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#summer is here i dont have time for this anymore lmao.
jvzebel-x · 1 year
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bth3cowboi · 28 days
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snoop the bling, cs55xreader
part 1 part 3
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pairing: carlos sainz x reader
summary: summer break starts and that means traveling with a snoopy plushie and a boyfriend (or maybe a future husband). Also, his friend is there.
format: social media au
a/n: people asked for this and I deliver cause i love snoopy
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ynraces 17h
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carlossainz55
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carlossainz55 Best way to spend summer😎☀️
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user1 here before yn calls carlos his sweet baby or smh cute like that
ynraces SLUT
user1 oh that is not it
ynraces 🤤🔥I love u my unemployed princess
carlossainz55 I dont know what to think about this
carlossainz55 but I love you too😂
user2 WHERE IS THE CHILD, THE BABY
ynraces hes safe ashore!!
user3 wait im new, they have a baby??
user4 no😭😭 they call yn’s snoopy their baby
ynraces
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ynraces Mallorca with my baby love💙🤿 (and carlos is here too)
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user1 thank you for the blessing (carlos photo)
user2 theres a snoopy, theres a like
user3 a snoopy is always gonna be there🙄 this is yn’s page
landonorris Enjoy your alone time for now😈
ynraces im expecting you with HATE btw dont come
landonorris I’ll be there soon and he’ll be with me😍🤞
ynraces youre sick!! homewrecker!!!
landonorris girl fuck your baby snoopy
ynraces BRO??? carlos say sum😭😭
carlossainz55 Please don’t fight in the comments❤️ you have the vacation for that
ynraces 🤡
user4 that snoopy deserves some rest god
carlossainz55 2h
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landonorris
Oh she really doesn’t have a clue
carlossainz55
No😂
I didn’t insist either
Don’t want her to get suspicious
landonorris
I can’t wait to take the pictures now HAHA
Everything is ready btw just waiting for you both
carlossainz55
Ok👍
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carlossainz55 She said yes! ❤️💍 Thank you Yn for being the woman you are, I can’t wait to call you my wife. I love you more than anything in this world.
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ynraces 🥹🥹 Love you soooo much
carlossainz55 ❤️❤️
user1 OMG OMG
user2 chat is this real??
user3 now thats a rockkkkk
charles_leclerc Congratulations guys😍❤️
carlossainz55 Thanks mate!
user4 imagine driving in f1 with your wife THE DREAM
landonorris Wow what a beautiful ring🤩 The friend that helped chose it must be the best
carlossainz55 🤫
ynraces u did great for once congrats
landonorris 🤩🤩
user5 Carlos must be crying and jumping seeing this interaction
user6 his wife and his boy lmao
ynraces
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ynraces swipe for a surprise!🪐
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ynraces pinned Te amo mucho, Carlos. ❤️ You are my everything.
carlossainz55 Te amo tambien😁
user1 IS THIS HOW I FIND OUT?
user2 me 2 😭 I wish I saw Carlos post first
user3 wym I cant marry Yn anymore
user4 Ohhh are we going to see two sainz in the grid now
lewishamilton Congrats you two🫶
ynraces thank u lew!
user5 I was worried Snoopy wasn’t gonna be here but Yn delivered as always
landonorris Cool photos👍 Call me for the wedding too
ynraces I dont want you crying at the wedding too iugh
landonorris those were happy tears💔
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a/n: The snoopy story continuous!! if you liked it and want to see more just say so🩷 my asks are open!!
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n0ct0urn1quet · 2 years
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pov talking shit abt my sister in vc when my door is ever so slightly open and she probably heard me so now im all embarrassed to go out into the living room out of fear that she'll be like "so what were u talking about in there"
#i want to move out so bad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it here#peppr i kno ur gonna b online in 2 seconds i am having thoughts and i WILL make a gaypos in a second im just ohgh. OUghhg!#thers a lot of things i did not say in the vc but only because if i said too much my sister 100% woulda came i n n said something but'#anyways i just . oh i am so frustrated. its not kyle he isnt doing anything its just theres people in my House at all Times Now#and after living on our own for over a year my mom n i were used to it just being me n her and me being home alone all the time#but now theres people here and its genuinely fuicking with my mental state!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#its stressful. its just very very stressful#genuinely i kind of want to come n visit u just for a chance to get out of the hosue i Never Leave The House Anymore Ever#but like kitty seems to be doing . better. kitten's still a bitch n he hisses at kitty a lot but kitty seems to be doing alrite which#makes me feel moer comfy about coming to potentially see u sometime but idk it all depends on my mom and....#its. expensive! we may not be able to rly afford it honestly. but my moms making plans t go visit my brother like This Week so idk#maybe something could work out . but idk man#my mom has been moody late ly bc of rob and also because of russ (shes talking to him aain. i dont know why but i can tell that he#has a completely negative affect on her so idk why she's still trying to fucking make things work out. bc its not gonna fucking work out)#but its just . yeah. moms in a bad mood all the time and i dont think shes' gotten more than like3 hours of sleep a night so. great!#thank you robynne for making us go practically fucking broke i hope you move out soon but i fully expect you to be here til next summer.#fucking grow up lmao#anyways! sure hope she doesnt see this but if she does like the last vent i made about her on my other tumblr a few years back : sorry !#anyways im gonna gaypos now <3 i prommy im in a good mood rn i am just . oh she is just frustrating i want to move out SO bad
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djpachipikachu · 1 year
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PLEASE! How do you o your anatomy im begging;-;
Also your art is freaking amazing ahhhhh
HI THANK U SM !! here i’ll give some resources
my main way i got better at anatomy was by doing figure drawings a lot ! very often ! i would do warm ups where i’d have 1-2min to draw a random pose in full and then go onto a new pose, or id watch videos of dancers, ice skaters, skateboarding, etc etc and pause randomly on dynamic poses and then time myself for 1-2mon (i actually used to do this for like 6 hours straight for an entire summer😭😭not fun)
here are some websites for figure drawing:
aside from that i do have a few main shapes i stick to when drawing any part of the body ! most of the time when i draw limbs theyre made up of rounded triangles that have like,,, one long side ,,,, like this (jank example below)
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and a few videos that i highly recommend ! videos from this guy r very informative so check out his channel
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and uhh other random things i remember for anatomy
when arms are hanging loose at the sides, the tips of the hands fall mid way the thighs
hands , when spread out and open, are as large as the character’s face (i tend to make hands too big or small so this helps keep them to size lmao)
the length of the head and torso combined should be around the same length as the hips and legs combined
the torso can be imagined as a bean shape or a flour sack to figure out how it bends and overlaps itself (example below) i dont reallt do this anymore but it was good advice when i was practicing anatomy in the beginning
i draw legs in a . way ! so i broke down the shapes in the examples below
less an anatomy thing and more a pose thing: it’s best to have a pose with one simple side and one complex side to make it easy to read (not always the case btw)
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hope this helps ! in the end it did take me a long while to get decent at anatomy thru frequent practice and most of the knowledge i have has become subconscious, so it’ll take some time to be able to understand and utilise anatomy accurately
thank you for the ask ! and i hope this can help anyone else
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delopsia · 1 month
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del i fear ur untitled rhett fic might just wreck me. im a sucker for friends to lovers, and a whore for soulmates, and hanahaki disease is SO GOOD i dont read nearly enough fics about it!!! im frothing at the mouth climbing up the walls !!!!
You should have seen me while I was drafting the outline 😭 I was crawling through a list of AUs, writing down my favorites, and spent a full hour in misery, trying to narrow it down to just one. Behold, we have three! I hardly see anything with Hanahaki Disease anymore 😔this is my second time taking a swing at it; I had a draft in February, but it was dead in the water from the moment I finished the moodboard lmao.
The running title is currently "Every Storm (Runs Out of Rain)," but don't...don't hold me to that. I've been known to conjure up a new title within minutes of hitting post 😒
Here's another preview for ya 🤍
The last thing you expected was for Rhett to hop out in that unbuttoned flannel, broad chest on full display for all to see. The sleeve falls just far enough from his shoulder that you can see the scar hiding below his left collarbone. 
"Quite the festival outfit you've got," you chirp, dragging your eyes away from his bull tattoo and over to a nearby tree, feigning interest. The back of your throat is starting to tickle, lungs tight as you fend off the urge to cough. Not here, not here, not here.
He laughs, "What, y' don't think I look good like this?"
You do, but he doesn't need to know that. Not in the slightest. 
"Its...certainly a choice," faking a grimace, you turn your attention back to your car, slowly but surely growing cooler the longer it runs. A pleasure that Rhett and his broken air conditioning unit haven't known since last summer. 
You don't mind the idea of it staying broken if he keeps showing up at your house looking like this. Even if that does mean that you become his ride on the hotter days, fearing an onset of heat stroke. 
The passenger door is silent as he opens it. No longer squealing due to whatever he and Royal did to it last weekend. Being friends with a family of DIY ranchers has its perks. 
Thunk_
"Shit." 
You blink. Was that...?
Yeah. 
It was. 
As if last time wasn't enough of a lesson, Rhett's got his knees pinned up against your glovebox, the seat too far forward for him and his big body to fit. Though this time, he isn't hurriedly pawing at the seat levers like he'll die if he doesn't get any more space. Instead, he's resigned to a frown. More annoyed with himself than anything.
"You alright there?" 
Rhett's sigh is so heavy that his shoulders visibly deflate. "Yeah," reaching off to the side, pushing the seat back as far as it can go. "Humbled, but 'm alright."
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hi! can i request akito shinonome x reader where they get into an argument? maybe it takes them a few days to make up because akito is stubborn and reader is a bit shy and overthinks like "what if he doesnt want me anymore" or whatever. oneshot please..! thank you, and have a nice day!! dont write if you dont wanna :)
oneshot - post-argument tension w/ akito
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i wish i never ever told you all about it, but i just had to let you know; never meant to hurt you, tho
notes: pjsk req woohoo 🤠 i'm not sure if you wanted them to make up after the whump so ,.,,.,. we ball lmao
tags: gender-neutral reader, you're friends with ena, an, and kohane
word count: 1,987
thirteen hours and twenty-six minutes.
that’s how long you’ve gone without hearing the familiar ding! of a message from akito. it’s almost half past nine now, you note, double-checking the small alarm clock on the side table by your bed. it's been more than half a day since you’ve talked to the redheaded idiot you call a boyfriend, and you can't help but be pissed (and worried sick, but you're too angry to think about that right now. he doesn't deserve my worry, you think).
it all started late yesterday, when he was supposed to come over to your place after his afternoon dance practice – the two of you had made plans to visit a cute new bakery opening on main street. needless to say, he completely ignored your texts and calls, replying hours later with a simple “sorry, i forgot. catch up with you later.” being human, you replied with a series of passive-aggressive texts, inevitably leading to an explosive argument. you sat on the couch for what felt like hours after, kicking around the stupid cow plushie he won you at a summer fair now on the ground. how hard is it to call ahead? or keep a stupid promise?
and so, here you are, listening to music in bed and staring emptily at the ceiling. a single thought floats around in your head: what the hell’s up with akito? he’s never been the type to be dry, not even on the numerous times when he's been frustrated out of his mind with schoolwork, or fed up with family politics and his dad. the night goes by slowly, and after far too much moping, you huff and sit up against the headboard. pausing your music, you open the messages app to (wishfully) check for a text from akito, only to be met with the same “hey aki, call me when you're free” you sent hours ago. sighing, you text the one person you think would know where he is: ena.
you - 10:32
hey ena !
is aki home? he won't reply to me
minutes later, a message bubble pops up.
enanan - 10:37
umm yeah
but he looked pretty tired when he came home an hour ago
you bite your nail, a force of habit; akito’s dance practice ends at 3:20 at the very latest. what on earth has he been doing for the past six hours?
you - 10:38
oh okay ;-;
ena - 10:38
did he say something to you?
i’ll kick his ass if he did something stupid
just say the word !!
you let out a small laugh, wrapping the covers tighter around yourself. count it on ena to keep him straight.
you - 10:39
nonono i was just overthinking !
poor guy’s probably exhausted :(
ena - 10:40
probably
get some rest though !! no man’s worth losing sleep over
you - 10:40
yeahhh i probably should
you too !!
ena - 10:41
eh i’ll try
night y/n :)
you - 10:41
nighttt
unfaithful to your words, you do not get some rest. instead, you spend far more time than you should mindlessly scrolling through anything and everything you can find on your phone to distract yourself from your thoughts, somehow ending up playing through a particularly spicy story on episode at two am. looking up from the dim screen, you sigh. ena’s right - no man’s worth losing sleep over. tapping furiously through the rest of the episode, you toss your phone under the pillow next to you and shut your eyes, trying to sleep.
although you managed to get a good six hours of sleep, you find your eyes shooting awake at 8:37 am. although it's the weekend, a sunday, you've become accustomed to waking up at the ass-crack of dawn to get ready. sitting up and stretching, you quietly pad down to the bathroom to fix yourself, being rid of last night's woes.
after a small breakfast of cereal and orange juice, you make a list of everything you plan to do today; an, a member of akito’s dance group and one of your closest friends, proposed you, ena, and kohane go out for lunch at one of the numerous cafes on main street. going outside definitely sounds better than sitting at home and sulking, so you set off to the cafe an send the address to at noon.
a little bell chimes as you open the door, instantly hit by the sweet aroma of various pastries on display. you see everything, from blueberry muffins to finely decorated cakes; your wallet feels lighter at the sight of them. making your way over to a table in the secluded corner where an waves at you, signature smile plastered on your face, you sit down on the booth. next to you sits ena, and across, an and kohane.
“hey, y/n, good to see you!” says ena, followed by a small wave from kohane.
“hello hello! i haven't seen you in a while, kohane, how’s everything going?” you ask, setting your bag down next to you.
“sorry,” she replies sheepishly, “we've been so busy with practice and school, i barely get the energy to catch up!”
“aw,” you frown, once again thinking about akito, “don't tire yourself out too much.”
“ah, it's only for a little bit! once we finish nail last routine, we’ll be done with practice and ready to perform!” an laughs; kohane only sighs.
“yeah, but it's so hard…toya and akito have been cooped up at the studio for ages, now. if it’s hard for them, imagine how hard it is for me!”
“hey, don't sell yourself short, kohane! i’ve seen the way you dance, you make it look so easy!” says ena, taking a sip of the her coffee. you nod in agreement.
“trust me, whatever you're doing is working! aki’s tried teaching me some moves – let's just say it didn't end well.” the four of you chatter away giddily until a waiter brings over a fancy rack of desserts to sample, courtesy of an. there are a humble few slices of cake, and far too many small treats you don't know the name of.
“wow, an, you sure have a keen eye for desserts!” says ena, happily finishing her coffee with a cat-shaped cookie.
“of course i do, i haven't been working at a cafe for nothing!”
“oh, you!”
a little while after you all finish, you say your goodbyes to an and kohane, leaving you an ena at scramble crossing.
“so…do you wanna walk around, or go back home? i have some time to kill.” she asks, the two of you crossing the road as the cars come to a halt.
“i’m fine with walking, i don't really have anything to do at home.” you shrug, checking your watch. it’s only 2:45 and the only thing waiting for you at home is a full washing machine, so you opt to wander around the city with ena.
somewhere around the local playground, the two of you have a heart-to-heart on the far-too-small swings.
“has everything been okay with you and akito?” she asks, leaning against the chain, “i feel like something’s up. you can talk to me about it if you want.” you sigh.
“well…kind of? i think he's been ignoring me and i’m really worried. i don't think i did anything to upset him, and he’s been really exhausted lately.”
“oh, yeah, he's been coming home later too. i don't blame him, really. i guess perfectionism is a family disease.”
“definitely,” you shake your head, “i'm not angry at him at all, but i feel…hurt.” she sits up alertly.
“why? did he say something?”
“no, no, that's the problem! he missed our date the other day, but he said sorry and we fought over text. i feel so bad, but i know i’m not being irrational, and he's ghosting me! we’ve fought before, but what if this is it?” ena mumbles under her breath, something about a “stupid kid”.
“you both really are perfect for each other, you know that?” you tilt your head in confusion.
“how so?”
“you're both so hard-headed,” she laughs, “and stupid, sometimes. although that's more him than you.”
“i guess so.”
“but seriously, let me talk to him at home. maybe then he’ll get the balls to apologize and it’ll all be okay again.”
“you don't need to get tangled up in this mess, ena, don't worry-”
“oh, shut up! no man is worth lowering your standards for, that applies to him, too! maybe it’ll do you both some good, too.”
“you're the best, really.” you say, squeezing her hand.
“oh, i know.” ena flounces; you laugh, getting off the swing and brushing the sand off your lap. the walk to your house is short, or so you assure ena, but she walks back with you anyways.
“don't worry about akito, okay? i’ll handle him.” she says, walking down the steps to your house. you nod, waving at her as she leaves. deep down, the two of you know that won't be happening – worrying about akito is a part of the package, so you’ve come to realize.
you decide to spend the rest of the day lazing around on the couch, snacking on popcorn as you binge chick flicks. as you subconsciously replay the events of the past two days in the back of your mind, the guilt settles in. you sit up, checking your phone for any messages and signs of life from akito, and flinching at the sudden brightness. looking around, the state of the living room is as pathetic as you feel. there are popcorn kernels where you tried (and failed) to throw them in the small trash can, pillows strewn all over the floor, blankets folded messily, each mess driving you crazier by the minute. pausing the movie, you sigh, getting up to clean whatever you see. although you still feel like garbage mentally, seeing the room decently clean makes you feel slightly better.
before you realize it, you're yawning and no longer paying attention to mean girls playing on the laptop in bed. sitting up and stretching, you set it on the nightstand, wrap yourself up in a blanket cocoon, and begin to fall asleep.
you're woken out of your peaceful slumber by the abrupt ring of the doorbell. rubbing your eyes, you pad to the front door, opening it to see none other than-
“aki? what are you doing here, it’s the middle of the night?” he’s drenched, clearly having walked here in the ongoing downpour behind him. how cliché. you let him in, helping him feel off his jacket and fetching him a towel.
“so, are we gonna talk about the elephant in the room?” you ask, sitting down next to him on the couch. he looks down at his feet.
“yeah, we probably should.”
“speak your peace, then, i’m listening.”
“well…i’m sorry i've been an ass,” akiro sighs, “everything’s been so overwhelming lately.”
“i’m sorry, too. i shouldn’t have been so passive-aggressive, it clearly only made things worse.” he shakes his head.
“no, i get it. i was in the wrong and i lashed out at you for no reason. i missed our date, too! i’ve been really shitty to you, you don't deserve any of that.”
“i understand why it happened, aki,” you say, giving him a small smile and grasping his hand in yours, “you can talk to me when things get rough, though, you know what.”
“i know, i know, and i'm sorry.”
“no use dwelling on the past now, i guess, yeah?”
akito nods, laying down on your lap; you play with his hair absentmindedly, listening to him mumble about his week. the weight on your chest is lifted just by the sight of him opening up to you again, and you feel much better.
“hey, aki, promise me something.”
“hm?”
“don't ghost me again, or i’ll kick your ass.”
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achelouise · 2 years
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words: around 1k
fandom: genshin impact/原神
pairing: gn reader x shikanoin heizou
warnings: VERY, VERY MESSY. IM VERY SERIOUS. my writing capabilities are ✨gone✨, but i can't be bothered to fix it anymore ahahhsw
summary: you’re a demon slayer, destined to part from your old world. but under unfortunate circumstances, a certain detective catches you in the act, demanding answers.
a/n: guess who my new favorite iSSSSSSS (im just kidding, itto is still my inazuman favorite) anyway, i’ve wanted to write this for the longest time, but i have finals rn and this… was the product. i might continue this(?) if you all want some, but i doubt it lmao
fun fact: this isn’t the first time i’ve written a genshin fanfic (tho it’s my first time writing a reader one), i actually wrote a couple of zhongchi oneshots!
side note: i nearly whaled bc i was desperate to get kazuha, but then i pulled heizou and then kazuha came right after making me win the 2nd 50/50 at 64 pity, and 36 wishes later c1 jean came i’m so hAPPY :DDD good luck on your pulls everyone!!! i hope you all get the characters you want, and i can’t wait for summer fanastia
EDIT 1: i wasn’t satisfied with how the plot was rushed, so i changed it up a bit. if you saw this after the edit, the demon originally had a wife but it progressed way too fast lmao
EDIT 2: OH MY GOD DID I NOT SAVE THE CHANGE
EDIT 3: i did not, in fact, save the change :“D i had to write it all over again, so if theres anything weird dont mind it please
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In Inazuma, Kairagis, Nobushis, even the wrath of the Almighty Shogun, cannot compare to the horror that lies deep beneath.
Five hundred years ago, when rifthounds ripped open portals with their bloody claws, demons also came stumbling into Inazuman soil. Your ancestors, bruised but still willing to fight, had dashed their way into the portal, mistaking them for the demon’s art.
Their ambitions to slay demons granted them visions, but even as they were stranded in this battling world, they did not falter. They passed on their secret arts to their children, who passed it to their children, and so forth- until the day when Muzan was purged and the demon population was wiped out, your ancestors refused to give in.
Unfortunately, so neither did demons. Though some of them went rogue, civilians always mistook them as a madman infected by the curse of Tataragami. Others, much more intelligent and corruptive, hid in secluded villages and shadows of the night.
Over centuries, the system that once belonged in the Taisho period slowly rebuilt itself with the help of many kind-hearted souls. Both slayers and demons got accustomed to this mystical world of Teyvat. They weren’t sure if Muzan was here, or any of the Upper Moons, or if Muzan had any contact with them at all, if he was in the other world. 
The motive to slay Muzan slowly shifted into slaying demons in general. If Muzan were to be slain, it would be best to save those who might become victims of his subject’s hunger.
You sort of thought this was all bullshit, but something told you this was right, you did belong to another world, had paths not been strayed. It doesn’t matter, though. All that mattered was getting rid of those pesky demons, even if it costed you your life.
Like the one you’re fighting now. You’re loud and lively to a default- but when on duty, you’re as quiet as the whispers of the wind.
You still don’t really understand how you got a Pyro vision, of all things. Perhaps it’s your short temper that always flares at the slightest inconvenience. You still think Anemo would suit you better.
You need to get rid of this little shit quickly.
“You cannot dream to wound me!” The demon hissed, prancing about as your slashes barely miss their mark. “For I am-”
“I don’t give a goddamn shit of what you once were,” You scoff. “You were a general? Great. Fantastic. You’re a demon now, and it’s my job to slay you.”
“‘Slay’? Tch. Cut the fancy talk. If you wanna kill me, just say so.”
The demon aims its deadly punches towards you, but you defend it easily with your fourth form. “Big talk for a guy who isn’t even an Upper Moon.”
“Fifth form: Flaming Tiger!”
A tiger in form of flames glows with your bright vision, slashing the monstrous face with a roar.
“Argh!” The demon screeches, and you pray no one is nearby to hear it. It’s shrill and is outright disgustingly loud.
“Fuck! How is this fair? You guys were already a nuisance, and now you all have visions!”
You pause. “Oh? So you’re from the old world?”
The demon’s breath hitches, and you grin. “Playtime’s over.”
In an blink of an eye, you dash behind the demon’s back. You force him down onto the ground. You hear bones crack, but this should be nothing for him.
He struggles with the power of a centenarian, but you’re a demon slayer, and you’re going to act like one.
“Interesting…” You mutter, as you feel the shivers of the demon vibrate against you. “It’s been a while since I’ve heard from one of you. What can you tell me about the old world?”
The demon continues to struggle, and you sigh, teasing him by pushing the blade further. It’s painted a beautiful red, crafted from only the best swordsmen. Its blade shines under the moonlight, begging to be coated with the red of bloodshed.
It would get the chance. “Never let an enemy go”, your father always reminded.
You hum. “It’s a fair trade, isn’t it? You give me some info, reminisce, and I let you go.”
You feel the saliva that’s spat on your face, but you don’t flinch. The demon scoffs below you.
“As if I’d believe that. You slayers will never, ever let go of their targets, even at the cost of their own lives.”
Now that sounded a little too much like your father, and your eyes narrow.
No way.
“Were you, by a chance, a slayer?”
The demon says nothing, but the remorse and regret that coats his eyes a misty red tells as much. A horrible, sinking feeling pools deep in your gut.
Suddenly, he feels too human, too alive.
In your emotional turmoil, you move forward, pressing your blade further so it scratches the skin. A line of blood flows out, and the demon finally lets a peak of fear overwhelm him.
“I- it’s a place without gods or ghosts and shit!” The demon spews out despite your surprise, “I- I could’ve integrated into human society if it weren’t for you all, a- and technology was much more advanced then-”
“Cut the crap. Same wimp, same responses.” You tut, masking the surprise with a scowl. You would make fun of him if it wasn’t a reoccurring sight.
To be honest, you’re not sure if you wouldn’t drop everything for the sake of your own life.
“Say ‘Muzan’.”
For a moment, there is silence. The dread the demon feels is almost contagious; you almost feel your own heart beat widely because of it.
The demon flailed around. “No! No! I refuse-”
“Would you rather die at your master’s hands, a dutiful and loyal servant, or die at the hands of a crybaby?”
“Damn you, you witch-”
Someone’s here.
The wind tells you such. It isn’t a slayer, or a demon. It’s a normal civilian.
Well. Time to put this conversation to a rest.
You slice the demon’s head off with one, clean strike, pick it up and begin racing off.
Shit, you knew it was a bad idea to fight near Konda Village!
Concentrate. Let the wind take over your feet.
Total concentration breathing (or something along the lines, you couldn’t have bothered to remember) works well for situations like these.
Cradled between your arms, the demon recovers from his shock and begins to scream. At least it doesn’t seem to regenerate.
You race through forests and hillsides. It is until you are near the beaches just near Konda Village that you put the head down on the sandy coastline.
The waves gentle pushes the head.
You kneel before its disintegrating figure. He has a rather strong soul; though in the face of eternal hell, he refuses to curse or submit into his tears.
Unfortunately, it will get him almost nowhere.
Fuck. Masking sympathy was never your strong suit.
“You were once human too, were you not?” You ask.
“Big surprise.” The demon scoffs.
You furrow your eyebrows.
Every being deserves some form of closure. Sometimes, it was your personal job to make sure for them to depart from this world with certainty, and without doubt.
“You lived to save, to slay demons once. What happened?” You pressed on.
The demon pauses. “I… I don’t remember.”
You sigh. “It’s okay.”
(They hardly ever do. The lucky ones remember, just before the brink of death.)
A man that lived years beyond the war of Khaenri’ah, and continued to be fearful of the sun for many, many moons.
“You suffered for a long time, haven’t you?” You mutter.
Silence befalls them, for just a while. You hear the ocean’s beckoning.
“I killed people.” The demon reminds, as if it was in disbelief of your gentle approach. You can’t blame him. It was such a large contrast to your near sadistic nature on the battlefield. “I tore their flesh and threw away their bones. I- I couldn’t control it.”
“I know.” You sigh. “And I will never forgive you for that. But still… it still have had to hurt.”
You can’t imagine the pain some of the demons went through. Damn it, the cruelty of your blade and the pity of your words were so different. You wish you could just stick to one side.
It almost always gave you backlash during the first few times you slayed someone. The difference when they’re still alive and running and when they’re dying is outright frightening. Then again, their memories never truly return to them until they are at the brink of death, do they?
You’re far too flexible. Even the most evil people give you a sense of hope of their redemption, and long as they’re nice.
You really need to change that mentality.
“What’s your name?” You ask. It’s common courtesy for you, and you only.
(It’s a blatant excuse, but you ignore the truth.)
“My name…? Sato. Akira Sato. That’s right… I was named after my mother’s wisdom.”
You snort despite yourself. Wisdom? Bullshit. “Sorry.”
The demon didn’t react to it. “Hm. I never wanted to fight. It was… just part of the family. I wanted…”
The demon trails off, and his eyes shift away. “I don’t deserve to want.”
“No, you don’t.” You agree.
“Do you think… there is peace, in hell?”
You shrug. “Maybe.”
Sato laughs, as his face disintegrates until his mouth remains. It’s hoarse and small and vulnerable, and you hate it.
“Hm.” You murmer. You’re not sure whether to give him false hope or not. “May you condemn for your sins in hell, Mr. Sato.”
“Heh.” Sato chuckles, as only his mouth remains. “I wonder if I will be back to my old world, or drown in the Abyss…?”
It pains you, to see a person converted be ruined a chance of another life. Your fist clenched at the hatred you harbor for Muzan. “Rest assured, Mr. Sato. Muzan will join you soon.”
“That’s not really an assurance.” Sato mutters. “But thank you. …Ah, I couldn’t see the sunrise with her… What a shame… heh…”
The last bit of Sato fades into the first rays of dawn, and you stand up. 
Akira Sato… you’re not sure if records surviving of him still exist, but you still have time to set up a grave for him. 
You have always made graves for those you slayed. There are no bodies or cremated ashes to bury, but your memory will always linger. And that, in a way, is a sort of eternity that the Shogun wishes to pursuit, is it not?
You sigh, but your voice sharpens. “Show yourself. I know you’ve been watching.”
The bushes refuse to make a sound, and you have to give credit for the eavesdropper. “Really?” You snap.
A slow, amused chuckle comes from the man emerging from the bushes. You recognize it almost immediately. You’ve heard it during the capture of criminals, when you were still sneaking in and out in the middle of the night.
“Most people here are really dense. Just one look and they erase their suspicions. But I suppose you are an exception?”
You grin despite the panic. You’ve never been caught before. “I could say the same for you, Detective Shikanoin.”
The man’s smile is friendly, but his gaze is sharp and demands answers. The sun is rising already, and killing an innocent witness would be both heavily against your morals and a hassel.
He crosses his arms. “Let’s take this discussion somewhere else, shall we?”
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thanks for reading! hope you enjoyed this mess lol
Part 2 :D
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idolmelodies · 9 months
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"Hey, where have you been?" You probably (dont) ask, and receive a big shrug in return.
Joking aside, hello! Hello! Hi!!! It's time for the long overdue update with the state of this blog and the plan moving forward.
Despite me having been on summer break for the past...too many months, I haven't made much progress in way of rebooting my old blog like I wished to do, for many reasons. One of them is medical problems that have severely held me back from drawing, but also me getting far too overexcited about rebooting ClownPosse and not only creating more work for myself but also,,, When I get really excited about things I have the bad habit to push them off more? LMAO, yeah. Doesn't make sense to me either but that's what I'm working with here. But it's still very much coming....just later than I hoped.
As for this blog in particular? Hmmm, to be honest I've thought of hitting that "delete blog" button more than once these past few months but never completing that thought because I think "wait no, I really want to stick around and do things!! Interact with people!" and then getting stuck because this era in my brain has passed, not much motive for it anymore despite having things I want to tell! I love using Magpie a whole bunch, she's so fun to me.
So, my compromise?
A overhaul-- which you may be thinking what do you mean a overhaul!? Isn't that my problem with the other blog? And yes...but also not so much. For this overhaul will be easy peasy, I basically have all I need already and just need to assemble a few pieces and we'll be in business. I was planning on saving present day Magpie and all her silliness for ClownPosse but simply decided that I am tired of waiting and will give myself what I want (especially since her debut for that blog will be...awhile). Anyway, yeah. So I'm gonna overhaul the blog and just dedicate it to normal Magpie silliness! Everything regarding this iteration of the blog will still be like, canon since it's just her past (save for a few lore changes), but I do plan on nixing everything on the blog. So heads up! Sorry for any messiness you may see these coming days,,,I've already started with this overhaul last night while in a trance like state and got carried away. But yeah!
Now the most agonizing part. Thinking of a new name.
TL;DR, Don't be alarmed if you see some changes on this blog in the next few days-- hell you may even already notice a few!! I plan to overhaul it completely and start afresh with a new concept, however still featuring Magpie. I hope you'll stick around for the changes :))
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starhyuck · 1 year
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pairing :: renjun x reader
genre :: equestrian au / fluff
word count :: tbd
warnings :: a shit ton of equestrian discourse / swearing
author's note :: it's (kinda) here !! i've been putting this off for pretty much the entire year ,,,,,,,, so here's part 1 so i can be bullied into writing the rest LMAO 💀 this is also very self-indulgent so ,,, enjoy
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you’re pretty sure you have hay up your EVERYWHERE ʘ‿ʘ
up your seeve, up your helmet, up your asscrack and in your moonboot
you are THIS (this || !!!) close to losing it
but since you were forced to drop out of the olympics this summer, you decided you would make use of your time by helping out at your local stables (•̀ᴗ•́)و
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to teach anybody
and you were definitely !!!!! not going to get distracted by cute boys
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, well, except until you met renjun
you had just started stuffing another biscuit of hay into a haynet when you heard a voice behind you
"excuse me, are you y/l/n y/n?"
you almost JUMPED TO HOLY HELL OH FUCKING GOD
WHO DID THIS MF THINK THEY WERE ???
YOU WERE GONNA GIVE THEM A PIECE OF YOUR MIND o(-`д´- 。)
AS YOU SHOULD, READER !!
BEAT UP THAT LITTLE SHIT
you whip around, ready to lash out at this motherfucker
until you see him
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you literally forget everything you were going to say as you stare at this boy
with soft, round features and a floofy hairstyle that looked even more endearing from the helmet hair, you instantly felt, well ,,,,, something
ew reader wtf
were you literally catching feelings on your first day on the job ??
NO THANK YOU, READER (・`ェ´・)つ
REMEMBER, NO GETTING DISTRACTED BY CUTE BOYS THIS SUMMER !!!!!!!!!!11
the boy continues to stare at you until you realise
"o-oh! yeah, i'm y/n. what do you want?"
you are a little harsh in your tone but !!!! you need to remember your promise, reader !!!!!
you had already ruined your olympic dream. there was no way you were going to ruin your summer as well.
the boy is a little put off from your tone, but he clears his throat and continues
he decides that going for the direct approach is best. right ? so he just throws himself into the deep end and asks
"im renjun. i want you to give me riding instructi-"
"no."
(゜-゜)
POOR BOY YOU DONT EVEN LET HIM FINISH SKDJSKJS
renjun looks kind of shocked but !!!!!!!!!!!11 give him some credit, he doesn't give up
"but ,,,, look. i've heard so much about you. you started from the bottom, here at dreaming equestrian centre, and worked your way up to the top. i heard you're competing in this years summer games! i want to be at the top too, and i want you to teach me how."
you harshly shove another hay biscuit into the net, your eyes blurring slightly
"well, hate to break it to you, but i won't be competing in this year's olympics."
you angrily gesture to your moonboot
"i probably won't even be a contender in any future games either - i'm not the amazing rider you think i am anymore.
"i don't care how hard you beg, but i don't, and won't, teach."
"fine," renjuns says
you turn your back on renjun, but you hear a little hmopf of someone sitting onto a bale, and whip around
he turns and smiles at you, expectantly
wait
(;;゜-゜) ?
(;;;゜-゜) ?????
what the fuck
what the FUCK
DOES THIS BOY INTEND ON STAYING HERE UNTIL YOU GIVE IN ????????
HOLD ON THERE, COWBOY
renjun may be stubborn, but you are CERTIAIN that you are more stubborn !!!
YOU'RE GONNA OUT-STUBBORN HIS ASS (#`д´)ノ
LETS GO READER !!!!!!!!!1
spoiler alert: you end up on giving in LMAO
annoyed at yourself for giving in and at renjun's victorious grin, you try to get the last word
"your lesson starts 4am tomorrow. dont be late"
",,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,oh my god y/n did you just say 4am (ʘ‿ʘ)"
"you should've known what you were signing up for when you asked me for help (✿´‿`)"
you grin and skip away, leaving renjun after you
you can't deny renjun make your heart go DOKI DOKI but !!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 at least you got the last word LMAO
it's the next morning, and you're already shoving hay into nets when renjun rocks up
"you're late," you frown
renjun just yawns
"it's literally 4am y/n... what even was the point of waking up so early (´Д`)"
"renjun, look. we don't have to start training at 4am. but the point is to learn discipline. if you can't show up to your training sessions on time, that shows you aren't serious, and it means you'll never make it to the top."
renjun blinks
he may have underestimated you a little
"hey, hurry up and start getting the feeds ready ( •̀_•́ )" you say
renjun snaps back to reality and hurries over to get the buckets and the grain mix
(he almost slips on a couple of stray nuts near the feed bin SKJSKKS)
apart from the occasional sighing, renjun follows your instructions pretty dutifully
you two work the day away, pretty much completing every single chore to be done
FED AND WATERED ALL THE HORSES? CHECK
MUCKED OUT ALL THE STALLS AND SWEEPED THE SAWDUST? CHECK
ORGANISED AND POLISHED THE ENTIRE TACK ROOM? CHECK
LOOK AT YOU GO READER, EVEN IN A MOONBOOT
you two are a two-man powershow !! ( ๑>ᴗ<๑ )
,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, although renjun clearly didn't feel that way ,,
you take a look at the stable clock
just past 12 pm
"let's go! lesson one completed, and i'd say it was a success."
renjun plants himself in front of you
"a success?" he scoffs.
"you said you'd teach me. where are the tips on how to become a better rider? all you've done is use me for labour."
you want to be stern with him, but you giggle
RENJUN'S FACE WHEN HE GETS ANGRY IS KINDA CUTE OK
"this was your first lesson. i even talked you about discipline before we started (๑→ܫ←)
"in order to become one of the best riders, you first have to organise your mind, and discipline is one of the best ways to do that. hence, the chores," you smile
renjun blinks
(again)
ok, yeah, he didn't just underestimate you a little
he underestimated you a LOT
renjun can't wait for the rest of your lessons
he's not entirely sure why, but he really wants to impress you !!! (`•ω•´๑) (ง'̀-'́)ง
(spoiler alert: he's a simp LOL)
the rest of your summer falls into a kind of rhythm
day in, day out, you spend your days teaching renjun and stepping on horse shit
(you seriously HAD to step in all the wrong places (╯▔皿▔)╯)
until one morning renjun comes with a ,,,, familiar flyer in hand
you know exactly what it is, and freeze
well, shit.
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the-100th-witch · 4 months
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so we're going through the process of preparing for moving and we have time but better now than later right?
blugh blugh blugh
(long)
but my mom's a hoarder so she's going manic and yea the stress and all that but like...she's making it a bigger deal than it really is.
She has expired food (that i went through and threw out she was ok with that bc again...expired food) and now she's going through the bathrooms and im pretty damn sure many of her shit is expired in there also. The closets are gonna be a nightmare bc she hoards clothes.
i moved back july 2022 after my friends and i moved out of our apartment and i was coming back to my home town bc of my job (which i am thankful i was living in my mom's place bc early 2023 i was laid off...) but basically yea it was a fight to carve a space for me bc i was moved out for 3 years and holy shit. i would visit and sleep here every so often but yea...
luckily i dont have much on my end (compared when i lived here like...pre moving out 2020 bc i got rid of a lot of things before my move then) but like it's hard to focus on getting my life prepared and on track with all this going on.
im already behind on my goals for January and yea i know thats on me but it's really hard to focus on myself or keep to my habits/begin new habits when my mom is so explosive. Already 2 times today she had mini-freak outs bc she was "missing" something (they were moved and in sight but she get's so frazzled that she just runs around like a chicken with her head cut off). I'm gonna have to just...go somewhere else during the day to get my shit done.
like i know i need to help and i do but i also dont like getting yelled at and listen im not a child anymore. I understand i dont have to live here and im working on that but damn dude...
the estimated time of the house being hopefully done is june/july 2024 (it has to be built) and my goal is to hopefully be moved out by then (and if not by summer 2024 at least some time in 2024) but allowing my mom (and sister) to monopolize my time (and emotional energy from my mom) is gonna really mess me up. Again i know i need to just make boundaries and be disciplined and try not to let other's emotions dictate my emotions and energy but that's what i was trying to start...this fucking year lmao maybe this is a test given by the universe? who the fuck knows.
tomorrow im gonna wake up early and clear out my bathroom (they have to take pictures for insurance or something) so im gonna get that done early in an hour so i can wrap that up and just get the fuck outta the house for the day. Wednesday my sister is taking the day off and helping with the kids stuff here and im deciding if i wanna stay and help or just fuck off. Like the kids stuff wont take long but i think my mom might lose her mind bc in her mind she thinks she needs that (she doesnt the kids are grown and a lot of it has been just sitting). I dont want bail on my sister but im dealing with my mother after the "clean outs" and it's been fucking draining. All day ive been anxious and tired from the clean out of the garage. I havent been sleeping bc of the anxiety (staying up until 2am) and every time i walk out of my room mom comes at me with more anxiety (which i get but im not in the mental place to take on HER anxiety and deal with mine).
i just feel like this all happened all at once and again, better to get it over with than later when the house is ready and they need to sell this house blah blah but damn dude. I was just coming out of a very dark month back in December and i was finally feeling hopeful to start January 2024 and it's hard not to feel like i fumbled it already (it's the third week of January and i got some stuff done but not really) and im allowing myself some grace but it's hard.
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canthelps · 8 months
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Summer North's incredibly personal Fouth Album-A Little More Time- is OUT NOW! listen here
Happy Birthday @lcvewaslcst
Song explanations under the cut
The Alcott (The National and Taylor Swift)
summer wrote this after the meeting with their lawyers and going to the bar together. its the surprise that molly still wants anything to do with her, about how difficult it is for her to be with her after she knows shes hurt her so much. she doesnt want to get ahead of herself, because she still thinks that shes unworthy of mollys love. “how many times will i do this and you’ll still believe?”
Sunshine Baby (The Japanese House)
written while they were starting to get back together. shes worried that shes gonna fuck it up again but all she wants is just to be back with her wife and its all she can focus on. she just wants life to be easier “well ive gone a little crazy, surely someones gonna save me. i dont know whats right anymore, i dont wanna fight anymore”
I Love You but I Need Another Year (Liza Anne)
much darker sound, written in the depths of the break up. about how she broke up with molly because of her own mental health. she doesnt know how to deal with her mind. “you’re sticking around but how can you stand it? I can’t salvage your mind while im losing mine. and nobody should have to deal with this. but i need you i dont wanna leave you” Also a sick song live because she gets to show off her guitar skills and headbang. probs a fan favourite live. the whole thing sounds like a panic attack
Emily I’m Sorry (Boygenius)
Called Molly I’m Sorry (obviously). An apology song to molly, pretty obvious. she’s sorry for what she did. she shouldn’t have done it. she loves her too much. written a few weeks after the lawyer meeting/the bar. summer coming to terms that she could come back “im twenty seven and i dont know who i am but im becoming someone only you could want”
A Little More Time (Role Model)
Is about summer struggling being in LA, far away from her home and family. Molly is the only thing holding her to LA, so when they break up she doesn’t quite know how to feel about it. Its about her realising that the only thing that will make her love LA again is being with Molly. “in a city with no seasons, in a house thats not a home….am i permanently broken, or is it just the sunshine blues?”
Bad Idea (Girl In Red)
They hooked up while broken up. its literally just about that. they should not be booty calling each other when theyre broken up and trying to figure things out but they do. its a banger and the fans love it. summer wasn’t sure about putting it on the album bc it makes it sound like she cheated. but she and molly both know thats not true and thats all that matters. also the use of darling links back to the previous album
Big Star (Lorde)
another song about how she doesn’t deserve molly. summer does refer to herself as a cheater in this song but once again she never cheated on molly! just a lovely song about how amazing molly is and how much summer loves her. ignore that the original is about a dog. its romantic. “toss up if its worth it every time i get on a plane. i’ve got so much to tell you and not enough time to do it in” was probably written before the break up. when her downwards spiral was starting
Not Strong Enough (Boygenius)
I DONT KNOW WHY I AM THE WAY I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH TO BE YOUR MAN. literally its just summers mental issues getting in the way of her being happy lmao who can relate! was written on the same day as sunshine baby bc shes what? TALENTED.
Gemini Moon (Renee Rapp)
another song about how summer believes she is actually the worst!! anxious avoidant attachment who? no its just her gemini moon. “i bet youre sick of it, believe me so am i….but really i should just be better to you” honestly this one is a maybe for the album but ive been working on this playlist for months and i want to get it done
Anti-Hero (Taylor Swift but the Keaton Henson Version)
do i really need to say it? its me hi im the problem its me?
Everything (Muna)
shes helplessly in love with molly and everything is about her even when theyre broken up. was written deep in the break up when all she could think about was her wife “four hundred and counting and my only question is how would you feel if one was me. would you wish we made love again, would you want to revisit the marks on my skin, cause the world could be burning and all id be thinking is how are you doing baby”
Show Up (Samia)
its a song for her fans, about how no matter whats going on in her life she will always show up and perform for them as long as they still want her to
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youwontdie · 10 months
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well first and foremost: 🎀 if you haven't gotten her yet lol
☀️🦷 and 📞as well
i did actually get elizabeth instantly no surprise there ahaha . i DO think about these guys so much though so,
cassidy:
- full name cassandra miller. its funny to me
- ofc u have pronouns. it/its or just none at all really
- this thing is mixed korean :o]
- literally just turned fifteen the day of cassidys death
- GOLDENDUO! bv/joseph is cassidys little brother thing forever.
- has poliosis and vitiligo ....... and the tism......
- cassidy is a weirdo. like in an extremely traumatized way. most of cassidys motivation comes from deeply ingrained religious trauma pertaining to the ideas that forgiveness is worthless and everyone's damned anyway
- does not think its a person. the it/its is derogatory 😔
- very formal and composed, but tries way too hard to seem intimidating. it usually works, but when compared to joseph who is like infinitely scarier when he wants to be its literally nothing lmao
- it and charlie did ucn together . though after a while charlie decided they'd lingered long enough while cassidy wanted to keep taking revenge for literally ever. they kind of hate each other but they're kind of best friends etc etc
- somebody send cassidy to therapy now
jeremy f:
- full name jeremy jesse fitzgerald
- 42 when he died
- okay here's where stuff gets weird. jeremy was not the bite of '87 victim in my au. he got mauled during the night shift and ended up in the hospital for a while
- still died though. became a loose poltergeist and was like YOOOO
- he deliberately breaks ghost rules he hops from foxy variant to foxy variant and he has the time of his life and thats his entire character
- jeremy so just sticks with lolbit though. i dont know why. it was the funniest option imaginable.
phone guy:
- full name scott peter garinger
- about like 22 when he died?
- family with the other phone people. phone dude is his twin brother, tape girl is their niece :o]
- genuinely just ur everyday nerd freak. glasses more duct tape than frame. stupid sweater vest
- he's been with fazent for. a while. he had like a summer job at fredbears, was a manager at fnaf2, that kinda thing. he used to really love the whole concept but the murders and bites and maulings really put a damper on it
- he took the night shift at fnaf1 because he felt Guilty and he didnt want to be in charge anymore. he was going to quit and then he died lawl
- he does stick around as a ghost though. this is where it gets silly
- he just straight up possesses the spare suit with his corpse in it and is like Alright man. I guess. ditches freddys with mike schmidt (they r friends ok.) hides out in an abandoned convenience store literally across the street from it
- and then that's literally it. for like 40 years. he minds his fucking business until Gregory Security Breach decides to squat in the convenience store too and uh
- worst found family ensues. thats why gregory trusts glam freddy so much its silly
- my au is completely founded on what's the funniest thing to make happen while still taking it entirely SERIOUSLY
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applejongho · 2 years
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tag game ✨️
i was tagged by @sector1​, thanks natalia!
name: anne or annie! dont mind either one
sign: pisces sun, aries moon, virgo rising
height: 5′0/153cm 🧍🏼‍♀️
time: 6:25pm
birthday: march 15th
favorite band/artist: ateez 🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️
last movie: I really haven't watched anything as of late :/ im not a movie person at all
last show: same here, dont really watch shows, but I watched all of us are dead over the summer and that was incredible
when i created this blog: april 2018! but not as an ateez blog. it became an ateez blog in march of 2021.
what i post: jongho ateez content!! 
other blogs: @bikerjongho is my writing account!
do i get asks: sometimes! thank you all that send any, I love getting them 💕
followers: 685 (!!!!!!)
average hours of sleep: probably 7-9! depends on if it’s a weekend or a school day, im absolutely nonfunctional or I feel really disgusting if I get any less than 7
instruments: I play viola and violin but not super often anymore, but I’m really good (I played really competitively for about 9 years!!!)
what am i wearing: black shirt with a skull on it lmao, black jean shorts, a black belt, silver dangly earrings, and technically doc martens but im in my dorm rn so I dont have them on atm
dream job: a writer or (math) teacher... says the bioengineer
dream trip: literally anywhere. ive never been outside of the US due to money :(
favorite song: GUERRILLA. ATEEZ.
0 pressure tags: @woosansang @abiaswreck @straykats @yourlocaltimetraveler @bvlnoriyas @sanhwaiting @hanjesungs @kwonsoon @97chwe @miinsang @wingkkun @riboism @sanchelinz and sorry if you've done this already 😭
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pale-cheezit · 2 years
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The last drive-in we have left in the twin cities area just mysteriously did not open this summer at all and the owner didnt make any sort of public statement about what was going on. Its a family owned business. There were journalists for local news looking into it and they just said they couldnt even reach the owner for a comment. When i google the place, it says "temporarily closed" and its looking like the owner is thinking about selling the land /:
I found a Facebook page for the drive-in and some dude is begging people to sign a petition and its like for what....? Im just as upset about it as you are, but what exactly do you plan on doing? Youre gonna stop someone from selling their private business...? It doesnt work like that lol
And he even wants people to show up at city hall and show that they dont want the business to close lol once again i dont think it works that way? You have no idea what this mans reasoning is for selling his business, you cant force someone to continue operating their business lmao
But yeah its super fucking depressing ): One of the last places you could go to truly feel like youre being transported back in time and now its gone.....just like everything else around here lately. I dont even recongize this place anymore, everything is changing.
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lesbianwilby · 1 year
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howdy wil! Answer any or all of these if you want :D
violet— do you like to cook or bake? if so, what is it that you like to make?
azalea— what is the most recent song you listened to? how do you feel about it?
lotus— what is your favorite color and in what shade? e.g. sage green, navy blue, ect. dahlia— do you like to follow current fashion trends or do you have a particular style that you prefer to stick to?
HELLOOOOOOO thank u for adding the questions w ur ask i an in the middle of watching youtube videos n i dont have the brainpower to copy/paste these LMAO (so sory i didn't for u i do not think very well)
violet: i do sometimes!! theres not a lot of food or ingredients n shit in my house n cant rly buy like .any n also massive lack of energy so i cant a lot but i love cooking n baking even if its usually just helping my mom 🫶 im very fond of making things w chicken massive safe food 4 me in many ways
azalea: salamander by deco*27‼️ i adore this song SO much i just have to ignore that its about cup noodles and im good .most recent english song tho would be electioneering by radiohead which!! is actually my current favorite song off of ok computer :3
lotus: this is such a hard question for me to answer bc im so odd w colors 😭 i think?????? probly like a dark brick red.. overall i tend to stick more to color schemes vs specific colors n .all my color schemes tend to center around either red or neutrals so
dahlia: RAHHHHHH FASHION QUESTION so. for me its kinda a mix of both? it REALLY depends on the trend n who i see in it n how accessible it is to me n if i actually LIKE it.. like im not going to sit here n deny that my style has never been influenced by or even changed by trends bc thatd be a goddamn lie but also its not been like. a permanent change ig???? leme like share examples to fully explain
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so heres two outfits i wore in 2021, first was sometime in summer second was during october or september probs?? now obviously these aren't like the same exact style but like in my brain n for how i dress they come close enough (also yes i had my hair dyed red two times in a row .no they were not the same shade or anything. btw think in second picture i already had my mullet why didnt i wear my hair up wth was up w that)
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these r some more recent outfits!! first one is actually the most recent picture i have of any of my outfits i wore it to a job interview :3 and yes the three others have the same exact top and yes i am wearing the same two pairs of pants in these and yes i did wear both my necklace and pocket watch with them all and yes i did carry the same bag .my style has been toned down a LOT recently tbh n im ngl its def been at least partly influenced by trends.. i dont mind it tho its comfy n cute n i dont have to think much
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however sometimes i do still go back to my "old" style that never rly left tbh (in the og pics the only thing i dont have anymore is the skirt n thats bc i dont wear those colors rly anymore).. first one was sometime this summer? second time i think was last month actually!!
n like even still w my toned-back style n shit i still make 3d kandi cuffs n i still listen to music that someone who would see me in passing wouldn't expect n even if these outfits r "tame" bc im way too lazy to go n find pictures from high school (my kandi cuffs used to get worn almost daily + my beloved reflective galaxy platforms have gotten so scuffed from the steps to the front 🫶) they're still pretty different in my mind i think to what i wear now so like .yeah what i wear out has been influenced by whatever trend i see on tiktok however its never been fully based on that 4 many reasons n the old parts of my style never rly "leave" they just get pushed back until a later time
#out there#i still have all of my bows n hair clips that overflow my accessory drawers n my tutus n my t-shirts from hot topic#bc even if its not me rn it was at one point n probs will be again#ngl. i very easily could've explained this both better + w/o these pictures LMAO#i just love showing off my outfits even old ones even tho these r TERRIBLE examples#unfortunately i don't have a lot of older examples bc i used to be rly insecure so i never took pictures EVER#so a lot of those outfits rly got lost to time#do have quite a few more recent outfits tho#including several where i wear my bralettes as tops .man those r cute outfits i love every single one#anyways .rly did use this as an excuse to share some of my (not greatest unfortunately) outfits oops !#ty for asking that question at least tho 🫡#ive always been a bit w fashion but it got a lot more extreme during my senior year#cuz yk .2020 tiktok had an impact on me n my style LMFAO#n that slowly ran out probs towards very end of 2021 where i never rly went out anywhere n if i did it was usually a basic outfit#n then .now again kinda following trends ig at least in what i see but to me its just like#ive always thought these styles were cute n now this gives me the push i needed to start wearing them#yk?#i think im rly just saying shit my brain is mush#ive had todays alpharad gold upload just paused on my tv while typing all this LMAK#pls dont judge my outfits too hard 🙏#ik theyre all kinda copy/paste esp w the items i wear#n to most people on here u wouldn't call any of these n tbh i wouldn't either#but in my defense i have always struggled with very low energy levels SO#done rambling if i forgot something ill edit idfk#ty for the ask again btw :3#ask#sparksnevadas#also fun fact! on tumblr mobile when answering asks u cant see ur whole tags w/o posting or saving to drafts#so if this seems very incoherent its bc i literally forgot what i just said n had no way to check n tried not to repeat things
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tiktok anon - something really fascinating i found about the platform (i use it on a daily with no issues) is that if you're in the eu, or i europe in general, it's much easier to curate your algorithm to only show you what you wanna see and enjoy watching which is what ive done and why i have no issues
i just close the app whenever i see something i dont like and wait 15-20mins and then open it again
i did the same thing with instagram's explore page and youtube and it works, i now only get content on every platform that i really enjoy
but, i did visit egypt this summer and my feeds were totally off while i was there because egypt isn't under eu laws and regulations and it was impossible to curate it the same way. i also got ads after every two videos on tiktok which never happened before, in fact, i just dont get outright ads in europe when im scrolling my fyp
idk if you're in the us, but for any europeans i really recommend this strategy of closing the app when you get unwanted content and waiting a while before opening it up again. it even works on like a daily basis
i was on dubloon tiktok for a couple of days because it was fun, but i got bored and started closing the app whenever that type of video started showing up and the algorithm immediately understood that it shouldn't be showing me that content anymore and rn im back to my usual fyp filled with cute animal videos. when i get bored and see something interesting i watch it and like it, and get more of that kind until im bored and gotta retrain the algorithm for about an hour lmao
that is so interesting??? i do live in the us unfortunately—i definitely have somewhat of a curated algorithm on there, but i also think here they just try to feed us as much as we can take lol. i’m curious, how much time do you spend on it?
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