#screaming and crying and doing all sorts

[0bir]

i think i have a new favourite splatoon character

#orbit splash #splatoon 3 #splatoon #side order #HOLY MOLY #screaming and crying and doing all sorts #wow yuore so cool #if i made a mistake no i didnt im too lazy to fix it atp

[scattered-irises]

WHAT THE FUCK DID THEY DO TO HIM WHY WHY THESE NEW KAITOS SUCK SO MUCH COMPARED TO THE CUDDLIER ONES 4-7 YEARS AGO AUUUGH AUUUUGHHH AUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHH

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE NEW GUYS WHY AREN'T THEIR SKULLS PRESSING AGAINST THEIR BIG BRAINS AND CAUSING THEM EXCRUCIATING PAIN EVERY WAKING HOUR OF THEIR LIFE

#this is a joke #zexal #kaito tenjo #I feel like the character in Midsommar who is like crying with all the other women and screaming #it all went downhill starting with arc v kaito I will die with that opinion #ok bye imma disappear again #Man they're doing all sorts of things to his little body but still can't give him a proper bulge he's just Ken

[ariesbilly]

It’s always really funny to me when people act shocked/upset when an actor exhibits weirdo behavior, to whatever extent minor or major, cuz it’s like…look at the profession of acting as a whole. Look at what actors are asked to do in any given movie/television show/play. No normal person seeks that shit out like if all your screws are tight you are not tryna be an actor.

#sometimes I’ll be watching a movie and be like there ain’t no way you could get me to do that 😂 #groping dick and balls yelling and screaming and crying on camera in front of a whole bunch of people doing all sorts of weird shit I’ve #seen in cinema over the years lmao #ain’t no way!!!!

[goofyjelly]

He is. Quite literally me

#IM FINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #tbf i think all of my tumblr is a genuine cry for help- #these gifs are an actual portrayal of myself mentally at this exact moment in tims #time* fuck #jeeeeeez louise #zoowee mama #living vicariously through spock in these gifs specifically #thank you Ethan Peck for this acting performance so i dont go Actual ApeShit #im exaggerating of course #sort of #yk what i mean #I don't do outbursts- like i wouldnt go ape shit #but i think i should be allowed to #as a treat #omfg im venting in the Tumblr tags AGAIN #i need to Stop 💀😭 #BUT DO I? ITS MY BLOG AND *I* GET TO CHOOSE THE AMOUNT OF PERSONAL INFO I PUT IN THE TAGS #Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #<- manifestation of me screaming #okay mutuals keep scrollin- IM FINE DW #life just kicks you in the head sometimes #yall know how it be #i dont wanna end these tagsssss #cus thatll mean i need to go exist moreeeeeeeeeeeeee #guhhhh #how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions #goofy jelly thoughts #' family is fun 😀 ' #and today was going welllllllllll #minus the usual Horrors but yk ive grown to expect thoseee

[simplydnp]

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#your tldr: ive had a Mystery Illness since october and no one knows whats wrong with me #and after months of waiting i finally had this appointment that was supposed to give some sort of input! #but just like every other goddamn test! nothing! except excruciating pain and a 'well its not X' #i know its not X! we ruled it out months ago! in three different ways! #even the curious side of me doesnt care about what it even is anymore. i just want it to stop. please. it hurts so bad all the time. #im tired of crying in doctors offices! ive seen too many. and yet. not enough. #we're rounding the corner on three. straight. months. every moment of every day. ruled by this deep seething burning pain. #and nothing makes it better! nothing makes it worse! it just IS. #omnipresent #you know how they tell you just breathe. settle down. you're panicking you just need more air #what do you do. when you settle. and theres air in your lungs. and it still makes you want to scream. #it feels like i'm dying but i cant be. cause this is what it felt like yesterday. and the day before. and the day before that. and #illness tw #hospital tw #c.text

[the-acid-pear]

Yall dont even know how badly down i was for this guy back in the day. Mf had me eating off the palm of his hand.

#luly talks #im pretty sure hes the main reason why im so into eyepatches in characters #at least one of the reasons at least #he was so hot AND FOR WHAT #TO SPEND HALF OF THE GAME JUST PUKING BLOOD #i remember close to nothing about this game but that scene had little kid me like sobbing and screaming and ripping my hair off #im exaggerating but not entirely im sure i cried when it looked like he was going to die #fucking okegom itself had me eating off the palm of their hand when i was a kid which #ITS BAD I KNOW LMAO but man. zany emoji but man. these silly little characters had me ON MY KNEES i swear to god #i dont actually remember if i was down as bad for anyone in wadanohara i guess. idate? and the octopus #but it was NOTHING like what me and wodahs had. or nega. although w nega it was platonic love i didnt wanna fuck that thing #i spoke of nega before the moment he died was one of the hardest blows kid me took #i mean they fucking crucified my man. they nailed him to the fucking cross. i was like 8. #my 8 year old ass did NOT need to see my at the time all time fave be fucking crucified i literally was crying so fucking hard #this sort of *grips table* way of interacting w shit did carry me to UT where when papyrus died i was like NOOOOOOOOOOO #bc i used to be a papyrus girlie yeah #part time sans girlie too i mean who wasnt back then but it was platonic never wished to fuck him #i dont remember if i didnt wanna fuck paps tho #i DO remember wanting to fuck grillby tho KFAJDHBGJH #when i got into lisa i was already too old and too normal to go as crazy anymore #no games ever managed to make me as emotional as Mogeko Castle and TGG just cuz of wodahs tho

[alfredolover119]

jjk manga spoilers slash 219 leaks in tags bc i am feeling things :((

#jjk spoilers #jjk 219 spoilers #jjk leaks #so. whyat is gege doing to megumi this is sososososososo much worse than death wtf #i was like 'ill stop reading when megumi dies bc he is my fave and i cant take it' THIS IS WORSE. JUST PUT HIM OUT OF HIS MISERY #i know sukuna is trying to kill his soul or whatever but GODDAMN #its so unfortunate because he is obviously a very strong-willed person and its going to take so fucking much to kill his soul and obviously #seeing himself kill tsumiki with no way to stop it hurt him a lot hence that heartbreaking panel of him CRYING #but it didnt kill him and i am obviously screaming hoping for his torture to stop soon but. i feel like this might awaken something #within him #lets take a look back at previous lore #ten shadows technique users have killed like all of the six eyes technique users #meaning ten shadows users have the capability of being stronger than six eyes #which puts megumi > gojo #now if we remember from like what? episode 2? 3? of season 1... yuuji asked gojo if he was strong enough to beat full-powered sukuna #and gojo was like hmm yeah #so gojo > sukuna ? #which under the correct circumstances would mean megumi > gojo > sukuna #so maybe if he gets pissed off // emotional enough he can break through some layer and take control back #i do agree with some people who think this might be a sort of villain origin for him unfortunately though if he does manage to power thru #narratively speaking it would be very satisfying for him to be the one to kill sukuna tho #anywho. can ya'll tell i'm in denial abojt all this lmaoooo

[lancelotslair]

Snaily waily :) + rabbit

#art #power of three au #ACTUALLY renamed it uh #hindsight au #cant sort that all out im HAVING TECH PROBLEMS AGAIN [starts sobbing and screaming and crying] #giovanni and his snail with attachment issues <3 #local mafioso stuck with a snail who wont go back in its ball #I actually wanna do a colored piece of ol lancelot but I'm still settling on how he looks in my head

[kyuala]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO i just woke up from a dream where mark was my bf how do i go on living like normal after this 😭😭😭😭

#i think i was like. at some sort of nct nation rehearsal and i was just listening to his parts #anton for some reason came up beside me and was like singing along and i was like omg thats so good!!! u rock!! #then hendery asked me what i was talking about bc from where he was standing he couldnt see anton so i explained it to him #i said anton rocks omg!!!! then he agreed then anton got all shy then we all ordered food (?) #WHICH WAS BURGER KING BUT LIKE ON A MEAL PLATE AND ALSO W WASABI???? anyways #mark discreetly showed up along w some of the other members and while they were all talking he came up to me tryna be all lowkey #but then i made grabby hands and kissy faces at him and he came closer so i could smooch his cheek 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭im gonna kms. #anyways. i kissed his cheek and while we were hugging he whispered smth abt asking a staff to drop me off at his house #or the other way around i cant rmbr it but i got all happy n excited bc i'd be seeing him again later #n we were like. just in a big love bubble it was so cute :( then fucking hendery and anton saw us and were like WHAT ARE Y'ALL TALKING ABOUT #we just giggled and said NOTHING MIND YOUR BUSINESS and then mark gave them his credit card to distract them like 😭😭😭 some rich men r ok #n then he went away and they started fighting over who got the card and what they should buy with it #and hendery was doing a silly dance to make me laugh and try to convince me to be on his side n say anton should give him the card it was SO #CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THE WHOLE ENTIRE DREAM IT WAS JUST SO CUTE I CANT IM VONNA DIE #screaming crying throwing up etc pls God make this a realityyyy i wanna date mark and have fun w the neos and neo-adjacent 😔 #mari.txt #dreams

[jvzebel-x]

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#so i do this thing where i. dont process emotions. correctly. lmao. which im sure is not extremely obvious. lmao. #when i was a kid i spent a lot of time in school counselor offices. lmao. &my high school counselor referred to this issue as being #an 'emotional cripple'. lmaoooo. she referred to the total fucking meltdowns that these times would culminate in as #'a dam bursting'.mao. which i guess was correct i spent a lot of time on conduct probation bc of those little... episodes. lmao. #... (&like all 4yrs on academic probation bc of the much longer stints of mental instability that makes effort of any sort impossible LMAO) #so anyway i started using media to force emotional response to speedrun the trial of processing my emotions #bc once you start crying or screaming or whatever it doesnt really matter what started it; work yourself up enough #&youll end up at the place where it all ends. &begins. &needs to be unraveled or chopped in half. lmao. #&i never stopped using this tactic bc if it aint broke dont fix it LMAO. #so after kicking the process off w millers books ive listened to warsan shires bandcamp almost nonstop #&just finished rewatching the hxh chimera ant arc lmaoooo. #ALMOST. IM ALMOST THERE. I KNOW IT. just a little more force&ill be balanced again i know it. #summer is here i dont have time for this anymore lmao.

[evansbby]

more vent, continuing from the last 2 posts

#it’s just hard going from the highest of highs and then to the lowest of lows #and this whole year so far has been low low low #like I can’t even share or talk about it bc I feel so pathetic and sad about it #but it sucks going from feeling the best I’ve ever felt last year… to 2023 just being so awful #and it’s all my own fault #and any strides I’d made I’m actively erasing and idk how to get out of this mindset #idk how to be happy again #I’m just always feeling so sad #and I feel like I’m projecting this sadness and frustration onto other people #and that’s where the lashing out and accusations come in #but how do I get out of it #and how do I stop worrying bc at this point I think I’m wired this way #but how has it gotten so bad #i work myself up so much over NOTHING #to the point where I’m crying and screaming and hyperventilating #and it’s over the smallest most insignificant thing #but I only understand that later in hindsight #I’m not trying to achieve anything by typing all this out #i just wanted to get it written down #and I usually write this sort of stuff in my journal bc I keep this side of myself so private #but (and this is actually funny) I can’t fucking find my journal which sucks bc I’ve been writing in it since I was 16 #and I know it’s not lost and it’s here in my room if I look hard enough but #i just can’t even bring myself to do it #anywyas idek #end of vent

[laurelindebear]

Current stress level: Imminent Travel

(This is basically DefCon 1.)

#personal #stress #I am eating my dinner at 21:51 pm #I need to try on all of my clothes and also I hate them #I need to hem the other side of a 140cm piece of fabric by hand by Wednesday night #while also going to work and doing at least 2 more loads of laundry #I need to finish crafting a hat for a bird because I've gone fully insane #I need to rebead my bear necklace because the cord broke and I don't have the findings for it #and I don't even know if anywhere in town will sell any because brick and mortar shops are a nightmare #I need to decide wtf I'm doing about this belt I bought that doesn't 100% work how I wanted it to but it ok I guess #and I don't wanna have to return it overseas #I need to decide what I'm getting signed #I need to sort out a card #I need some bigger silver earrings that don't have dinosaurs on them for the rare occasions where I want to look more professional #I need to find a replacement for my face base pressed powder since they stopped making it #I need to lose 100 pounds in three days #I need I need I need to scream and cry