#ughhh I miss boba :(

[astarionposting]

that’s so great it went well mostly!!! i’m so glad!! criminal psychology sounds super super interesting!! my sister helps kids with special needs elementary schools right now, she’s debating whether she wants to go back to school to get her masters degree or not but yeah ehehe

i totally get that HAAGHA but yeah no worries at all, im happy to have told you. i love learning more about my friends on here too 🫶🏻 ughhhnn i bet omggg!! how long did you get to work for that boba barista job? oh goshhhh - toronto, i bettt .. it must be so busyyyy🙀😰 i don’t work well under pressure either - hasgahgahHAAHAHHA but tell employers i do also AHAHAH

YESSS UGHHH i loveeeee blueberriessss!! i will definitely make them 🙌 …. but it’ll actually have to be tomorrow 😭 i got everything out for the recipe and i got called into work … so i’m trying not to cry HAHAHA. and thank you, i hope she likes it eheh. and no i don’t think so lol, i MIGHTTTTTT send a text to my ex…. AHAGAHAHAHAH just because she’s sad AHADGCJUSXHEJE. but yeah nothing really. what about you??? do you have plans?🫶🏻

Oh cute!! I was actually interested in doing something similar, but it’s child youth work! So working with children and adolescents who may be in rough situations and helping them out (kind of like a social worker?)

I worked for about half a year at the boba shop!! But I had to leave cause I moved last month for school :( I really miss it so much 😭

Did you end up making the blueberry tarts!! Yesterday I saw a movie with my partner, and then we came home and I fell asleep LOL. Today he forced me to play Apex Legends with him 😭 I’m not the biggest fan of it tbh. But now I’m eating some tiramisu and gonna play the sims!! Tell me about ur day!! (Since this response is a day after lol)

#༊*·˚ my asks #❀ call sign: jay!!

[sleepystormi]

Istg it's been forever since I've had boba!!

Ughhh I fr miss those balls in my mouth 😫😫

[withleeknow]

oml ME TOO, SNSD was probs the first group I “stanned” (GG, SHINEE + EXO were my golden gateway into kpop) 🥺🥰 it looked like they all had SO MUCH GENUINE FUN AHH what a time to be a STAY 🤧

also wake up new angle just dropped: https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGeaDgpAv/ ~ this gave me major mc-out-of-a-manhwa/anime vibes; the tousled hair + his boba eyes 🥹✨️

- 🍙

SNSD SUPREMACY ! QUEENS OF KPOP, nobody does it like them ! i never got into exo because by the time they debuted or shortly after they debuted i had already moved from kpop to other fandoms, so i basically missed all of kpop gen 3 lol (until bangtan). but ughhh i will always say that gen 2 slaps SO hard, i honestly think those were the best years for kpop. shinee still goes so hard (no pun intended 🤭) !!!

ngl if i witnessed that right in front of me i would quite literally burst into tears or pass away or disintegrate on the spot. i don't understand how someone can just look like that, he gets prettier and prettier every day he truly is one of the most beautiful people i've ever seen 😭

#🍙 anon #answered

[strawberriesinspace]

just watched grogu get absolutely violated by Luke?????? Poor baby relives the memory of the order and his entire family being slaughtered by people they trusted then he’s forced the choose between being Jedi and a mandalorian??? because his kinda dad wanted to make sure he was okay but respected the ‘Jedi way’ by not going to say hi??? I just... I’m sure Luke’s doing his best but it doesn’t seem especially in character given what we’ve seen previously (very caring and compassionate) and the fact he had like... essentially a few weeks of training by a deranged swamp gremlin not an upbringing within the temple and a decade long padawanship to have the principles of the order instilled in him

#idk maybe you could use his very short apprentiship to Yoda #to justify that he doesn't quite understand the non-attachment idea #to be clear: I'm not saying it's luke's fault and this post isn't anti-jedi #this post is literally just taking words directly from my brain sorry if it makes no sense #ughhh I miss boba :( #IN HIS OWN SHOW AHHHHH #star wars #tbobf #the book of boba fett #tbobf spoilers #my nonsense

[intotherumiverse]

AYO! So i saw that yo requests was open so uhh could you do general relationship headcannons for Morinozuka x black!reader? I miss him very much 😭 but anyways, i hope you had a good day Rumi💕💕

A/N: Ughhh there is so much potential from this anime I can use and I love it. And I looked at this 4 different times before writing so sorry this is so late 

SAY IT WITH ME: GAMER BOY MORI

But like he’s a serious gamer

Like multiple computers type gamer

He would buy you your own personal switch with your name on it 

But he is more observant than the rest

Get’s you the most expansive shit you could ever dream of

oh that necklace you looked at for 0.2 seconds? Yours now

But he’s a good boyfriend

Type to cuddles either cuddle without saying anything or bitch about everything.

Just him coming in and talking about the bullshit Tamaki pulls (cause i don’t believe any of the hosts spend all day with Tamaki without punching him in the face)

His hands are big 

So......

He likes playing the guitar (you know the one that comes at the end of each episode this one?)

sniffs in band Au

And he likes massaging your scalp. It relaxes him 

He’s also really REALLY supportive of whatever you do 

Band, cheer, Just livin’?

He there cheering you on 

He loves when you come to his kendo matches 

He got distracted the first time you came and lost his match 

But he was okay with it 

At the end of it, he spins you around and immediately take you on a manga shop/Boba tea/ coffee date 

But life is good with Mori as your boyfriend 

Tagging:@mypimpademia @solar3lunar​ @rosetheshapeshifter​ @bubblime​ @angiebug101​ @melanin-baddie​ @noir-ethereal​ @notfiveweenieskids​ @myhoodacademia​ @1-800-s1mping​ @vangooh-works​ @wherearewegoinglesbians​ @kunikida-kun​ @dragonsdreamoffire​ @her-majesty-kiara @silkylious

  Wanna be on my taglist?

#ohshc #ouran koukou host club #ouran mori #ouran x reader #mori-senpai x reader #takashi morinozuka #morinozuka #ouran high school host club

[ssa-sapphic-inactive]

@ssajemilyprentiss heyyyy bae! i’ve missed you too, love ☺️ i’m doing alright for the time being. how are you? <3

(for some reason your ask was glitching when i tried to reply so i just had to screen shot it and create a post)

4. what piercings do you want?

i’d love to get a nose piercing and maybe a navel one

6. describe your dream home

i’d love something like an artist’s loft with a good view! whether that view be the cityscape or just a nice landscape.

14. how would you spend a million dollars?

well when i have a lot of money saved up anyway, i never know what to do with it. i’d like to buy a few necessities that are pretty expensive, but i’d also like to help my family with bills and payments. i’d probably keep the rest saved up and not spend it in one sitting lol

18. what tattoos do you want?

i love simple line designs (because i don’t want want to be covered up or get sleeves) so i’d probably get a few of those. a minimalistic version of the hands from “creation of adam” by michelangelo is something i’ve always wanted. as well as some quotes here and there, a small flock of birds breaking away from something on either my chest or shoulder, and a line drawing with two women sort of like these:

23. who are five of your favorite bands/musical artists?

already answered <3

25. describe your perfect friday night

doing something i enjoy, whether that means staying home and chillin’ or going out and doing something. depends on my mood lol

29. what’s the most overrated movie?

ughhh to the the fans don’t hate me for this but personally, i’d say star wars and twilight 😬

34. what’s your coffee order?

well, for one thing i don’t like coffee, so i never order it. but depending on the cafe, i’ll get hot/iced tea and refreshers, or something matcha related. i absolutely love milk tea though! i just don’t like the bobas because it messes with my trypophobia.

37. have any tattoos?

not yet! ;)

#ilyyy 💗 #thanks for sending something <3 #ask games 🗣

[im-auntie-social]

Tagged by the redoubtable @nossbean​ and taking my time as usual....

🌿 Favourite comfort food: grilled cheese, skin-on fries, chocolate malt. Grilled cheese has always been my go-to comfort food, but during grad school and after there was a little diner near campus and I’d go between tutoring lessons, or before teaching exams. I mean, any grilled cheese and ice cream is good, but Peninsula Creamery will always be the gold standard.

🌼 Favourite drink: chai, iced orange pekoe, rose black tea, thai iced tea, milk tea with boba... listen I like tea okay? I hardly drink alcohol these days (it would not be a good habit for me personally to get into during quarantine) but I could really go for a snooty gin cocktail-- a berry bramble sounds particularly good right now.

🌷 Favourite relaxing activity: Right. Relaxing. I remember that. I had to give up baths which was a huuuuuuge bummer. But knitting with a Hawaiian radio station on works pretty well, especially if I go outside to do it. For a special treat, getting a massage does the trick better than most anything else. Oh, and if there are literally no limits, visiting the Huntington library and gardens in Pasadena is the calmest I ever feel and I wish so hard that I was there right now!

🌻 Favourite calming scent: flowering olive trees with a touch of eucalyptus-- it’s very specific but it’s the smell of my college campus in the spring. I also like good old fashioned lavender, and I have a candle from the Magic Candle Company that’s designed to evoke Walt Disney’s office that I use to focus while writing.

🌺 Favourite relaxing/uplifting song: “Yuri!!! On Ice,” hands down. The ebb and flow of the song are so comforting and especially in the context of the show it’s basically the definition of uplifting. Also on my inspirational playlist: “Make Them Gold” (which I loved and THEN I happened upon @nossbean​‘s PacRim JB that is still assaulting me with its amazingness and used its lyrics for titles), “Motorcycle Driveby” by Third Eye Blind, “Wait For It” from Hamilton, “Sit Next to Me” by Foster the People. If I need to calm tf down right gd now, “Trapeze Swinger” by Iron and Wine.

🍄 Favourite book to get lost in: The only real go-to book I have is Arcadia by Tom Stoppard. But I also just pulled Space Opera by Catherynne Valente off my shelf and remembered how it felt like submerging in a sea of language so I started rereading it. Nextwave is the comic I reread most, but if I’m up for it Transmetropolitan likes to punch me in the face a lot. I also adore an old fic that I think isn’t up anymore but I saved a copy with the author’s permission called Pyeongchang and Prejudice that is honestly a masterclass in adaptation and allusion and shared-universe building and ughhh it’s so good. And the list wouldn’t be complete without my guaranteed pick-me-up Stannis Baratheon: Fantasy Football Commissioner because it’s cracky and hilarious and I find something new every single time I read it.

💐 Favourite chill out TV show: Barbie Life in the Dreamhouse. I’m not even joking. Also aforementioned Yuri!!! On Ice, Leverage, The Good Place, and lately The Mandalorian

🍃 Favourite cheering podcast: Well, good timing-- there was just a post going around my corner of tumblr about how “podcast doesn’t work on me because ADHD, unless I’m debuffed by hand-activity.” Which. Yeah. I used to listen to more podcasts when I walked the kids to preschool and suchlike-- that’s how I blasted through The Adventure Zone: Balance-- but not so much lately. In the old days I was all about the NPR stuff (lordy I miss Car Talk). I’m not sure I can remember the last podcast I listened to, actually? Yikes. I did love Welcome to Nightvale back in the day...?

🌹 The best advice you’ve ever had: “If nothing we do matters, then all that matters is what we do.” I don’t know if it’s advice and yes, the source hasn’t necessarily aged well, but I’ve always found comfort in that one.

Usual tagging disclaimer: I’m usually the last on the train but if I’m not and you want to reply, go for it!

#memes #TALKING ABOUT ME #tagged #no i do not have a single favorite anything everything gets a paragraph live with it

[forkanna]

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CHAPTER THREE

                                       ~ x JUDGMENT x ~

"So you admit you were following her?" Sae asked Makoto as she crossed her legs in the other direction. "You know stalking is a crime."

The student brushed off the black vest she wore over her white shirt. Clearly it was just a nervous habit; an attempt to appear more presentable. "And yet it's part of your job, Sis."

"It is. Not part of yours."

"Fine. But I didn't have any…" Her shoulders rose and fell. "There was no way to tell if I was completely crazy, a-and Ren was just a good person concerned about his teacher, or if… if she was doing something unspeakable with him. And after Kamoshida…"

At last, Sae let her eyes fall closed for a moment. "Alright. So you believe you have good intentions. I'll grant you that - and only that so far. But I'm going to need to hear more and you know that."

"Yes, I understand. So where was I? Right… the fresh lead."

                                      ~ x The Priestess x ~

Ms. Kawakami and myself steered clear of each other for a few days. It was good to see that she was back in school and teaching again, despite whatever trouble had befallen her thanks to those two horrible people. I really wished I could help, and I wanted to ask Ren, but there was no way I could do that without revealing to him that I had followed him to the hospital and eavesdropped. Not that this was anything new for me, but I still felt too guilty to come forward.

So I left it alone for a while. But eventually…

"Hey, bro," Ryuji whispered to Ren just after one of our little… gatherings. And his whispers aren't particularly quiet.

"Hm?"

"About that thing… with Victoria." His dyed-yellow spikes barely wobbled atop his head as he glanced around, but I appeared to be nose-deep in a book and Ann had already skipped off to do something else, so he decided the two of them were relatively 'safe'. "You're really not gonna give me any details?" Ren shook his head. "Aww, man…"

Ren muttered something back that I couldn't quite overhear. He was better at being discreet than the "monkey", as another of our friends calls Ryuji on a regular basis.

"But you actually got to talk to her, dude! Like, what's that like? Y'know, with the kinda things she does?" His eyebrows waggled. "Special services! Ehhh?"

By this point, Ren looked like he would really prefer the conversation to be over. So he said something a little quieter, a little longer, and Ryuji gradually started to look like a boy who found out the video game he wanted was all sold out at the store.

"Fiiiiiine, keep your friggin' secret. Just sayin', Becky sounded really hot! And you got to hang out with her alone because Mishima an' me choked! Why couldn't I keep my shit together, man?! UGHHH…"

That was it. And alone, the piece meant nothing to me; I assumed Ren, Ryuji, and for some reason Yuuki Mishima of all people had run into some cute girls named Becky and Victoria - maybe they were Westerners visiting? - and had hit on them, and then the other two ran off to leave Ren fending for himself. Even if I didn't know what they meant by "special services", I decided it was probably some disgusting boy euphemism for activities I didn't want to think very deeply about.

The very next day was a Saturday. Ms. Kawakami still looked weary, but not quite as bone-tired as she had before her brief hospital stay. And she still seemed the same way as I followed her out of the building. This time, it was by coincidence, not design; I had been busy studying in the library and lost track of time. It was just starting to edge into the evening by then.

And I wanted to call out to her. In fact, I started to speed up my steps and do exactly that. There had to be something I could say to show her I didn't mean her any harm; that if she wasn't hurting anyone, wasn't taking advantage of Ren, then we had no problem and I wanted to help if I could.

Before I could, her phone rang. And as she rounded the corner, her voice changed when she answered; became higher.

Bubblier.

"Hiiii, this is Becky! Did you call to request li'l ol' me again?" There was a slight pause, and then she giggled in a way I had never, ever heard a teacher giggle before. "Wonderful, Master! Laundry with Becky's extra-special fluff and fold, meeeeYOW! Do you have my usual fee ready?" Another pause. "Great! Don't worry, I will be there very soon! Byeeeeee!"

As Kawakami thumbed the touchscreen to end the call, I could do nothing but stand there as if turned to stone by Medusa, watching my teacher hang her head in weariness and shame. What did I just hear? Who did I just hear? "Becky" bore absolutely no resemblance to the woman who normally slogged her way through our classes as if she could really use some of Cafe Leblanc's specialty brew - the one standing before me now, who looked like she wanted to climb down the sewer grating and disappear.

And furthermore… no way was it a coincidence that was the same name Ren and Ryuji had been talking about.

Now I had to know what was going on. That whole conversation sounded like something very specific, and it made me worry about her… but I couldn't be sure. And the last thing I wanted to do was throw around more unfounded accusations.

Which is how I ended up following her.

The subway took us another stop along before she got off. Even though she did glance in my direction once or twice, my magazine shot up to hide my face often enough that she never quite realised I was following her. Then she went inside and I was left to loiter. I needed to turn to a friend - and since I was fairly certain Eiko Takao, the flightiest girl I have ever known, would be of no use to me…

QUEEN: Hey do you have a sec?

PANTHER: What? Omg you never text me Mako-chan PANTHER: What's up? 8D

It was hard not to be intimidated by Ann's overabundance of enthusiasm. Just made it feel too daunting and like I would be better off if I threw my phone away. But I tried not to let my nerves keep me from responding.

PANTHER: Hellooooooooo? QUEEN: I think I'm doing something bad

PANTHER: Something bad? PANTHER: ARE YOU ON A DATE PANTHER: Who is it? Joker? No wait, no way… QUEEN: It's not a date PANTHER: RYUJI?! PANTHER: Oh QUEEN: Seriously does Ryuji seem like my type? PANTHER: LMAO okay maybe not QUEEN: It's not a date it's something else PANTHER: Huh? PANTHER: Hey… it's nothing life threatening is it? PANTHER: Please QUEEN: Whoa whoa no PANTHER: I can't go through that again PANTHER: Okay good QUEEN: I'm sorry PANTHER: DON'T FREAK ME OUT LIKE THAT PANTHER: No no you're good friendo 3

QUEEN: Maybe this was a mistake PANTHER: Huh? PANTHER: Omg just tell me already QUEEN: Well QUEEN: I think one of our teachers is up to something strange QUEEN: And I followed them

My eyes glanced up toward the apartment building's door when some man walked inside, and I swallowed hard, waiting for Ann to reply. At least I had managed to say 'them' instead of 'her', so she wouldn't know it was Kawakami. Or Ms. Chouno, but still, the list of female teachers was shorter.

PANTHER: Something strange? PANTHER: Kamoshida strange? Because if it is PANTHER: I want in QUEEN: Well… I don't think that's it? QUEEN: Please listen PANTHER: It's not? QUEEN: I'm close to the Akasaka-Mitsuke station QUEEN: And I'm waiting to see if I'm right about something PANTHER: Dude you're being pretty sketchy PANTHER: But it sounds like PANTHER: You're worried? Like really for real? QUEEN: Yes. QUEEN: I think this teacher is being blackmailed PANTHER: Blackmail?

Just then, the door opened, and I had to close the text and raise my magazine to hide my face again. But it wasn't Miss Kawakami who came out, anyway; it was a woman in sleek black pigtails and a French maid uniform. She seemed totally at home walking around like that; probably had regular hours in one of the maid cafes in Akihabara or somewhere. While she stood at the curb, I started to go back to reply to Ann's incoming messages…

The maid glanced my way, waiting impatiently for her cab. And she felt familiar. Recognition was already making the hair on the back of my neck stand on end before my conscious mind sorted it out.

"Wait," I breathed softly as a car pulled up. It had a pink banner on the side of it, proudly proclaiming "VICTORIA Housekeeping Services" in bold red letters. My thumb was already activating the camera app as I watched the maid approach the back door and open it, bowing and saying something to the driver before slipping inside and away. I was able to get one or two shots of her, then of the car.

And she was gone before my brain fully realised what had just happened. "Was that… Kawakami?!"

                                      ~ o ~

In practically no time, I was standing around in the underground mall below Shibuya station - "Shibuchika" as it's called. Looking for Ann. Eventually, she waved me over to the flower shop she was poking around in.

"So?! What's up, what's the story, what's the dirt?!"

My hands came up to ward her off as I laughed nervously. "Okay, okay. Wow! Let me catch my breath. Can we get some boba or something first?"

"Sure, let's grab some aojiru. I'm trying to be healthier, for my modelling career? And like, I keep getting it pointed out to me that all I eat is crap."

"It won't kill us to be healthier, I suppose," I admitted as she steered me to the stairs.

Aojiru is… interesting. Greenish sludge in a glass that is full of nutrients but bitter and unpleasant. Still, we ordered two cups of Beauty Aojiru to hopefully make us more radiant, and shelled out ¥5000 for the pleasure.

"Bottom's up!" Ann laughed, clinking her plastic cup against mine. "The things we do for beauty!"

Passerby seemed alarmed at how much we were gagging afterward. Still, we managed to finish the drinks and then found a bench somewhere to sit and catch our breaths.

"I can… feel the burn!" she finally announced in a strangled gasp.

"R-right! So refreshing!"

Bracing against her knees, she took in a few strong breaths and let them out slowly. Then she sat back and smiled over at me, tears at the corners of her eyes.

"Okay, spill, girl. What's this crazy mission you went on, what did you find out?"

"Well…" I still felt really guilty for following Kawakami in the first place, and if she was truly an innocent victim, would feel even worse exposing such a secret. "Let's just say… her name is Becky."

"Becky?!" Her blue eyes narrowed in thought for a moment before she shook her head. "No Becky I remember hearing of on the Shujin Academy faculty."

"It's not her real name. Anyway, here's what I know so far…"

So I told her. Not everything, obviously, because I didn't want to out Ren or Kawakami until I was absolutely sure of the situation. But I filled in all of the other details I knew so far. That cartoonish face I was beginning to grow so fond of went through a million transformations - shock, disgust, sadness. But she seemed to feel roughly the same about the situation as I did.

"Well we can't do nothing, Mako-chan. Those two creeps are shaking her down for money! Totally exploiting her!"

"Exactly! I'm not sure what that student's connection is, but even without that…"

Ann nodded, arms tightly folded over her chest. All I had told her about Ren was that some student I knew was in frequent contact with 'Becky'. "There's a big problem here, though."

"Oh? What's that?"

"How are you supposed to ask her for details if she doesn't wanna talk to you? Like, I completely get that you wanna protect her identity, cuz you don't know for sure that she's hurting anybody. And if she's not... Becky is just in trouble and you don't wanna hurt her more."

My nod must have been sadder than I myself realized, because I suddenly felt a gentle hand resting on my shoulder. Smiling up at her, I whispered, "You're right. What she has to go through... it makes me sick thinking about it. So I need all the answers before I make a move."

"Sure, yeah. And… well, I could ask her for you, but then you'd have to tell me who she is. Same for any of the guys - and she'd prolly hate the idea of talking to them anyway."

"True," I said, even though Ren came to mind again. But Ann didn't need to know that. "So what can I do? Camp outside her front doorstep and confront her when she gets home? It would embarrass her too much. Right out there in the street like that!"

"Hell yeah, it would," she sighed, sitting back and staring up at the ceiling as commuters passed by us, off to destinations unknown. "But… what if…"

My ears perked up. "What if…?"

Ann held up her index finger as she looked at me, eyes wide and lips slowly beginning to stretch into a smile. "What if she didn't talk to Makoto?"

"Huh? Sorry, I'm… didn't we just say it has to be me, since I would be betraying her to tell any of you?"

"Yeah, but also nah. Okay, since you're the student council president, you've got the keys all sorts of parts of the school, right?"

Squirming, I held up a hand as I told her, "I'm not breaking into the teacher's office and waiting to ambush her."

"No, no! Let me see your phone again." I handed it over, and she wasted no time pulling up the pictures I have hastily snapped. Luckily, none of them showed Ms. Kawakami's face - or it was too blurry and far away to tell it was her. "Victoria, huh?"

Now Ann was pulling out her own phone and looking up something. Then she took a picture of her screen with mine and handed it back.

"'Victoria Housekeeping'," I read. "Wait… what are you-"

"We gotta hurry," she said as she popped up, grabbing my hand and yanking me to my feet so fast that I almost dropped my phone to the ground. "If we don't hurry up, we'll run out of time!"

"Time for what?!" I protested as I stumbled after her. "Ann, slow down! ANN!"

                                      To Be Continued…

#Queen Of Temperance #persona 5 fanfiction #persona 5 #p5 #p5 fanfic #kawakamiijima #forkanna writes #jess the writer

[luckyomikujis]

it was just another pretty chill day! i felt rather productive and got a lot done, so i’m happy with that :) time felt like it was going by so slow though, which is good and bad depends on what i’m doing. also, HAPPY POCKY DAY!! but i didn’t eat any pocky cause i forgot :(

11/11/2019 - Monday

woke up before my alarm at 6:44am and then went back to sleep until my 7:04am rang

ft’ed val, made brekkie, wrote my to-do list for the day and got ready!

took a quick shower, cleaned my tattoo, got dressed and ended up with a lot of time to relax before class!

went to japanese and there was literally nobody else in class mainly cause we weren’t doing anything special snd there was no quiz in class either

finished class and went to my dorm, registered my bank account with the front desk, made lunch and ate!

then went to 7-11 with magsia to pay for my health insurance and then went to shinjuku for some thrift shopping

went into some really cool shops and looked around everything was pretty expensive, so we didn’t buy anything

went into book off to buy a guitar for magsia, but this one only had books, cds and dvds :(

had to head back cause i promised val that we would ft at 3pm my time and 10pm her time

stopped back at 7-11 to get chicken katsu sammie :) it was a good snack yummy

realized that val was busy and not gonna call, so i took a power nap and then did hw

ft’ed val when she got back from boba and we did hw, updated playlists, and sang to each other hehe

finished up some review, got ready for bed, and now i sleep!

it was a pretty chill and relaxed day! i wish i would stop spending so much money or eating out :( but i know that i’m only going to spend some more money this weekend :( i need to take out some cash, but the bank is going to charge me for doing it so often ughhh other than that i had a good day! i did get a little salty at val when she missed our ft call, but i quickly got over it cause we talked it out, so we’re all good! i’n excited for my newly updated playlist!! lots to listen to YESSS

today was a 4🧥/5🧥

[dontkyeom]

Monsta X: Beautiful in San Francisco - Fan Experience

ayooo i was asked to post about the monsta x concert i just went to (and also i want a record of what happened before i forget) so here it is!! under the cut are my pre, during, and post-show experiences/thoughts!!

pre-show

okay so my friend and i planned to get boba from boba guys and fries from super duper for dinner

me being me, i planned for us to meet at 5 so we had enough time to eat and digest for the show

i leave my house around 3:45 bc i was gonna bus over while my friend was gonna get dropped off at boba guys

in the end we ended up getting sharetea and meeting at super duper an hour later than when we were supposed to meet for the following reasons:

i got to the area before my friend

I WALKED THE WHOLE ASS TUNNEL BETWEEN DOWNTOWN AND CHINATOWN FOR NO REASON i was so heated omg

the line for boba guys was out the door and down the block so i was like girl… we gotta yeet

i left to get sharetea but my friend for some reason thought we were still gonna meet at boba guys so she had to walk down to the mall

she ended up getting lost and going to chinatown

meanwhile i was trying to find sharetea bc i didnt even know they had one in the mall

ended up ordering for both of us and agreeing to meet at super duper

also i saw some monbebes in the mall while i was waiting for my drinks hehe i peeped ur shirts

we got to the warfield at 7 when the doors were supposed to open and y’all the line was so long that it like wrapped around the block and the end was right by the entrance

i got gnarly cramps in both of my legs within five minutes of each other and they hurt like a damn bitch let me tell you

i felt really bad bc i like fell to the floor in the middle of the line and some of the people behind us were like omg are you okay and i was like yes pls just go around me i’ll be okay

and then the cramp went away and the people held our spots for us!! such kind people ily if you’re reading this

we got in right at 8 when the show was supposed to start (but they ended up starting later which im just assuming was so that everyone could get in)

during-show

y’all everyone kept screaming even tho the boys weren’t on stage yet and it hella freaked out my friend and i when we left to get water

we literally rushed back and my friend tripped up the stairs but it’s fine we made it back in time

anyway their energy is just off the charts like i was hyped as hell from beginning to end. they really know how to bring a crowd up and their stage presence is amazing. no awkward moments whatsoever and very smooth transitions from one stage to the next i was actually really impressed

and they said the bay had the realest energy and i was ready to NUT

my heart cried when they left a mic stand for hyungwon for ex girl, i really love how thoughtful the boys are when a member is missing. they take ohana to a new level it’s just endearing to see how much they truly care for one another

i would also like to have a moment of appreciation bc they didn’t say san fran at all?? i was lowkey expecting them to but they didn’t :’) (pls never say san fran it’s a big no from me)

wonho lowkey tried to throw chocolate to the upper balcony i saw him aiming a bit higher and i appreciate his effort so much

also as a former tech crew member in high school, a moment of appreciation for all the tech effects, they really added to the whole experience of the show and i thoroughly enjoyed the different effects and the timing of everything

appreciation for the stage hands who brought the bench on stage, i hope y’all heard me cheer for you bc i know what that’s like

also… i really loved seeing all the spike tape on the stage for whatever reason

anyway back to the boys

minhyuk jooheon kihyun and i.m came out and they asked us who was the most romantic (i said kihyun bc that boy was smooth as shit in that one video) and a lot of people said minhyuk so they made him do aegyo and OMFG MINHYUK’S AEGYO HAHAHAHA THAT SHIT WAS SO FUNNY all he said was “san francisco… oh my god” and then he kept repeating oh my god and OMG and he and jooheon were switching off and their voices were getting lower and i.m was like “yo this is not cute this is just weird” i got it on video if anyone wants to see it lmao

and then wonho and shownu came out like “…what kind of weird things were you guys talking about”

speaking of videos, all the videos i have of their songs are shaky af bc i was bopping at the same time but if anyone still wants to see them i can send a google drive link your way hehe

from zero was the cutest shit ever. im still really sad hyungwon couldnt make it but the sub did a great job in his place!!

i needa take a moment to just talk about wonho bc that man can go from cocky daddy to a total sweetie. like… he totally knows he’s a walking sex god (a small moment of silence for when kihyun just like pulled wonho’s jacket down to try to expose his arms during his intro) but then he’ll talk about how he tried to perform extra well to make up for hyungwon not being there and he’s trying to put on a better show and you can really tell how much he cares about us and ugh 

ALSO

WONHO IS SCULPTED BY THE GODS I WAS WAAAAAY UP IN THE UPPER BALCONY AND EVEN I COULD SEE HOW DEFINED HE IS SO PROPS TO HIM

i popped the FUCK off at the 24k magic cover oh my god y’all i love bruno and i got so excited when shownu minhyuk and i.m covered it, and it was so damn lit. like i was a lil bummed when i found out they werent gonna do the second verse bc it’s my fav part of the song but i.m’s rap was AMAZING and fit really well and oh my god don’t even get me started on the dance breaks omfffff

their outfits were cute as shit too

also appreciation for i.m’s voice. i just really like his voice im such a slut for deep voices ok this is why he’s my wrecker

jooheon and kihyun are just something else when they come together, i love what they’re able to offer to each other and able to create as a unit it’s just really cool to see :’)

also i must say… seeing jooheon’s deep ass dimples and kihyun’s nice ass cheekbones are such a blessing

OH AND THEIR AEGYO

THE AIR... POP SHIT BRUH I WAS DED

THE RED OUTFITS ARE SUCH A LOOK UGHHH

i almost cried when broken heart came on, such a beautiful song AND THEY LEFT A SPACE IN THE MIDDLE FOR HYUNGWON UGH MY HEART

blind, trespass, and rush were arguably the most hype songs of the night, like ive never went so hard in my life

also a moment to talk about shownu bc like… idk i’ve noticed he’s a lot more quiet than other leaders of idol groups so i wasn’t really sure what to expect but i gained so much respect for him?? he has great stage presence and is really well-spoken and charismatic damn gemini AND HE’S JUST SO TALENTED

omg there was this one part where wonho said “hyungwon actually made a recovery earlier than expected” and like the way he said it made it seem like hyungwon was gonna make a surprise appearance but nah

but it’s okay bc they all said they wanna come back to the bay asap and y’all can BET i’ll be there

i appreciated their english speaking, like during their intros and goodbyes it was heartwarming to see their efforts to communicate w us

surprisingly they didnt really talk much about how it was their 800 days?? idk i was kinda expecting them to address it but they didnt

omg their bows were adorable, they like held hands and moved across the stage in a line to bow to different parts of the venue it was so cute to watch

post-show

my friend and i waited in the merch line that moved pretty quickly actually?? but there were only stickers left and i thought it was more important for my friend to get something bc it was her first concert and she really wanted something to remember it by so i passed (also stickers were $25 what even)

but it’s cool bc she let me have a hyungwon sticker (and a cute lil logo bc there were two of them)!! theyre probably gonna live in my phone case bc i have a clear one so y’all BET im taking my mans everywhere w me

she really enjoyed herself which i was really happy to see!! being there for someone’s first concert is magical 10/10 would recommend

i also enjoyed myself in case i didnt make that clear lmao. despite the rough pre-concert experience, seeing those boys do their thing made everything worth it and i’m so glad i got to experience their first world tour :’) also ive never let loose to the extent that i did sober tonight so props to monsta x for bringing out my bay area hyphy lmaooo

i just wanna say thank you to monsta x for coming to sf, putting on a good show, and making us feel loved and appreciated. i was hella surprised when an sf show was announced considering most groups usually just go to LA, so thanks for giving the bay a chance and showing us such a fun time!!

and shoutout to the monbebes for being such a cute crowd. i loved seeing everyone waving their light sticks and arms and just having a good time, and cheering so hard for these talented and hardworking men

also seeing everyone come out of hi-touch all happy and smiley and starstruck was the cutest thing, so if you got to experience that i’m so happy for you and i hope you enjoyed seeing those boys up close!! would’ve done it myself but im an unemployed college kid so anything over $100 wasn’t an option for me

((another also, im v sorry to everyone behind me if my aggressive arm waving got in the way of your view i was enjoying myself way too much))

all in all, my first kpop concert was a huge success!! came in not knowing what to expect (it’s a bit different from the other shows/concerts ive been to in the past, but a good different!!), but still had a lit ass night :)

#long post sorry hehe #monsta x #monsta x beautiful in the us #monsta x beautiful in san francisco #i typed this up at like 1am sorry for how mushy i got #my post #beautiful in the us #beautiful in san francisco #monsta x in sf #monsta x in san francisco

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1/29/17

This morning was the wedding for that filipino couple at church. Cam and becca helped it went well. Only got $50 tho.. after that I dressed my mom for her dance and sent her off in a lyft. Then I showered and got ready to meet up with becca again. She said that Vincent was coming so I asked carson to come bc I had a car for once. I picked him up and we went to Whole Foods and I spent $33 on shitty food that hurt our stomachs so, we stole a water. Just slapped a paid sticker on it. That's what they get for being a rip off. After that Carson and I went to Oh My Pan which replaced flour and tea and I got a boba. It was aight. After that we went back to his house and sat and talked with his grandma for a while. Played a little pain glory and then left to meet Taka and Keenan at pop's house. I didn't go inside. No way. They were going to come later so we headed over to memorial park bc Carson had to poop. We get there and everyone is happy to see me as usual. Tanner hugged me for like 2 straight minutes. I felt fake when people would say that they missed me bc I really don't miss them. Don't get me wrong, it's nice to see them every once in a while, but too much is an overdose. I was annoyed bc Ricky came with Keenan and Taka and littery I haven't seen him in ages and I say hi and he gives me a weak ass hello... but when he sees Camille he gives her a big ol hug and says he missed her. Wtvr I don't care I guess. Keenan and Taka were both into Natalie tonight it was funny. It felt extra good bc Rachel mentioned twice how in love carson and I looked. I'm happy that they are able to notice and envy ;). Bryan so sketch bro. All night I was catching his looks. I was sitting on his lap and he whispers in my ear that if we left then that we could go home and fuck and I was so down. We head home, and becca and vincent are in carson fucking bathroom and he's taking a shit.. like use your own toilet. Carson was planning on showering and wanted me to too so I was like okay. Becca gets all pissed bc we walk in there and says "ughhh i fucking hate all of you." What the frick did we do for using our own bathroom. Y'all shouldn't even be up here chill oot. That annoyed me. Anyway, we showered and went back in his room and made sweet luhh then he started watching YouTube and I was not interested so I fell into a sweet slumber and woke up at 2:30. Taka came home and I left and now I am in bed letting my Cinnamon Toast Crunch digest a little before I lie down. Today was good. Love my bf