#they look like they bought their outfits from party city lmfao

[miekasa]

mie!! i’m so late to the party but i absolutely loved ‘NICE’, it made me feel so warm and fuzzy <33 it’s so unique to its own and the flow of it is beyond wonderful!

what is married life like for oc and eren in ‘NICE’? is it just like before/do you have any nice!husband!eren headcanons?

AHH I’m so happy you liked it and that you took the time to come and tell me!! Married life for them... doesn’t really differ from what their lives looked like before actually hehe. They were basically married without knowing it 🙄🙄 idiots to lovers or something like that; but here are a few head canons of the months immediately following NICE!

You officially got married in Paris on the fourth, not too long after Carla’s wedding. You guys flew in some officials, checked through all the technicalities, and signed the papers right on top of the Eiffel Tower (access granted by the city of Paris upon request of one Carla Jaeger, of course). 

Aside from having the most picturesque location in the world to sign your marriage certificate, there wasn’t anything lavish in celebration after that. Carla’s wedding was just three days earlier, after all, and was still the talk of the local press. You did have a small party with your friends (Jean, Armin, Mikasa, Marco, Erwin, Levi, Hange came from the Alps for Carla’s wedding) in your overly large hotel room. Just some music, room service, and lots and lots of champagne.

Eren extended your winter break vacation by two weeks for an impromptu honeymoon to the Bahamas before you went home. Let’s just say you did not leave the safe haven of your hotel room very often, except to dip into the ocean a few nights (benefits of a private beach).

After getting married, the rings swapped places; the band with diamonds previously on your pointer finger was put on a chain (a new one since Eren threw the other one on the ground 💀), and you now wear the engagement ring on your ring finger.

Eren doesn’t like it when you take off the ring (the ring being the engagement ring). The first time you were going into the water, you were going to put it on the chain for safekeeping, but he protested very strongly. He would rather it rest safely in your suitcase than go around your neck again.

Your wedding bands are actually very similar to the band you already have: gold and diamond encrusted. Eren’s, however, has an emerald in the center, like the two emeralds that serve as the pistils of the sunflowers in your engagement ring (for reference, that ring looks something like this, but with a gold band). The bands were the first thing Eren bought when you guys got home.

Your friends in Dubai (Ymir, Reiner, Annie, Connie, Sasha) had no idea that you and Eren got married over winter break. Safe to say they were all… very surprised to hear the news. Connie was a little bit bitter because he missed it, and wolf whistles every time he sees your ring (even though he’s seen it before because you wore it on the necklace every day).

You got married in January, but have an official wedding in the process of being planned sometime around late summer/early fall. Carla insisted that you guys have a wedding despite already being married, and Eren agreed whole heartedly. They are both very into planning it, and yes, Eren is somewhat of a bridezilla, and his mom is enabling him 100% please.

The night you signed the wedding papers, Carla lent you an off-white satin couture gown from one of her past collections. She is designing and making your official wedding dress by hand, with the help of Mikasa.

The two of them are also making Eren’s suit, and all the outfits for your wedding party. Carla will murder you if you even so much as hint at just buying other suits/dresses. This is her baby’s wedding, and she runs one of the most renowned fashion houses of the modern century; she’ll be damned if you guys wear something off the rack.

You considered a destination wedding, but settled on having it in New York. You haven’t decided a location yet, and it’s the one thing Eren isn’t actually picky about (because you know he’s gonna go ham on the decor no matter where it is bye).

Jean doesn’t know it yet, but he’s your maid of honor. Good luck and best of wishes to Eren picking between Mikasa and Armin for best man.

Even before confessing and getting married, Eren never slept much in his own bedroom. You both have California king sized beds in your rooms, and more often than not, Eren would sleep with you in your bed. You didn’t always cuddle, but he just liked to be there (for your presence, and because he was grossly in love bye)… you ended up cuddling a lot of the time tho.

He wants to renovate your apartment now that you both “officially” live in the same bedroom, even though it’s not necessary. He just likes renovating things.

You guys go to dinner every weekend, and sometimes you even go dancing. Eren still can’t dance and he doesn’t actually care to learn; it just reminds him of being in Nice with you.

He kisses your ring finger every morning waking up and every night before going to bed; sometimes he even does it subconsciously in his sleep.

He holds your hand way more often. Not just because you guys are together now, but because he likes seeing the ring where it’s meant to be. He also notices that it helps to curb your anxiety, which is a good bonus.

Eren wants kids, but he hasn’t really brought it up yet. He knows you both are fairly young, and that you’re still technically in school, but that’s not really a deterrent for him.

The only reason he’s waiting to say something is because you guys have a lot going on with wedding planning and settling in to “married life”—there’s a lot of tedious paperwork to be done and documents to update. He’ll bring it up next year when all that is settled.

On the subject of school, you are still attending university, but have been eligible for graduation for a year now. You had enough credits to graduate last (the year before NICE) December, but there were a few more classes you wanted to take out of interest that hadn’t been running in past years, so you stayed for all four years. Eren picks you up from your lectures.

Eren graduated in December before you guys went on vacation. By normal standards, that’s a semester early. However, he was supposed to be in this Honors Arts and Sciences program, that should have taken him another two semesters. He decided it wasn’t worth it, and dropped the honors part, and with that, had enough credits to graduate, so he did.

A college degree is really more of an accessory for him anyway, and school was never his thing. He’s decently smart, sure, but he never enjoyed school because of the emphasis on exams; he’s more of a creative person, a dreamer if you will. The only reason he even went to Columbia was because you decided to go there. 

He and you both have enough money to live more than comfortably if neither of you decided to get a job after graduation… way more than enough/ But Eren isn’t doing nothing; he’s actually sorta been working his way into the world of professional interior design, and he really loves it. You’re proud of him, and more than anything, happy that he decided to go for something he loves.

Armin and Jean also graduated a semester early. Armin’s been living with Mikasa since Connie got his own place off-campus in January. Jean is a little upset blondie is living with his girlfriend before he is, but it’s whatever 🙄if it’s gonna be anyone, at least it’s Armin. 

Carla mentioned that Eren got married sometime during a NYFW interview (along with talking about her own recent marriage), and since then you both have interviewed for two magazines, one of which featured pictures from your smaller party in Paris. You’ve gotten requests from Vanity Fair and Vogue about your bigger wedding later in the year, but you guys haven’t invited any media officials as of yet.

You and Eren attend the MET Gala almost every year. You don’t walk the red carpet and nobody is scrambling to take your pictures; but you have passes because of Carla. Also, you could just buy your way in if you wanted you (and your friends have in the past). This year, Eren had to pay two security officers $10k in bribes because you two snuck away to fuck in… a part of the museum not sectioned off for the event. Whoopsies.

Even before Eren got him arrested, going out to brunch was kind of your and Armin’s thing. Eren insists he should be invited now that he’s your husband. He is not. (His bitterness grows when he learns that Jean has secured himself an invite somehow).

Eren sold the car he got arrested for drag racing in. He never told you why—and as far as transportation goes, it wasn’t a big deal because you guys have other cars—but, to him, it was a kind of symbol. He thinks it’s dumb if he thinks too long about it, but he just didn’t wanna have that there are a reminder of how he’d hurt you and his mom.

Jean still drives you to your therapy appointments, but now Eren picks you up. Eren also goes to therapy himself, and has been before you guys got married; his therapist says he’s undoubtedly happier in recent sessions… like a weight’s been lifted off his shoulder.

As far as drugs go, there’s, of course, weed on a happy occasion, or at a party; but he hasn’t touched coke since that one time (which was also the first time he’d ever done it). That’s not even him being a changed man, he just didn’t like it—he only argued with you about it because he was being stubborn. He’s more of a drinker than anything, and absolutely loves to get you drunk on a special occasion, too; he always has. He thinks you look cute, and he likes taking care of you.

You have lived in that apartment with Eren for years before marrying him, yet he insisted you needed to christen the place like it was brand new… at this point, the only places you haven’t fucked in are the elevator itself, the foyer, the storage closet, and the pool. The latter only because it’s been too cold in NYC… trust and believe pool sex is coming lmfao.

Eren bought the apartment and renovated and designed it, but he never did like being in it all alone, and that’s been magnified since you got married. If he’s there by himself, he’s usually in the living area, napping on the daybed. He waits for your faithfully every day, and is hardly in the bedroom if you’re not.

Eren has not stopped introducing you as his wife since January. Even to people in passing like cashiers and bartenders, everyone in the whole damn city probably knows you guys got hitched.

#anonymous #oh i forgot how much i love this couple eren's so baby :((((( he loves her SO much its unberable #its A MIRACLE they didnt get together sooner #yes theyre only 21 in the fic but he was literally ready at 19 god i love him i love him i love himmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #fic.ask #eren x reader

[looonnamoon]

Hmmmmm had something in my mind for a while now since I listened to

Paris- overwatch cities and countries soundtrack

LMFAO-

Idk I found it really sweet and I just developed a oneshot out of this

Hope you enjoy sweets!

[Unedited]

Winter love

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He watched as you trailed your feet over the fresh snow on the sidewalk. It was surprising to see so much white today as yesterday there was only reds and oranges littering the streets and in only a second- or more of a surprise snowstorm, the whole city turned from a cool city into a winter wonderland.

And you loved every second of it, so much that after the initial surprise of snow and freaking out over it for about five minutes, you told Bakugou that you wanted to go out to the city and shop around. But he said no because it was way too early.

So, you both decided to go in the evening, making the atmosphere around you currently look like it was ripped out of those cheesy Hallmark movies.

So, here you are now, looking around at all of the shops, some of them already decked out in Christmas decorations while others were trampling to get theirs up. It was the perfect day to go outside. Sure it may be cold as hell out here, but you can resist a little chill down your spine to see some pretty lights right?

That's what you told yourself while you walked down the sidewalk excitedly, looking all around at the beautiful lights and scenery, the night sky glittered against the snow, making it shimmer like glitter in the moonlight. You had passed through multiple shops already and you had bought some things from there, Bakugou stubbornly wanting to hold all of them and not giving you a single one.

"C'mon babe! You just can't hold all of them! Here, give me one-" you spoke out, reaching out your hand when Bakugou quickly retracted him hand with the two bags.

"No! I'm fine with holdin' 'em all, you just keep on looking around, I'll be fine." He looked back at you with a face of pure stubbornness, which let you know he's not gonna budge.

You remembered sighing to yourself and giving up on the fruitless argument and let him be a good boyfreind for you. He was willing to anyways.

Bakugou walked closely behind you, holding 4 bags filled with clothing and other items that you had bought for you and him as well. He smirked softly at you, looking at the bright attractions of the shops with dazzling eyes and excited steps as you rushed to the next one.

You had taken this path down the city before and you had always passed this jewelry shop, which had this necklace on the front of the shop.

It was quite beautiful as it was expensive as well. You took a quick glance at it and Bakugou noticed it. How your eyes always gleamed at this specific shop, and at that specific necklace. He was always intuitive about these kinds of things. Especially when it comes to you and your happiness. He knows that you have an outfit for this upcoming Christmas party and that necklace would be absolutely perfect with that, but in all honesty, to him, no peice of fine jewelry could ever compare to the likes of you, the most rarest and most fine of them all, the only diamond he could ever find the most brightest and beautiful.

He stoped at the window of the shop quickly, you already trailing mindlessly in front of him, unknowingly walking without him. He examined the necklace quickly. It really was a beautiful necklace. And it was on sale as well.

He knew that you didn't exactly like for him to give you such luxurious gifts, as you didn't want to look like some sort of gold digger you know? So, you never really asked for him to give you expensive gifts. And while he can do that, he respects your boundaries and only buys you these kinds of gifts when you deserve it. And you've been working so hard lately as well, you really did deserve this gift.

"Hey! What are you doing back here? I thought you were behind me!" You laughed as you jogged back to Bakugou, cute boots making a trail behind you as you giggled up to him.

He looked away from the gleaming gift and back at you, an even better version of it.

"Mmmnothin' darling. Just admiring the decorations." He covered up smoothly.

"They are so pretty, right? I think they're my favorite!!" You squealed as you looked over at the wreaths and bells trailing all around the displays of the jewelry.

You both admired the decor for a couple minutes, then decided to get on with the night, a mental note made in Bakugous mind about that necklace. You both walked around the city for a bit more, buying some more clothing and accessories and such. Only when a large yawn came out of your mouth did the two of you decide it was time to go home.

So, you did, holding onto Bakugou as he flew the two of you home, coldness hitting your face and sending chills all over.

Once you got home, you didn't take too long to fall right asleep in Bakugous arms. He then carried you through your shared apartment to your bedroom, where he gently layed you down on the soft mattress and covered you in warm blankets, tucking them in so you could be extra warm. You absent-mindedly snuggled into the warm sheets, making Bakugous heart warm with joy and a small bit of pride. How did he get someone as cute as you?

He was going to go to bed in a bit but he had to do one more thing before slipping into the dream world.

He quietly went into your shared office and turned on his computer, the bright light of the machine making him cringe. His eyes then adjusted to the light and typed out the shops name, looked for the necklace and clicked the 'check out' button.

He smiled to himself as he thought of your reaction to you finally getting the necklace. Oh how dhappy you would be, holding it and yelling out praises of joy and gratitude to him, that beautiful smile on your face.

The screen displayed a confirmation that his order was purchased successfully and that it will be delivered the next day. Nice delivery service, he thought as he shut down the computer and headed to bed, reminding himself that the gift wrapping was in the closet since you bought some recently for the holidays.

The next day came along, a Monday. He surprisingly had the day off today and it worked out perfectly for him, as he said goodbye to you and gave you your morning kiss, he waited patiently for the package. Once the package came (a few minutes later after you left), he quickly got to work on wrapping the gift and making it look as perfect as possible.

After his fifth try on wrapping the gift, he finally got it right and went on with his regular day.

When you got home later that day, his heart was bearing fast, excitement pumping through his body as he held the small box in his hand.

"What're you holding there, babe?" You questioned, a small smirk pulling at your features as you placed you keys on the key holder and and walking towards him.

"Mmmsomething you might like." A smile plastered on Bakugous face as his hands fidgeted with the wrapped box.

Bakugou then asked you to close your eyes, you obliged, as curiosity grew inside of you, the anxiousness began to rain down on your heart. He then took your hands and placed the box on top of them, telling you to open them.

You looked down quickly at the wrapped box, quickly ripping the wrapping off and stopping when you saw the logo on the box.

"No...you did not." You looked back at him, mouth agape in surprise. He really did not just get you that did he?

Compared to how you took off the wrapping, you slowly and carefully opened the box, softly gasping as your inner questions were now answered.

You looked at the glittering necklace, mind blank as you stared at it with so much gratitude and love towards Bakugou.

You looked up to him, happiness and excitement now filling your energy and your smile much more now.

"Oh baby- you didn't have to get me this!! Oh, thank you thank you thank you!!" You squealed out, closing the box quickly and wrapping your arms around him, him reciprocating by hugging back, softly speaking out assurances on how much you deserved this gift and how beautiful you'll look now combined with agreements and giggles as Bakugou kissed your cheek with love while the snow fell outside, making the atmosphere more warmer than ever this cool evening.

#bakugou katsuki #anime #bakugou x reader #mha bakugou #mha #bakugou x reader fluff #ugh the holiday feeling do be hitting real hard this year #♡♡♡♡♡

[heretyc]

modern mother Val au [headcanons]

we all need a loving mama Val ♥ modern au because being a mother that runs a cult and shit is hard!!! let’s give her a break, shall we ♥ plus, there are mentions to her past. they’re not canon by any means; just ideas and fillers. 

- Val is mother goals.

- Seriously. She will attend all of your events. Take you everywhere. Show her appreciation and love towards you. A mother that everyone wants and deserves.

- When you were born/younger she spoiled the absolute shit out of you with attention, toys, little cute outfits, whatever your heart desired.

- She could’ve been pregnant or she adopted; whatever you want. Whatever you think is canon. Either way, you’re her little babe and she loves you no matter what. ♥

- She would not put you down for those first couple days of your life.

- If you fell and broke into tears, she’d stay calm and find your little red cheeks to be cute. [and pinchable.]

- She’d put a little, brightly coloured bandaid on the scrape and whisper that you’re fine.

- She needs to be calm so you’re calm. It’s no trouble to her.

- “I know it was scary, and it hurts, but look. You’re okay. My strong little [Name]. ♥”

- She pulls you against her chest- the soft cloth of her dress is nice on your cheek- and she holds you there until there are no tears left.

- Her family was incredibly Religious and had their beliefs pushed onto her constantly. She doesn’t want that for you. 

- You can believe in whatever you want. No judgement will come from her.

- She has to at least give you one hug or kiss a day.

- Halloween is scary for her. She doesn’t trust anybody in costume. 

- She also hates the idea of going to other people’s doors for candy.

- She thinks it’s the “free candy” van trick with extra steps.

- “Oh my god, [Name], is that your friend?! He’s dressed as a ghost. It’s too scary. You’re staying in.” “Mum, he’s wearing a bright pink sheet...” “I don’t care.”

- She buys a bunch of candy on sale the next day to apologize.

- As you grow, you go through a lot of phases and confusion. The emo phase. The anime phase. Whatever else.

- Val supports you through it all. You’re trying to find your true self and she won’t try and stop that.

- But she’d appreciate it if you liked different bands throughout your emo phase.

- “Blood on the Dance Floor? Why would there be blood...on the dancefloor?” She’d mumble to herself underneath your squealing. “There must have been pretty intense dancing for blood to appear...”

- Going out partying is a huge no-no for her. You could end up lost. Or kidnapped. Or something worse.

- She’d prefer you’d party at your own house. With her.

- But instead of loud music and alcohol, she’d crack puns.

- Good ol’ Val.

- She really wants the best for you. 

- At one point, you experience the “sexuality” confusion. You don’t know if you’re bi. Gay. Straight. It sucks and you feel as if you won’t fall in love at all.

- She totally understands and helps you in whatever way she can.

- Then, there’s the makeup phase. You see makeup tutorials on youtube and want to be just as good. You ask your mother to do your makeup and give you some tips.

- Val doesn’t believe in makeup; everyone has beauty within them, whether it’s on the inside or the outside. She doesn’t get it.

- But if it makes you happy...

- She does an awesome job. You feel so pleased and she feels proud.

- Your friends ask who did it. Let’s just say your mother now has a fanbase.

- We all know Val is an attractive woman, okayyyyyy?

- She’s bound to get asked out by men and women all the same. 

- But she rejects them. 

- She only has one person in her life that she wants to adore with all of her heart,

- and that’s you.

- Not only is she attractive, she is the Chief Deacon of your city/town. She gets excellent pay and can work from home if needed. 

- Everyone has insecurities. Even her sometimes. 

- Val does everything in her power to make sure you understand that you’re perfect.

- You may encounter bullies every now and then. But she tells you that they hurt you because they’re jealous, and they probably are dealing with something at home.

- Those bullies don’t last long though.

- Because Mama Val will pick you up at school, tell you she’ll meet you in the car and demand the principal for names once you’re out of the building.

- Grades aren’t really that important to her unless you’re outright failing.

- She won’t get angry at you or yell. Never. That’s not the right way of approaching things.

- She’ll sit you down and talk with you. Ask if anything is bothering you.

- Prom is a thing, and you’ve been asked to go by someone you’ve been interested in.

- Val nearly sheds a tear when she sees you in your prom attire; her pretty babe, looking like royalty, is the light of her life and she feels so blessed.

- The night of the prom is going smoothly. You left an hour ago to go meet your date, and Val gets some chores done. Laundry, sweeping the floors, the usual.

- Until she gets a tearful phone call from you.

- You thought you were stood up. Until your date was seen with the popular girl at school.

- Val is now angry as fuck and doesn’t get why someone would do that to another individual. 

- You ask her if she can pick you up from the front of the school. She’s already getting her boots on and grabbing the car keys.

- When she sees you, she sees swollen eyes and messy hair.

- She makes snacks and you both watch your favourite show until you fall asleep on the couch.

- Val takes note of your soft breathing and chuckles. You were so cute.

- She drapes a blanket over you and puts your head in her lap after grabbing a book and a hot drink.

- But when she’s done, she takes you up to your bed and goes into her own.

- Imagine her happy tears when you graduate.

- Her baby!!! Graduated!!!!!

- Vacation time!!

- She takes you to wherever you want. You worked your ass off and graduated. This is your present!

- Wanna visit the caribbean? She’s got sundresses all packed. 

- Planning on going to Finland? She has coats all packed. And more coats, and yeah you get my point. 

- She’s from the south. She doesn’t like the cold.

- But she’ll do anything for her babe!!

- The day you moved out killed her internally.

- She texted you. Every day.

- Wholesome pictures are sent to you every morning.

- “Make sure you stay hydrated.”

- She does not understand what memes are. Please help her, she’s suffering.

- Her friend sent her a meme and she doesn’t understand a damn thing lmfao.

- Overall, she’s a caring, lovely mama and would cross lava for you. ♥

- ...But she recently bought Cheetos and those are hers. Don’t ask for any.

- Trust me, I asked. I got nowhere. 

#outlast 2 val #outlast 2 #val outlast #outlast 2 headcanons #outlast headcanons #val headcanons #mama val makes an appearance #enjoy!!! #<3

[dropsights]

monsta x ‘we are here’ world tour @ amsterdam 190703

my concert/hi touch experience (vip)

i was attending the show with a couple of friends and they’re a mess too when it comes to mx and just...us being together...chaos. i left the house early in the morning and first had to get to a friend who lives in the hague and drop my sleeping bag there and then we’d leave for amsterdam together and meet with our friends. on the train i spilled coffee on my WHITE tshirt but luckily we had to switch trains in utrecht so i quickly bought a new tshirt and food because i. really didn’t want to meet them in a coffee stained outfit and we were on our way again

we arrived at the venue around 1pm and started queueing for the merch stand. i bought a tour tshirt and a shopper bag (i’m a happy brokebebe now) and we were looking for wonho’s fansite everblooming because my friends reserved a slogan set frm them but because we couldn’t find them we went to a nearby bar and sat there until like...5pm? we’re not that fond of queueing all day so we just waited while drinking our nerves away. we went back to the venue and picked up our vip wristband and lanyard and joined the queue. i met a twt mutual i’m close with after two failed attempts at crush in berlin and xxx’s cancelled show in amsterdam so i was so happy to finally see her!! i also met her again after hi touch and cried while hugging her LMFAO

the show itself was INCREDIBLE. they started right on time and i’m gonna be honest and say that this is my least favorite setlist of the three world tours that i attended but the subunits...the outfits...the old and new mondoongies in the crowd...the vcrs...JOOHEON DRUMMING...life changing. i think my favorite songs were myself (mx), hero, party time, sweetheart, no reason, jealousy, honestly, play it cool, rodeo and myself (hyungkihyuk unit). we were standing not too far away frm the stage but not that close either but i personally find it more important to have enough space to jump and dance around than be close to the barricade. also minhyuk was so sexy during that lalala part of party time too bad i didn’t record it

so last yr the boys were standing in front of a backdrop during hi touch but with their faces towards the queue in the foyer but this time they did it the opposite way so u only saw the backdrop and had no idea in which order they were standing...but i did feel like hi touch was organized a lot better than it was last yr because there was a lot more security/venue staff involved in terms of them telling the ult vip/vip pit where to sit and wait until each row could enter the foyer...yet the hi touch was extremely rushed so they didn’t really give u a chance to say more than a quick thank you/i love you. i think it’s because they also had a sendoff for ult vip ticket holders after the hi touch so they probably had to shorten the time period of the hi touch. ANYWAY

wonho

BRO the way i panicked because he was the first one while i KNEW he was the first one from a distance. his hand...soft. that smile...even softer. he was wearing a hat so i couldn’t really look him in the eye sadly i hope he’s okay because during the ending ment he didn’t really show his eyes either and i was afraid he was feeling sad/sick

hyungwon

handsome!! his hair looks amazing he’s tall he’s so beautiful (esp with longer hair) so it was too intimidating to look him right in the eye. also his hand is HUGE

shownu

we actually didn’t miss each other’s hands with our high five this yr and i’m so proud of myself!! i don’t really remember shownu that well this time around but i can recall that i heard security yell something abt going faster and stop stalling dnsjdjdhdg

kihyun

his smile is always so genuine and his hand is really soft and small. like a paw. like i high fived him and his smile felt so comforting i really love kihyun sm he has this aura that just tells u don’t worry it’s okay without him having to say anything i think that’s what made me feel so comfortable to look him in the eye. kihyun is so angelic the entire show i was in awe of how beautiful his voice hair and smile was and he’s unreal when he’s right in front of u...

minhyuk

right before we went up to the foyer where the hi touch took place i asked my friends what i could say to minhyuk because i literolly forgot that u actually get the chance to say something to the loyl!! i usually blurt out i love you’s with tears in my eyes but i wanted to say something to minhyuk that i would never forget myself and my friends said i should say YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE and i didn’t forget? when i was in front of him? so i said you are my sunshine and held his hand one extra millisecond longer and he smiled and said something back but I DON’T KNOW WHAT BECAUSE I COULDN’T HEAR IT NSKEJWKSFHEJDHE security started yelling again. it was tragic but atleast he didn’t st*re that intensely and get that close again because i wouldn’t have survived it . i love minhyuk...babie. the absolute loml

changkyun

this is another shownu situation where i did remember my interaction with them last yr but this yr is a whole blur i have no idea what i did? what did he do? i’m sorry changkyun i feel so bad

jooheon

the last one!! i held his hand extra long because my mind kept telling me the hi touch was over after him so i didn’t let go until i heard security yell again and i told him i loved him a lot and u know...jooheon really follows your moves until you let go and have to leave? also his dimples...smooch

after the hi touch u immediately have to leave the venue and while my friends were crying i was...blank. like i couldn’t talk or do anything i was just walking behind them with my hand clasped over my mouth until we were outside where i finally broke down into tears it was so dramatic that even a friend said i wasn’t like this last yr and she had never seen me cry like that before

long story short i just wanna give mx my entire heart and during the show they kept saying we love amsterdam sm the scenery is so beautiful and we had a really good time here going to museums, going on boat tours, just walking around the city and i’m stressed because shownu will have to enlist soon but if he says that he’ll be back next yr i believe him ! i love my monsta boys my best friends my seven angels

#this was long i hope the read more is working!! i'm gonna take a shower and then maybe...cry in bed i'm exhausted #like i'm so sad i keep sighing and staring at the wall feeling empty #monsta x #shownu #wonho #minhyuk #kihyun #hyungwon #jooheon #changkyun #thav.txt