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lcofowler · 6 years

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hellur it me again strikes a pose, this is an older but also still kinda newish muse of mine. grumpy asshole of a thot BUT he can be fun and Wildt.......... its rly a 50/50, below is a bit more abt him and some wanted plots so check them out n like this if u wld like to plot!!

( XAVIER SERRANO | 22 | CISMALE ) I SWEAR I SAW MATEO FERNANDEZ AROUND CAMPUS YESTERDAY. I HEAR HE IS VERY OBTUSE, CALLOUS & INSTINCTIVE, WHICH EXPLAINS WHY WHEN YOU THINK OF THEM, YOU’D THINK OF BLOODIED KNUCKLES AFTER A PARTY GONE WRONG & CLEANING THE DEAD FLOWERS FROM YOUR FATHER'S GRAVE. THEY’RE IN THEIR JUNIOR YEAR AND STUDYING PRE-LAW.

originally already from manhattan, mateo grew up w his mom and dad who, in his humble opinion, should have never been together in the first place

he’s pretty well off, his mom came from old money and his dad was a pretty big politician so he also had new money

his dad used to run political campaigns n was rly good at wht he did, so good tht someone suggested he get into the political campaigns himself n wht do u kno he WAS rly good at it

however he was only a part of the real political scene for about 6 months or something when he died from a sudden heart attack, doctors suggested it was brought on due to stress

even tho his dad wasn’t rly the best father figure, mateo still looked up to him and he took his death REALLY hard

he was never............. the nicest and most respectful child as it was, but as soon as his dad died he spiraled

bc of his dad’s lowkey c list ‘celebrity status’ in the new york scene, mateo ended up on the front of a LOT of trashy tabloids during his rly bad depressive spiral

he wld go to parties every night and wound up in the hospital after a lot of them bc he’d end up black out and passing out from alcohol alone, doctors also found a dangerous amount of coke in his system

after his fourth day in a row finding himself in the hospital, doctors forcefully sent him to rehab with his mother’s consent

she honestly was never close to mateo and wanted to live a Life of Luxury and she thought having a kid would ruin that, so now that he was causing such a Scene she truly couldn’t stand to be associated with him and she thought sending him to rehab was like. a permanent solution

afterwards mateo told her he’d focus on his studies but lo and behold he still............. dabbles in the party community and goes Way Too Hard on most days

personality wise, mateo was always a bit rough around the edges just bc of the way he was raised, but after his father died it was x 10

now he’s that asshole who actually enjoys pushing people to their limits cause he can, gets into a LOT of fights just to Feel Alive, very Classique u cld say

honestly the most loyal mamajama when u get close to him tho, he rly does his best to mean well and he thinks he always does but he just Doesn’t

WANTED PLOTS: maybe someone he knew from manhattan??, or someone who cld have worked w his dad!!, friends cuz even tho he’s a Bich he still needs some homie’s, exes on bad terms/good terms, maybe a dude he dated just to piss off his Conservative mother, fwb’s, enemies!! he definitely has........ a lot of those, if ur chars is on the soccer team or in debate or something like tht they wld kno each other probs!!, also someone he broke up with because they started to fall in love n he was like Hm. No.

#lock:intro #death tw #drugs tw #rehab tw #addiction tw #ok i think i got them all...............#i wanna hit up the starter tag w him bt i want more connections first so hmu!!

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transgenderboobs · 7 years

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i was tagged by @valjeanmoreaus <3

RULES: You must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people

putting this under a read more bc its pretty long ?

THE LAST: 1. Drink: uuuhhh water i think ? 2. Phone call: my dad 3. Text message: "ok nvm” 4. Song you listened to: still into you by paramore 5. Time you cried: like this morning lmao 6. Dated someone twice: ya lol 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: i regret all the boys ive kissed : - / 8. Been cheated on: not that im aware of ? 9. Lost someone special: :-/ 10. Been depressed: ive been depressed since i was like 11 years old lmao 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: lol yeah

List 3 Favorite Colours: 12 - 14: blue, gray, purple

IN THE LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes :’) 16. Fallen out of love: nope 17. Laughed until you cried: uuuh no? i dunno. maybe. 18. Found out someone was talking about you: no. whomst has that hot gos about prem danwildsofficial ? 19. Met someone who changed you: uh yeah 20: Found out who your friends are: uh nah 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: noo

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them. 23. Do you have any pets: 2 cats (1 lives w my mom) 2 dogs 24. Do you want to change your name: nope. i already did & im happy w all my names rn 25. What did you do for your last birthday: just went out to pizza & a movie 26. What time did you wake up: uh like 10 i think 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: BICH i was writing 28. Name something you can’t wait for: 2 move back to fucking portland. waldport oregon is a pit i Need to crawl out of. 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: yikes months ago. a couple days after new years ? 31.What are you listening to right now: my fuckin shitass neighbors being loud and shouting at each other 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: uuh no i dont think so ! 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: uuh uuuhhhhhhh uhh kevr*ko always kevr*ko 34. Most visited website: lmfao this one 35.-37. ??????? wheres the mcfucking questions ????? 38. Hair color: blonde rn but naturally auburn (like my Boi neil josten) 39. Long or short hair: uh shoulder length rn 40. Do you have a crush on someone: no 41. What do you like about yourself: im very independent ? i guess. 42. Piercings: tongue, septum, nostril (x2), bellybutton, ears (x2) 43. Blood type: i have no idea ! 44. Nickname: prem 45. Relationship status: single as f u c k 46. Zodiac: aquarius 47. Pronouns: she/her or they/them 48. Favourite TV show: omfg brooklyn 99 definitely 49. Tattoos: i have 6 rn. 50. Right or left handed: right 51. Surgery: none 52. Piercing: woah deja vu 53. Sport: exy lmao none i dont play sports 55. Vacation: oh man i wanna travel so many places

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: nothing at the moment 58. Drinking: nada 59. I’m about to: nothing. its 7 pm and i dont have shit to do 61. Waiting for: school to start again 62. Want: to die lmao no idk 63. Get married: god dont ask me about this im too young 64. Career: at this point i dont even kno

WHICH IS BETTER: 65. Hugs or kisses: damn depends who its from. in general hugs i think 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: whomst cares 68. Older or younger: same age? 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: who cares 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: lmfao i could go for either if she a troublemaker we could get in trouble 2gether but if shes more hesitant she could chill me out for like half a sec

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: no 75. Drank hard liquor: loads of times 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: dont wear em 77. Turned someone down: ye 78. Sex on the first date: ive never been on a real “date” but i was a damn hoe in high school so i had sex on like the first day i met someone more than once 79. Broken someone’s heart: i think so? i dunno 80. Had your heart broken: ye 81. Been arrested: yes. once lol 82. Cried when someone died: i dont kno anyone who’s died 83. Fallen for a friend: kjfhgdjfg yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: i wish 85. Miracles: shrug. sometimes. i guess 86. Love at first sight: no 87. Santa Claus: no my fam is jewish i never really did and i was the asshole who told all my friends santa wasnt real lmao 88. Kiss on the first date: i mean yes 89. Angels: just my mutuals 😘

OTHER: 90. Current best friend’s name: do i even have a best friend??? 91. Eye color: brown 92. Favorite movie: ghostbusters (2016)

i mean ive already seen most of my mutuals do this and idk who to tag so?? if u wanna do it go for it !!!

#tagged #me

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moonbinandback · 7 years

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My KCON experience!!!!

I just got home and I wanted to write down everything while it’s still fresh in my memory so pls prepare for a very long very screaming account of today’s amazing events ;___; (I’ll post the pics and videos I got soon!!)

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so my mom and I drove together (she didn’t want me to go alone bc none of my irl friends like kpop lol rip s/o to my mom for being the coolest ever!!!), and we got to the venue at around 11:30ish. I wanted to get there earlier bc i was really paranoid about not getting an audience pass for astro ;___; we went to get our wristbands and stuff and our concert ticket barcodes ended up showing as invalid ?? ?! even tho we bought them from the official website ;~; so we had to get our tickets validated at staples center and then walk back to get our audience passes. after getting that sorted, I opened my passes and got Heize and Oh My Girl, both of which had already been completed :((( but as I was standing to the side trying to figure out if I could get passes off facebook, I overheard this group of ppl opening their audience passes and they were like “who did u get???” “uh... astro....” “me too....i don’t rly know them” and i was like HI HELLO DO U WANT THOSE BC IF NOT IM LOOKING FOR 2 PASSES FOR ASTRO NO PRESSURE THO and they were like “uhhh yeah sure” AND I GOT 2 AUDIENCE PASSES FOR FREE HOW LUCKY IS THAT !!!!! ! 😭😭 bless those ppl i hope they got hi touch or something lol they saved me like an hour of hunting for passes

after that we checked the room where fan engagements are held to see if there was a line for astro and there was already a crowd of like 60ish ppl there like 2 hours before the event and i was like fuk!!!!! but also it’s so nice to see fellow astro fans supporting our bois!! c: there were actually so many astro fans at the con i was so happy!! so we got in line and chilled and there were some rly cool fans handing out free astro banners with their own digital art, and one person was passing out these nice quality pics of the boys and asking “who’s ur bias??” and then just giving them out for free?? arohas are so nice ??? ???

then after we got into the room, i was like 3 rows from the very front of the audience barrier, but the hi touch ppl were way closer than us rip i was so jealous ;~; when the boys walked on i LOST MY FUKCING SHIT AS EXPECTED and OH YM GOD LET ME TELL U HOW BEAUTIFUL THEY ARE! !!!!!! they all had on very crisp clean button ups and slacks and they looked SO FRESH omg

jinjin’s hair was so beautiful and smooth and he looked extra tiny today!!!!! i LOVE mj’s current hair color on him it looks so pretty and he also looked tiny af I LOVE!!!! sanha is SO FREAKING TALL like he absolutely towers over the hyungs lmaooooo but he’s also the CUTEST BAB his hair was slightly messy and very beautiful i cryyyy and rocky looked SO GOOD with his hair color!! it’s actually a lot more subtle irl than in the pics he posted recently :’) it’s like a very gentle auburn-burgundyish kinda color, and a little more brown than mj’s hair!

and eunwoo!!!! oh my god he is absolutely prince charming irl, even more so than in videos and pics like HOLY SHIT he is so stunning!!!! he was wearing this beautiful white button up and his brown hair makes him look EVEN MORE PRINCELY like i could not believe my eyes and when he hits u with THAT EYE SMILE u are deceased on the spot!!!!!!! he is a very beautiful dork and i love him!!! AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON BINNIE LIKE I THOUGHT I LOVED HIM A LOT BEFORE TODAY?? ??? WHTA THE FUCK ???? he is genuinely the most handsome and attractive person i have EVER seen like i was blown away by his natural charm, hes just SO DAMN CHARISMATIC IRL like if u dont stan bin before u see him irl.. ..u do afterwards lmao like he’s UNREAL ;__; he was wearing a bluish black button up with the tucked in and puffy look which I LOVE and some very well fitting slacks 👀 HES FINE AS FUCK YALL I RLY CANT EVEN EXPRESS HIS BEAUTY RN LIKE GOD DAMN!!! MY IDEAL MAN!!!! i was looking at all the bois but i kept going back to him like i honestly couldnt take my eyes off him he is so gorgeous!!!!

the Q&A session was CUTE AF but i couldnt hear them over the screams ;____; also ppl were sticking their phones in the air all over the place so my view was partially blocked sometimes but i got some lil viewing windows most of the time :D after the general questions from the mc they played this dice roll game where they have to do whatever action corresponds to the number they rolled! they did “switch parts” if i remember correctly, they sang confession and FUCKING JINJIN SANG I HEARD HIS BEAUTIFUL VOICE IRL I WAS DYING HE SOUNDED SO LOVELY!!!!!!!!!!!! (@FANTAGIO LET MY BOI SING!!!!) ALSO ROCKY SANG AND I LOST MY MIND HE WAS SO AMAZING AS WELL!!!! sanha, eunwoo, and mj sang their fave pop songs and they were SO GOOD as usual!!! 💞💞 ALSO EUNWOO RAPPED HE WAS SO CUTE

ok and here’s the part that literally killed me: THE SEXY DANCE WHAT THE FUUKCJKEJGHDJ I WAS ON FIRE!!!!!!! rocky’s dance was SO DAMN GOOD and i was like FUUUUUUUUCK ok that was amazing and then the bois were like “binnie u do it!!” and i was like GOD.. ..IF UR OUT THERE,,, ,,, MAKE IT HAPPEN and then not only bin but jinjin too! !!! BICH!!!! THEY ENDED ME RIGHT THEN AND THERE I CANT BELIEVE I SAW BIN DOING HIP THRUSTS IRL LIKE ?????? PLS WATCH THE FANCAM OF IT IF U HAVENT, IT WILL SAVE UR LIFE OK

so after the sexy dance i was in a state of euphoria ofc, and i remember them rolling aegyo on the dice and they were like “SANHA DO IT” and he was SO PRECIOUS I LOVE HIM he did the arm cross thing with a lil head shake and rocky joined him too!!!! god bless!!!!!!

during hi touch i just continued to bask in the boys’ presence hahah and i noticed they were doing mostly single handed high fives instead of the usual two hand high five/hand hold that they normally do :c but they all looked so cute and happy and smiley!!!! it made my heart so happy!!!!

after hi touch we took a group selfie with the boys (which i am definitely invisible in lmaooo) and then after leaving the room i was like “ah i heard they’ll be at the toyota booth at some point today i better go find out what time” and right as im walking to the booth i see a group of well dressed guys walking on the 2nd floor above me and im like “no way they beat us here” and then i saw a tall bean with white hair and i was like SANHAAAAAAA and they had just gotten to the toyota booth right as i got there!!!! a crowd had already formed but I got a decent view, and they were doing some more q&a that i couldn’t hear lmao but I was so happy that i got to see them again!!!!

when they left I walked around the marketplace and bought a dream part 1 poster (the one where they’re all in white dress shirts lookin cute af) and a poster of sleepy autumn story bin bc im WEAK and I LOVE MY BOIS

then i just hung around the food trucks area until we got to enter the concert venue, and my seats were pretty good!!! they weren’t GA or lowest tier, but i was decently close and i had a clear view of the stage like 95% of the time blesssss

first up was KARD and they were pretty good! their songs are not rly my style but they’re very talented and they look like a hardworking group!!! :D also they are all hot hahah

after that was Oh My Girl, and they were also good! again, their songs are not usually what i like but they were SUPER CUTE and charming!!

then Heize played!! I LOVE HEIZE OMG shes so pretty and her voice is beautiful!! i also love her style and her songs are so soothing/fun to listen to!! she asked us to turn on our phone flashlights while she performed Star and she started tearing up before she started singing and i was like NOOOOO BABY she almost made me cry ;~; anyways YES I LOVE HEIZE U SHOULD LISTEN TO HER IF U HAVENT YET

i had only rly listened to Energetic and I only knew ong seongwu before seeing wanna one, but HOLY SHIT they blew me away!!!!! i was really impressed by their choreo and they’re really great performers! their songs are catchy af damn!! AND ALL THE MEMBERS ARE CUTE like daniel?? ??? hot as fuck???? he had on this earring and im like damn?? what is this guy doing to me lmaooo

i hadn’t listened to any NCT 127 besides cherry bomb and I thought it was an okayish song, but again i was SO IMPRESSED by their performance!!! they were so on point for choreo, other theatrics, visuals, etc!!!! honestly i feel like all kpop groups are like 100000x better live bc of the choreo and atmosphere!! and there was a guy with light pink hair who was HOT AS FUKC i need to find him omg (taeyong? yeah hes fine as hell hahahah) also the bass in the staples center is SO INTENSE like my entire soul vibrated during cherry bomb lmao

GOT7 were great performers too but after hearing about the jaebum stuff im like 😒😒 also they give me a very arrogant vibe and im like eeeghhhh (sry to any GOT7 stans 😷) bambam looked cute tho shhhh

okay onto ASTROOOOOO so they first came on stage with Kim Tae Woo (who i don’t know at all rip sry ;__;) and they were wearing white/baby blue suits and they looked SO CUUUUTE they were covering Kim Tae Woo’s songs i think? and they did some CUTE AF CHOREO PLS WATCH THE LIVE STREAM TO SEE IT IT’S AMAZING

and then in the next song THEY ALL RAPPED AND I DIED LIKE U NEEED TO HEAR SANHA RAPPING IT IS THE ABSOLUTE CUTEST HES JUST A SOFT BAB HE DID SO GREAT

after doing 2 cover songs they LEFT THE STAGE and i was like THE FUKC!!!! but then i was like oh wait they’re definitely coming out later too lmao

BUT NOTHING COULDVE PREPARED ME FOR THEIR 2ND SET LIKE HOOOOOO MY GOD OOOOOOOOO M GYGOD THEY OPENED WITH JINJIN !!!!! DANCING!!!!!!!!! HE WAS GODLY AND THEN ROCKY!!!!! DANCED TOO!!!!!!! AND THEN THEY DANCED TOGETHER AND I WENT TO HEAVEN

THEIR OUTFITS WERE SOOOOO GOOOOOD they were all wearing tight black pants and eunwoo and sanha had on white graphic tees with black blazers and jinjin had a nice black striped dress shirt and mj had this super cool black and white jacket and ROCKY??? HAD A BEAUTIFUL WHITE DRESS SHIRT THAT HE SWEATED COMPLETELY THRU AND U COULD SEE HIS CHEST AASHSHJSFHSJ

BIN WAS ON ANOTHER PLANE OF BEAUTY LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!! HE HAD A BLACK GRAPHIC TEE AND A GORGEOUS BROWNISH BURGUNDY SATIN(?) JACKET OVER AND HE LOOKED SO FUCKING AMAZING HOOOO MAN

when i first saw these outfits i was like CONCEPT CHANGE ???? DARK ASTRO ??? ? so we’ll see what happens omg but DAMN the more mature look suits them so well and as much as i love their cute style i 10000% support this more dark look like hnnnn yes

the first song they performed was AGAIN AKA THE SONG OF MY DREAMS THE CHOREO OF MY LIFE and it was EVERYTHING to see it performed live!!!!!! and in those outfits??? i was LIVING oh my god and i got to see bin and rocky do the pirouette flippy thing and it was SO AWESOME

they did their mentions next and they were so cute!!!! also rocky kept jumping and dancing around everywhere hes the lov of my life ;__; then they were like “we have a special surprise! we’re going to play.... pinata!!” but eunwoo pronounced it PEEN-uh-ta and i was like omg what is that...and then i figured it out when it came up on the screen LMAO EUNWOO IS SO CUTE

it was another randomized game to decide what activity to do and they got “fan gifts” so they all had 1 min to decorate a tshirt to give away, and they also gave away some other signed merch!! then sanha was like “we gave the shirts to the ppl in the front bc we can’t reach u up there, but we want to give u shirts too!!” and they brought out TSHIRT CANNONS HAHAH but they only shot as far as the lowest tier boooo :c

then they performed a shortened version of breathless and IT WAS AMAZING TO WITNESS EUNWOO CARRYING MJ IRL AAAAAAAA also it was kinda funny watching them perform a super cute poppy song in their current wardrobe lmaooo

then they did a bit of polaris and i was like EEEEYYYYYY and then they did baby!!!!!! the baby choreo is SO GOOD and it’s so amazing to see them do choreo irl bc u can really focus on them and see their talent and hard work come to life!!!!! I LVOE THEM SO MUCH AND I AM SO PROUD!!!! THEY ARE SO TALENTED AND THEYVE COME SO FAR I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT THEY HAVE IN STORE FOR US 💕💕💕💕💕💕

#kcon #im so grateful that i was able to go and i wish u were all there with me!!!!!!!#if u read till the end thank u for listening to my screams lmao #this is more of a journal entry so i don't forget what happened ahh ;~;#i want to remember it forever it was incredible #if they come back next year i will absolutely sell my soul for hi touch

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