#proof of the unbelievable

[lurking-loaf]

Guess who was bored at work today

#loaf art #fnaf daycare attendant #fnaf sun #sundrop #fnaf moon #moondrop #dca fandom #that's right I drew this on company time I'm a rule-breaker now #it was just soooo unbelievably slow today #I used 4 types of office supplies when drawing this - can you identify them all? #probably shouldn't have posted proof of my crime online but oh well

[nyanspirals]

????? I DONT SEND PEOPLE ANON HATE IM AN ADULT IF I HAVE BEEF WITH THEM ILL SAY IT TO THEIR FACE YOU WERE MY FRIEND FOR MONTHS YOU KNOW I DONT SEND PEOPLE ANON HATE ESPECIALLY NOT ANON HATE WITH THAT LEVEL OF CRUELTY

#neon.txt #oh my god??????????? #oh my god i am so mad dude YORUE the one who wont leave mw the ruck alone i havemt looked or interacted with any of your accounts since #fucking november!!! you paranoid freak fuck you!!!!! #holy shit accusing me of shit you dont even have PROOF OF im so mad im so mad im so mad #i am not like you!!!! i am not cruel enough to send you those kinds of messages youre so!!! absolutely pathetic!!!!!! #'the timing is so coincidental'??? timing of WHAT dude i havent interacted with you in months i avoid you every chance i get!!! #YOURE!!!! UNBELIEVABLE GOD #ill delete this i know ill delete this i just ugh ugh ugh ugh #ME REMEMBERING HOW I WAS KIND WHEN I SHOULDVE SAID WHO TF DO YOU THINK YOURE TALKING TO #YOU SPENT 3 YEARS ACCUSING ME OF THINGS I NEVER DID BECAUSE YOU JUST ASSUMED IT WAS ME DIDNT YOU LEARN ANYTHING!!!!

[eoieopda]

1.) this idea kept me up at night.

2.) for formatting purposes, i needed to shove a photo where the banner would be once i make one and uhhhhhh….. this was the choice i made quickly and without thinking of the consequences

i can’t stop wheezing whenever i peep this in my drafts.

#SO UNBELIEVABLY CURSED #further proof that my time management is garbage because i should be getting ready for work but have been doing this shit since 5:45am #jade speaks #re: homecoming #re: lacuna #namjoon

[ranpd]

im gonna actually fucking lose it

#im texting like three different ppl #none of whom are replying to me #and its occured to me that the thread im hanging on by is unbelievably thin #literally one more thing happens and im attempting. i dont care. i dont. #maybe theyre just busy #i know one of them is probably just busy #but the other #i can see you online! i can see it! #youre ignoring me! youre tired of me i knew it #i knew itd come around eventually #did you know thats why im going to a different college? #i know what we planned. but i can die somewhere new #i miss my whole arms being destroyed #theres not even proof anymore #im so tired. i want to die

[bumpscosity]

i love studying guest flow at disneyland im shaking data around like a snow globe

#i need to make spreadsheets. get physical proof of how the park works #it's so interesting to me bc like. obviously every guest is their own person but rides still all have specific effects on eachother #no matter the day or time #we're all individuals until rise of resistance exists /j #like yeah it's silly to be excited abt star tours getting a single rider but like. this changes the game #the biggest guest eater of all time now has the ability to take in MORE guests #big win for smugglers run fans (me) #also huge win for star tours fans (i'm unbelievably autistic abt this fucking ride) #sassy speaks

[spacelesscowboy]

reading an unauthorised fan treatise and am on ch8. but i think it’s so funny that both gottie and rob started out as fans with 0 followers, and then almost overnight became HUGE names in their respective fandoms. that’s so funny to me. me when narrative foils 👍👍👍👍👍👍

#auft #emyrs.txt #also i’m getting so anxious this is really good but the constant lack of self awareness and stalking (bc that IS what it is) is #making me. augh. #you understand. #like gottie. ur so unbelievably real. and also if u were a human person in real life i would’ve blocked u immediately no questions asked #understand the desire to provide proof and to be vindicated in your claims but girlieeeeeee you are committing crimes!!!!!!!!!!

[holdoncallfailed]

GOD it's like. well there are people in my life who don't like me or care about our friendships as much as i do or thought they did and that hurts a tremendous amount. but i'm tired of worrying if i'm cool/fun/interesting/exciting enough for them. or for anyone really. because there are also people all over the planet who are fond of me and there are people a 30 minute walk down the street who love me and there is so much good music in the world and art that i haven't even discovered yet. and stories to tell and to read and to talk about. and wine and honeysuckles and cats and cinemas and my parents and aboveground subways and the ocean. and i'm still moved by it all. so maybe it's not so bad in spite of everything......is this what being well-adjusted feels like?? 

#i feel like prozac should hire me as a representative as definitive proof that their shit works cos this is so #unbelievably different than how i was feeling a couple months ago and the circumstances haven't changed #in fact they've probably gotten worse #but whatever! #also something soooo crazy just happened in this fic i'm reading O_o #text

[fourteenfifteen]

youre not stealing my sleepover monday we're just at the same sleepover !! how exciting im having fun. anyways: 🌻

we are Literally having a sleepover

i deeply love the band big thief they’re a band that took me a long time to Get but once they clicked for me i went oh my god. they’re amazing. because they are like genuinely adrianne lenker one of the best songwriters ever and i’m not joking or exaggerating i would not say that about like any other contemporary artist i listen to but i mean it. big thief are so good. anyways w them i tend to get into kicks on one song or another where i just keep putting it on and then sitting there not doing anything except for listening and maybe reading the lyrics and like Thinking and Feeling and lately i’ve been doing that with two songs called Haley and Masterpiece both of which devastate me and are wildly good. here are my thoughts on each

so haley is a love song but it’s a love song with a kind of ambiguously platonic ambiguously romantic tone where the speaker is talking to the titular haley and like thinking about the time that they’ve spent together and then saying that they’ll always have room for them. “if you ever want to come back / you know my arms are always open” (this kills the me it hurts). to me it all kind of reads like the speaker was friends w haley but always had some feelings for her and now they’ve both moved on and gone away and nothing is ever going to happen between them but there’s still that feeling of a person being special and important and wanting them to be cared for. that said tho it’s all very almost impressionistic like there are details but also it’s got these kind of hazy gaps and implications and places where the lyrics get very figurative which i love like the chorus where they’re offering space and a home to haley is the most concrete and direct part of the song. my actual fave thing about the song is the way the pitch rises and falls like the vocal melody is so beautiful and odd. especially especially the start of the chorus when lenker sings “and OH!!!” and jumps up a couple whole tones like it’s this very sudden airy high note that is so cool and lovely. great song

masterpiece. masterpiece fucks me up masterpiece gets to me okay like maybe it’s just the mommy issues but wow does it make me feel things. it is a song about having a complicated relationship with your mom lol and specifically like seeing your mom’s flaws and also knowing that you’ve inherited some of them and like both of you wanting to help the other and not totally being able to. and the turns of phrase in it are so so beautiful like “old stars filling up my throat / you gave ‘em to me when i was born / now they’re coming out” is just a very pretty string of words. i love the titular metaphor too like the first part of the chorus is “you saw the masterpiece / she looks a lot like you” and even just that like. seeing your daughter and/or mother as a masterpiece that looks a lot like you. the love and awe and admiration and also (sometimes uncomfortable) self-recognition. it gets to me. and really and truly i could keep listing lyrics i like from this song but i would eventually just have the whole thing lol it’s a great one. i don’t relate to every bit of it but the parts i do Hit and the parts i don’t Also Hit like it has personal resonance and also is beautiful and emotional and well made. masterpiece by big thief song of the summer

#TY SNIPS #mwah mwah mwah #big thief are unbelievable and the proof is this: somehow idt either of these songs would make my top 5 #maybe not even top 10. big thief just have too much good shit #ask tag #send me a 🌻 and i’ll talk about something

[fox-mulder-gets-pegged]

Having something happen that's a weird unlikely coincidence or completely unexpected and having to fight the urge to break down into a paranoid mess #justgirlythings

#its so STUPID it's unbelievably dumb #i was humming a song from like the 90's (nothing that's like recently become popular again) #and like five seconds into humming it the damn song comes on the radio #and thus #my brain has decided to shit itself bc clearly this is proof that everything isnt real and im in some kind of simulation #and everything and everyone i know is fake #im fine i just *puts head between knees and begins screaming* #its hard bc like #are u actually delusional when you know you're being delusional? #can you still technically be crazy if you know you're crazy?

[asmolbirb]

there’s something so profound about leafing through a queer resource compendium from a decade ago and googling each resource one by one, never knowing if you’re about to find a small but thriving 45-year-strong niche of queer existence, or the remnants of a queer community that fought harder to exist for just two years than you’ve ever fought for anything in your life. from 404 error to garish newgrounds-nouveau, from “issue published feb 2022” to “profile updated july 7 2013”, the same thread wends its way through the tapestry, saying: do you see us? do you see that we have always been here, that we always will be? thank you for seeing us. we see you, too.

#queer #lgbtq #prose poetry #im so unbelievably emo about updating this spreadsheet yall #i am the most privileged queer person I know and yet it still shakes me to my core to see proof that queers have been here forever #to see queers being loud and proud and carving out a space for themselves #god this is so messy lol all my thoughts are jumbled it’s. too much for one person to feel #neko rambles

[anarchoarchie]

NO FUCKING WAYYY

#FIFTEEN days apart. unbelievable #undeniable proof youtube peaked in 2009 #.misc

[kokonoi-hajime]

MUCHOOO

#dylan talks #mucho #tokyo revengers spoilers #in the tags #HE TRIED TO HARD TO BE FRIENDS WITH SANZU #HE HAS A FAV CHEESE CAKE SHOP.. AND TOOK SANZU THERE #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I KNEW HE WAS A SWEETHEART I KNEW IT #i mean it was already kinda visible but this is just more proof 😼👊 #i still hate sanzu but him hating cheese but his fav food being the cheese cake from mucho’s fav shop is making me emotional #he went to smiley n angry’s house <33333 they r friends for realllllll #unbelievably happy rn #AND MUCHO WANTING TO BE A COFFEE SHOP MASTER….. SCREAMING SOBBING CRYING #(im assuming they meant owner or just someone rlly good at coffee making idk) #going to go bury myself in the ground #did he make coffee for the kawata bros and sanzu #does smiley try and replicate it after mucho’s death #augh #IF MUCHO LIVED HIS COFFEE SHOP COULDVE BEEN NEXT TO THE KAWATA BROS’ SHOP WAAAAA #i hate it here

[findmeabowlofundertale]

Hhhhh going to bed bc heckin SLEEBY, but I’ll answer the other asks tomorrow (hopefully) aaaa

#seeker talks #GOODNIGHT EVERYONE #I’M NOT IGNORING YOU IM JUST SLEEPY #gonna fall asleep thinking about human dingsaster #and/or that au my brain made up the other night where human gaster and regular gaster simultaneously tested a machine that would #theoretically let them visit other universes. and they accidentally swap asteris. #naturally regular asteri is really really super unbelievably scared bc. human. #human asteri is scared bc SKELETON??? #but she’s a lot quicker to accept that this is an alternate version of her husband #oh and they both had their phones so. pictures for proof. #they get back to their universes totally ok I just wanna think about them all telling their au counterparts about each other