#these guys have been friends for 7 years

[wormy-worm]

ok u know what maybe if the world isn't ready for sunrazer post that means that the world IS ready for Amoveous siblings post. This is Milo and Enho and theyre my DARLINGS and i love them SO MUCH. i have. SOOOOOOOO many thoughts abt them but after the previous post massacre i do not really feel like typing all of that xoxo love <3

#THESE DRAWINGS HAVE BEEN SITTING IN MY DRAFTS FOR MONTHS LOL #meart #original character #robot oc #ily enho ily milo my darlings my angels my loves my funny robot guys. #ive posted abt Andromeda on here b4 if u remember her Enho is her best friend !!!!! #Enhos a battle robot who doesnt want 2 fight people.. #hes the oldest sibling and theres a lot resting on their shoulders! #shes supposed to be this big metal protector but U.U she just wants to hide in his room.. and make music for the internet.. #him and andy have this whole arc abt like. autonomy and identity and junk #being as andy is a government experiment who was raised to be a superhero who. has not yet realized that she HATES being a superhero lol #Enho inspires her! #milo um. does his own thing. he was the second amoveous bot and he is lucky to have been built without the responsibility of a battle bot #which means hes a LOT weaker. doesnt have a million weapons and lasers and such like enho does. no one expects much of him. he HATES IT!!!! #he wants to be POWERFUL! he wants to HURT PEOPLE!! he wants to be USEFUL!!! hes ANGRY ALL THE TIME #its EXSAUSTING. #yk that tinkerbell thing thats like. cuz shes so small she can only feel one emotion at once. and its so big it consumes her entirely? #hes that. he lives entirely in extremes. everything is 100% for him #he jumps to conclusions so quick and so violently.. hes incredibly impulsive and it gets him into a lot of trouble. #hes also a total NERD!!! GOOB!!! says mlady unironically. likes bad computer games. wears a stupid tie everyday. cartoonishly schemes 24/7 #enho for the record is also a pretty angry person. they just dont rlly express it. they dont express much of anything lol. #shes semiverbal on a talkative day. he can be REALLY REALLY PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE THO. THAT MF CAN BE SO PETTY. GOOFY ASS #but shes TERRIFIED she'll lose control of her emotions and her body and that shell hurt someone someday. absolutely terrified. #enho is as afraid of his strength as milo is of his weakness. theyre both two ends of the same extremes in a lot of ways. #polar opposites and yet exactly the same. they resent each other a lot. they need to learn to meet each other in the middle. #anyway ''i dont feel like typing all that'' and then i ramble in the tags for ten million years lol ToT I LOVE THESE GUYS #theyre my oldest ocs in this universe and i have so many thoughts if you have any questions feel free to ask me lol

[confinesofmy]

is it okay to tell someone you don't want to be around their stupid boyfriend.

like, when you're hanging out and about to go somewhere and she says "oh my god, i could invite my rancid boyfriend!" because she's obsessed with him, he's like her jungkook, etc is it inappropriate to say "i don't want you to and if you do i will go home"? he's done nothing to you btw, he just doesn't like being around you and is always vying for dominance when you're together because he's a meathead moron and this is why you don't like to be around him. but when you bring this up she says "i think he's like that because he thinks you don't like him :(" and then what can you say but "i don't" lmao...

like. it's two things, right. you both clearly dislike each other. for whatever reasons. so why should you hang out. then secondly. what even are you to each other. why would you have a relationship. whose bright idea was it to mandate there be anything above civility in this type of relationship. but how do you explain all this in a way that doesn't make you sound like a dickhead.

#i've been in this situation uhhh let's see 20 times probably #i've never had a friend's boyfriend like me. they've always been straight white guys who despise me from what i can tell #i did have one who ''jokingly'' asked my friend to invite me back to their bedroom with them #which she told me about. for some insane reason. #and one who tried to start having sex with that same girl in front of me either as a show of dominance or an invitation? 🤔 i'll never know #usually they just tell my friend to stop hanging out with me #like that particular detail has gotten back to me with.... 7 different guys whose names i remember #very common thread here #i don't know why these girls tell me this shit 😩 #they act like i'm crazy for being standoffish then after the breakup talking ab '& he was always telling me how much he hated your ass 😂 ' #hello 😭 tell me while it's happening or never don't save it for when you've been gaslighting me for months or years #😭😭😭 god i'm so sick of being in this position #people always put my opinions on a pedestal then when they don't like them it's a psychological catastrophe for them like who caaares #ofc i don't like your boyfriend do you think i'm chronically single as a bit?? in my personal opinion the dating pool here is a sewerrrr 😭 #don't take it personallyyyy i'm not that invested in yoouuu or your fucken. romantic relationships with strangers like hello??? #😭😭😭 #adam YAPS #big time YAPS

[icewindandboringhorror]

Various images of things

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that -- #1. PIBBINS.... cheering clapping hooting hollering glorious applause everytime I see a pigeon in public #2. Birthday card that I drew for someone. .. kittys... #3. 2023's annual haul of tiny white pumpkins.. i get at least one white pumpkin every year around fall when they have pumpkins in stores #because I just love the color and texture ... bright white and smooth and cold and round.. kind of like a volleyball or something #4. A brief adventure into watching big brother (only earlier seasons of course as I hate all reality shows post like 2013 or something when #they became overly focused on social media and overproduced memeable phrases more.. like even though ALL reality shows have always #been extremely fake and annoying and mindless it's like..... newer stuff seems A Different Kind Of Fake or something) since whenever #I'm sick sometimes I find weird mindless things like that to watch (that one time I had bronchitis I watched all of Flavor of Love in my #half awake illness stupor and now everytime I heat up canned minestrone soup (mostly all I ate that week) I think of flavor flav since #thats just a weird brain connection I have now lol) ANYWAY.. I was sick and watched like 2 seasons of this and then thought it was too #uninteresting and obnoxious to continue (more like 1 and a half since I skipped the rest of one once only boring people were left) BUT this #one guy had a very mischevious looking face and he also said a few things (like the above captioned speech) that sounded like dialogue #some fantasy character would say.. so I took a screencap of him and edited him into a mischevious wizard i guess.?? idk I was sick lol #~your little friend has a poisoned tongue~ is just a very unexpectedly serious sounding wording for some random normal #frat dude looking guy to say while casually chatting on a reality tv show in like 2008 or whenever that was filmed lol #5. FLUFFY CLOVERS!! I'd never seen them be furry and soft before?? inchresting.. #6. Noodle sitting in bed with the cat figurines looming above him... the council of kittys... #7. McDonald's full breakfast platter + asparagus + strawberries & cream (also of course this is old and I am now boycotting mcdonalds etc) #i try to group the images somewhat consistently like.. winter stuff with winter stuff or summer stuff with summer stuff #but I have so many random pictrues floating around on my computer that I never post that sometimes some are not organized or just #thrown into a set because there's nowhere else for them. Like the pigeon picture is from like 3 years ago for example lol #8 & 9 - I think I've posted these before but I just find them very interesting looking flowers. whenever they happen to be blooming #I'll pick up a few when I'm out on walks or etc. ... poof ball looking things #photo diary

[orangefuckingjuice]

late to TDOV but

I love you trans women I love you trans men I love you nonbinarys and genderqueers and multi gender people and people with their own unique relationships to their gender that might not make sense to others I love you intersex trans people I love you trans gays and lesbians and bisexuals and asexuals I love you all

many blessings and celebration and love to you all!! you are beautiful and wonderful and worthy of the many joys life will give you living authentic to who you are :^) 💗💞💖

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#from your local genderqueer guy 💖 #ive been out for about 6 years now going on 7 #which is wild and crazy #ive been collectively on T for about a year and almost a half #and although my journey to top surgery has been set back I’m still on my way #getting on T has been so affirming and incredibly assuring. to feel right in my body #im so thankful ive been able to #unfortunately where i live recent legislation has come through where my state insurance will no longer cover it #but i’ll be back on soon when i can afford it #i remember waiting for so long to get on T #ive spent years living in a transphobic household where my identity was dismissed and belittled #i had to leave my family home when i was caught getting on testosterone soon after i turned 18 #its been rough #but being able to be myself on my own. with friends who love and accept me as i am #to have more control over my own body and what i choose to do with it #to make it feel like home #im so grateful #i love you all #trans joy is a beautiful thing #tdov

[transgenderastarion]

This is why im fucking aplatonic bc i either date someone or i become their family and every single other person has fucking screwed me over

#friends ive made in the past year: 7 #friends ive kept in the past year: 1 and shes on the thinnest melting piece of ice youve ever seen #as soon as shes done with her rehab im dropping her #bc im just kind of in the middle of it rn but i figured out she extorted $500 from me #and she keeps making comments on the state of my house and my money and my time and shit and im like #you are coming over here to smoke a bowl of weed. not to microcriticize every part of my life #she literally had the AUDACITY. the fucking GALLLLLLL. to say 'wheres all ur money going? why dont u guys ever have enough' like we havent #been sending her half our fucking money for 6 months to pay her back!!!!! #FUUUUUUCK #and the previous person also lost us around $700 and paid us back in $125 in food stamps despite having $5k in her bank #i HATE PEOPLE. I HATE PEOPLE I WANT TO BE A HERMIT #nobody is EVER capable of just being a decent fucking human being everyone always has to have a fucking angle or a play #or just end up a cold hateful bitch (person 2) #having friends makes me want to crack my phone in half #aplatonic fucking pride or whatever. fuck irls #vent

[ostwitchsheart]

Sorry to start complaining but its my tumblr

#my friend cut me off for being mean to a guy she didn't even know #and said she hated how i treated ppl but she literally stalked his account to find his brother and post in our gc that hes hot #and proceeded to ask if he's bisexual #i was mean to him bc he kept standing me up so i said he can hangout now or im done talking to him #she was so mad at me for it too and ended a 6 year friendship ovr it #i cant help but to be upset she left and i started subconsciously blaming her #like she didn't know my dad was gonna die etc. but i was with her 24/7 when her family member died #I WAS WATCHING MY GRANDMA WHO HAD CANCER BTW. #like she didn't care at all abt me and it's so hard to face that while not having my dad #then i made a new friend and we talked for awhile but she cut me off randomly w/out any reason #and ive been crying over it #i just feel like i am an issue and problem #I have a horrible habit of only choosing one person to talk to and then facing the repercussions of it when they leave (isolated) #and i know it's my fault but i wish ppl told me what i did wrong or what i did to make them mad/uncomfortable/sad bc i can fix my behavior #but if they just leave it shows they didn't really want to be my friend and that's ok but #all i have is my husband and it gets so boring my life shouldn't revolve around him yet it does because I'm so inept at talking

[spiked-mall-goth]

heyyyyyy <3 <3 i feel terrible.

i had planned to stay off longer but i genuinely have had like three nervous breakdowns since i left bc right as i decided it was abt time i just chill for a little bit everything started happening all at once. so i came back to see my silly little internet friends, but like the second i logged back on some ppl were talking smack abt me sooooooooo... ya know. my day (two weeks) be so fine,, then BOOM my entire schedule fills up and i become hollow on the inside! (hey sorry like vent post n tags i need to get things out of my brain)

#spikes rambles #i was happy there for a minute too :< #heres what its looking like rn.... #i have three weddings. one of which i am a bridesmaid for and was left to get my own dress #but i cant afford a nice dress that matches. so i have to make one my damn self. and in two weeks. #i have a graduation.. and a graduation party both for different ppl #even tho i had to push back my own graduation by a full year bc things were just not going as planned. and now everyone thinks im a failure #im volunteering to teach at a kids summer camp like thingy. i was supposed to have a partner but i was told that she actually #wants nothing to do with me and was forced into this but i was under the impression that we would be teaching TOGETHER #and not her being an assistant. so now i have to call her and be like heyyyyy what the fuck is going on i need to know the lesson plan #im also volunteering for a church summer thing. if i could i wouldnt be doing this but my self made mother figure asked me personally #to help and i cant say no to this. we get to hang out and i get to paint like murals and shit and we've been doing this together for years #i have to spend the weekend with my bio mother to go to a celtic festival thing bc my younger brother wants to go. #i'm having some pretty severe best friend problems which i am honestly not well equipped enough to deal with and its eating me away inside #summer has officially started here so that means 24/7 headaches and sensory problems. straight up category 5 autism moments #i had to pick up the slack and become a paternal figure to my youngest brother. which is just sad that i have to at all #my dear beloved friend is trying very hard to make a young adult like hangout (???) thing in own town and really wants me to go #but i just dont wanna. i dont really care for social gatherings #hey guys btw all this has happened or was planned for next month in the two weeks i was gone #what the fuck.

[elenadoeslife]

your first love hits different

#another day another vent-in-the-tags post #i came across a picture of me and my fiest boyfriend of five years today. picture must've been 10 years old at this point #found many more pictures of him and us on my dad's old pc #i can just feel my body pull and heart ache when i look at him in the pictures #wondering what my life would've looked like if i hadn't broken things off between us #we tried to stay friends and a couple of months later we went for a drink. when daying goodbye he moved in to kiss me #i was hesitant and stepped away. he couldn't bare having me in his life while not being together so he cut off all contact #don't get me wrong in any of my thoughts- i love babe whole heartedly and he's the only man for me now and in my future #it's just that nagging feeling burried deep. the 'what if's. what if i felt more confident about my body back then? #what if i hadn't moved on so quickly? what if i had let him kiss me? #i tried texting him telling him i was approved for gbp surgery (i broke things off because i was very insecure about my body) #he congratulated me and sincerely wished me all the happiness in the world but also asked me not to contact him again after this #it's been 7-ish years but every now and then i wonder how he's doing and what he's up to #he doesn't really have social media apart from facebook (and that page is private) and i only stayed in touch with his former best friend #but i'm not gonna ask him because i know they haven't spoken in years either #i've had plenty more relationships after him but i rarely ever think about those guys #am i okay? is this normal? lol #i should get my head out of this rabbit hole asap #add: the picture is almost 15 years old lol. my math ain't mathing. we met in 2009. not that it's important #i think i just moved on too quickly and didn't allow myself time & space to grieve. that's why he keeps popping up in my thoughts now & then

[kiki-strike]

Screaming crying etc at the new pit babe episode im,,,,,,, first of all what the hell second of all Charlie is starting to freak me out a little he’s got too many secrets thirdly I know way’s supposed to be a bad person but I empathize with him too much to dislike him 😭😭wayyyyyyyy😭😭

#when you’ve been in love with your best friend for ten years and then they suddenly become very involved with this random guy who’s kind of #a hinky charachter with a heart of gold so you can’t really show your distrust of them without seeming jealous (which you are) #also I was not expecting the babe’s super baby plot but I should have… #when will we get to see the enigmas!!!!!!!! #also north and sonic. what’s up with them. like are they together or are they just like that #pit babe #pit babe spoilers #pit babe ep 7

[belphieslilcow]

me: haha yeah I have people in my head (my paras) but not in an alter way yeah haha

me: oh no I forgot about [REDACTED]

#anyways uhh #i have been.... questioning aome things lately #and by questioning i mean realizing and connected dots ive known since i was 16 i think #how does a guy live in yiur brain always there for 6 or 7 years and yiu judt write it off #haha oh yeah thats [REDACTED] hes always there #bruhh #theres mire to it than that ofc #ive been doing research and talking to my friends (with did/osdd) about it #and they were like yeah that sounds a littol sys #redacted cause idk #he has a name ofc but like #i dont wanna share just yet #im still trying to get used to all this

[iamthekarmapolice]

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#my childhood best friend is getting engaged to be married #im really happy for her since she and the guy have been together for 7 years now #but the minute my family hears about it i know they’re going to start worrying about me :/ #it’ll pass but i think i have to keep telling myself that im doing what’s right for me

[tyrianlynch]

I’m in so much pain it’s honestly been hard to function at all these past few days but the people in my life can only hear that so many times before they’re tired of me so I’m shouting it into the void

#my legs hurt so much I’m limping everywhere #my arms hurt so much I can’t use my phone without a wrist rest #my back hurts so much that changing my position in bed or on the couch is a long and horrible process #I talked to my friend of 6 years yesterday and she said to me ‘I met someone whos in pain all the time’ #and I was like ‘haha is it me?’ and she said no that it was some guy from a class she’s taking #and he’s in pain all the time #and she asked if it was like that for me #and I love this friend of mine so much so dammit if that didn’t hurt #it’s a punch in the gut to realize that nobody really understands #I’ve been telling her about my pain for years pretty much since it started #and this whole time she hasn’t understood #so I explained that I’m in pain all of the time 24/7 and she just said ‘oh’ #chronic illness and disability is already so fucking isolating #and it’s really hard to have moments like that where I realize I’m completely alone in this #the only one who can really understand what I’m feeling is me #wah wah pity party etc etc #sorry #I’ll delete later I just needed to put this somewhere so it was no longer in my head

[cala-aceattorney]

Trying to see something;

Like if you think kristoph never cared about klavier or apollo. comment about why you think he doesnt care about them!

reblog if you think Kristoph has a heart and feels emotions! feel free to tag your thoughts or headcanons on how Kristoph acts around people he trusts :))))))

#kristoph gavin #I personally think kristoph does care #He is far from this emotion-less killer #He has anger! He has paranoia! Anxiety! He fakes his cool persona! #And he did take Apollo as his protege #there’s gotta be some amount of mutual respect at least between them! #and kristoph did stay with him while he did his chords of steel training #(albeit plugging his ears. hehe) #he ALSO HAS A BOOK THATS TITLED “MY BEST FRIEND”????? VONGOLE???? #no way in hell this guy is emotionless #he’s not just a 2D character theres depth to this guy and this depth is more adorable than it seems #Anyhow I also wanna talk about how kristoph probably loved and still loves klavier #having brought him up since he was young probably #Like I think the Gavin parents died or left when Kris was 15-16 years old #klav would be 7-8 back then #So klavier trusts his brother because he’s been the only support only family he’s had in forever #While kristoph never got rid of that older brother protectiveness #Which devolved into a desire to control #But to him he’s just caring for his brother #To him he sees no fault it what he does; he’s just protecting and caring for the people around him #don’t get me started on krisnix. #I wholeheartedly believe kristoph once upon a time genuinely loved Phoenix. He was just too scared to admit it #That he loved the person he simply wanted to manipulate #Phoenix of COURSE hates his guts #Though kris eventually “grew out” of it so to speak #The love was buried in vehement hatred and paranoia and controllibg #Controlling*** #anyhow I guess that’s that? It’s a lot of tags I know