#the last man in europe

[sleepydrummer]

George Orwell

24SMI

#george orwell #eric blair #journalist #novelist #essayist #down and out in paris #animal farm #the last man in europe #orwellian #polemical #portrait #photograph

[yrsonpurpose]

"bodies are just bodies"

#mary and george #mary & george #mary and george spoilers #maryandgeorgeedit #george villiers #mine* #this will get taken down so enjoy it while u can i guess #some i had to keep conservative lmfaoo #he topped and bottomed his way through europe #what a hoe jflgkj #nicholas galitzine the man that you are 🧍‍♀️ #the last few took me OUT #crops are dying i need a hd link now

[lobotomyladylives]

literally wanna dieeeee I realized belatedly that not only was down bad written for me due to being an alien abduction metaphor song but it perfectly describes my situation w/my ex who dumped me 3 days into our second vacation in his country

#but yknow thats what i get for dating a fucking man last year when i absolutely knew better. i was in a low place & the idea of being #whisked away from europe was an escape for me . we got along really well but the second i showed any emotional weakness he couldnt handle i #oh but he sent a bunch of messages begging me to come back when i was on the plane fleeing to my sisters london flat! lol!!! #i didnt tell you guys about any of this on my old blog when it was happening bc i just knew itd invite a flood of #''why were you even dating a man'' messages. yeah im aware. it was stupid & yet another result of my inability to purge myself of the #desire to be in a relationship my homophobic father wouldnt hate me for. and i didnt think any woman would want me . im over it now #fuck my abusive father fuck men in general im so over the internalized homophobia. ive always preferred women why should i have to #supress that to make my fuckface hypocrite father happy. i only rly care bc i love my half brother & want to be in his life which means #i have to appease dad. but at what goddamn cost #why did i say from europe in that earlier tag. i meant TO europe...im from the us #anyways. what a shit show situation that was. i have never felt so betrayed by anyone except for my dad himself #oh i didnt even mention the worst part yet. when i texted from london asking if our friendship was over too (god. so cringe) he then went #into this spiel about how actually what he said earlier when he was asking me to come back #(that it had been a stupid impulse & biggest mistake of his life) was a lie & it had been a long time coming #IF IT WAS A LONG TIME COMING WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LET ME FLY ACROSS THR ATLANTIC FUCKING OCEAN 3 DAYS AGO FOR YOU #and said hed tell me the reasons but ''didnt want to hurt me'' #i have so much hatred in my heart for this man to this day when i really think about the mind games he was playing. unreal. #and he KNEW i already had massive trust issues

[fourteenthz]

LOVE AND PEACE ON FUCKING PLANET EARTH

#kelly plays ykz #yakuza 0 spoilers #I'm stopping now its like 7am I prefer to believe they are going to have a dinner and plan a trip to Europe and never come back actually #IM SO OBSESSES WITH THEM IT'S MAKING ME SICK IN THE HEAD #i didn't start this game expecting anything other than brother^tm but you know what. IF #they every single one of majima's old boss can say tell this guy has feelings maybe i can too. yeah. YEAH. #OBSESSED SO BAD with chapter 16 first cutscene... he has absolutely NO hesitation in running up to her. #and the second she goes past him he immediately refuses to let her go. #ITS SO INSANE how he has been so lifeless the last chapter and accepting his fate as a pawn for the next one #to show that fucking face he makes while looking at her. ITS SO WEIRD IN A FANTASTIC WAY my man is having too many feelings he can't #she** can't even see it and it KILLS ME bc he is making the world's puppiest eyes at her IM SO AUAAGAHHAHH SLAMMING MY HEAD ON THE TABLE #I NEED THEM. TO BE. SO NORMAL RN. I NEED THEM TO HAVE SUCH NORMAL DINNER RN. #I'm stopping playing bc i'm not sure that's going to happen so enough tears for today but I JUST. REALLY NEED THEM. #TO HAVE DINNER. HOLDING HANDS. AND THAT'S IS. CAN SOMEONE HEAR ME. #she really is like my top3 favorite characters in this damn game I adore this woman to death. #feeling so majima by his sigh in realief as soon as she stopped walking away when she tripped. the way his damn face changes from pained to #'IDEA!' and imediatelly offers to take her out........................... i'm so unwell at this momento. #I thought if they met again I wouldn't be able to trust majima bc he was so set in being a damn pawn in the previous chapter but man..... #the amount of thoughts behind his eye everytime he looked at her. if they end up playing that as him bring in pain #bc he has to win her over im going to kll a guy. there's no way NO WAY U HEARD ME #thry are literally my everything. there is NO way she is going to survive this game and I'm trying sk damn hard to get #used to that idea but it just sucks i love her so much. and thw worst part i have no idea what's up with majima on the other games #is her dying being his villain storie??? his hero redemption? HELL IF I KNOW. IS SHE EVEN DYING FR?? #i truly think they could get away wih shipping her to another country. and it would make sense for majima to insist her to go. #but oh I doubt so hard they are giving me anything but pain with my favorite relationships in this game. i really do. #until then..... lying down in bed.... thoughts abt majima soft expression at her.... abt the weight her voice #carries rn.... abt the way he said 'hey' and she said 'you think I'm emotional because I'm hungry again'..... they. are. so. #the way they dont even give a choice to walk faster when she is accompanying majima. #I have such low standards at this point. if they don't at least hold hands again i will cry. #he doesn't need to guide her around anymore so... u see my vision? him asking for her hand bc he wants to... hello?

[shima-draws]

There’s nothing quite like getting a wedding invitation from the guy you used to have a crush on in high school

#Hmm. Feels awful!! #Me to me: Maybe. I'm not quite over this. #IDK IT FEELS WEIRD MAN. I'm very happy for him. But also kinda bummed at the same time. #I think I'm more just dreading showing up and being like aha yeah! Here I am! #I haven't changed at all since we last spoke! Not at all!! #Nothing new or exciting going on with me ever. No accomplishments. No partner I can brag about. NOTHIN #Hey anybody wanna show up as my fake date. Fake dating to lovers AU /j #Idk it just feels wrong to keep hearing from my friends in high school who are all getting married and having kids #Meanwhile me. Who has never dated anybody ever. And has nothing to show from the past five years: #SORRY I'M JUST HAVING A MID-LIFE CRISIS I GUESS. AT THE RIPE OLD AGE OF 26. #Me: I've been dealing with my anxiety and depression on the daily for years now and yeah that's it how are you #My friends: I got my dream job and I'm marrying the love of my life and I'm going to buy a house soon!! #I WANT TO CRAWL INTO A HOLE. AND DIE. YEAH. THAT SOUNDS GOOD #Sorry I need to sit here and feel pathetic and hate myself for a second. Then I'll get overe it #*over #Shima speaks #Maybe I can lie and say I've been backpacking through Europe for the last five months. LMAO

[aconflagrationofmyown]

Can we see a fic where E and Elaine just find out about the final baby, they are trying to figure out how to tell the kids and the kids are suspicious AF and confront E thinking there is trouble with he and Elaine? Very sitcom cliche but I know you could put your own spin on it you little angel baby 💕

Oooh this is a very cute concept and I’m dying to write them as a very established family -so yes, the answer is yes. Totally. Added to the prompt pile, delighted that you want it!

Also…getting called Angel baby has me melting, you be careful about those nicknames around me, they turn me to pudding 💋🫵🏻

#what if told you it’s 1980 in Europe due to so man intermediate plot points #this ole man probably threw his back out malign that last child #it’s the Italian countryside -really got to him #or to her #Elaine is still a menace #moreso perhaps as the years add confidence and love #prompts #elvis fanfiction

[hurglewurm]

it's becoming really hard to draw again and I'm scared to go outside alone :))) perfectionist manifestation of the lack of control i feel in my life combined with my usual coping method of avoiding everything forever

#happens in cycles all the time but damn #this one sure was triggered out of me #like. last week and the week before i was in europe thriving drawing so much #and then the change (coming home + around diff people) #with the Other change (sudden breakup with no warning or real explanation that made sense) #i am. losing it #i am floating but I'm in a big big big pond and it is deep #im ill #alligates says things #man i really thought i was fine but i guess it hasn't been that long and #the psychological effects... the psychic harm dealt to me...

[itsyveinthesky]

Can countries please not be assholes about schengen for Romania and Bulgaria.

I've had it up to here with that shit.

The Netherlands finally decided not to block Romania anymore and in swoops fucking Austria and blocks Bulgaria and Romania both no other reason than the Austrian government being absolute useless corrupt shitheads that have no idea what they are doing and pander to their right wing voters with some made up scare stories.

The Austrian government (s! PLURAL) have been corrupt and and clueless for decades, hell half ot it is currently under investigation for absolutel ludicrious shit. Not some well thought out scheming, no plain dumb fucking shit. The only reason the rest of Europe or really the world doesn’t continiously point fingers at Austria and mock them for their inability to get their fucking shit together is because the land has so little soft power that no one gives a shit about anything that happens there.

Oh but don’t worry the show will endlessly continue as people vote in the same old assholes time and again.

Anyone travelling into Austria from Hungary / Slovenia knows that there are border checks performed when entering Austria via the land route and that Austria does not - as a matter of fact - respect the Schengen agreement at these borders. Granted, the checks performed by the Austrians are not the regular "everybody needs to show their passport / ID card" checks, but rather the "if you have an Eastern European license plate and you or your passengers look brown, we will stop you" checks. But nonetheless these checks are illegal (according to the Schengen agreement), not to mention super racist.

The gang can confirm this because we travelled between Slovenia and Austria this very year. It’s frigging disgusting.

The one thing Austria really seems to care about is the Russian funding.

#fucking austria man #schengen #eu #romania #bulgaria #green energy? we buy excess energy from outher countries from like nuclear powerplants (which we austrians very much hate it seems) or coal #and greenwash it with pumped hydroelectrics. illegaly cutting down forrests in other countries to feed our own bullshit and then vote agains #those countries to enter shengen. #Austria’s current interior minister was the mayor of a village with a population of 1600 people until last year #he got the job because the ruling party has no more staff reserves they are all either under investigation for corruption #or publicly disgraced in some other way… #austria #europe

[saviourkingslut]

finally finished s2 of the alienist... uhmm why was this season abt everyone BUT the alienist. hello. daniel brühl turn on your location i just want to talk

#WHERE was laszlo #literally they only gave him a bunch of scenes with lara pulver so they could?? send him off to europe at the end???? huh #he barely did anything at all the entire series. even for the case he was barely there to offer assistance #i get wanting to do a little more for sara's character but now it was HER show more than his #and no offence. but im watching the alienist. for the alienist. #my sister and i were SO disappointed by the last ep too #john marrying a woman he doesn't truly love just so he can? have a child? #laszlo fucking off to europe and leaving his whole ass institute behind?? WITH THE PATIENTS HE CARES ABT??? #sara ending up in that classic 'strong independent women don't need a man they can be successful without them' hashtags feminism #as if wanting to be in a relationship with someone. makes you anti feminist or something. #society has progressed past the need for the independent strong women trope #where are the women in loving relationships with men who agree with them and their views and who wholly support them #women don't need to be alone/unhappy in their love life to be feminist characters. please. #i can't believe i dropped s2 ages ago and then finished it bc of daniel brühl and he's actually barely in it at all. incredible #if he's not in a possible follow up season i am not watching it. again it's called the alienist and that's what i am here for #curry rambles #ALSO WHY DID THEY KILL MARCUS?? that was totally unnecessary esp in a last ep like that. #cheap effort to get the audience emotionally involved #AND SPLITTING UP THE MAIN THREE CHARACTERS?? if you want your series to succeed. NEVER split up the #found fam at the end #is2g nothing kills my goodwill for a piece of media faster #the alienist

[burymeinblack2022]

Most of yall wouldn't have survived lbing the Europe shows.... You are all so spoiled and you don't even know it... Me and the girlies (gn) were out there in the TRENCHES fighting for a crumb of content...

#Like the last week of the Europe leg? We spent entire shows in the dark #The dash was CRICKETS maybe one shitpost every 5 minutes if ur lucky #There were no pixelated images no streams no nothing... Truly no man's land out there #This was after they asked to stop streaming I think but even b4 there wasnt THAT much #We all had to be speculating what was going on bc we had no way of knowing it was hell lmai #Mcr #My Chemical Romance #wow anna said something #anna's shitposts #Ok I'm going to be bed now it's too late the shows abt to start and #I'm NOT pulling an all nighter goodbye lol #mcroakland #mcr us tour #Swarm era #Swarm tour #Return tour #mcr return tour

[moregraceful]

You already know of my conviction that is dykewife Brady. They're so rugged and elegant bc of course they can multitask. And like Brady is really truly so intelligent and aware and people focused, yet I can definitely see their own journey and needs falling to the wayside because of that. Just imagine the moment where they put things together and feel like shit is finally making sense 🥺. She makes me emo and she's so dear to me. Also I have a theory Brady also needs glasses like Matthew ( he has these clear ones ppl that we've never actually seen him wear, just sort of tucked into his collar one time) and Keith. And I can just perfectly picture Brady in the lowlight of a hotel room on the road with reading glasses balanced on their nose reading a copy of stone butch blues with a terribly endearing focused nose scrunched sort of face. Also thinking about high femme trans lesbian Timmy as well bc I can. The trans laser stops for no man. Like Brady feeling so focused on Jim for some reason and being internally conflicted bc she's one of them and shouldn't be singled out (maybe even fretting about the nickname thing bc omg I don't want to upset herrrrr.) But like Timmy definitely figured it out ages ago and wants to let Brady put it together for themself. Then they just do the lovey dovey thing. Happy tdov!!!! I hope ppl give you money and treats and are very nice or I'll fight them! Mwah!

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💖 anon your mind!! I love it, no notes. Transfemme Brady is the reality I just live in honestly and your thoughts are perfect. High femme trans lesbian Timmy....

#my day is going great!! i saw my sister for the first time in two years!! #and she gave me a bunch of clothes from a menswear store in europe and she was like #you said none of your clothes fit and you don't have a sense of style :) so now i'm gonna help you :) #i was being burned for dressing like shit and being given an enormous gift all at once...nothin like having a little sister man #cage replies #💖 anon #THREE YEARS sorry i haven seen her since january 2020 #did i cry at the airport last night? no. but i did hug her for so long and so tight she started throwing elbows #siblings 🥲

[2goldensnitches]

Ashkie cuisine is heavy on dairy and bread and chicken/geese because they keep well in cool conditions and the latter are less expensive to raise than cattle. My bil (sephardic) is amazed at how sweet a lot of meat dishes are and like yeah, if ur poor and want to spice things up with no spices to work with, you go crazy with sugar beets and honey. And sugar is already enough of a godsend in a region where the main diet of even the goys was/is potatoes and alcohol and depression

#last words are not mine i am quoting a great uncle #man died at 105 years of age and thrived in the americas #absolutely hated living in eastern europe #the jewish experience tag

[hwiyoungies]

monthly reminder that latine it’s not a race or ethnicity thank you

#flashback to when a girl asked me if i was sure i was chilean because i don't look like it lol #or when my mua professor questioned me in front of the whole class and i was a little shit about it #she could've asked where's my last name from but nooo she had to be like where where you born #ok but where is your dad from. ok but where was he born. ok and your grandfather where was he born #like shut up!!!! shut up i know i'm white as hell i know i don't look like your average whatever but ffs stop errasing my culture #erasing* #like i'm aware!!! aware of it and all the privileges that comes with the way i look #but man so tired of people trying to make me feel like i don't belong in my own country #anyways that was not the case of the rant lmao #just remember that latine america just like the states was colonized by europe #and depending on the country you're gonna have a more white or more mixed population #AND some countries have huge asian colonies as well #basically you can be literally any race or ethnicity and be latine because latine it's a cultural thing #b.txt

[statementlou]

#holy shit!! #I'm really excited! #I'm putting this on this blog to help folks out in advance with context #should we hear this guys name again #which seems likely #louis follow him challenge #but also never mind all that I LOVE HIM this is SO BRAVE HOLY SHIT #NO ONE has EVER done this!!! #the only other guy to come out in the UK/Europe did it after he retired #and then it was AWFUL #but an australian guy came out last year #welp guess I support blackpool now cool cool cool #and he scored against chelsea recently you say? good man #the article-- the sport lags behind womens sport for this... HAHAHA they're not wrong those ladies are ALL out lmao

[daeluin]

also off topic but i just got back home and put the match and 🙃

we had everything set to win the league for kloppo as a parting gif....... and in two weeks we threw it all and gave it to city for free

#like seriously liverpool what the fuck ever #like im actually pissed off #these two last league games + the europe league ones + the man united games were an actual disgrace #they should be ashamed tbh #like i can take loses but i don't fuck with teams just dragging around the pitch not doing anything and showing no passion #at least have some self respect and play for your own ego dude #if you're not gonna show on the pitch then don't bother putting on the boots

[roseband]

...@ the rose release the rest of the dates for other countries so i can determine when i need to request pto

#honest to god i could... feasibly go to two........ one vvip and one vvvip if prices stay the same for europe #based on......well... yeah APPARENTLY automation is not a normal skill... bonus (also bonus is NEVER in my budget plans) #(my bonus has literally always been free money that i can do w/e i want with) #(so if that w/e happens to be....a two city vacation in europe to see the rose twice... hopefully it'll be that) #(now I REALLY REGRET not just doing atlanta last weekend tbh but BONUS IS NOT MONEY UNTIL IT'S PROMISED) #i feel like my review was like ADHD freak...repeatedly #it was like ''well she can reverse engineer any proceess and likes tinkering w/ things #BUT pls girlie... try to not interrupt ppl when u know the answer'' #HEY if things stay the same with what our raises and bonuses have been #my fiance can have his girlboss malewife dreams (if his mom wasn't a psycho with ''traditional'' values he'd be perfect lol #like man has literally taken a pto day to batch make homemade dumplings cause i like them he's the best!!!! #i told him he's gotta save all his pto for our honeymoon next november tho like.... i have 2 more weeks than him) #BUT we're like in an okay position to be able to have kids....... and in a few years we'll probably be in the position where if #he wanted to he could be the sahp if we needed LOL #IDEAL #personal