#there are over 100 hours of this show

[designernishiki]

noticed that the ps app now shows how many hours you’ve spent on a game if youve recently played it and uh. im clearly very normal about yakuza 0

#note: the actual number is more like 400 hours because my first playthrough was on my friend’s ps4 so those hours don’t show up here #estimating it was between at least 50-60 hours so #ah the perils of a yakuza 0 completionist. #(bragging but in a pathetic way that means I really didn’t have a life this year at all) #rambling #y0 #I’ve got 91 hours on y6 right now apparently but i know it’ll be over 100 sooner than later cause I need to play thru on legend mode to #get the last trophy I need to platinum it. #and surprisingly I think like 59? hours?? on judgement??? which is impressive considering I think I’m only like half way through the story #and nowhere CLOSE to completion (not that I know yet if I wanna complete/platinum it or not but we’ll see) #anywho yeah I’ve spent. a lot of time. on yakuza 0 #keep in mind all of those hours are within between like. late march to sometime in july #god knows what that number would be if I had had this game since it came out in 2015

[thegeminisage]

i have ALL DAY (until 5pm) to myself, with only minor household responsibilities to see to. delighted. i'm gonna think about star trek nonstop until then or until my dopamine receptors simply burn out of existence whichever comes first

#personal #star trek blogging #i quite literally have a fucking list #with items such as: #keep reading the movie novelizations #copy my liveblog of the movies to this blog #there's an ace bones/allo spock meta which i'm thinking about writing but actually i think i'd get booed offstage so maybe not #work on the dumb thing i'm doing on a dare #my tarsus iv clip show #TWO separate fanvids i have conceptualized but i havent made a fanvid in like over a decade #so idk that i could pull them off #and a particular fix-it concept for the enterprise incident which i am examining academically #and when all that fails there's still the fact that i wanna write star trek amnesia so bad and nothing is jumping out at me yet #5pm may seem like a long time from now (6.5 hours) but to me today it's barely any time at all #that's not even the whole list. #like literally nevermind the 100+ tabs of trek fic i have open on my fucking phone

[a9saga]

I can't believe the entire cast of big brother agrees not to use slurs while in the house and in the first week of the show this absolute quack drops the n word in front of a black houseguest after talking about a different black houseguest and gets ejected before the first eviction

#goes without saying the houseguest who did that was white #thats absolutely embarrassing but the motherfucker agreed to the terms! #im not gonna entertain the idea of morally disagreeing w those terms but even if you thought thats okay #youre being filmed 24 hours a day and you're obviously gonna be caught *and* people will call it out on the live feed #of course you're gonna get ejected dude you were told you would #i wonder if this is going to shorten the season? #its supposed to be 100 days but you never know they probably have more surprise guests like cirie #thats just my gut feeling #anyway yeah luke's probably feeling embarrassed and stupid over that which he should #i used to know another white guy who'd use the n word in front of his black friend #who was also dirty blond and had glasses and was named luke #but he was much less tall and much less buff #he would say the exact same thing luke said on the show i can practically hear it #bb25 spoilers #big brother #shut up kaily

[citrinide]

He hits people for fun. (He is me)

#cecil.fm #honestly today is a show in the Top 10 Reasons You Shouldn't Endorse Nigel's Cat Behaviour #I have spent the vast majority of the day giggling and papping my screen booping my friends do yo— #grabbing your face here okay look at me — DO YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH DOPAMINE THAT BUTTON PRODUCES FOR MY LITTLE BRAIN? #100% something in my brain programmed to go 'OUGH !!!!' when met with a silly button #becoming one with my cats atp. i fully understand their love for slapping me in the hallway on sight #give a core a fish: what do expect me to do with that #give a core a funny boop button: he has new source for hours of enrichment #moots in fear over me attacking them once more

[yumyumsweettum]

FEET FIRST GANG WE ARE WINNERS 🏆🏆🏆

Ok but fr i had so much fun, I'm sad i wasn't able to make it for day 2 but i was very busy. So. Next time lol. But this was the most fun I've had in a long time, and everyone is so funny and nice i wanna squeeze you all (affectionate). Tysm to @novorehere for setting this up, and ofc happy birthday!!!!!! I hope you had a wonderful time as well!! I can't wait until next time <3 <3

#soft vore #safe vore #I'm writing this at like 3am bc i have a flight in a few hours i hope this doesn't show how tired i am lol #but. hugs yall ilyyyyy platonically ofc ofc #i am grabbing u we are mutuals now #and on my tee ko win erm. i am sorry abt the deception 100 but also it was not on purpose #sorry to griff i suppose for us feeding u so many inedible things over the course of the game #im probably missing some things that i wanna say but i gotta go yall r the best !!!

[always-a-slut-4-ghouls]

Me trying to reason with myself: not every obscure question you have will have an easy to access answer

Me, snapping back at my reasonable take: how hard can it be to find something on how vertebrae jaws work for carnivores, which traits are favored, especially terrestrial ones! All I can find are papers on different families. One on mammals, some vague ones on dinosaurs, and when I look up reptiles all I get are comparisons! It’s all “the difference between reptiles and mammals” and “synapsid vs diapsid” all interesting topics but I’m trying to design a terrestrial carnivorous alien with a vaguely vertebrae style skeleton here! Sure, I’m making them a shape shifter, I’m not going for total realism, but I’m hung up on jaw anatomy! I don’t want to do the whole “make the face flat, bam! Alien” thing, no shade to people who do, but I’m trying to figure out if there is a reason most of their (the real animals) jaws are long-ish and if the mammal style dip between the brain part and the mouth and nose part that you see in Carnivora for example is just a mammal thing or is it advantageous in general?! I know all vertebrates evolved from a common ancestor, even more recently terrestrial ones, but I don’t care! I’m already borrowing enough, I just can’t design a skull! And dentition! I’ve made a few designs but I wasn’t happy with how they fit the rest of the character. And of course I had to make even more species of aliens! Tearing at my hair like an ace attorney witness.

The chill me again: who tf would have an article video or post on that specific thing and how would you phrase it? Nothing you’ve tried yet has gotten anything. Just accept that you might have to ask a subreddit yourself and see what happens. Dig through sci show first though

Frazzled me: but… what if they don’t have anything? I wanted a video or article. :( and what subreddit would I even ask? World building? Would they know what I mean? Is anyone else as autistic about skeletons AND making ocs?

#emma posts #I’m having an interesting time trying to figure out how to design a head for this bad boy #and I’m doing all this for a monsterfucking story I’ll probably never show anyone #it was inspired by fan art and as much as I have deviated from the source material I know it would get clocked #I’m not even going to try and figure out how useful tentacles would actually be on land #that’s staying #and some terrestrial invertebrate probably uses something like that #I’m just having trouble remembering one… #I keep thinking slugs but they are not what I mean #maybe I should think about slime molds or something #all this because I was going to write an among us fic for someone and it didn’t work out #I HAVET EVEN PLAYED THE GAME! I just looked at some basic stuff and then winged it #my ‘fuck it we ball’ of stories #okay i probably have more of those but my other ones were all 100% original #this one was a fic that didn’t work but I got attached to the blorbos i created and have just… made a new thing #I’m used to spending hours on google and stuff but I usually have a better way to phrase my questions #I have… focused so much on mammal evolution over the years that I’m hung up on it #I’ve had some interest in birds too but not the same #I keep thinking about crocodilians too and it’s getting in my way #I’m also being limited by how easy it would be for you to kiss the alien #i expect some difficulties but I want it to work out and also I need tongue

[constantvariations]

Adam was a cringy edgelord ever since the trailers, he simply got worse in different ways later on

How can people even like that character is beyond me

It's called "seeing the potential in a character that the writers fucked over from the start because they couldn't give the racism plot they started and refused to drop any nuance or compassion thanks to their 'violence is uwu bad' white supremacist politics"

Also, cringe edgelord is not inheritely a bad thing. Just look at Shadow the Hedgehog - he's cooler than you or I will ever be. Or my current hyperfixation husband V from Devil May Cry, who is 100% a cringe edgelord and I love him for that specifically

Kill not the cringe but the part of you that cringes and you will know freedom

#rwde #exactly what is the purpose of you sending this to me? #do i look like a confessional to you? #what even is the point of going up to strangers and declaring an opinion? #'ugh i hate the color green' cool. didnt ask buttface #and coming to me - a doylist analyst - w subjective shit is 100% a recipe for disaster #did you expect me to forget that the same guys who gave the face of the racism plot a LITERAL FUCKING BRAND #ON HIS FUCKING FACE #are the exact same people who were chill w calling their coworkers slurs? even modifying them to be said on air in a cutesy manner? #you really expect me to forget that these chucklefucks laugh abt stalking women from their cars #are the same ones who continually fridge or underwrite the female characters to spotlight the men? #and then have to backtrack bc this is supposed to be a ☆~female empowerment~☆ show? #do you expect me to forget how they have fucked over every character with trauma #traumas that thousands if not millions of people deal w every goddamn day #traumas like abandonment. dismemberment. alcoholism. ptsd. poverty. starvation. prolonged isolation. suicidal ideation #every character that dared to not be sunshine Sally was killed off or written out or harassed into silence #there are so many more things i can say here but if you don't get the point i will gladly find you for an in person lecture #it will be 15 hours w only 1 bathroom break so think wisely before committing #either way fuck off w your flaccid opinions that a monkey on a typewriter would send off in less than 5 minutes #say something interesting or shut the fuck up #anon hours

[todayisafridaynight]

Oh yeah also to be exact for stream purposes, average playtime from all 60 reviews is 10-12 hours, but total range is 8-15, double for a 100% playthrough. You do have to progress in the side content to progress in the main story (complete x missions/get x points/get to x rank type of deal), and you'll probably want to progress in the side content to level up since it's money-based and that's the fastest way to make money. I'm pretty sure the variance comes from getting sucked into the side content (probably not likely for your playstyle) or having trouble with the bosses at a lower level (they're apparently pretty hard this time).

It also looks like the Infinite Wealth demo is split into two (an adventure mode with the extra cutscenes and another one that's basically the demo we've seen around). Adventure mode Allegedly doesn't have proper saves at the time of writing (this was an annoyance for one reviewer so I assume it's long enough to warrant that), so it's worth taking that into account too. Anyway that's about it lol don't quote me on any of this because my brain just shut off after a certain point <3

OK BET TYSM CHAMP YOURE A LIFESAVER soooooo doing Quick Maths in my brain i might divide the stream up in two if i start playing at 4:30PM and i plan to marathon it.

ill take a break 3:45 - 5:45 saturday morning since that's a part of my regular routine and ill feel weird if i dip on it. I Dont Need Sleep but god forbid i skip out on all That apparently. plus it's a good break period to get exercise in and move around LMAO

going from 4:30PM -> 3:45AM's like.....10~11 hours... so that's about halfway through the game if i get entranced by side content... if we do somehow finish it all in one shot then we can just do the IW stuff after my routine.. epic.. it prob wont be any longer than an hour if that so stream- AUSPICIOUSLY THINKING- should wrap up around 7~9AM saturday.

#snap chats #and then when its all done ill take the longest nap of my life afterwards LMAOOOOO #jk. ill prob sleep for like. a minute. imagine if i did art stream later LMAOOO NONONO maybe sunday.. if im really ill bout it.. #some are wondering Snap Are You Physically Capable Of Doing Thaat and to that i say Yes. Yes I Am. #i didnt grind out buzzsaw mill raids on gaiaonline over night for nothing.. im a Gamer in my soul... a bad one but a gamer nonetheless.. #i did it for ishin i can def do it for gaiden- esp if theres an audience and i have people to chat with #also the Break Time will be a great cut off point for recording so people who can't/don't want to show up for the stream can watch it #see it's all going according to plan..... it's all going swimmingly..... #i like how generous im being with my gaiden time. girl we know im gonna suck and take longer LMAOOO WE AINT DOIN IT IN 8 HOURS #maybe ill 100% gaiden off stream or somn if the side stuff really ropes me in #also im late as balls answering this OOPS my friends came by the dining hall and we all chatted. and apparently im going to aldis tomorrow #DONT KNOW HOW THAT HAPPENED but i needed something from the store #just one thing thats it.... i thought of buying snacks and the sort for gaiden but i aint gon subject people t me eating on stream #ill just go with my wack meal prep idea from before LMAO #anyway SIXTY REVIEWS THATS HEINOUS godspeed brother... thank you for your hard word ill do my best to make your work not go in vain #idk HOW but. i'll try not to be lame and low energy during stream I GUESS THATS ALL I CAN DO #boo about Money Aspect returning BUT ILL BE OPTIMISTIC. i wont let that sour me until i see it #i wonder how long the IW demo will be- what it'll HAVE if people are upset about the lack of saves #again i dont think it'll be terrible long- an hour is my min so id be surprised if it reaches two hours #it'd be epic if i could do all of gaiden before my routine since then i can cleanly divide the stream but we'll see

[poptartmochi]

unfathomable emotions after showering

also.. i hit tag limit on this, so watch out for a very long post if you hit read more on the tags! 😨

#it is frustrating that overall it is fine for customers to use retail/service employees like punching bags. this guy will have no #repercussions for cussing me out beyond the pre-existing frustration that his order isn't ready because it was placed after our deadline #it is frustrating that you can't really defend yourself because 1) it takes too much time and there's too much else to do. #better to let them have the upper hand in their minds 2) they can take anything you saw and spin it against you in a review #like... 😞 i couldn't even get a word in against this guy. honestly i think he was using me as a stress toy because his kid is getting in #trouble for not having uniforms. which really sucks‚ I understand and empathize with that! but to react in such a way is unacceptable #it's common sense that a mom and pop shop will not process your order until the next business day if you ordered outside of their business #hours. i had to explain the way this particular school's ordering system worked to this guy the last time he was in. i provided multiple #alternatives to contacting us that he never utilized. like.. he had the tools to understand everything and instead of using them he decided #to erupt. and because I'm the poor fuck that works the counter‚ i got to be on the receiving end of this. i should know better than to be #upset about it (the eelness talking. everyone else was mad when he left) but. it's also fair to not want to be cussed out over something as #small as school uniforms! 🤨 #and don't even get me started on school uniforms.. yes my entire job rn is selling them BUT oh my god. i hate them. they shouldn't be a #thing. especially when these schools cost an arm and a leg in admission + then the uniforms easily cost another #*$100. the entire practice seems evil to me but also it's the family business so. 😭. the way these schools do it also undermines the entire #point of school uniforms which is. uniformity! 🤨 i feel like the minute differences in brand and so forth and so on give kids easy ways to #compare each other and potentially bully each other. the differences in what people provide Could be distracting! if your kid is the only #one wearing a plaid jumper while everyone else has khaki bottoms on‚ they're going to stand out! #so what pray tell is the point 😭 imo it's best to let kids have the freedom of self expression and show up to school however they'd like #in an appropriate way ofc. but i digress 😩 this business is just. deeply frustrating + as if the work itself was not overwhelming‚ the #parents have to throw tantrums about it... I'm so tired! 😭 #and they insinuate you fuck around + or say you don't give a shit.. ma'am I've worked so much overtime this year + that's not even counting #the relentless shifts I've worked in my nightmares that occur every night. like.. literally the only thing i do is give a shit about your #order!! at the expense of my sleep and wellness lmao! I don't eat lunch and i barely hydrate because I'm constantly working #but it is thog mode.. thog don't care... 😑 it'd be funny if i didnt care either 🥴😐 #to sum up a long rant ig i entered the shower feeling very depressed and I've left angry 🤯 but this is normal methinks #anyhow l + ratio + you work at your family's store + you work customer service + u trip over yourself when u talk etc etc etc 😑😑 #one day i will blow that store up with every parent ever. it will be so funny 💖😐😩😑 #sriracha.txt #negative cw

[zincbot]

made my friends watch an episode of my current favourite show, 65 dead 53 injured

#dying of embarrassment #i already made them watch the first episode of rise and i just did it again with mob psycho #I'M DYING AAAA #okay like. these are good shows. but more importantly i love these shows and it's so embarrassing how much i love them #and like my beloved friends will be at best positively neutral towards these shows meanwhile i'm sat there tryna not to act like #i'm attached with all my spirit to this freaking show #WE CAN'T LET PEOPLE KNOW WE ARE INSANE #but we are insane i've been thinking nonstop about mob psycho for days i've been going autism mode 100% #i've watched so many analyses. i'be redrawn like 8 frames from the first opening over the course of several hours #i'm 25 pages deep into my heavily filtered ao3 tag #i've been sorting the tumblr tag by recent multiple times a day #i'm. Normal #aie just i feel as if there's a lot of veulnerability sharing something that you like so much #don't like it. don't like doing it #can't stop myself frm doing it

[dawnleaf37]

oreos

#obs oreo #obsolete battle show #bugsnax #im bad at drawing bugsnax but even worse at drawing oreo. that took like 3 hours #oreos are commonly used in series with eldritch horror creatures who could 100% take over the world #also i just love the name kwookie. i call him oreo but you know. the cwookie #art

[qqueenofhades]

Lord, do I resent being forced to put up with this nonsense for some very part-time barista work so I can barely pay most of my bills. Jesus.

#hilary for ts #personal #vent post #my boss is younger than me #has never lived anywhere other than this tiny rural town or done anything else #she is nice but also a TOTAL flake #constantly forgets or is late paying me #i reminded her yesterday it was due. she said she couldn’t find my hours. i found them in two seconds. she promised to leave a check #surprise surprise got here this morning! no check! she has again promised to bring it by later #we will see #she forgets or doesn't order or messes orders up so we are always out of something #pretty sure she has some kind of weird stalker guy or other nuisance person that she has not told me about #other than not to let him in if he shows up! helpful. #so she changed the locks last week and forgot to tell me or give me a key until i had arrived for work yesterday #her boyfriend is an ex con with five kids #how does this woman have so much drama in her life #we live in a town of 600 people 100 miles from anywhere #ugh i am so frustrated #this is a barely over minimum wage coffee shop job! #which i can't quit because otherwise i really am screwed! #the lord is testing me etc but also for the love of fuck someone give me an actual job #okay rant over #in conclusion 🙃🙃🙃🙃

[kingmaximusboltagon]

WAIT WAIT WAIT. MARY ON A CROSS - GHOST. WITH MEDUSABOLT.

"But through all the sorrow, we've been riding high. And the truth of the matter is I never let you go, let you go."

"Your beauty never ever scared me."

#like the entire song but THOSE lyrics specifically #my main goal in life is to listen to music and point at whatever characters im currenting fixating on and say it fits them #*currently. GOD i wish i could edit tags #ive been listening to this song on loop for like 3 hours 2night. VERY medusabolt mood that song!!!! #just ignore the actual meaning of the song it doesnt matter. only medusa and bb being in love :) #hvent been this excited over a canonical romance since fitzsimmons.... abc marvel shows my beloved #i just really like the your beauty never ever scared me line #and BRO. that is 100% medusa she loves her big baby #once again that panel lives rent free in my head #sorry for the 3am posting i HAVE to get this out of my head but its not a Content enough post to warrant the queue #i got THREE google docs open rn. will i ever finish or post any of these things?? god i hope so #JASBJKGNASKJLGN #medusalith amaquelin #blackagar boltagon #inhumans #medusabolt

[bokatan]

this is disgusting but i’m cackling at my fallout 4 percentage

#alana.txt #reeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaally rethinking my life choices and hobbies right now lmao #thank god it doesnt show actual hours played. i have over 100 hours on stardew

[sluttyten]

🥶

#i can't tell if my bedroom is actually so cold #or if my hands and feet are absolutely freezing due to my anxiety #but i'm going with anxiety bc like im wearing a sweatshirt and sweatpants in my bed with flannel sheets #and a thick comforter and another blanket on top of it #the thermostat says my house is 72 degrees but my feet have felt like icicles all day #but im also pretty sure they're sweating which is a little tmi #but im currently stressing over jury duty so 😗✌️ #googling what kinds of things i might be asked so i can try to figure out answers that won't get me selected #which is difficult not knowing what kind of trial it's going to be #just hoping i give off enough anxious and biased vibes that i don't get selected #like my social anxiety has been hitting for the last few hours #i can call in a few hours and find out if i even have to show up and that alone is driving me insane #i can't do anything right now other than research this stuff #like i want to write or finish watching this show i've been watching but i can't enjoy anything right now i can only think about this #it's like the other night when i got the summons in the mail and literally didn't do anything with the rest of my day #was reading something earlier about waiting to be selected for jury duty and my heart was pounding and i was imagining it #and like thinking about how i'm definitely gonna feel like i'm going to puke tomorrow im gonna be so shaky #i haven't felt like this in like 5 years since i was last in school and had to worry about public speaking or big projects #like they gave me such bad anxiety i get so hot and red and like get a little buzzy in my ears... yknow casual things #so earlier i was freaking out thinking about how they select the jury foreman which i absolutely 100 percent cannot do #i can't speak up in public even when it was in front of a classroom of people i've known for years #i couldn't bring myself to speak up and ask questions or say thoughts for a discussion (to the point where i failed a project once bc of it) #but i've never been diagnosed with any form of anxiety by a doctor or anything like that so I don't know if i even have an anxiety disorder #but just like based off of a lot of things i've noticed over the years and the way that i'll like focus on a thing that's causing me stress #to the point where it's debilitating and i can't do anything except freak out about it #i'd say i've got something going on.... like back when i had that promotion offered to me at work and i literally cried in my room stressed #about the pressure of the position which i then only held for a few months bc i can't handle the social aspect of it #anyway i've ranted enough now i'm going to go and try to do like anything.... finish writing maybe