#sick of ppl not knowing my stance when it is clear right there.

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ohhhhhh my fucking god.

I need to get around to making that neocities.

EDIT: um. Ok. Accidentally Posted a vent mid typing

I dont feel like retyping any of that so ill just edit this in the morning since its getting late

So yeah here i go free write venting sawry <3

Just gettin them (unfinished) feelings out

fyi recently decided to check out what neocities is abt after hearing friends gushing abt it n after scrolling around sites I got hyped n decided to make my own neocities after I realized this could possibly solve all my problems sdhkhkfgd

first of all,

............. not to bring this up for the 7848234th time but. yeah Im still having spiraling thoughts abt my girl + the AU. Yes, as I said earlier the intensity of those spirals have died down significantly. but unfortunately its still there, at the back of my mind. and uh oh!!!!!!!!!! unfortunately theres days where it spikes!!!! and frankly brothers i cant take these thoughts anymore,, i need a place to get the fuck away from social media 

I honestly feel thats the reason why I have these thoughts. I haaaate having to fucking overthink posting anything that could be percieved as cringe on my own fucking accounts to prevent the possibility that it could be the post could have me marked as a sort of “lolcow” or laughing stalk known to the internet. I haaaaate that when I have to talk to ppl, fuck even my own online friends, i haveta be walking eggshells via the irony mask and hide shit bc if i feel if i do i have justify my stance to not be seen as cringe!!!!!! I haaaaaaaaaate this fucking terminally online paranoia!!!!!!!!

and I know me saying “I need to get away from social media, im growing paralyzingly sick from my chronically online brainrot” and proceeding to still do this in an another online public space instead of just simply just stop posting abt Her + the AU and maybe even mass delete anything abt them if theyre doing nothing but causing me stress is a weird decision.... but ok.. hear me out

as a creative, the alternative (just mass deleting + stop posting)  is just.....feels so alienating? Like we all crave..an audience??? idk how to fucking explain it but we all like the idea of at least a few ppl liking our stuff? And despite all this headache,,, i still care her 🥺

the thought that this thing I care abt, that I made with my own two hands, that I cannot ever show that to anyone.... thats devestating

I think the reason I keep spiraling is that I feel there is no safe space for me to post abt this. Perhaps specifically fear of the wrong type of ppl catching wind of it.

The current online landscape is fucking hell. Irony poisoned n the standards are so high, ppl will not put up with mediocrity or cringe and they will be LOUD and clear about that.

Not even tumblr is safe.

Neocities though, from what ive seen its the fucking safe haven for self indulgence. Its not uncommon for ppl to have these things called "shrines", a small subwebsite within a website commonly used to just like. Infodump abt whatever thing they like, often obscure and maybe a little "cringe" (i dont mean this to insult them but like. Yknow what i mean right)

Additionally, I wont have to worry about the Wrong People" finding out abt me and My Bullshit. Or most anyone discovering me and My Bullshit. Being into neocities is kinda a "niche", most ppl dont know anything abt neocities asides from programming nerds rlly nostalgic for the old days of the internet!

If anyone for whatever reads this made it this far... Yep. I finally actually went through with the decision of deleting any trace of her off both my tumblrs. I will no longer be talking about her on tumblr unless until this game releases.

Its the perfect place to hide her for now....

Besides, ive been let go of the only job my incompetent ass could ever do but probably still fucked up anyways.  Think I need a fucking hobby that could maybe double as a skill so. Why not dust off what little programming stuff I know and expand upon in it in case my moms right and I cant rlly get my art career to pop off

Though... I guess the one downside for this is that while I hopefully wont be able to directly recieve hate about the AU...I dont think I will be able to recieve any possible love for it either.

As much as i hate to sound like some attentionwhore, and as much as i had a crippling fear of being found out by the Wrong People... there is a small inkling hope and..curiosity for people that might like it

Again, neocities isnt well known. The one upside to me posting my GLITCHED shit on tumblr is that this is prrobably? The only place where GLITCHED has an actual fanbase on tumblr, so i could like get engagement (ugh.... Hate phrasing it like that. Like im sort of numbers obsessed influencer. But i cant think of what else to call it. The possibility of the fans + the rare outsider interacting n being able to read nice or funny little notes), so I highly doubt anyone is going to think to click on the link to my Gina shrine since GLITCHED isnt well known either once I finish my neocities. Even if someone was curious enough to find my website + the shrine n wanted to express that they liked it, Neocities doesnt have a built in system where people can send messages to the creator.

I am going to post the link to my neocities, since well. I know that there is a small few who did like her (or just appreciated the passion i had).

#namii finally speaks #sorry. vent(?) time. #i hate ppl <3 #i changed my mind bros its both a rb acc + personal acc #im not sure if this'll happen often but if this shits annoying to u. u can unfollow i promise i wont mind #or just block vent and rant bc i promise u. once this neocities fully set up u will never hear my mopey ass ever again #vent #rant #i hate u the negative and maybe even traumatic effects that was the 2016 art community i hate u post 2010s online culture i hate u adults

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hey reminder to read ALL of the pages. I have rules and i'd like them to be followed or I will LIBERALLY use the block button.

Additionally, any and all information you will need before writing with me IS IN MY PAGES. There are pages for RULES, MUSE, AND MUN.

#got a shitty anon and i just #honey. touch grass. #ooc ;; who let plane in?! #sick of ppl not knowing my stance when it is clear right there. #reading comprehension is very very sexy

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Bölüm 45 asks

Plus a few asks from 44, and one about the fragman for 46

Read more under the cut

Anonymous asked: I cannot believe that Ayse revived the "Kemal is Serkan's real father" theory but I think I'm down for it? At least now Kiraz has one decent grandparent and he seems like genuinely nice man. I've been wishing for him to have some scenes with Serkan because the way they set up this S2 plot, they could relate to one another and I was sad to see that he spent 5 years hiding instead

I'm down for this plot! See, now that I know they're doing the long-lost-father plot, it makes all the sense in the world why Serkan doesn't like Kemal and they didn't forge a relationship in the last five years. If they had, then finding out he's his dad would have been a lot less jarring and dramatic. Finding out now and then forging the relationship I think will be a bit more meaty story so it works for me.

To me this story works on a lot of levels, and makes sense with who Serkan is and his very strained relationship with Alptekin. It's like Alptekin sensed it, and resented Serkan his whole life. For those worried that Serkan will no longer have the last name Bolat, I'm not sure where that's coming from. Maybe I'm just not familiar with other cultures, but that is his name, Alptekin raised him, adults don't just up and change their name because of genetics. If you're adopted and you meet your bio dad as an adult, you don't change your name to your bio dad's.

Serkan's name is very much a part of his identity. Which is why this story has so much potential, because it could shake Serkan to his very core to find out who he thought he was, was wrong. He thought he was unlovable, most importantly maybe he'll finally realize there was more at play there and it wasn't at fault.

Anonymous asked: There were a couple things in the last episode that didn't sit well with me. 1. I can't believe Eda made Serkan sleep outside at night and didn't feel bad in the morning when she realized he got sick! 2. The way Seyfi announced Aydan and Kemal's secret relationship. It wasn't his secret to tell, though Aydan did deserve the way everyone reacted. So I got over that pretty quick. 3. Burak!!! He's not the one for Melo. She deserves better and if they end up together in the end, I'm gonna protest.

1. Unless you're going to put the same energy into not believing that Serkan had the gal to remove his bed on the floor as a way to maneuver himself into Eda's bed before she was ready, I really can't relate. It was done for comedy, my advice is to unclench and just giggle along.

2. Or you could look at it as being unfair of Aydan to burden Seyfi with that secret and require he lie to his other employer for five years. I mean I don't disagree that it wasn't his secret to tell, but Aydan had plenty of chances, and it was time for it to come out.

3. This one we are in 100% agreement about. MELO DESERVES BETTER. I will die on this hill.

Anonymous asked: Hi! Do you think Serkan actually believes in Kerem's abilities (he trusts Eda's faith in Kerem) or is this part of his plan to win Eda back? Either way I'm okay, just wondering what you think.

No, I do not think he gained a sudden belief in Kerem's abilities, but I do think he believes in Eda. And if Eda believes in Kerem then when push comes to shove that is enough for Serkan. Of course, he did it as part of his plan to win Eda back. Serkan is taking every opportunity to let Eda know that he respects her and believes in her and I think this was another example of that. There was also an aspect of him trying to win over another person in Eda's circle who was suspicious of him. The fewer people he has working against him, the better! He knows he has no shot with Burak or Ayfer, so this episode he worked on Melo and Kerem. But mostly it was him trying to make Eda's life easier, by smoothing over a personnel problem she was having, thus making working out of Art Life a more attractive option for her. All of those things in one!

Anonymous asked: What do you think about Eda and Piril's friendship? This episode really highlighted how close they've gotten.

Yes, they have gotten close, and I'm happy Eda has a friend, but at the same time I don't trust Piril. This is a woman who discarded Eda and embraced Selin when she was manipulating and abusing a brain-damaged Serkan.

Eda might be able to forget, but I can't. Also as a character she's just boring, rigid and humorless. One of my least favorites on screen.

That being said I do like the triad dynamic of Kiraz/Can, Serkan/Engin, and Eda/Piril, it was fun when they were calling each other at the same time.

Anonymous asked: Idk if they reached out to Maya just because she looked like Hande considering she had no acting experience, but this little girl is like the best casting I've seen. The chemistry with Hande and Kerem is amazing. She's so expressive. I am a Kiraz stan.

She's doing a fantastic job, precious thing! I have no idea how they found her, I know she was an instagram model, but the SCK casting director strikes again. This season doesn't work if we don't fall in love with Kiraz. Thankfully, we did!

Anonymous asked: Hi! Since it seems that we will have 13 episodes, do you think that Edser reconciliation/wedding will be left for the finale, 12-13 ep? Cause Ayse loves to drag and keep them apart.

I think the wedding might be closer to the end, but I think reconciliation will be a bit sooner than that.

However, I have to say that it's really not like they're apart.. is it? I mean this episode we had them living together, sort of casually planning their future together. Next episode we have them pretending to be married and ramping up the sexual tension to white-hot-sun levels, these are all good things. With episodes like this, I don't personally consider the show dragging it out.

In fandom I see a lot of peeps upset because Eda isn't getting immediately back with Serkan and I am feeling inpatient as well, do you think the writers are making a mistake keeping them apart?

Again, I guess my response to you is, by what definition was this episode "keeping them apart?"

Yes, they aren't having sex, but they are living together, working together, raising their daughter together, and I'm a-okay with having a couple of delicious episodes of that while they are still not fully back together romantically. Let's be real, they're still waking up in bed together, flirting, and having a romantic dinner together, so it's not like things aren't moving forward, they are. I'd advise putting aside your impatience, and just sit back, relax, and let the story take its course. There is no need to be anxious with this one. They are going to end up with their happily ever after together, but what we're seeing right now is delightful. It's them in family and domestic situations, them with their child. Most shippers only dream of getting to see this.

This sort of goes back to my stance on episodes 16-24, I know that was a frustrating time for a lot of fans because they were "broken up" but I've always said they may have been officially broken up, but they were in a committed relationship that entire time. And I enjoyed those episodes from that perspective, that tension of them being "apart" but still functioning as a unit and still being emotionally tied together underneath it all. There's kind of a similar situation here, they aren't officially back together, Eda is resisting him, but they are in a committed relationship and I don't understand what the need is to rush through this part? Enjoy the sexual tension of them living together, but not sleeping together. Enjoy the rom com romp of Serkan trying to get in her bed, and Eda taking steps to keep him out. Enjoy their daughter putting them in situations that force them into close proximity, and enjoy them falling into easy compatibility without even trying. Enjoy Serkan planning romantic dinners, and Eda enjoying it despite her every effort to protect her heart.

To me this is very good stuff, and spending this time being impatient and wanting what didn't happen yet, instead of enjoying what did happen is pretty much the recipe for unhappiness not just with this show, but life.

Anonymous asked: i feel like i've seen the exact same frustrations ppl have had with eda right now back around the 20s too after serkan told her about her parents' secret. it was like, now that he's told her the truth, she should automatically forgive him and get back together. same thing happening here, with him accepting his role as kiraz's father. it feels like the same impatience that's put on eda to just forgive him already bc everyone wants happy edser and she's in the way lol.. like girl needs time!

Agreed, and it makes me wonder if these folks have ever watched television before, lmao. Patience! There's a story unfolding and from the first 6 episodes it's clear they have a season long arc planned. All in due time.

Eda spent five years thinking that Serkan stopped loving her, and discarded her for work. The second time he used that excuse to break her heart. My goodness, it's more than okay if she needs a little time to adjust and learn how to trust him again. PLUS that means we get to watch him work on her, try to make inroads, romance her, forge a relationship with his daughter and earn Eda's trust back. What's bad in that?

What did you think of the fragman? It's kind of dumb and unrealistic that they have to dance for a school admission interview.

LMAO. Yes, yes it is, but my question to you is, sana ne?

I mean why do you care if the set up is dumb or not? Or if it's realistic? It's a device to get Serkan and Eda to pretend to be married before they're fully back together and an excuse for us to see Edser smash themselves together in a sensual tangle of limbs while they pretend to be unaffected, while both are being engulfed in USTy flames.

I'm not complaining, why are you?

Come on, this show is silly, it has been from day one, enjoy the fact that we are getting silly plots that force our couple into hilarious and hot situations, because Hande and Kerem are going to give us gold, I guarantee it and I'm going to smile through every second watching it.

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These asks are from episode 44, they came in and I didn't have time to answer before 45 aired:

Anonymous asked: Do you think there is a point when there are too many “parallels” and it becomes more like scenes are being recycled? Because I kinda felt that way in the last episode. Like she’s just tossing in as many things as she can from those first 11 episodes but I’ve already watched those and Id rather we focus more character progression. I feel like they regressed from those honest conversations last week and were back to being petty this week.

I guess my answer is... no, I don't think there have been too many parallels. Episode 44 was partly about truth bubbling to the surface, with the biggest truth being that Serkan has been in love with Eda every minute of every day since they parted. That is a very important thing for Eda to understand and know and they really can't move forward until she does, because she felt unloved and forgotten all those years. Most of the parallels were illustrating that by showing that he held on to their history, he remembered their history and he honored it. Okay by me.

Anonymous asked: There were some amazing dialogues in the episode. I have two that tie for top. One was when Kiraz said that Serkan was her wish (when blowing her birthday candles), and the other was when Serkan said Apollo was never going to give up on the woman he loves nor on the cherries! Oh my heart had feels both times. What were your favourite dialogues in the episode?

Oh man my head is in 45 now, but both of those examples of yours were great. I loved both of them.

The other than springs to mind is while fishing, Eda telling Serkan that he didn't need to be perfect for Kiraz to love him, he just had to be himself.

Swoon.

That's so important for Serkan to hear, because he doesn't think he's worthy of love as himself, so hearing that from Eda is impactful.

Anonymous asked: reading your ep review, i think a big reason some people are hanging on to hate the s2 plot no matter what are just bc they hate the writer. of course not everyone, but a lot of people will just hate on anything she writes out of spite, even if objectively the episode is very good. idk why that is or when ppl decided they hated her but it's not warranted at all imo. i can understand not liking the premise of this season, but after watching it so far there has been SUCH an improvement edser-wise.

People can like, dislike, love, hate anything they want. Consuming entertainment doesn't have to be a team sport. That being said, from what I've seen I'd agree with your assessment. Teams have formed (Anti-Ayse, Pro-Ayse, etc) and the former are too invested in hating everything she does, the former possibly too forgiving at times. That's their choice, but I have to say I feel bad for the anti brigade, this is a show they loved, and most of them are still watching, but they've completely sabotaged themselves from finding any joy in any of it and I think they're going to regret it once it's over.

Also season 2 is so much better than I thought it could be. I honestly thought there was no way to get back to the early quality, but it's here. The show is really watchable and fun this season, and it's a shame for those who've let their attitudes get so negative that they can't enjoy it.

Anonymous asked: Ok so I'm aware this would be highly uncharacteristic of a dizi - but if they know there's only 6 eps left, my dream would be no more big bad events and just spend it rebuilding EdSer as a couple and a family. Would that be too much to ask lol. They've jumped from one disaster to another. Since we're at the end & they have the luxury of knowing it, I just want to see them working through things as a real unit. They've dated for like 7 eps out of 45? Can we get that above 10 at least????

Congratulations! Because that's exactly what we've gotten so far in season 2. Once we got past the trauma of the 5 year time jump, all the drama has been internal to Eda and Serkan and their relationship. The whole season so far has been about rebuilding Edser as a couple and a family. And if you're watching without the tauntruming twitter teens in your ear, you'd realize we ARE watching them work through things as a real unit.

I'll say this until I'm blue in the face (apparently) just because they are not currently sexing each other up, does not mean they aren't emotionally doing all the things necessary to reach their full potential as a couple.

They are. It's happening. Enjoy it.

#Sen Çal Kapımı #sen cal kapimi #edser #sckask #sck 2x45 #sck 2x06 #sck episode discussion #edser discussion #asklizac

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#i know i shouldn't be sticking my nose in this cause this website is brutally avid on making sure everything is clear cut and black and whit #but israel and palestine is never going to be clear cut #and support whatever side you want to but know that neither is right and i know this site likes to say israel is the devil incarnate #but i just feel like jewish people as a whole dont deserve more blind hatred towards them and israel's a far cry from innocent but this whol #gal gadot thing muddied it all even worse its like no one can see the grey area anymore #like i appreciate that everyone got a lil informed now and is aware enough to not support gal gadot in this #but it's also ridiculous to say that she's bad because she's israeli/supports israeli/served in the israeli army #you can support your country and participate in the military while still being highly critical of both #it's just ridiculous and blind to say gal is in the wrong for being in the army #every country has horrible things done via their military but joining it doesnt immediately categorize someone as a demon #she's at the extreme and what she's sayign is horrible but for ppl on this site to boil it down to 'she was in the army so shes bad' is ??? #FOUR of my cousins were in the israeli military #they have no strong stances on either side/they dont support a lot of what the military does but its not like they're demons for being in #the military/wanting the jewish homeland back like this is issue is so convoluted and yes you should bash gal for what she's said/saying #but don't just say the israeli army can choke b/c theres so much grey area and i know this website hates grey area but it fucking exists #israeli soldiers aren't like her she's the israeli version of fuckin chris kyle #no ones gonna read this i just had to put it out cause im sick of how stupid ppl sound when they talk about this like its so fuckin easy #this issue isn't a case of 'theres a simple solution but politicians wont let it happen becasue of money' #there isn't a simple solution and any solution that is put in place is going to take years and neither party is innocent and im just so #unfollow me i know i get annoying about this topic but like that's my family you guys are talking about and its not as simple as ship wars

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1/? I think a lot of Poc fans, especially ones who are darker skinned, aren't being unreasonable when they see things like the article that's floating around and get disappointed. Like as a black american Kpop fan, not only do I watch a lot of idols sample my culture by using hip hop influences, but I see a lot of drama about some using them n word or them doing black face. And like yeah I see what u said about not pushing ethnocentric views into Kpop idols. But where is the research they do?

2/who is telling them that it's not okay anymore to use black skin as a comedy/coolness factor? Someone definitely should. They're not babies, and there are things they should know before they borrow or imitate things like hip hop. Or there are things they should know even just if they plan on interacting with other ppl outside of Koreans. Like BTS all say they have a lot of black artists as inspiration. And they want to collaborate and all that. There are things they cannot do then, and expect 

3/to still be able to have a professional rapport with black artists or black fanbase. Also colorism isn't just an issue in America, it's a thing everywhere for poc. So when it looks like the boys might be taking part in a system that exists worldwide, I don't think it's ethnocentricism for American or international fans to be upset. It's an issue that hits home for poc fans in the US as well as in Asia or more specifically in Korea. And one sad thing for me personally as a black kpop fan who

4/isn't lightskinned is stanning these idols and then hearing them say yeah I think white skin/fair skin is prettier than dark skin. Like obvi I didn't think I was going to end up with any of them but it still hurts just the same. But if I stopped listening to every artist that did something like that, I would have almost no one to listen to. So a lot of fans end up

5/sticking around even though they're hurt but hoping that the idols they stan will do better. But this happens so regularly for poc that it's not unreasonable for someone to see that "article" and believe it, even for just a second. Like yes obviously people should do they're research, but bts aren't so perfect and woke that they are 100% above doing and subscribing to certain things. Like namjoon is my bias wrecker but he has said things that disappoint me, I think I heard taehyung apologize

6/for getting "too tan". That might also be untrue too, but I haven't heard much. Anyway, It's not unreasonable for poc fans to be waiting for the other shoe to drop sometimes because that's how life can be. Not saying it's universal for all poc to experience this but I do think it's just a sad fact for a lot of ppl. Idk what ur experiences are and I'm not trying to come at u but I feel like this isn't really addressed much and I think it's important to mention when "articles" like this come up

I really hate the type of pain that this has caused POC, its really so stupid that this all happened in the first place, its so messy and harmful.  I get where you’re coming from and I understand how you feel completely.  Not everyone knows everything about other cultures its like impossible to know everything in the world, but people learn all the time and they seriously should learn their fanbase as well as possible.  You’re right though, people like namjoon are human and they make mistakes, but thats just part of life and everyone grows from it if they can.  I’m not happy about the things he has said either, but I do believe he regrets it and he knows better now.  Everyone has said and done bad things they regret, but we cant change the past.  We’ve all literally done something shitty.  I think Taehyung has apologized too, part of the beauty standards in Korea are being pale (not 100% sure why

I really wish more people in Korea and other countries had a more “woke” ideology, but we really can’t control them, and part of normalizing different types of people (who should already be normal imo) is being exposed to them in real life, not media and film. I just watched a very recent thing about how white children feel about children of color because even now, in 2017, In America, they aren’t being taught to accept others or even be exposed to people of color and its just sick and saddening, its like a constant cycle.

 I understand seeing something and immediately feeling hurt. I see stuff all the time that just really gets under my skin and it makes me feel differently about things or people I love and that makes it so much harder to take. Articles should always be taken half heartedly I believe.  People write such bullshit thats unprecedented just for popularity and attention ( I mean look at all the fake news swarming everywhere now) and its not different just because its kpop idols. In fact, it probably reaches more people and has a bigger emotional/mental impact than other types of news.

I really hope that people can fight bad things with kindness instead of hatred. The last thing I want is BTS being sent hate for something they might not have even done!!  I personally don’t really see them caring mostly because when they’ve talked about equally as superficial topics their answers weren’t harmful in fact some were really inclusive. Overall asking about skin color is unnecessary and just a gross question to me. I feel like no one asks shit questions like that in America. I will literally never understand why skin color is an issue to people like it just fucking blows my mind that some people can’t handle poc like.... I jsut dont get it I have no words for that even its more like a bunch of inhuman noises and me shrugging violently.

Thank you for adding this and sending it to me, and being so kind about it. I hope that this kinda clears up my stance on it? I really didn’t mean to hurt any POC by saying that the article wasn’t important because I know that stuff like that hurts. I’m white so I feel like my opinion and experience don’t matter, but I really dislike when issues of color like this come up because? White skin is not the epitome of beauty and I’m disgusted that people in the world even think that (but I can’t control the world sadly). Power to my POC, take no shit but do no harm!

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so...once again i have to get on my soapbox and speak my piece/give my opinion/stance on the finger pointing and calling out thats been going on ever since a certain well known celebrity whos also a fuckin creepsville central pervboy whos sick in the head and shoulda been hauled off to jail a long time ago waaay before the 4th 1/4 of last yr. i wanna use this as a teachable moment for all. so...of course were all aware of 2 documentaries that have recently aired. (not gonna mention names cuz im sure you know who(m) were referring to) and ppl keep mentioning and bringing up what elvis did back in the ol days and woodly allen w/ him and his "marriage" and of course...surprise surprise...harvey weinstein. and some ppl are going even as far as to say its about race or selective ignorance and about "white privilege" and about bringing another race down and shaming them and lynching them. lemme clear something up for you ppl out there. that calling card is so overrated in todays society. so thats lesson number 1. ppl keep compounding mistake w/ mistake w/ mistake. now...since weve opened this box...yes...elvis did have something going on w/ a 14 yr old back in the day. what surprises me is that ppl are just learning about this now. and if ppl really wanna take it there...if youre gonna call out passed entertainers (who arent even alive to defend themselves to begin w/) why dont we mention when screaming jay hawkins married someone who was underage. but nobody is even mentioning anything about that. at all. i say this to say that...yes...those kinda things did can and have happened. but its important to know that those kinda things werent uncommon. and lets not forget that was in the ol days. times were different back then. now dont mistake it...im not saying that its right. but what i am saying is...thats just what it was. so we need to take that into account. and be thankful that today that would never ever ever be accepted. i believe in consent but i also believe that just cuz someones the legal age doesnt make them an "adult" cuz a real adult would know enough to make the right choices for them and not other ppl.but thats for another time. and of course lets not forget about the ppl who are in relationships and/or marriages where there is a significantly huge and noticable age gap. women in their prime going after younger men. men who are old enough to croak w/ women who are old enough to be their daughter and so so so and so and this that and the 3rd. but again...thats another discussion for another time im also noticing that this generation has a real bad habit of just simply refusing to admit that wrong is just wrong. regardless of race creed background ethnicity culture w/e. when someone does something wrong (especially when it deals w/ sexual assault) its wrong. plain and simple. point blank period. so for all those ppl to say things like "oohh theyre picking on ppl of color but if someone else does it (prolly white. just saying) they get a pass" or " its racism. those racist white ppl just wanna make black ppl look bad" and white privilege this and white privilege that" etc etc. so...just cuz ppl from ALL walks of life have had their fair share of racism and wrong doing another race is exempt from that? yeah no. im not buying that. and let me tell you ppl something about privilege: EVERYBODY and i mean everybody has privilege. the problem is ppl dont wanna acknowledge and recognize it. and when ppl get scared and triggered and threatened from someone sticking up for themselves theyre already part of the problem ive said this before and damnit im gonna say it again and i still stand firm: for the ppl that know me and that know me well they know 1 thing about me: when i speak about issues like this and when privilege is brought up? guess what? its NOT i repeat NOT something thats a race thing for me. im not the 1 thats so quick to pull the race card (cuz thats just not who i am as a person). if its about anything its solely related to 1 thing : memory. those who fail to remember the past are doomed to repeat it. so those same ppl who like to make it a race thing and the like are the same ppl who like to attempt to discredit other ppl cuz they feel inferior and insecure. which is off. and those same ppl are also on some type of high-ground like theyre the ethics police. i mean no shit that ppl do things that the moral poice dont agree w/. so is that really what its come to? were gonna defame ppl who arent even alive anymore (let alone to defend themselves) guess what. sometimes wrong is just wrong. so i think we need to have a little more cooth and respect. thats all i got. enjoy your sunday evening everybody

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