#punishing gray raven oc

[asoundofdrop]

Tiny art dump

1. I saw the art for FFXIV Viper and went "Damn, sick pose--"

2. Teddy's main gear being headphones was pretty cute, I had to draw something for that

3. Mumu's new animations uaaa... 💜💜💜

#pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr camu #pgr oc #punishing gray raven oc #drop rambles to the void #drop draws... sometimes

[lucadulac]

Ixius

「I might not be your actual commandant but I'll be counting on you.」

Commandant Ixius is one man with strange aura around him. He is a diligent man, very serious about his job, and one that is caring to constructs. Power wise he is not that strong, but he makes sure to not be a burden to his team. He carries around knives and guns, as well as some basic medical supplies and mechanical tools with him. It is curious where he hids his items when he never brings any bags.

His clothes are colored in such an unusual tone that despite being dull, it is quite eyecatching around the ship. His poker face doesn't change much, but he does show emotions sometimes. When another person asked him about why is he so emotionless, it actually looks like Ixius' face muscles just can't keep up with his actually active heart.

He is a sensitive person who will notice small changes, straightforward and also a good listener. Completed with a very thin sense of shame, he does and says outrageous things a lot.

Ixius dotes on any constructs under his command. He still thinks of constructs as humans as they were born human in the first place, he sees nothing wrong with it. Not very well-liked by his colleagues. Many thinks that this man is even less of a human than constructs.

「It's your job to be my shield, my sword. You do what you do, you are obliged to. Just, keep your legs moving, I'm not carrying home any corpses. Don't you dare die on me, every single one of you. Now go.」

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I don't usually make OC for copyrighted series but I can't hold this one back. I just started the game not too long ago, right after I accidentally saw Noctis' picture and he got me hooked just by appearance. Now that I learn about him bit by bit he is more lovely than what I thought, such a good boy I feel the need to pat his head, so Ixius will be there to do that instead.

I think I will draw Noctis with Ixius in the future. It's still early but I can't wait for the global server release of the red doggo.

#pgr oc #punishing gray raven #pgr global #pgr commandant #pgr #punishing: gray raven #d_OC #d_OC: Ixius #punishing gray raven oc

[watanabes-cum-dump]

Reintroducing Qiu (sort of)

Baaasically how he ended up as commandant. This was originally for Twitter but I’m lowkey so close to quitting that god damn site there is NO FUCKING engagement and it’s quite disheartening. Plus it’s kinda falling apart thanks to Musky balls so I think I should just abandon ship.

Anyways that aside I’ll make something similar to this that actually explains his past without my terrible try hard explanations.

#Pgr #pgr oc #punishing gray raven #pgr commandant #oc #original character #Punishing gray raven oc

[xeraeus]

Commandant Ren Long

#pgr commandant #pgr oc #pgr commandant oc #punishing gray raven oc #oc Chen Ren Long

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my punishing gray raven ocs:

#punishing gray raven #halo #megan thee stallion #hestia habla #punishing gray raven oc #oc #no really

[prismatiquelogs]

ᴅᴜᴍ ꜱᴘɪʀᴏ, ꜱᴘᴇʀᴏ...

𝚠𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙱𝚊𝚋𝚢𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚒𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚜𝚞𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚟𝚘𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚘𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚠𝚊𝚛 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚒𝚛𝚞𝚜. 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢'𝚜 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚗 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗 𝚢𝚘���𝚛 𝚚𝚞𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚜𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠 𝚊 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚜. 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚒𝚗𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚒𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚍?

● 𝚈𝚎𝚜

○ 𝙽𝚘

𝚆𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚕. 𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚍𝚒𝚎𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚕𝚕 𝚋𝚎 𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢. 𝙼𝚊𝚢 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚐𝚘 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚕𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞.

L O A D I N G C O N S T R U C T F I L E. . .

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🪞"𝙼𝚒𝚛𝚊", 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚎: 𝙿𝚛𝚒𝚜𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚚𝚞𝚎, 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚖𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚊𝚜 𝙴𝚒𝚜𝚕𝚢𝚗 𝙰𝚞𝚌𝚕𝚊𝚒𝚛𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙻𝚞𝚜𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚒𝚊 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚘𝚛𝚙𝚑𝚊𝚗🪞

𝙼𝚞𝚌𝚑 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛, "𝙼𝚒𝚛𝚊" 𝚑𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚊 𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚞𝚌𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚝𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚑𝚞𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚢'𝚜 𝚑𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚕𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚖 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙿𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚒𝚛𝚞𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚊n 𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍𝚑𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚏𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚍. 𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚞𝚛𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚝 𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘 𝚜𝚞𝚙𝚙𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚍𝚎𝚏𝚎𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚐𝚊𝚒𝚗𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚞𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚟𝚘𝚝𝚎𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚅𝚒𝚛𝚞𝚜.

𝚂𝚑𝚎'𝚜 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚒𝚕𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚊 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚒𝚎𝚕𝚍, 𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚗𝚒𝚌𝚔𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎 "𝙱𝚕𝚞𝚎𝚋𝚒𝚛𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝙷𝚊𝚙𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜𝚜". 𝚂𝚑𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚏𝚎𝚠 𝚘𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚕𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚊𝚗𝚝 𝙱𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝙼ä𝚛𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚃𝚊𝚜𝚔 𝙵𝚘𝚛𝚌𝚎.

"ᴍɪʀᴀ" ʜᴀꜱ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴᴠɪᴛᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴀɴ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴠɪᴇᴡ. ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ɪɴQᴜɪʀᴇ ᴛᴏᴅᴀʏ?

ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ:

ʜᴀᴛᴇ ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴀɢᴇꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴇxᴘʟɪᴄɪᴛ/ᴇxᴛʀᴇᴍᴇ ɴꜱꜰᴡ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴘʀᴏᴍᴘᴛʟʏ ʙᴇ ᴅᴇʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ. ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴠɪᴏʟᴇɴᴄᴇ ᴅᴏᴇꜱ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ, ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀꜱᴛᴇᴘ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴏᴜɴᴅᴀʀʏ ᴏꜰ ꜱᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ɢᴏʀᴇ ᴏʀ ɴꜱꜰʟ ᴍᴇꜱꜱᴀɢᴇꜱ. ꜱᴜɢɢᴇꜱᴛɪᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴍᴀʏʙᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴅᴏᴇꜱɴ'ᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ʏᴏᴜ ꜱʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ꜱᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢ.

ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇQᴜɪʀᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴏ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴀᴄᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ "ᴍɪʀᴀ", ʙᴜᴛ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏʟɪᴛᴇ ᴏʀ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴠᴏᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴇꜱꜱ.

ᴍɪꜱꜱ "ᴍɪʀᴀ" ɪꜱ ɴᴏ ᴡᴀʏ ᴄᴏɴɴᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ꜱᴏ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴀꜱꜱᴜᴍᴇ ᴀɴʏ ɪɴꜰᴏʀᴍᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀꜱᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀꜱ.

ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ᴅᴇᴍᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀ Qᴜɪᴄᴋʟʏ ᴏʀ ᴇʟꜱᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴄᴄᴇꜱꜱ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʀᴇᴠᴏᴋᴇᴅ. ɪ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ʟɪꜰᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴛᴛᴇɴᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴇꜱᴛʀᴏʏ ᴍʏꜱᴇʟꜰ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛᴏ ɢɪᴠᴇ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀɴᴛ 24/7

ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ꜱᴇɴᴅ ᴀɴ ɪɴQᴜɪʀʏ ɪꜰ ᴍɪꜱꜱ "ᴍɪʀᴀ" ɪꜱ ᴏꜰꜰʟɪɴᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴄᴜʀʀᴇɴᴛʟʏ ʙᴜꜱʏ ꜰɪɢʜᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴀᴛᴛʟᴇꜰɪᴇʟᴅ. ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ.

ɪ, ɴɪɴɪᴀɴᴇ, ʀᴇꜱᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇ ᴡʜᴇᴛʜᴇʀ ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ɪɴQᴜɪʀʏ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴍɪꜱꜱ "ᴍɪʀᴀ". ɪꜰ ɪ ᴅᴇᴄɪᴅᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ɴᴏᴛ ʙᴇ ᴀɴꜱᴡᴇʀᴇᴅ, ᴏʀ ɪᴛ ɢᴏᴇꜱ ᴀɢᴀɪɴꜱᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴜʟᴇꜱ, ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴅᴇʟᴇᴛᴇᴅ ɪᴍᴍᴇᴅɪᴀᴛᴇʟʏ.

ᴇxᴛʀᴀ ꜰɪʟᴇꜱ:

𝙷𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝙿𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚗𝚝 (𝙶𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚛𝚎)

𝙳𝚘𝚌𝚞𝚖𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 (𝙵𝙰𝚀)

𝙼.𝙸.𝙽.𝙳 𝚂𝚒𝚖𝚞𝚕𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 (𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚕𝚞𝚍𝚎/𝙱𝚊𝚌𝚔𝚐𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍)

𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 (𝙱𝚘𝚗𝚍 𝚂𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢)

𝙶𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 (𝚅𝚘𝚒𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚜)

𝙳𝚎𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚛𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 (𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚋𝚊𝚝 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚏𝚒𝚕𝚎)

𝙿𝚎𝚘𝚙𝚕𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝

#pgr oc ask blog #punishing gray raven #punishing gray raven oc #ask ''mira'': prismatique #babylonian construct #character intro #rules #navigation

[hydraix]

Commandant's Log #2: Joint Mission

I like portraying my skk as someone cool and smart, but making him have zero braincells and do dumb stuff with others' shenanigans is fun too

#pgr #punishing gray raven #punishing: gray raven #my art #pgr chrome #pgr kamui #pgr oc #pgr commandant #commandant log

[eld-creative]

#pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr lee #pgr oc #pgr commandant #commandant eva #lee x commandant #lee hyperreal #lee entropy #yes they're at it again #and yes i'm at it again #i just love drawing hands separately because they can reflect so much #eldheitur draws

[am-euno]

I started playing a certain game a while back and let me tell you…. I’m going a little bit crazy

#pgr #pgr lee #punishing gray raven #pgr commandant #pgr oc

[yashiro-pgr]

Chrome & Nitsu (oc by @japanitsu)

I hope you like it! (⁠*⁠´⁠ω⁠｀⁠*⁠)❤️

After many things, I finally had the time and inspiration to continue 😅

I'm sorry this is taking me a long time, the stylus on my tablet broke and I'm trying to get used to using a graphics tablet... 😓

I will post them one by one as I finish them 🤗✨

#cajonsecretodeyashiro #punishing gray raven #pgr #pgr global #yashiro ships fanarts #pgr chrome #pgr commandant #pgr oc #fanart

[asoundofdrop]

Crossing Paths (Pt 1 of my AU series ( ˊ꒳ˋ )ᐝ)

An AU where Hamea's a mermaid and Camu's a pirate, and they happen to meet while she was trying to build up courage to go to shore

#pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr camu #pgr oc #punishing gray raven oc #drop rambles to the void #drop draws... sometimes

[watanabes-cum-dump]

Like father, like son

I was gonna post this on AO3 but it’s kind of been down for the past… what fourteen hours now? Yeah, so here, have some shitty first person angst I wrote while having a breakdown last night :)

Characters: PGR commandant OC and his guardian, Nikola.

Qiu thinks about his complicated relationship with the man that raised him

I hate him. 

I hate him so much. 

Nikola. 

He took me in. He raised me. He’s powerful, he had connections, he had money. I was never left wondering when my next meal would be, if I could get into a good school or if I would wake up tomorrow. Nikola had everything. 

But I don’t think he ever had a heart. 

I’ve seen the way the president looks at him. Like estranged friends, he’s a little scared of him. Hassen is brave, but even Nikola’s gaze makes him falter. It does the same to me, except far worse. 

It’s hard to believe he was ever human. 

That heartless thing had a heart once. He smiled once upon a dream and dared to think of something other than the good of humanity. 

Nikola has everything and nothing at all. Because he sacrificed everything for humanity. I see it in his eyes, he’s done, wasted, there is nothing left for him. His youth was given to the preservation of humanity, and even in his older years he still works tirelessly for a day when humanity can exist on Earth again. He has even given up his own humanity for this hope. 

And he has given up me and my brother as well. 

It wasn’t a question if me and Ash would end up in the army in some way shape or form. The question was did we want it? 

The answer is no, of course. 

I still don’t know what I would have rather done with my life. I’m twenty two now, and I still don’t know. The decisions were made before I could even think about them. My tuition was already paid for, my spot was guaranteed. The expectations were set, and all eyes were on me. 

And I crumbled under the pressure. 

I can’t blame Nikola, he had siblings too, all he knew was competition. That was all I knew as well. I was pitted against Ash, my own brother. I hid in their shadow while they burned in the light and crumbled under our teacher’s expectations. 

A part of me wonders though, if Nikola loved Ash. Because of their father or because he was their godfather, maybe both. I wonder if I was just an extra load, a little more trouble, another thing to waste resources on. 

I know he’d never love me. Because I’m lousy and barely graduated Faust. And I went back to the shadows of Kurono Nikola fought so hard to escape from. Ash meanwhile, they had the glory. They had the praise and the love, and I was happy for them. They were in charge of an elite and efficient squad, and they were the president’s favourite no doubt. 

I wished I had that. 

I wished that I had more than blood and lost limbs. I wished I never had to take orders from that bastard Collins. I wished I never had to kill constructs. I wished Nikola never looked at me like that. With scorn and resentment. 

I wished I was Ash, I wished I was the Gray Raven commandant with a team that loved me. With friends and admirers. 

And the worst part is, it came true. 

Suddenly, I was the Gray Raven’s commandant. Suddenly, everyone expected me to be a living legend. I am not like my brother. I was not the valedictorian of Faust, and people knew. I was an imposter aboard Babylonia. 

I faltered and got so much worse after becoming a commandant. At least Ash made it look graceful. It was a constant battle for me. Never ending reports, never ending missions. The president’s favourite squad in such a miserable state with a sorry excuse for a commandant leading it. I know that’s what all of Babylonia must have thought. 

I’d forgive Nikola if I could. I wish I could understand people, I wish I could just let go. But unfortunately, I am just like him and he knows it too. And he hates it. 

He’d think ‘How could I fail this badly? Now, there’s another me in this world who will do nothing but hurt himself?’ 

I know because I see it in him. I know it in the way Hassen looks at him. He is the one who tears his own life apart by the seams. 

I know because I do it too. 

I’ll sabotage every relationship myself, I’ll push burdens upon myself no one could ever want to bear. I’m well aware I’m a terrible person, I’m equally aware that I am nothing special. Just a scared little boy masquerading as a commanding officer. 

Who is Qiu Jia? What is his real name? Did his parents love him? Who is he but command’s puppet? I don’t know. I am forever command’s war dog, trapped under the gaze of the man who raised me but I will never call him father. 

Yet he made me. He made Qiu Jia, he made the commandant. He made command’s little war dog, he made the coward and the outcast. Could I call him father? As I am so much like him, surely I am his son? 

I don’t know. 

I just hate him. 

But, I still want him to love me. 

Deep down, it is still my first night on Babylonia, and all I want is for Nikola to be proud. 

#Pgr #pgr fanfic #pgr oc #punishing gray raven #pgr commandant #punishing gray raven oc

[chronosh0t]

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ……𝐒𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄

𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐒: male x Lee, first person pov, alternative universe?, canon-divergence?, soft, fluff, slightly explicit but, really, barely suggestive. if you squint hard enough, you might see some. ㅤㅤㅤ 〔NO BETA〕

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒: okay, but what if Hyperreal got horns like Palefire? or what if Palefire's horns are... actually sensitive? (forget about the canon here, what's that?, so I guess is an au because we know Inver-devices ain't like that, but look away)

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...

Was it that hard before? If you try enough, you can't for the love of your life, remember when you got so fixated on those two blue horns. So, again, was it that hard for you not to look at them whenever Lee was close enough? Certainly, it is now.

But maybe it's because it has been so long since Lee switched to Palefire so seeing him again, after Entropy and then Hyperreal, one of the —if not the only— strongest frame Babylonia has ever made, immune to the virus itself, making it perfect for fighting Ascendants hand to hand and dealing with dead zones.

So yes, it has been a while since you got to see Palefire again. It is now, too, that you realise how different Hyperreal is from the other two frames. You thought Lee changed after the Tower incident, but you never thought it could also show on his frames as well. The maturity in Lee's latest frame is not seen on Palefire.

Now that you're working with him, the two of you alone, for some reason you feel you're with a younger and more blunt version of Lee. Of course, he just switched just because his new frame needed adjustments, so it's not like his personality will go back to when you both first met. But you can't stop thinking about that detail.

However, your issue is another one, right now. You should focus on the papers in front of you, checking and reading past reports to gather information about some new Ascendants or whatever, but you can't stop your own eyes from going to the words in the page in front of you to land straight to those two blue horns.

You know Inver-devices have started to change, so there's a lot of new Constructs that have them quite hidden, giving them even a more human-looking vibe. Leaving aside some visible metallic parts, like arms, hands or legs, the devices that keep them stable and possible to connect with their human Commandant, are not as obvious as before.

Either way, now you're getting too fixated on them, it's hard to look away, you lowkey want to touch them. You never had the chance, or more like, you never had the urge like you have right now.

ㅤㅤㅤ“You've got some strange taste, Commandant.” The blond construct broke the silence.

oh shit, don't tell me I said that out loud?

You laughed awkwardly, suddenly getting too self-conscious of your own feelings. The embarrassment was trying to take over and you could feel your cheeks starting to blush. You cough, as if that was enough to dissipate those unusual thoughts.

ㅤㅤㅤ“My bad, but I never realise they're quite cute. It add to your charm, Lee.” you replied casually.

You look up and your heart skipped a lot. Not a bit, it was a lot. You thanked the human body for having rib cages protecting the organ because you were sure that, at this exact moment, your heart is too wild and might just leave your body.

Lee is… blushing. Of course, not the first time, he would usually slightly blush after he said something awkward or got praised, but why right now? You thought that maybe he would get annoyed, or just nag at you for saying something so silly and meaningless, so that red crippling over his face was unexpected. He looks even more cute now.

Weirdly enough, there was a second when you thought those blue horns changed colours from a dull one to a bright one. As if reacting to Lee's feelings, just like Punchy. But that's not how Inver-devices work… right?

By the time you could think what your body was doing, your fingertips are now resting on one of his horns. It feels a bit rusty, but for some reason, if it wasn't because you already know what they're made of, anyone could mistake them for real ones. They're indeed cute. Skin itching, your fingers are now slowly tracing them.

Lee's body flinches and you retract your fingers. Oh, what if he's angry now? Why are my body and mind not in sync today?. But, lowering your eyes to check his face, now it's fully red. Even his ears are also of a soft shade of pink. You are hoping it is not from anger, you decide to check.

ㅤㅤㅤ“You are mad, right? I'm sorry, I really don't know why I suddenly did that.” you are now retracting your hand.

Lee sighs, then he said, “it's not… that. I'm not mad, it's just…”

Just what? If it's not anger then wha……oh wait.

ㅤㅤㅤ“Are they… sensitive?”

He doesn't answer, but he doesn't have to, really. You move your body closer, maybe too close for the sanity of both of you, but you have the urge to tease him, just a little bit, because you love seeing him flustered, you adore when he loses his cool and he is a complete mess. So your fingers go back to his horns, slowly touching them, in a quite suggestive way.

And Lee knows. All of that. Is he hating it? Partially but just because he also knows how much he likes it. He never thought he would be so turned on by such a stupid thing, yet, there he is. Puffs of air, his breath is erratic and he knows his body is too hot. Your soft skin touching him in that way is killing him, he is suppressing his voice, biting his lips. Lee is sure that if he stop doing that, he won't be able to control some moans.

ㅤㅤㅤ“Does it feel good?” you ask, you know he does feel good, it's pretty obvious if you look down enough.

You don't waste time. Your other hand is now resting on one of his legs, fingers tracing in circles, slowly moving to his inner thighs and getting close to his dick, already hard. But not enough… And you're surprised when Lee's hips move, trying to get close, he wants to get touched.

Oh boy, you're gonna be the death of me.

You retracted your hands. Lee looks up at you, confused, watery eyes, and face as red as a tomato. It's written all over his face “Why did you stop?” so, before standing up from your seat, you close the distance, your lips barely touching his ears.

ㅤㅤㅤ“Wait a little longer. It will get better at night.”

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〔 🎐 〕 𝙸'𝚖 𝚊 𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚝 𝚊𝚠𝚔𝚠𝚊𝚛𝚍 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗. 𝙰𝚗𝚢𝚠𝚊𝚢, 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑.

#pgr #punishing gray raven #pgr lee #lee hyperreal #pgr global #canon divergence #alternate universe #pgr oc #own oc #oc x canon #oc x reader #oc x character #sae pgr writings #lemme dream about this because I know it makes no sense but

[fbj723]

he tastes like strawberries 🍓

#mmmmmmm cheesecake #now i want nocti to make me cheesecake #its been a while since ive last done stuff like this #fbj ocs #pgr noctis #pgr commandant #punishing gray raven #pgr #my art

[hydraix]

From Noctis' affection story part 6 ✨

Bonus:

They share a single braincell together

#man this is tiring lmao #my art #pgr #punishing gray raven #punishing: gray raven #pgr noctis #pgr oc #pgr commandant #pgr spoiler #commandant log

[eld-creative]

Glowing spine

#punishing gray raven #pgr #pgr lee #lee hyperreal #pgr oc #pgr commandant #lee x commandant #commandant eva #personal art #i think she loves touching his back because it glows lmao #but she loves to touch and hug him overall #just a little pleasant bonus of blue lighting so to say