#throw my phone into a river

[tasteyandfreshe]

i was scrolling through my notifications (rare behavior) and accidentally stepped on this landmine

im fucking aghast

#chrissaysstuff #i am straight up taking psychic damage right now #-1 -1 -1 -1 -1 -1 -1 #over my head forever #THIRTEEN YEARS #THIS TUMBLR BLOG IS THE SAME AGE AS MY COUSIN #HE'S ABOUT TO START HIGH SCHOOL #IT'S BEEN ACTIVE FOR FOUR TIMES AS LONG AS THE CONFEDERACY #actually thats mostly a jab at the confederates #lasted four years lmao #anyway i think im going to burn all my identifying documents #throw my phone into a river #and walk east into the rising sun

[mattodore]

can y’all watch mattodore for me while i go smoke

#(by smoke i mean i finally went through the screenshots so i’m gonna go edit) #(…i took a nap jdvdnfbf) #river dipping #echthroi #ts4 #ts4 edit #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #if you saw that post i made last morning that’s where these come from #matthias’s little robe lmaoooo #phone in hand with a text just sent you knowww he was telling imani sorry he’s late to brunch again he had to take care of theo’s needs #…also yeah i did just edit these screenshots a bit just to make this post 🚶 #i think i wanna make sure most of the stuff i post is edited now just bc i like looking back at even the throw-away posts #i’m just. constantly going through my own ocs tags 🤷 i love those little guys what can i say

[stuckinapril]

how do you study for such long hours? 12-16 hours? i tend to tire out after 8 hours.

bc if i'm not top of the class then what's the point. duhh

#my sincere answer is i have a degree in biochemistry #i've trained myself over a long period of time to do 8 hour study days #my stamina is probably just not like the average person's #i also break them down into blocks. 2 or 3 or 4 hour blocks idk. depends on what i have to do for the day #i also genuinely love academia and it's not hard for me to turn my phone off and throw it in a river #just so i could be engrossed in books all day #i love science i love studying i romanticize it easily i love challenging myself etc #also 12 hour and 16 hours r kinda overkill if you're not cramming for a national exam and u only have 2 weeks #i usually don't feel the need to surpass 8 hours unless i'm doing intense study camps #at the end of the day studying is a sport just like anything else #id say if ur needing to do 12 hr study days on the reg tho maybe assess ur efficiency #someone can study 8 hours a day every day but only truly be studying for like 2 hours

[radioactive-mouse]

TREEBARKERS HOW WE FEELIN

#PERSONALLY I NEED TO GIVE MYSELF A CONCUSSION #i swear to god. and this is the honest truth. if i go watch desert duos pov and they’re doing some crazy 3rd life shit #i’m gonna throw my phone in a river #trafficblr #treebark #mouse.txt

[fanarchoslashivist]

My @mlsecretsanta for @purplerose244

Some Lukadrien stairwell bonding.

Nothing says Bros like knees and toes touching.

#mlsecretsanta #lukadrien #mlb #luka couffaine #adrien agreste #my apple pencile died halfway through cleaning the sketch and I had to finish it on my phone #throws myself into the nearest river #which is sadly econlockhatchee and all of 3 foot deep #sorry the proportions look so weird I had to finish this on my phone 8x8

[aliicante]

hmm i lowkey really want to deactivate this blog and just start a sideblog from my main tumblr account because i forgot how nice this site is and i want to use it regularly again would you all come with me if i did that because i don’t want to fall out of touch !!

#i have met so many cool people on here and it’s barely been a month #ayuspeaks #trying to figure out how to use the internet in a way that doesn’t make me want to throw my phone into a river

[satellitefeed]

OH COME ON.

#if i see one more of these stupid fucking posts on instagram im going to throw my phone into the river #journal

[some-pers0n]

(Voice of a person dying from executive dysfunction) Lobotomy would fix me

#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE BEGGING WITH MY FRONTAL LOBE TO LET ME WRITE #I need to throw my phone into a river and eat the wires in my walls so I can actually focus and write #I hate doomscrolling so much I hate being lulled into a state of numbness and unthinking haze #The time will pass anyways I might as well do something of substance #sp-rambles

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

i just want to see who's in this particular hell with me

#i like to lie to myself and say it's counting podcasts and audiobooks #but honestly ........... I DON'T KNOW IF IT IS! 😭 #dollsome's deep thoughts #reading an old 'yikes! technology addiction!' book that was like 'some people's phone screen time is as high as .... THREE HOURS A DAY!' #and i was like 'uh oh. uh oh for me. uh oh' #my goal for 2024 is to throw my phone in a river #spiritually if not literally

[scarsound]

my old person hot take is that these days, time seems to be going by “tOo fAsT” for adults and there’s “nOt eNouGh tImE iN thE dAy” because everyone’s on social media, where you’re actively encouraged to be doing Everything Everywhere All At Once and no one’s living in the moment no more

#i don’t want a life like that so I’m gonna go throw my phone in the river

[two-hands-toward-the-sun]

genuinely genuinely genuinely if people love characters like hob who do horrible things. whatever do what you want. but when they make him out to be some kind of sunshine person, a wholesome guy, that is what makes me furious

#i need to throw my phone into the river #sunbreak screams about hob gadling

[g1rlonl1ne]

just spent 20 minutes responding to one (1) text message. i want to kill myself ‼️

#to anyone on here that i know irl: if i haven’t responded to u recently it’s not personal #i just can’t answer texts without wanting to throw my phone in a river

[fyodorkitkat]

Girl just kill him

#the day ads are actually targeted towards me properly is the day i throw my phone in the river so maybe i shouldnt complain

[yume-fanfare]

Eichi and Tori discussing the marriage things and Wataru just sits there quietly.......

seb.

you have to picture this. im currently in the middle of nowhere, somewhere around Here ↓ and eichi tenshouin pulls this

#gonna throw my phone in the river brb #its a miracle that i have cell reception and its for This #starpros sunshine #preguntas

[panuccispizza]

suffered and suffering from an incredible era of depression this year. here's my collected advice from 2023

- never smoke cigarettes and never vape. do not allow that into your life. you will only have one set of lungs, one trachea, and one immune system. there will never be another. take care of your physical body.

- substances will never make anything better, it numbs or distracts the present by letting you avoid the past. your future comes whether you want it to or not. substance abuse has only allowed my present to become my past and I have done nothing for my future. work on your future. every plan. everything. just fucking do it.

- no one should be allowed you 24/7, it's ok not to reply to people for hours. but make sure you do reply to them. do not let the messages pile up and do not wait more than 2 days.

- make friends. keep friends. water and nourish your friendships and relationships. you can be friends with people from work or school or whoever you meet. do not allow your fellow man to be a stranger, not everyone is here to hurt you and you are hurting no one by being nice. be yourself and love people

- journal. workout, yoga, exercise, dance, move your body repetitively in some way for a little while. drink water, get sunlight, spend 15 minutes outside every single fucking day, I don't care about your individualized situation where your allergic to the smell of fresh cut dandelions. stop being annoying online and treat your mental disorders. expose yourself to betterment. you can live in better.

- literally just talk to people about your needs no one knows what's wrong with you. no one will see that you are hurting when you purposely try to act like you're fine.

- do what makes you happy. algorithm is fake and trying to work with it will only cause you pain. you will never flourish. your audience means nothing when you purposely make content for them, and you may as well be buying followers or likes. do whatever you want to, within moral reason.

- it's ok if you don't want someone in your life. it's ok if you feel like someone has fucked up and you don't want that. it hurts to remove them, but to keep toxic or uncomfortable people in your life won't make your situation with them any better. rip the bandaid.

- reliving PTSD flashbacks looks like something completely different than what you think it does. maybe this is my own individual problem. I did not know what I was reliving for so much of my life has always been a flashback. since identifying them, I've been able to avoid them and avoid triggers.

- if you have autism then just be autistic. its embarrassing to unmask but you have to do it to live /your/ life. not the life you want people to perceive. you're not a character, you're not written, you're alive and human and complex. you will fuck up some times and it will be hard a lot of the time but literally allow yourself to rest. you will have bigger problems in the future if you allow the anxiety to stay in your body

- there is a solid part of life that does not change easily and there is a soft part of life that does. you're actions, while soft, will solidify. this is forming habits and routines. the solid part of your life will rot away if you do not support it with the soft. sometimes the hard is difficult to change because you live with other people present in the same world. do what you can, there is no changing them. they also have solid and soft parts of their life they need to work on as well.

- expand your knowledge. if you're solely a digital artist then pick up a new medium. if you solely write short fics then write a longer one, or a novel. read books. read physical literal books from your public library. learn about the environment around you. go to museums and national & state parks. visit towns you normally don't. visit shops. look for things outside your interests. learn about cultures outside your own. learn a language. if you do not know where to start, make a short list of things and roll dice to figure out what wikipedia-youtube rabbithole you need to go down.

love yourself.

#long post #sorry lol but this made me feel better ndjsjdjdhd remembering my love for life alwags helps #hopefully the 2024 list will include throwing my phone into the river and getting a flip phone

[cutemothman]

my bio on dating apps: I enjoy drinking warm apple cider on a crisp fall day

some mouth breathing demon wearing the face and name of a white guy named jeff: wow 😳 I hope that's not the only warm😏 thing you enjoy drinking 🤨🥴

#this is a fictionalization but not an exaggeration of a real interaction i had last night #brb gonna throw my phone into the river #chrissy.txt