#they want specefic things

[hs-artist]

Angles matter, and not just in the skills of photography. Our primate-ish friend is giving us a good example as he shows a person the importance of every angle, in every situation

#my doodles #m/m #demi pred #similar size #male pred #male prey #human prey #The brain parasite is at it again #they want specefic things

[softavasilva]

avatrice is peak wlw ship bc those two dumbasses lived a whole domestic life in the beautiful mountains training very closely to one another working at the same bar going home to the same one bedroom apartment probably sharing most of their belongings and having the most comfortable intimate touches ive ever seen yet they only finally just confessed their obvious feelings for each other when one is about to die

#ah yes rhe famous trope of having reciprocated feelings but theyre just idiots #like imagine these two going grocery shopping together #i just know ava wants all things sweet junk and pastries but bea has a specefic diet for her training #but ava does her puppy eyes and beatrice ofc will always say yes bc look at her! shes a puppy #anyways lets not think about that ending im only thinking sbout the first 2 episodes jfnjrjejdjd #wn spoilers #avatrice #warrior nun #txt* #wn txt

[papus-clown-enclosure]

I woke up at 2 and now i cant sleep bc im stresing about the future

Like how am i going to afford uni when i can barely handle a class or 2. And rn 3 classes is kinda kicking my ass again

#papuka rambles #i fall behind and catch up and fall behind agai #UNI IS EXPEMSIVE IN THE US #and i did choose a school where everyone goes bc of grades and mayhaps bc poor but like idk how shit is going to work financially for me #especially bc i want to add a stem major on top of my art history thing which i may or may not change to art(??? i dont know the specefic #one lol) #i mayhaps got back on my phone to look at free or cheap uni around the world #yet im too chicken to go farther than driving distance bc of covid making its fucking debut in 2020 #also i hate being alone in unknown places #so hopefully going to uni in the fall changes somethings #so im not a lil bitch about going to places by myself #and being able to keep my ass on compus without avoiding places #i dont even knoe how to use my schools library or cafeteria bc i would have to go alone #i never go to school thing a on campus when i have class those days #i just walk staright of class and all the way to my car to go home #i am a loser #i also avoid having interactions so loser behavior #to anyone else with this problem ur not a loser its just me #im the problem #and lately ive been realizing damn i hate myself more than i thought #i thought I leaned neutral on how i saw myself #i thought of myself just there but there are some #insecurities tht are showing me tht i do not like myself at all #i will be ignoring this realization and pretend im like a wall or something and just there i dont notice #no opinion on it(myself) ok

[thehollowwriter]

Summary: Ace is my victim as he's forced to memorise all the rules on customer/plate service so I can study for my Hospitality Studies exam. This is more of an information splurge than a fic, but hopefully you guys will learn some new things!

I did not check for spelling mistakes 💀

(Pls reblog and leave a comment ❤)

The Woes of Plate Service

Being an anenome wad quite possibly the worst thing that has ever happened to Ace. Not only does he have hours of gruelling work to look forward to, but he has to sit through a bunch of stupid rules too.

Unfortunately for him, Mostro Lounge mimicked the style of a fine dining restaurant in many many ways, so Azul Ashengrotto was exceptionally strict regarding how to act and treat guest.

Ace looked at the crows of customers waiting to enter.

As Azul loved to repeat, the waiters were the front of the restaurant and incredibly important to its success.

Their service included greeting and seating guests, taking orders and timing and serving the meal. They communicate with guests whether it is answering their questions or making suggestions if asked.

Essentially, the Mostro Lounge's reouatatiin depended largely on the waiters, and Ace deeply feared what would happen to him if he messed up.

Ace stepped into the main area of the lounge, running through the many instructions in his head.

The maitre d'hotel (the head honcho, which is Jade because Azul works in his office) keeps track of vacant tables, reservations, ans seating and is the first person to greet the guests.

Now after Jade, Ace had to approach these guys with a greeting and then, if they had no reservation ask where they wanted to sit.

He would then lead them to their desired table and place menus in front of each person, then open serviettes and place them in each person's lap. It was also important he knew who the "host" was but that was always a nightmare nightmare figure out with how high and mighty everyone in this damn school acted.

Ace then had to approach his guests again after giving them enough time to look at the menu, greet them again and give them his name.

He would then suggest drink orders and mention all of Azul's cheating specials for the day.

If he was busy when new guests arrived, he was to politely mention he would be with them shortly.

Taking orders always sucked ass. Constant umming and awing and stupid questions that made Ace want to yell at them.

But he couldn't. He was to be polite, suggest menu items and give advice if he was asked for it.

Drinks were to be brought immediately unless otherwise specified. Also, he had to present those stupid bread rolls he hated with a passion.

The timing of the meal was also entirely his responsibility as the waiter, so that was fucking awful.

And there was a specefic order to serve in too? First the guest on the immediate right of the host- serving from the.. the right was it?- and then you move anti-clockwise.

Usually women were served first, but this was an all boys school so that was useless to learn, then the men and Las the host last.

Plate service wasn't quite as bad as dealing with customers.

The food had to look nice- the chefs were really good at that- and Ace got to show off by carrying 2-3 plates at a time in his left hand without disturbing the presentation.

However, he had to clear the table with each trip from the service area to keep it nice as quick as possible, but there was absolutely no rushing the guests.

Ace groaned when a Pomefiore student yelled for more coffee.

He wished he never made that contract.

......................................

A/N: I hope you guys enjoyed Ace's suffering lmao, or at least the information. Lemme know your thoughts!

#ace trappola #jade leech #azul ashengrotto #heartslabyul #octavinelle #twisted wonderland

[royal-they]

hi so i kinda happened to fall in love with your art.....and i wanted to ask a few things!!! (if its ok!)

uhmm first of all how long did it take you to get that art style and perfection it etc etc?

also do you have any tips for anatomy? not big complex full body anatomy, just like...idrk honestly, some tips related to anatomy or hands or just the body that helped/help you?

and uh yeah if you just have any general tips on whatever to improve my art/art style i'll take litterally anything 😭

again, i love your art, i love what you make! keep doing what you do, you're awesome!!!! sending love and support <3

ah!! tysm <333!! thats so cool to hear!!!!!!!!!/gen

ive been drawing forever honestly. i've always been really into it. im fifteen so thatd be like 12 years. and obviously i wasnt always studying it super seriously or anything. idk. my art isnt perfect by any means. i just dont really post the shitty pieces lmao. i struggle with sm stuff and will be continuing to study probably till the day i cant hold a pencil anymore lol. (i draw too much, my hand hurts ;w;) its a never ending process and honestly thats why i love it sm.

as for anatomy i think the main thing to keep in mind is that anatomy and just drawing people in general is really hard. i heard this in this old video about how pixar used to do 3d animation is that the reason they didnt do animations of humans for so long is because we ourselves have very specefic ideas of what a human looks like. i think this also applies to art. which is a really long way of saying, trust the process.

i use photos personally! you can find a lot on pinterest but there are a couple things id keep in mind when it comes to photos people edit their bodies sometimes so their proportions so be careful, it will defeat the purpose of the study if the bodies inaccurate.

idk here are some that might be good for starting off. dancers and people like that are super helpful. remember to not to focus too much on the lines but more copying down the shapes,

for hands i would just look at your own hands and try to capture them quickly. i say quickly mainly bc i shake a lot lmao, maybe youre different. or you could just be smart and take a picture of your hand but im very lazy and dont like getting up to grab my phone.

for art style id just save stuff that inspire you. could be animations, comics, album covers, cool photos, just stuff that gives you like vibes. literally ANYTHING.

like, omg this is making me think of a cool idea rn!! save it! even if you cant execute it now you can always execute it in the future when your skills are more developed :)

style studies are also helpful! try copying art you like, seeing different peoples techniques however some things to keep in mind with this are

you might accidently copy down an artists mistakes or bad habits without realizing it so try to have some variety in your artists

dont post the art. some people are okay with tracing but the vast majority of artists dont like it and it makes them uncomfortable. so id just like keep it in your sketchbook or whatever :) better safe than sorry.

anyway ah this is so longgggg! sry im so bad at being concise lol. theres probably a lot of youtube videos that could help you with this stuff if you want more explanation. the channel ive been watching a lot in since this summer is sketches of shay. she makes a variety of stuff but her art studies and resources are also very helpful :)

Sketches of Shay - YouTube

#asks #hope this was helpful!! im not an expert so i wouldnt take my advice as gospel but yeah there it is

[your-local-uwu-artist]

its fitting its kirby day cause today my animation on youtube reached 1k views <3 i really dont have the words to describe how thankful i am~

anyhow some sketches i got and bits from my curretn wip video essay (im more then halfway through my initial draft!!!) the fic "being a knight is easy" by @/azzie_tangerine under the cut

anyway i wanna talk more about my process on my curretn wip, bassically to make iteasier on me i diecided to just do a re-read taking notes of litterally whatever comes to mind along the way, some of it is complete unrelated nonsense, some of it is just noting a specefic thing i liked, some are vague start ups for something to think more into, and others are more fledged out paragarpahs of anaylsysis, bassically i was just typing in the notes app but now im switching to google docs cause it keeps lagging sdafnksd anyway once i finihs the main first draft then ill start working on organizing everything and cutting out the side rambles, after its more organized i can work on more actual anaylsisi writing, decideding when an excerpt or quote is needed or not and actually making it a script, im not sure how many drafts ill have

anyway, heres the snippets ive found that are more comprehensive

"we've reveiewed hw the battles are written this one is very different as kriby is feeling confident now but there is a snippet of text in it i want to bring to attention

"Fluff said it was okay to be forgetful, it was a part of him. And sometimes, accepting something won’t work is better than trying to force it… right?"

i would like to note the word acceptance and the phrase "it was a part of him" sense are other protag has a part of him he needs to accept, its small and aubtle but it really neat how are 2 povs segments are so intertwined" (note on battle scene in chapter 15)

"okay also this part is very much a me thing but i really want to point it out because it would be a fun scene to adapt to a visual medium, probably animation rather than comic but i love a challenge but there's a scene or two where metaknight talks about knight stuff to kirby while they like, go through different stances, the point is it would be super fucking fun to adapt to animation, if i do ever adapt this fic as a comic or something than i do thing the dialogue of this scene would probably be one with more changes sense in a written medium this had more writing to like, start the scene where as in a visual format it would be more seamless for the act to have less words to start it and expand and shorten some parts of meta's dialogue to match with the comic flow, as word bubbles are very much a part of comic art" ( i didnt note what chapter it was form god damn im gonna have a lot of editing to do later)

"i think one thing this whole fic does really well BUT ESSPECIALLY helps scenes that need more tension in them is the variety in length of paragraphs, okay i really hate when people complain about fanfics without paragraph gaps cause like, i get it the writer is just tryin to get their ideas down and share them and honestly fuck it i know im in the minority here but ive always found that often these fanfics arent at all bad because i can feel that the author cares aout it and had an idea and all that, BUT.... i do think that paragraph gaps are a storytelling tool on their own. its like an extremely watered down version of panel layouts, emphasis on extremely watered down because panel layouts are a LOT like a LOT a LOT, so much more than some people realize but it has a similar effect in the sense that it impacts the sense of the passage of the time and it creates a sense of rhythm but most of all it can create emotion and communicate through the empty space" (on the first battle scene i think)

#kyuchat #kirby

[cloudysfluffs]

Sorry to ask thus but I have two main questions for you

1) are you planning on doing any form of Tk -tober this year?

It'd only if you're comfortable with it of course! (The last thing want is to over exert someone)

And number dos

2) Are, and/or will, your requests be open?

I'm only asking because I've taken a peak at your Fandom list and I've seen some things that I'm aware of and thought it would be ok to request from you (even though your Sam and Max fanart is so adorably sweet!)

That is all! 💜

(Hopefully this isn't a bother for you, im sorry that it is🙏)

hi anon!!!!! 2 very good questions :]

1) sssort of!!! yes and no :P sorry this is kinda longwinded- ive never properly done t-tober before BUTTTTT every year me and my bf compile every list we can find, go through them together, and turn them into more specefic prompts/ideas and then i turn those prompts ideas into art!!!! the thing is tho, even though i do this ritual just about every year, ive never posted it, and if i did i dont think id classify it as t-tober :P just bc im not using any ONNEE list and like. you can BARELY call what im doing 'using the prompts'. also i have like 85% of the t community blocked so i cant see/cant reblog/dont WANT to use lists from MOST people who make them

TLDR i would love to make some more t art this october but you cant really call what i do t-tober imo :P

2) ofc!!!! my reqs are always 100% open!!!!! feel free to send an idea for ANY of the fandoms on my list!!!! ALTHOUGH keep in mind that there is no garuntee ill actually. do it. if i am interested ill probably do it like immediately (usually within the week if not the same day) but if its for a fandom im not currently interested in then. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i MAYYY get back to them (i have like 14 dhmis asks in my inbox rn from early this year) but Whos To Say? i simply do what i want :PP ALSO its important to mention that i am in college and will randomly get super fuckgin busy for a week but then i get right back to my Sillay Little Bloag B) but yeah i always take them!!!!

Thanks for asking anon you seem very sweet!!!!

#also about the t tober thing jsjsjd honestly t-tober to me comes secondary to gore///tober #which i HAVE made a piece for (go look at my art blog if u wanna see it my @ is in my pinned) #just because. im better at drawing violence than t art djsjsjsjs #drawing tckling is HARDDD i commend all the brave soilders who pull it off every day

[cinnamon-phrog]

I'm,,, not really feeling so good right now.

See, there's this guy, who I'll call... John Doe becuase his real name is just as generic.

So, John is a bastard. He gets away with everything. Students hate him, teachers hate him, he makes fun of everyone and harrasses everyone at my school. Everyone weaker than him.

Same goes for his three friends. The only friends he has. They are almost as bad.

He pushed me into a metal gate, once. And pushed me while I was walking back to class.

I told a stff member, but they said they just couldn't do anything about it. He just does his own thing.

And, since my school is a 'Special School', he doesn't get punished or expelled for his behaviour.

He bullies children relentlessly. Screams and yells and acts like a bratty child and ENJOYS it. He knows the power he has over everyone. He knows he won't get punished for his actions. So do his friends.

That's why they target me.

It started, becuase I used to be friends with one of John's three friends when I was like 12.

I was a bit of a bossy kid, always wanting to play specefic games. And I wasn't at all in tune with others' emotions.

As we grew more distant, he begun to resent me.

Made it his life goal to make my life at school a misery.

So he befriended John Doe and the two others.

I only fought back like. Once or twice.

And do you know who got in trouble? Do you know who got called a bully?

Me.

I was told by my foster carer at the time that to deserve this much hate I'd had to have done something awful, but when I tried to tell her how awful they were making my life and how I felt, she said: "wElL hOw Do YoU kNoW tHeY dOn'T fEeL tHe SaMe??? YOU COULD'VE RUINED THEIR LIVES, TOO!"

But I never.

I haven't done shit. I was a bossy little child years ago. That was it.

Everyone seems to judge me for who I was as a child, before my foster carer knocked my bad behaviour right out of me.

I was a brat til I was 10. After that age I hadn't been out of line for real since then. I've been blamed for a lot of bad shit by my fc, but that's it. I never really did any of the things she's ever accused me of. She never beleives me.

But I think she's beggining to beleive that John Doe and his friends are just a bunch of little shits.

What's brought on my rant today is this:

See, there's a unisex toliet stall right by my classroom. I'd use the girl's one but there's always somebody else there and I never liked public bathrooms.

So I went in.

And then I heard John Does' inconic hiyena cackling and knew I was done for.

His friend always sits outside in the corridors, and I heard him inform John about my whereabouts in the toliet stall.

His cackling grew louder.

He pounded his fists on the door. I was scared.

I knew he couldn't comer in, I'd locked the door. But I was worried what would happen if I'd stepped out.

So I took my time.

Then, the door vibrated and crahed loudly as John Doe thew a chair at it, still laughing. He threw it again.

Why didn't a teacher come? I hear you say.

Well, as established, nobody really gives a shit about what John does. So he's allowed to wonder the corridors as he pleases.

Also, all the teachers ans staff were bussling about with this new stupid thing they're calling 'enrichment clubs', so the corridors were bassically a ghost town and, in my school, at least, the sounds of crashing and banging are not unusual.

I knew I had to staep out of the stall eventually.

But I was so fucking scared.

I was worried that, as soon as I stepped out, the last thing I'd see would be those stupid plastic blue chairs flying towards me.

So I waited.

When I stepped out, there was John Doe. Smirking and laughing with his friend.

The chair was strewn on the floor next to me.

It's a good thing my classroom was next to the bathroom stall, and it's a miracle that a staff member and one of my friends were in there, or fuck knows what might've happened.

I was now on the verge of tears.

I told the staff member what had happened. I knew it wouldn't amount to anything, but he was my favourite teacher and even if he couldn't do anything, I trusted him the most becuase he always believes me.

He went to give John Doe a 'talking too', which is just a small "Oh hello there Mr. Doe sir, will you please refraim from phycological torture of you fellow peer please? No? Okay, have a nice day! :)"

It makes me sick that people like this exist.

That peiople like to do this to other human beings.

I know there are a lot worse people out there, but John Doe has gotta be one of the worst people I know.

I wanted to cry so badly right there. No matter what I tell anyone, they can't do anything. "Oh, Lexie, just ignore them." They FOLLOW me.

"Oh, Lexie, you're overreacting!" oh yeah making a student feel worthless about this kinda situation is BRILLIANT well done absolutely killer teaching skills no wonder suicide in teens is higher now.

"Oh, Lexie, maybe they just have a crush on you!" THEY ARE TEENS. THEY ARE DOING THIS FOR THE SOUL PURPOUS OF MAKING PEOPLE'S LIVES A MISERY. THAT IS THE UTMOST WORST EXCUSSE FOR NOT DOING SHIT ALL ABOUT THIS SITUATION.

By the way, I'm not trying to get anyone's attention. I'm not trying to get you sll to go "Oh, pity poor luttle Lexie who can't do shit about her life right now."

I hate being that kind of person.

I hate making people feel sorry for me.

I just wanted to wriote this out, feel what I wanted to feel, say what I've wanted to say for a very long time.

Before, I wanted to cry.

Now, I want to fucking scream.

I only have a couple more years at this school. I've made it this long, I can do a couple more years.

Let's just hope I don't get rammed by a chair in the meantime.

#cw vent #tw vent

[leen-at-night]

lately i am so in mood for re-reading/re-listening to cat & mouse series

well its winter and hello reading time. i want this time to be over so quickly but lately I've been thinking that the best way for time to pass and not be distracted to a fault is by living every moment of it . it will pass anyways but it's another thing to actually live the day instead of dreaming of tomorrow "a month a head to specefic" .

gentle reminder to love myself my life and every bless and walk gracefully across my days its only a short journey after all .

Exams won't last forever

#reading #winter reading #zade #zade and adeline #zade meadows #cat & mouse

[kassiekole22]

ask me things you want to know about me: do you remember the first ever story you've written? And if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be?

why you follow me: on a superficial level, because your blog is incredible and you make the best memes and write even better fics. And now that I know you a bit more personally, it's because you're one of the sweetest and kindest people I've ever met and had the pleasure of getting to know.

what's on your mind/what you're thinking about: right now, I'm procrastinating and thinking about how it's stressing me out that I'm procrastinating. 😂

a compliment: I've said this before but only because it's true. You are deserving of all the best things in life and nothing less.

make me choose between two things: ohh, ok, how about this? If Ghostface called you, would you troll/roast him or have a deep philosophical conversation with him? 😆

ask for advice: hmm, let's see. If I were to buy a choker and I was stuck between one that is red and one black, which one do you think I should go for? This is very important, btw.

tell me a secret: I guess, this doesn't sound much like a secret but it was never brought up. I used to wear glasses. 😅

things you associate me with: some generic things would be FNAF and Scream, Danny Gonzales and Rob Zombie. And some specefic things would be anything dark and gothic. Bats, knives (thanks to your Halloween look 😂), and any doggo vids I come across on YouTube. Also, whenever I see those bold gothic makeup looks, I'm immediately reminded of you for some reason. 😄

anything!!!! DIG THROUGH THE DITCHES AND BURN THROUGH THE WITCHES

ask me things you want to know about me: do you remember the first ever story you've written? And if you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would it be?

Jesus, I wrote a book when I was around six or seven called "Jake The Little Wolf" and it was the first of a series. It was about a little wolf, named Jake, (If you didn't get that from the title. 🤣) and I have no idea what it was about. And right now, it would probably be somewhere in the states, especially because there was some sort of contest where you could stay at Stu's house from Scream. It's not possible now but juuuust in case the opportunity comes back— 👀

why you follow me: on a superficial level, because your blog is incredible and you make the best memes and write even better fics. And now that I know you a bit more personally, it's because you're one of the sweetest and kindest people I've ever met and had the pleasure of getting to know.

Aw, Buddy! 😭 You're too sweet. I'm so glad that I've gotten to know you. 💖💖💖

what's on your mind/what you're thinking about: right now, I'm procrastinating and thinking about how it's stressing me out that I'm procrastinating. 😂

Fuck, that hit me right in the feelings! 🤣

a compliment: I've said this before but only because it's true. You are deserving of all the best things in life and nothing less.

Jesus, Buddy! You're gonna make me cry! 🥺💖

make me choose between two things: ohh, ok, how about this? If Ghostface called you, would you troll/roast him or have a deep philosophical conversation with him? 😆

Hmmmmm… I'd probably say a bunch of pick-up lines and then when he hangs up from being weirded out, I'd call him back for a booty call. 😏 Just kidding. 🤣 Knowing me, I'd probably pester the fucking hell out of him. 😂

ask for advice: hmm, let's see. If I were to buy a choker and I was stuck between one that is red and one black, which one do you think I should go for? This is very important, btw.

Oooo, this is a tough one! Ok, the Goth girl in me is SCREAMING black but I think red would look good on you too. 🖤

tell me a secret: I guess, this doesn't sound much like a secret but it was never brought up. I used to wear glasses. 😅

Awww, I bet you would've looked so cute! 😍🤭

things you associate me with: some generic things would be FNAF and Scream, Danny Gonzales and Rob Zombie. And some specefic things would be anything dark and gothic. Bats, knives (thanks to your Halloween look 😂), and any doggo vids I come across on YouTube. Also, whenever I see those bold gothic makeup looks, I'm immediately reminded of you for some reason. 😄

I am so flattered that these are the things that remind you of me. Especially Bats and Scream for some reason. 😂

anything!!!! DIG THROUGH THE DITCHES AND BURN THROUGH THE WITCHES

I SLAM IN THE BACK OF MY DRAGULA!!!

[reel-fear]

not to be mean but some of u guys have no idea how insulting it can be to look for like horrible real world problems in stupid cartoons for babies WHEN THEY HAVE NO CONNECTION like the take "TFA is transphobic bc lockdown is constantly changing his body n thats portrayed as bad" makes the actual problem of transphobia IRL seem like a total fucking joke. Fucking think before you post and use ur brains omg omg omgggg

#ramblez #if anyone wants me to pick apart why that post is bs I will but omg omg gomgomggggg I am gonna lose it as a trans person never seen anythin #more stupid and wrong in every way #AND THE LOCKDOWN THING ISNT POTRAYED AS BAD BC HE CHANGES HIS BODY ITS BC HE STEALS PPLS BODYPARTS #WHAT THE F U C K #literally so pissed idc if op of that dumbass post was trans what w h a t W H A T #like the slipstream thing? Valid that does totally seem like a dig at star being feminine #its just like why did op feel the need to literally make up shit to make tfa sound super transphobic #when its not? #also that BA connection literally what ill kill you #I really hate to make posts digging at super specefic people but this is fr harmful and gross #if u support that kinda crap dont. Follow me? #another thing is saying star is transfem in multiple conts like its canon? #stupid absolutely stupid #also im not saying like cartoons for children cant be harmful #ofc they can tfa has tons of harmful bad shit #but this aint it #it reads as really bad faith critisism in my eyes #like how do u see these kinda connections when nobody else does?? #like even in a long ass post just none of their reasoning made sense at all

[unleashed-salt]

After seeing some posts about the english language centered nature of the online aro (and lgbtq+ communities as whole but thats not relavant atm) kinda cleared up parts of why, even though the loveless aro indentity probably *could* apply to me, i still feel too much of an disconnect there simply due to the fact that english isent my first language and the concept of "love" functions quite differently in it compared to english. (and for the excat same reason lovequeer also wouldent feel right for me even if i alinged more closely to it)

Like idk why but before i felt a bit of internal conflict about it cause i wondered if it was some kind internalized arophobia going on or what that just made me feel so eh about something that should connect in theory but just dident. But actually yeah, it makes sense that it would be a cultural/language thing.

Anyway this just a bit of rambly introspection but it helps to be able to put a clear word to it and see that mabey im not the only one that feels that way.

#Aroace #Aro #Aromantic #Its been on my mind for a while but never really been conceptulized clearly before #Just a bit of self introspection here but feel free to add to this if you want #Language sometimes makes itself known at suprising times #I think its specefically in the cases where words often matter a lot and they cant be translated all that well either #The word love just dosent register to me its just noise #Now if were talking about certain words ive vuagely alluded to in my own language #They make me so uncomfortable i dont even wanna write it or really think about it at all #But it isent used like the english word love nor hold the same meaning so it dosent really translate either way for me personally that is #Thinking about this make also be part of why i havent really been able to pick anything else than aroace as my aspec indentity as whole #Even thought i have wanted to see if i could put some words to things before #Cause i feel very different about my gender indentity when it comes to this whole topic

[justafewocprompts]

Hi! I'm a little shy and I feel really bad when I pop into a discord and then leave soon after bc I get uncomfortable or it's dead or something. (Your server doesnt sound dead at all though!)

I was just wondering if like, before I join- I'd like to know if there are channels and like trigger warnings and stuff? Ex: I have bpd and sometimes being unprepared for something angsty can really throw me out of wack emotionally. Intense emotions even just in writing / art can really throw me off if. I just need to mentally prepare before writing and interacting with that stuff, not "angst is bad" I write my own here and there!

Basically are their categories to separate somewhat heavier topics? Do people black out some stuff it is heavy?

And are toonier, and more sillier ocs to share okay? My world is kinda inspired from the Mario & Luigi games, in that it's really silly, anything can happen it feels like. But it still has like detective stuff and muders (and more specefically body snatcher robots) I'd love to make more oc friends.. this server sounds fun!

Also I love your blogs and prompts!!! So much!

hihihihi :>

so thats totally chill! our server is yes very undead! :D We do have a lot of different channels and we do censor things that need to be censored for sure! almost everyone in the server that shares oc content does know that there are things that need to be censored and if anyone is ever unsure they can ask! So like yes! there are categories to separate some stuff yes, even for regular conversations! any kind of ocs are valid and shareable in this server! yknow save for problematic stuff bc we're not freaks, but silly toony ocs are very much welcome! :> this doesnt entirely go into much detail to keep the reply short but if this sounds alright and you want to know more, you're more than welcome to join and I and other mods can give you all the advice you need! we're always welcoming new friends and we like to have a lot of fun! :> also ahh thank you! we appreciate it so much!

#not a prompt #discord #oc discord

[your-local-uwu-artist]

a continuation of this

character devolopment rambels under the cut

was able to further develop their characters a LOT with this!! Sunny is a very carefree guy, unlike his inspiration (me lol) he’s extroverted cause I thought that fit their dynamic better and made his character match better with the sorta tropes I want them to fit

plus I find that I prefer my “self inserts” as not actually being self inserts but more like, “semi-self inserts” cause more often than not its what fits better for the kinda story I’m trying to tell : like I see a selfinsert as being a caricature of ones self, like your selfinsert acts just as you would if you were placed in x setting, but I would see a “semi self insert” (for lack of better term) as being a character that’s design is a sona but writing wise doesn’t function like a sona, like their core character traits are taken from my own personality, but isnt a direct representation of me, sense I cherry picked the traits and amplified them or adjusted them to make the kinda character I wanted: 

idk I know most people probably still call that a self insert but I tend to like being very specefic with my laungauge as my brain takes things very literally and at face value (plus I only want to give the very special self insert title to a character that feels like a complete self insert to me) 

anyhow SUNNY! he’s a sweetheart and has that classic headstrong shonen protag kinda personality, he wishes he could be a flirt but hes way to much of a simp for that lmao, their sorta a ditz but manages to have a high enough “charisma stat” to survive without a trainer, very much a classic “>:)” kinda ghost type. probably has some kind of internalized toxic masculinity thing going on, he has a hard time with emotionally vulnerability. He feels he can trust Daisy and he also admires how she can be so strong despite being more timid and emotional, so she very muched helped them with expressing himself emotionally. He’s never had a trainer and previously resided in the ghost type trial site (abondoned thrifty megamart) and now scurries around on akala island where he met Daisy. As a shiny he knows he’s of high value to trainers, which is why he doesn’t want to get a trainer, because he would want a trainer to admire him for him and not his shiny status. plus he find it MUCH more entertaining to watch trainers panic over having lost a chance to catch a shiny. He loves listening to Daisy’s stories about her trainer and the trainers she’s met tho, really he just loves listening to Daisy in general. sense me making more content for this is lowkey just all as a shoutout to younger me who would very much love this kind of misfits mimikyus love at first sight friends to lovers sappy romantic kinda story: I VERY much want to make his general character be the kinda character that younger me would adore~ just less angsty and with the “badboy” underdog gig being more performative. Like I need to combine the nick wildes and discords and misunderstood villains with the oopsie bears and spikes and sidekicks. also making em’ queer and autistic af. Not just cause I’m queer and autistic, but cause I think a lot of the characters I adored as a kid was for sure because of gender envy or a subtextual queer and autistic coding kinda thing that resignated with me tho i couldnt yet understand. so I think it’s fitting for that part to be important with the “shout out to younger me’s tastes in fiction” theme: He likes Daisy for her sincerity, calming aura, intelligence, perseverance, and her rebellious streak/ rarer moments of self confidence

DAISY! she’s shy and timid, but stronger than you’d think. She DID have a trainer and lived in the kanto region before being gifted down to her trainers younger sister, who moved to alola with their father, where they got lost from each other, Daisy is under the impression she was abandoned. She’s more of the mysterious ghost girl kinda ghost type but has a small mischievious streak. she’s been on her own before plenty but she’s never really been alone in human inhabited areas, so being trainerless in the shopping center streets of akala is very much a new experience for her. She tends to be reserved and while she would like to assume the best in others she generally assumes others to be “mediorce” at best until proven otherwise (in contrast to Sunny where someone can be a fucking bitch and unless if they were being a bitch about a manga he likes he will forgive them immediately, if it’s the later he deep down deos forgive them but will hold that grudge against them f o r e v e r) keeping up with the shout outs to past me Shes def inspired by like, raven queen, fluttershy, cerise hood, fucking elsa and other characters from my child hood that come up when I try ot think of the vibe I want her to have. also yall can hc her sexuality and gender as whatever you want, sense Sunny’s (trans masc) nonbinary she doesnt just like guys at least. if I give her a canon sexuality it will probably be polysexual or smth: Sunnys already pan cuz I’m pan but Idk if she has bi wife energy or not. While she’s stubborn and headstrong in her own way, (she does battle afterall) she genuinly tries to stay out of trouble. she’s a very gentle person. She struggles with making friends sense shes quieter and she also jsut finds it hard to click with someone conversation flow wise. Sunny likely encourages her to talk more but doesnt force her too, so their conversation flow clicked properly for Daisy. She likes Sunny for his chaotic neutrual vibes, energetic passion, and his softer caring side

#sunny and daisy <3 #yumehocshi #pokemon oc #my ship in 5 minutes #kyukyudraws #realized one mistake on the chart i was gonna live the last check boxes blank #there already ghost types so they dont die easily #and in such a scenario I think they'd both be well aware that the other doesnt WANT them to sacrifice themselves

[spideyspeaches]

When you get this, please reply five things that make you happy and send this to the last ten people in your notifications <3

ahhh thanks babe <3

1. The Good Place. Althought that show triggered some things... it’s my comfort show now hehe

2. Tom Holland’s hair, I know weirdly specefic, they just make me happy okay?

3. that weird little M&M which spews M&M’s from it’s hole that was strategically not placed on it’s penis thankfully, it also has this little baskeptball that you can pull on. Want a picure of it? 🤓🤓

4. making origami butterflies

5. smooth ball pens, you know the ones that come for five rupees? <3

Imma just tag a few people here: @peterbenjiparker @felicityparkers  @parkerpeter24 @thefallenbibliophilequote @calltothewild @kelieah @more-like-reyna @piscesparker and anyone who wants to do it! <3

#I somehow relate to Eleanor and Chidi at the same time? #like I have abandonment issues and no friends ya get me 💀💀 #I'm Chidi and Eleanor at the same time #and I'm ALSO tahani cause I'm always the second #I'm NEVER the first #ugh Tahani baby lemme give you a hug you can throw us both a pity party #😤😤😤

[extra-lost]

Some more details about this little corner off a blog and the creature that runs it:

- This blog is fandom focused, besides being an artist ive also got an interest in meta and media analysis, and a lil bit of fandom habits so theres gonna be a lot of that and rambly hcs/thoughts about the thing™

- English is not my first language, sometimes things are clumsely worded or grammar goes wrong cause language hard. Just something to keep in mind

- Sometimes i try to write, i dont have a lot of experince with it, but i want to get better at it.

-Im busy a lot/dont have the energy and as such can be rather silent, but friendly interactions are always appricated even when i may not be too active or answer at once

- Feel free to send me asks, though it might take a while for me to get to them

- [art/writing tags still in progress]

- I do not care for the sequels and will happily continue to ignore their excistence as they do not really impact my interest area.

(some Star Wars specefic info)

- Im fairly new as a fan, and have little interest in the EU/Legends as i neither grew up on them or gained an interest in SW trought them. And as far as canon goes they are not considered higher canon (as far as i know never were when it comes to Star Wars as it were created, ecspecially as they were created by multiple authors with little to no oversight between them leading to a lot of contradictionary works) and as such wont really be giving them much weight in most matters.

- My main area of interest is around the prequels era and its likely where ill stay focused.

- I like the jedi (yes that includes the order as a whole and the council), i think their good. this is a matter i wont budge on. and i honestly find some of the stuff people say regarding certain things that happens in canon about them rather... HM.... Yikes.. shall we say.

- This aroace is really not much of a shipper and have more interest in engaging with platonic relationships or qpr's (sometimes) as much as possible thought i will sometimes turn to some ships cause i like how their characters interact just in general. [aka codywan, though i prefer them as something more like qpr's]

- Also i will punt anyone who starts to gripe about how LoVE Is NeCEssArY whenever attachment comes up (aside from ofc the usual miscontruction of what attachment even refers to cause newsflash! Attachment=\=love)