#so im anxious and im just. Not Gonna Do It!

[lilacponds]

do i rly have poor memory, no notes, and little lore, or am i just afraid to go through with plans?

who knows! but im cancelling the dnd interview <3

#MAYBE I CAN QUEUE UP AGAIN WITH ZAREYL AT A LATER POINT..... #but i have so little abt akta and like. no notes on the campaign lore #AND THAT CAMPAIGN IS DEAD #so im anxious and im just. Not Gonna Do It! #im texting my friend who set this up later aha <3 #sorry im a BABY and a COWARD #Charlie chatters

[ducktollers]

[ID: two sketches of dogs in black ballpoint pen on white paper. the first is the heads of two borzois with their noses nearly touching. the second is a full body sketch of a pointy-eared white dog nosing at the ground. end ID.]

lookit some dogs

#my art #havent posted in one million years n i feel like posting sometning #so i have bic pen dogs #also ive been so anxious abt nft ai art theft bullshitery that im just gonna watermark anything i post #bc ive always thought id seem obnoxious like ‘i think im so good that i expect my art to get stolen 🤓’ #like wtf i never think that abt anyone else . bruh #but anyways . been thinking i should just do it whether or not i think someone wuld art theive me #just to relieve the anxiety abt rhe current state of Everything internet #anywaysss anyways wnaysyes

[tblsomedoodles]

Seer twins may or may not be sleeping through their match lol

(This match!)

(mer(tles) from @/quewp1)

(Seer twins are me)

and they're just trying to figure out how to play while keeping the kids out of trouble : )

(This match!)

(Two souls by @/virgilisspidey)

(Adopted donnie is me)

for the @tmntaucompetition b/c the match-ups for my aus are silly

You should vote!

#tmnt au competition #adopted donnie au #seer twins au #my doodles #i'm too socially anxious to at people properly #so sorry about that #i had to beat my social anxiety back with a broom just to do this much #im gonna go hide now #maybe do some more art for the comp #b/c it's silly #and i have more ideas

[malwarechips]

im late but happy campaign time nightcat . they should make error 404 canon

#this'll probably be the last rw thing i draw or rb for a while #really anxious about the new campaign causing a fandom war #like the whole 'do slugcats have fur' (and like downpour originally did too) #so im just gonna avoid it for a while i guess? #rain world #error 404 #rw nightcat #rw ??? #rw #lev.png

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

i might incomprehensibly scream and cry with no context without replying to anyone on tumblr for the next two weeks please forgive me

#GAH IM DOING OKAY ISH i think im just burnt out from treating tumblr like a form of work standard that i have to keep up #while my mind unravels im gonna try something (and be majorly inactive. {I SEE UYOUR TAGS AND MESSAGES PLEAS KNOW I LOV YOU I CANT REPLY- #-WITHOUT GETTING DEPRESSED OR ANXIOUS SO IM TRYING A DETOX SOSO PLEAS KNOW I KEEP YOU IN MY HEART AND WAVES AT YOU FROM OTHER SOCIALS SOMET #OKA SEE YOU my sanity is depleting but there is a plan. #will it work.? one way to find out #. also if anyone wants my discord feel free to ask for it (i may reply really late though . the Illness)

[justaboot]

currently sitting across the room from my gf as she reads sixpence for the first time this is AGONY

#do NOT quote my own writing back to me im gonna be SICK #they just made it back from malaysia and its not silly anymore and I'm SO ANXIOUS ITS AWFUL #do not witness me

[autisticredhood]

If you could re-write Batman: Death in the Family, how would you do it?

okay so i would introduce miffy and most importantly miffy's dog snuffy. and this would fix everything trust me on this

#trust me bro just trust me i got this. i know what im doing #this ask has been in my box for like. many months. & i had serious thoughts about it but then i was at a family dinner tonight and idk why #i thought about this but i did and i was like omg miffy.......and started stimming bc it cracked me up sooooo much. & my sibs were like woa #whats going on r u anxious. & i started laughing like uhhh im. im thinking about miffy #LOL. so then i had to answer #hold on i was thinking like miffy & jason be friends. but now im. what if miffy kill joker.........hold on im gonna make an edit #AHGSDJKFLKDGV SCREAM. what did i just make #my very correct opinions

[honimello]

“The Phantom of the Opera is there… inside my mind.”

#im actually loving this!!! i hope you guys will like it too #i can’t wait to start writing this idea #i just got so anxious to draw it i had to lol #i wasn’t sure what to do for the unmasked part of his face but i settled on a scar/skull like visage #i’m definitely going to take some liberties with the story obvi #i’m really wanting to do something vampy and theatrical #i also think i’m gonna get rid of raoul pffffttt i can’t think of someone to play him so he’s getting booted sorry lol #the band ghost #my art #papa emeritus iii #the band ghost au

[rouge-the-bat]

i should be able to live doing nothing but engaging with my hyperfixations. all my mental problems would be solved like that

#i wanna get back to transcripting yuyu but i need to be. productive #i very badly need to box up more of my shit bc were gonna be moving soon #among other shit that i need to do. so id feel guilty just transcipting all fuckin day #but im also not being productive anyways bc im too overwhelmed and anxious bc adhd executive dysfunction kicking my ass #ugh. ugghhgghhhhhhhhhhhhgggggghgg

[oatbugs]

lmao looking at her insta highlights was a mistake

#i feel worse WHY DOES SHE HAVE TONED MUSCLES UGHHH #also my confidence has gone down a tiny bit bc why is she hanging out w all these cool ppl #how is this girl simultaneously a lawyer and also has her social life on max like give me a break #thered a photo of her walking around in heaven either before closing or after opening shes sooo #HOWEVER. i just had a call w her yesterday that made me realise my idea of romance is more romantic than her idea of romance #but also that she doesnt want to do smth super romancey on a 3rd date which according to my friends is fair but according to my heart #it is not. like why are u on a date if u dont wanna do anything romancey at that point just hang out w friends #odd of her to say that too considering our first two dated were quite romantic . anyway #yo this cafe is playing persian music nice. anyway yh #also she makes being middle eastern so gay yk the goodbye fake cheek kiss thing we do . where u like . kiss the air on the sides of the #persons face when ur saying goodbye. ygwim . yeah she doesnt do the fake air kisses she gives u two tender kisses like . anyway #i discussed the stuff she does w my friend and like why r her words so aloof and her actions so...not . and my friends reaction was #basically this is fuckboy behaviour. apparently he used to do that to girls ?? like tell them he rly liked them #and be all charming and romantic even tho he rly wasnt invested at all and he mostly wanted to hook up. like ok #im gonna kill myself then. why would u stroke my hair w my head on ur LAP THEN. WHAT IF SHE TURNS AROUND AND IS LIKE #oops it was nothing #....ill kms actually. no i womt. but anyway #also got added to the gc w the other lecturers givjng talks on the 6th so its getting more real #my friend was like did u do the script yet :))) . almost died shes so scary i love her . but . fuck two exams . crush. talk. ucl cambrdige #three conferences aaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAA im so anxious i dont even feel anything atp #......I HAVE NO MONEY!!! TO TOP IT OFF #my crush and i are both iranian (aka born w extremely expensive taste woven into our genes) but i wanna like #treat her w the entire 2 quid in my bank account ig ♡♡♡ #crushposting

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#theres gotta be. like there has to be something wrong with my head #ugh. not wrong. wrong is a bad word. just. i should not b this hard to get my brain to focus on literally anything that matters #its just so frustrating. im doing the best i ever have. and yet i still cant focus. wtf else can i do? #god dammit. all i wanna do is listen to garbage and draw and draw and draw my shitty little scribbles #maybe my head jsut wasnt built for what im trying to do with it #so idk how tf im supposed to get thru the next 4 years of my phd. or wtf im gonna do after #maybe i should just have just started working at a lab when i graduated. just be a lab manager for thr rest of my life #i dunno. i dunno what to do. how to make my head work. it shouldnt be this hard. my dad can just do things he doesnt want to and im like #HOW??? Im too much like my mom. especially now that im way less anxious. she was a procrastinater and a messy disaster #ay. im just frustrated and feeling guilty abt the lack ot work getting done. i just wanna get back into thr lab #unrelated

[aahsoka]

torn between going up to my bfs house to surprise him and watch a movie with him in person instead of online tonight or if that would just make him feel stressed

#im like ok this is what I would want if this situation happened to me #but what does he want. idk the man is an anxious mess #hed be like oh no i have to feed u or oh no u need to be doing ur homework or whatever . #i could pickup food on the way 🤔 #im just thinking about it like he only lives an hour away that was really nothing when i lived in wyoming #wed drive three hours to places on a saturday and back home all the time #it is a busy time for him work wise so i dont usually stay over bc we wouldnt get to see each other #but like we are gonna take a break to watch a movie Anyways . why not in person #jordan talks #someone help me out here should i just do it lmfao #tbf i havent even started sketching my project thats due tuesday .

[variousqueerthings]

can I justify spending 80 pounds on art.........

#it's a few different pieces... and to be fair I have been waiting for a long time to get to this point #and there's currently an offer for 5$ sent anywhere in the world so can get some nice ones from america #and i have money currently #and im going to die someday so id prefer to die while being able to hang up art #and in the grand scheme of things if im down to 80 pounds or 0 pounds im screwed either way in the future so 80 pounds wont break me #............... #me #personal #(we're gonna do it i just have to feel a tad less anxious

[starlooove]

This is all because someone said that tim being wealthy DOES impact his character. Like the ppl in the screenshot are defending the idea that tim should be written as middle class and even claimed that plot points about/made possible or exacerbated by his wealth have nothing to do with his characterization bc they’re plot points and not character traits. They also previously said there’s little to no mention of his wealth whilst also trying to say his wealth doesn’t matter because it’s just “new money” (which I’d argue adds a LOT of context to the drakes vs the Waynes but that’s into analysis territory and I’m not getting into with someone who said plot points don’t impact the character 💀)

Anyways the main point of the post isn’t just to clown on them I just want y’all to take that final tweet into account; “They come and take only what they want, they don’t like to delve into the great character that is Tim.” On a post saying Tim being rich doesn’t matter and has nothing to do with his character. Tim Stans I’m not saying this is all of you, but this group of y’all is sooooo. Let’s be nice and say weird. That it makes y’all look bad. When they’re saying “they pick and choose to ignore his character” in order to defend picking and choosing to ignore his character…have a group meeting or smth yall. This is crazy.

#this lowk made me appreciate tumblr tim stans #like Ik y’all wouldn’t say shit like this God Bless #dc should rewrite tim as middle class 💀 #just say you have 0 understanding of why certain details were added to Tim’s character post Jason Todd #and like even if you think it has nothing to do from an in comic standpoint #are u gonna sit there and tell me his being rich doesn’t impact his writers at all? his fans at all? #the way tim has been so accepted and subsequently flanderized (not even flanderized bc some of the traits y’all boil him down to are traits #he doesn’t have) has a lot to do with him being a rich white teen #and i specify teen because the way y’all baby him has to do with his class and race #y’all make it so when you say ‘he’s socially anxious bc he was so secluded at home 🥺🥺🥺’ #and tbh let’s get down to it this is another way for y’all to make him ‘special’ or more likeable without thinking about it #if you think his wealth hasn’t impacted his character why do you want him to be middle class so bad? y’all just wanna relate more #it’s like when u hc him as a poc but refuse to acknowledge that him being white may impact his character #like u don’t know shit and I don’t trust u with subjects like race or class #back to the drawing board sweetheart #im not even tagging this anti tim Drake this is just who he is lmao #anti tim Drake Twitter fans #anti Thomas and Kyle #OH and the “why Is him being rich relevant’ you don’t even know how plot points impact character you wouldn’t know #OOOH and if you mention how it might’ve impacted Bruce’s view of him they’ll call it fanon #like no thats just point A to point B #to be fair they’d prolly call Tim’s mistreatment of Steph being misogyny fanon too #craaaazy #nothing is real it all exists in a void where social issues don’t exist #Ur so so smart

[amcryllis]

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#002. | amaryllis ﹆ ooc #ehhh i don’t feel good im gonna log off #i’m insecure and anxious and i can’t play the remake so i feel like my portrayal doesn’t matter or whatever BUT NOT THAT #WNYONES SAID ANYTHING i just feel sad abt it cause im og only #sadly i don’t own a ps5 so #rubs aerith with my hands. agh. why do i feel like shit today #i’ll be on discord for a little bit but i’m gonna log off now ily dash

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

So I'm an area director at a summer camp, but yesterday my boss called me and asked if I'd be down to be the director of two areas and I said yes without thinking about the consequences. So now I'm the director of two areas? That means two groups of staff to train and lead, two sets of lesson plans, two areas to teach at and make the schedule for and make the lesson plans for, two physical areas to set up. They're right next to each other, but this is going to be fucking insane

#the reason this is happening is because we dont have a dining hall director anymore because the first decided to take summer classes #and the second got a research position. so the director of the area that my area is right next to. volunteered to switch #so the camp director called me yesterday and was like 'this is all happening would you want to take on another area?' #so i would be director of both. with kind of a concentration in the new one. while my assistant director concentrates on the first one #but id still have to lead both staffs. teach at both. be available to both. do records for both. set up both #i start thinking about it and i always realize another thing thats gonna be weird about it #but on the bright side ive decided i cant do the 5 mile hike requirement for my old area #every thursday we do a five mile hike for our class because its for requirements. and i hate it cuz its hard lol #but i realized that it wouldnt really work out for me to be across the lake with one area and leave the other area directorless #so guess i cant do that! oh nooo /s #but i have to make two teaching schedules.whoch i started last night #i have to both teach a suitable amount in both areas but also have enough free time to be flexible and available for both #i am so tired already. and i just got this news yesterday #i was up until 5am because i was planning shit and then i layed awake anxious for another hour #also i watched the disruptors which admittedly got me to stay up pretty late too. the grant obrien and ally Beardsley movie #its very good. but mostly i stayed up late because i was trying to figure out being the director of two areas #i think about it for two seconds and i realize another reason itll be super hard. i have to introduce two staffs at the campfire #i have to talk about two areas at the leaders meeting. i have to learn a whole bundle of new merit badges #im so tired