Had a very brief splitting moment last night and got upset and then i had a dream that i went to Tesco, ate an apple and it was full of worms??? Chat what does this mean.

#dreams #personal gunk

[angelibra]

im fuming this week because trying to plan a camping trip with my bf means he will invite anyone and everyone he can to come along instead of having a nice peaceful trip for the two of us. and when I complain he tells me I should plan the trip now instead of I want to tell all these people they’re uninvited

I give up, I’m going camping 100% by myself or with one other friend this summer. No one else is allowed especially if they’re loud, have kids or dogs, or don’t have their own equipment. I will have peace or I will reign down hellfire

#personal gunk #long rant

[darubyprincx]

to be, or not to be (romanticization of the inevitable)

#ray's tag #keys' art #undescribed #skeletons #ok to reblog #the skeleton model that i traced for this was provided by the incredible kiku @kikunai whom you can find right here on tumblr! #so uh. This is a piece about chronic fatigue although the original idea i had for it drifted a bit as soon as I started coloring the linear #(i really enjoy shading and lighting things and got a bit carried away here but i stand by my choice because this is my favorite thing #that i've ever drawn) #anyways. i often feel especially lately with school being back in season that my bones are leaden with this sort of. weariness. theyre heav #it weighs on our mental health and energy a lot and although there's a couple of reasons we have been given for it #that doesn't remove the fact that this is still a thing that affects us in a very real way day to day although we are good at masking it. #often i come home to find that i do not have the physical mental or creative energy to work on things i really want to #especially project: nexus which i feel extra bad about even though i can't help it because i just started it so recently #it is a mild to moderate struggle to make it day to day and i just. wanted to represent this somehow #my original concept for this was a skeleton with some black goop gunk whatever leaking from its joints #but as i started adding the cracks and coloring them gold (a personal touch; kintsugi is a concept that is very dear to us) #i realized that the focus here was less on the condition itself and more on the body that it afflicts. #so i put it into a spotlight. #ironic i know since very little people acknowledge this irl or even know it exists at all but i added rim lighting. I added color gradients #I colored the lineart and made it all fancy and even added a flare for the head to get the point across that even at its core; disability i #a performance. this is not implying that disabilities are fake in fact this is the opposite of that. i wanted to show that with disabilitie #especially i think in my personal opinion the invisible ones #we are all masking at least a little bit during the vast majority of the day. humans are social creatures and it is only when we are alone #or with someone we deeply trust where we allow ourselves to be who we truly are without fear and even then that can be rare #so i wanted to show this bit of the soul in as broad a limelight as i could. idk this is a really abstract piece and i dont know if anyone #will even get it but it matters to me at least. and even though we've been largely bedridden for the past week i think that's okay #we will get it figured out. all of us. okay? okay. i love you. i fucking love you. we are going to fucking make it #(also the xes over the eyes are because i thought they looked cool they have no deeper meaning at least i think they dont #actually i think they do but i cant put it into words idk. Art is subjective assign your own meaning i'm gonna go get a shower)

[chunkfunkgunk-offishal]

I would love a chunk-funk-gunk rating of any seal of your choice!

Today on CHUNK! FUNK! GUNK! We rate

the HARBOR SEAL:

10/10 Chunk

4/10 Funk

0/10 Gunk

HARBOR SEALS!! My personal favorites, since one of my favorite stuffed animals when I was little was a harbor seal bought from a gift shop at a harbor. Seals are very funky animals in general, but if I rate them on a scale of ‘general funkiness’ or ‘funkiness for a SEAL’, then the values are different. Harbor seals aren’t the most unique or interesting seals, but they are cute and spotted. Chunk is self explanatory. Look at them. High chunk. Very dry little guys, no gunk.

#chunk funk gunk #chunk #funk #gunk #harbor seal #seal #ocean mammals #marine mammals #rotund #I love seals they’re all so cute #I’m the kind of person who sees a seal pop its head up out of the water and starting squealing and clapping #asks open #ocean #ocean animals #I think this is our first mammal that has been rated

[imagineagreatadventure]

i hate my period not only bc of the body horror tm (lucky me i get all symptoms) but bc it truly turns me into a caricature of an emotional woman on her period written by a man

#like i am so even keeled and calm outside of the few days before and during my period #during this time i am psychotic its just awful for me and family/friends around me like #best case im only weepy #worst case i want to commit actual murder over the tiniest of things #this post brought to you by me FREAKING out over some toothpaste gunk somehow getting on my pants right before i left for work #like i was truly ready to tear apart the sink with my bare hands and then cry about it #personal #honestly wish i wasnt self aware and just a huge bitch bc the self awareness is accompanied by guilt

[pollyanna-nana]

Not to be maidenless on main but I’m always thinking about how ppl getting into relationships just seems like some kind of bizarre arcane magic to me. Like I dunno if I’m just too autistic to get it but every time someone I know gets into a new relationship I’m like oh like in the movies? That’s crazy bro. I dunno I just kind of figured that the ability to get into relationships would’ve been like an unlock at some point around my teens but I’m 23 and equally mystified so ig I specced too hard into the weird nerd skill tree and lost out. *shrugs*

#polly speaks #and before anyone asks I’m not aro but I’ve also never been in a relationship b4 #unless u count my 6th grade comphet minecraft boyfriend but I really don’t #anyway it’s not like I’m ever really looking I’m too busy uhhh sitting at home with my cat writing fanfiction in between getting covered in #slimy fish gunk but #maybe someday I will meet a very nice woman and/or nonbinary person and I’ll get an achievement pop up #teehee #I dunno what I’m saying can my sheets hurry up and dry

[pipcoded]

my severe depression and… other mental illnesses are masking a person who is rly rly excited about everything and it’s comforting for to remember that in the darker moments

#if you fish through all the gunk im just a very excitable and naive little freak #like hell yeah im excited to watch cartoons for toddlers and run around in circles and eat hot dogs!!! #that person is still in there somewhere and i can work to fish them out and sometimes they come out on their own

[dewitty1]

Saturday Six (Stuff)

So some a-hole gave me (and the Dude @super-ultra-mega-kami-guru-blog ) Covid. Ugh. It's not been great. Just like having a really bad sinus infection. I honestly thought it was allergies or something like that. Derp.(⑅ ‘﹃’ )

Of course the same week I get a kitten, I would get sick. Doesn't that always seem the way?（’-’*)

My two boys are not too happy with the baby tho. Reggie seems more resigned than Boots.o(^・x・^)o

She is definitely an explorer. As in she gets INTO EVERYTHING, lol.₍˄ุ.͡˳̫.˄ุ₎ฅ˒˒

The Dude wasn't happy because it upsets the routine, but I say oh well...(n˘v˘•)¬

It's the Dude's bday tomorrow, but with being sick and not being able to go out, there's no celebrating, booo...(´･_･`)

#Saturday Six #about me #Personal #September 9 2023 #Carey rambles about life and stuff and the Dude and her new kitten and also being sick #It totally sucks being sick #And getting this gunk after being so fastidious for three years #We should have got booster shots this year but we didn't ugh #Anyway Leeloo is a joy at this crap time at least #Thanks for being here and reading my nonsensical ramblings! #I appreciate you all so much #I hope you have a great day or night wherever you are #Hugssss from mom or just a friend whatever you need right now ٩(๑•◡-๑)۶ⒽⓤⒼ❤💜 💙 💚 💛 ❤️ 💕 💖 #Now back to your regularly scheduled scrolling

[daffythefox]

i hate it when ppl make fun of that one travis mcelroy among us clip bc the reason ppl hate it is bc he was a bit annoying and was reacting like a guy with npd would to perceived criticism. like I'm concerned if I was with my friends and was like "hey playing this game in this way isn't fun for me can we do it a different way" then they would think that was like. cringy or whatever.

#i like travis mcelroy #i don't think he's a perfect person or that he's done nothing wrong #he's a bit of a fuckin liberal #but he's gnc and open about his npd #i like him because of that #among other things #i can acknowledge that he has flaws while still enjoying his content #also if you haven't seen his interview about his npd you should #can i link it in the tags? #https://youtu.be/CwT500MyQO4 #hopefully that works #its the best interview ive seen with someone with npd #its not ableist #well it's not perfect but #you gotta understand when you look up npd it's dr ramani #I'm scraping the bottom of the barrel and feasting on the gunk i find like a small sea creature or an algae or a mollusk of some kind #so yeah when i see people play that clip it just reminds me that people hate npd #not even the label but people who have the disorder #the symptoms #and not even the fictional symptoms people think pwnpd have #but the real symptoms people with npd actually experience #it sucks it really does #me when i

[istherewifiinhell]

As true in almost every job ive worked. Construction workers are the best customers.

#some shit #if u see a person just. covered in gunk and probably not too familar with this part of town! they are likely to be pretty easy going #and friendly. like. hey do you have a product... uh made of i dunno [blank]. yeah we have [x]- perfect can you show me. #just like. just narrowing down the selections based purely on vibes/whims and i appreciate that.

[selfproclaimedunicorn]

Welp, tripping over the cord of my ps3 (yes, I said 3. How else am I gonna play older games?) controller in such a way it kept yanking the cord from the charging port, trying to fix it by gluing the cord into the charging port (this worked), & then my cat hauling ass so ferociously over the cord of the dropped controller that he tore it out of the charging port & cracked the internal mechanism has finally rendered this second controller useless & I can't use it at all (lest I run out the batteries in one ADHD day losing session) until a replacement comes in the mail. RIP all my momentum on DAI, I hope I remember what I was doing come the 16th

#personal #the FIRST controller died bc i was resting the controller on a cedar chest by where i sit to game #and i was eating chinese food while watching haikyuu (was gonna go back to a game after) #and i knocked sweet & sour sauce over & it got all inside the controller & gunked it up

[gunkbaby]

my first class is in an hour im so scared,,,anxiety doing a number on me rn but fuck it we ball!!!

#might have also scored an apartment so. very scary but we have shuu. we are gonna do this!!! #personal gunk

[scrawnytreedemon]

OKAY WE'RE IN THE LAST STRETCH FO THIS FIRST ROUND time to put the programs down for now 🙏🙏

I can worry abt the rest tomorrow 😩🥺

#scrawny rambles #adventures in simming #good lord... i might *finally* be reaching the *reassembly* part of the recon process #I MIGHT FINALLY BE ABLE TO PLAY THIS HORRID HOOD AGAIN!!!! #🥳🥳🥂🍾 #<< i should save that for later tho. knowing me i've prolly jinxed it #there are still TWO more lots that need proper cleaning..... #the corruption stuck to these like an especially horrid sort of gunk #eugh #purple soup and endless crashes abound #as well as other *lovely* graphical errors #better than they were before. but Still. i don't trust them. #perhaps screenshotting + outright recreation would work best #now that thankfully the actual crashing isn't an issue #and the lots themselves aren't very big #would worry about personal belongings that can't be recreated #but alas! beggars can't be choosers #and brother... i have b e g g e d

[ayliffe]

ok. this might take a while

#we’re flushing our pen boys #genuinely should have done this years ago. not looking forward to seeing how much gunk comes out #it was like that after like two minutes after i rinsed it out for ages too 😭 #personal

[bluejayblueskies]

you’ve heard of microwaving tea, now get ready for: putting tea back in the electric kettle to heat it up

#by which i mean one of my roommates has been doing this with my electric kettle and it drives me crazy #do you want gunk burned to the bottom? bc that's how you get gunk burned to the bottom #and i know you aren't washing it after you do that because you don't wash your dishes lmaoo #so you're just leaving tea residue in there for the next person? okay lmao #personal

[gunkmusher]

i just remembered that time when i was like 12 when my mom took a screen shot of a tumblr post i made and posted it to facebook with the caption something like “gunk is such a silly girl but she was be surprisingly profound sometimes… she surprises even me…”

#she does that old person ellipsis thing #also obviously she didn’t call me gunk she called me by my real name