Anxiety truly is such a bitch. Like why the Fuck am I shaking an sweating rn. WHY. I should not be experiencing these physical symptoms of anxiety for No Fucking Reason.
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I want, more than anything, to be as genuine as possible. I want to be open and honest, and to have deep, meaningful and helpful conversations. I want to be close and understanding and understood. I want to feel known, and not just tolerated. I want others to feel safe in talking to me about how they're feeling, and I want to be able to do the same without any fears.
I wish it wasn't so hard being a human. I wish it wasn't so difficult to talk to others. I wish we'd grown differently.
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I miss my friends. I'm trying very hard right now, but it feels like there are more and more reasons to stop trying and it's so difficult to keep going when it feels like even though I'm trying my hardest in genuinely doesn't matter because right when I start to try, I start losing people that I never thought I'd lose and it's. Tearing me apart so much when everything else is so hard already. I don't understand. It's just getting harder and harder and I'm fucking fighting so hard but what's the point if I'm going to lose everyone once I start trying?
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Depression is weird and makes you do not the best stuff, but today I showered for the first time in 2 weeks and brushed my teeth for the first time in 3. I also chopped off 3 inches of very dead hair before my shower for a kind of fresh start feel, and I'm super happy with how it turned out.
Anyway, if anyone is struggling rn, just know you're not alone 💜💚
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Don't be afraid to seek/ask for help or just talk if you need to. There has to be people who want to help you. No one should struggle alone...
Thanks anon.
I'm slightly in the process of getting a new therapist and diagnosis, it's just. A struggle.
AndI'm having a very hard time feeling like others care about me tbh, the support on here is the most I've gotten tbh. Fighting thoughts that people couldn't care less and whatnot.
But the nice messages here have honestly been so sweet, whether they're all from one person or a few, I appreciate them greatly 💜
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