#talking myself down like hey

[dgalerab]

... so maybe one reason why i haven't been getting a lot of notes on my art is that i was hidden from search results so i wasn't showing up in any fandom tags

the more you know

#i was truly here doing deep breathing exercises #talking myself down like hey #i'm a mature adult #i don't need interaction to validate my art #i make art for my own enjoyment #ain you dense walnut #in other news i learned today that pistaccios are another thing that can give me poison ivy #i am very glad to have known this before trying to eat some pistaccios #i'm not looking up how to spell pistaccios i'm sorry

[larrythefloridaman]

WOAH, HE'S BIGENDER? I DIDN'T KNOW THAT!

#hey. hey. im just saying. he LITERALLY 'transed his gender' in a diagetic bit in orange. and if that wasnt enough. #in blue he disguised himself as squid jenny specifically with larry's powers (the only thing hes done with them on screen) #got caught by his god-assigned roles-obsessed caretaker. and was given the label of being something intrinsically unescapably deceitful. #while 'pretending' to be trans girl. #like. if i wasnt pretty sure it was all an accident i might even call the allegory here slightly heavy-handed. #with the nccts emphasizing a theme of 'youre not just what people say you are #you can be more than one thing at the same time' with crim #i think crimson can have boygirl swag. some bigender pizzazz. i think he deserves it. #is it REALLY a cpu kerfuffle arc without a subversive narratively relevant gender-transing. #am i supposed to believe the spirit of deviance himself is cis? get fucking real. grow up. /silly #also a lil crimtoinette in there. just for flavor. because i cant help myself. #also sidenote the nccts have given him this cute lil tendency #to tip his hat down to hide his face when hes trying to be Genuine or Thoughtful or Poignant. and i enjoy that little touch #i maybe like this guy a little too much. hes most of what ive drawn for months. #but what do you want from me. i read him as a queercoded villain deconstructed at the metanarrative level. #am i just supposed to be normal about that. #me and zia talked about this in dms and discovered. we came to a lot of the same conclusions. completely independently. lmao

[pacifistcowboy]

i have such painfully bad fomo :[

literally seeing my friends’ posts about the blorbos that i missed n seeing my friends interact with each other through the posts actually makes me sad ‘cus h friendssss!!!!! and special interest!!!!!! i like friends!!!!!! and i like that thing!!!!!! that looks like pleasant fun times!!!! i wanna do the friending and the talking too!!!!!

but i’m busy!! and i can’t and shouldn’t be in every interaction my friends have and see every single post my friends make about my special interest!!! but i seem to have a huge problem!!!!

i seem to be all or nothing with friendship!! i used to be willing to take or leave friends. i vibed with people but if we stopped talking i would be totally chill. and now i’m like “hhhhhhnhhhhhhh friemnd? what is friend doing???? having a great time and i am missing it???? is there a topic i’d absolutely love to talk about happening and i’m not there???? 🥺🥺🥺” which is SO unhealthy!!!!!

i’ve got college assignments, irl friends, friends from secondary school that i’m meant to keep up with through text, a discord server, and tumblr, and i try to keep up with all of this whilst wanting to not miss every single interaction from these that i think i’d enjoy. i’m dooming and damning and hurting myself. h.

#it’s like i have an internal rep i’m trying to keep up #like “HEY YES I LIKE THIS THING AND WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT AND HAVE THINGS OF VALUE TO SAY” #it’s like i think i’m losing at friendship and also losing at being Obsessed with a thing #like if i miss enough things the friendship dies #and if i miss enough posts i’m not consuming or providing enough content of the thing i like to truly be a lover of that thing #fuck. im genuinely worried im not valid enough to call myself silvers dad. thats. is that what this is? is that what this all comes down to? #i’m. i love being normal. #i love my friends :[

[almightycrisprat]

i hate benchball i hate benchball i hate benchball i hate benchball *wheeze* WITHOUT YOU THERES NOTHING FOR ME TO DO CAN YOU FEEL THE SUNSHINE TOO ITS COMING THROUGH IT MAKES MEE FEEL BRAND NEW

#i hate benchball #and pe in general #especially today bc we were against people who can actually play #so i felt really useless #my friend was on my team but i didnt really get to talk to them that much #i kinda felt like the reason we didnt win was because i was being really incompetent #then we went to the changing rooms and i was on the verge of tears because i was ddying from the inherent stress of existing in pe #i closed my eyes and began humming can you feel the sunshine from sonic r while badly attempting to calm myself down #my friends noticed and were like hey crisp you good??? and i was like YEAH MHM IM AS FINE AS APOLLO #and then i went back to dying #and then i realised i felt really lightheaded (more than usual) and i tried taking massive breaths #then it was all fine #i got to cry in the rain :]

[tiredstressedemotionalmess]

how is it going ⁉️

i took a break from reading so my laptop could charge somehow ended up cleaning my room, then got distracted and now im sitting on the floor surrounded by clothes drinking dr pepper and wondering if i should practice my guitar part for one way or another

so its definitely Going!! :D

#asks #seriously tho i am LOVING the book dude #the last series i tried to syart just could not hold my attention for some reason but i literally had to force myself to put this one down #im soooooooo hyped im like 1/4 of the way through #andrew my beloved i am facinated by him i want to know everything about him #same with neil im guessing his dad is in with some mafia type shit but i need DETAILS #hell just randomly drop the most insane traumatic tidbit abt his childhood mid narration and move on like its nothing 😭 #LIKE HEY NO HOLD ON A SECOND GO BACK. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT YOUR FATHER DID *WHAT*??????

[astrxealis]

my favorite teacher plays dnd and bg3 do you know how crazy that is to me

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #LOTS OF THOUGHTS HII GOOD NOON TODAY WAS A REAL FUN DAY #I ALMOST BROKE DOWN AND ALSO I KINDA VENTED AND G #UH. WHY IS TUMBLR WEIRD AND CLOSING MY POST. ANYWAY! #i did vent to my friends abt annoying classmates (aka annoying ppl who are irresponsible) that bring me and my friends and groups grades #down. and yeah. but i bonded a lot w various frienda and and and fun day and and and I LEARN ^^ AND #things are quite bad sometimes but sometimes they aren't actually that bad and idk school is just really fun i'm almost sad #just really happy with where i am rn and my friends are noticing too sniffs ..... noticing how i'm talking more or whatnot #and more comfy and whatnot and hey it did take like. quite a while. but still! just. really happy #bcs this Quite A While was either basically immediate but in the making (two friends) or gradual but always getting there (group in class) #and etc !!! like hey maybe some friends online or irl i am not talking to as much atm but there's the comfort that we still greatly care #for wach other. and whatnot. and there's just a lot and damn if i gave up this wouldn't be happening lol my point is things do get better #and a lot of it tbh is on how you improve and see things (???) idk but damn i'm just rlly proud of myself #I COULD STILL DO BETTER mbut idk all of this is me and im just rlly secure in that and i have been since the longest time ngl. im amazing #yeehaw ANYWAYYYYFGEGKR BG3 I STARTED A DARK URGE RUN LAST NIGHT YE GODS ITS A BIT SCARY TO ME BUT I LOVE THE BLOOD #im trying to fight against it bcs im using my main tav but boom make him a durge guy so ^_^

[torchickentacos]

current skill I'm working on is called 'stop it' where, once I start overthinking about my hobbies to the point of them not being fun, I stop them for a bit. it's not going great so far but we're working on it

#like. ok #by the time i start worrying about like. 'is this writing i am doing for fun too silly #or is it too derivative or is it too simple and am i doing the characters a disservice #and am i reducing them to a ship or tropes' #then usually it's time to stop writing for a bit!!!!! or interacting in fandom for the day as a whole tbh #bc i get sooo in my head about it even in casual conversation and shitposting #i worry so hard about everything and i need to remind myself like. hey. you're doing this for fun #and if it isn't being fun then just step away for a bit #if i had fun writing then people will have fun reading and that's all i care about #i just never wanna be that person people make posts about. i don't want to be the reason people hate fandom #but i also think i need to just get on a better meds schedule and play guitar for a bit skfhsdkfhsdkfhsdjfgd #bc then i worry that by even talking about it people will assume i'm some fandom crazed chronically online hermit #and tbh i can't win with my own brain! girl shut up not everyone hates you or looks down on your work #and if they do then that sucks for them and i can't control that #me: made friends by talking about ag pokeani. also me: what if people hate me for talking about ag pokeani

[pondscummy]

the "also sick" comment isn't like "btw I'm SICK, how dare you not know" it's me saying I'm sick like how 2/3 of my roommates are

but like I'm so;;;; it feels so rich that L is like wtf do you want from me about me not replying for 45 minutes when I had to beg his gf over hours and hours of texts every so often to not force me to sit in unwiped shit after my surgery bc she had openly told me she just didn't rly feel like setting up the attachable bidet after telling me for weeks she would, and I never ever got a reply from her or L ever acknowledging that they were wide awake hanging out and laughing while I was like stuck in bed barely able to move begging for follow through on a commitment they made in advance and i eventually had to spend over $100 to hire someone to come out the next day and do it for me and I had to hold my shit for hours lmfao

like L is sooooo great at couching things in flawless tumblr wellness speak but only to talk about how valid they are for not showing up for you and how fucked up it is that you MIGHT ever have a moment where you can't be 100% there w them. like idk what to tell you I've been laying in bed with a sore throat and cough and fever passing out and waking up to roll over in buckets of sweat like the rest of the house. I do genuinely get being annoyed by a lack of response but it's also right back to this whole thing about Always assuming I'm mad at them which is legit one of the only things that actually makes me mad fjdkddhk like bro I do not THINK about you when you're not acting like I'm a bomb about to blow (also, as an aside -- we all take turns buying TP and it's usually me who does it like it's not out of pocket for me to say hey you are the One person who is out of the house already rn, can you get this on your way bc None of the bathrooms have back up rolls and one is totally out and I had to text our sickest roommate telling her to use the bidet and drip dry like.... "am I the first person you asked" yes bc you are the person who makes the most sense dumbfuck. I'm not being "overly needy" toward you or whatever jfc)

they literally told me at one point that the reason they're so scared of me is that my face is "triggering" for them when I'm angry or not feeling good and puts them "back in a really bad place" they have seen my face angry literally 3 times and each time it was on my way back to my room to decompress and each time I said nothing to them other than that I was in a bad mood and I was going to go to my room. I didn't yell either I just said it normal. like I genuinely feel gaslit here like I'm this horrifying monster of a man when it's like dude sometimes people are mad I don't know what YOU want from ME!! I do all my venting here where they can't ever see it even tho we've blocked each other, I censor their name like anyone even knows who they are, I isolate to chill out and it's literally been less than a handful of times like should I fling myself from the roof??????? would that fix it???

I literally know it's bc I'm a man too. none of this was like this until my facial hair came in more and it got crazy worse after I got top surgery and they're so so vocal about how much they despise men and think men should all fuck off and die and there's only a handful of acceptable men that they've personally vetted. despite them pretty clearly having a trans woman fetish bc they only date or look at porn of trans women and they do the whole step on me mommy thing about it even tho their gf has complained like. lmfao you're just a baby te//rf even tho you ID as trans masc yourself. like that's all this even is. I'm a big (5'3") scary (spent the whole weekend w my coworkers asking if I was 12) man who's obviously going to snap and kill you all bc sometimes I *checks writing on hand* get frustrated and go lay down about it

#pond.txt #and again i'm not EVEN mad rn (well. obviously i am *now*) i was SLEEPING like fhekdjdkddjl bro let me live i'm SORRY #should i whip myself should i kiss your feet my lord and savior jc. should i fall upon my sword for you. #is my t dick too big and scary to live together does it cast shadows in the hallways that frighten you HDKSDHKDDHDK #all the time i wish wish wish there was some way for me to move out early without me fucking myself financially #but i'd be on the hook for $11.400 and i do NOT have that to drop dhskddhhfj and i would need to pay that PLUS buy a car #it was so night and day the difference in my mood when i was on my work trip tho. even when i had moments of like feeling down on that trip #it was so fleeting and so like. well I'll do what i need to so i can care for myself #whether that was staying in my room and getting some sleep or rallying and being like hey @ self you're making shit up about no one liking #with no proof so let's get back downstairs and hang out w someone new and prove ourselves wrong. #life felt so bright and happy and it was so easy to talk to strangers and laugh and just let loose and like myself #even on a 13 hr travel day i was like taking notes on mental health things in my journal and reflecting and feeling so positive about makin #changes like not letting excuses stop me from going out and living my life even in this interim period between moves #and then i got back home and was like oh right. this place that makes me miserable with people who openly dislike me. great lmao #my plan is still to try to not let myself get in my own way of living life bc if i can get out & meet people it'll keep me away from here. #ANYWAY!!! *eats cough drops like candy*

[suncaptor]

there's something specifically inside my head that is closing up that makes trusting anything so hard. i have to manually keep my mind open to the potential of anything being significant. i am so used to things being bad and things hurting and things not working and being powerless that it takes an exorbitant amount of mental energy to make sure I don't let myself shut down possibility. and I do it because I never want a certainty inside of me besides love to rule anything. but I want my brain elastic again. i want it open like breathing. it doesn't erase the unfairness or the critique or any of the bitter-built philosophy.

#it's so hard to describe what I mean. i think it's the combo of the like. specific part of my brain's development + the amount of trauma #I have endured + the degree of which that has been taking place on a backdrop of the world being incredibly injust no matter what I do #this is very very silly but the extent of how much this impacts me was made clear by how like. closed off I was to even liking an album by #my favourite singer. like obviously I am obsessively keeping myself open I would never let my preconceived sense of doom and stubbornness #control my willingness to let things in #but it shouldn't be so hard to keep my mind open to things like... liking my favourite musician of most of my life's music........... #and that's a VERY silly example but that's why it's easier to talk about. it takes so much work to be open enough for things like therapy #or religion because they've damaged me so much #how am i supposed to handle this on a backdrop of constant constant helplessness in the face of living insecurity and illness and trauma? #the problem is if you try so so so hard again and again and remain hopeful regardless of how illogical that hope is #but you get let down so constantly since you're never stop trying ever even when systems fail you again and again #and you're watching horrible things happen and everything that shapes you is horror #then regardless of how much you try it's so hard to let yourself let go of the very realistic lived experience of doubt and critique #and I DO. do NOT get me wrong. I am obsessive and refuse to be my own problem #but the act of doing so shouldn't be like this. it's in everything i do. from simple things like listening to new music to even the mere #possibility of a future #i am very worried this one is going to be misinterpreted bc I AM NOT saying I'm stubborn in the face of systems that have repeatedly failed #me. I AM NOT. I am saying to not be shouldn't take this work when it envelops the rest of my life. #if anyone reads this far please please acknowledge the degree of which I almost pathologically try again and again when I can guarantee #nearly everyone wouldn't and still fight to keep myself open to hope because that's just something in me that is like that. but BEING like #that is. repeatedly putting yourself in situations where you are powerless already and helpless to get better and then are hurt more and #there's no way to escape it's just the repeated nature of it and then trying to not be the issue. #it's the problem in itself. #my ambition SHOULD be smarter. #god I'll go into this when I fully understand it another time. i don't think i have this phrased in a way to make all the dots of what i #mean correlate in the significant ways to anyone but me #but hey i guess i'm expecting anyone to read this in a light to misperceive me in the first place instead of accept maybe I'm not explainin #well or giving me the benefit of the doubt. see. #delete

[tigirl-and-co]

i wish i was good at art so people would be interested in my ocs.

except that's a lie. i don't even really enjoy making art besides doodles. what i love is writing. so i think what i actually want is for everyone to fall in love with reading.

and like obviously i get it. im weird. i spent a large part of my youth reading wikis for games i never played, shows i never watched. i still do tbh. i have always loved seeking out superfluous information. bc it was *like* reading a story, except you only had the separate pieces and had to put them together like puzzle to get the whole story

it's a bit like history, now that i think about it.

and i LOVE finding somebody who has OCs with thousands of words of backstory. that's the fastest way to get me interested. a simple doodle and then a wiki entry of information.

idk. i guess im just venting a bit. it feels a bit unfair. every pro-OC post is geared towards artists. people who love to draw. but I just don't. i mean yeah i like making little doodles, but frankly it's about the same enjoyment i get from solving basic math equations.

and fucking obviously i love and treasure all my artist friends. if you are seeing this and you love to draw your OCs, I love you. I would never begrudge you your happiness.

it's times like these i wish forums hadn't really died out. i want a community. i want to make that connection. but i feel ignored bc my talents don't align with the current state of things in the greater community.

whatever. whatever. i just hate venting bc i worry about making people feel bad but sometimes I feel bad. and ive never been able to talk about feeling bad without getting yelled at. Which isn't healthy, of course, and I know that, and Im slowly trying to break the habit of just shoving it down. and Ive had a drink so im willing to be more open so uh. there, i guess. i feel like dogshit that i have neither the energy nor the inclination to draw my OCs and that it's literally fucking impossible to get your OCs noticed through writing. nothing really to be done about it. that's just how life goes. not all hobbies are meant for all people.

#titi talks #vent #all the time in my youth i would tell myself I'd just get good at drawing and then draw so-and-so idea #but it's been like a decade now. so frankly i think it's just not going to happen #like i said ive had a drink (and a strong one at that) so my ability to reason is slightly impaired #but ive mostly accepted it. ive swallowed down the bitter pill that nobody but me cares #and it's not like i haven't tried art! but it just takes so much goddamn energy to produce a result worth anything #my arts a bit shit. and that's fine! no shame in that #but it hurts a lot to post into a discord art channel #that has a RULE that you must acknowledge the previous poster's art before you may post your own #and STILL get fucking ignored. like they broke the rules to ignore you and everyone after agreed with it #or when you say 'this is the one thing I am proud of being able to draw' #and somebody you hold in high esteem goes #'hey do you wanna see me do that better and in a quarter of the time?' #AND AGAIN THIS IS NOT TO DISPARAGE THOSE WHOSE TALENT IS IN ART #YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND VALUABLE #i just wish *I* had some value #my talents earn me nothing. and it hurts. #and ive even stopped writing bc i don't have the energy often #and even if i did it's not like anybody gives half a shit

[istherewifiinhell]

First reprimand for shitty customer service <3. Well first one that wasnt just just my boss laughing and saying a local famous person accused me of stealing their wallet [left it on a shelf].

#no. not even a little bit #some shit #MANY EMOTIONS ABT IT. lol #first being not clear if this is the first actual complaint. or if ther3 were multiple complaints. which i just think is funny... #cmon man. spill the deets what they say abt meeeeee #second. my boss does have a language barrier byt more than that qlso just. seems. uncomfortable... being my boss??? #like. as in. clearly tries to skirt around telling me what to do..... but vause this was clearly a pull aside talking to... #i decided to not lie when he asks. do you knoe whsy i mean? #WHAT IT BOILS DOWN TOO.... #my bosses are boomers who get sad when ppl dont greet them at stores. i think. fhdhddhf. even tho i DO greet customers. whatevr. #cause im on that PHONEEEEEEEEE #take aways..... well im fueled by. CLOSER THAN EVER. to [kym replacement] quiting my fucking job. due to circumstances. ways and means. #and a side of. god so he was trying make me not. worried i guess. so he said. everyone has there own character and i know ur character. #i know your a good person i dont expect you to pretend and smile at everyone. #HEY. CAN WE UNPACK THAT......... #1. I STILL MASK (LITERAL). so. what do we mean by that....... #2.... i HAVE a customer service VOICE. WHAT THE HELL MAN...... it INVOLVES. doing the smiling intonation at I HATE IT. #=_= receiving accomadations at work -> have been clocked/ ASSIGNED. DOUR PERSONALITY...... #maybe you dont... get my cust serv persona... cause.... ur not..... a customer.................. and i work the floor by myself?????????? #anyways just. little bit of agonized personal writing i kept LOCKED UP. was right. You never Can be Normal enough..... #but. THIS IS EXTREMELY LONG REPORT. to you.... my fellow bloggers. closest things i have to coworkers.... #is just that i guess lol... im bored by it now. godspeed peach and love butt also destruction and hate. whatever. #im pretty sure is is not actually gonna affect much going forward i just. WOW. i continue to not elaborate to ppl irl and do share alls #(or somes...) here. #OKAY WhATEVVER POST

[rainybraindays]

No but the obsession with Colin's theoretical sex life is crazy to me.

Like people are genuinely upset that he could have potentially had sex?? Shaming him for doing something we know hes been mocked about for not doing? Like we see Anthony accuse him of only trying to marry because hes a virgin, you all remember that right? His older brother sees him pursuing a relationship, something he would have noticed earlier if he hadn't been so single minded the entire time, and instead of offering any like useful advice immediately goes and throws that in his face.

If he wanted to have sex just so it couldn't be used against him ever again I wouldn't be surprised. If he did that's fine, and if he doesn't thats literally also fine.

Like maybe its the fact that I also see a lot of people who talk about him needing to be a virgin talk about him being nerodivergent, so it seems kinda infantlizing to me, especially mixed in with the need to portray him like hes stupid but this rubs me so wrong.

Its literally a non-issue why are some of you so hard up on this.

#rainy talks #not tagging because i simply do not care too #you can take or leave this post but I just cannot stop thinking about this #like hes in his early 20s hes a grown up and is allowed to experiment in his sex life prior to settling down #there is no need to be SO upset about this. #like idk maybe its just the insecure younger sibling in me #but if I had been trying to lock down a relationship and it blew up in my face #and beforehand my older sibling had thrown my virginity in my face #I'd kinda wanna get rid of it #just as a fuckin defense mechanism so if i decided to try for another relationship it couldn't be used to humiliate me?? #i dunno just a thought #but hey what do I know this literally isn't a situation I've ever found myself in because my older siblings treat me like an adult #but thats a conversation for a different time.

[bicon-crange]

this sucks so much ass i should be able to sue and i fucking mean that

#LIKE WE ARE GOING ON WEEK THREE OF THIS TORMENT AND I HAVENT GOTTEN ANY LESS SANE #IM SERIOUS WHEN DOES THIS SHIT GO AWAY #im fucking. im erratic!!! im lightheaded my CHEST HURTS i cant BREATHE im borderline getting vertigo here this SHOULD COUNT AS A SICKNESS I #SHOULD BE ABLE TO CALL IN SICK TO SCHOOL BECAUSE OF THIS MASSIVE BULLSHIT #SORRY? ANY LESS SANE I MEANT ANY MORE SANE FFS #i talked to someone in my real actual life about this today and they were like yeah it sounds like ur going insane lol. THANKS I KNWOW #THIS IS SO CRAZY EMBARRASSING!! HEY!!! THIS IS SO CRAZY EMBARRASSING and on top of that theres no WAY this is going to work #like lets get worst case scenario here folks lets say i do talk to them and theyre like woah! hey! i like you too! :] #theres no way im not fucking stupid and dont immidiately shoot myself in the foot with it theres no FUCKING way #ugh i already know myself. i KNOW ill be like well thats a bad idea actually!!!! bc youre great and fucking. brilliant and personable and #totally gorgeous and EVERYONE likes you and theres no way in hell my dumb ass isnt just going to drag you down!!!! #theres no WAY you dont deserve better than this!! theres no POSSIBLE world where you don't have better options!!! #ugh doesnt THAT just reek of insecurity or just being a lil shyyy but i MEAN IT. I TOTALLY MEAN IT. ugh. i hate it here i hate it here i ha

[glitchdollmemoria]

man some people are fucking obnoxious. is it the anonymity of the internet that makes people think they can just act like jackasses to people unprompted or are some people literally just Like That. can yall please all just learn to not be aggressive for zero reason

#context is someone reblogged my reblog of a post pointing out that that aita ceo post was fake #fucking tearing into me like ''you can do research about physics but you cant pick up on other clues this is fake? really?'' #first of all ive got a touch of the aut so jot that down. #secondly id much rather present hard facts than like... ''hey the vibes just seem off :/'' #but thirdly and most importantly who the fuck raised you to talk to strangers like that #i literally thought about replying and then just said out loud ''youre fucking annoying'' and blocked them lmfao. not feeding into that shi #and not stressing myself out over some dick on the web

[lisbonsteresa]

i'm so normal about them

#just always looking a second too long always holding each other's gaze for another moment always looking away in unison they're exhausting #(this and that 'casework?' 'touche' moment from like 2 episodes ago they make me so. bruno really had his plausible deniability down pat #they never act annoyed at being interrupted they always open their conversations up once someone else speaks up #but their instinct always seems to be to get a tiny bit closer; to watch each other a little more intensely while they talk a little longer #which is a Vibe all on its own - i know i keep repeating myself (hey to the like 5 people reading all my tags falksjd) but #there's something so delightful to me about them the team the SHOW really being so... #'yeah it's a thing. we're not going to take it out of the box and examine it too closely yet but we are very aware it's a thing.' #tm

[trollbreak]

Hey do y’all remember joruna? Decides puppet’s taking her to the ball this year :3

#they’re silly friends #they’re gonna sit off to the side and talk abt decay and undead the whole time lol #(puppet doesn’t dress for the occasion but he’s more than happy to help joruna get new clothes made for it. he’s like i super dont dress up #fancy anymore but I’ll gladly use my experience in it for u :3) #sometimes ur all-consuming dad dies and u never wear button down or dress shoes ever again bc he can’t make u #and he’s like hey I’m not going to the tailor ever again for myself do u want me to take u? he’s a lovely fellow :3 and joruna is like COUL #YOU??? and puppet is like ^_^ of course #they um. meet via the nature walks and puppet going on abt decomposition and she’s like oh! i can add to this a little and #they’re the in my heart this bedtime #joruna bunnny #puppet