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re1d · 4 years

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home | spencer reid

→ summary: "i’ve learned that home isn’t a place, it’s a feeling.” - cecilia ahern → warnings: gun violence, graphic descriptions of murder, near death experience, but overall fluff → word count: 2.6k → a/n: based on no.42 from the prompt list ; “everything’s okay now. i’m here, i’m here.” // !! i read this rly interesting article as reference as to what it feels like the get shot !! // the first vers of this sucked ass but i rly rly do like this vers i hope u all feel the same <33

A pebble feels as though it was thrown at the left side of your neck. At first, you don’t even register that a bullet pierced your skin, all you process is an aggrivating burning sensation where the metal piece had hit. With drooping eyes, the world looks as though it’s moving in slow motion. Flash after flash from countless guns light up your vision, but soon enough, you find yourself unable to see anything. Your body is out of your control as it flops onto the dirt path; your kevlar protects your chest, but your head smashes against several large rocks. Pushing through the pain, you reach up to touch your wound and run your fingers over the viscid liquid dripping from it. As well as from your neck, blood seeps from a cut on your forehead. Faint shouts of your name from both Reid and Morgan are heard over the pounding in your ears. Footsteps seem to sound right next to your head as you cough up red fluid onto your forearm.

“[Y/N], oh God, [Y/N]—look at me, look at me, please,” Spencer’s voice rings clearly in your head, despite his image coming in and out of focus. One of his hands is held against your neck as the other cradles your cheek. The glare of light from his cheeks is blurry, but you’re able to make out the tears falling from his eyes. “Stay ... stay with me, [Y/N]. Medic! Need a medic over here!” He shouts, “Just hold on, okay? Help is coming. You’re gonna be okay, you’re gonna be okay.” His second repetition is mainly for himself; he tries desperately to prove himself right. If there’s one time where he’s sure of anything, it needs to be now.

Morgan sprints to his teammates, narrowly avoiding the shower of bullets that followed him. Looking at the two of you, he cups his hands over his mouth and yells once more for a medic. Glancing back down at you, his eyes soften while he takes one of your hands in much larger ones. “Hey, kid, you gotta pull through, okay? Pretty Boy’s waitin’ for you over here.” Derek’s tough exterior falters, tears welling up in his eyes, “Kid, you’re gonna be fine ... we’re gonna get you stitched up and you’re gonna get back to solving problems and lovin’ Boy Wonder, okay?”

A ghost of a smile appears on your lips as your eyes threaten to roll back into your head. Words leave your mouth, but at this point, you have no clue as to what they are. “You’re crying,” you hack up blood onto Spencer’s hand, “f-for ... for me?” As you try to laugh, more of the liquid comes out, and Spencer quiets you with gentle coos. The anguish in his gaze is more painful than the bullet in your neck, but slowly, you begin to drift away from him. Morgan’s hands slip from yours and Spencer is forced to let you go. Ironically enough, an emptioness fills you to the brim as you watch your lover stand off to the side as you’re whisked away on a gourney.

However, once you’re inside the ambulance, both men come back into your line of sight. You relish in the privelege of getting to look at them instead of the bleak, white ceiling of the emergency vehicle. Various voices are going at once as well as the rapidly beating heart monitor. “BP’s dropping, pulse is thready, starting a large-bore IV.” The medic works on you, but your focus is trained on Spencer and only Spencer.

“Spe-Spencer, tell me ...” you slur through pain, “a story, please?” It’s a silly request, a childish one, that etches a weak smile onto both men in the ambulance’s faces. Morgan and Spencer’s eyes meet, and the latter opens his mouth and begins to speak.

“If I tell a story, you need to stay awake to hear it, okay? Got it?” You nod, blinking at him sluggishly. “Okay, well, ‘The boy with fair hair lowered himself down the last few feet of rock and began to pick his way toward the lagoon. Though he had taken off his school sweater and trailed it now from one hand, his grey shirt stuck to him and his hair was plastered to his forehead. All round him the long scar smashed into the jungle was a bath of heat. He was clambering heavily among the creepers and broken trunks when a bird, a vision of red and yellow, flashed upwards with a witch-like cry; and this cry was echoed by another ...’” Hearing the beginning of Lord of the Flies is strangely calming coming from Spencer. He knows it’s been one of your favorite books since you read it in high school, and in spite of its gore, you find it interesting and somewhat cathartic.

Your boyfriend keeps reciting the novel until you arrive at the hospital. They unload you from the back of the ambulance and roll you to the emergency department with lightening fast feet. Spencer and Morgan follow you until a hand on his Spencer’s chest brings both of them to a halt. “I’m sorry, sir, you can’t go back there.” The male nurse politely directs him to the waiting room just as Spencer opens his mouth to argue, but Morgan places a brotherly hand on his shoulder and he closes it.

They head to the room full of anxiety and stress in silence. Morgan’s touch never leaves Spencer though, even as the younger flops into the uncomfortable hospital chairs. “Reid,” Morgan mutters as Spencer plants his face in his palms, “[Y/N]’s gonna pull through.” Nodding, Spence swipes his hands up and down his features, hoping to rid himself of the anxiety he’s plauged with.

“It’s just so ironic, though. This happened to me—what—5 years ago? And now, it’s happening to [Y/N], but this time it’s even worse. Did you see the way she was fading, Morgan, I really don’t know if—.”

“Kid, stop,” Morgan’s command is forceful, containing much more power than when he was talking with you, “[Y/N] is strong, and you know that. She won’t give up until the very end. And—Jesus—kid, she has something to fight for. Now, I gotta call the team, but I don’t want you thinking about how [Y/N] might not make it. Just think about how much you love her, got it?” Before walking away to make the call, he waits for Spencer to acknowledge his question.

Instead of mulling over thoughts of you, Spencer’s mind wanders back to the night he’d gotten shot in the neck. It was cold, and the ground was slick with rain—a stark contrast from this warm, summer sunset the five unsubs had decided to start a shootout with the cops and the feds. Spencer had just convened with the sheriff and his other officers when the first shots were fired. One had struck the sheriff in the chest, and he had fallen immediately. Blake lunged towards him without taking into consideration the hail of bullets in her way. In an act of protection, he remembers pushing her out of the way and a piercing shock traveling down the left side of his body. It didn’t hurt, necessarily, but his whole being had gone limp. The feeling of not being constricted, but not being powerful enough to move your own limbs was so awful that it caused a shiver to run down his spine.

“Spence!” Oh, how he wants so badly for that voice to be you, but when he looks up he’s met with his team. It sounds callous, yes, not being excited that his best friends are there to support him, but he all he wants right now is for you to be okay. As he stands, JJ’s arms loop around his shoulders, and he accepts her hug willingly. “[Y/N]’ll be fine, you know?”

“Yeah,” Rossi’s interjection is completed by stealing Spencer away from JJ and greeting him with cheek kisses, “[Y/N]’s a fighter. Chi si volta, e chi si gira, sempre a casa va finire, Spencer. Don’t ever forget that.” Although his knowledge of Italian is limited, Spencer recognizes the well known phrase. It’s something he’s heard Rossi say before, but it warms him nonetheless—no matter where you go or turn, you’ll always end up at home. Spencer doesn’t consider himself to be an extremely spiritual person, but he prays to anything that’s listening that Rossi is correct.

Staring down at the white tiles, sand appears frozen in its hourglass. Old Father Time mocks him from his place inside each ticking clock by making the hands go around, seemingly dripped in mollasses. Spencer can’t bring himself to stop his nervous fidgeting—his left knee bounces furiously as he chews his nails to the quick. His teammates acknowledge his nerves with a certain familiarty that they can only call experience. Spencer is so engrossed with his now bleeding fingers that he doesn’t even lift his head when your name is called, and it isn’t until Derek shakes his shoulder rather harshly that he is pulled from his apprehension-induced trance.

“Patient [Y/L/N]?” At the second mention of your name, Spencer bounds from his chair to the nurse holding a clipboard. She stares up at him with sympathy clear in her eyes, and for a moment, he can neither hear nor see. Thoughts are racing through that big brain of his—bad thoughts. Thoughts of your lifeless body lying on an operating table, thoughts of your last conversation, and weirdly enough—thoughts of Piggy from Lord of the Flies.

“I-I’m her boyfriend, nurse ... did,” he has to compose himself before he continues, “did something happen? Is she okay?”

“It was touch and go for a bit. She flatlined, but we were able to bring her back. Miss [Y/L/N] is resting right now, but I’m sure she’ll love to have a few vistors when she wakes up. I’d advise no more than three visitors at a time—ideally, only one person should be in there, for her sake. But,” she pauses, a smile playing at her lips, “I can see you all are eager, so I can make a tiny exception.”

Thank God for exceptions. Spencer takes large strides to your room, Morgan and Penelope—who had joined the team at the hospital just moments before your name was called—follow behind him. The sound of her heels clicking on the floor ignite a fire in Spencer. He’s approximately twenty heel clicks away from getting to see your face again, but truthfully, his breath is stolen from him as he sees you, unconscious on the bed.

Your complexion is pallid, and quite honestly, you don’t look alive. Spencer stands in the doorway for a few seconds, merely taking in your appearance. Penelope manages to say that she’s going to go get some snack for when you wake, and she urges Derek to come with her. As their presence fades, Spencer is finally able to step across the threshold. He meanders aimlessly around your room, picking up different items and avoiding sitting down next to your bedside for as long as possible. But, the need to touch you soon overwhelms him, and he complies with the burning desire in his chest.

Dragging a chair over, he grasps one of your limp hands in his and brings it up to touch his forehead. “[Y/N], I know you’re not in a coma or anything like that, you’re just asleep, but you have to hear me when I say that I love you. I love you so much, and I can’t picture not walking into our apartment without you by my side. Honestly, I can’t picture doing anything without you. Did you know that? God, I’m so in love with you, and I know you’re resting, but—.”

“Don’t worry, Pretty Boy. Your love confessions made me swoon so hard that I fell out of sleep,” you interrupt him with an exhausted giggle, the dressing on your neck preventing you from looking at him fully. Inhaling, you breath, “Do you see the kind of effect you have on me, Spencer Reid?”

Electricity jolts through Spencer’s limbs as his head snaps up to be met with your teasing gaze. Heat floods his brain, and it’s consumed with pure adoration. Not really thinking about your injury, he launches himself at you. You force yourself to supress a groan as you hug him back as well as you can. Spencer’s distinct scent of old books, coffee, and lavender laundry detergent gives solace to you, but the small smile it coaxed onto your lips was whisked away when his shoulders began to tremble in your embrace. “I—[Y/N], I didn’t think I was ever gonna see you again,” Spencer sniffles into your gown, the thin fabric becoming soaked with his tears and drool.

“Spencer, please don’t cry. Look at me, love, look at me.” Your voice is stronger with each word, and he pulls away to stare at you with puffy eyes. Grabbing his hand, you place it on your face so that he’s cupping your cheek. “You feel me, right, Spencer? I’m gonna be okay, I just got a little beat up is all. You can’t get rid of me that easily.”

Spencer caresses your skin with his thumb, indulging himself in the feeling of you under his touch. However, something inside of him hesitates. Part of his mind drifts back to Mr. Scratch and Lindsey in Mexico, and he struggles to separate fantasy from reality once more. “How ... [Y/N], how do I know this is real?” Barely letting him finish his sentence, you smash your lips onto his. They move against each other with a gentle fervor, and your hands, although riddled with needles, reach up to take hold of his face. You brush away the rivulets of salted water that cascade down from his eyes as you disconnect yourself with a contented sigh.

“Spencer. This is real, I promise,” you murmur, moving over in the bed to allow him space to lay next to you. Gratefully accepting, he climbs up onto the bed, the sheets crinkling under his weight. Wordlessly, he envelops you in his arms while placing his head on your chest. Closing his eyes, Spencer takes in both the smell of disinfectant and your perfume, a cinnamon scent filling his mind with the feeling of home. “You’re okay, I’m okay, everything’s okay now,” you say, carding your fingers through his knotted curls, “I’m here ... I’m here, Spence.”

“You just got shot, and you’re the one comforting me?” He hums, “That doesn’t look good on my part.” His pout pulls a laugh all the way from your belly, and suddenly, the white walls don’t seem as daunting as they had when you’d first arrived in the hospital. Pressing a kiss to the top of his head, you whisper an I love you into his honey-colored locks. A response isn’t needed because you already know what he’d say.

Slowly, you drift away from the rigid bed sheets and the subtle ache in your neck. Spencer’s breathing levels out, and you can feel his heart beating steadily against the side of your ribcage. As you slip further into sleep, Spencer can’t help but stare up at your drooping eyelids. He finds it a bit funny—the last time your eyes had fallen like that, he thought you were going to die. Being dressed in white, Spencer ponders the fact that each and every patient is—quite literally—clothed in an angel’s robe as they wait to either live or die. He doesn’t forget the thought, even as you nod off, your head sinking into the pillow. After watching you descend into the waiting jaws of slumber, Spencer remembers Rossi’s words from earlier.

No matter where you go or turn, you’ll always end up at home—and he will never forget them.

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moogiwarah · 4 years

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Hi! I want to have comprehensive list of the BL manga/manhwa etc. that I’ve read because I want to spread the love for this genre 💜. This post is a list of works that I’ve read which is not in this page yet + my comments on each work. I hope some people will find something that they like here ^__^

🐣 All BL recs from me

manhwa 🐓

💜 Never Understand

Yuri, one of the school's most handsome guys,and Jaerim, one of the school's ugliest, collide!...or don't they? Can't understand what's going on between these two! It's Out of Control!

shounen-ai, completed, 87 chapters

THE STORY IS SOOOO GOOD. The art also improved by a lot upon reaching the later chapters. Jae-rim is dubbed as “ugly” (he’s a whole cutie tho) and I’m glad to see a non conventional character design for an MC! I highly recommend reading this!! 👌💯

Incorrigible

A sequel to “Never Understand” which is focused on Cho Ayeon’s story after being free from Soyeon’s control.

yaoi, completed, 8 chapters

This has few chapters so maybe that explains the fast pacing. Nonetheless, it was a nice read, I have a really soft spot for Jae-rim so seeing his r-18 experiences with Yuri really got me ahkdjashdkajshd ;W;

💜 Dirty Vibrations

Best friends Yeong and Nohae thought it was a joke when they downloaded the infamous “cursed” app. It’s said to command the user to perform…sexual acts and punishes those who disobey or delete it. It started with making them kiss. When they disobeyed its order…the punishment was anything but a joke.

yaoi, ongoing

This one is from Fujoking (author of Youjin)! In all honesty, I love this for its sex scenes. They are so well made, the art, the dialogue, the expressions, and just *chef’s kiss* 👌. When it comes to expressing sexual scenes in BL, my top authors would have to be Fujoking for manhwa and Zaria for manga.

💜 Paid

Executive director Heejae is nicknamed "Chaebol Prince" by the public. But his life is turned upside down when documents linking him to an embezzlement scheme are unexpectedly found by an accounting collegian Taekyung! So he pretends to have a crush on him, but.. Taekyung wants more than just flirting!

yaoi, ongoing

This is another one from Fujoking! This has a heavier plot as compared to Dirty Vibrations, so you get amazing smut AND an engaging story!

💜 On or Off

Yiyoung is building a startup with his college friends. They get a chance to present their proposal to SJ Corporation, one of the leading companies in the country. But in the meeting room he sees Kang Daehyung, the extremely handsome company big shot that's so very much his type, and Yiyoung's heart starts to race...! Can pretty-faced Yiyoung win both in love and his career?

yaoi, ongoing

Okay this! It’s really funny and the pacing is nice and the characters are nice and the art is nice and the perfect mix of romance comedy and slice of life i just HUHDADKAJDHJK it’s rly a feel good read and both MCs are SO ATTRACTIVE.

Penthouse XXX

Siyeon, a contract killer, has declared a boycott on men after being screwed over by his ex. That is, until he moves into a penthouse owned by Taekyung, a rich heir with killer looks.

yaoi, completed, 49 chapters

It has meme worthy illustrations xD. The graphics are nice but I found Taekyung (one of the MCs) to be a little toxic. Also, some parts of the story were not wrapped up/discussed enough imo. But overall, it was a pleasant read.

Home Sweet Home

The last thing Jungyeon expected was for his mom to ask if she could remarry. The new man was kind, considerate, a perfect match for his mother but there’s a catch: he has a younger son. Sunwoo is an introvert. He’s shy and has trouble opening up to others, until he meets Jungyeon and finds himself opening up for the first time. As their parents get closer to marrying, they become close, too close, and that’s when Sunwoo learns Jungyeon is already seeing another man.

yaoi, completed, 57 chapters

I honestly don’t know why this has quite a low rating on mangago because I found it to be a good read! It’s like sitting through a romance-drama movie. I liked the ending and the relationship between the main couple.

K’s Secret

Employee Kim Doyoon has been working for 5 years. He has one secret that he can't tell anyone else - the fact that he's a half-vampire born between a human and a vampire.

yaoi, ongoing

The art is so good in the recent chapters ugh. Also the sex scenes are well made. The plot is a little unclear though, and I feel like the relationship of the two MCs are kinda forced and unnatural hahaskdhakjdh. Still reading it tho since it’s ongoing.

💜 I have a Boyfriend

Kang Hyeon Ho, who belongs in the university soccer team goes into a breadth class and encounters the person he went to middle school together with and was his first love, Han Gyeol.

yaoi, completed, 44 chapters

THIS IS BASICALLY COLLEGE AU ROM COM ADDITIONAL TAG: FIRST LOVE AND IT’S AMAZING. Just a really well rounded story with the right amount of drama to bring out its slice of life 😭💘 Also, this is tagged as yaoi but the sex scenes were few and not that explicit.

💜 Voice of Love

After experiencing a traumatic incident involving a previous lover, Jiho is too afraid to tell his classmate Soohan that he likes him. Thankfully, Soohan can hear otherpeople's thoughts and asks him out first. But, as we all know, love isn't always that easy. Will Jiho and Soohan really get their happily ever after?

shounen-ai, completed, 37 chapters

Just a really cute story about mind reading and high school boys being in love. Ah, youth. This will make you feel good like ,,, awww young love :( <3

Base to Base

The elite Sung Moon High is fields one the country's top 5 high school baseball teams. Kim Soohyun was the ace pitcher of his middle school now started his first year at Moon high baseball team...since his beloved sunbae Choi Woojin(captain/catcher) is there....Kim Soohyun is an cutie puppy with stalker tendency exclusive for his beloved sunbae.

shounen-ai, completed, 28 chapters

Sports manga/anime always had a little (or lots) of gay, well this one made it officially gay! A cute rom-com bUT I feel like the ending was rushed. I would have loved it if there was more, but nonetheless, a good read! :)

manga 🐓

💜 I Seriously Can’t Believe You

"I don't think you've realized your true nature yet." That's what Kon tells Iida, the hottest guy at school, wondering how anyone could be so proper. As popular as he is, Iida doesn't seem interested in any of the girls who come after him. Kon and his buddies try to look into the matter by flipping a coin and having Kon approach him with his confession of love, just to see if he's really interested in guys. "I've... never looked at guys like that..." says Iida, falling for Kon's ruse. Kon takes him home, hoping to straighten out the misunderstanding, when Iida suddenly grabs him by the shoulder, and... A story about a mysterious hottie at school and a prince of a certain kind.

yaoi, completed, 5 chapters

THIS IS FUNNY AND CUTE AND HOT AND SHORT BUT REALLY GOOD JUST READ IT YOU WONT REGRET IT!

💜 Yoru to Asa no Uta

(Chapter 0) ; (Sequel)

Asaichi can't play any instruments, his voice is average, and he's only in the band for the girls and the sex. Plus, he's homophobic. For some reason, the new bassist is infatuated with him despite the treatment Asaichi gives him.

yaoi, completed, 1 + 8 + 8 = 16 chapters

It’s by Harada (author of ‘Yatamomo’ and ‘Color Recipe’) so expect dark themes. Trigger warning for rape. I suggest you skip the rape if you can’t handle it because this manga is so good. Its art and story (much like Harada’s other works) will really suck you in. This left a deep impression on me because the characters felt so alive. I respect Harada so much for that ability.

💜 Eigyou Nika!

Sakisaka, stationed in the second Sales Division, has an unrequited love for Toujou, his directing senpai. He had no intention of confessing his feelings. However, Toujou has been awfully touchy-feely lately… Is there a glimmer of hope? Please don’t let it be a misunderstanding! Which path will these vexing feelings flow down to?

yaoi, completed, 10 chapters

I had fun reading this because it’s so fluffy!! aaaAAAA I love friends to lovers and cuddling and the sweetness that comes from a relationship that is a more than friendship but less than lovers. A lighthearted read <3

💜 Mou Ichido, Nando Demo

On his way home from picking up a rings for himself and his lover, Fuji Takahiro is hit by a car. His resulting amnesia degrades his live-in lover Kotou Tarou to a mere flatmate, and a series of misunderstandings threatens to tear the couple apart. Tossed around by desperation and confusion, can Tarou and Takahiro rebuild their once blissful relationship?

yaoi, completed, 11 chapters

This is like watching a really good mature drama. The characters feel real and the situations presented in the manga were also something one can easily imagine themselves being put into. A short and good read.

💜Ookami-kun wa Kowakunai

The world is filled with animals that can evolve into beastmen. There is a young and earnest wolf who was always mistaken for a showy person because of his flashy looks. The easily mistaken wolf has fallen for an attractive looking rabbit named Usami, who is cautious of carnivores.

yaoi, completed, 6 chapters

I mEAN,,, LOOK AT THEM!!! This is wholesome and very fluffy huhuhuhu no more words needed. A short and cute read! <3

💜Ookami He No Yomeiri

Kaede is a rabbit person chosen to be the 'bride' of a distinguished wolf family. Although he does not wish to marry a wolf, his family pleads for him to go so that they can have enough supplies to last for the next two years. However, how will his new husband act towards a little bunny rabbit stuck in the wolf's den?

yaoi, completed, 8 chapters

The art is good and the story is cute :((( They’re so cute aaaa I’m a sucker for grumpy looking x ray of sunshine it’s just uGH the contrast never gets old.

💜 Encirclement Love

Ryou had a sleepover and saw his friends - Issei and Tadahiro - kissing while they thought he was asleep. He asks them about it and feels betrayed as a childhood friend when they pretend nothing happened. Determined to catch them red-handed, Ryou ends up inside a closet with Issei's little brother - Yuusei -, who has a unexpected reaction to the situation.

yaoi, completed, 6 chapters

It’s basically four high school boys being horny. All four of them are friends and I find their dynamics really funny. Also, they’re all hOT 🥵 I had lots of fun reading this!

Mother’s Spirit

University employee Ryouichirou is ordered by the Chairman to take in an exchange student. That exchange student, Qaltaqa, is a native from a developing country who can't understand Japanese!! Though he is a warrior of his tribe and a man of great beauty, seeing him afraid of the phone and the TV, and even the toilet, Ryouichirou gets fed up… But while being called "Ryouichirou" in such a clumsy manner, he has a change of heart!?

yaoi, completed, 13 chapters

This is funny and interesting! A short read to boost your mood and get your yaoi fix ;D

Dakaretai Otoko Ichii Ni Odosarete Imasu

Saijou Takato's 5 year reign as the "Most Huggable No. 1" has been snatched. Stealing his thunder is the newbie actor with a 3-year debut, Azumaya! Towards the stuffy hostile Takato, Azumaya's sincere sparkling smile starts to become effective. Even as Takato sets his alert level on MAX, Azumaya catches Takato in his shameful drunken state and uses it to blackmail him! In exchange for Azumaya's silence, Azumaya states, "Please let me hold you"'?! "Embrace me, who was the Most Huggable No.1? What the heck is he saying!"

yaoi, ongoing

I remember dropping this because MC was obviously raped, but upon watching the first episode of the anime adaptation, they made the sex consensual (thank God) and the story is not so bad after all. I suggest skipping the first chapter altogether and just start off at episode 1 in the anime, then you can pick it up in the manga to see the explicit scenes xD

That’s it for now! Will continue updating in this tumblr acc. as I continue on reading more BL ehe. Hmu on my twt if u wanna talk about BL and/or anime and manga in general hehe. Love lots~ 💜🐓

#rec #yaoi #shounen ai #ongoing #completed

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hyercns-blog · 6 years

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a bitch is Tired rn after pulling my usual shit, aka staying up until 5am for no reason only to stick out a two hour lab, cry while doing my connections page on my late lunch/packing break and napping in the car, so excuse the seeming lack of enthusiasm lkfdsjglk. hey i’m kat, i’m 20, canadian, and my current means of life rn are chocolate, drag race ( i.. am team anyone but b*b* rn, no offence but my girl needs to come back to earth and stop rubbing me the wrong way sdfgkjgfd ( i think sh*ngela deserves it most despite being more of a tr*xie stan tho js ) ) and 3am you in me listening parties with myself four months after its release rip !! i’m a uni student and in love with sowoo so you don’t wanna know the agony that comes with picking one over the other. you can hmu on d*scord if you’d like ( just find me in the gc and message me from there fkskf ) and this is so boRING, it’s like the life is sucked out of me omg. anyways hyeran, a whole.. other positive muse bc jesus, how many of these do i have rn ?? this is so out of hand man, but nonetheless here’s a bit abt the brat:

- ̗̀ wait, wait, was that JEON SOMIN i just saw? damn, it was actually just that TWENTY TWO year old MUSIC PRODUCER/BARISTA, YUN HYERAN. speaking of them, did you hear that they’re known as THE VIRTUOSO around gangnam? i guess it makes sense considering they act so EBULLIENT & LOYAL but at the same time so MAGNANIMOUS & DIFFIDENT. they’re also apparently a PANSEXUAL FEMALE OUTSIDER who uses SHE/HER pronouns. ( kat / 20 / gmt-3:30 / she/her )

yun hyeran, a daegu native with an older and younger brother, an ambivert and an all around baby

tbh this is a copied intro from a few months back and i don’t have the time to perfectly incorporate her recently developed bg, so pls anticipate a small bio with that explained HERE

buT she became involved in music through her father, who studied it in uni and ended up becoming a music instructor with a focus on piano, flute and vocals

her and her mom.. also her older brother, didn’t have the best relationship when she grew older, which seemed to die altogether when her parents divorced and her mom left. but her and her brother’s still exists, it’s just that he’s a bit of a toxic influence on her and she tends to distance herself from him

went to uni in seoul to pursue music like her father ( a daddy’s girl too like ) and found her way into the world of production !! by junior year, she’d transferred out of her original program and majored in that instead and has loved it ever since; she recently graduated

moved to gangnam bc.. idk, she just wanted to KDFJSGLGKFD

impulsive brat

would visit jeju island when she was younger bc her aunt lived there

she adores said aunt, her dad’s sister and the maternal figure she Deserves, so overall jeju holds a special place in her heart

for the time being, she works full-time as a barista at the café just a block from her cute little studio apartment while looking into internships at record labels for her to take on a little further down the line ( no rush bc it’s already quite competitive and she’d rather enjoy what she has going now )

she’s also making something of an income as the creator of an acct on youtube and soundcloud for her music, something she’s had for abt two years now

she’s not even close to making it big yet, and she doesn’t mind if she never works for a moderately to highly popular label — though she should if she wants to get by

among the aesthetic, lo-fi music crowd ( one of those yt accts with a livestream for certain playlists that go on for hours, rip ) where for the most part, it’s personal faves mixed with her own works, and has a substantial following as of now. but has an interest in experimenting, with mashups ( as a lover of them ?? i couldn’t help myself sgflkdsjg ) for example, with a small fear of how that change would be received

this is so short now that i’ve shortened it immensely iK, it’s a little infuriating if you ask me ljkgdfjls

in terms of her personality and other things:

she’s a very loyal person, v e r y. while like i said ( and will elaborate on in her bio ), her relationship with her brother is Not Great, she hasn’t completely given up on him. maybe for the time being, but her being someone who’s open to the idea of people changing for the better somewhere down the line, leaves a bit of room for her to possibly change her mind if he does enough to allow her to consider it

so she can be a bit of a doormat in some cases, it all depends on how she sees the person that determines if that’s the case, but she generally won’t let you off if you’re being dumb/an ass to someone or if she gets advantageous vibes from you for example ( given she can.. be a little naive and is a p gentle soul ) so.. idk fgklsj good luck to the 99% ig ??

she does have a slight dependency on others despite her thinking all signs point to the opposite, and even though her and her mom never rly had a good relationship she still reels from the neglect/abandonment some days so handle her with Care if she deems you a close pal

spontaneous tbh, moving to gangnam was a little last minute on her part, for one

she’s a bit reclusive when focused on something, if she tells you she’s working on a track, it’s essentially a head’s up that you might not see her for a couple of days depending on how soon she gets it done — lowkey that bitch™ who makes up an illness to her boss, so she wouldn’t even show up for work if it’s more than just her fucking around

bc admittedly, a lot of what she posts is fucking around and liking it, her more thought-out and effort packed projects are hidden away on her laptop

a bit insecure with her work and just her general disposition ?? those first few points above mess with her a lot and leave her disheartened so.. my poor child

v strong overall, takes people’s shit and if it gets to her, she gets over it p fast. doesn’t dwell on much and will be courteous to you even if she’s declared you too toxic to stick around 24/7

isn’t exactly one to get angry ?? she’s basically just disappointed or annoyed at best 99% of the time, it takes a lot to get her beyond that

positive, ugh. maybe not sickeningly sweet, but still. kinda explained parts of it above and i’m 95% gone mentally rn, gotta spare that for other little details gsjklf

a cute bean who wants the best for everyone

uhhh

has a good understanding of english, her mom’s an american national so she grew up with it being spoken in the house at times

prob speaks it better than i speak french, but still wouldn’t consider herself fluent

plays piano and bass guitar, but knows her way around a flute and tenor sax ( you don’t know how tempted i was to say clarinet bc of jiwoo gjflkgds )

prob had some kind of little amateur rock band with a few music majors and took up bass for the hell of it lmao

loves animals, leans towards cats or big dogs. corgis and those little spaniels get a pass tho

speaking of, she has a cute little calico kitten ( i’m shit with pet names so if lucy sounds lacklustre.. you know why rgkjls ) who she Loves, her baby !!

sweater, ball cap and basic t shirt junkie

those glasses somin’s been wearing a lot of lately ?? hyeran wears them too but.. actually needs them, not even close to a fashion statement

doesn’t don much makeup unless someone’s dragging her to a party or something

thaT’S when she looks a little more like a classy early twenties bitch.. which lbr, is hard enough when adulthood is a whole Train Wreck for the most part LGFJSDL

not a heavy drinker, but the textbook definition of a lightweight so.. she’s always praying for anyone who has to deal with her dgfjklsfg

lattes are her livelihood

a bit of a hopeless romantic, just a bit, but god help her nonetheless

her favourite subject in school was literature/writing and reads quite a bit on her breaks at the café

favourite music genres.. it’s easier to say what she doesn’t like/finds boring, which is prob country and some aspects of edm/pop, not into punk/metal either

these are super basic but.. i’ve gotta get myself together for the day so this’ll do for now i hope ??

so if you’d like to plot, im me here or on d*scord ! i prefer the latter personally, but whichever’s easiest for you. i have a list of a few of the specific wcs i have in mind ( for the time being, catch my lazy ass avoid listing all the basic ones and revising a few i have on an old blog ) for hyeran up now, which you can find here, so just lmk if any of them appeal to you !!

#gangnamintro #i lit copied and pasted this #tweaked it a bit ofc and had a massive bg thing pasted in it as well but #took it out ksjdfgldgfj #anyways love us !

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