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[fictionkinfessions]

Kaito... I really miss you. I don't know if you're still out there somewhere, but there are so many things I never got to tell you before I lost you – and I really don't know if I ever will. Maybe you'll see this. Maybe I'm just being hopeful. I don't know. Either way, I have to get this off my chest.

You were my best friend, my hero. You helped me so much during those dark times Monokuma made us suffer through. Everything was so terrible and we lost so many of our friends. But you were there for me when I needed you. You were always the reason I could keep going. When everything else seemed completely hopeless, you were what motivated me, and even after I lost you, your memory kept me strong.

I never got to tell you how much I love you. You and Maki both meant so much to me, more than either of you ever knew. When everything was over, I was able to tell her that. I could never tell you until it was too late. That's my biggest regret. You were so much more to me than just a best friend, and I never even had the chance to tell you that.

Honestly, I don't know if you'd even feel the same, and I'd never have wanted to get between you and Maki anyway, but it still hurts that I could never even have a chance to try talking to you about it.

Either way. Thank you so much for everything. If you're still out there somewhere, I hope we meet again someday.

- Shuichi Saihara

x

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[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

Hey, here’s a message to any Kokichi who needs it: I’m sorry I didn’t understand what you were doing. I’m sorry about not giving you a chance. I can only hope you’re doing better now and that you’re safe and happy. Thank you for everything. - Shuichi Saihara

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[canoncalled]

I'm Shuichi Saihara from Danganronpa, looking for everyone! I'm from a timeline where I was the Ultimate Lucky Student, had Frontotemporal Dementia, and was the Mastermind of a killing game. Basically we were in a simulation created by Kokichi (who was the Ultimate Scientist) and Hope's Peak's science team; I ended up taking control of the project with Junko's help, before she herself betrayed me by hijacking the simulation right at the end. I'm 23, interact with this and I'll contact you :'))!

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[kinscalling]

I am Shuichi Saihara from Danganronpa V3, more specifically, I was the mastermind in my canon. I am looking for my Ouma Kokichi, in my canon they were a trans woman [then identified as a female-aligned nonbinary person towards the end of the game]. I hope they forgive me, and if they want to get in contact with me again, they can reblog this post. [I do not feel comfortable giving my url out, I will message them if there is anyone who reblogs this.]

I do not feel comfortable with kin doubles of myself and only people who are 18+ please reblog this post, as I am not comfortable with minors interacting especially with that kin canon

!!!

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[fictionkinfessions]

Girl help I really hope that I am whatever fanon pregame shuichi saihara is NOT

I mean, what I think I am (I am going off of like 2 fuzzy memories, some loose guesses and hope) is,, sane. A dude who got hyperfixated on Danganronpa (the show in my canon), maybe got bullied a bit, was a detective, whatever

Fanon, on the other hand

Oh dear god

Please do not let me be like fanon

Please do not let me be like fanon

-Pregame Shuichi Saihara, danganronpa/drv3, #🍀🔎🎙 (if I accidentally put it as 🍀🎙🔎 one day I will cry)

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[fictionkinfessions]

10 words or less kin desc!

makoto naegi (dr1): literally just some guy (optimistic flavor)

hajime hinata (dr2): literally just some guy (inferiority complex flavor)

shuichi saihara (drv3): the living embodiment of anxiety

sora (sdra2): ai that everybody somehow simps for. ginger bitch gifted luck.

-#👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

canon differences… probably the fact that i’m. not in a killing game. and the world isn’t a fucking apocalypse lmao

-sora (sdra2)/hajime hinata/makoto naegi/shuichi saihara #👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

thinking about how much kaedes death fucking. broke me RZHGVFZRJDS

-shuichi saihara #👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

canon names? this doesn’t really count but i want to share it anyway, so…. i’m shuichi saihara! the name shuichi means “last one”! there’s another character from danganronpa named mikan tsumiki, and the name mikan means “orange”.

the other night i had a dream that “shuichi” meant orange (idk why? it doesnt even make sense?) and that (as shucihi) my deadname was mikan

idk i just thought this was funny :3

-shuichi saihara #👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

what is it with me not having memories for my canons but just feeling like the canon masetermind not the mastermind in my canons!! first with junko now with tsumugi!! what the fucck!!

-shuichi saihara #👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

i hate ppl who ship me with ouma tbh. -shuichi saihara

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[fictionkinfessions]

Me: statistically speaking, I will never find a single canonmate. Finding someone out of almost 8 billion people on this planet that has shared the exact same past life experience as me, realizes it, and having us meet is a chance that is incredibly low, nigh impossible, and the possibility of finding fake canonmates and getting tricked and manipulated is much too high for me to be comfortable with reaching out to strangers in hopes of discovering an impossibility.

Me: (finds two canonmates in one day, who were also my friends beforehand)

Me: wh

-pregame shuichi saihara, danganronpa v3, #🍀🔎🎙

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[fictionkinfessions]

kokichi is kind of a comfort to me and i do love the ship of him & me in some cases but tbh im mostly a selective saiouma shipper? like most saiouma content is trying to make it all deep & shit like “ooooh shuichi was the only one who every tried to understand kokichi owo they kissu” (which like. not even true? gonta tried to understand kokichi. kaito tried to understand kokichi. hell, kaede and miu tried to understand kokichi!) like. if i wanted some deep “weird guy/the only one who understands him” shit id go for komahina.

anyway stan shuichi/kokichi but saiouma sucks (and yes i do see saiouma as a different ship than just shuichi/kokichi in general. its the vibes yknow.)

the other thing is im pretty sure i didnt get along well w kokichi in my canon? like. ough when i first went through the playthrough i hated him SSOOOOOO MUCH. (i simped for kiibo actually ahaha) so seeing people be like “shuichi is… MORBIDLY OBESSESED… with kokichi…” just. feels like utter bullshit lol

kiibo is super cute btw. saiibo was my first danganronpa ship, and oldie but a goodie. slay.

-shuichi saihara #👕🥀

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[fictionkinfessions]

I love the ideas that a lot of people have of pregame me, they're fun as hell and I love to play them - but they're not how I lived it at all. That was a role I could play, but it was just a role I could take on; I was just a pretty normal guy who liked to act and was good at solving riddles. Yeah, I loved Danganronpa and was thrilled to be part of it just like it was shown - but I didn't think anyone was actually/potentially dying! I thought it was just a reality-show-meets-LARP game, like if DND podcasts went well and truly mainstream! Most if not all of the audience did! I had no idea I was signing up to have my memories wiped and rewritten so many times that I'm even less sure of what I remember than usual with kin stuff, or to potentially die for real; it was just supposed to be a game. It was just supposed to be a game! We were just supposed to be actors! I thought that was how it worked!

Anyway I had a dream last night that it really was like that and man do I wish that was how it actually happened...even if I wanted a hole to open up in the floor and take me anywhere else when I couldn't break NDA to tell everyone who had dropped out so far (all with their "death" makeup still on) "no, I swear to you, I'm NOT the one with the incest plotline you've heard rumors about, we just wrapped up where that goes and, uh...it's as creepy as it sounds"

- Shuichi Saihara

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[fictionkinfessions]

June 21

This is late so I apologize, greatly.

Happy Birthday Kokichi. To all of them, kins and fictives.

You are an amazing person, remember that, and please don’t be so harsh on yourself.

I hope you all had a great party and managed to celebrate it with the one(s) you love. :)

- Shuichi Saihara

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[fictionkinfessions]

I have to wonder if Tsumugi's persona was ever who she really was. If she was ever a real person. That person was a good friend - a friend I miss more and more every time I see attempts to make fandom less weird and more advertiser-friendly.

It was always really hard to accept the person I thought she was, was just a cover story for the person who put us through...THAT. Who would have thought that watching fandom turn from a place where neurodivergent people could unapologetically squee and rawr :3 and XD all over the place, into this hellscape of Funko Pops and cringe culture and big media creators egging fandom on only to turn around and mock us with their next breath, would reopen that wound?

- Shuichi

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