#sprenposting

[cyborgdragongirl]

I deserve SCALES, and HORNS, and TALONS, and FANGS, and THICC TAIL

#sprenposting #dragon #scaly

[simonstamenovic]

idk yknow how Do you get over seven heartbeats even like what theeeeee fuck. literally not even Other Spren believe maya could be alive. imagine you love someone so much that you do something nobody believes is even possible. imagine you love and respect each other soooo much that it goes against one of the fundamental rules that you know What Fucking Then. SEVEN HEARTBEATS. seven seven of them. its seven. seven. heartbeats. god.

#outgoing transmission #sorry im abnormal please do you understand #maintaggibg in the hopes ill show up in tags again some day...... #mayalaran #adolin kholin #cosmere post #sprenposting #adolin

[cyborgdragongirl]

i think being lobotomized and having anything resembling human surgically removed and and then integrating whatever’s left of me into a finely tuned machine honed to excel at carnage on a scale that’s hard to reckon would fix me, actually

#sprenposting #armored core #621 #don’t think just act #by the time you react you’re reduced to a molten hunk of steel #keep up meatbags

[cyborgdragongirl]

mechwarrior and armored core both bring so much to the table

mechwarrior is most often about strategizing an effective squad to survive and endure an onslaught of equally potent enemies and your skill as a pilot to simultaneously evade and do you best to keep damage from accumulating too heavily in any one spot while you’re also lining up and landing your own shots, and it ends up feeling like this beautiful slow waltz with the enemy as we close the distance and then drift apart as we both try to get into our optimal firing range and out of theirs while pressuring them with whatever you can. and (my favorite) endurance missions will last as long as you and your squad can survive, until you pull out due to significant damages or running out of ammo, whichever comes first. mechwarrior is a marathon, with an emphasis on strategic use of resources to make it to the end

armored core is a sprint. it’s making the mech that will smash through whatever is in your way faster than it can shoot at you because if it’s already dead it can’t hurt you, and it’s about constant brutal high pressure fights with enemies in every direction and prioritizing what’s more important in any given second and keeping an unconscious awareness of where everyone is relative to your very quickly changing location and it feels so much like the intense gundam fights. if mechwarrior is a waltz armored core is dance off where the loser dies

different vibes. both good.

#sprenposting #armored core #mechwarrior

[cyborgdragongirl]

@xenasaur heard you were looking for tummies :3

#sprenposting #hornyposting #tgirl tummy tuesday

[cyborgdragongirl]

holding your dead sister’s urn, just filled from the cremation, and feeling the warmth fade from her for one last time

#sprenposting #fuck this got to me #true detective #true detective night country

[cyborgdragongirl]

started sense8 with my partner last night and we got to the episode where Nomi gets put in the hospital and her mom deadnames and misgenders her deliberately “i may love you on my terms but i love you” no fuck you you rancid steaming bastard

and then she has the audacity to sign paperwork without Nomi’s consent or knowledge to keep her locked in the hospital till the doctor can do surgery

FUCK, if that isn’t close to home

#sprenposting #sense8

[cyborgdragongirl]

before HRT i was just kinda vaguely floating through life hoping a bus would hit me

after HRT i’m pretty sure i could walk away from getting hit from a bus and be fine, i’m invincible, i’m beautiful, i’m the main character now

#sprenposting #trans

[cyborgdragongirl]

was telling my therapist the other day that if(when) people at work start noticing me growing boobs i’m just gonna lie to them and tell ‘em it’s a side effect of an antidepressant

which is technically true!! and also not at all the truth!

and she just kinda goes “you’re very good at having plausible lies and defenses prepared long before you’ll need them aren’t you?”

and i’m still thinking about that

but yeah, like i am planning all of my next moves in advance of the next 6 months - year

#sprenposting #if i write the itchy thoughts down they go away

[cyborgdragongirl]

i dunno how to fight the bugs i feel like i never get any breathing room and they push so hard and fuck i’m out of bullets again and what the shit i’m out of magazines and there’s still dozens and my mortar and gatling turrets only serve as distractions for moments before the endless wave of meat and carapace inevitably wash over them and suddenly i’m out of stamina and slowed with sticky venom and surrounded by enemies and i’m panic diving and standing and diving and ow i got stabbed again and oh no my leg is injured and i can’t run and aaargrggegdgegfsgshdgvxgddhhaacacscsvvavavabba

#sprenposting #helldivers #helldivers 2 #what the fuck i wanna go back to fighting the automatons but Super Earth needs me on Veld o7

[cyborgdragongirl]

9 months of HRT got me like

#sprenposting #trans #transfem #shadows are fun #hornyposting #kinda

[cyborgdragongirl]

warframe is so fuckin trans

just

ough i love it so much

like even very early before we had the second dream and the operator it was kind of a not so subtle secret that we weren’t really the frames, we were just piloting them, with Alad V and Tyl Regor both commenting on how the warframe’s were just machines and empty shells, and also unpiloted wild frames are like feral animals, valkyr’s lore and a couple quests highlight this

so like even playing the game there’s this kind of meta level disconnect between you playing as the frames and just *swapping entire bodies* to fit the task at hand

where even the skin you wore was just a tool to do what you sought

and then we get the second dream and aw tits were actually an immortal space demon child

and oh no our spacemom(lotus), is actually a shapeshifter who took the shape of Margulis, who was the original mother to the tenno, and accidentally fell in love with these traumatized magic void children and donned the title of the lotus after the fall of the orokin at the hands of the tenno

and at the end of the new war when you get the opportunity to choose who space mom is like she is all of them, she is Natah/Margulis/Lotus and she will always be and has always been Natah/Margulis/Lotus and each one of those people has endured such trauma that that choice brought me to tears, i sobbed on my couch for over an hour just staring at the choices and thinking about

margulis was the orokin who took in and took care of the tenno. she protected them as best she could from the terrors of the orokin, and they ended up maiming her (on accident(i can’t actually remember how she died off the top of my head but)

and Natah, a mimic, the best mimic, daughter of Hunhow was sent to the original system ahead of the sentient invasion to weaken the orokin before they invaded, and donned Margulis’ skin

at some point the warframe’s are developed, a strain of the helminth virus injected into people mutating and twisting them into monsters

some kept their intellect, but it’s implied that a large number of the warframe’s were feral and uncontrollable

and the tenno, these ageless 12 year olds who’re the only survivors of a warp ship catastrophe and touched by the Void who made a deal with the Man In The Wall to save them and also give them magic powers, are able to connect with the warframes on a level nobody else can, and through transference can drive the warframe’s like external exosuits

perfect for ending this war with the sentients

and immortal child soldiers are perfect for a war spanning the solar system (at least? i know the sentients went to the Tau galaxy (system?) to terraform it ahead of the orokin)

and then the children murder their masters at the victory ceremony (after which they might have been executed? i can’t recall, i need to go reread the lore lol) and then Margulis -> Lotus hides them in Lua in the Void in a forever waking dream, still piloting their frames and as the Lotus, works as their mission advisor and probably securing missions to strategically weaken the corpus or grineer war machines

#sprenposting #warframe #nyx was my main from 2014-7 #nova and mirage were also favorites #became pretty agnostic about actual frame choice after a while. variety is the spice of life #then xaku came out and i was like ‘i am GOING to make this frame FUCK’ #and then 12 forma and two or three umbra formas later #i am a god #also bein bones and sloughing off your skin for buffs is so fuckin gender my god

[cyborgdragongirl]

not me makin a post about how much i wish i had scales and talons and fangs and wings and the thiccest tail known to man just to trick all the dragon girls into reblogging it so i can follow them :3

muahahahahahahahaha

#sprenposting #:3

[cyborgdragongirl]

we’re in a room full of incels and trans women, someone knows how to code

The People’s Joker was amazing

#the peoples joker #fantastic movie. loved it. felt very seen #i think it’s the first time i’ve seen someone tell my story on screen before #i was a wreck the whole night after #definitely recommend #sprenposting

[cyborgdragongirl]

i didn’t think i had any pre transition photos but i found one that’s about ~6 months pre HRT

this is me 10 months on HRT. i’ve never been happier in my life; and if i hadn’t started, i almost certainly would be continuing to wake up and go to sleep and hope i got killed somewhere in the meantime.

literally my second day after starting HRT i stopped feeling suicidal, something that’s been omnipresent since i was 8 years old.

#sprenposting #trans #trans timeline #trans woman #mtf trans #mtf #transfemmes #trans femme #idk what else to tag this lmao

[cyborgdragongirl]

NEW ‘PUTER

a friend needed to sell their pc, and i decided to throw a couple upgrades in it since it’s new to me and i’ve been lowkey planning on getting a tower after i figure out taxes this month

so i ended up swapping out their old 2080ti for a 4070ti Super, upgraded the PSU since the 40 series needs a special cable, added 2x32 RAM to the existing 2x16 at the same speeds, both are DDR4 3600mhz, and installed a new hard drive since i told them to pull theirs and keep it somewhere so they don’t lose everything, and the cpu (i9-9900 something) is water cooled

need to pickup a displayport cable on the way home today to plug the new baby into my ultrawide but i got windows flashed and steam installed and logged into and queued a bunch of my games to download over night

bitch is *excited* to get home today

#i need to find some rgb software to control them cuz my goodness is it putting on a lightshow #sprenposting