#two people who're loyal to everything - too loyal to ask for what they want. They aren't dating because they're married to ghosts now and

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write to me

#I drew this when I was VERY stressed (days ago) #bee doodles #Tuvok/Janeway #Janeway/Tuvok #st voyager #st voyager art #letter writing and the preparation of warm beverages #Janeway & Tuvok seem like they'd call each other things like 'my other half' and 'my moral center' and 'my dearest companion' but then you #ask if they're dating and they're like Noooo. Absolutely not. and they're not but they are coming into each other's rooms at night #because neither of them can sleep well and talking about Mark & T'Pel while they lean against one another (holding the warm mugs instead of #hands - that comes later when they can pretend that maybe they were asleep) #because they're the only ones who know Mark & T'Pel - you're the only part of my old life that's here and that's a comfort and that's a #tragedy (because I care about you too much to want you here but I need you too much to wish you were anywhere else - and maybe I'm too #selfish too and too afraid to be alone) and when they're talking about Mark & T'Pel they can ignore the fact that they're leaning against #each other and how good the weight feels and how much their chests ache and how much they want more. Not even sex or a kiss but something #steady that lasts. (hold me close even if you can't tell me it'll be alright) #two people who're loyal to everything - too loyal to ask for what they want. They aren't dating because they're married to ghosts now and #to leave that haunted house would be to admit that there's nothing left there - that the grieving's done - and if the grieving's done then #the loving is too. It has to matter - it has to be present to be real (follow Starfleet rules follow Social rules follow the rules we make #up on the fly and honor as if they've been longstanding. Build a little life with me. Define strong lines we cannot cross. Look into my eyes #to make sure I'm not longing. Double check. Triple check. Don't look away. Please.) #When I want to hear your voice I'll read the words you've written - but I won't ask you to stay #Kathryn Janeway #Tuvok

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Yandere!Jeff Pfister Headcanons

// Yandere is a portmanteau of two Japanese words. The first is yanderu, which means “to be sick,” and the second is deredere, used here for “lovestruck.” A yandere is often sweet, caring, and innocent before switching into someone who displays an extreme, often violent or psychotic, level of devotion to a love interest. //

Jeff Pfister x GN!Reader

You're Jeff's assistant, working at Kinero's with him, Mutt, and Ms. Venable.

First meeting him when he was freaking out about something, he would quickly calm down when he saw you.

"Who're you?" he asks, not wanting to assume you were some random delivery person he might've forgotten about that was coming. "The new assistant," you'd tell him.

He nods skeptically, surprised at how somebody so attractive could land a job here.

You'd spend most of your days with Ms. Venable, given you were working beside her.

She didn't hate you like she hated other assistants. That was new.

Jeff would make ridiculous excuses to speak with you.

"Hey, Y/n," he'd say as he approached you. Looking up at him, you'd smile politely. He clams up, quickly forgetting the script he had planned out prior.

"...Yes?" you'd finally ask, his silence awkward. "Um, Mutt wants some Chinese food," Jeff would lie, putting the blame on Mutt, his coworker.

Nodding, you said you'd be on it, knowing their order by heart.

Jeff loved how good your memory was. He loved that you knew the little things he needed.

His coffee order, his Chinese food order, the time he wants his coke.

Tries endlessly to impress you.

So whenever you entered the office, he'd start blabbing out some random thing to sound smart.

"So, yeah. You just gotta give the-the code a read over make sure it's in Java, too," he says to Mutt as you enter the room.

Setting their food down, you catch Jeff's eyes as you leave the room.

Would totally make a robot programmed to act like you.

Wants to make one that looks like you, but doesn't. Because it'd be weird.

Though he had found a way to tap into your iPhone and have it linked to his laptop so he could see everything you did.

Everything.

As well as his camera. Would tap your camera too.

When he saw you texting someone in even just a friendly way, he would delete the conversation and make it look like your phone was updating while he swiped the person's number.

Got extremely jealous every time you went on dating apps.

So, naturally, he did the same thing to your dating apps as he did to the texts.

Did everything in his power to keep you single.

Walking into work, you'd run into Jeff.

"Hey," he greets you nervously. "Hi," you reply.

"I was wondering if you'd wanna get dinner some time. If you don't that's fine. I just think you're really pretty," he spews, unable to keep his composure.

Chuckling, you'd agree. "Sure. Tonight work?"

At the date, he'd be eyeing anybody who even kind of acknowledged your presence.

He was the perfect gentleman which was a surprise.

After that date, he'd get very obsessive over your every move. Stalking you through his laptop and making sure you were loyal to him.

Of course you were, he was just insecure.

He would get insanely pissed when others guys looked at you.

"I just don't fucking get it," he huffs. "You're mine. Mine. Not theirs, not anybody else's. These fucking scumbags want what I have claimed,"

"It's fine. I don't want them. I want you," you'd have to calm him down when he gets like this.

Pacing your bedroom, he mutters to himself. "It fucking pisses me off, Y/n. Having you oggled at like some attraction in a freak show,"

He'd fuck out his anger on you.

In the end, he'd figure out everything about any guy who'd catcall you and would torture them from his laptop.

Casually, too. As if it were a Tuesday afternoon.

Moral of the story; Jeff took great pleasure in fucking with people. Whether they deserved it or not.

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