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kayceedrawssometimes · 5 months
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Sometimes I draw on people
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bonesandthebees · 5 months
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*Shows up with home made thee idk_how_many days late* So how about the Glass final. I have zero time to analyse (God forbid a girl has enough time to do all her hobbies), so bulletpoints and screaming it is. Things I loved about the final chapter in no particular order:
NIKI!!! The consequences of her actions! She cares so much about Wilbur but she still picked Jack (just like Wilbur picked Tommy). Their friendship was build on a wooden foundation and she knocked a wreaking ball straight through it.
Wilbur just fucking Shoving Tommy behind him when Niki took a step closer. He doesn’t trust you with his younger brother. THE PROTECTIVENESS. AAAAAHHHHHHH.
Jack thinking he’s seeing ghosts. How’s that conscious feeling? Badly, I suppose. He’s gotta be very guilty and he’s not relieved that Tommy survived per se, but he’s not mad about it either. They are even now (as even as they can be because Tommy did in fact die, but Jack will never know that). Jack can let go of his anger and Tommy is getting the fuck out of there. They can move on with their lives.
Oh and Tommy just not telling Phil and Techno (or anyone) about dying, about Kristin not being there. Part of it is not wanting it to get explained away because he doesn’t want his feelings (his anger) to be invalidated by a “I’m sure she had a reason” he wants to be upset. The other part is wanting to keep that a little secret between him and Wilbur. And the last part of it is not really wanting to address it especially after knowing they will leave (though he’d already lied about that before learning he could leave).
Similarly, Wilbur not wanting to tell Techno and Phil about killing Schlatt because he doesn’t want them to know that side of him, even if they wouldn’t mind. Wilbur wanting to keep that side for just him and Tommy. Brothers and their secrets, they are making me ILL! Oh and the lie still being so obvious! The silence is so loud, there’s a reason Wilbur knows, but he’s not elaborating and Phil and Techno know a thing or two about trauma so they don’t push (a lot).
Wilbur fleeing the county! This dumbass assuming Tommy WOULDN’T be coming along with him. Like you brought him back from the dead! And even without knowing that Phil and Techno still fucking knew Tommy would not leave Wilbur’s side! Everyone knew!
TOMMY DYEING HIS HAIR THE SAME SHADE OF BROWN AS WILBUR’S!
The goggles Sam made!
WILBUR WAVING NIKI GOODBYE WITH HIS LEFT HAND, CLEARLY SHOWING THE TWO FINGERS HE LOST BECAUSE OF HER!
Also, I was wrong, it wasn’t his entire hand, but I would have been very surprised if he had made it through this entire story without getting a prosthetic. All the tenants need to end up broken. He already got the tatttoo, but prosthetics weren’t allowed either. And now he matches with his brother.
SAME LAST NAME ON THE FAKE PAPERS BABY!!! YOUR HONNER, THEY ARE BROTHERS!!!
Tubbo learning Wilbur’s name and messing it up so fast. Poor boy, Tommy might have been ready to jump him. He’s going to have to get used to to hearing other people call him by his name. He’s no longer the only one who knows. He’s going to have to share that information.
CHARLIE FINNALY GETS HIS TEETH.
Tommy from downstairs’ friend, a nickname which Wilbur has been given when meeting Charlie for the first time (so first or second chapter) finally being replaced with his actual name.
TNTDUO!!! THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THEM!!! THEY ARE DIGGING THEIR NAILS INTO EACH OFHER’S HANDS AGAIN!!!! WILBUR ISN’T EMPTY!!!!!!
The family owned drug cartel and Quackity possibly coming to hang out and cause crime too. CRIMEBOYS!!!
And of course right when I was starting to chill we get the touch of Kristin. I hope the goddess are up their rooting for their two favourite boys. I hope they wish them happiness. I hope they leave them the fuck alone!!!
I think that’s everything. It’s been a while since I’ve read the chapter so I’m just rambling off the top of my head. As you can tell, Glass has joined Stars, it’s living up there rant free. I can’t wait to dig my teeth into Rose because there’s lines in there I want to tear to shreds. THE IMPLICATIONS, BEE! THEY ARE KILLING ME! Alas, I have no time because I’m dying, but when I get a free night, I will be going ham.
Anyway, hope you have a good day/night. I’m passing the fuck out.
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girls never have enough time in the day to do all their hobbies we suffer more than jesus...
anyway I'm finally getting around to responding to some of the glass finale asks so here we go LMAO
YEAHHH niki having to face the consequences of her actions!! sorry girl you did try to kill his bestie/adoptive little brother. she and wilbur both tried so hard to keep their friendship intact but they were always going to choose Their People over each other. so of course wilbur is protective over tommy as a result. big brother wilbur activated.
yes now jack and tommy are properly even. tommy tried to kill jack and failed, and jack tried to kill tommy and failed. they can finally move on, although before jack saw tommy alive he was definitely feeling a bit guilty about the whole thing. also the ghosts bit was just too funny not to pass up
phil always has an explanation and that's not a bad thing per se but tommy is upset!! he wants to be upset and he has every right to be, but he knows if he tells phil then phil will explain it away and tommy will feel guilty for being upset at kristin. he's gone through a lot and he's dealing with his own religious crisis now so he just wants to take things at his own pace.
god I love wilbur and tommy each keeping something only for the other to know. only tommy knows the side of wilbur the pushed schlatt further down on that metal beam. only wilbur knows the tommy that cried when he realized kristin didn't come for him after death. but yeah wilbur's silence is also very obvious, even he's aware of it, phil and techno definitely have a pretty good idea of what happened at least with schlatt
yeah duh of course he was gonna come with him wilbur you dumbass
I was thinking realistically okay they definitely need to dye their hair and I was like ok, well, why not have a self indulgent brothers moment and make tommy dye his hair brown lol
originally I wasn't planning on wilbur getting any prosthetics, but as we neared the final arc I realized that it definitely wouldn't feel complete without it happening so I figured I could just engineer the finale to include a scene of his hand getting fucked with. I think I decided he'd be getting some kind of prosthetic right around the time I was writing the chapter where he first saw niki's design for the tattoo. but yup, all the tenets were broken. he's not the vessel, he's just wilbur.
also wilbur waving at niki with his prosthetic was something I decided in the moment of writing that scene and I'm so glad I did
SAME LAST NAME YEAHHHH THEY'RE BROTHERS
tubbo tried ok
it was so funny i had actually only planned for that scene to be quackity saying goodbye to the boys but then while I was writing it I was like wait. fuck. charlie exists. so I had to throw him in real fast and then I was like WAIT TOMMY CAN GIVE HIM TEETH AND HE CAN BE TOLD TO USE WILBUR'S NAME. love charlie he's so weird
tntduo has SO much wrong with them I adore them. wilbur isn't empty and both of them can see it.
wherever the goddesses are, whatever they think of wilbur and tommy it doesn't matter because wilbur is living for himself now.
thank you spruce I'm so glad you enjoyed, as always I love hearing your commentary on all my fics and glass was no exception. ty for giving me so much motivation to keep going :)
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Ohhh the inside of the nachimbong is such a cute tattoo 🥺! You got your space tattoos before they release their space themed comeback ehehe
I got "everythinggoes" on my upper arm, i always felt a special connection with the whole mono album and wanted something stuck on me forever, it was destiny that i got it a month before the whole covid shit started in italy so i got myself a reminder that everything will go, eventually (rambling, again). The love yourself flowers are so pretty please do them and when you do send me a pic ehehe
EXACTLY !! when the entire concept images dropped i was literally screaming to my bsf like "i cANT BELIEVE THEY'RE DOING A SPACE THEME NOW??? IT'S LIKE THEY KNOW" kjsdfhsdkjf
ooohhh i love that "everythinggoes" 🥺 have you had plans for any other tattoos?
i'm still not 100% convinced on doing the ly flower bc i haven't decided if i want it in colour or black and white skjdfhsjkd most of my tattoos are just simplistic lines in black, except for one i have on my nape that's kinda like flesh coloured to resemble a birthmark. right now i'm focusing in choosing elements for a sleeve i want to get (legend of zelda themed) but i also haven't decided if i want that in colour or black and white haha
below is a kinda shitty pic of my northern star tatttoo, in case you're curious !
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tag game!
tagged by the incomparable @inthedayswhenlandswerefew (any spelling errors should be attributed to my cat)
your name: call me by my URL (seriously though, i'm not telling anyone my real name online)
the last thing you listened to? my favourite murder, episode 34 (thirty let the bodies hit the four) - they cover a case pretty close to my alma mater and one of australia's most notorious crimes in this one
what are you wearing? my reputation sweatshirt and comfy jeans with vans
how tall are you? I'm like 5'2"-5'3" lmao, it is a struggle
piercings? used to have em
tatttoos? not my thing but I do appreciate em on others!
glasses? contacts? thankfully not yet
last drink? water babeyy, hydrate don't die-drate
last thing you ate? an energy bar
pets? yep, a cat, god bless him he's so dumb
do you have a crush on someone? an embarrassingly enduring celebrity crush, godspeed to anyone else suffering from the same dumb bitch disease 🫡
favourite fictional characters? artemis fowl ii, victor vale, dream of the endless, the ineffable husbands, nico di angelo, annabeth chase, this list is so long jfc
a movie you think everyone should watch? the social network, the martian, scream (and all classic slashers)
a book you think everyone should read? the book thief, salem's lot, all of the sandman graphic novels
the last place you traveled? work and back >:)
tagging @fallingd0wntherabbith0le @darknessandterrorandkittens @oliviasliang and anyone else who wants to do this
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townmando · 2 years
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I wanna make her (s)cream
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angelofbloodlust · 2 years
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BRO I'VE BEEN WANTING A TATTOO SO BAD. I turned 18 last month and have already planned out my first tattoo to be a potion bottle from Elder Scrolls: Oblivion but I've also decided I want a tiny ghostface and Audrey 2 from little shop of horrors. I just haven't gotten one yet because I'm having trouble with finding an artist to sketch it out for me :((
AAAAAA ALL OF THOSE IDEAS SOUND AMAZING, I’m sure they’ll look super great on you once you get them!! <3 and I would totally offer my hand to help you sketch your stuff out though at the same time I genuinely do not trust myself to put my art on another person’s body despite what people have told me 😭
and there was a brief point where I debated on also getting something smaller of Ghostface since the luna moth on my thigh will be decently big, but like. PLACEMENTS? IT’S SUCH A STRUGGLE FINDING A GOOD SPOT 💔 especially something I can handle cuz ya boy is a pussy with a low pain tolerance LMFAO
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suzannafisher · 5 years
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Done with Alyssa’s horror half sleeve! Projects like this take a lot of time/money/pain/healing. I am grateful that people want to walk that journey with me. Thank you Alyssa, I had a blast working with you and appreciate your dedication 🖤 #tatttoo #bellwethertattoo #horror #horrortattoo #thedevilsrejects #Halloween #fridaythe13th #scream #silenceofthelambs #theshining (at Bellwether Tattoo) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bwz47Fsl5bW/?igshid=8xkiae2m557r
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jonismitchell · 4 years
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FOLKLORE THIRD LISTEN NOTES
the 1
how awesome is it to have been right about this song being about the one who got away?
it sets up a very romantic theme for the album and i don’t know how to explain it
i really love this production it’s very dreamy and tailored (don’t make the pun) to my interests
the verses on this song and the imagery they evoke are perfect god
the way this feels so hard feelings esque… the bus line and yeah
can we discuss “the greatest loves of all time are over now”
i think the only opener that beats this for me is state of grace?
persist and resist the temptation…
okay the more i listen to this the more i’m convinced it’s taylor reflecting on everything that happened in this album years later and reminiscing one day (don’t make the pun)
her vocals on this are so soothing i don’t know how to explain it
cardigan  
i was really afraid i wouldn’t like this because of the title but i love it
the imagery really reminds me of poetry can we have folklore poems
i think it’s the chorus (starts with dancing in your levi’s) that i really adore
a friend to all is a friend to none taylor swift said if you are neutral in situations of injustice you have taken the side of the oppressor (no joke this is what i thought of the first time)
“heartbeat on the high line once in twenty lifetimes” might be my favourite lyric
the music video says so much about the album as a whole in terms of the pain
TO KISS IN CARS AND DOWNTOWN BARS WAS ALL WE NEEDED??? excuse me that’s literally a perfect lyric
the train comment this has such a gothic romance feel to it and i love the line peter losing wendy
when you are young they assume you know nothing maybe that’s my favourite lyric
CAUSE I KNEW EVERYTHING WHEN I WAS YOUNG no one talk to me
the front porch line has possible parallels to mad woman?
okay but if this isn’t narrated by betty i’ll eat my own foot
i feel like the hook has real potential to be cheesy / childish but she avoids it so well bless
also the production on this song? a literal dream. she picked the style of production i like best i swear to god thank you miss swift
the last great american dynasty
the beginning of this sounds a bit like 929 to me, but it’s very unique from the first two songs on the album and i like it a lot
okay but the storytelling in this first part of this song is unparalleled
she sounds like the town gossip and you know what? i love it
this is also a really dance-able song to me
blaming the woman… how victorian esque
the chorus is flawless from the lyrics to the vocals to the beat i really love that beat! is that a drum i don’t know music
taylor swift said bitch good for her
the way she says “boys” is really neat
“and losing on card game bets” vs “back when we were card sharks playing games i thought you were leading me on” literally no one is allowed to look at me
again i was dancing to this hard on the first listen because it’s amazing and i’m also seeing the lucky one / starlight vibes but it’s better than both those songs? how does she do it
AND THEN IT WAS BOUGHT BY ME??? i lost my mind?? also this reinforces my water as authenticity theory because she references midnight sea whatever i’ll expand later
i had a marvelous time ruining everything,,, maybe she’s the narrator maybe she’s betty like elizabeth taylor burton to this taylor,,,
her voice in this song is seriously amazing
exile ft. bon iver
this feels like a natural sequel to the last time but it has huge getaway car vibes thematically
okay a lot of people have said this is a haylor song but i see it as taylor’s evelyn hugo fanfiction and you can’t change my mind on that
she put a whole man on this song and it’s still super gay
also i don’t mind bon iver’s voice as much as gary lightbody but still gah (also i had no idea who he was before this album that’s on being born in 2005
)i think i’ve seen this film before but i didn’t like the ending… don’t know why this line hits so hard but it literally does no one touch me
the ooh vocalizations are really cool i am again obsessed with the production
god i just love the lyrics on this so much can you guys believe how amazing
i just want to discuss how this entire thing is evelyn hugo fanfictionso i’m leaving out the side door is thematically important to the album i don’t know how to explain this right now but i’m sure i’m right about this
walked a very thin line vs literally all of mirrorball
i gave so many signs no one touch me! we only know the version of someone they have chosen to show us! there will be no more explanation there will just be reputation
the homeland defending line is amazing i can’t get myself together apparently“i’ve seen this film before so i’m leaving out the side door” maybe the best lyric
the outro for this song is literally flawless i just want to ask taylor what was going through her mind when she made this album please
this song is so sad i don’t even want to discuss it i just want to cry
my tears ricochet
love her getting some sat vocab in spelling really is fun
the intro for this song is so pretty i love
if i’m on fire you’ll be made of ashes too vs the room is on fire invisible smoke
when i said taylor was painting herself as one of the heroes that die all alone i wasn’t kidding!
the way she says loved on this song is really appealing to me
this being the track five makes me super emotional i love this song
i didn’t have it in myself to go with grace,,, you’re the hero flying around saving face,,, if i’m dead to you why are you at the wake,,,, god these lyrics just cut super hard okay! 
i feel super personally called out by this goddamn song…
some to throw… some to make a diamond ring after the marriage fanfare
what a ghostly scene / i pace like a ghost
the concept of angrily haunting your past lover because they screwed you over is so amazing
used to tell me i was brave because i fought you
i think this is our first properly angry track five since like dear john and i want to put my head on the desk and start sobbing but i won’t
the halloween vibes of this are sending me this is so perfect
“i’m screaming at the sky” “stolen lullaby” amazing lyrics and also her vocals i don’t want to talk about how emotionally attached i am to this album because i am
so the battleships will sink beneath the waves again i think this song is really personal
the way she sings and the lyrics have a really specific effect i will be crying over
this song is so good. it’s so good. track five supremacy.can we discuss how perfect the production is on the album i think we should
mirrorball
yet more perfect production? she’s really feeding me with this one
after ithk and lwymmd i was not expecting to be so obsessed with track 6 but what a pleasant surprise. like i initially liked ithk too but not like this (don’t make the pun)
again i am so upset by the lyrics
the hush…. i think she invented singing
god the chorus is so specific and so very taylor that i could cry like!! yes!! this is what it’s all about no one touch me seriously i mean it this time
masquerade revelers means something and it’s a beautiful visual too man she really stepped up her songwriting with this album
this whole song feels like something directly out of a dream
THE BRIDGE? BRIDGE CITY? I AM THE RODEO CLOWNS? THE TIGHTROPE? I’M STILL A BELIEVER BUT I DON’T KNOW WHY? THE VOCALS? THE LAYERED SINGING? DON’T TALK TO ME
i’ll show you every version of yourself tonight means something and i will cry
seven
this means the most to me really i just… this is for the kids who were victims of something bigger than them and i don’t want to cry but i think i just might for personal reasons
i again really love the production thanks for my rights miss swift
the half speaking really works for me this time (and this song is closeted teenager rights)
passed down like folk songs,,, i have emotions and i finally learned how to pronounce folk
and i’ve been meaning to tell you / i think your house is haunted / your dad is always mad and that must be why these lyrics are flawless and stunning and god. yeah. this song y’all
will you run away with me? yes. you won’t have to cry or hide in the closet what did i say!! closeted teenager anthem i’m tatttooing this on my forehead
i used to scream ferociously and that whole lyric might be my favourite part
again her vocals are an absolute dream i love the higher register
i still got love for you,,, this is really about childhood love and the way it fades but leaves an indelible mark goodbye i am done i can’t deal with this
i would listen to karaoke of this on its own because the background music is so perfect
taylor swift saw me listening to the japanese house and girl in red and said “hey i can do that” and you know what? she could!
august
okay so before we start this listen i want to say this song made me hyperventilate and almost cry at one in the morning which was great like. i wanted a song that made me feel as much as say it by maggie rogers and taylor swift said “okay bet”
that being said i really do love this intro i feel it’s very beautiful and it reminds me of white teeth teens a bit i can’t explain why
this is the lowkey version of cruel summer and it is equally gay
never have i ever before,,, taylor said i will romanticize being a teenager in love and it will be the most beautiful album you have ever heard in your life
i can see us lost in the memory just the way she sings the chorus is so beautiful
honestly this makes me feel like i’m sitting in a field which i think is the vibe taylor wanted to accomplish with lover but hey
her cruel summers and augusts were the equivalent of my january huh
this is the sad ending for cruel summer this is when she looked up and said “yeah you being in love with me is the worst thing i’ve ever heard” no one talk to me ever again
“back when we were still changing for the better / wanting was enough” is an absolutely perfect lyric i don’t want anyone to speak to me for the next year
“to live for the hope of it all / cancelled plans just in case you called / and say meet me behind the mall / so much for summer love” that was amazing that was perfect thank you
“you were mine to lose”
i love this chorus so much it’s unreal it’s just wow
august sipped away like a bottle of wine CAUSE YOU WERE NEVER MINE
i don’t even know what lyric to type up because they’re all so good and they evoke such a specific feeling i feel like i was punched in the gut
have i mentioned how much i love this production yet? i love this production
isn’t this outro just the most stunning thing you’ve ever heard wow
this is me trying
such a change of pace in terms of production and yet i am completely enamoured by it
the intro is so beautiful and the way she just transitions into a song so viscerally about her insecurities i... i refuse to do this damnit
this is apologizing for cheating but it was on her this time (no i don’t think taylor actually cheated on anyone it’s called storytelling and i feel this is one of the songs farther from her than the others)
for some reason the background music reminds me of pure heroine?
lyrically and thematically it sounds like the archer and wow can’t tell you how much i adore that
favourite lyric: i got wasted like all my potential
the curve became a sphere,,,, this is just such a good and honest and raw song how does she do it i’m asking how does she do it
i really love the melody of this thing i don’t know what to tell you
it’s so upset and emotional but resigned in a sense? i can’t really properly describe this
again this is bridge city! i don’t know if i’ve said this before but the bridge for this song is truly impeccable her ability to do this astounds me like the songwriting alone y’all
i really do love the background beat
illicit affairs
the visuals and the imagery and the storyline of this song are so perfect and damn i can just see the music video (i maintain this is by the same narrator as august)
you’ll be flushed when you return do you see what i mean by perfect visuals?
the way her voice pitches up and the high notes
who allowed the chorus to be this amazing i’ve listened to it like ten times now and my eye still twitches (should i get that checked out?)
i would like to repeat that this is an extremely gay song thank you taylor
a dwindling mercurial high is such a good line ugh i love the imagery again
clandestine meetings and stolen stares,, our secret moments in a crowded room,,,
maybe the perfume thing could build off the water theme?
the bridge of this thing goddamn wow i can’t believe
YOU SHOWED ME COLOURS YOU KNOW I CAN’T SEE WITH ANYONE ELSE
she’s on a cliff screaming in anger because the affair destroyed her!! august + illicit affairs are the same narrator and this is me trying is the person she was with,,, actually i think this is me trying might be about the other person apologizing to the narrator of august + illicit affairs,,,,
you taught me a secret language you know i can’t speak with anyone else vs. do all lovers feel like they’re inventing something do you ever just sit on the floor and cry
for you i would ruin myself a million times,,, evelyn hugo quote about screaming i’m in love with celia st james,,, death by a thousand cuts,,,, yes it’s fine everything is fine
invisible string
ahhh the pizzicato! that’s beautiful that’s really on point she really said strings kids rights huh
i really do like this production and the way it contributes to this idyllic image of her childhood whew i love this song a lot
ugh the melody of the pre chorus is so lovely we have to stan
all along there was an invisible string,,, tying you to me,,, okay now i am mildly intrigued by how much of this was autobiographical goddamnit there will be no more explanation
bad was the blood… that’s so cute! she said i looked like an american singer! no one touch me
wow her vocals on this song are so lovely and the lyrics! aren’t the lyrics just flat out amazing we have to stan taylor swift i think
string that pulled me and there are musicians pulling strings in the background okay i see you
that dive bar,,, dive bar on the east side,,, we love a consistent muse (also met you in a bar)
oh yes i do really like this bridge too it’s so romantic and wonderful perfect
an axe to grind for the boys who broke my heart? i think she should be allowed to do that as a treat
the hell / heaven reference thanks for another religious metaphor to add to my collection
her vocals on this song are so unique and i also like them a lot my eye is twitching again
maybe i got my track eleven rights back didn’t it! i really hope this is track 11 otherwise i’m going to look like a clown (no i don’t want to google it)
the outro is so soothing and beautiful i think i hear a violin
mad woman
the piano! hearing real instruments on taylor songs again! we are so blessed
i think this is narrated by the same woman from the last great american dynasty honestly
maybe also by the august / illicit affairs narrator trying to get revenge my mind okay
every time you call me crazy i get more crazy ugh i love this! women straight up going unhinged i see you with your gone girl fanfiction miss swift
the way this song feels like a whispered confession and her vocals and the eerie nature of the background music we have absolutely no choice but to stan
now i breathe flames every time i talk is a really amazing visual
this feels like a better done version of i did something bad i said what i said
it’s obvious that wanting me dead has really brought you two together - i love that line! i love unhinged taylor swift! blank space and idsb mashed together with a new feel i can’t put my finger on but i am quite literally obsessed with it
every time you call me crazy i get more crazy yeah that’s a line
there really isn’t anything like a mad woman (also this is intentionally linked to the last great american dynasty and i won’t shut up about this now)
the bridge is so intimidating and delightful! hell hath no fury like a scorned woman wow the visuals i see in my head are amazing
good wives always know taylor this is a better criticism of the patriarchy than the man is i just want you to know that from me personally
the outro is amazing there’s definitely some sort of snare drum here (i don’t know instruments again)
epiphany
it did not click that this song was about the pandemic the first time i listened to it
but honestly i am so obsessed with this intro it reminds me of the archer a little bit
i think this is paralleling war with the pandemic
ease your rifle and the accompanying vocal is so well song
okay the beaches reference is helping my water and authenticity thing
some things you just can’t speak about yeah i will lose my mind for personal reasons
this song is really comforting for some weird reason
something med school did not cover feels like an actual punch to the gut. someone’s daughter, someone’s mother… okay. okay i didn’t get this the first time but i am upset now.
and some things you just can’t speak about is a line and a half i think
it’s really just so beautiful and it’s hurting me
what’s the significance of twenty? she keeps referencing it and in lover too
but wow the bridge is otherworldly i love it so much… her mind amazes me
watch you breathe in… watch you breathe in…. please it’s so beautiful i can’t
actually this song might be one of my favourites it’s so good (of course i’ve thought that about all the songs so take this comment with a grain of salt please)
the outro is also super heavenly do i hear strings again?
betty
so we’re all in agreement this is gay
the beginning sounds so country and that’s her beginning and this is about a high school love
you can’t believe a word she says (most times) is so fun and cute i can’t believe i got rights handed to me on a silver platter with this one
the storyline she implies in the chorus it’s literally so beautiful i just have a lot of feelings! i snuck in through the garden gate every night that summer just to seal my fate!
this feels like a quintessential taylor swift song with the characterizations and the lyrics and how it feels ripped out of a diary entry (yes i know it isn’t but that’s how it feels )
do i hear a fiddler? emily poe is that you? not the point i know
BUT IF I JUST SHOWED UP AT YOUR PARTY man the chorus really does snap
taylor swift said fuck 2020 god bless america we’re officially moving into a good timeline
on broken cobblestones is all of my rights encapsulated into one don’t touch me
this is just gay james is a lesbian i don’t make the rules i just enforce them please
betty i’m here on your doorstep LIKE IN THIS IS ME TRYING BETTY IS THE AUGUST  / ILLICIT AFFAIRS / MAD WOMAN / CARDIGAN / THE LAST GREAT AMERICAN DYNASTY NARRATOR
the narrator of betty is the same as this is me trying no one talk anymore
WILL YOU HAVE WILL YOU LOVE ME WILL YOU KISS ME ON THE PORCH IN FRONT OF ALL YOUR STUPID FRIENDS THE MOMENT OF EMOTIONAL CATHARSIS I EXPERIENCED
i’m only seventeen i don’t know anything and the way it explicitly connects to cardigan
car again / cardigan is some nice wordplay
this is an objectively perfect song
peace
the opening music for this track is really lovely, it feels like a good return to lowkey after how Much betty was honestly
our coming of age has come and gone is one of the best opening lines i’ve ever heard
i’ve never had courage in my convictions won’t you look at what a great lyric that is
no i can never give you peace,,, man i really do like this hook
the production on this song is amazing
i’m a fire and i’ll keep your brittle heart warm! the ocean wave line helps my authenticity theory! they say love’s for show but i would die for you in secret! is this a song or a series of excerpts from my poetry the world may never know (i’m kidding i could never write anything this good)
would it be enough if i could never give you peace no one look at me i can’t be perceived any more than this
it’s like i’m wasting your honour wow what a line that is especially after exile but then the narratives don’t exactly match up hold i’m thinking
swing with you for the fences (i know places) sit with you in the trenches (epiphany) i feel like there’s something to referencing those songs directly after each other
oh.. the child line…. oh?
i’m a clown to the north does that count
man this song is so good and it gives me serious call it what you want vibes for some reason
but i would die for you in secret i feel like this bears repeating cause i’ll scream
would it be enough,,,, am i too much,,,, i would like to lie down
the outro to this is so pretty and haunting and thematically it kind of reminds me of dwoht / afterglow but that’s just me
hoax
i wrote hoax lyrics pre album but hers are much better
my smoking gun,,, knife to a gunfight,,, the way,,, man
okay a depressing song to close out a taylor album is new and im going to lose my mind
i really love the piano in the background like that’s beautiful
the confessions screaming on the cliff vibe i was right
YOUR FAITHLESS LOVE’S THE ONLY HOAX I BELIEVE IN
no other sadness in the world would do well that is a depressing ending to seeing daylight
my best laid plans / my sleight of hand / my barren land she’s literally such an amazing songwriter why is anyone allowed to have this level of talent and not pay appropriate taxes
THE ASH FROM YOUR FIRE IS THIS THE PARALLEL TO MY TEARS RICOCHET? i think i cracked something here wow
YOU KNOW I LEFT A PART OF ME BACK IN NEW YORK PLEASE EXPLAIN
the hero died so what’s the movie for i’m fine this is all very fine can you hear me screaming
you knew you won so what’s the point of keeping score i really think this is the other half of my tears ricochet you guys
her voice and the production combined here is so haunting
my only one my kingdom come undone can we just have a mental breakdown super quickly and collectively so i know i’m not really losing my mind
i really love this song a lot wow
the piano harmonies / melodies are so pretty (i don’t know which one it is sue me)
it’s perfect wow
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•Arcadia Bay. Sun, 9th May - 00:00am• The gentle rain kissed his face also sighing forgetting the umbrella for the third time now. But, he normally doesn't mind the summer rain just smelling nature and hearing the soft rain falling like the rose petals that Alex used to give him every Saturday night on their date. The thoughts of him made him smile. ..Alex Turner.. The badboy of the school with his motorcycle and his obsession with his ciggerates- but he's a total sweetheart towards him.. he shook his head. Still smiling like an total idiot. Then, the familiar roaring sound of the engine echoed from the empty sidewalk making him smile even more also gonna piss off some neighbours. He glanced up to see Alex's raven black triumph bonneville motorcycle pulling up next to him and again, Alex not wearing his helmet making the boy sigh always worried about an accident and ending up in a coma or worse, that was his fear; losing him. Alex just smirked at him as he always does when they see eachother. He just can't resist and the quote he always remembers is, 'it's hard to resist a bad boy who's a good man.' After a few minutes of peaceful silence, Alex finally spoke up. "Why are you out here?" He shrugged, afraid to answer him. Alex's eyebrows furrowed but his face went to soft again, "he did it again.. did he?" After he said that, the boy sees Alex clenching his jaws. He sighs as he gets off the soggy seat and he saw the poor boy shiver from the cold rain soaking him to death. he gruffly sighs as he takes off his leather jacket revealing his roses entwined around the two guns tatttoo on both of his muscular arms and wrapped the jacket around his shoulders making the boy blush lightly. Alex smiled at his cuteness, "I've missed you so much, baby~" the boy could hear Alex's whisper sadly. And to be honest.. he missed him so much too. Alex gently caressed his cheeks afraid to break him like he's made of glass, then that's when he saw a new bruise on his left cheek, Alex gently pressed his thumb against it. "He did.." he mummured, trying to contain his anger but the boy sadly smiles as he leaned upwards and kissed him deeply. Alex felt his hands wrap around his neck pulling him in while Alex rested his hands onto the boy's fragile hips. They both pulled away to breath in air from the passionete kiss, there was no lust. It was love; the soft smiling boy's fingertips played with Alex's hair already messy from the rain. His chains on his jean jacket clink against the lighter in his pocket. goes to sit on the curb with the boy following behind. The two young boys sit there. There was a long silence, shadows were cast along the roads, and the still gentle rain fills the atmosphere. The man clenches his jaw again and lights up a ciggerate. He offers the boy one and he takes it making him smile again since he hasn't smoked in while in secret. He lights it for them both. The silence was comforting. They had spoken a thousand words between the puff of smoke they let escape from their mouth after a long drag. "I've wanted to know your name but... but I sometimes forget you- you can't speak.." Guilt hit the boy like a brick, he rest her head on her shoulder, they both smile. Alex slightly kept softly pecking his forhead probably tasting the vanilla on his hair. The boy sighed happily while watching Alex admiring his face, "I've always had my mind on you, Sam." Alex said breathlessly as they both stood up and Alex turned him to face him and kissed him with full desperation as he kissed back while their tounges collided tasting the cherry on the boy's kissable lips making him groan as Alex bit his bottom lip hard, lust builded up the tension. Alex's hands guided to the boy's hair pulled hearing his muffled gasps and clutches onto his soaked black shirt as he loudly moans out of pleasure. Alex slowly pulled away from the heated kiss and stared deeply into his eyes with a dark look. "You thought I would be gone forever, but the Alex Turner never leaves his boyfriend~" he whispered inches from the boy's trembling lips before quickly crashing into them again as his arms grabbed her the boy's butt lifting him up as he wrapped his legs around Alex's hips and twirled him around to sit him on the seat, they stared lovingly at each other with the boy clinging onto Alex and seeing his little pout so Alex just smirked at his action- he's so desperate every time they go full passionate. The boy fiddled with Alex's wolf necklace admiring it. "Some day, I'll make a necklace just like this one." The boy looks up as his face brightens and nodded while smiling which makes Alex smile back at him. He sits him up and sat him behind Alex as he sat back down. "Where do you want to go?" "Anywhere far from here." --- I still remember the day we met, I renember the whole story. --- Years Before. Dear Diary, Its me.. I mean, who else would ve writing this? Its been a while since I wrote because I've been too fucking hyped to get accepted to Blackwell Acedamy to study photography.. it felt so unreal and I thought it was going to say, "Sorry! Thanks for playing!" It tok me a few seconds before I read the whole thing. I guess I wanted to enjoy that last monent of blissful ignorance. And when I saw the first word, "Congratulations.." I think I screamed. My Mom cried, and my Dad laughed. They're so weird. But they're happy but sadly had to leave New York City to live in a town called 'Arcadia Bay' which is a quiet and nice place to hang with my parents and maybe to have new friends. But most importantly, to became an photographer (my dream). I'm just hoping to get to that goal no matter what. --- "Sam! Get up or you'll be late!" I groaned as my eyelids slowly opened to only hear the birds singing with the gentle winds fill in the calm atmosphere as I shivered lightly by the open window with me naked on the soft bed. I sighed as I sat up resting my head on the headboard. Checked for my phone to pick it up from the night stand as I unlocked it to see a ton of text messages from my friends but I set my phone back down as I slowly and quietly got out from the bed and changed into my boxers and my oversized red flannel with some jeans and chelsea boots, I straighten my messy hair and quickly put on a bit of makeup. I grabbed my backpack as I shove my phone into my back pocket made my way downstairs to see my Mom leaning on the doorway with her arms crossed. "About time." I rolled my eyes at her but she just chuckles as she quickly grabs her car keys and she drags me to the her SUV and quickly pushing me into the passengers side. I sighed as I heard the boot slamming down and the the passenger's door opening with Mom climbing in and she shut the door close and started the ignition and drove to new school which means I need to start a new life. --- "We're here.." I took a deep breath while I grabbed my backpack with a heavy sigh again. I slammed the door behind me and briskly walked towards my new school which means fresh new hell. As I was walking down the hallway. The students suddenly looked and stared at me which made me smile nervously and also weirded out so I pulled out my headphones and quickly played 'Perfect Man' by favourite boyband that everybody knows is 'BTS'. -Play The Song- My fingers tapped with the music and mouthed the english parts getting ne lost into the amazing song... "Cause you are the one.." The reason the song kept me going because I was gay but kept it secret and dreaming to find the perfect man or boy, I wouldn't care who he is.. I just want him to be the perfect one. I closed my eyes and bite my lip only wishing to see that perfect one also thinking about what he looks like. Alex's POV: "Hey, who's he?" I slapped my hand onto Tyler's shoulder making him jump as I got his attention and I pointed to a boy with the headphones. "He's the new kid." I stared at his cute oversized outfit making him look smol and his lip biting with his eyes closed making me smirk. "I'm gonna say hi." I stood myself up and made me way to him who was still having his eyes closed, I stopped in front of the kid making him bump into my chest and I gasped quietly as I saw his eyes open to see his beautiful baby blue eyes. He sure is pretty. "Hey there beautiful, you must be the new kid." --- Sam could feel his cheeks heat up as Alex chuckled lightly and slowly took off the headphones and put it onto him and he smiled while listening to the korean music. "You like them?"
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So chapter 26. 20/10. No notes. Loved the back and forth between flashbacks. THE FUCKING TATTTOO! The palace is making my skin crawl. I will have a field day analysis if all this character development. BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY [“Nah. You just look like my dumbass brother wearing stupid clothes.”] WHAT IF I JUST AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
also, this chapter was waaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too wholesome. There’s already smoke. Wilbur and Tommy are together and I am scared. Time for my, the smoke is gonna fuck up Tommy’s lungs and he somehow ends up in the water with Wilbur diving after him theory. You made them have a wholesome brother moment, now they must suffer.
Anyway, time to try and read Under The Hanging Rose in 50 minutes. Wish me luck. Also do was just call it Roses still or is there a different name? Also, yeay for Phil NOT knowing about the announcement and sires heir Tommy (though I’ll need to read it to be sure about the heir part, it could just be a possible heir).
Bye, I might be back to scream more and we’ll get proper screaming tomorrow (it’s fine, I already screamed about Glass today, have fun with those asks when you get around to them)
-🌲
TYYYY so glad you guys liked the back and forth flashbacks I had a lot of fun with that format
I knew you were gonna have a field day with all the character development stuff that happens in this chapter spruce
that line made me so happy to write you have no idea
heh... yeahhhh... this chapter was very wholesome given the situation they're now in... that vision is going to happen it's just a matter of how it's gonna happen :))
yes you can still call it roses! ngl I got so used to referring to the series as rose/roses in my head bc of roses of childhood that when i was trying to pick out a title for the main fic i was trying so hard to find something related to the word 'rose'. so while i'm probably going to abbreviate it to just rose (rose!wilbur for example) you can call it roses that's fine too
cannot wait to see your screaming :))
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