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And I have died a thousand times And endured agony they could only dream

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in the end I'll always crawl back to my cherished, ugly, life-sick, gangrenous misery.

#darkart #muse: #uldred #blood #wounds #glass #suicidaldepression #blood magic or selfharm? who knows #doesnt matter #traditionalart #digital editing #lyrics: dead space - a portrait of sacrificial scars

[thethingsidoforausername]

Things the Universe has been telling me while I’ve been walking through depression:

     - You do not have to go through this alone.

     - You are not alone.

     - Do not try to go through this alone.  

Got it, universe.  Thanks, I love you too <3

#depression #suicidaldepression #you are not alone #also please go talk to your therapist #or whoever's in your life that you can trust to help #try someone and if it doesn't work try someone else #you deserve help #you deserve to be safe #the journey of a thousand steps begins with one #let's do this #<3

[yanderederee]

Hey lovelies♡Another update bc why not; still in JJK brainrot and suicidaldepressed over losing my job like 6 months ago so overall I’m pretty distracted with no motivation to write.

Thank you to everyone for being so understanding. I appreciate any kind words or attempts in making conversation, it helps, even a little.

I hope everyone was taken care of during the holidays and got something they wished for!

#koispam #To be honest it doesn’t really feel like people are that into my writing to begin with so lol #why try #I need to pick up self up and just recover from it already but I’m literally always so depressed #and applying to jobs is psychologically torture these days #seriously how am I supposed to get a stable job when I have nothing to offer #jjk #jjk meme #jujutsu kaisen memes #jjk Yuta #jujutsu Kaisen Yuta #yuta okkotsu #yuta #yuta jjk

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BEING DEAD BUT YET ALIVE. The psychological secrets of suicide - Britt Mann * A Very Human Ending: How Suicide Haunts Our Species - Jesse Bering.

BEING DEAD BUT YET ALIVE. The psychological secrets of suicide – Britt Mann * A Very Human Ending: How Suicide Haunts Our Species – Jesse Bering.

There’s a tipping point where the agony of living becomes worse than the pain of dying. Many of us would rather go to our graves keeping up appearances than reveal we’re secretly coming undone. We are the only species on earth that deliberately ends its own life. Depression is a secret tomb that no one sees but you, being dead but yet alive.

Statistically we’re far more likely to perish…

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[allenlucas24-blog]

How to Deal with a Suicidal Friend?

If you are trying to help a suicidal friend, you surely need to learn the prevention tips.The article will surely help you.

#suicidaldepression suicidalpreventiontips helpingasuicidalfriend

[99wholoves]

keep doing what works for you with depression (grateful for gratitude bridge)

It takes between two and four hours each day to create a Gratitude Bridge video and a friend of mine asked now that I have a job, will I continue doing this project every day. this project has helped me more than anything I've done in the last two years to resolve my depression today I am grateful for Gratitude Bridge for two years my mental health went down and down to the point of multiple suicide attempts. nothing that I did worked, therapy, tablets, spiritual programs and nothing changed until I started Grattitude Bridge. today I'm grateful this daily program of gratitude that I do What are you grateful for? Please share in the comments and click the subscribe button to hear daily gratitude. Be grateful and share this with your friends. ------------------------------------------------------------ ツ  CONNECT WITH ME  ツ Leave a comment on this video and it'll get a response. Or you can connect with me on different social platforms too: • YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCY_sGXuXqYuoNOUBkArugAA?sub_confirmation=1 • Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/gratitudebridge/ • Twitter: https://twitter.com/liifetourist • Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/gratitudebridge • Website: http://gratitudebridge.com • Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com.au/wholoves/gratitude ------------------------------------------------------------ Thank you for watching - I really appreciate it :) Cheers, David #perserverence #creativeprojecthealsdepression #suicidaldepression #gratitudejournal #depression #mentalhealthrecovery #helpsomeonewithdepression #signsofdepression #selflove #selfimprovement #selfhatred #mentalhealthstigma #mendepression #suicidal #gratitude #gratitudebridge

[avesathanas-blog]

Suicide is not a selfish act.

I want to repeat the title again: Suicide is not a selfish act.

Suicide is just an expression of unbearable pain.

This is why I find it abhorrent when suicide survivors are treated like children, or sometimes even worse than children. They need help, of course they do, but you don’t need to lock them up in a facility for sometimes years at a time.

You need to get rid of that inherent pain they’re feeling, being on medication doesn’t help that in any way whatsoever, whether it be tranquilizers, neuroleptics or anti-depressants. The latter one being prescribed far too commonly as if they were miracle drugs that can get rid of that really incredible pain that’s impossible for an outsider to understand.

The thing about suicidally depressed people like me is that they create a sort of wall around their depression and the way they act socially or around other people. Most suicides are described as surprising by the people who knew the victim.

This is why I speak out about suicide and depression, sadly we can’t get rid of either of them. If it were a perfect world governed by a creator these things wouldn’t exist, no one wants another person to go through such emotional distress and pain to where the last option to them is to end their own lives to finally not feel pain anymore.

That’s all I have to say about that topic at this time, I might pick it up in another post in the future, can’t say for sure.

#suicidaldepression #suicide #suicidal depression #depression

[booper-dooper-08-blog]

To people who hurt me

I have tried to stay happy but you just put me down. You know who you are! You have hurt me too many times! I’m done fighting my depression! I am just DONE!!!

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[signsofsuicidaltendencies]

#kissmywoops

I don’t know how many times I have been there

Suicide And Taking Control Before Its Too Late

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Lost Connections. Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression and the Unexpected Solutions - Johann Hari.

Lost Connections. Uncovering the Real Causes of Depression and the Unexpected Solutions – Johann Hari.

“Even when the tears didn’t come, I had an almost constant anxious monologue thrumming through my mind. Then I would chide myself: It’s all in your head. Get over it. Stop being so weak.”

As she was speaking, I started to experience something strange. Her voice seemed to be coming from very far away, and the room appeared to be moving around me uncontrollably. Then, quite unexpectedly, I started…

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[99wholoves]

1/4 million dollar tax debt (grateful for bankruptcy) - Day 30

I despise looking at the mygov portal. On one side you have Centrelink and a requirement to search for 20 jobs every month. On the other side, you have an ATO letter called Activity statement 001. Next to that is a random-looking number 255,071.35; that changes daily. What sux about this dollar value, is that, It is not based on what I owe; it is not derived from figures supplied by my accountant. Instead, it is based on an over-inflated estimate, magically inferred by the ATO Super Computer a few years ago and then loaded up with fines and interest. A few years back, I had a Tax debt that was quite manageable. It was a substantial 5 figure number for sure, but it was easily payable. At the time I had been accumulating cash in a bank account and could have paid that debt, a few times over. Also at this time, I had a large family with five children and an incredibly stressful work/home life setup. Unfortunately, a series of unexpected life bombs hit our family. After the dust settled, I was shattered and unable to work for nearly three years. When I finally recovered from what had been the most challenging time of my life. I started looking at the tax debt. I worked with a few specialists, a bankruptcy advisor, an accountant and a law firm to help sort out my mess. The big problem was not the original tax debt, but the calculations used. You see the powerful supercomputer had been crunching my debt daily based on a formula: A + B x (C) = FUCK ME. The problem was that the inputs were invalid. A was both inflated and incorrectly assessed, and B should never have been in the calculation at all. The formula should have looked like: a x (C) = DEAL For eight months an excellent lawyer (see Day 14) negotiated with ATO lawyers and everyone concluded that B was invalid and A and C needed reviewing. We had won the right to re-assessment, but before the dust had even settled on that negotiation, the ATO came back at me from a different angle. You owe us $250K+, pay now, or we will seize your assets. This contact happened in early December and is one of the contributing factors to the spiral into despair, that led to the suicide preparations that consumed most of Christmas through to  NYE 2019. The irony for the ATO is that I never had any assets for them to take. The paradox for me is that if I had just rolled over and played dead a few years ago, there would have been no real consequences today and I would be out of bankruptcy. My learning is that I am full of pride and ego and I have an oversensitivity to unfairness. I believe the ATO was wrong in their assessment. I think that computers made decisions that required human oversight. I feel that the few times any human did look at the case; they just trusted the numbers on the screen. I have seen and experienced the inflexibility of the ATO systems and procedures. I went through 14 months of anxiety between 2016 and 2017 due to a lack of progress or feedback on my case; My accountant had no person he could speak to due to changes in policy, and after more than a year of waiting, I was required to re-submit records, already filed. I have subsequently learnt that my case may have been caught up in the scandal around ATO data loss, reported by the Australian Financial Review in 2016. I don't know if I was, what I do, is that communication with the ATO has been like communication with a brick wall. I believe that with simple mediation,  we could have come to a mutually beneficial arrangement that saw some money go into their coffers. Instead, it looks like I will go bankrupt and just chill for a few years as I try to regroup. I am grateful for the gift of bankruptcy What are you grateful for? Please share in the comments and click the subscribe button to hear daily gratitude. Be grateful and share this with your friends. #bankruptcy #depressioninmen #humilation #bankruptcyaustralia #ato #atodebug #worriedaboutato #socialsecurity #thankfulness #atotaxdebthardship #taxdebtaustralia #mentalhealth #suicideinmen #suicidaldepression #suicideoverdebt #gratitude #gratitudebridge #30daychallenge #vlogger

[ammidyphobia-ndr]

I wish medication would work.

Up a dosage I go.

#SuicidalDepression #Depressionproblems #Growing up

[signsofsuicidaltendencies]

#won-der-land89

Coping Strategies After a Loved Ones Suicide

#sucide #suicidaldepression #suisidehotline #suicideprevention #sucidehotline #feelingsuicidal #amisuicidal #dealingwithsuicidalthoughts #suicidalideation

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Anatomy of a teenage suicide: Leo's death will count - Virginia Fallon.

Anatomy of a teenage suicide: Leo’s death will count – Virginia Fallon.

In the past year, 668 people took their own lives in New Zealand: the highest number since records began and the fourth year in a row the number increased.

In 2016, some time after the magnitude 7.8 Kaikōura earthquake rattled the capital, the 18-year-old took his own life.

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The Great God of Depression. How mental illness stopped being a terrible dark secret - Pagan Kennedy * DARKNESS VISIBLE. A MEMOIR of MADNESS - William Styron.

The Great God of Depression. How mental illness stopped being a terrible dark secret – Pagan Kennedy * DARKNESS VISIBLE. A MEMOIR of MADNESS – William Styron.

The pain of severe depression is quite unimaginable to those who have not suffered it, and it kills in many instances because its anguish can no longer be borne.

The most honest authorities face up squarely to the fact that serious depression is not readily treatable. Failure of alleviation is one of the most distressing factors of the disorder as it reveals itself to the victim, and one that…

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