#they make me sooooo unwell god

[rosykims]

1, 3, 4 & 60 for elspeth & alistair?

ily sophie thank u !

1. Who would end a heated argument by defending their actions with ‘because I love you!’?

elspeth, mainly because her actions often need defending the most 🤡 her love for him is what led her to hardening him, making him king, morrigan's ritual and ultimately leaving to cure the taint. they all come from a place of intense love and a desire to see alistair safe, but it can definitely be misconstrued as infantilizing and condescending. after alistair becomes king and they both grow up some more, he absolutely pushes back on that as the sorry excuse that it is.

3. Do they wear the other’s clothes? (sweatshirt, bandana, necklace, etc.)

i think they shared a lot together during the blight! shirts/belts/socks/packs/weapons were sort of sporadically thrown around their camp because theyre both messy af, and after a while it just sort of became comunally their clothes. after ali becomes king it's less essential (or inconspicuous), but ella still wears his shirts every now and then, especially on the road when she misses him the most. she also gives him the shield of highever since it's wasted on her.

4. Which one is more protective? Who needs to be ‘protected’?

ella! although it's fairly equal between them at the start. alistair is initially more worried about her emotional state what with being thrown into the grey wardens so quickly — since shes a significantly better fighter than he is, he doesn't feel the need to fret over her too severely in combat. it's not until the trauma of deep roads (which i do right before the landsmeet/endgame) when elspeth's martyr complex really starts to take off. it's a big reason why she hardens alistair and encourages him to take the throne– because she wants to spare him the grey warden fate for as long as possible, even if it means potentially losing him

60. Who pulls the other closer when they’re sleeping?

they both do! maybe alistair a little more than ella, especially early into the relationship when he's so unaccustomed to physical affection. later, when he's king, ella is the one who needs that comfort/reassurance more, and he's happy to oblige.

#they make me sooooo unwell god #oc: elspeth

[skitskatdacat63]

CC: [cheers heard in the background] Yes mate!! You did it!! Yes! That–that is a hell of a–[setup talk] Unbelievable.

FA: Copy, guys. This is for you guys, this is for you. This is for all of you, all of you guys. All of the the factory, everyone. Everyone, this is for you. Everyone [unintelligible], thank you very much.

CC: Well done, mate, I'm well impressed.

#for rosie!!! and anyone else whos never seen this bcs i certainly didnt #to me they sound like theyre gonna cry 😭😭😭 dw me too fr guys #and nando dedicating it to eveyrone is sooooo aoft #okay no offense to max i love him sm but god this radio was way better and way more worth it than his #both this and the dotd im salty abt bcs like okay sure they were battling up there for lead #but not for NEARLY as long as nando was defending #like maybe if it was someones first win sure but i honestly think nando deserves literally all the attention for this race #my dad kept making 'go away' hand motions whenever they showed max or lando instead of our guy 😭😭 #god this team makes me soooooo unwell #bur yeah idk!!! i didnt see anyone post this!!!! #and yeah its 7 hours or so late but IT MADE ME CRY OKAY #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2023 brazilian gp #we do a little bit of f1

[deadandphilgames]

oversharing in the tags time :)

#i think it’s time i go back to therapy #i keep having recurring nightmares about my ex best friend #or dreams where she reaches out to me. and explains why she cut me out #backstory. in high school had a lesbian toxic situationship with my #bestie. THEN i had another one. which kinda overlapped? the first one was open but also just messy #anyways. jade and i were like together for a year. then she got a boyfriend one day and i had a breakdown #it happened just after high school and i was sooooo … unwell. wasn’t out to my family felt like i was gonna die etc etc #(this is all pre dnp btw) anyways next year i found dnp. a couple months later she broke up with her bf #and we sorted dated for a while (this whole time we’d been just friends and i was still not really over it but hiding it) #and then she dated ANOTHER guy. they broke up and she had a breakdown and moved 9 hours away. i went #to visit her for a month. we like kinda dated again then and i thought we could make it work. then 2020. no travel #so she started dating a guy. didn’t tell me. even though we spoke every day. she moved in with him #then she breaks up with him mid 2021. i started dating my gf. but Jade was clingy and it was awkward #she started dating a sketchy guy who was homophobic. i went and visited her a few times #start of 2023 she tells me she wants to make more of an effort cause he didn’t like her friends so she cut everyone out. then she ghosted #in feb 2023. we had tickets for #mcr in march. i had to text her cause she’d blocked me on messenger and said im going to the concert whether she’s there or not #she said ‘yeah no worries! you can take someone else in my place too 😎’ she used that fucking emoji #and I haven’t spoken to her since. I think she quit her job . and that guy was not a nice man #so I still worry about her #writing this all down makes me realise she was a bitch and I deserve better #but I just want closure. it isn’t fair she replied so casually to my text when I said ‘you’ve blocked me’ #it isn’t fair she HAS MY SIGNED COPY OF DANS BOOK #anyways. I need therapy to get over this #and I haven’t even written about my family issues (im #out and they’re supportive but my god they fucked me #up as a kid) #if you read this hi 👋 hope you are having a lovely day #don’t get in lesbian situationships!!!

[cowlovely]

god…just finished rewatching the under the lake/before the flood two parter and i am soooooo fucking crazy i am. nuclear levels of insane right now.

#ivy.txt #doctor who #first of all. premise in general for those eps goes sooooo fucking hard the atmosphere is 👌👌👌 #(didn’t like the fridging though. that was unnecessary and also just felt tacked on? bad :/) #but god. GOD. #the doctor and clara… #they are SO codependent they are making each other SO much worse #clara sorta sucks and i love that for her! #cause godddd it just!! this season is all about hubris and ego and first and foremost about when love is so all consuming #that it becomes destructive #fall of icarus but when your loved one is both the sun and your wings… #and you can just feel them hurtling towards it all season it’s sooooooooooooooooo. GUAGAGAHH #sorry i’m never going to be normal about them. or season 9 of doctor who. episodes of television for unwell people (<- me)

[piplupod]

hate waking up scared for no apparent reason. girl what do u mean im scared of going to my old lady yarn group !!!!!

#i have to force myself to go because otherwise i will be very mentally unwell in like three days bc i didnt socialize w non-family fdsjkl #this group of elders is the thin thread keeping my sanity intact i swear to god fhdsgjkl i would be so much more unstable without them #im not stable by any means but like... u know HFDSJKL #i am assuming i had some trauma nightmares last night that Kam's tucked away out of reach bc thats usually whats happened- #-when i wake up feeling this way. BLEGHGHHH #i have like... this terrible feeling the past few days that smth is about to break and crash down on me #but i cannot let it stop me from going to the group fsdkl i need to interact w someone who is not [redacted] #(redacted because i cant think of a light-hearted way to label Le Abuser rn so HEEHOO honks my clown nose and scuttles away) #giving a thumbs up with a big strained smile and pretending everything is okay and fine and i am sooooo normal and not feeling [redacted] #ITS OKAY ITS FINE i am just going to keep my head down and keep trudging forwards. gotta pretend the emotions do not exist dsjkfl #i've got art to make and blorbos to think about and sunlight to appreciate and elders to socialize with and stories to share !!! #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[butchviking]

just nearly drowned myself in the sink trying to rinse my sinuses out and all i could think was oh my god if they found me like this theyd think i did it on purpose. they’d think this is how i chose to go out. pantsless, surrounded by dirty dishes and stacks of last week’s recycling.

#the dangerous thing about being openly very mentally unwell and emo is i feel like almost any death would be written off as suicide #id be like sooooo easy 2 kill and get away with it like honestly u could shoot me twice in the head and still get away with it #theyd take one look at my. god. THIRTEEN my chemical romance shirts. and be like yeah that makes sense #are these normal thoughts to be having? #anyway. what im saying is i need to be more careful around the home and also if u ever hear i killed myself NO I DIDNT!!!!!!!!

[senatorraines]

yall think i'm joking when i say this but even the mere IDEA of seeing adrian on my screen in the year of our lord 2023 .... yall are gonna hate my guts by the time this shit is over

#WHERE IS WEDDINGBOUND . FIRST OF ALL #but oh my god .... adrian my beloved my everything my HUSBAND #i am going to be sooooo mentally unwell #i told my friends my suicide was postponed bc of this but seeing adrian will MAKE me want to kms #my pretty boy ... GOD

[wishful-seeker]

I think people should give kids more credit for knowing what they need.

When i was missing so much high-school i had to do summer school because i was not only physically ill but also very mentally unwell, sooooo many adults kept telling me to go to school, even though doing so made me have severe, debilitating panic attacks, and i was dealing with a lot of physical pain aswell. So many people said "you'll never amount to anything, man up and go to school." And i kept telling them "im sick and i know what my body needs." But nobody likes it when a 14-15 year old says that. God forbid a CHILD knows exactly what her body and mind needs, shes just a stupid kid how could she possibly know?

I promise your child actually knows what they're doing and what they need. Please listen to them. If you kid says they need to stay home from school there is a reason. Maybe its mental health, or physical health, but kids aren't stupid. I would like to see less of this ablism where a child that doesn't go to school is considered a bad child.

Do you know how many teachers hated me specifically for not being able to go to school? It didn't matter that i had a note saying every absence is excused by a doctor, they still assumed i was fooling my parents into letting their bratty child do whatever they wanted. They would ridicule me TO MY FACE and say I'd never pass. I did pass btw. I finished most of my school work on one single day of summer class because i missed a lot of that too. But i learned nothing, because i was BUSY BEING FUCKING SICK i had BETTER things to worry about. Idc what the excuse is, absence should never mean you fail a class or don't pass a grade. It is so ablist to assume that every student can follow THE VERY UNREASONABLE SCHEDULE of waking up at 4 to 5 am and being at school for 8 hours (WHEN YOU ONLY DO ACTUAL WORK FOR 4!!) and kids only getting 6 hours of sleep (WHEN A LOT NEED 9 TO 12!!!) for 5 fucking days (EVEN 4 WOULD BE BETTER!!) Its absolutely ridiculous and the only kids can do it are either able bodied, able minded, and even then they are more stressed than a child should ever be. And if they cant follow this schedule they are a Bad Person. I had teachers that literally treated me like a dog. I'd ask them for make up work and they would give me the most shitty and rude attitude i have ever seen. NO ONE has treated me worse about my health than teachers. It was because i was a kid. When i had to drop out of college for my disability, the teachers were incredibly respectful and wished me a speedy recovery and hoped id be back in their class next year.

Being sick as a child is one of the most isolating and angering experiences you will go through. Adults take every shitty thing they feel and throw it at you because you are a vulnerable child. They would never speak the way they speak to you to adults because then they'd get their ass beat or fucking killed. But because you are 15 years old, they will use you as a punching bag.

If your kid is sick, FUCKING LISTEN TO THEM!! i hate to burst your bubble but when i say "people know whats best for them more than anyone else" I MEAN KIDS TOO.

#ablism #cripple punk #mad punk

[fan-a-tink]

Young Royals S3 thoughts

EP4 

Simon tearing up on the bus... I have no words to describe painful it is to watch this. 

That hug. Was so overdue. I’m so glad Wille is there. And him saying „I’m so glad to see you.“ - yes please tell Simon how much he is loved!

Sara and Felice looking at each other like the star-crossed lovers they are… 

Vincent, why do you have to be like that? This is literally the last thing Simon needs right now. Just, PLEASE, mind your own business!

„You’re so fucking pathetic“ - couldn’t have said it better. And finally, Wille defending Simon as well!

„It’s really a privilege… not a punishment.“ He’s becoming more and more like his mother…

Oh my god they write letters to their future selves? I do that every year - that is sooooo cool :) I really want to know what Simon and Wille wrote… and is it foreshadowing a time-jump? 

Oh August is down bad… He’s trying so so hard to reconnect with Sara, and it is kind of adorable… I just wish she’d let someone in (not necessarily August) and could talk to someone and get better… 

„The Queen is too unwell to attend the announcement.“ Oh oh oh oh oh…. I really really really hope she’ll get better. Why does everyone only ever get worse? 

When Linda suggested moving to Gothenburg, Jan-Olof was like ‚yes, please do!‘ 🙄 this old white man really thinks that would resolve things? 

I feel like if Farima had had this talk with Simon and Linda earlier, a lot of the plot of the first three episodes would not have happened. Simon could have avoided the brunt of the online hate perhaps.. Why did no one feel like it might be a good idea to prepare him for what was coming and give him some advice on how best to navigate being so suddenly in the public eye? Like, they seriously trusted Wille to communicate all of that, a sixteen-year old known for being quite impulsive? Simon needs real support from the system, and he was just left to struggle along without it for three episodes… Why did there need to be a stone thrown into his home for anyone to take any action and give any support?!?!?!

Micke apologising for hugging Sara without asking first… it’s small steps, but in the right direction :))

Simon deleting his online profile is like he is deleting himself. I feel so sad for him. And he is just so quiet and resigned. This is not right…

„Serious, traditional, smart and strong young man“ hahahahaaaaaa have you met Wille? 

„To love whoever you want is a human right.“ SIMON FOR PRESIDENT!! 

But I also get that Wille does not want to be a spokesperson. 

That discussion makes me really sad. Like, I do get where Wille is coming from. But Simon just quietly resigning himself to not arguing more because he wants to keep the peace, once again staying silent when he should have the space to express himself - that’s not right….

Love that Vincent has not enough authority to make people listen to him. 

„They’ve been mocking me all day. And now they want to demonstrate? And talking about solidarity….“ I agree, Simon, I agree. And they are protesting because they want to keep their privileges, while Simon was at a protest for worker’s rights. That’s two fundamentally different issues really shows all that’s problematic about Hillerska in a nutshell. 

No, Wille, don’t join them!

That scene between Simon and Sara really shows that I think a lot between them just needs to be talked about. Like I’m not saying it will resolve their issues, but at least if they were to talk about it together, they might make a little bit of progress? But I guess it’s only episode four and their reconciliation has to wait little longer for plot reasons 😤

It’s so painful how Simon has just become so quiet. Even when he’s singing, he’s kind of lost his voice… This is the worst!!!! Siiiimoooooon!! 

300 crowns for a lollipop??!?!

„That sounds like an eating disorder.“ !!!!!!!!!!! I sometimes feel like Simon is the only sane person in this school. 

No Vincent, YOU are becoming more boring every day. Your bullying is pathetic. Leave August alone. 

„Klumpig“ is my new favourite Swedish word :)) 

Even Simon’s smiles are quiet now… 

„I never want to hurt you, Simon.“ Look into those eyes. 

That scene with them by the window is beautiful… But I feel like their peace is so fragile. 

The students are just proving that the inspection was necessary. Like this is exactly the kind of behaviour that they wanted to put a stop to, calling them traitors for leaving, stealing someone’s trousers and chanting ‚Show your dick for Hillerska!‘ - just proves once more that you don’t need alcohol for a group dynamic to become toxic.

And NO girls, you don’t get to be mad at Felice for whatever she said or didn’t say during the inspection. And thank you, Maddie, for defending her!  

Ok, I’ve changed my mind, I want to have the shot of them waking up next to each other tattooed :) They are so soft… 💜

It must have smelled sooo bad in that room that morning… 😂

Felice and Sara finally talking. Hallelujah! 

Felice is a stronger person than I am because I would have forgiven Sara there and then. Scratch that, I have forgiven her long ago. I mean, if you just try to see it from her perspective… There must be some way for them to forgive and move on, right? Hello? Is anyone hearing this? 

Simon worrying what to gift Wille for his birthday… „Does he like to take baths?“ Hahahahahahaaaaa this is so accurate, like this is exactly how helpful my advice to my friends was when I was a teenager…. :)) 

„And just do whatever they say.“ Oh Simon… I completely understand that you just want to stay safe and protect yourself. Like you should. But please also listen to your friends and don’t let go of who you are… 

I really love the friendship these three have. I am so glad Simon has them…

Oh no, they’re talking about Erik. Here we go. This is going to be hard. 

Malte is acting the shit out of that scene!!! Incredible. But so is Edvin, like there is so much going on in his face without him even saying anything….

„And Erik was there. Erik was there.“

#young royals #young royals season 3 #young royals season 3 spoilers #young royals s3 spoilers #yr s3 spoilers

[tortoisebore]

“Sirius needed a gentleness he didn’t know how to ask for.”

this line ?!?!?!? i feel unwell god i love him so much. i have an unfathomable amount of love for hey sharpshooter sirius actually he’s my babygirl and he means the world to me. super excited for the next chapter actually i can’t wait to see wolfstar be in love n shit i love them

anyways this is just a little ask to say that i love your writing a lot and i think you’re awesome ok bye 🫶

eeeeeeeee omg same same same i love him so much!!! 😭😭😭😭 and to make it even more of a gut punch that line is from remus’ pov!!! 😭😫😓😭

i’m really having the best time writing these next couple of chapters bc of lines like that from both of their povs. the entirety of chapter 8 specifically is about that process of shifting from being alone to trying to exist alongside another person that wants to know and love you in ways you’ve been closed off to & afraid for so long. and that’s a hard thing to do but they’re so unbelievably sweet with each other & they care so much & they understand each other so well it just makes me 😭🫶💓✨💞💫😫💖💕 like their pain points are sooooo similar & the places where they feel most vulnerable are so similar that they rly just get each other ugh i love them so so much 😭😭

i’m so excited that ur excited eeeeeee these might be my favorite chapters yet!! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 i can’t wait for u to read the rest i just need my brain to focus enough to actually write it all instead of just thinking ab it all the time fhfhfhfhfhffh

tysm!!!!! 😭😭🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶

#u ask tortoise answers #hey sharpshooter #i love them your honor #i wrote some of sirius pov this weekend & at one point he said ‘remus deserved to be admired loudly’ & it made me 😭😩🥲😫😭😓😭 #they’re so different & so alike #i love them so bad

[prototypelq]

GRABS YOU OHHH MY GOD I WASN'T HALLUCINATING YOU'RE A HORIZON FAN OUGH on all fours barking howling I love the series SO Much I'm unwell and have a shrine to Aloy.

I hope it's okay to ask you- who's your fav HZD/HFW character??

Oh WAS I mutual my dear

quick sidenote: sorry for disappearing a bit, I will shortly return to messages and fic commentary, january's been busy xD

HZD was pretty much my 'first big gamer pants' game, it was the first game I played on my ps4 and I sunk hundreds of hours into it, big thanks to photomode for that too! (some self-marketing, I have en entire #hzd photomode and #hfw photmode tags for that)

I remember first seeing an announcement trailer of it and then being really bummed out they changed the aim hexagon from that gameplay showcase to industry-standard circle xD.

So, uh, yeah I am a big Horizon fangirl, though let's just say the HFW story twists had me...somewhat loose interest in this series, it feels too much 'marvelised' to me now. Still, the games are great and I have no choice but to follow where it all will go next.

Tomato Captain Husbando is my absolute fave. I lost all sense and went rabid when the HFW trailers with him present dropped, it was insane.

Normally I am neutral towards character shipping, like I don't care much for it. Then someone like Erend drops along and oh boy. I legit missed him when playing FW because it felt cold, and very far from base game and just damn, I missed him a lot. Fictional man obsession imprinted on him I swear

Varl is also great, his random bush jumpscare at the start of HFW was hilarious! I cannot make up my mind if I wanna burn him with a flamethrower if I see that beard again or if it's not too bad on him... The moment where he, Erend and Aloy all went on a mission together was comedy gold I would never ever forget, it was adorable.

Kotallo is great, no questions asked. I love seeing disabled characters being badass, and he had a great arc coming to terms with that disability, very good food. (member of a One Armed Nero Supremacy Gang)

I also love Horizon for giving us lots of cool side-characters and stories to explore! There was a sidequest with a captured Nora woman, who had avenged her offenders and then had to make due with surviving as a 'cursed' Nora, really liked that one. The young tenakth get injured by acid spitting machine sidequest was awesome, the musical banuk who played pipes in frozen dam like drums is my fave FW spot, the Lowland Tenakth grandma she is just the best...

Yeah I love this series a normal amount)

Bonus, fav machines: Behemoths, Broadhorns, Dreadwings (their battle theme is sooooo goooooood)

#i tried to keep the hfw mixed feels at bay sorry a little still seeped through #would love to read your answer back with your faves) #hfw #hzd #erend vanguardsman #i like aloy alright but even the growth she kind of went through in hfw doesn't seem to be enough for me to fixate on her

[re--feminize-me]

my gf wasnt feeling well and went home early BUT she did make me beg not to cum and for her to cum inside me when we fucked before the feeling unwell hit 😳😳😳😳😳 and god i edged from just her cock it was sooooo fucking hot 😳😳😳😳😳😳😳

[rose-tinted-kalopsia]

good morning!!!!!!

i noticed zayne’s headboard is just a big ass stack of books and it got me thinking he is SOOOOO the type to pull one down and make you read it while he eats you out (and it’s 100% a book about heart conditions cause he’s SICK!!! of u putting ur life at risk for wanderers) he def maintains eye contact the entire time “if you stop i stop” and doesn’t let you finish until you’ve read the ENTIRE chapter on why you should avoid high risk activity if you have a weak heart 😫😫

- 🍒 anonie!! <3 the way i woke up with this on my mind

ahhhh my 🍒 anonie!!! you love feeding me with thoughts so well because PHEW. when i tell you this GOT TO ME bc. he totally would? and he'd make you read it out loud for all he cares. gives the excuse of all these cognitive benefits of it i'm SURE he knows of, "you'll learn better that way, sweetheart." core, except... he's eating you out so good that you can barely get a sentence out without moaning 😭 and?! "that's not in the book. read it again." especially if it's a really important line?! "you can do better than that, darling, come on... you don't want me to stop, do you?" "that's a good girl. now read the next line for me" UGH IM UNWELL

just the unfairness of it all and the way he KNOWS what he's doing (you can feel him smirking against you 🙄) i. falls to the floor!! god don't give me the urge to add another wip to my list ANONIIIEEE 😭

#the brainrot is so real with this PHEW #ʚɞ*.ﾟ. lnds #*ੈ♡. rose jar #*ੈ♡. 🍒 jar

[crystallizedkingdoms]

iknow i say this every time you post your fics in yiikcord but ouh my god your writing is so good i jus reread your room was square andni started feeling physically sick and i mean that in the best way possible the descriptions are so uncomfortable and theyr eboth sooooo unwell and have so many Issues im obsessed . Thankvyou for your work

EEEEEEK!! ALWAYS A PLEASURE TO KNOW THAT YOU READ AND ENJOY MY FICS DIMA!!! especially that you reread this roralex one cuz ik roralex is not an unironic Favourite among yiikcord. but theyre just so fucking sickeningly fascinating to me and I’m very very glad that I could get that across!! it’s always such a huge compliment that i can make people feel sick or uncomfortable with my descriptions. ignore how weird that sounds. THANK YOU AGAIN DIMAAA 🫶🫶🫶

#btw dima if ur reading this i remember a while ago you said you were taking comms for lil doodles #are those still open? ^_^ #asks #mewfies #i-mode

[apollotronica]

omg I haven't read it in a while but I remember being obsessed with this fic called "Fair Ankles" a while ago.... have you read it :3

HELLO AL . I STARTED IT AND GOT SO CLOSE TO FINISHING BUT IT WAS SO GOOD I FUCKING DIDNT .AND THIKNING ABOUT IT MAKES ME SOOOOO UNWELL . i dont usually read aus becasue i cant get into them most of the time but . PUNCHES WALL. FAIR ANKLES WAS SOOOO GOOD . LOH MY GOD . ive seen a couple fanarts inspired by it as well and i CRUMBLE because i remember thr fic and my eyes are bombarded with beautiful art and i cant function normally for 5-10 business days

#☆ apollo answers #hi al #i will... finish it some day #its still inmy phone tabs i think #i have over 100 tabs on mobile chrome sweat emoji

[stormyoceans]

it's severely missing vice versa hours (as always) so, let's go with your top picks for puen's best looks?

CASSI I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU FOR ASKING ME THIS BUT ALSO THAT YOU MADE ME GO THROUGH 15 DIFFERENT LIFE CRISIS AND DEVELOP 8 NEW MENTAL ILLNESSES IN THE SPAN OF 3 DAYS TRYING TO ANSWER THIS. also im ONLY NOW realizing, as im posting this, that you didn’t actually ask me my top 10, but just my TOP. FULL STOP. so i could have picked 3 or 5 and reply way sooner……… maybe it’s me. i am the problem. IM SO SORRY BUT STILL. HERE WE GO

1. the wedding outfit in episode 4. I LOVE WHEN PUEN WEARS ANY KIND OF SHADE FROM PINK TO RED SO THIS IS LITERALLY MY DREAM OUTFIT FOR HIM. he looks positively radiant in it and idk if you can see it, but when i was taking that full body screenshot i realized that the white pants are slightly see-through and i think i momentarily blacked out for a minute or 10 or 10000. ALSO DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH HE COULD WEAR THIS FOR HIS OWN WEDDING WITH TALAY IT’S LITERALLY PERFECT CAN THEY JUST RECREAT IT INTO THEIR UNIVERSE TOO IM BEGGING.

2. the interview look in episode 12. I ACTUALLY CAN'T WRITE DOWN HALF OF THE THINGS IM THINKING ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THERE ARE MINORS ON THIS SITE so im just gonna say that the all black suit + the styled hair was a truly inspired combination and it's unfair that talay didn't get to witness all of this in person.

3. the suspenders look in episode 1. I SIMPLY THINK THAT [REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] REDACTED] [REDACTED] [REDACTED] THOSE HIPS DON'T LIE.

4. the ombre(?) jacket outfit in episode 12. puen really showed up in front of god and the cameras to announce his undying love for talay wearing the skinniest pair of jeans known to man then powerwalked to talay’s house to win his mom over and i simply think that’s very sexy of him. also making puen wear blue, which is talay’s color, during this scene was such a big brain move, though the real pièce de résistance, the jewel in the crown, the cherry on top of an already delicious cake is THAT JACKET. the costume designer of the show truly said ‘if he’s not ouselling outserving outslaying while getting his man then i ain’t doing my job right’ and by god they delivered. 

5. the first glasshouse outfit in episode 4. this is my favorite kind of casual wear for puen: dark jacket, dark jeans, neutral boots, and the shirt giving a pop of color to the entire outfit, especially if that color is red. he looks SOOOOO GOOD in red. at one point puen also drives tun’s bike in this outfit and when they get to the glasshouse there’s a brief moment where you can see he’s about to take off his gloves which im pretty sure awakened something in me because i’ve been feeling unwell ever since (screenshot not included for the faint of heart and to preserve my sanity) [mostly for my sanity]  

6. the beach outfit in episode 9. LISTEN i know it's a very simple look, but i LOVE when puen wears button-up shirts with nothing else underneath. it's also giving so much mr darcy walking through the moors with his tits out to go tell elizabeth that she bewitched him body and soul and that he loves he loves he loves her and wishes from this day forth never to be parted from her in the 2005 pride and prejudice movie adaptation. LIKE SORRY BUT I LITERALLY SEE NO DIFFERENCE.

7. the marriage proposal suit in episode 12. SOMETHING SOMETHING THE WAY PUEN’S COLOR PALETTE IS MADE OUT OF A LOT OF DARK NEUTRALS BUT THEY DECIDED TO DRESS HIM ENTIRELY IN LIGHT ONES WHEN HE PROPOSES TO TALAY. i’d say im reading too much into it except NOTHING IS CASUAL IN THIS SHOW. also his tiddies look great in that white undershirt and i just really like this suit, which is kinda surprising considering that i do prefer him in darker shades.

8. the “pink theory” outfit in episode 10. OF COURSE i had to include one of the iconic sleeveless shirt looks and OF COURSE i had to go with the pink one. he wears quite a few in the alternate universe and i was very torn between this and the black one in the glasshouse at the end of episode 4, but in the end i just love him in this salmon color way too much and………………….. [loses tracks of what she’s saying because ARMS]

9. the “tonight let’s go head over heels for each other” outfit in episode 12. you know how some people end up letting themselves go after entering a relationship? yeah, that’s not puen. you’d think he would chill out a little after finally getting with talay but NO!!!!! HE SAID TITS OUT FOR THE BOYFRIEND ALWAYS!!!!! TITS OUT FOR THE BOYFRIEND NOW MORE THAN EVER!!!!! and you know what? i respect his horny ass so much for it.

10. the bathroom outfit (bucket hat on exclusively) in episode 1. ranked at the bottom because im actually not too fond of that jacket and it probably wouldn't have made it in my top 10 by itself HOWEVER!!!!! this outfit without the bucket hat? simply a lesser version of the interview suit in episode 12. this outfit WITH the bucket hat? BRILLIANT INCREDIBLE AMAZING SHOWSTOPPING SPECTACULAR NEVER THE SAME TOTALLY UNIQUE COMPLETELY NOT EVER DONE BEFORE. honestly no one should be able to look that good wearing a bucket hat THAT'S SIMPLY TOO MUCH POWER.

#posting this from the grave in the backyard i just dug up for myself #i cannot believe i got so excited about this i was SO CONVINCED you said top 10 and then proceeded to lost 3 days of sanity over it #why am i - as a person - so fucking stupid #well. hope at least this can manage to get a smile out of you!!!! #maybe let me know if you agree? disagree? have other picks? #thank you again for asking cassi!!!! #sending you a hug 💜💜💜 #vice versa #puen pranon #jimmy jitaraphol #m: ask #usercassi